#im sick in the head ignore me

[hanniejji]

alexis ness kinda... he kinda... 😳

#he kinda ehe #like ehehehe kinda hehehe #im sick in the head ignore me #in another episode of: sprouttsse daily simping

[legobenkenobi]

the thing about newmann’s drift compatibility that drives me NUTS is the fact that it doesn’t even have to be spoken. they function almost as one unit. they’ve existed in being around and with each other for so long that they can’t not be that anymore. they’re each a key piece of who the other is that there is no more Newt without Hermann and there is no Hermann without Newt because they have shaped each other. they’re a part of each other. they’re so tangled up into each other even before the drift that they don’t have to voice any of it because they just Know.

#newmann #pacrim #newt geiszler #hermann gottlieb #ignore me for a bit #im saying shit thats probably already been said but im sick in the head atm #pacific rim #UPRISING DNI #ben rambles

[todayisafridaynight]

no ones ever gonna understand how much i love daigo doin this stupid shit after dissolving the tojo

#snap chats #is this a gaiden spoiler. its been like five months catch up you nerds #ANYWAYYYYY NOO I LOVE HIM ....... this whole bit is like four seconds long but i love it so much #i just reminded myself i should probably make gaiden/y8 videos for daigo.. i'll make it a JP/ENG comp or somethn.. one day #not soon tho like its barely anything since he's not in those games Long At All but still. im lazy 💀 #excuse me while i gush about daigo for twenty minutes now because hehee HE'S SO CUTE I CAN'T GET OVER IT #this is literally the middle aged equivalent of going yippee like YOU CAN TELL HE'S SO RELIEVED IT'S SO CUTE #got the energy of a student with crippling anxiety after they somehow get through giving a presentation without throwing up #AND his lil smile ......... thank you gaiden you made me wanna eat drywall with daigo's sad puppy dog eyes about kiryu #and then immediately made up for it a minute later #sorry i keep scrolling up to look at him and i love him so much. what if i threw up #i dont like using babygirl lightly but this is actually the most Babygirl frame of him ever ive decided #thats my boy .... i love my boy so much ..... he's so cute ... come so far in life congratulations king ..... ily ... #him lookin up at the sky for a minute just to breathe i know he thankin god for the fact he somehow isnt dead yet #im gonna ignore the fact all of this was for naught so i dont bash my head against a wall anyway stan daigo #im gonna be sick i love him so much #if i redraw this later shut up. i love him... #this is why i try not to look at cutscenes anymore cause when i do i feel my brain being put in a microwave and start to melt #its not my fault i love my guys so much .... ok bye i have work to do .... #and then when i finish that work i can go back to loving my guys YAAAAAY !!!!!!!

[allthegothihopgirls]

constantly gaslighting myself into believing that my chronic migraines aren't even that bad. until i get one again and it's actively the worst experience of my life.

#repeat the cycle etc etc #like yeah i spend at least 4 hours of most days sitting in a dark room with the only source of light being my yellow-screen computer #having to ignore the ringing in my ears + the throbbing in my temples. barely being able to get up without my vision spinning #not being able to handle an ounce of auditory stimulation. or the pressure of my noise-cancelling headphones on my head #feeling sick and running a borderline temperature that. does not feel anywhere under 38 degrees. whilst simultaneously shivering #can't even take anything but over the counter painkillers for them because my neurologist considers me 'at-risk' #blehk #but its not even 'that bad' right??? #it's fine though im coming down off this one. i can listen to music without actively wanting to gouge my eyeballs out with my fingers #chronic illness #? #gothihop speaks

[scattered-winter]

sometimes i see a post and its like. hm. you actually care very little about the story or characters or plot at all bc all you want is for the token male twinks to kiss.

#i KNOW i know. tumblr. twink kissing website. #but still. genuinely. #my criteria for if i trust someone's takes on voltron are their opinions on allura and hunk. and ships other than klance. #and the non-romantic relationships also. that's a big main one actually. #has not led me astray yet. #like to clarify i LIKE klance ok. i am an enjoyer of them. but idk.....the way that theyre the Only thing anyone writes/cares about. #like yeah klance was done dirty but what about the characters of color. what about the disabled characters. #what about the platonic relationships. what about the familial relationships. what about the themes of war and genocide and imperialism. #what about the very real queerbait that happened right in front of us but everyone ignored #and whined about the fake made up queerbait that happened in their heads. #idk. people can engage with media however they want and its not a horrible world ending thing if they only view it thru the twinks kissing #but i dunno. viewing media with the shipping lens can blind you to all the other things. #AND I KNOW THE IRONY OF POINTING THIS OUT FOR *VOLTRON* OF ALL THINGS. I KNOWWW I KNOW I KNOW. #its not a problem that is exclusively this fandom either i see it everywhere. side eyes buddie fandom. #but idk man. im sick of not being able to find fic/art/meta that is focused on things other than the twinks kissing. #i think thats why im putting such a big focus on the other relationships in quintenary stars tbh. like there IS klance #or will be eventually but its just one of the relationships that will be happening. theyre found family theres siblings theres friends #theres the Themes and the Motifs and the storytelling devices. et cetera et cetera. #anyway this isnt really directed at anyone im just thinking out loud #winter speaks #voltron #anti klance #<- not really???? but i dont want ppl yelling at me so.

[thelastsaiyanprincess]

i want my partner to fuck me in front of every bitch that dares to even breathe in their direction

#n/s/f/w #possessive tag #im sick in the head 🥴 LMAOOOOO #pls ignore me

[chiffonghost]

baeksoo 💫 realizing you are the light i’ve been searching for.

#baeksoo #baekdo #baekhyun #kyungsoo #exo fanart #exo #kpop fanart #digital art #if u saw this earlier no u didn’t 😭 #I’m reposting this bc i did the unforgivable (forget to draw ks’s moles!!! how could i) #anyways hello yes i am still sick in the head abt baeksoo #i am also physically sick w miss rona #but abt the draw: this was inspired by the let me in teaser images!! #the caption is from ks’s teaser image caption it was just TOO baeksoo i could Not ignore it #& so this happened #kinda looks wonky bc honestly i drew 2/3 of this lying down on my side in bed (i got tired) #also i draw hands like an AI image generator i know im trying my best 😭 #actually took a pic of myself holding my own face to get a close enough reference lmao #ANYWHOOOO i miss baeksoo & exo so much 🥹

[villalunae]

stop 👏 telling 👏 lesbians 👏 to be 👏 attracted 👏 to 👏 MEN

stop 👏 telling 👏 lesbians 👏 to be 👏 attracted 👏 to 👏 MEN

stop 👏 telling 👏 lesbians 👏 to be 👏 attracted 👏 to 👏 MEN

stop 👏 telling 👏 lesbians 👏 to be 👏 attracted 👏 to 👏 MEN

stop 👏 telling 👏 lesbians 👏 to be 👏 attracted 👏 to 👏 MEN

stop 👏 telling 👏 lesbians 👏 to be 👏 attracted 👏 to 👏 MEN

#personal #SAW A POST. LOST MY MIND #''nothing changed u mistook a man for a butch and were attracted to them so really youre just small minded and should be okay with that #attraction bc clearly you hate yourself <3'' #This Is The Lesbophobia We Are Talking About When You Guys Pretend We Cant Have Boundaries #like ohhh ishould just love a man instead <3 i should change my sexuality for you <3 i should just fuck guys huh <3 #how fucking dismissive of our experiences. how deeply sick and disgusting of you. i hope ur an adult so i wont feel bad ripping ur hair out #like how dare you! how dare you tell me NOTHING changed. how dare you look me in the eye and tell me that its the same #its not! its not. sorry some people are comfortable with labels that assert boundaries xoxo to you but im a lesbian bc i like women. not bc #i have an aesthetic attraction to a person. if i see a butch i think oh! a butch! a fellow lesbian! and am attracted #turns out to be a guy? oh! not a butch! not a fellow lesbian! nevermind :) and omg i am so normal for that <333 #like god. GOD. what a fucking piece of shit to tell lesbians we should just Let ourselves be attracted to men bc we secretly do anyway #top ten reasons i hate associating with ppl who flout no labels like it works for you im glad but you keep shoving that down my throat #and im going to commit vehicular manslaughter #i have boundaries for a reason! i am attracted to women! i dont like men! WHAT IS SO HARD TO GET THROUGH YOUR HEAD #stop TELLING every lesbian theyre secretly bi but theyre repressing and too attached to the label i will FUCKING kill you #ANYWAY. IGNORE ME LMFAO

[machinedramon]

u ever make a decision that feels so divinely influenced it almost makes u believe God exists and sent an angel down to you specifically

#massive tmi and unsanitary in the tags #but oh man #ive been feeling sick all day right? so ive been laying around. #i turned and felt a rumble in my lower intestines that i assumed was just gas. i nearly trusted it. #but a voice in my head said ''that doesnt feel right you should go to the bathroom'' #and man oh man. am i glad i did. bc if i had ignored that voice and trusted my guts then the result would have been CATASTROPHIC #like buy a new mattress levels of catastrophe #thank u guardian angel i am on my knees kissing ur feet for getting me out of bed #fun fact: i feel a LOT better now lmao #not 100% but better #its super weird too bc these kinds of issues are usually preceded by gut-ripping pain #so its odd to me that the only warning sign was mild discomfort #but im p sure i emptied all the fluids ive drank today in that one go #its definitely up there in my top ten most vile shits

[spaceshipkat]

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#anyone have the mommy issues where you’re constantly compared to your mom in a negative way #i raise my voice oh im just like your wife #i get frustrated oh im just like your wife #i get upset bc i do the very thing you’re asking for and /you don’t seem to fucking see it: and im just like your wife #how many times do i have to say ‘i am not mom’ before you fucking GET IT #i know where my mom is coming from when she talks to my dad #i don’t like it but i literally cannot change it #i know where my dad is coming from with how he behaves and talks to my mom #i also don’t like it but i cannot fucking change it #i am so tired of making an effort—what was once a conscious effort but now comes pretty damn easily #only for that effort to NOT exist the split second he gets upset #because what he envisioned us doing isn’t what happened #so instead of taking about it like an adult you fucking fester in your feelings and then dump on the very people #who are fucking TRYING to have a relationship with you #it’s a goddamn self fulfilling prophecy and i am sick of it. i am sick of constantly having to massage feelings. #i am especially sick of going to bed upset because i feel empathy for what he’s going through #and my best is apparently /not enough/ to make a dent #i am so sick of crying over this goddamn motherfucking shit #i want it to fuckijg stop i want fucking peace and quiet #and for that peace and quiet to not be tangled with worry because i am not there when i might be needed #is this part of being an eldest daughter i don’t fucking know #i am just so tired of my efforts not being seen. of them not making a difference. of them apparently not fucking mattering. #ignore me ill be fine i am just so fucking tired #i want to go to bed without guilt or empathy making it impossible to turn my head off #delete later

[green-day-dad]

i miss my friend but how do i tell them i miss them without bothering/messaging them :’((

#ooc #i think im safe to post this here but also im sick rn so maybe my thoughts are clouded by illness #i know im not being ignored but damn it feels like im not someone they can just talk to anymore and that sucks #like we had a convo about not being tired of talking to each other a few months back like #even if we’re out of social battery it wouldnt matter if talking to each other #and now im part of the ‘oh yea you dont know’ group and it feels weird sjjfjfkkskfkkskd #trying so hard to be a normal person about this #im sure theyre just busy and im trying to drill it into my head so it doesnt bother me #but to have gone from being able to chat at least once almost everyday for the past decade to silence if i dont send a message… hurts #and if you DO stumble upon this (again im sick and im sure u use tumblr sparingly) #i dont want to guilt you into talking to me bc thats the LAST thing i want is to add to ur stress #but ig this in itself could do that and i dont mean to #just stuck in a weird loop and again i miss my best friend so much

[piplupod]

why the hell did my molar have to go and get chipped somehow randomly (i dont know when it happened or how it happened, i just noticed it was very sharp one day earlier this year) right after i was no longer eligible for my dad's insurance that covers dental.... i am going to have to probably pay at least $200+ to get this checked and taken care of,,,, head in my hands. i swear someone up there wants me to off myself I swear to fucking god

#like man can u leave me be. I'll get around to offing myself eventually but im trying to get a few things done first!! #u are draining my savings that i need to pay my mother rent !!! i need that money!! what the hell !! #idk i guess we're just going to move the clock hands forward a couple more notches!!! tick tock times running out apparently!!! #this makes me so fucking frustrated bc this is the ONE thing i get to choose and have control over and you are rushing me into it !!! fuck! #im just. head in hands. banging head against a wall. my jaw aches around the molar today #it just started aching randomly a few hours ago and i feel like now its developing into smth Bad and Expensive #I feel sick thinking abt this. i want to do things !! please can u let me have this last hurrah properly!!! #this is not fair !! nothing is fair i know but christ. i thought i could have like... another year at least without any massive issues #i thought I'd have a year where i could just get shit done before i decide I'm done but nooo we have to rush me apparently #idk. maybe if i ignore it it'll stop aching. maybe the cold outside was bad for it or smth. maybe it's smth I can keep ignoring #pippen needs 2nd breakfast #suicide tw

[thehealingsystem]

OUGHHHH I AM SO SORRYYY BUT I JUST WANNA DIE ALL DAY AND EVERY TIME I HAVE THE OPPORTUNITY TO I JUST AM TOO TIRED OR RELUCTANT TO AND MY METHOD ISN'T WORKING AND I DONT KNOW WHAT'S WRONG I DREAD EVERY SINGLE DAY I WAKE UP BUT I DONT KNOW HOW TO JUST SLEEP I AM SO TIREDD

#i wish there was an easier way to do this #meanwhile watch me cry everyday while everyone i know just ignores me and skip classes and dont do my work and try to kms in the bathroom #haha there's no hope for anything is there #i hate everyone im so so so so angry my head is not being nice!!!! #tw sui ideation #tw sui implied #tw suicide #tw sui attempt #EDIT: i wrote this 6 days ago but it feels like forever #ive been particularly thinking of this. for no reason whatsoever. definitely #tw vent #im supposed to have school i hate school #hopefully i get sick my strep throat has been YUCKY #huh. i used to absolutely hate getting sick #i should go to bed.

[bardicious]

Like I get they didn't have to, but GOD I wish Hannibal kissed Will at the end of Digestivo. It just... felt like the right moment. That or the finale.

#hannibal #hannigram #like dont get me wrong #this is SO obviously queer and a love story #but I want a 1000% to dispell any naysayers #like Im just sick of people ignoring the obvious cause it aint straight enough for them #they should have also outright said how Potralacus and Achilles were lovers #thats gonna go over lots of people's heads too #like its SO obvious #and SO intended BUT Im almost positive there are deniers #I just fucking love this show so much

[itsbrucey]

My brain making rapid associations between my interests to check what will make itself gush blood. Thought about Darryl but he has bear ears and underbite fangs and arterial spurt came out of my ears.

#/j /j /j for legal reasons #also this was supposed to be funny but also now literally im so SICK. FOR THE WILSON'S THEY ARE SO. IN MY HEAD #Darryl is bear coded and its killing me I FUCKING LOVE BEAAARSSSS #dndads #Wanna draw all the dads but..animals #Ron Dog. Darryl Bear. Henry Bird ( Heron specifically?) and Glenn Horned Viper. #Jodie. Tiger or Boar. #Brucey is just talking ignore her shes. unwell

[maiteo]

#it’s a lovely day im in a lovely mood all is well but I had a passing thought i just needed to get out…you know unleash it<3 #it’s really mind boggling to me how ignorant and gross ppl can be like just straight up evil just bc of where someone’s from or skin color #that superiority complex is one hell of a disease. saw someone mention how they ‘hate AA more than anything’…like you’re sick truly😭 #along w ppl denying racism denying how every aspect of this game (n life!!) will favor you if you’re white. like wake tf up #I can just see it. ppl like this are miserable n just dark. they aren’t fulfilled by life and most likely never will be #so they make it everyone else’s problem. this is jumbled n messy but I see things and genuinely get taken aback bc SURELY #the gears in your head didn’t conjure this up?? surely they didn’t. it’s hard for me to wrap my head around #BUT like I said…passing thoughts…be easy muito beijos🫂🫶🏽😚