#idk lol heres wonderwall

[pepperpixel]

Scott pilgrim art dump!!!! I started working on these like a fucking month ago and just have not been able to finish them cuz life has been so fucking busy… but I FINALLY! I finally managed to finish them now!!! So behold!!!!!! My blorbos! My favs…. I rlly enjoyed every scene w these 3 they were adorable and awesome and cool…. I hope u guys enjoy my art of them even if it is super freaking late ghgh

#scott pilgrim #scott pilgrim takes off #gideon graves #gideon gordon graves #matthew patel #julie powers #gordon goose #doodles #patelgraves #suggestive #for the last one lol #but yeah… here’s wonderwall ghgh- #gravespatel #I guess Julie x Gideon doesn’t have a ship name lol #I tried looking for one but could not find it #but yeah!!! these 3 rock… they r a delight #definitely my fav part of the show. I loved all the other evil exes too! and like. most of the other characters ghg #tbh this was just a generally fun show I enjoyed it #idk if I’m gonna draw more stuff for these 3.. when I started on this art I was planning to draw more stuff #but then it took so long…. and I’m like.. 1 I might have lost the drive. and 2 I’m so fucking late to the party ghgh #but! we shall see! who knows… #the fact all 3 of these guys are like seemingly the same fucking height (SHORT AS HELL) is. #it’s adorable! and I love it! but also it’s killing me ghgh I need some sort of height diff somewhere!! #but not a single one of these bitches drank there milk they’re ALL short! #so yeah.. if any of them looks taller then they should I’m sorry ghg- I was trying! but I was also struggling #but anyway! yeah… I like them they’re cute! and fun! #I hope u guys like my art of them!

[replaybf]

[ID: A poem titled “a girl phones her friend to say happy birthday.” The title is highlighted in light blue. Poem reads:

Hi, sorry I’m calling late.

     The limits between them and what she can and cannot say were weighing down on her too much.

Yeah, I'm good, but how are you?

     Do not make this about her, this is you, only you, only you.

I wanted to wish you a happy birthday. A special one today, huh?

      Is it special if each of their days together is a bliss? Even if they were a continent apart. A world apart – as they are now.

I wish-

     What does she wish for? For their smile to never fade? For them to never leave the orbit of her life? For things to be good for them?

I wish you all the happiness. I hope you achieve all your goals this year. You can do it, you know. Whatever you set your mind to– no! I won't stop, it’s all true and you know it.

      Do they know it? Do they know it? Can they even imagine the enormity of what there is to know?

And health! That's super important. I hope you stay in good health.

      Please stay safe. I cannot even begin to think what life would be without you here. Here? There. Anywhere, but alive.

Anyways, I'll text you later. Sorry, my bus just arrived. Yeah, love you, bye.

     I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you.

End ID.]

#was waiting on the bus stop and heard a girl phone a friend to wish happy birthday and idk #felt this #anyways here's wonderwall if no one sees this i will delete this lol

[altruisticenigma]

I am 26, I am about to turn 27.

I am interested in doll collecting, just got fascinated with Lolita fashion, like to read, a Vocaloid lover (in random, sporadic bursts) and on the weekends play FFXIV. I’m engaged, getting married next year. I have colored hair. I have a septum piercing. I want more tattoos (always).

I am still struggling with trauma, mental illness, etc. I go to therapy. I remind myself to eat well. I work out to manage stress. But I’m learning what it means to have boundaries with myself and others, when before that was deprived from me. I’m learning to trust. I’m learning how to love my inner child, and grow alongside them. I’m trying to learn to let go of control.

I am 26, I am about to turn 27. I am no longer surviving anymore, I am learning to live life.

#poetry #prose #words #about life #birthday thoughts #idk what else to tag this as???? let me know lol #I’m having feelings #anyway here’s wonderwall #anyway here’s a text post #a letter to my younger self

[the-cooler-king]

Oh yeah..... midnight gospel be hitting.... sitting in my bed fuckin. Crying. Get a grip girl

#Its the trudy ep which is actually the episode that made me keep watching #I love love love this episode..... #Something about how.......... idk.... its a very profound ep that I can't explain and it's a nice cry #This ep kind of shaped my outlook on life especially after finding out about my friend dying #All the regrets and things left unsaid.... I make my peace daily by being really straight up #If I love and care about ppl I tell them... I say they are appreciated and cared for man #I am always thankful for people and I *love* people as a whole #And as long as the people around me intrinsically know that they are loved and cared for and cherished.... like that's it #That's the end game truly #I will never ever be sorry for that. This was THEEEE episode. #There's a lot of nuance behind my feelings best described by revolutionary girl utena #But still. I'm deep enough in my tags bc I'm crying over my s/o but not in a bad way #Fml I am so grateful to him as just an entity. As a person in my life even if our lives only intersect for this brief period of time #He hasn't been texting me much and we didn't talk much at work and I didn't even get a goodbye (rude lol) #But I know he was having a rough day. I know he needs a bit of tlc. #He could be on a downswing because I am certainly on an upswing #So I'm kind of like trying to focus on doing my own thing rn without worrying about it #Because I can't do anything about it so I might as well continue My Thang #But as I sometimes come to terms with us never talking again (gotta be prepared at all times to be ghosted) #I also come back to terms with needing him to really understand #how many people in his life depend on love cherish and admire him #And im not just talking about me... he has a lot of siblings and a not great mom. Two kids he loves. #He has always taken care of everyone else in his life #He deserves to really know and idk. It makes me think of this moment. #Realizing how much I dont ever want to question if he knows #I don't want to question if I could've done more or tried harder etc. I did my very best and didn't lie cheat steal or whatever #I am so grateful to him for letting me have that. Even if nothing can come from it in the end #Even if we should be torn apart!!!! Take my revolution!!! #Anyways. Here's wonderwall #Banger of an episode. Worth the rewatch

[crunchycrystals]

oh the mcyt discourse on my dash was about dream smp?????????/

#thought it was about something lesser known like lifesteal #that explains it anyways heres wonderwall idk #ive never seen a single dsmp vid #mcyt #crunchyposts #turning off reblogs because i live in fear lol

[khaotunqs]

wip wednesday/fuck it friday (although it's saturday oops)

thank you for tagging me @laurabenanti!!! i'm working on a set that i hope will be nice when it's all done. it'll probably be 7-9 gifs total? idk... i'm high on the latest ep of only friends running through my veins, so it might end up being more lol 🤡

anyway here's wonderwall the first gif of the set:

(i know, my last two sets were also yellow/gold. i'm obsessed with it right now let me live)

tagging to share whatever you're currently working on--absolutely no pressure!: @sollucets, @leedongwook, @thisautistic, @jiaoliqiao, @henwilsons, @highwarlockkareena, @dengswei, and @seamayweed

#tag game #thank you cat! 💖 #my edit #tagged✨

[jittyjames]

jcs kinktober masterlist

(sorry minors, but pls don’t interact with this. nothing personal, of course, but this just isn’t the space for you lovelies)

cw: heavy mentions of kinks under the cut obviously

i'm going to be so fucking fr with y'all rn. most of these are poly even if they're labeled as a single ship. that's just the universe i write for babes. i'm so embarrassed to even post this list. i would ask god to help me for when i post these in october, but anything good and holy has long left the chat. i'm scheduled to be struck down by lightning by november 1st. anyway here's wonderwall.

(also fair warning. i'm the most vanilla person in existence. if you look up the term vanilla is the dictionary, it's a photo of me. i say this to clarify THESE ARE (mostly) NOT MY KINKS. DO NOT JUDGE ME. I AM BUT A WRITER WHO REALLY LIKES DYNAMICS OKAY?? DON'T PERCEIVE ME. nyway, more warnings and stuff to come in the actual fic.) also watch my tumblr get shadowbanned for me posting this. maybe i should censor the words. IDK.

pegging- jesus x mary

roleplay- jesus x mary x judas

hate sex- mary x judas

rimming- jesus x judas

omo- LMAO JUST KIDDING. honestly don't know for this one. open to suggestions!!! EDIT- COLLARING WINS OUT

frottage- jesus x judas (kudos to gav for the inspo on this one)

virginity- jesus x judas

gore- jesus x judas (this sounds worse than it is lol. i swear it's not bad at all. gore is more of just a theme, not a sex thing. but... it is the bible... so...) this is also mixed with the bonus prompt bathing so!! y'all can work that one out

stripping- jesus x mary (modern)

praise kink- jesus x judas

sensory deprivation- jesus x reader's choice (ooo jami is trying new things for once 👀👀)

somnophilia- jesus x judas

size difference- god x judas x satan

orgasm denial- jesus x judas

temp play- mary x judas

gags- mary x judas

threesome- peter x judas x james

spanking- god x judas (modern)

voyeurism- jesus x mary x judas

mind control- judas x satan x jesus (lmao i’m sorry i had to)

lingerie- jesus x judas

BONUS PROMPTTT: dancing together- jesus x judas

rough oral sex- jesus x mary x judas

sex toys- mary x judas (modern)

edgeplay- jesus x judas

overstim

s&m- jesus x judas (was totally singing the rihanna song the whole time i wrote this one)

body worship- jesus x judas

breathplay- jesus x judas

free use- judas x everyone

this is a free day so... ONCE AGAIN OPEN TO SUGGESTIONS

EDIT: i have been harassed but i’m not using my free day on it… so…

32. BONUS DAY- the piss fic.

#kinktober #jcs #jesus christ superstar #god pls don't kill me for this #THESE ARE SUBJECT TO CHANGE #I'M FICKLE #also let's be completely clear #we don't kinkshame on my blog!!! #everyone vibes with what they vibe with #feel free to suggest any kink you want to see bc i don't judge #why is writing jesus smut so much easier than writing hamilton smut?? someone explain this to me

[hughgrantsextra]

Day 12: Which Movie Would you Like to See a Sequel to?

Okay yeah I know I'm behind, fuckin sue me. I've been having a rough month and why I decided to do this now is beyond me. I was HOPING to have it all go well and fucking enjoy the worst month of the year, but I guess not. Whatever. Here's wonderwall...

I am, Spider. OKAY SO I literally only have one more Tom movie for my list and I've watched everything...I just watched Losin It with @pixlerelish recently and dudes....it really wasn't as bad as I thought it was gonna be.

plus look at how baby he is! Ugh pretty sure everytime he came on screen I said something to that effect. lol

But anyway, hear me out.

WHAT IF

Woody got the girl in the end? Like listen okay. Kathy could realize she doesn't want Larry anymore (I mean she did divorce him, not finalized but WHATEVER) like idk I thought they were really cute and they should be able to have their time together, even if they don't do anything long term.

Spider obviously didn't learn his manners because of how the movie ended so we need some kind of closure with that. Maybe he joins the military in some fashion? Cougar AU anyone?

Gonna skip over Dave....(even though he got the tiniest smidgen of character development) which is more than can be said for a lot of other characters in Tom's movies.

Wendell, ah Wendell. He was honestly my favorite part of the whole movie. But like, idk he could still do stuff in high school. Why not?

Anyway, thanks for coming to my TedTalk.

@lovesickmermaid :P

@pixlerelish *push*

#Tom Cruise #30 day challenge #Losin It #Woody #Cutie #Tijuana #Mexico!

[lavender-annd-lilac]

Excuse me ma'am. We like button ups and under shirts over here okay? Hint of titty and tattoos 😂😂😂 he makes it work for him 🙃

U know what, I’m not sure if the button up/undershirt combo actually looks ok here, or if it’s just being overshadowed by that…interesting pant length 🤔

Look, I’m a huge supporter of the shrunken suit. I mean, personally I think it looks more flattering on a Wes Anderson kind of build, but whatever I still dig the style. In general.

Uh, but idk, I feel like part of the charm comes from the interplay btwn the seriousness/formality of the suit, and the playfulness of the cut and tailoring. The exciting clash when a no-nonsense fabric like tweed is paired with an absurd amount of ankle cleavage, if u will.

Not to go full roast mode, but something about the styling in that gif is not my cup of tea lmaooo 😭 it could be anything. It could be me having a bad day. It could be me not having a good eye for fashion.

It could even be any of the following:

the yellow/black combo that reminds me of bees.

the pattern of the shirt that isn’t quite gingham, or flannel or plaid, but what seems to be rows of diamonds?

How the sleeves are rolled up in a very neat and unnatural way, like someone tucked them in

The casualness of garments both above and below the waist - there’s no drama, u know? Like if this was top chef, Tom would say, “the textures are too similar, give us a little crunch, a bit of contrast”. The off kilter ankle revealing pants with something a touch more elevated, like blazer, or a cardigan, or turtleneck even

Tbh none of this rly matters tho bc the audience is prob undressing him with their eyes anyway hahaha so like, ignore everything I just said 😂😂😂

Man, I just really need a Kourtney Kardashian to give me this kind of wake up call when I get nit picky about men’s clothing of all things 😫

So ya. My final verdict is: Great vibe, love the energy. He looks comfortable. He’s not hurting anyone. Live, laugh, love and peace to all on this blessed earth 😌 Namaste 🙏

Lol sorry for this long ass reply… I feel like I came across as rude (not sure to who tho. U? CE? CE’s stylist?) but for real I appreciate u sending this in 💗 I like that u stand behind your choices like a boss. And the more I write the more sarcastic this sounds when my intention is the opposite, so I will stop now. Ty for coming to my Ted talk 🥲

Anyway, here’s Wonderwall

#lmao kill me #honestly I didn’t chose to be this way #I want to be chill and accepting #there is a judgemental darkness within me #maybe I forgot to pay the electricity bill for my brain idk #I love that u love it tho! (not sure how to make this not sound sarcastic so I will just say I’m not being sarcastic here lol) #I also crave enjoyment #u know what I’ll just go watch the gray man bc his styling in that movie was chefs kiss #Chris evans

[neopuff]

wips

Rules: post the names of all the files in your WIP folder regardless of how non-descriptive or ridiculous. Let people send you an ask with the title that most intrigues them and then post a little snippet of it or tell them something about it! And then tag as many people as you have wips. (You can make your own post or reblog this one!)  I have deemed that this isn’t just for writing either. Sketch titles? Comics? Dnd campaigns? If you have an unfinished project, it counts!!

tagged by @drewsaturday

lol i have...a lot of fic and video wips. and then not a lot of art wips. i should stick with ones i can actually see myself finishing one day but honestly you just never know what i’m gonna do next. i believe the oldest wip here is from 2006 or 2007

(under a cut ‘cause it got too long)

FICS

Ace Attorney

boat

mayaedgeworth

kmeme prompts

DuckTales

charity auction

scrooge dying

its a little late to be asking for my number

because i’m scrooge mcduck

amnesia goldie

stop calling me

weblena journal fic

amnesia goldie (yes, another one)

misc untitled wips

scroldies first continuation

truth serum

you’re my person

left it in the will

GlomGoldie Outline (collab)

gilt tales (collab)

Fullmetal Alchemist

5 times they were set up and 1 time they weren

after promised day

An undercover assignment

eds wedding

eh

elizabeth

five people

havolina1

roy hawkeye origin

six people

waking up

greeza

kimbliza poto

Generator Rex

holidaywiththeholidays2

(TMNT crossover) bisholiday

Pokémon

alternate

dangerr

decisions decisions

denial

dovey

dp153 meowth

drunk james

james sick

kiss goodbye

luvdisc

mood changer

remember

the single life

ultraball

Teen Titans

warp

terradrabblethingschange

ravenseason4drabble

Raven

Trollhunters

stricklake2

stricklake3

stricklake4

Other

Sym-Bionic Ttian: badimitationilanca

Xiaolin Showdown: jackim

Kaijudo: lobachavez one word prompts

VIDS (not including wip mep parts cuz thats too much)

American Dragon: Jake Long

jakerose 30 otp day 29

jakerose 30 otp day 30

jakerose soulmate

jakerose

Amphibia

anne sprig always gold

BH6

bh6 collab

Bojack Horseman

beatrice believe me

Code Lyoko

aelita sad machine

Danny Phantom

valerie machine

DC/Marvel

dantemala do i wanna know

jlu otps princess of hcina

livmay ophelia

losh thinkin too much

DuckTales

bradheron

della havent met you yet

duck hets piano man

fendra electric love

goldie never enough

ducktales family

scroldie back to you

scroldie hopelessly devoted

scroldie must be the place

scroldie stay

scroldie stubborn love

scroldie too close for comfort

weblena when she sees me

weblena ocean avenue

Ever After High

dappling mama say

Fulmetal Alchemist

royai shake it off

royai the hills

scar feel my heart

Generator Rex

circe scream my name

holix breathe

holix calendar

holix dna

holix idk

holix thousand years

holix violet hilll

rex astronaut in the ocean

rex caesar let my people go

Infinity Train

infinity train lay down in the tall grass

Kids Next Door

knd come back down

nigelabby listen to your heart

Leverage

natesophie i knew you once

parkerhardison someone to you

Miraculous Ladybug

lukanette evergreen

Moomins

groke shes a lady

Motorcity

jukebox suburbs

Multifandom

cartoons pictures of you

eyes blue like the atlantic

id chars little lion man

kainessa dantekamala lvoe by mistake

multicrossover we were sparkling

multiship time after time

rocketshipping jacsee feel my face

wonderwall otps

Non/Disney

heverlyn forget her

heverlyn strange addiction

The Owl House

collector

Psychonauts

psychonauts asylum give us a little love

razlili kiss me more

Riverdale

choni all night

Seis Manos

silencio happiness

SheRa

catra oceans

lightmara when you break

Star Darlings

star darlings lost stars

Steven Universe

pearlnet perfect

spinel bellyache

Tangled

cassunzel into the dark

cassunzel oceans

cassunzel uh

cassunzel

Teen Titans

bbterra halo

robrae forever

robrae jealous

robrae love will tear us apart

robrae so close

robrae soulmates

robterra nightmare

teen titans mashup mep

terra distant shore

tt one day more

TMNT

karai dont wanna be

Total Drama

jacsee empire

jacsee feelings

jacsee oh no

jasammy tear in my heart

Trollhunters

stricklake obsession

stricklake what you do

X-Files

msr s1

msr s2

msr s3

msr s4

msr s5

msr s6

Xiaolin Showdown

jackimiko va va voom

#carro does a meme #im actually shocked at the fma fic wips because i dont remember writing those but some of them have a LOT written #i should get back into fma

[waitinginthecorner]

Literally tonight has been so solidifying in terms of what I want and need out of my life its kinda unreal but I'm soooooo thankful like....I literally don't consider myself that spiritual hippie stereotype but at my core I totally am...its just so endearing and powerful to view the coincidences and good times in your life as little miracles and idk if there's anything out there, from ghosts to aliens to god, but I couldn't care less because it's fun to consider and it's fun to discuss and it makes me feel like maybe even for a fraction of a moment I have something that understands me like no other and is with me at all times and maybe that's a little selfish but im okay with that. It's my belief that everyone's perception of god, whatever it may be, is unique to them the same way they are unique to him. The same way anyones relationship with another is unique. He's like viewing your reflection in the water instead of a mirror, its an approximation of oneself without being quite the same thing... in my eyes at least. For me i see god in the wind and the rain and the grass and the worms and all the little bits and pieces. Its numbers and math and and and and and and and, like pi into infinity. Past the point of comprehension. Hes you and me and everything in between but I'm well aware that some people view him much differently and that in itself should serve as a facet through which to dissect him. I've always been afraid of talking about my feelings about theology for the same reasons im afraid to talk about myself in depth. I'm not sure anyone will understand or even want to, but I have a firm foundation of beliefs in my life and I want to stand by myself and stand up for myself more and more everyday and to me this is part of the process. I think I got a tad off topic but also stuck to my point better than I thought lol. Anyway. Here's wonderwall

#rambling #dj ron #sorry i have literally been crying for so many hours i have typed so many posts and this. this is the one that really started soothing me #like. it feels good to be reflecting constantly on the good things and this has been something ive been wanting to talk abt for so long #theres only like one friend in my life who i rly trust to talk abt my feelings toward god w #so i just had to let that all out gor my own well-being ty and ily #Spotify

[birdstooth]

Do u guys ever feel like ppl can tell what music you were listening to when they see ur content, but like, in a paranoid way?

Sometimes I’m like should I post these bts sausage pics or will someone be like lol why are u obsessed with those 2 songs from Beetlejuice? Or like, wow, that ENRON podcast again? Fascinating 🙄

Idk lol. Anyway, here’s wonderwall

#comics and doodles #sketches #wips

[prettyboykatsuki]

foolishly. selfishly. | e. yeager 

➳ tags ;; lovesick!eren, pining (mutual but eren centric), childhood friends to lovers, sfw but suggestive towards the end, drinking and weedsmoking, college parties, male oc named haru who plays ex, eren being unbearable, feelings of resentment, yall both a lil dumb, not beta read, intoxication, ouid, eren is campus sweetheart lowkey, fem!reader

➳ wc ;; 3.9k 😃❓

➳  a/n ;; forgive me i think this is the first aot fic ive ever written so if the eren characterization isn’t ur thing.. ah. inspired by the song fools by troye sivan. also maybe part two for like.. actual smut LOL

➳ plot ;; eren yeager has been in love with you his whole life. when rumor comes your ex is gonna try and win you back for good, he decides to swallow his pride and finally tell you how he feels

“You’re down bad, Yeager,” 

On his 3rd beer of the night, Eren watches you sway your hips to another heavy-bass hip-hop song. He’s disgruntled to put it lightly, sneering with disdain as you dance and sway to the music. Ymir is behind you, and he can’t tell if that pisses him off more or less. 

Armin sighs, gently prying the latest bottle out of an already tipsy Erens hands, giving Jean a look who just snickers. 

“You should just confess already, ‘ren,”  ― Armin says sagely ― “It’s clearly bothering you,” 

Jean speaks again. Connie laughs too, ashing a blunt before handing it back to Jean. 

“When is it not bothering him,” 

Connie chokes on blunt smoke in the middle of laughing and Eren shoots him a dirty look, to which all Connie does is put his hands defensively. Eren can barely stay mad for that long, given the way he knows that everyone right. Even Jean, who’s a fucking dumbass. 

They’re right about how it’s always bothered him and about him down horrendously. 

Eren Yeager is... a lot of things. 

Stubborn, immature, childish. Among those things, he’s also brave. Lion-hearted. Not smart but strangely kind, always encouraging other people to be a little better. To do a little more with themselves and push past their boundaries. He’s not hypocrite either - more often than not he’s doing a dare or participating in something admittedly reckless. 

He approaches everything with the same shrug, a half smile on his mouth - tan skin and green eyes shining brilliantly. 

“What’s the worst that could happen?” 

It’s his thing at this point. Every video of him that’s gone a little viral on TikTok or on his schools twitter has him saying just that at the beginning. It’s ironic in it’s own right because... a lot of things could happen. He does some pretty stupid shit - like climbing to the top of the deans building or spray-painting cars during holidays

He’s stupidly charming to the point everyone around seems to so easily give up into his whims. He’s never even been suspended. He gets a little slap on the wrist and goes on to live his best life. He’s life of the party and for someone who is so unafraid of consequence - it makes you wonder..

Why the hell hasn’t he confessed his feelings for you? 

Eren Yeager thinks of you with even higher regards than the sun. You grew up with him, Armin, and Mikasa on a little street corner - only minutes away from each other. He’s retold the story in his head a million times - you knocked on his door nervously with a plate of cookies and he’d been in love with you ever since. 

He can’t remember a time in his life where you weren’t directly influencing him. His parents were ecstatic when he went into highschool with a 4.0 but he only did it because he wanted to follow you into university - as bad as that sounds.

It’d be an understatement to say that he’s.. a little bit in love with you. The two of you are attached to each others hips but a lot of it is Eren absolutely hovering over your every move. Overprotective, overbearing, generally a little unbearable. Everyone around seems appalled by it when they see it but you brush him off so easily, a little shrug and uninterested glance. It’s probably something only you could do.

Armin swears that’s why he even fell for you even harder for you. You seem to look at everything in the world with affection with him as the exception. With everyone else, you’re so.. friendly? Once you’re comfortable - you’re nurturing, kind. The amount of times people have assumed you and Armin were an item just because you were so sweet on him is honestly embarrassing

But that’s just how you are with everyone. With Mikasa, Jean, Connie, Sasha, Historia, Ymir, Reiner... everyone. Everyone he can think of except Eren Yeager. 

There was a point you also acted like that with him, actually even more than before - but as Eren’s feelings for you grew, his ability to handle your affection only dwindled. You got in a fight over it during your sophomore year of high school and you told him you’d stop if it made him uncomfortable. Eren, because he’s not very bright, agreed because he wasn’t ready to confess just yet. 

And.. in terms of how longing goes, the lack of affection only seemed to make him want it more. You and Eren are still close but just.. best friends close. And Eren wants to be a lot more than best friends close with you. Despite the very small drift in your relationship - he’s still the same old bratty Eren Yeager. 

For example, he’s hated every single boy you’ve ever dated in your entire life. Every time a new boyfriend has entered the arena, everyone jokes that before they worry about meeting your parents, they should worry about meeting him. You’ve dated some worthy men in your life, an entire Neuroscience major when you were a sophomore, an athlete, a graduate student. Eren hated all of them, since who could be better for you than him?

Despite his constant protest and disdain for them (which you’ve promptly ignored), your relationship with the Neuroscience major lasted almost an entire year. Eren was insistent with his pestering about it but you weren’t swayed. The reason you broke up is still unclear to him but he didn’t care either.

You never seem particularly heart-broken by any of these break-ups. Historia likes to call you stone cold but you sigh and shrug. They’re good but none of them have been “the one” is what you always say

Eren is just happy you’re single now - after about a year of dating, you’ve come to this party to celebrate with your friends about being free of a relationship and you seem happy. Ymir has her fingers on your hips a little bit more than necessary and a hand on your throat when you lean back to dance. You don’t seem to mind, smiling with all of your teeth as you throw your head back, tipsy. 

The way Eren watches you while you dance is telling. Love-sick like cupid himself has shot an arrow through his heart.  Everyone knows. Every single person on this campus, every friend, all of your parents combined. Everyone knows this shit but you. 

He’s made it his lifes mission to evade this information from your pure, unknowing ears. It’s the one time Eren simply can’t find it in himself to brave. You present to him the one thing he never really faces… consequence.

The reasoning is admittedly unclear on his end about why he hasn’t just said fuck it and confessed. He’s said a number of things about it. He’s not ready, what if you don’t like him back and you never speak to him again, what if you’re upset with him. All of these are valid concerns to the blind-eyed and to the outsider. 

But his friends, Armin and Mikasa namely, know much better than his bullshit. He’s ready he’s just terrified. Mikasa has never heard you say it explicitly, but call it intuition that she knows you like Eren back. She told one time in middle school that she liked Eren, but she’s well and over that. She’s literally dating a girl from her Anthro class You won’t listen to her no matter what she says but, she knows that you like Eren. She knows in the way your eyes flutter when he’s around - how your hands reach from him so briefly but the retract from touching him like you’ve agreed on. She can just tell.

They, more than anyone, find this clown show miserable to watch. Armin is too tired to care and Mikasa isn’t really sure how to approach so they do their best from a distance. Armin finds himself placing a hand on Erens shoulder to which Eren slumps forward. Jean sighs at his sorry state. 

“C’mon Yeager, how bad could it really be? It’s Y/N... they’re like the nicest person ever,” 

Connie gives Jean a look before laughing, rolling his neck a little. 

“Yeah to everyone except Yeager,” Connie comments unhelpfully. Eren gives him a little glare, elbows on his knees as he holds his face in his palms. He finds himself folded over a little, palm on cheek as he stares at you. 

He can’t even be mad at him… it’s true. 

“Why is that, though?” ―  Sasha asks, face deep in a bag of Doritos ― “Aren’t you guys childhood friends? Shouldn’t you be like... super close? Armin and Y/N are super close?” 

Eren groans again as Armin sighs. 

“They got into a fight sophomore year and Eren is overbearing,” 

“Am not,” 

“Yes, you are, Eren,” Mikasa adds after a long while. Eren gives her a pleading look but she refuses to cut him any slack. Sasha nods like it makes sense and Eren is even more upset by that.

“Well, Yeager - if you never confess, maybe I’ll have to slide on over and - “ 

Eren’s eyes go hard, brow bone furrowing, eyes losing all of their light. 

“I’ll beat the shit out of you if you get near ‘er,” he spits.

Connie doubles over in laughter. 

“Well, I’ll be damned,” ― Connie comments, relaxing into his seat ― “But if that’s how you really feel - pretty sure ol’ dude is gonna come back to tryna win her back,” 

“Haru is coming here? Seriously?” Armin asks, seemingly perplexed. They have classes in the same building and it was almost a given that he never went out to any parties. He studies his ass off and rarely ever made time to do anything but see you. 

“Who the hell is that?” 

“Seriously, Eren - you didn’t even learn the dudes name?” Jean asks. Eren squints. 

“Haru is her ex-boyfriend,” Mikasa answers. Eren stiffens immediately but Connie pretends not to notice, looking at Armin. 

“Yessir. Caught him on campus yesterday, he looked disheveled. Said he was gonna try and get back with her. Gave me a whole speech about her and I had to sit there and pretend like I cared..” Connie says with a yawn. Jean breaks out into a fit of laughs as Armin quickly catches on to Connies scheme. 

“Seriously? He’s not very talkative,” 

Connie nods and takes a hit of the blunt, blowing it out before continuing. 

“Yeah. Apparently, he’s really serious about her. Bought an engagement ring and everything,” 

Mikasa cuts in this time, knowing but wanting real confirmation as she stares at Connie. 

“Seriously?” 

Connie nods, honest and relaxed.

“Seriously,” 

Eren sits for a long while processing what Connie has said. His heart might fall of his ass, the way it drops into his stomach.

“Damn… they were only together like a year and he deadass wants to propose? Y/N’s must be something special,” Jean hums. Connie nods.

“Shit, they’ve had Yeager in a trance for damn near 15 years. Gotta be some kinda hex,”

Eren, decidedly, doesn’t hear the rest of the conversation. Instead, he stands up on his feet and stares at you for a while as his friends go quiet.

“Damn,” ― Connie chuckles ― “Did we break him?”

“I’ll be… right back,” Eren says absently, immediately heading towards you. Mikasa almost goes to chase him but Armin keeps her at bay.

“Yeah,” ― Jean sighs, chuckling ― “Definitely broke him,”

—

Eren finds you grinding slow to Brent Faiyaz song with Ymir. Your clothes are much tighter than he’s used too - they show off your figure so much it almost makes him angry but he swallows it down anyway.

“Hey,” ― he says, voice low as Ymir gives him a side eye ― “Could I talk to you real quick?”

You pause your movements, stumbling a little. You smell like perfume and cognac, but you smile anyways as you give him a once over. You brush your hands down your pants.

“Uh.. sure. Did you need something?”

He nods, hands in his pockets. Ymir steps always like she knows something, and maybe she does. She always seems to.

“Yeah.. just for a bit. Sorry to interrupt,”

You shake your head, waving him off as you lean over to give Ymir a kiss on the cheek. Eren swallows the jealousy in his mouth.

“Thanks for dancing with me tonight,” you tell her. She gives you a shrug.

“Thanks for dancing with me baby, take care,”

Before you get in a good wave, Eren decides hearing Ymir call you baby is enough to put him in an early grave and drags you away to the balcony before anything more can happen.

Once you’re out there - view of the whole campus and then some sits beneath you. You’re too busy shaking off Erens rough hands to really notice it, frowning.

“You’re too rough, ‘ren,” you say with a sigh. He almost goes to reach for it but he stops himself.

“Sorry,”

You shake your head

“.. ‘s fine,” ― you tell him, a soft yawn leaving your lips ― “What’s up,”

He stares at you for a long time. He knows that he has to tell you now. That even if it’s unlikely you’ll say yes, you could and then he’ll really lose out.

But he has to know first. He stops and waits, turning to look at you with his hands in his pockets.

“Why.. did you break up with your ex-boyfriend..?”

You seem taken aback by the question. For good reason, since Eren never really takes interest in your love life for anything other than the fact you’re single. Your eyes widen before softening. You go from staring him to the staring at the floor.

“… Why do you wanna know,” ― you say, crossing your arms over your chest uncomfortably ― “That’s unlike you,”

He takes in a sharp breath.

“I’m.. I just wanna know why. You two dated for a year. What happened?”

You feel something bitter inside of you. Something unrequited, a relationship demarcated by distance and unspoken feelings. Memories of Eren’s outburst, of fights about boyfriends and butting heads. It comes rushing back all at once. You grit your teeth.

“I don’t feel like telling you,” you reply, simple and straight-forward. You know that he won’t drop it but you just don’t think you can get in an all of this today. He looks at you like he’s offended by something you’ve done but you hold your ground, crossing your arms under your chest uncomfortably. 

“Why not?” 

You’re a little too tipsy to figure out a good lie, and you’re already exasperated with his attitude. You’re used to Eren being overbearing but it’s too much for him to do this. 

“Because I don’t feel like it and it’s really none of your business,” 

“How’s it not my business?” 

You glare at him. 

“How the hell is it your business?” 

He scoffs at you. 

“I’m your best friend, obviously it’s my business” 

It feels so bitter in your mouth, coppery like the taste of blood when you think of why. When the reason is standing right in front of you with that hardened glare on his brow and that arrogant fucking attitude you have a love-hate relationship. When the reason you broke up is asking you about it even though he’s never cared before. It makes you so angry, these feelings you can’t tell each other. 

“It doesn’t matter if you’re my best friend, you’ve never cared before and I don’t know why you decided to now,” ― you say, hands trembling, turning on your heel to leave ― “But I don’t want to talk about it. I’m going back inside,” 

You try to leave but Eren has you by the wrist, and he’s so much stronger than you that when you spin around to face him, chest to chest, you leave a little gasp. And he’s looking down at you with fire in his eyes, jaw feather with something sinful. He has you pressed to his chest and the contact overwhelms you. He smells so nice and he’s so strong and it’s making you dizzy. 

“Eren,” ― it comes out weaker than you intend, pushing him with your hand on his chest ― “S-stop. I know you don’t like when I touch you but I’m not budging on this,” 

For whatever reason, your words seem to make him angrier. More desperate but he lets go and you stumble. You look at him just to make sure he’s okay, watching as he pinches the bridge of his nose. 

“Connie..he said he saw your ex on campus,” ― and he swallows something in his throat. It’s the first your hearing of it so you listen ― “Said.. said that your ex was comin’ here tonight. Said that he was serious about you,” 

Your eyes go wide. It’s the most Erens ever cared to know about your relationships. 

“That he.. bought you a ring. He’s coming here tonight to win you back,” He explains. You soften a little at the thought. 

“...He is?” 

Eren runs a hand through his hair, so frustrated he doesn’t know what to do with himself. He stares at you. 

“Are you serious about him? Haru, if he comes here tonight.. are you gonna get back with him?” 

You raise your brow at him. He doesn’t seem angry anymore just desperate. Almost sad. You scratch your arm, uncomfortably. 

“Haru is a good guy, Eren,” 

“Answer my question,” 

“Eren,” you repeat. He looks at you, strained. 

“Please.. just.. answer me. Please,” 

You don’t know how to feel but you know you hate the sound of his voice this upset. You shake your head, messing with something in your pockets. 

“I dunno,’ren. Maybe. We broke up because I just don’t think we were on the same page, but he’s a good guy,” 

Eren takes a step towards and your heart races. You wonder what Auntie fed him to make him grow like this broad and tall and athletic. You blink at him as he looks down at you. A little gasp leaving your lips as he places a hand on your face. Your heart pounds. 

“What are you -” 

“Don’t say maybe,” he interjects, running his thumb under your eye. 

“Eren -”

“Wh-what are you doing, ‘ren? How drunk are you?” 

“Don’t get back together with whatever his name is,”

“Haru,” 

“Don’t get back with him. 

You want to say something. There are so many questions but they remain lodged in your throat, somehwere beyond your reach. You cough a little and his hand is still on your cheek and he’s so close you don’t know what do

“Why not?” you ask finally. 

“Because,” he replies childishly. You frown at him, but there’s nothing harsh about it. No matter how he acts, you always find him endearing. 

“Because what, Eren?” 

“Because..” ― he stops, and closes his eyes, and drops his forehead on yours, arms wrapping around your waist like this is even close to normal ― “Because... it should me your with,” 

It feels like the whole world comes to a halt. 

“What?” ― you gasp ― “What did you just say?”

He swallows. 

“It should be me. Shoulda always been me,” 

“Eren, slow down. What are you even saying?” 

“I’m saying I’m in love with you. And that you shouldn’t get together with that fucking  -” 

“His name is Haru,” 

“Didn’t ask,” he replies shortly. It’s like his words don’t reach you, too foreign. 

“You’re...?” ― you push him back, you try too but he’s so strong so he keeps you right where you are ―”You’re in love with me?”

“Always have been,” 

You shake your head like you’re in some kind of dream, pinching yourself to see if you’ll wake up. It feels too real, his voice and his breath like mint and beer and his green eyes and pretty long hair - all of it is too much. 

“But then.. during sophmore year,” 

“‘s when I realized,”― he explains, voice softer than you’ve ever heard ― “I was too nervous to tell you that when you touched me I thought I was gonna die,” 

That makes you laugh and your laugh makes him smile. You settle back down, still lost but he’s so comforting. Your hands end up on his chest and you look at him. 

“Been in love with you since we were kids. It was always you and it’ll always be you. I was too scared to tell you but I can’t... can’t let you go like that. I can’t stand it,”

You fidget, dropping your head.

“We uhm.. the reason I always break up with people is ‘cause I was trying to get over you. I didn’t think I..had any chance especially since I thought Mikasa liked you,”

Eren’s eyes widen,a grin breaking out onto his face as he hugs you so hard you yelp. 

“Fuck, you’re so cute,” 

You let out a little whine but you melt anways because of course you do. 

You stay like that for a while. The music blaring, the night going cold - all of it fades into background noise as you sheepishly hold each other. And Eren will squeeze you tight like he’s trying to remember you’re still real. 

You pull back, just to look at each other but neither  of you can hold your smiles in. You break out into giggles together. 

“We’re both stupid, huh?”

“Always have been,”

Your smile settles in your cheeks and it’s too much. But you let him hold you and he seems starved for it. 

“Missed touching you,”

You scrunch your nose up.

“That’s dirty, Yeager”

His eyes widen, shaking his head. 

“That’s not what I fucking meant -” 

“Later,” ― you hum, a little sleepy ― “You can touch me all you want when we get to my dorm,”

His eyes widen and he prays to ever god he can think of that he survives long enough to see heaven like you’ve promised. He swallows. 

“R-right. Right,”

You chuckles before leaning up on your tippy-toes. 

“For now though.. think it’d nice if you kissed me,”

He lets out a shaky breath.

“Fuck.. Can I?” 

You nod. 

“Please do,”

And he does, leans down with his hand cradling your neck to kiss you as hard as he can. It’s gentle but messy and needy. Hot mouth pressed against yours, hands moving down to hold and touch you wherever he can. All you can think to yourself is that you’ve never felt it like this before, the electricity running through your whole body. From the tips of your fingers to your toes, you grab his shirt like you can’t get enough. Maybe you can’t. 

You kiss for so long and only pull away when you remember you’re supposed to breathe. Lips swollen and his face covered in gloss. 

“H-how soon can we get to your dorms?”

You giggle. 

“You’re down bad, Yeager,” 

He laughs too. 

He figures he can’t really deny it now. 

You hold onto his arm. 

“But we can skip the rest of the night, right now,” ― you say flush ― “If you want,” 

“Yeah... yeah I want that,”

#formal #writing tag #eren x reader #aot x reader #eren x you #eren x y/n #aot x you #aot x y/n #aot fluff #uhhh am i missing any #idk lol heres wonderwall

[starryuniversitas]

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#sometimes i wish my family were high school or uni educated #i feel like we would have more in common #no one really cares about school or academics or reading in my family #hashtag not like other family members lol #but seriously they’ve never helped me or encouraged me with school they’re just sort of like #oh there she goes doing idk what idk what she studies and i dont rly care #anyways here’s wonderwall

[eatyergreans]

TOWNIE MAKEOVER - THE PANCAKES

i don’t have much to say abt them except tht i am trying to use cas actions in ps and... well, it went okay-ish

#sims 4 townie makeover #the pancakes #myedits #the actions made them so... warm ? like idk bob is a lot less red and more cool dark in game #ive lost all proficiency i once had in photoshop :( #so these edits are kinda lack luster im srry #but i do like the way the sims themselves turned out lol #but like i want to like use these actions because my sims are on ultra rn and they sTILL look like shit :)))) #so im like aaaaaAAAAAAAaAAa #anyways heres wonderwall

[chenhle]

sf9 mvs + movie posters

#sf9 #sfnet #*mine #asdkfjshdf this was the most fun i've ever had making something #i'll do more if people want!! #come talk aus with me!! #i tried to do some different genres but idk #lol anyways here's wonderwall