#ill have 2 ask my mom

[griffworks]

Duuuuude I really wanna cut my hair

#seriously considering it #might open comms to be able to afford it #Idk how expensive it isssss #ill have 2 ask my mom #Im afraid she'll say something but what can she do i can drive now #also worried my hairdresser wont do it bc we go to the same hairdresser (at her house) and shell get spooked my mom will get mad? #Wahhhhh anxiety #maybe i can look for another one idk.... #vent #i guess #i think ill start tagging personal posts so you can #Griffin's diary 🪦 #there we go #tag got cut off i just realized #i mean to say you can filter them out

[jrueships]

Admin: which teammate do you pick to cook your Thanksgiving dinner?

Alpey, who has brought his own baked goods for the team before; therefore, should have the most credibility and trust to be skilled in the kitchen: *happily suggests himself as the best option for jabari*

Jabari:

#jabari is like the kind of person who works a 15 hr shift then complains abt her tired they are #and how they cant sleep bcs they have so much to do around the house #but wont let their husband cook for them bcs they want to do it themselves then complain abt having to do it themselves #moms who start vacuuming the house at 4am then complain about how theres no one helping #'MOVE. ILL JUST DO THE DAMN THING MYS E L F !' #*2 seconds after scaring charity away* why do i have to do everything myself.' #the trials and tribulations of the stubborn control freak #he later says 'im not letting anyone else cook my food for me. (i pick) me. jabari.' #just tearing out alpeys heart and stomping on it 😭 #picky ass eater who loves luxury jabari vs expired yogurt and carmel and chocolate syrup drizzled over it to feel fanciful alpey #bite #to the death #they literally asked this question last year??? before they banished gup to the gallows #alpey: alperen şengün 😄!!! ✨️ 🩵🩵 #jabari: 😐 #jabari (no grey matter): kill yourse- #why do they keep doing this to each other #alpey is the playful beloved family dog whos always in the room with the most people being pet 24/7 for being there & sweet #and jabari is the odd and aloof cat who has sporadic springs of affection and wacky affection #and will usually show himself when hes about to cause trouble for no apparent reason at no apparent schedule #like creeping over to a sleeping alpey and skippity papping him in the head without rhyme warning or reason #then taking off #zero apology or context given

[toxooz]

maybe im projecting but i feel like Ollie would have a FUCKING HUGE monstera plant in his house thats taking over his living room

#ollie #anytime someone asks about it hes just ''good camouflage for me :]'' #in fact i feel like he would have a shit load of plants from his home continent that his mom keeps sending him #but again maybe im projecting AHA #like yeah he can forge weapons of war with his eyes closed and can maul a grown man to death but dammit that man knows his PLANTS #anyway i got a monstera over the winter bc ive wanted one for the longest time but i was sO scared of killing it #bc its higher maintenance than succulents and snake plants all that #and brother i aint got the remembrance or energy or executive function to be taknig care of high maintenance plants but luckily #my obsession has taken over and im doin pretty good keeping up with watering and i plan on getting it better soil for fertilization #it seems to be doing well and is even growing 3 new leaves AAOOOOO #one of the juvenile leaves even grew a lil hole in it and im :') #but i still gotta properly repot it and actually put poles in it to climb bc theyre kinda half ass put in there #but sPRING IS COMING i am ready #also have a monster adinsoniiiiiiihowever tf u spell it but same applies #i feel like just having 1 (or 2 kindof) that are high maintenance is goin good bc i can focus most of my energy on that like a pet PFFT #bc unfortunately i fear that if i had a shit load of high maintenance plants i would get overwhelmed and involuntarily make them all die #which SUCKS bc i want my house to be infested with so many plants sOOO BAD ugh maybe one day i wont be mentally ill lmfao 💗 #ANYWAY more pon ti comin soon

[iknaenmal]

QUEST: go to the LIBRARY and PRINT MUSIC SHEETS. maybe even get some BOOKS

#i would ask my mom but . shes busy. you know how it is with tuna! #the thing is. ive got two (2) hours. and i need money to print things. but idk how many #i also need to send those music sheets to myself. via email. then put my email on the computer to print things. which is on the library #and find out how to print things. on the library. maybe with a word document. i will have to ask the librarian. this is scary. help me #ikna talks #ill update

[mars-ipan]

honestly i don’t really think any mental illnesses have been like “destigmatized”- not fully at least. i think the stigma has just changed from demonization to “that’s not a real problem get over it god”

#obviously demonization is more Actively Harmful #but to say things like depression and anxiety have been destigmatized is. incorrect i feel #yes we are not treated like we’re evil. which is for sure an improvement #nobody deserves to be treated like they’re evil #but our illnesses are now being dismissed. ‘oh everyone has that’ not like me #‘you’re just being lazy’ i wish that were true #like. ok hold on let me use an example bc i’m worried abt reading comprehension on this website #(not my followers i trust u guys but i act as if every post i make will get popular) #my brother is autistic. i have GAD. #my brother was diagnosed when he was 2. he’s faced a lot of bullying from both kids and adults and it sucks and he didn’t deserve it #because of all that bullying (especially as a kid) he’s rejecting his autism and focusing really hard on being as ‘normal’ as possible #i was diagnosed last year at 17. i’ve been having these issues my whole life (my mom and i both saw it) but my issues were dismissed #by all the other adults around me (save for family) because i wasn’t visibly struggling and i was doing well in school #it made me doubt my convictions for a long time. what if i’m wrong? #as such i didn’t seek a diagnosis for a long time until my anxiety had gotten to a point where i knew i couldn’t keep ignoring it #now that i have that diagnosis i’m able to wield it as a weapon. my struggles aren’t made up #they’re real. and they always have been. and i can’t just ‘calm down’ like you can. and that needs to be respected #so while i think one is more actively harmful (bullying and harassment lead to self-rejection and loathing) #the other is also harmful- just passively (constantly being dismissed leads to self-doubt and not asking for help) #also why are people angry about the idea of a mental illness being destigmatized? #one group freeing itself from oppression isn’t gonna immediately forget about the groups who helped them get there #if i’m one day able to get perfect accomodations for my anxiety and nobody looks at me like i’m dramatic when i talk about it #i’m not gonna suddenly stop advocating for mental health issues to be normalized #if anything i’ll argue HARDER. you learned to understand me now learn to understand my siblings #learn to understand those with bpd. with psychosis. the sociopaths. the narcissists. the systems #i’m not gonna act like i have it worse than people who are heavily stigmatized. i’m not gonna get attacked for stuttering at mcdonalds #but that doesn’t mean i have /no/ problems and it doesn’t mean i think i’m better than anyone else #i don’t get why people fight each other about this. it’s a good thing so long as we remember where we came from

[slagclaren]

oh so old-man jenson doesn’t think age should be a determining factor for an F1 seat? 🧐

EVE STOP ENABLING ME I BEG YOU 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 i've gotten so much evidence this last season i should really spruce up the theory

#the bullet points: #1. no one is 1000000% confirmed for the williams seat #2. jenson has been hinting at it more than ever... we have literal photographic evidence of him confirming that he's gonna race #(and it's not like.... edited by us or anything . that would be lying and i've never lied. like ever) #3. my mom said if u want something enough it will come to u one way or another.... so. take that logan sargent #love a good shared delusion. if this is mental illness i hope i never get better ❤ #happy halloween! parents be aware my kid came home last night with a jenson theory in his snickers bar !! #eve <3 #ask

[seokmatthewz]

good evening besties <3 tell me im pretty <3

#my face #ok to rb #hello i wld like an attention <2 #im going to a drag show with my mom <3 #so i have dressed up and done my hair kinda #to the anon forever who asked how it looks not straightened this is how djdkkf #i have forgotten how to take selfies #ft my tiny awful shallow dimples dbfknf #i love my fit tho if i get a pic ill post it its so cute i have this silver lamee skirt and black boot heels #iri.txt

[altruistic-meme]

why do i ever assume my family communicates i KNOW they don't why do i ALWAYS fall for this

#this is mostly /lh i promise just #my mother texted me yesterday about coming over Saturday not Sunday to watch go2 #and asked if I'd be driving my sister over again (bc im practicing driving stick shift in my sister's car) #so i THOUGHT 'oh clearly she asked my sister too bc my sister ALSO sometimes works Saturdays! #and if she wanted to change the day we agreed on last week then SURLY she MUST have texted everyone who was part of the plan!!!' #i was wrong #i texted my sister to tell her 'hey call me when you're oyw so I'll wake up' and my sister. of course. DIDN'T KNOW #ABOUT THE DAY CHANGE #and she actually DOES work today (unlike me who does not which was my mom's og question) #so she CAN'T do it today #but my mom DIDN'T ASK HER #so now i texted my mom and am waiting for her to wake up and reply #bc our options are 1. hope it rains (bc my sister can't work in the rain so if it rains she gets off work) #or 2. everyone is going to be awake until 1-2am to watch the show bc it's 5-6hours long and we won't get there until like 6pm #or you know option 3. we just stick with the og plan of Sunday #but ill give my mom the options bc idc either way i have to be awake so night anyway #but everyone else watching Doesn't do they're opinions do matter here #anyway #I'm just so tired #this happens EVERY SINGLE TIME we make plans!!! #someone wants to make a change and asks one person and then that person assumes they also checked with everyone else #and they NEVER!!! DO!!!!!! #shh ac

[toytulini]

give me the strength not to google covid teeth rn lest i spiral into a Health Anxiety Meltdown about it during the night

#toy txt post #i mean. im sure i will anyway. i already am #they feel so bad and i have covid it must be related etc #but i dont need anything i can Latch On To you know??? #anyway i had a fucking telehealth today to discuss paxlovid and i fucking SLEPT THROUGH IT #I WAS TRYING TO NAP FOR LIKE AN HOUR NOT GET THE MOST RESTFUL SLEEP IVE GOTTEN IN THE LAST LIKE 4 DAYS #ARGH #I SET MULTIPLE ALARMS AND THEY EITHER DIDNT GO OFF OR THEY DIDNT WAKE ME AND IDK WHICH #im so mad #anyway #to comfort myself my current theory is that my nose being so stuffed has me breathing through my mouth more while awake and asleep and its #drying me tf out + all the meds that are also drying me tf out #ive been taking like 2 showers a day im like a fuckjng frog rn. i want to just live in the steam #my bedroom has been like. 50%+ humidity too like #im drinking so much water #anyway. sent a message to the dr begging to reschedule. asked mom for special extra sensitive for super weenie babies toothpaste. #called out of work for the rest of the week. when mom is done showering ill go again and hopefully be calm enough after to take a benadryl #and go to sleep instead of stay up all night panicking #my sleeping has been so bad despite my efforts #covid #ugh

[bunnyb34r]

Really wish this brain fog would pass bc I have a shitload of posts in my drafts i saved bc i wanted to read them but my brain said no. And it's tax season so I'm getting important papers in the mail and I cant fucking read them. Well I can read them but it's just words. Nothing is connecting up there. Thank god mom is here to help read that shit and translate but fuck do I hate this shit

Why can't my brain fucking WORK

#it feels like when i kept getting concussions in 9th grade (had 4) and i couldnt fucking focus and my reaction time dropped significantly #like we were doing a basic reaction time experiment in science and i said oh lets not use mine when we submit it (group of 3 pick best #result) and my friends were like pfft whatever go. and i did and they got real quiet and were like oh... #bc they didnt realize i was concussed concussed like bitch my ability to vaguely see in the dark is GONE i cannot see my rt is SLOWED #my brain cannot WORK RIGHT #it's recovered since then (yay neuroplasticity) but i still have bad brain fog from fibro and it's like god at least when I was concussed i #could easily be like listen i had 4 concussions i need help. no problem. but with brain fog it feels like give me a min im stupid today #i hate it!! i hate feeling broken i hate feeling like my brain is half working! it sucks!! #i got insurance shit the other day and had to ask my mom to make sure it was just a basic 'yeah youre covered heres more access' and not #something i needed to act on and it was so frustrating #marquilla #and whats worse is sometimes ill be talking or typing and think im making sense and then ill look back at it later or someone will ask me ab #it and its like oh... im sorry my brain is not working atm and i cannot get out what im trying to and what is getting out is jumbled #the absolute worst is when it hits when im driving and it's like hey you're 2 hours away from home snd now LOST get home bitch :) #luckily it only happened when i was 40 min from home and in a familiar enough area but my brain couldnt find the right 'path' #sucked but i actually knew i was actually on the right path when i saw this house with a lesbian flag sgsgdgdgdgdgdgd like oh! here!!

[marblerose-rue]

no requests tonight BUT i do have some oc content that ive been wanting to draw for a while

(click for better quality ! tumblr killed it and i drew on a small canvas)

#my art #do not copy trace or steal #mrb #OK SO these 2 r like. next gen . sorta . linnea is the kitten quincy is the cat #idk family tree terms so im spelling it out as simply as i can . quincy is ezras cousin and ezra is linneas dad #HOWEVER ezra just refers to quincy as her uncle . so hes not like. in terms of a family tree. rlly her uncle but hes her Uncle #quincy babysits linnea when shes not with either her mom or her dads or grandparents . which is a little more than usual #considering her parents r all college students and her grandparents r still pretty active and have busy lives #no content from thurs-sun maybe mon ill be out of the state !! #please ask abt my ocs i have almost 60 for marblerose and im not even exaggerating . the official number is 57 #DO YOU GUYS this was before my follower count picked up REMEMBER THAT DRAWING OF KADEN AND CHRIS quincy is chris's son he takes after #his mom more in terms of colors but in body type he is more like his dad. he also has a sister but clara (like anna) isnt around much #OH MY GOD WAIT i forgot i drew riley and ezra . they are her dads now i just need to draw cassidy to show the whole family

[whoslaurapalmer]

my relatives swing around between "do not remember lulu exists as a person" and "remembers lulu exists as a person but only in terms of telling her 'oh THANK you for helping your mom' or 'you're helping your mom, RIGHT????' or 'hope you're okay. HOW'S YOUR MOM'"

mother of god, kris, you regularly message my mom and ask her how she is, why fucking go through me all of a sudden

#'are you helping your mom' OH I DON'T KNOW. IN THE LIMITED AMOUNT OF TIMES IN YOUR LIFE THAT YOU'VE SEEN ME. #WHO HAVE YOU SEEN ME WITH??? WHO AM I WITH //RIGHT NOW// AS YOU'RE ASKING ME THIS QUESTION. #I LIVE WITH MY MOM. I HANG OUT WITH MY MOM. OF COURSE I HELP MY MOM. #and i don't need to be!!!! thanked by relatives for doing it!!!!!! what on earth!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #i know they're just. trying to say things but that doesn't mean it doesn't come off as super fucking condescending and irritating. #i think this is part of. the downside of being the baby in the family is that you are permanently remembered as the baby. even at. almost 2 #*almost 29 #i looked at my mom and said 'i don't think they'd do this if i had a job.' and she went ' :| honestly. yeah. ugggg.' #because the unspoken theme in the family is 'oh why don't [my mom]'s children have jobs.' bc no one believes in disability. #ALSO MY MOM'S ILLNESS IS NOT ABOUT ME BUT IF SOMEONE COULD GENUINELY ASK ME. HOW I AM DOING. #AND NOT ASK //MY MOM// HOW I'M DOING. LIKE TO HAVE A FAMILY MEMBER ASK //ME//!!!!! WHAT A NOVELTY THAT'D BE #although quite frankly 80% of the family doesn't even ask my mom how she's doing!!!! because this family is enormous and 100% terrible!!!!

[stuck-in-the-ghost-zone]

Ghostie. My sweet phantom, tell me what you think vash would have as a pokemon team

THEO MY BELOVED how did u know i was Just Thinking About That This Morning. ive been playing so much pokemon go lately.

i have been so offline today/will continue to be until later tonight so i dont have time to make a full team rn BUT. LET ME JUDT SAY. i think his partner pokemon would be a togepi :]

#ILL MAKE A TRAINER CARD FOR HIM LATER WHEN I HAVE TIME <333333 #tysm this will give me something to think about during mind numbing family dinner 2nite #ALSO SIDE NOTE !!!!! I SAW A FUCKING EAGLE RAY TODAY. IN THE WILD. #JUMPED OUTTA THE FUCKIN WATER RIGHT IN FRONT OF ME N MY MOM WE SCREAMED SO LOUD BC WE WERE SO EXCITED #IVE NEVER SEEN THAT IN PERSON. HI <3 #ANYWAY. SORRY. STILL EXCITED ABT THAT. pokemon....... #not what u asked but i think meryl would have an absol #shes soooo absol coded. plus they have the whole predicting disasters thing. good for an insurance girl to have methinks <3 #asks #friends!!! #liquid-coffeebear #hard 2 choose btwn the different togepi evos for vash.... bc i also think its cute to give him a togekiss. but i think togepi is better :]

[nomaishuttle]

update on ME and my life btw. as it turns out i am not having my first ever plane ride next month -_- were gonna do a carride instead Since ill be taking stuff with me u see. but also i dont have rhat nuch.. but im sorr of.relieved bc it means i dont have to update my lciense until i get there :]

#my parents were fighting abt it bc my dad was like Im taking your van and my mom was like You cant just take my shit without asking and #like. shes absolutely right it ws shitty of him t just be.like Im taking it but also. we cant take his car. t transport my stuff #so idk. im gonna let them figure it out bc i rly rly rly dont want them t yell at me DJRBJFBFNF #but ya. as excited as i ws t ride a planei was also like Actually sick thinking abt it. bc im so incredibly scared of planes #but also ive never been in one so i think once im in one ill like it more.. but its ok #so my actual first ever plane ride will be umm #this may ! for my brothers bday.... #i am hoping umm. we get th van tho.. and im hoping that means theyre gonna let me take more stuff than i thought they would ^-^ Namely #th puter. and tv #bc we have ao many tvs bc anytime my dad gets any momey hes like LETS GET A TV AND A NEW CONSOLE !! when we r literally paycheck t paycheck #Bur whatever. so im.hoping i cn snag it and also rh puter thats in my room.... bc thatd be awwsome #but. luckily even if i dont get th puter umm. average monthly wage for housekeeping in wa is 10 TIMES MY PORTION OF THE RENT !?!? #bc we got so lucky th place we fojnd monthly rent is umm. 1525 or.somefing... and were splitting between 4 ppl #so my rent is just a little under 400 :]] im super super happy.. AND thats with bills included? in the rent ? #th lady seems pretty inexperienfed w/ this and also umm. like it seems like shes trying t get rid of th house or somefing #bc rent t own is only likeee. 1000 extra a month?? so were thinking if we rly like this place we might all just like. buy it JDBFJFBFJFNF #but thats a whileee off. so no worries ... i wouldnt mind buying it tho :] th pics r awesome and its got a nice garden zone.. #but ya !! its going prettyyy well.. ill talk 2 my dad abt me taking the umm. puter n tv maybe...

[randomlygeneratedusername2]

Me: becomes another year older

Literally every one of my extended family: happy birthday GIRL, what a nice young WOMAN you have become! How is your FEMALE dominated major coming along. Oh you still like hiking, I remember when you were 9 going into GIRL scout camp and now look at you! Such a sweet GIRL you are, my favorite GRANDDAUGHTER. I'm so impressed you, a FEMALE GIRL grew up with all those boys in the family. Here's a PINK card for my favorite little GIRL, well I guess you're not a little GIRL anymore, you're a WOMAN. You know it feels like yesterday when you were born and the hospital stuck that PINK BOW in your newborn baby hair and poof! There's a new baby GIRL in the family! Did I mention how much you are a FEMALE GIRL WOMAN FEMININE you have become (completely ignores the short hair and button up men's shirt i am wearing with no boobs in sight)

#my grandma asked me when all the females start dressing up in the nursing uniform for school #her words not mine #i am literally still working on nursing school prerequisites i still have a couple more years until nursing school starts #and by that point ill probably be on t and definitely not look like a girl #my birthday was 2 days ago and it has been nonstop this for a few days #no offense to the color pink but why must everyone insest on giving me pink everything on my birthday #or more specifically why did my grandparents get me #a grown ass man #a pink and gold card that said happy birthday granddaughter on it #its making me feel more dysphoric than i normally am #at least everyone uses ny chosen name #but im 99% sure everyone forgot i was trans since my chosen name is pretty fem sounding #so everyone uses the name but continues to act like im a girl #minus my dad and step mom #they are doing great so far #transgender #transmasc #trans