#ill probs add more

[cobaltfluff]

happy pride month to them!!

#art tag #sk8 the infinity #banana fish #no.6 #i havent drawn in so longgg #i finally squeezed out some dumb art #here's hoping i didnt make any mistakes #bc im apparently ill right now #i was also gona add milo and bisco but im lazyyy #these three are too iconic and kinda fit into the same world #i havent yet worked out how to put the sabikui bros into modern world lmaoooo #also you KNOW adam would bail them out i believe this to be true #also shion and nezumi are probs equally likely to kill people for each other #ash is a definite yes but eiji is more like a voice of reason #langa and reki really the most sensible two (comparatively anyway) #OH DAMN TAGS CAN NOW BE EDITED??? #is this the best thing tumblr has done in a long time???

[servospawn]

something about dish racks i always enjoy making..

#idk when ill finish this #will redo those cups later prob #and add some more things #blender

[decarabiandivorce]

ehehehehehe the set is done <3

#i posted the nameless bard and amos ones separately but shhhhh #im ill about these 4 #maybe once i get a little more feral about the 3 others i'll add them in but probs not #my art #steel's art #genshin #genshin impact #amos #Decarabian #nameless bard #venti #wispi #amos genshin #venti genshin #nameless bard genshin #Decarabian genshin

[hyac1nthus]

How do you think Hyacinthus and Ganymede met?

Through Apollo defo!!

#hya response #hyacinthus #apollo #ganymede #Im a bit eeepy rn but ill add and type more of my thoughts later hehe #but yeah I love the idea of Apollo having taken care of Ganymede bc hehe protector of youths #they prob met through him #but not in a way that he introduced him #in a way that ganymede just happend to walk past him walking/chatting with apollo or just walking in on them kissing it out

[dragons-and-yellow-roses]

Tell me more about this book blanket? I'm Fascinated

Omg yay!! Okay so I'm knitting two rows per book that I finish in 2024, and each book rows will be a different color based on the genre it is

So here are the books I've read so far. Everything that's in bold is what I've knitted, and the last book on the list is what I'm currently reading but haven't finished yet. So I've knitted everything before Fifty Feet Down, and read everything up to Annie on My Mind, but I'm currently like thirty percent through it.

I'm choosing colors as I finish genres, and I'm trying to do it only with yarn I have (cuz yarn is expensive and I have a lot of yarn. The reason I have a lot of yarn suitable for a blanket is because I took all of this yarn from a blanket I started knitting four years ago and never finished. Like I finished frogging that blanket yesterday and made it into cakes on my new yarn winder!!) I didn't really try to make the colors fit the genres. I just own a lot of navy yarn and knew I'd read a lot of LGBTQ books, and I own a lot of black and know I'll read a lot of horror books. Then for dystopian I just chose a yarn color that I had available, same with mystery.

Here's how it's going so far! You can see the four navy rows for the two LGBTQ books i read, the two purple for the one dystopian book (which is also very good, I highly recommend Debate Kids at the End of the World and that author in general, Alex Nonymous) and then a chunk of black because I read four I. S. Belle books in a row (you can also see all of the ends I didn't weave in, which I'm going to hate myself for when I finish the blanket)

"But Austyn, what if the book is more than one genre?" I'm so glad you asked! Most of these books could be considered more than one genre. Fifty Feet Down is a mystery, but also a romance. So I just consider what genre I believe is more integral to the story, if that makes sense. Fifty Feet Down could be relatively the same if the main characters were just friends, but the story would be vastly different if it wasn't a mystery. Therefore, it gets the mystery color instead of romance. Same with all of the I. S. Belle books. There's romance in them, but if you took out the romance it would still be pretty similar, but if you took out the horror it would be an incredibly different story.

So that's my 2024 book blanket!

#im so excited about this #its so fun #i read on the subway. at work. before bed. in the morning after waking up #i get so excited to knit new rows #and buy new books #buying new books is like a little gift for me #i put my entire tbr on an online spinny wheel so if i dont know what i want to read next i can spin the wheel and itll tell me #but sometimes im craving a specific book and ill just read that next #right now i have classics such as: stone butch blues. the perks of being a wallflower. playground. manhunt. #the second ari and dante book that ive been meaning to read for months #because i pre ordered that book and ive owned it since the day it came out. and this summer i reread the first one #so that i would know whats going on in the second one. but i haven't read the second one yet #i have a long ass tbr and i swear every day i add more #but i have a whole lifetime. and a whole year. to read them. #im gonna go knit the rows for fifty feet down now (an incredible book) and then probs read some more annie on my mind #have a great night everyone!!

[liauditore]

tw dysphoria (i guess?), abandonment issues (it always when we talk about jimmy), just rambling about jimmy not being a toy but being dysphoric about it

(you can just delete it before reading if it could trigger you)

in my head all this "jimmy is a toyyy!!!" arc was not about haha toy story and let's ignore how they could know about it, okay, it's like how scott doesn't remember pearl and jimmy just OMG MY RANCHER, OMG SCAR, OH NO, GRIAN and yeah yeah yeah

you know that thing when everyone bulling person and calling them, for example, "monster" and they are like, well, a lot of people call me that, i should conform (megamind basically). that's something similar, everyone call jimmy a toy (which he's not) and he's starting to doubt if he's a human. everything joel did to him (or its all hallucinations or joel really can control it and make jimmy toy for some time) just making worth. jimmy wasn't a toy, was he? (in my headcanons sheriff jimmy it's cod jimmy that decided to try again but absolute opposite of what he was.)

and because of green also making hallucinations for him (i hope you knows green something like origin, you can find it something in romeos blog, i wrote about it a little), jimmy is really can't really say if he's not a toy. he doesn't want to belive it and we can see it in dialogues with scar, that jimmy refusing to be a toy, an action figure, everything besides who he really is.

i can imagine him, avoiding mirrors and reflective surfaces, so he won't see himself. i'm really inspired to write it all bc of cavetown dysphoric, it's so jimmy for me

it's been over a year now

i thought it was the end

but now i don't remember comfort

because what i am is what i'm not

i don't belong here, it's just hopeless

find me a way out

if you love me at all

don't let me hear what they say

cuz i can't stand it every day

i'm thinking that i should leave now

but i don't i think i'm coming back this time

it's killing my heart.

and scar was the only one who doesn't call jimmy a toy like 90% of their time together. jimmy knows that scar will leave, like his rancher left him, like emp1 scott left him alone with problem with cod father head and yeah yeah yeah....

i don't know, i just woke up and my brain wad like good morning, honey, it's time to make people suffer

- 🔥

angst?? for me??? 🥺🥺👉👈

HKDHKHLADH SCrEAMING,, putting thoughts under the cut cus i already know its gonna get Long but hkhlkfdhjk

OuGH i love this 😭😭😭 although the megamind comparison kinda sent me lmao

side note i am. into very disturbing and messed up themes so you'd have to try very, very hard to upset me. so go wild in my ask box lol (i do have a good chunk of ppl who just have 'minor' in their bios following me tho so i might not respond to smth if i feel like it's 'too far' or hide it under a cut but yeah)

^realising this sounds like a "i am very badass" thing but i swear i just think stuff is cool 😭😭😭

BUT ANYWAY ouhfhkl mind break and objectification my beloved. i love taking the toy bit in an angsty direction cus i'll be honest i never really found the humour in it but it's TASTY recontextualized.

Jimmy's got a lot of fight in him but I'm just thinking maybe one day it all becomes a bit too much and he just.. goes limp in his seat, eyes glazed over, motionless except for his chest rising and falling with each breath. Someone (maybe Scar, since we're doing Scaridarity) finds him and is like "Hey, what's wrong? You okay?" and gets no response.

Scar would probably be somewhat uninitiated on the whole toy thing and be puzzled but I'd think he scoops Jimmy up and takes him somewhere safe til he recovers. and when he finally gets up he has a bit of a panic attack about what is real.

#asks #🔥 anon #cw mind break #cw dehumanisation #cw dysphoria #cw dehumanization #<-- i would probs classify it more as mind break but ill put it here for the song inspo #and cus its what ur tagging it as so who am i to argue lol #but yeah i like the toy bit much more as a psychological thing personally than anything literal #it just hits different when it's a flesh and blood Person being treated as if they have no will of their own #angst #whump #like. wear what we want you to wear. do what we want you to do. #we'll play with you however we like and once we're bored we'll leave you til we want you again #and you don't get to not like it. or like it. you're a toy. stupid. toys dont think. #uh yeah jimmy. jimmy. my babygirl #i cant believe this bullshit was inspired by a stupid toy story bit #quick side note i forgor to add. my funny headcanon for no one knowing if they remembered life series or not during the crossover is that #they do remember and scott and pearl are just pretending to not recognise eachother cus its awkward lmao

[citrus-sours]

did i post these? oh well too bad you can live a little and see them again

#signage posted #ocs #sour sketchs #alexander oc #claude oc #serena oc #patty oc #any critiques id be happy to hear esp w Patty and Serena as im sure their deigns will get a few more makeovers #like N.1 i think i want to change Serenas hair... i might keep the color but add a fade to black into the roots and for style m not sure #ive made enough excuses for keeping the straight hair braid shes had for this long. but ive realized thats kinda. white of me. #im trying 2 correct. anyways im probs going to go down the hair style rabbit hole and see what fits what i think she would do nd like #if anyone is reading my rambling ill take suggestions. its at least a good place to start . #also patty im just still trying to get comfortable drawing her from more angles. i really wanna keep the shadowy eye stuff but sigh #well see the only thing is ik the boys are good enough

[xmoonlitxdreamx]

Likely will open sketch comms tomorrow. If i dont forget.

#blab #i need to add like. a huge addendum abt drawing ovw characters in their canon outfits jic #i'm down to draw ovw comms for sure but 99% of the time i cannot draw the canon outfits for a comm unless i get paid many more money #there's prob some exceptions. i'd b fine w junkrat n roadhog in simplifies versions of their ow1 n ow2 outfits bc i kinda know how to- #simplify them. and a handful of other characters have easier outfits. #idk ill figure out details later #no omnics tho sorry. maybe i'll accept zen but i need to look @ his design again to know for sure

[laulo821]

what if ...

Clam Chowder & Baxter Bautista belong to @zapsoda

klaus got on board inadvertadely ....

anyways i know i asked you about that what if but the ask disappeared. lmao. so i did my own take ... i have thought of some more panels but blegh

part two ->

#art #if i don't do crossovers i explode #if you're not able to read tell me and i'll transcribe no probs #please feel free to add things. if you want. or to continue the story! idk whatever you like #not sure if ill add more right now (or at all) but we'll see #itll live rent free in my head tho #klaus nava #zapsoda #in love w clam btw hes my pookie <3

[nicohischier]

if you get this, answer with three random facts about yourself and send it to the last seven blogs in your notifs! anon or not, doesn’t matter, let’s get to know the person behind the blog <3

<3

i have a small (very healthy) obsession with candles. my favourite candle scent is vanilla! i find it a really relaxing scent. my comfort candle is almost completely burned down and i'm sad about it, but my friend got me a new vanilla one recently so i'm chilling

i have a chronic problem that i lovingly refer to as my "can't finish anything ever" disease. it primarily affects tv shows/anime but it's been known to spread to various other forms of media. like clockwork, i get about halfway through something and then the motivation to finish it disappears and i just abandon

i'm very weird about my spotify likes and ao3 bookmarks in particular. i am so picky about the stuff that gets added to them. even when i really enjoy a fic or a song i will hesitate about adding them until i've either searched through my history to reread it or looped it a hundred times in a week. i'm generally much more lenient with my ao3 bookmarks than my spotify likes though.

#asked and answered #hischiersdraisaitl #more about the third one. i'm so picky about what i add to my likes that tyler (@sportsnet) tends to gets updates whenever i do add smth #tagged #not. really a tag thing but. shrug #edit: ill probs send this out later when im done being busy. unless i forget. which i probs will.

[skelebab]

My lil post about Antonio's relationship with Donnie! (Antonio is my oc, and imma stop putting that on each post individually, y'all already know at this point)

The art's uncolored because 1. I don't have the right colours for Don and 2. I'm in more of a writing kick than an art kick right now I think, so sorry bout that TuT

(prob some spoilers for the stories I'm writing for Antonio in this post btw)

Antonio was originally terrified by Donnie because he reminded them of the scientists that used to experiment on him, and the turtles catch on to this pretty quick. They all start referring to Donnie as a mechanic instead of a scientist, to try and help Antonio put some distance between Don and the other scientists in his head, and it does end up helping a bit.

Eventually (like a week into staying with the turtles) Antonio decides that Donnie isn't a threat and that they need to stop being afraid of him (they're not the best at being patient with themself), so they decide to sit in Donnie's "room" (lab) and watch him work.

They end up becoming interested in how the machines work and what they do, so Donnie (100 percent trying to get Antonio to leave them alone) gives them copies of the user manuals and a few less important blueprints. And Antonio, who spent their childhood reading the same dictionary over and over again, has a blast reading them.

They end up basically memorizing all of them, and now that they know what's going on, they enjoy watching Donnie work even more.

Donnie sometimes complains to the others about his space being invaded, but Antonio always stays out of the way when he's working, and has memorized what each tool is and does, so he's not the worst audience and can even be helpful if Donnie needs another hand. He also appreciates having a brother who actually reads the manuals he makes and knows the difference between a screwdriver and a drill.

It does take a long time for Antonio to fully get over his discomfort, and he still freaks out when Donnie holds a clipboard or does anything even near biology (he can't even watch him make prosthetics, or work on the battle shell with the arms, or even on shelldon), but he thinks that Donnie is super cool and would definitely kill for him.

#ill prob add more art to this post later #rottmnt donnie #rottmnt oc #Antonio my beloved <3 #imma write more for them #so the art will prob slow down #i should add his tag to my pinned post at this point #i didn't wanna go into to much #because i have plans for them that i have to write #but i really love their relationship #antonio is kinda like an assistant :) #art #rottmnt

[fluxydrawings]

wahoooo 3rd life podfic real. its a  very  pretty  grian  oneshot  by  the  lovely  @cacowhistle go  check  it  out  (or  just  go  read  the  actual  fic  its  my  like  favourite  3rd  life  ever  trust  me  its  good)

#my art #grian #3rd life #3rd life smp #3lsmp #god u dont understnad i had the worst time i nmy fuckin LIFE formatting that text #i could Not for the life of me find a font i thought worked and even now im like. shifty eyes-ing it #akjwerkjw whatever im happy w/ it now LMAO #my refusal ta use more than 5 colours in coverart prevails #ill be entirely transpart a good chunk of the lineart is traced from this one painting (pallas athena by rembrandt) cause im goin more for l #ike Vibes for this one than like. tryna challenge my technical skills akjwerkjw #i Did add the axe/wings n changed the owl on the helmet ta a parrot :) #i dunno man i think it came out cool kawekrkjw #like i said in the post this fic genuinely is like. my top fav 3rd life fic its so good man... pretty prose hits Different yall #also funfact! i am now one of the Two (2) posts in the 3rd life podfic tag kajewkrkjwkj #will i make more? probably! ive got a spreadsheet for my planned fics n theyre all in wildly different fandoms but ill prob circle back roun #d ta this shit eventually #FUNFACT i recorded/editted/posted this Entire podfic last night which is The quickest ive ever made a podfic kudos ta cacowhistle for havin #lanket permission akjwerkjkjew #im on that podfic GRIND #anyway im goin campin tmrrw gotta shleep Enjoy Podfic

[rvrend]

TAGS !

#ill prob add more as / if i watch more of the show .. this is mainly for renee hi renee #OUT. #INT. #ASK. #AES. #HC. #SELF. #STUDY. #HYMNS. #STEPHANIE. #& STEPHANIE. #SERMON. #OREL. #& OREL. #NOELLENE. #& NOELLENE. #V. LONELY MAN DINNER #V. THE GOOD REVEREND #V. DIVINE INTERVENTION #JOHN. #FAMILY.

[whyshedisappeared]

how crazy am i from 1 to having this many tabs on the spreadsheet?

#ill prob add more once the next legs start and i get ideas for more #and we have a larger sample to compare #as if performing as many shows as she did by this point isn't enough

[cupofkey]

ur playlist...i'll eat it... it's so fucking good...i want to print out all the songs and paste them on my walls...my god....

omg thank you anon this is such a big compliment !!!!!! I won't lie it was kind of an afterthought all things considered... I just had no clue if anyone would listen to it, but I have this huge playlist of [albums that fit the ghlr universe vibe] to listen to while I write, and I wanted to have a nice tidy one that encapsulated the vibe of the fic in particular. so I'm really happy you fw it !!

I privated it for a while and was even considering deleting it but now this makes me want to add a few more songs from my big playlist to the official one... hmmm

ghlr was inspired by music in the first place though (a very weird selection. chess the musical, early muse/gorillaz albums, pink floyd's animals, riot grrrl) and ultimately Amelia's story centers on music. I mean she is literally a professional musician in her own sick twisted way lol... and ofc there'll be a lot more music talk as it goes on and new characters show up :smirk emoji: but yeah. music has always been sooo central to my writing and I'm super happy to talk more about it

#ask #rant #ghlr #my writing #srsly ty anon ily #i think the crowning jewel of the playlist is either pf dogs or muse hysteria #if i were to add a chess song itd prob be where i want to be #lol not the theater kid within jumping out... what can i say i rly love that musical! #but yeah maybe ill add a few more songs for some variety #i just love to talk and share brainworms !! #anon whats ur fav on the playlist. hmu #i can also just post the list of albums in my huge playlist lmfao. it's a little bonkers #music

[myyata]

dio | he-him | 22

obj crushes:

- Nintendo Switch LED 💕

- 1995 Mazda Miata 🌸

architecture crushes:

- My Local Movie Theater

#pinned #car objectum #objectum #electronic objectum #computer objectum #v low effort ill prob add more later