#idk when to do more romantic stuff??

[duskbats]

solo dates.

it was about time eden got to know their contestants a bit more personally, so she decided to head out to the beach in tartosa.

the first date was with lacey where they made a sandcastle together which went rather well. second was with demi, who instantly destroyed someone else’s sandcastle but was able to settle down after a while and watch some clouds with eden.

#these first lot of dates are mostly just to increase friendship #idk when to do more romantic stuff?? #but it's gonna take a while so #gonna try to do a few in 1 sim day #ts4 #the sims 4 #simblr #ts4 gameplay #ts4 challenge #ts4 bc #ts4 bachelorette challenge #*eden james #🖤 #lacey by simsinfinitylt #demi by simmancy

[seagull-scribbles]

what if they where T4T?! What then?

#TMNT #TMNT 2012 #casey jones 2012 #that episode where Casey said I liked being a girl really expected me to ignore the comment? #no #raphael hamato #2012 raph #rasey #I mean you don’t have to ship them to appreciate the concept #idk raph has short trans man vibes I love him #toxic masculinity is him trying to act the part in a house of males #he’ll get over it dw #though I do like cos man raph dressing as a fairy princess and having feminine qualities #I also love trans man raph struggling to accept his more traditionally feminine behaviour #especially when they are only exposed to these gendered roles through old media #these two go out and beat up transphobes for a romantic date x #Raphs not got any trans stuff on because he doesn’t need to explain who he is to anyone his family knows #oh I tried so hard not to scratch and bruise them up too much #but I still can’t draw people #sorry Casey’s heads too big I’m learning #really like the shades of green on Raph though #also Raphs names always been raph splinter was a ninja he doesn’t know how to sex frenshly mutated pet turtle tots #OH QUICKLY I AM LOVING LATINA CASEY SO MUCH #these two spray paint graffiti in every ally and drop one trans or personal cultural significance reference in each #trans casey jones #trans raph #lgbt hc

[swellteas]

this is like i’ll take care of you. it’s rotten work. not to me, not if it’s you. to me

#spiral from the book of saw #so I made it have a less yellow green filter bc I get that since it’s a saw (adjacent) movie it has to have #all the yellow green blue and red turned all the way up so I put a romantic drama film filter on it just stick with me here #spiralshipping #spiral #zeke banks #william schenk #anyway let's stick this quote to everything like it's 2019-20 again do u guys remember that ? #no im kidding it had its time in the limelight . but let me have this #it woulve been more relevant if id seen this movie when it was released i feel like im so late on spiral and saw stuff :(( #this is like a spiral jumpsacre on my blog bc i have not even mentioned it at all on here but im sort of losing it 🙃 im actually really #into it :/ i know how divisive it is among sawheads (<- not what theyre called. or maybe they are idk) #saw

[autisticaradiamegido]

hi thank you for all the aradia love this blog

do you have a favorite headcanon about her, even a very small/niche one?

day 284

well i assume u mean aside from the one in the blog title lol

a fun one is this dumb imaginary report card i imagine sometimes

obviously i interpret her as autistic, but i also think shes asexual, sssomewhere on the aro spectrum? and agender! which is all fun because her name also starts with a. call that a straight-A student

#day 284 #year 3 #aradia megido #homestuck #tbf i dont think she thinks too hard about gender? like idk that shed DESCRIBE herself that way necessarily #but i think if you pressed her shed be like 'idk do most people FEEL their gender? yes? huh. well i guess i dont have one! interesting!' #and then not think too hard about it ever again #i think she truly does not give a shit #as for the aro stuff idk. its another thing where i think shes very affectionate but has a hard time distinguishing like #romantic vs platonic attraction and what the difference is? esp since the dividing line between some quadrants is like #'well do you want to have sex with them or not?' and for her the answer is 'no' regardless #even in my biggest ships for her i kind of imagine the relationships to be a bit more on the queerplatonic end of things than like #strictly romantic in the more traditional sense #and again im not sure that she thinks too hard about it! #but when you bring partners into it who maybe Do care about defining it a little more clearly i think she does have to stop and THINK hard #about the nature of her feelings and what words she wants to use to define them #wow this got long maybe this all shouldve been IN the post itself. well oops im not gonna retype/reformat it all sorry its past my bedtime

[miabrown007]

a minute of silence to my skills to estimate how long a project is ever going to take

#my google calendar and Carl bot (and my friends) have been kind enough to inform me today was the estimated posting date of heist au #suffice to say that is not happening #it would have been rad to make a habit out of the co-occurrence of starting a new job and starting to post a finished WIP but alas #that will not be happening for a while longer #I have no idea when will I find the time for writing between two jobs and the big bang but. we'll work something out. #but hey it's good to give your projects breathing space so your brain can do the work in the background and solve the problems for you #I'll probably need to go back and revamp the whole last chapter I've been working on #but I'm still too sick and jet lagged and sick to be thinking about that so I'll consume some more media in the meantime #and complain about how bad the fic I'm listening to is. like god it's supposed to be so romantic and cute and he's literally #depriving her bodily autonomy and her friends support him I want to leave a strongly worded comment so bad #I will not be doing that but god it's so awful I should have stopped listening to this fic long ago. so that's a lesson learned. #put the fucking fic down there's plenty of stuff that's going to be better #hot take I sure no one saw coming sometimes things that are popular are actually bad #anyway have some stream of fucking consciousness /ref to another fic I'm fighting hard to keep discontinued #I know I won't like it why is this so hard #heist au should have been posted today based on maths btw. maths I did wrong for the first time which means it should have been posted #a year ago really #not like I have the proper structure to do a heist au daily #but it would have been fun to post the first chapter on the exact day it takes place. idk just for flavour #does all this make any sense? hardly. this is a diary entry and my two braincells are firing random thoughts at each other #that's fine though. it's all fine. here have some popcorn to go with all this nonsense 🍿🍿🍿 <3 #(and also all the drama in the new shadow and bone season. ugh it's so good I love Wesper SO. MUCH. or just Waylan. and Nikolai. #he's my blorbo assigned at first relevant information. relavant information: he's my friend's blorbo #but gods he's so my type it's scary. of course I'll have him as my blorbo. of course of course! #*puts him on a shelf next to Adrien Draco and Hunter* #*steps back to think before putting Waylan there too and sitting Zuko on the far end* #war crimes look so good on them :3 #miaing #heist au

[ehlnofay]

wip wsunday (night)

tagged by @wispstalk (thank you kindly!) tagging back @ervona and @everybodyknows-everybodydies if you so please.

I put my long-ish tes piece on the backburner to take a break and write shorter things featuring my best friends elder scrolls characters from my mind and then I put THAT on the backburner because my very sweet grandmother paid for me to buy bg3 and. alas. look I can't play a game of this nature without fleshing out my player character far more than necessary and then I get curious. so here's a very shoddily scribbled bit from my very first playing-around piece (a rambling description of my character's extremely abandoned house)

#I'll make a blog for this game once I have more writing #and have played more of the game #I'm only just in act two so I feel like I should hold off trying to talk about it to the internet until I know more stuff that happens lol #but I'm already very attached to my still-forming character. they have problems like you would not believe #and I love to write a shitty little guy #got less than 6k words so far. across three bits of writing. and idk if I'd post any of them #they are mostly just exploring voice and tone #but I'm having fun with it! it's nice to try new things every once in a while #and this game provides ample fodder for weird messed up friendships (my favourite thing to write ever) #plus since romance is made to be such a big part of it #it might be the kick in the pants I need to actually attempt to get more comfortable writing romantic dynamics #which I do want to do. it's just hard and awkward when I don't feel it #ANYWAY #prob won't post anything much more about this game or character until I make the other sideblog #but. you know. huge news for people who are fans of bg3 and fay from tumblr #I'm sure there are millions of them #getting late now. goodnight! #ask game #wip #fay writes

[strwbrymlkshake]

Why can't I be satisfied with everything? It needs to be perfect to me and I can't accept anything otherwise :(

#mine #oh boy here we go. guy last post was about has been pretty cool and i got flustered around him a few times #but i feel bad bc. i need m o r e he isnt insane enough he isnt making me go absolutely crazy i want to be satisfied but im NOT im sorry #like its quite honestly the most attention acceptance etc ive gotten but its not ENOUGH he doesnt die whenever i send a selfie #im never satisfied WHY i have unrealistic expectations !!!! i hate my brain killing and violence and death etc #i get crushes on guys who want nothing to do with me but then when one actually wants me its not enough? what is wrong with me #thrill of the chase? i cant accept being loved? what is it brain. christ almighty. im not doing anything like deliberately yandere related #anymore im just being generally incomprehensibly mentally ill 🙄 still trying to find a therapist but idk how on earth ill explain that #ill update this post tomorrow with more insanity but for now i am the sleepy tired #// ok its now 3 days later i dont feel like making another post. i think i was just having a mental illness moment as always #because he does make me insane. hashtag girl. im trying to be the smartest and calculated i have ever been with a relationship in my life #like im thinkin about it so hard bro. the future n shit. how would this relationship go. im so scared ill do something wrong its preventing #me from doing things RIGHT. im sad becaude i flipped out today over even imagining him being upset with me a little #so i was really embarrassed and it put me in a weird mood for the rest of the night but he reassured me he doesnt hate me or want me to die #every one aaalways says theyre different. i can only hope this one is telling the truth. i dont know what ill do if he isnt. #well i need to stop whining about fictional scenarios and focus on the good stuff in reality. i get along with him very well and he #is very niceys to me :3 he doesnt think im fucking insane or stupid for overreacting. i feel very comfortable gossiping and talking w him #every long time blog viewer of mine reading this like ah shit here we go again #but thats what im here for. i guess. just have to keep doing this shit until something good finally happens to me romantically hngh #i feel so strange because i have wanted and yearned for a relationship but now that i actually could have one im like WAIT #I DIDNT THINK ID GET THIS FAR 💀💀💀 bruh. and he doesnt even think im stupid hes respectful to me he checks in on me all the time #like perhaps the only person to ever actually almost match my energy in a romantic sense. there was [redacted] i guess but he didnt love me #he listens to me talk about my problems he doesnt think i complain or overreact too much. all the ridiculous cringe shit i do #he doesnt mind it. its nice to be able to be myself. and im really proud of myself for not rushing into a relationship right away

[opens-up-4-nobody]

...

#thats me in the corner. thats me in thr spotlight. rocking from side to side and not contributing to the conversation #which is to say. i made it to thr lab get together with an old lab mate. i really truely did not think i would #i was like 20min late bc of the crying and hyperventilating over a 6min drive down the road #i sorta freaked out while driving too. and almost turned around. its just that i kno i havent been sleeping enough and got overwhelmed #but i made it there. and i dont think i looked like id been crying but i probably looked a bit blank faced and miserable #as i rocked from side to side for like 2hrs listening to ppl talk. i enjoyed it exactly as much as i expected. it was good to see the guy #again but i just dont connect in group gatherings idk. im glad its done. also fucking we were sitting there and a group comes in and whos #in that group?? someone i have avoided seeing for like a loooong time. the guy who tried to be in a relationship with me back when i 1st #started as a grad student. i say relationship. i was explaining to him why i couldnt do any sort of romantic e tanglement and he was very #firm abt not wanting a relationship. and im like bro im explaining u why no romanticly adjacent thing is gonna work. u literally asked me #to physically hold ur hand thru this. u r somehow more emotionally invested in this than me and also are telling me that u just wanna fuck #me. so like u r not slick. whatever. it was so fucking stressful at the time. which i feel bad abt bc it wasn't really his fault #i was just less self aware so i didnt kno i have bad awareness in the moment. like i dont kno a lines been crossed until a week later when #im laying on thr floor falling apart. so like i wish him the best. didnt kno he was still around. hopefully this doesnt trigger stress #dreams. all this to say i was very fucking tense. and when i got back in my car i was like shaky and panting lol #idk looking back its just such a weird situation with that dude. if i was anyone else it woudlnt have been a big deal but #my brain just doesn't process physical touch right. so now ive got these horrible touch memories that like on paper r literally nothing #but for me they were so unfathomablly awful when i 1st aquired them. i literally could not deal with any romantic stuff for like a month #bc it would like trigger me. now thst its been like 3 years its not bad tho. just like gives me thr ick but i dont get #stuck in the memories too much. its so dumb. whatever. point is im all sore now from sitting all tense haha #unrelated

[supercantaloupe]

a big part of the reason why i like baroque & classical music so much i think is because of how Structured it is. like it sounds nice yes but it's also very Predictable. i can listen to the first half of a phrase and pretty easily predict where it's going harmonically speaking, and predict where an entire section or aria or whatever is going based on its opening motives. the universe is ordered and comprehensible and beautiful and i can stick my fingers in it and pull it apart at the seams to see exactly how it works

#obv a lot of this has to do with the whole. y'know. 13 years of classical musical training thing i've got going on #but i think even to an untrained ear the Regularity and Predictability of 18th century music especially sticks out #i remember in my class on music in 18th century london last spring which was attended mostly by nonmusicians #when the professor would play a bit of handel or haydn and then ask people to describe what they heard (i wasn't allowed to answer lol) #and it was so clear from their responses they were hearing and understanding what i was #(at least superficially; maybe not as deep as me but y'know. gestures vaguely at self) #they just didn't have the same vocabulary to express it #and idk! i know it's also very much a taste thing and i totally get people who enjoy like late romantic stuff more than baroque #but the 18th century is truly my bread and butter i Love It. it makes sense in my brain #sasha speaks

[dolls-self-ships]

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#hey guys I’m just gonna vent a bit #and it has a bit to do with self shipping so I’m gonna post it here #but lately I think I’ve just been like… idk so unmotivated to make content of my fos? #like don’t get me wrong I still love them all but #it used to be like so much fun and all consuming for me and like I would happily watch my f/os content over and over again #but lately it’s just been feeling … like.. not the same idk #like I’ll want to watch or see more pictures of hook but everytime I go to do it I’m like ‘but I’ve watched this 27 times already’ #and I’m bored before I even click on it #and I feel so bad ?? #like I’m falling out of love with self shipping or something #idk it’s hard to explain bc I still like.. do it and I still think about my f/so a lot #but since my ocd theme is very romantic/sexual orientation oriented it kind of like.. makes me romance and sex adverse sometimes #and rn I’ve been going through a really long period of that that makes me feel dissconnected from my f/os :( #it sucks bc it used to be a great source of a coping mechanism for me #but lately it’s just been different idk ;-; #I miss the days when I could just turn off my brain and obsess over my current blorbo and not worry about anything or anyone else #I love James so much but it’s like whenever I go to draw him and I doing something cute together halfway through I get unmotivated or I just #don’t get that same excitement feeling I used to #it might just be my new meds bc I know that they can kinda hinder romantic feelings and stuff #but man it sucks

[pocket-prosecutor]

this started as an incoherent rant in the server but now I'm obsessed so have a Wereshifer Miles AU one-shot (tl;dr: Edgeworth shrinks to about 6 inches every time the sun goes down)

set after the timeskip in AA5. Edgeworth and Wright live together. Edgeworth's nightly shrinking is part of their routine at this point.

the part with Phoenix getting back on the couch and talking about how Miles makes him feel is a bit that @callie-flower came up with in the server and I really wanted to use that ahh ;;;

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They were sitting on the couch after work. It was a nice day, with the late evening sun still filling the room with a golden glow. In the back, a record player was playing a slow, soothing album.

Suddenly, Phoenix shot up. He looked at Edgeworth with eager eyes.

"Wright, what is-"

"Dance with me."

"W...Now? The sun is almost down, I don't think- h-hey!"

Before Edgeworth could say more, Phoenix pulled him from the couch.

"Just for a bit. Come on, we rarely do this."

Edgeworth stared at Phoenix for a few seconds before smiling and complying to his request.

"Alright, just for a bit then."

They held each other and slow-danced to the music playing in the room for a few minutes, relishing the closeness of the other.

"...Phoenix, it's time, we should st-"

But Phoenix pulled Edgeworth closer, locking eyes with him.

"Phoe- please I'm already losing height."

"Just a little more, Miles."

Edgeworth was making a second attempt to get back to sitting down in a safer spot. But Phoenix wasn't about to let go.

Then it clicked.

"Oh."

Edgeworth relaxed. They kept dancing, although Phoenix had to adjust the way he held his partner as he slowly shrunk down. Phoenix realised it must have looked somewhat silly, but he didn't care.

Within a minute, Edgeworth was too small to even hold Phoenix in his arms. Yet Phoenix was not ready to let go. He picked Edgeworth up the moment he was small enough. Edgeworth looked at him with surprised eyes. He lost the last few inches of his height whilst being held in Phoenix's hands, who had never held Edgeworth while he shrunk before. The experience took them both a little aback.

"I could hold you like this forever, you know." Phoenix said, breaking a short silence.

Edgeworth wasn't sure what to say. He adjusted his position to lay more stable in Phoenix's hands. Then he looked up. Their eyes locked again and Edgeworth took in the sight of Phoenix's face so up close.

He let out a sigh. "Your freckles are exceptionally visible from here." he said half seriously, to break the awkward tension he felt.

Phoenix's heart skipped a beat. Now he was the one who was at a loss of words. He'd held Edgeworth before at nights, but that was mostly to help him get around the house. The sight of his partner laying down in his hands. So small and fragile. And Miles literally trusted him with his whole life in this moment.

Eventually he managed to utter: "God, I want to kiss you so badly right now."

"You- What now?"

"... please?"

Again, Edgeworth was unsure what to say. What was Phoenix thinking? This was one of the worst moments for Phoenix to play the romantic fool.

Wasn't it?

...

Edgeworth smiled.

"Okay."

"Wait really?"

He stood up in Phoenix's palms and nodded. "Really."

Phoenix didn't wait until Edgeworth could change his mind. He brought his hands closer to his face as gently as possible. His lips covered Edgeworth's entire face, and Edgeworth tried his best not to fall over. To keep his balance, he wrapped his arms around Phoenix's cheeks, and kissed him back as well as he could despite his size.

Phoenix gently drew back his hands, which made Edgeworth fall over on his palms. As he laid there, staring at Phoenix, he smiled.

"The song stopped playing already, you know."

"I don't care." As Phoenix said that, he cupped Edgeworth against his chest and moved to music that was not longer playing. Edgeworth listened to Phoenix's heartbeat and relaxed.

When Phoenix was done, he fell back on the couch, keeping Edgeworth close to his chest.

"Do you hear that Miles? This is how you make me feel all the time."

Edgeworth moved to lay on his back on Phoenix's chest and let out a heavy sigh. He never thought of shrinking every night as anything positive. It was always a burden to him, and now he often felt like a burden to Phoenix. Being showered in affection like this felt...good.

Really good.

Maybe this wasn't so bad after all.

They sat like this for a while, both contemplating what just happened, until one of them spoke up:

"We could do this more often."

#wereshifter miles au #aa gt #aa g/t #g/t #my stuff #where Miles gets interupted by Phoenix like 5 times #theyre dancing to Like Real People Do obviously #because i can never be normal when that song comes on #how many awkward silences can i add in 5 sentences? the answer will surprise you #i passed out a few times writing this #Phoenix picking up a shrinking Edgeworth: idk i didnt think id get this far #oh to dance with a tiny to kiss the tiny and oh to share a moment of intimacy with the tiny #between them Phoenix is defintely the more romantic one and Edgeworth the one who goes along with it bc !! husband moments #referring to Phoenix by his first name and Edgeworth by his last idk that feels less jarring to me #also disclaimer: i havent played aa5 yet lmao #this is entirely based on what i see in fanworks #ppl seem to put them down a bit more romantic and mature so im going from there #it's up to you to decide who says the very last sentence btw i think it both fits #after this Edgeworth gets more comfortable with uh. intimacy. after he shrinks #ok i went through this so many times already i think it looks good. i just need to blow life into this idea #im so obsessed with it

[allsassnoclass]

....

#going to do another fandom-related vent once again i don't want anyone to take it personally #this is just me thinking out loud this isn't a call-out this isn't me condemning anyone for how they behave online or interact with fandom #content. how many of these tags do i have to put so people can scroll past without expanding the meat of the post #is this good???? okay i think this is good now #i think. it would do well for all of us to remember that men can and should be platonically physically affectionate with each other #throughout this tour i have seen a lot of people describe stuff the boys have been doing as ''really gay'' and it's been rubbing me the #wrong way because the majority of these things are just. normal stuff i would do with my friends #and i know that it's not in bad taste. i know the people saying these things (that i've seen and who i follow) aren't actually speculating #on sexuality or labeling the lads without consent #but as someone who really values platonic love it's been really bothering me the more and more i see it #boys can cuddle with their friends. they can give each other compliments. these things are not inherently romantic or inherently gay #i also get excited when they show affection to each other! but some of the freak outs over comparatively small things are just. idk #idk man i just personally don't like calling certain actions gay when they're actually just normal friend things. #these guys care very deeply about each other i don't think it's amazing or unheard of for them to be touchy and verbally affectionate #they SHOULD be hugging each other and spinning each other around! #they SHOULD be calling each other attractive and hyping each other up! #they SHOULD be physically comfortable with each other in photos #men should be affectionate with guys they've been best friends with for a decade! especially coming out of their longest time spent apart #this isn't a piece of media we're analyzing these are just guys being dudes #and i don't think hugs and compliments and affection should be limited to romantic relationships #yeah. idk. it's just something i've noticed throughout this entire tour cycle that has been progressively bothering me more #i don't think we should erase the platonic love they have for each other by calling every little piece of affection they show ''gay'' #that's just my thoughts and opinions

[mars-ipan]

i think the reason people get so crazy about magic/spiritual stuff like crystals and essential oils to the point where it becomes a pseudoscience is that they don’t understand that it’s more symbolism and power of suggestion than fact (and that saying that doesn’t mean that it’s completely ineffective)

#like. i use crystals very casually + passively #if i want clarity i’ll keep a clear quartz on me. if i want focus i’ll work next to my ametrine #etc etc #but i know they’re not magically changing the vibe around me #it’s just placebo #and probs a fair bit of confirmation bias #holding a rose quartz is not gonna make me a better flirt #but it is gonna make me FEEL like i can take more romantic risks #and those risks will often pay off #THAT’S how crystals and shit work. and knowing that does not make them less effective #if anything it makes them work more #idk. thinking abt how i practice magic as sort of a merge between art and science #i also do a lot of divination stuff (mainly tarot but also some dream analysis when appropriate) #and literally that intuitive magic is just me attempting to bring ideas from my subconscious to my conscious #like one of the first things people tell you about tarot is that it’s a reflection of the person being read #and that’s because it’s not the cards that tell the story #but the patterns that you are subconsciously inclined to look for #and THAT reveals something that you knew subconsciously but couldn’t yet consciously understand #and like that’s so COOL !!!! that’s still magic to me like!!!! #idk i think people need to fear the scientific method and critical thought less #you can practice magic and be a rational human being at the same time

[angll-c]

SO GLAD IM READING OBBLIGATO LIKE.. YOURE TELLING ME I WAS MISSING OUT ON THIS MUCH OLD SIB!MERU CONTENT??????

#i also read romantic date before #IT WAS TOO FUNNY BYW #For someone who speedran uni at a young age... they sure as hell get confused 😭😭 #everyday i find more and more reasons why i absolutely LOVE old sib meru :")) 💞 #LIKE?? they seem like such a sweetheart to people younger than them in a sibling sorta way ?? ( kaname ofc LOL kohaku and jun - #are prime examples of this ) #meru internally fighting back their older sib urges to look after their friends as it is unlike kaname to do it . #(i feel the need to clarify i hc meru as agender aroace but most meru ships ive seen are very cool ‼️ ) #ALSOALSOALSO #i hc-ed a look for them... #i think they have kaname's hair colour but their hair is noticably longer at the back #yet when you look at the front you cant really see a difference so you can confuse them for kaname #like jun did #but when you look closer- they have a slighly off eye colour (maybe green? or something that would work well w yellow contacts) #and the front strands of their hair are longer #and ofc merus tucked in strand compared to kanames untucked one #idk i just like the idea of meru having long hair then having to cut it off bc of the impersonation stuff and then getting - #-hair envy from nagisa niki leo souma yuuta and mama LOL #character with long hair : exists. meru : >:( [ distant meru envy. ]

[encyclop3dia]

are you feeling ok about pietro, casper?

no :( i am feeling quite ill about him actually

#ok. okay the sheer erasure of him and wanda being A. fucking TWINS and B. literally the only family they had left for what? so mcu could #focus on wandavision??? im all for wandavision as a relationship but having her life n grief and flashbacks revolve around him and only him #instead of idk her literal TWIN. who she lived with for YEARS. and who was the ONLY FAMILY SHE HAD LEFT being the focus of them #i do like the pietro stuff in wandavision but its not u know. 'wanda's' pietro #its just representative of mcu focusing on romantic relationships instead of platonic/familial ones which BTW i could make a presentation on #and pietro is just sooooooo u know?? hes a protective sibling who has bleached hair and is kinda sassy like what else do u need #but yeah tldr i could write essays on why pietro deserved to not get killed off in the only movie he was in AND to have more effect on the #story of wanda/scarlet witch #bc it just doesnt make sense for all of her emotions to be focused on vision yknow #not when she had a twin #max.txt #sorry for goin crazy in the tags im v passionate #asks #m.fig

[lumidark166]

Yknow if qsmp decide to put indo ccs on the server and got them an Egg imagine their name can be indo food lol

#i am just delulu #kindly waiting when qsmp put my beloved ccs #even though it's would be impossible #when i said impossible i think of the fanbase can be mixed feelings cause i know mcytindo fanbase sometimes exaggerated of stuff #Like the fanbase is full of kids that not have control of themselves on internet #more chance you meet their fans is homophobic cause most indo are just homophobic in gen and will gatekeep their ccs cause like i said #like i said they said they exaggerated stuff so much while i am indo qsmp fan suffering cause i just want them to meet #hoping if they got in #the mcytindo fanbase behaviour can better after so long interact with qsmp fans but maybe i just delulu again atp #why? mcytindo fanbase have a habit of shipping their ccs without their consents #a lot of them do this cause in indo tradition(? or cultures idk its kinda indo thing) there something call 'cie cie' #is where ppl saying 'cie cie' to someone hanging out with a boy #thinking they are in romantic relationship #i hate this shit a lot that I can't interact with my boys classmates normally #i know it's supposed for teasing someone but most of the time people that teasing someone this is random ppl that don't know you personally #and i hate it #if it my friends that known me do this thing #i think i wouldn't mind it too much unless i said it to them i don't like the joke #unfortunately with indo ppl usually think joke is just a joke so they never gonna take it seriously when someone ask to stop 'cie cie' joke #unless someone with common sense does #qsmp #discourse #is it a discourse? but i tag it cause it's kinda neg #lumi rambles #i rambles way too hard this time on the tag #how do i know the mcytindo fanbase this toxic? i suffered in there for long time and drop it cause it's felt like i am babysitting some #stubborn kids