#idk how dO I TAG AN ENTIRE BLOG

[lottieurl]

fundamentally i disagree with the notion that Jeff Knows Everything because he read shauna's journals. that implies not only that shauna wrote in detail about Everything that happened during those nineteen months but most crucially it implies shauna wouldn't be an unreliable narrator

#unless i see him say out loud what things he knows shauna did specifically and how she felt about it i just do not believe he Knows #his reaction when shauna took that gun last ep? his dumbass idea that shauna just wants an adventurous husband? #that man is entirely unaware #idk what and HOW shauna wrote in her diary but she's like ten hundred layers of repression and fucked up urges #just imagining her trying to write her lil fucked up diary out there is breaking my brain #yellowjackets spoilers #i guess for the gun thing mention in the tags #i'll eat my words if i'm wrong but i do not think Jeff Knows Everything. jeff has some idea #based on whatever distorted version of events he reads abt in shauna's diary #but yeah no i do not think this man Knows there i said it #yellowjackets blogging

[the-moon-pal]

Thinking of Snake Actor Mark surprisingly and now I'm thinking of running with an idea HDHDH

#damien talks #Markiplier #surprising i know! #actually imma talk about it here- tho also keep in mind i have noooot thought about him in a bit and i may have forgotten stuff about him #but basically.... HSHDJDJ SO.. I don't know much about it but i know cannibalism seen as love is popular these days.. HDHDHD #so adding with how controlling of the narrative is the actor and how y/n could be basically be the perfect [whatever he chooses] #idk why i thought it be neat to have like.. an other mother situation #like wanting the narrative to go so much his way that maybe literally entirely having yn (as a meal lol) would be like the best for well- #a literal snake in this case HDHDHDHD #IDK I FEEL LIKE im doing this more for fun than anything lore related but. also this is the most ive given though over actor mark #i hope this is ok to put in the tag. imagine if suddenly mark came back and saw this HDHDHDHD #anyhow i might draw this.. later maybe HDHDJ #tell me ur thoughts if u see this?? if u want #actor mark #snake actor #ik he had a tag im my blog but i forgor

[jinstronaut]

this is also why i stopped using my tracked tag for a while tbh

#and i might do it again bc its just #a reminder that no one rly cares abt what i do / who i am etc #which might sound over dramatic idk how else to describe it tho its just hollow #it feels very much like a Chore and a Task and if i dont reblog things fast enough from my tag #people get very angry and/or upset with me even tho theres just #so much content and i have 0 time so everything gets queued no matter what #like this whole experience feels like a chore lmao #and it never ever used to #but now theres so much animosity if i dont behave / interact with things Properly #or whatever the make believe rules are idk #this dash can just be so negative like have we all truly descended into madness during this hiatus #bc like i get it ive been up and down and all around too but ive never been straight up MEAN to anyone in this community #and i never want to either so this entire situation thats been bubbling for months just feels like shit #bc what the fuck changed and how do we get back to where we were #i never ever ever ever felt this way before like idk the middle of last year #but ever since like last fall its just been idk. Bad #once again im sorry if ive ever done anything to upset anyone but my silence / absence doesnt mean i dont care #ive just been Incredibly busy due to some real life changes that are out of my control #i might not have energy to answer everything but i do Read everything and it does make me smile #and i save messages that are kind in my heart so i can be reminded of the root of what this blog is supposed to be #a space for something im very passionate about and previously had nowhere else to express said passion #so like idk if we all like the same things why does this weird feeling of competition linger over us lmao #why do all ccs have to fight???? each other???? when we all love and do the same things???? #i have nothing against anyone personally but what i Do take issue with is the way that ive been doing this since 2021 and im fully just #ignored and shoved aside by so many people for reasons i fully dont know or understand #so yeah idk this is a novel i just woke up from a spontaneous nap bc im so exhausted i can only stay awake for 3 hours at a time #but yeah anyways idk ! #be nice its so easy ! #tbd

[blu3birb]

Heart. Mind. Soul.

Sketches for a soft ground print i'm making at uni. It's technically a self portrait, just a little...deconstructed.

#literally head empty #im aware it's not entirely anatomically correct but...shrugs #yes the eyeballs are hairy #yes it's gross #i love it #hm do i even tag this as gore it's not really gore #idk just in case #gore #skull #anatomy #pencil drawing #sketch #original art #illustration #i feel more comfortable posting stuff like this here even though im gonna reblog it on the other blog anyway #but it's just how my brain works

[loud-whistling-yes]

Having a normal one tonight boys

#IM NOT TAGGING THIS IG PEARL SEES THIS I WILL ACTUALLY JUST DISSAPEAR FROM THE FACE OF THE EARTH #THIS IS MY KARMA FOR BEING COCKY AND MAINTAGGING #fweeet #pearl idk if youre seeing this i hope not but i was screaming into my pillow for an entire minute #guys what the fuck #the ask is private so yall never seeing it BUT DO YOU UNDERSTAND MY DAY TODAY?? #I HAVE ADD MATHS EXAMS TOMORROW #HOW THE FUCK AM I SUPPOSED TO SLEEP WITH THIS ADRENALINE #I DONT EVEN KNOW IF ITS FROM FEAR OR EXCITEMENT ANYMORE #SHE LITERALLY SAW MY BLOG???? DID SHE HAVE TO READ MY TITLE WITH HER OWN EYES #PEARL WHAT HAVE YOU SEEN #SHE HAD TO READ 'my blorbo skrunkly poor pathetic meow meow' WITH HER OWN TWO EYES #WHAT HAVE I DONE

[canonicallyanxious]

so i've been keeping a spreadsheet to track the bls/asian dramas i've watched this year [my current goal is 50 shows on the spreadsheet by end of year, we're up to 21 completely filled out rows so we are well on our way!] and like i can't make the full thing public bc i get, uh, rude about some shows skdjfnsdkfns but thought i would share some highlights illustrating how completely extra it is bc i think it's funny and, you know, if anyone ever feels not normal about the things they are into, i am here to tell u that u should go absolutely crazy and stupid. keep a color-coded, meticulously annotated spreadsheet for ur silly gay shows. do whatever sparks joy. life is short and love is long u know what i mean

[my friend was like you have two separate overall ratings?? and my answer was yes. obviously. don't you.]

[YES i recommend 3 will be free for any and all audiences. LITERALLY WHAT ARE YOU PEOPLE EVEN WAITING FOR.]

[i did watch the eclipse for the plot why do you ask]

[you thought i would make a post about my silly little asian dramas and not shamelessly plug the gay chicken show? we must laugh]

#sarah.txt #idk how to tag this. i'm so sorry. skdfjnsdfsnd. #idk how much blogging i'll actually do on main #my relationship to most of these shows is kind of analogous to my relationship to reading novels for fun #[which i am also doing! funnily enough i'm also currently reading a korean novel about the gay scene in Seoul] #[i find the portrayal of queerness through the lenses of different forms of korean media endlessly interesting] #but anyway all that to say i just wanted to make a post about it bc i've been thinking a lot about it recently #so there! pushing my 'be shamelessly unhinged on main' agenda 2023 ur welcome #my friend when presented with all this was like 'have you ever been casual about anything in your entire life' #no. absolutely not. the mere implication that i am even capable of being casual is reprehensible to me. #i watched the entirety of d20 [t7 era] in the span of a month and a half. i have not a casual bone in my entire fucking body.

[analyticallymindedaa]

"i don't want him to be anybody but himself." "you sure about that?" "yes." "'cause i heard he told you how he felt and you bailed."

[...]

"the only thing that makes him worse...is you." "i know. why do you think i left?"

today on: i'm literally never gonna be not angry about how jemma was treated throughout s2

#like. this could have been her villain origin story. #tbh it looked like it was gonna be for a second there #but yeah going through the same traumatic event as your best friend and saving his life and trying to help him recover #right after he told you he was in love with you and wouldn't let her help when she tried #and leaving because everything you do seems to make things worse and hearing he's doing better while you're better #only to return and hear that he's been telling anyone who will listen that he told you how he felt and you bailed #still continuing to be treated. Not Great by said guy who says he's in love with you and preferred the hallucination of you he had #and gets frustrated with you when you try to literally do what he wants (to help him. to use you to talk through.) #(only for everyone to insist that you Must have feelings for him even when you continue to say you never thought of him that way) #only for him to ultimately have the attitude of 'if you won't date me i can't even try to be friends with you' p much the entire time #idk man! it'd be my villain origin story! #this is not a fitz friendly blog #every time i rewatch this show he grates on me more and more #(also to be noted: not just the way he is with jemma. the way he is with most characters.) #and like. i hated mack through most of s2 and then in s3 he became one of my favorites so like! i can change my opinions of characters! #just like how i used to love fitz and now i hate him lmao #several bad puns later – out of character. #idk i'm just gonna tag it as that for now #if u read these tags to this point you're the real mvp and i love you

[kyeomblr]

hai im still alive <3

#still crazy in love w svt and dokyeom <3 #i just scream about them elsewhere now lmao #tbh i miss tumblr but at the same time everytime i log on i feel like i have to create something #or write something in the tags if i want to rb a post #and its not like im forcing myself ; when i say something in the tags i really do mean it of course #but most of the fun here is being active and engaging w your mutuals and the posts u put on your blog #and sometimes i dont feel like giffing. sometimes i dont really have anything i want to say #sometimes i feel like ive already said everything i want to say before #i think despite how much i want to believe im only giffing and editing for myself i dont #that i feel kind of like 'my value here depends entirely on the content i make and if i don't make any then whats the point' #which is funny because i have plenty of mutuals who dont create content ever and i Love seeing them on the dash #so i know its not true but thats what being on tumblr feels like to me #and i think its making me feel a bit burnt out #and just to be clear i'm not talking about notes or follower numbers i don't care about that #this is purely about me and creating content and my mind blanking out when i want to say something #so !! anyway #all of this to say idk if i'll ever be as active again as i was #but im alive and im alright and i hope you all are too mwah !! <33

[plaidpyjamas]

nothin like obsessing over a selfship to get yourself to actually fuckin draw (praise be to pens because without them I'd simply never finish any sketch)

#selfship bs #darkiplier #darkiplier x oc #darkiplier x reader #idk how to tag this #'you're shipping yourself with a character a youtuber made?!' they scream #'that's so cringe!' they holler #I do not care #I may be cringe but at least I am free #anywho I found the drawing ref on pinterest but the link was dead aaa #betcha can't find my x reader writing blog #it's almost entirely darkiplier x reader rn because I cannot be normal about things #I'm love him ok

[cherry-shipping]

im workin on changin the colors & themes & headers & stuff of this blog cause im comin to hate it more and more each day........... but im nervous. oooooobbh im so nervous

#WHAT IF IT STILL LOOKS BAD............. YOU GUYS WOULDNT EVEN TELL ME BC YOU WOULDNT WANNA B MEAN.................... #once again this would all be SO much fuckin easier if i just moved to an entirely new blog and started over #but i dont WANNA #thats a pain too #anywAy im scared nd nervous -.-; #cherry chats #← gonna have 2 change those tags too. and prolly my url but idk what to #and umm..... i wanna remove the link to my carrd until ive remade it and have those tumblr links in the meantime...... #but i dont know how to do those. :(

[the-acid-pear]

Like, i think what makes the first evil dead movie so cool to me is the fact that the focus isn't the story or its characters but rather the experience on its own. We simply are thrown into it knowing very little about our protagonists and the house and curse on itself either and despite this it is extremely enjoyable.

#luly talks #and i also like how those tight brown pants make mr Campbell's ass look #i was gonna tag this as ed for evil dead but... no JWGSJDG 😭 #guess im putting this in the main tag for the sake of storing it in my blog correctly :/ #evil dead #but like truly though like i can only assume the later movies explore the characters further but the first one is so special to me bc this #like everything is memorable in it yet so irrelevant. our main villain is the spirits possessing the dudes but we dont see them #characters die but we barely knew them (hell it took 42 FUCKIN MINUTES for shelly to get her name said) #like of course we do have an extremely iconic final girl but we dont even get to see that much of ash either #other than he's as socially awkward or outright evil as his entire friend group #yeah still not over that alright #like even the fact that his full name being ashley is never adressed is cool!!!! #idk man i jsut like it... new hyperfixation dropped i guess 😳

[jutpa]

I have a stupidly overpowered oc that I have decided to call Null-Entropy and it's basically just fiction

Not the personification of fiction, just fiction as a whole

Name a character and so long as it isn't real or the fictional representation of a real person Null-Entropy can absolutely annihilate it

However Null-Entropy will literally never be important to any plots of any AUs I ever make for the simple reason of I made it.

#how the heck am i supposed to tag this #null-entropy is completely unrelated to anything else on this blog #and will likely never be mentioned again #idk uh #fiction #as a whole #also stupidly overpowered ocs #null-entropy #if this becomes a general character then i want to say that null-entropy has no canon design #it is the truest form of eldritch god #it has no form #it is entirely imperceptible #my idea on what null-entropy looks like is literally just a point of light #but you can do whatever #i will not stop you #overpowered original character

[sadfixion]

why does beign an artist feel like im constantly about to die. its about drawing pictures

#tedposting #side eyeing my art blog thats in a constant state of abandon despite being the sole thing that allows me to stil get paid from overseas #listen i just dont know what im supposed to do on there #which sounds incredibly stupid because drawing is my entire life technically #but ifeel like most of what ive posted to the internet has never been my own #and idk how to find what actually is my own #erm...anyway #(jerma voice) who is he talking to #blacklisting the tedposting tag is good for you actually

[jcournal]

so I realized I never finished what if it's us and I forgot where I left off so I ended up reading from, like, 1/3 of the way to 2/3s of the book before I realized that I never finished it because IT ENDS IN A BREAKUP. AND I'VE GOTTEN THIS FAR ALREADY! and yes I've been told that it's an amicable one and it's healthy and there's another book but THIS IS WHY I AM A SPOILER ENTHUSIAST. I SPENT THE DAY HERE.

#what if its us spoilers #i literally look for spoilers every time idk why i forgot about this #you should block the spoilers tag or my entire blog if its a problem #spoilers #book spoilers #lmk how I should tag this bc i often spoil things #like i do it to myself on purpose #FOR SITUATUONS SUCH AS THIS

[pitter-patt-art]

Do you ever do fic commissions?

I haven't done any before, but I'd definitely be open to it!!

Please feel free to message me or send another ask if you're interested and I'd be down to talk about it!

(To be perfectly honest with you, if its for a fandom I already like and the idea interests me even a little, most things I'd be happy to write for free if you just gave me a concrete prompt or such though. I am not above using validation to fuel my writing process and in fact love direction bc I am horrendously indecisive. My one caveat is i cannot necessarily in good conscience promise anything concrete in terms of turnaround time haha but I'll do my best!)

#sorry for the delay been busy with family stuff the last few days! #seriously tho i dont bite if you want to just throw a fic idea at me and see what crazy ways it sticks #a) im flattered you thought of me and #b) i have entire friendships built upon this youd be in good company lol #and youd be doing me a favor getting me to write more too haha #also id gratefully accept doodles of any quality or conversation as payment :P #that said if you really have something specific have at me I'm game to talk it out #someday ill figure out tags and how not to rant in them. also how to blog effectively. (bold faced lies) #patt's prattle #patt rambles #ask answered #idk man im just out here lol no one ever claimed i was organized ;;

[dizzybizz]

hai here is a sketch dump with too many fandoms :) sorry about the ungodly amount of men here i have been going through it and by it i mean gay

ok wait i ran out of tags??? it wont let me tag them all😭😭😭 im gonna have to be sparing with them uhh i guess i will have to ramble under the cut then cus i like rambling in my tags but i cant with this one 😭

(ok im back from the ramble: it is way too long.... proceed forward if you want to see some guy just absolutely talk nonsense for entirely too long)

no cus i swear i have tried tagging more stuff than this before and never hit the limit but whatever

hello i really use this like a fkn blog huh

i just wanted to provide some thoughts on the harper and rosé one first bc its important to me 😌 cus i was thinking abt harper and how in my head and heart of hearts she would be the kid who thought you get pregnant from kissing and i dont think she ever really grew out of that belief. <- this ended up spawning the idea of harper being a sex-repulsed ace and i will die on this hill actually. fight me or die, you die either way actually nvm

this is just a buncha blorbos i dont know what to tell you really. sketch pages like these always end up so weird for me bc for some reason my brain always wants the characters in them to interact in some way. whether that be talking or just reacting to what the other is doing... its something i cant stop with, its so stupid and silly and i hate it and i love it. where else would i see kabru slowly losing his mind with how loud phoenix wright is in court????

I THOUGHT I HAD GOTTEN OFF THE RAILS WITH THAT BUT THEN THE NEXT PAGE HAPPENED. and all i could do was laugh and ask "what the fuck am i drawing??? HOW DID WE GET HERE? WHY IS THISTLE HERE WITH LEOPIKA HELP" LIKE that page started with the big leopika and then i was like "man i miss thistle lemme draw him real quick" but the curse struck and now hes being homophobic so </3

i rlly like how the nic(k) page turned out ... i just have a lot of nicks i like drawing idk.. the lil guy is an oc,,, one day his ref sheet will be finished and itll be awesome but not for now, sorry baby, no can do. im weirdly happy with how the hands turned out for all of them tho?? so thats a W

yotasuke, murai, nick (youll never know which one im referring to. .. jkjk its hoult i love the pose there ehehhe), nic and the entire last page r my favs. i like em all but those rlly get me yknow- the olly too ofc but ive already posted him, dont mind him being here, hes part of the set. AND OVER ALL IVE BEEN HAVING SO FUN WITH SHADING BLACK AND JUST LEAVING SPOTS BLANK ITS SO ?`????

WHY IS THIS SO LONG PLS DONT READ ALL THIS THIS IS STRAIGHT UP EMBARRASSING AGHSDFGSDHJSGD im all like "yeah i dont like talking about myself or whatever" but as soon as i get to my process or blorbos or smth the floodgates fucking break open, not even burst man.

also dont mind how i havent even acknowledged pingas twink pokemon counterpart. hes just here for shits and giggles i dont know the guy like at all, i watched a handful of eps of horizons and that was it RIP

#blue period #yotasuke takahashi #yakumo murai #tiger and bunny #kotetsu t. kaburagi #yu yu hakusho #hiei #kurama #drawtectives #harperosé #witch hat atelier #arkco #olruggio #brushbug #trigun #nicholas d. wolfwood #all saints street #nick hoult #bna pinga #dungeon meshi #kabru #ace attorney #phoenix wright #thistle #hunter x hunter #leorio paladiknight #kurapika kurta #leopika #my art #doodle