#im pretty sure i cried

[hotchocolateboy]

i finally watched headless: a sleepy hollow story and oh. my. god.

every line of dialogue, every shot, every costume, every tiny detail in the background of every scene, all of it was captivating.

my knowledge of the legend of sleepy hollow is extremely limited. when i was around five or six i watched the first fifteen minutes of the disney cartoon, before my grandmother shut it off saying it was "too scary" (although i disagreed. i was six, i wasn't gonna win) and that was the end of that.

but i don't need to be the #1 washington irving fan to know that shipwrecked did it right. it was comedic, it was spooky, it was heart-warming and heart-wrenching and i loved it.

i know of almost everyone in the cast from different projects, but they blend so beautifully here you forget you're watching a show (even with jon cozart breaking the fourth wall to beautifully sing at you)

so anyway if you haven't seen it yet, i highly suggest setting aside two and a half hours to watch this masterpiece (and all other shipwrecked masterpieces) because you will want to press play again right after.

alright i'm done being sappy but i just really loved it and i have a lot of feelings

#shipwrecked comedy #headless: a sleepy hollow story #sean persaud #sinead persaud #mary kate wiles #gabe greenspan #sarah grace hart #tcb #please watch it #its so amazing #im pretty sure i cried #ichabod crane

[ganondoodle]

im listening to some zelda music compilations again and i gotta say 2 things

damn does the hyrule warriors, aoc included, line have some bangers or what

and damn, if you ignore the absolut blast i was having fighting koga, does totks music on its own make me feel things the game never did, like i dont wanna sound like i keep hating on it but man the music is SO GOOD in ways the game didnt deliver on and when i hear it i just kinda drift off into what id imagine the game being like with music like this and then be sad about the real one like the trailer music alone is just GOD what it made me think theyd dare do with the story after turning what was largely considered THE zelda gameplay so on its head, now surely totks gonna be daring in terms of story, its the most logical progressio-

oh :(

#ganondoodles talks #zelda #totk #music gets to me on a level that no picture can #like when i hear the music i tear up!!!! #and yet the only times i got teary eyed when playing the game was whenever i fought koga bc i was so ecstatic to have him back #and the cutscene were gan does THAT face bc i laughed so hard about it i half cried #sorry gan #the cutscene before didnt phase me bc the story didnt hook me at all and i knew sonia was the dead wife trope #but i didnt expect that face from him and im pretty sure i burst out laughing despite trying my best to stay silent during cutscenes #anyway the music makes me mad bc its so good #some themes even have a distinct joe hisaishi feel to it and that on top of the ghibli aesthetic they borrowed from #but none of the good storytelling makes me so god damn frustrated sad #i fear the next game ngl

[opens-up-4-nobody]

...

#so my mom's wake thing was today and that was a lot. not in an emotional sense but in a im standing here talking for 3hrs #to ppl i dont kno or barely kno. ya kno? but it was good bc so many ppl showed up to talk abt her #so many people. my mom made a huge impact on the school system. so many ppl relied on her. she encouraged at least 2 ppl to get their #master. for one person to specilize in helping the dyslexic after her experience advocating for 3 dyslexic daughters. she wrote and was #awarded a 10000 dollar grant for special needs and intervention curriculum. which will affect so many lives. #everyone loved her. she's gonna get a track meet named after her and a scholarship created in her honor. #she was an amazing person and she affected a lot of lives and im glad she was my mom. and she raised at least one jem in my littlest #sister who is so sweet and is a great teacher. god but there was some weird stuff too. were pretty sure her old boss was in love with her. #and there were some weird comments abt her being a strong woman or this woman doing so much and its like hm y do i detect a note of sexism #y not say she was an amazing person? y the surprise? weird comments about how pretty i looked. which yes i looked great lol. my funeral fit #was cute. we did bright colors bc it was a celebration not a dower event. and im sure it was ment well but it was a lil weird. and then #everyone was telling my grandma what a great job she did raising my mom and like god fuck off she didn't do jack. my mom was great despite #her terrible mother. ugh. but altogether it was good that everyone was able to express their love for her. it was def a day that was for #them mostly. i mean partly for us but mostly for them. none of us even cried. ay but we have 2 more parties in her honor #bc everyone loved her so much we have to do one in her hometown too. plus a personal friends get together. ugh. im so tired #i wish i wasnt the most awkward. eye contact avoidant person in the room but like ya kno. what can ya do? #unrelated

[sternenhimmel-mond]

If I had a nickel for every time an adult cartoon showed an elderly white couple that was the parents of one of our main characters being taken care of by a male, black, live-in nurse that was in a polycule with them, I'd have two nickels. Which isn't a lot, but it's weird that it happened twice.

#and like. im not disgusted or anything i just thought thats a hella specific scenario to show up in two completely different adult cartoons #and im pretty sure theyre unrelated too. but i dont know much about the industry so i could be wrong #anyway i watched the first episode of carol and the end of the world and while i really like carol. i also had three pretty intense cries #during it so i think i have to take it really slow or even wait until im in a more stable place #whoda thunk. the person who cant think about death for more than five minutes without ha jng a complete mental breakdown cant watch the show #about a woman trying to figure out how to cope with the impending doom of everyone she knows and loves #the other was rick and morty #life adventures #my shit #carol and the end of the world #rick and morty

[lover-of-mine]

Some Sentences Sunday!

I was tagged by @honestlydarkprincess @wikiangela @daffi-990 thank you 💜

I hit a random burst of inspiration with the Buck breakdown fic, and I wanna preface this bit by saying I have very complex feelings about Eddie's parents and these are definitely translating into the fic because I was really deep into this story before I realized I can't really almost kill both Eddie and Chris (since the whole concept of the fic is both of them in getting into a crash and Buck spiraling from that) and not have Eddie's parents show up so I had to add a whole other layer I didn't fully planned on exploring, but have a bit of Eddie's mother seeing right through Buck. prev snippet

"And Chris, I know he's not mine but I don't care, I'd do anything for that kid," he says and Helena studies him for a beat, the purse of her lip and the crease in her eyebrows looking so much like every time Eddie managed to see right through him. It's also the same face Chris makes when he's concentrating. It makes his heart ache in a way he doesn't really understand while he waits for her to say whatever she needs.  "I thought the two of you were together," she finally says and he gives her a startled look, "when we first got here, I thought you were together and Eddie didn't tell us because he was afraid of how we would react," she explains, reading the confusion on his face but he's still looking at her in disbelief. "It's not," he manages to choke out and she places a hand on his arm, squeezing lighting. "I know that now, it's just that all the stories he tells us involve you, all the stories Chris tells involve you, and I've been watching you with him, you're not just dad's friend, the three of you have something."  Buck doesn't really know what to do with what she's saying. It's true, they have something. But he never dared asking for it to be defined, too scared it would be taken away from him if he got too comfortable. "They're my family," he says, feeling like he's been put under a magnifying glass as Helena nods. "But you're not acting like someone who almost lost his best friend, you're acting like someone who almost lost a partner. You've been bouncing between their rooms, and I can see you're trying your hardest to make sure everything is taken care of, but, honey, you look like your world doesn't make sense anymore without him." 

no pressure tagging <3: @bucks118 @eddiebabygirldiaz @watchyourbuck @giddyupbuck @vampbuckley @try-set-me-on-fire @housewifebuck

#911 wip #buddie wip #writing #seven sentence sunday #buck breakdown fic #i need to say most of this fic happens in the hospital #and im pretty sure this is one of the few scenes i haven't cried writing oaksoaksoaskasoaks #this fic is my baby but she's also hard to write oskaoskaoskas #anyway

[oplishin]

i cannot stop thinking about this moment after bayley and sasha's match at NXT Takeover: Respect 2015.

After a night of excellent heel work and "Sasha's ratchet" chants, the crowd instead starts to chant "thank you Sasha," and Sasha falls to the ground crying.

Someone had to play the villain and lose the first ever women's ppv main event, and she did so beautifully.

#i watched this match for the first time a couple weeks ago and i've been thinking about it ever since #the women comforting(?) sasha are stephanie mcmahon and sara del rey (im pretty sure). which like. #do you ever think about everything the women's revolution was supposed to do and how hard so many women worked for it #// flashing #that one sasha quote where she's like 'i loved being the asshole villain for bayley to overcome" #heavily heavily paraphrased #wrestling #wwe #jifs #bayley #sasha banks #baysha #this match fucking rules #i really wanna gif the izzy parts of it also #wrestling soulmates. my beloved #i think this was the one where seth cried afterwards asdfhasjdk #which i know from bayley bullying him about it #same bro!! i also cried!!!

[taylorswiftshipsbyler]

I HATE PHOEBE BRIDGERS.

#this is a lie #i actually love her #but oh. my. fuck #does she have any songs that arent sad? #i haven't listened to all of her music but the songs that i have listened to are very sad #im pretty sure ive cried to all of them at leas once #also posting this after listening to moon song btw #phoebe bridgers

[tenacious-minds]

In Clays and Creams and Yellow Music is now on ao3

Robin is gay, is the thing. She always has been.

She remembers being very small and watching the way girls skirts twirled around their knees, the way their hair would brush they collarbones and get stuck on their mouths, lips sticky with gloss and— his hair has grown out, is the thing. Since everything. Since it's all been over. He hasn't gotten it cut. 

Used to be every three months like clockwork, the minute it would start brushing his shoulders. And she'd asked him once, why he bothered when it looked so nice longer. He'd tensed up, facing away from her, hands still poised above the register. And then his shoulders had dropped, all at once, forced like, and he’d shrugged. Told her he didn't like the feeling of it brushing his shoulders. He hadn't looked her in the for the rest of their shift. 

She doesn't think she believed him then, either, but she hadn't known what to say to him about it (years later, in the quiet dark of their apartment, he will tell her about his first hair cut and his father and the way his hair brushing against his shoulder's made him want to cry and how confusing that was because it was from happiness and from fear and sadness and some weird twisted second-hand form of disgust (and she knows if she ever sees Harrington senior again she will absolutely break her fucking hand for the sheer pleasure of popping him one right in his great big nose.)) 

So, yeah. His hair is getting long, and the longest bits reach past his shoulders, now, and the front pieces are falling just past his chin, with this one extra short bit— lifted by his great big swirling cow’s-lick— tickling his cheek-bone. And he’s stopped swooping it up with too much hairspray, lets it fall soft and wispy around his face instead— and the door opens, bell jiggling, and he smiles at the pretty girl on the other side of the counter. All big and flirty-like, that one that shows off his one crooked incisor and it makes her stomach twist uncomfortably and she feels sick with it. But Steve is talking with his hands now, fingers flying as he explains the plot of whatever movie he’s recommend, and she can see the way the girl tracks them, nose wrinkling, and that makes Robin's stomach twist for a whole other reason, sinking like a rock in her fucking abdomen, tugging at her diaphragm until she can't breathe with it either. Because really, Steve’s picked up a lot of that from her and Eddie, the way he flourishes his hands. But Eddie knows better than to really do it much in public, and he’s created the kind of personae that it wouldn’t matter even if he did but Steve doesn’t have that, and he doesn’t even really know. 

But Steve is ringing her up now, and they’re both smiling and the girl is thanking him and—it’s fine, really, it's all fine.

Except that now Robin's looking at his hands too, all cluttered with rings, which he's slowly been collecting for the past month now—two months? All delicate weaved silver and floral motifs, one with a small inset amethyst and one with weaving ivy (from Robin) and another, the only chunky one (one of Eddie’s)— an old signet style ring with a heavy lined moth, weighing down his pinky-finger in tarnished silver. And his nails— they’re painted. A soft pink clear coat you can barely see, except for when it catches the light just right and the florescent bulb shines in arcs across them. He'd had Robin repaint them Saturday night, after the girls had left, from a bright yellow ( his favourite colour) to this ‘so he could still wear it into work’. (When pressed he had simply stated that he'd promised El, and then, in a much quieter hushed kind of voice, that he thought it would be good for Will to have some positive roll models.) They're well cared for, Robin knows, and by turns soft and rough—slightly callused from years of sports and swinging his dumb bat at dumb terrifying monsters, but he has this whole drawer full of fancy creams and she knows that he trims his cuticles, files his nails until they are a perfectly shaped oval—

“-obin" Steve is looking at her now, head tilted to the side with that soft exasperated Robin-smile he saves just for her. "Robs?" he says again, and he laughs softly when she just blinks at him, it makes something in her stomach clench painfully. She feels sick. Is she sick? She wonders if this is all some sort of fever induced hallucination and— Steve is looking worried now, stepping closer with that little furrow between his brows, one hand lifted like he's thinking about pressing it to her forehead to check her temperature and— is he wearing lip gloss what the fuck? But— no. Steve is not allowed to look worried.

He's worried so often— about her and the kids and Eddie and even Nance and Jonathan, and there's absolutely no need for him to be looking like that right now, not about whatever is happening inside Robin's head because its nothing. So she laughs and pokes at his forehead, and he swats at her hands, still kind of frowning at her, and she knows he's still worried.

“I'm okay, Stevie, really” she says, and then he goes a little pink, the way he always does when she calls him that, fond and pleased, and he squeezes her hand tightly between his.

"You looked a little warm, are you sure?" and she doesn't stop him from pressing the back of his hand to her cheek, forehead, neck until he's satisfied. He smells like the lavender he puts on his temples before bed and like something else sweet and musky and floral. Fuck.

"See?" She says, and squeezes his other hand where they're still clasped by their sides. “All good."

He hums, still looking her over. "Alight, but let me know if that changes okay? We’re closing early to day to help out at the middle school, so I can always drive you home and then come back to finish closing up on my own.” And then he's back to work again, squinting at the computer screen and typing with his painfully slow two-fingered jabs. 

And Robin's gay, is thing. She always has been. She likes women, or at least, she doesn't like men.

But Steve is—

Well. Fuck.

Part 2 

#part 1 #When I tell you I cried very real tears over this ship I am not lying #I read one to many NBfem steve fics and now I feel physically ill because this ship has invaded my entire brain and its all i can think abou #I'm with Robin when I say 'what the fuck' #I can't even type the ship name #anyway Robin is still a lesbian people hold tight we're going on a ride. #stobin #My writing #stranger things #headcanon #non-binary steve harrington #Tentively titled lavender haze becasue it's PERFECT but I also promised myself i would never title a fic after a TS song #but go on tell me that lavender haze (and midnights over all) isn't a good match #anyway #go forth and #die with me i guess #new hc alert #There's definitely more coming soon but if I didn't get it out of my brain and into the big wide internet im pretty sure I was gonna explode

[applexi]

guuuh a way out is such a great game, incredibly niche title that everyone should actually check out - like seriously. why didn't I pick up on this game when everyone was still posting about it... 5 years ago....

#i really like games where i can have a friend with me and this one executed the multiplayer function and panelling amazingly #so many sequences where player one and two take turns in having such a blast especially in quick time events #the whole hospital sequence was so exciting to watch its insane #not to mention the amazing power dynamic between vincent and leo because they're such contrasts working together #though im more biased to leo because im pretty sure id act like him #but vincent's morals are definitely me #ahdhshrhshehs anyways like SERIOUSLY this game can so SO comedic if you had the time for it and it also pacts the most compelling story #i definitely cried so bad at the end #no shade to vincent but i think leo had the better ending to everything that happened #jil talks #I love niche games!!!! I love it!!!!!!!!! #this game became so much funner to me because of the two YouTubers that played togethrr to play as leo and vincent

[robotiv]

i fell like. out of someone’s shower 2day. i like tumbled out and the shower rod came down and everything it was a whole mess. i bonked my head really hard on the counter and also bonked a good majority of my body. the bigger they are the harder they fall ..

#adri.txt #pretty sure i don’t have a concussion but who knows. #i very well could. #anyways when ppl don’t have any sort of grab bar in their shower im like. how do u survive like this #shit’s scary !!!! #also i am in pain. obviously. you could’ve guessed that #im ok though i think. it was rly scary though like i probably could have died #surprisingly i didn’t cry at all ?? when normally i cry like crazy when i fall #the last time i fell super hard like this was in my kitchen and i had just heated up some frozen alfredo #maybe i cried bc i spilled my pasta. maybe that’s why i cried then. and not now.

[borderlinegerard]

i am the poisoned blood running through my tired veins

#my posts #personal #ITS SO MOT FUCKINH FAIR. #since he hates me now i dont care if he sees this and im pretty sure i fucking blocked the reat of them so idontfucking care #i hate all kf them so much and i dont fucking care how bad they hurt. i hurt too #for some INSANE REASON i was the only oke that had to apologize. why did they never apologize . #they know they hurt me. He knkws he hurt me. #when j say this they think im selfish. they can think what they want. #byt jts fucking crazy to act like im the only one tjat did anything wronh #i fucking admitted i was wrong. but it wasnt enough. notjing is ever enough for them! #if He ever tries to text me again im not responding. it was stupid of me to respons. #i wonder what he would say if he knew that i chose ro respond by chance of a coin flip #if it had landed on tails i wouldnt be making this post. #he cares more than i do. i dont have the luxury of caring. #he says “i led him on” but if he wanted skme speicodx kind of love fucking say skmething #i didnt knkw i was supposed to be differenr. if he had said that from the dtart i never would have agreed. #i didnt want to change for him. #he shouldve been different and he shouldve been better #i shouldve been too. but atleast i can admit ghat #what the fuck do you mean when you say you understand why j do what you do and uou get it so deeply #but then you still leave. does rhat mean you understand how much you hurt me that first time #it barely hurts anymore. but i cried four times last nigjt #now i dont feel it and now i dont care. youll never knkw little i can let myself care #ill distract myself until i forget all about you because i csnt let myself feel any of this #i dont care if im not changjng the way you begged me to. thats not an option rigjtnmow #im still fighting to stay alive. i dont know that you understand what thats like #you say you get it. i tjink you just say that #you loved me and i dont like that. i warned you and you dwatted my warning away #how is that all my fault. #how is all of this my fault.

[leenaur143]

this fanmeet is gonna be so flipping insane innit 🥹🤧

also me, happy for my korean stays but for my international stays (and self-pity):

#stray kids #skz magic school #magic school fanmeet #THEYRE GONNA PLAY YOUTIFUL I CAN FEEL IT 😭😭😭😭😭 NO BIGGIE ITS JUST MY FAVOURITE SKZ SONG EVER INNIT #THE LIKELIHOOD OF ME SEEING IT LIVE WOULD BE LIKE LITTLE TO NONE BUT DW ITS NO BIG DEAL 🤧😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 #and SPOILERS from what we've seen and heard theyre doing old songs and you already know im so flipping excited #my universe booster omd if they play heyday 🫠 a skz fam is probs gonna be in there ooohhh some airplane or superboard that would be sick #i hope they do some covers too like i had a dream they did magic shop bts and i cried cause i was there (then i woke up) #BLACK HOLE TOO APPARENTLY LIKE WTH WTH WTH JUST LIKE THE BEST DUET TO GRACE OUR EARS JUST CASUALLYYYY AHHHHHHH #a live han volcano would cure me i think. im pretty sure.

[jungwookjins]

god,,,wookjin crying on stage?? i Will walk into the sea

#he pretty much never cries in front of us #and honestly it was much more than how like sungho and yongsoo always shed a tear at concerts #im sure he's been under sm pressure #and this is his first seoul concert officially as the leader #i just hope he knows how hard he's worked and how much it's all payed off and how supported he is #and that he gets some resttttt #ennuitxt

[kuntblogging]

I think its funny how it took so much to get me to like dean because of the fundamental aversion i have to jensen ackles

#my silly little posts #do i want to fuck him sure but do i like him??? well u know the answer to that #and also dean character archetype isnt one im usually fond of but i like when he cries so pretty

[pepprs]

june 27th give it up for june 27th

#purrs #delete later #sure would be an INFINITELY more special and auspicious day if there wasn’t going to be • thunderstorms all day • a budget meeting • two #back to back orientations where i am going to have to take on 2X THE FACILITATION ROLESSSSS 🤪🤪🤪🤪🤪🤪🤪 bc we’re doing that now. LMFAOOOOOO #<- and by that i mean splitting up the facilitation so instead of 4 ppl shari ng responsibility for talking AND doing logistics there’s 2 #ppl talking and 2 ppl doing logistics. and mutuals need i remind you that facilitating this specific session requires being extremely high #energy and mobile and getting ppl ‘hyped’ and there are 383729473 reasons why that is difficult for me to do in front of 100+ new students #plus three cofacilirators i am scared of / intimidated by for various reasons. im going to be sick soooo genuinely. i HATE this 😂😂😂🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣 #anyways yeah. today is my one year anniversary and also my first day as an fte so. 🫠 and one year ago today was pretty awful too like my #first day was actually extremely extremely bad and i cried like multiple times every day that week bc it kept getting worse so. love how #things have changed so substantially since then and the things that triggered me on that day aren’t an issue anymore <3 (they are very much #still an issue it’s just the specific people involved have changed bc half the ppl working here including one of my dearest closest #mentors who was deeply involved in that situation have left the university and now it is utterly unrecognizable and every day i wake up in #an alternate universe i know deep down i am not supposed to be in and yet im trapped in it irreversibly and this IS my universe now. lolll 🥰 #)) also ik it’s stupid to still be grieving over this but like. the entire way it all went down + the fact that it even did in the first #place and the STAGGGERING consequences of it. are kind of insane. every new development makes me feel more and more like im living in a fake #reality and nothing that is happening is supposed to be happening and im dreaming it all but it’s a bad dream. and idk how to accept #that this is NOT. a dream and that what happened happened and now i have to live with it and stop curling in on myself like a prey animal an #and isolating myself from everyone i love and taking every single conceivable situation badly. like tfw da therapy isn’t working 🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰 #anyways i need to go get ready and practice the fucking 16 page facilitation guide 🙄 see u on the other side lol

[maxellminidisc]

I remember one time in high school someone accused me of shit talking this one white girl I was sort of friends with and she shut that shit down so fast by being like "Izzy doesn't shit talk, she tells you what he wants to your face" and then proceeded to tell the story in which she was trying to make friends with me like 2 weeks into school our freshman year and me looking at her dead in the eyes and going "Sorry, but I don't like you" wowknrkrdmmdmdmsk

#i was right too she ended up getting like blatantly racist after we graduated #im pretty sure she kept that shit tight lipped cause she knew she'd get her ass kicked skskkdkksdkka #like i think my high school had like 10 white people tops loool #the ONE white girl im still friends with from hs still talks about this and cries laughing every time it gets brought up #cause she was there and saw how shocked that other one was getting shot down