#im so stressed tf out

[galactic-mermaid]

Vent tw in tags.

(Animal illness mention. Death mention. Blood mention.)

#I dont normally do this but i am just so fuckin stressed #my cat whos 12 has been getting socker these past 2 months and isnt getting better #shes all skin and bones too and hasnt been gaining weight despite eating so much #shes had non stop diarrhea and nothing is working #the vet says her large intesting is thick/inflamed so were trying steroidal meds #on top of that she may have lymphoma because some of them are enlarged #and now she just through up a bit of blood and im like #freaking out #i cant lose her #shes my best friend #all my cats seem to die around 12/13 #maybe im just a shitty pet parent #idk im just #i dont want her to pass #i have to call the vet tmrw because theyre closed #idk what to do #i feel like im losing my mind #im so stressed tf out #and now i can hear my mom talkimg about how o need to euthanise her behimf mtly back #ahahahahaha kill me.

[bamsara]

went a whole agonizing week of no coffee caffine just for my streak to be broken because a family member made regular coffee in the pot and told me it was decaff. it was in fact not decaff

(also i promise I'm working on stuff and chapters and art, im just super busy right now preparing for the con and dealing other life stuff lskdghlksdhgs. hold out for arts n stuff soon)

#there was also a ~situation~ irl that set me back mentally and financially a bit but its fine now so everything is gonna work out #im very excited for the con even if im stressed tf out #i have yet to print out the stickers that im going to give out free but i can just print them out and maybe cut them on the ride there #if im not driving or ask a buddy who will be in the car during the 6 hours if i am #uhh some other stuff but uhhh yipppie yippie #sara shush #doodles

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

im so Normal. totally not shaking and crying rn

#its nice to be this excited about something again! to the point of nausea! #and i Mean That #this is the good kinda stress. tis a welcome break from the usual brands #all week i've been having moments of 'ohhhh god New Information Incoming' and i have to sit down every time #and measure my breathing to chill tf out #is this unhealthy! maybe! i am trying to keep it Contained!! tightly leashed if you will #BUT OH FUCK ITS ALMOST HERE AGH AGH AGH #absolutely unprompted #welcome home #i will probably be unable to discover secrets bc i am bad with computers and the like #but hey! ill try! #if there's like... a spoiler tag yall want from me ill make sure to tag any Update Posts with it #then again wh is a unique scenario of like... Are there spoilers #bc it feels like a 'a couple people uncover stuff and then show/tell the rest' thing #but what would i know! this is kinda the first update! #LETS GO GAMERS I HOPE THE NEW STUFF IS TRAUMATIZING FOR BOTH US AND THE CHARACTERS #alright im getting to excited again im gonna go lay down #gonna be refreshing pages every ten seconds even when its completely illogical and meaningless to do so

[m00ngbin]

AHHHHHH CHAPTER 18!!!! CHAPTER 18 OF TFS!!!!!!

#tfs :3 #tfs my beloved #have i ever mentioned #how much i LOVE this fic? #because i do #i love it SO SO MUCH #im trying to make a whole thing of shou drawings and fanart in honor of this fic but his HAIR #it stresses me out so badly i cant get it to look right #so all of the shous i have rn are bald #isnt that so sad #he doesnt deserve that #anyways #HERES TO TFS SHOU AND HIS INFINITE AMOUNT OF STRESS #i love when people put him in Situations and chew on him like a dog toy

[rbdanver]

howdy 🤠🤝🧢

#im stressed tf out so i drew this :) #max verstappen #daniel ricciardo #f1 #austin gp 2023 #my art

[opens-up-4-nobody]

#i ask this as a mccoy hater lol. i mean. i get his whole deal #but it makes me upset when he is being like kinda racist toward spock. i mean its the sorta haha played for laughs #good natured sorta racism but like. i mean thats how it reads to me. but idk i watched star trek #tos when i was a more black/white thinker so maybe i wouldnt hate him so much if #i watched for the 1st time now? but i kinda doubt it bc im a hater ass bitch. and if u r mean to spock its jail for 1 million years #me as a teen: fundimentally i dont understand how ppl can ship bones with spock or kirk 😭 not in like a malicious way #more in a: we obviously do not perceive this character in the same way sorta way #but i dont like when ppl r constantly like sarcastic and abrasive? i dont kno how to react or what to do so it stresses me tf out lol #so its obviously a me problem #star trek #tos #leonard mccoy #poll #polls

[zet-sway]

Me: urge to write making me feel itchy all over

Also me: opens google docs and throws up

#im tired #zet things #everything feels so much harder than it needs to be #we just bought my husband a sorely needed car so i have no money for the forseeable future and im stressed tf out #ive just been working and doing my dishes and playing video games and kissing my cat because everything else feels too hard #i desperately want a month off of work #i didn't mean to rant in the tags but here I am

[silenthillbunni]

🐰💭

#im normal because... #i cant find my wallet anywhere :< i had it yesterday!!! #i cant find it anywhere and now im so stressed and anxious i cant relax #and i hate myself sm bc im so worthless i cant even keep track of my wallet!!!!kr 😭 #genuinely wanna blow my brains out bc why tf cant i just keep track of it????? why did i lose it? #what if i dropped it?!?! omg i wanna cryyyyyy #update: ok i found it pheeeeew!!!!! it had fallen from my bed and was on the floor 😮‍💨

[arts-i-enjoy]

AHHHHHH

#this post brought to you by: me #i. applied for a preapproval letter for a mortgage yesterday. and spoke to a realtor to start finding me houses #i want to move several states away which further complicated things. but the houses there are CHEAP #like under 100k for a 2 bedroom move in ready #anyways i got approved for 80k with a 20k down payment. and im FREAKING THE FUCK OUT #and because i got that pre app letter i have a loan officer calling me today to talk #and we literally work at the same bank so i can SEE that hes active and hasnt read my message #even though its been 45 minutes. KEVIN MESSAGE ME BACK. IM NOT GONNA BE ABLE TO FOCUS UNTIL I DO THIS CALL #AHHHHHHH S C R E A M. it might happening!!!! i might be finally.mov8ng out in a few months!!! #i mgiht be a HOMEOWNER by the end of the year #i have been saving money for this since i was. 16? 17? #ive had a good well paying job since i was 18. #AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH #once i have a house then i start job searching in that area. and start getting really serious about LEAVING my very good job #which is soooo scary. this job was supposed to be my lifelong career. but then everyone fucking moved to other states and left me behind #so theres no point staying here. #i might never have this kind of job security again. #but also my realtor said that theres a lot of bank jobs in that area so maybe itll be easy to find something #on the fence on if i tell my parents that im Making Moves right now #on one hand its hard to not talk about it becuae im STRESSED TF OUT #but on the other hand when i tentatively mentioned the state i want to move to #richard started yelling and swearing el oh el #might be better to wait and avoid the tension as long as possible? #but also i dont know how they can stay angry when its literally my best option #the other places where my friends live either have 0 opportunity and high housing prices. or are even moe liberal than where im going #idk. why do half of my problems come down to “my parents will be mad” like im a 12 year old or something. shit fucking sucks #this is why i want to get out of here #also it feels weird and bad to talk to my friends about how stressed i am about buying a house when all of them are stressed about #not being able to make rent or something. my problems feel like a brag in a really odd and shitty way. but hey! #if this works out maybe ill start being stressed about how im going to make my mortgage payments! :') yay!

[strawberryswirlix]

kageyama babygirl tobio you will always be famous

#haikyuu!! #kagehina #kageyama tobio #hinata shouyou #art #posted this at like 3 am last night so i was too tired to comment but im here now #anyway if youve been following on me twt youll know i went absolutely INSANE over this poll #i was campaigning for our boy nonstop and the last hours stressed me tf OUT #hqtwt is lying to themselves not voting kageyama he is THE babygirl of all babygirls!!!!!! #he deserved that win 100000% #everyone better watch out now hinata is going to cut their faves' scenes in haikyuu final in revenge

[smugbunch]

I see a lot of people stressing about this so called “secret” and the best advice I can give you is to remove yourself from it!!! Let’s have fun this season! Tarlos is for sure endgame and the writers have always delt with tarlos drama delicately. These boys are smart and meant for each other. Let’s not stress and let’s trust R&R😌 remember: the crazier the secret, the more our babies are going to kick some acting ass!!! So let’s hope it’s a DOOZY☺️☺️☺️☺️

#last year I was stressing and grasping at anything to not believe the break up was the secret #so this year let’s watch from the sidelines! the writers are going to whatever TF they want so let’s just watch out babies kill it☺️ #IM EXCITED! #911 lone star #carlos reyes #rafael silva #tarlos #tk strand #ronen rubinstein #tk x carlos

[superchat]

got my gorcieries delivered and the guy was super nice abt it, they were kinda heavy so he let me use his basket to carry them up and waited for me to return it, super chill super friendly guy!

i wish intereactions with ppl like that didnt make me wanna explode and die and cease to exist

#its always the rlly nice ppl that stress me tf out and and and and yeah #idk #its like wow ur so niuce. let me try to be as nice as possible back #oh no i cant socialize #everything i do is weird and awkward and uncomfortable #sorry im existing around u #it wont happen again i prommy

[roaringheat]

mainstream modern queer culture is so frustrating sometimes with all the really fuckin strict labels. my irls wouldn't be able to comprehend how fuckin convulated my identity is now

#vark posts #i realize that means im technically not out to them in that aspect #one of them called me a label i havent thought of myself as in awhile and it made my brain short circuit from how weird it felt #i think the only label i can say for sure i am is nb but thats so fuckin vague #i still dont really know my sexuality is but its at the point where i dont really give a shit anymore #im just a faggot and thats good enough for me #im trans masc to a certain degree but not a man #i could have fuckin facial hair and be happy but im not a man and that would make some people FUMING #theres something so freeing being ehatever tf i want without having to explain #or stress about if im really qualified to be a label #i love being a fuckin freak

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

Frank! fantasy flavor!

rambles:

i really wanted to blend that monk-class inspiration w/ Frank's personal vibe... i like to think that i Succeeded!

i turned his tie into a sort of brooch since, yk. bowties aren't all that Fantastical. they miss the style. also i think they'd be more comfortable with something smaller since he's very active and needs a wide range of maneuverability

i bet Eddie or someone wheedled them into adding the leather shoulder pauldrons - leather to keep it a bit more flexy, and also. it just looks Cool!

figuring out what would replace his vest was tough. i didn't want them to be entirely unprotected, but i couldn't give him straight armor. though i will admit! a sort of tight-fitting crop top was Considered! but i landed on a gambeson vest as the best fit - comfortable, flexible, a Vest, while providing some level of protection! also, gambesons are quilted, which fits Frank's diamond-checkered vest!

ive already mentioned that one of my favorite outfit things is Flowy Pants Tucked Into Boots, so... that choice wasn't very character driven. except the boots are a tall ankle wrap - for that extra stability and strength! their shoes are pretty flexible and are only a few steps away from being slippers.

and the half-skirt - open skirt? - thing (still don't know what its called) is purely some self indulgence. i think Frank looks great in skirts!! also imagining him Throwing Down w/ the added flair of the skirt... damn. it'd probably help confuse enemies too - what're they gonna do next? who knows! the skirt is in the way and adding extra Movement!

i like to think that his knife is either in a sheath attached to the back of the belt, or they have it on their thigh (under the skirt) like Wally's bag. he probably never uses it... punching is the way to go for Frank methinks. it's probably reserved for cutting ropes and fruit

speaking of punching.... wrist wraps! inspired by boxing gauze! pads his knuckles, keeps his wrist compressed, its the best choice for physical combat. though the wrapped knuckles probably always have blood showing through anyway... or no yeah it's mostly other people's blood...

as for scars - Frank probably has quite the collection! i imagine that they've been picking fights since a young age, and in such a dangerous world he probably got hit a Lot until they learned how to hit back. and hit back Well. still, i wanted to give him a cool face scar with a very lame backstory - a book with a crisp, sharp spine corner fell off a high shelf and bonked them in the face at juuuust the right angle <3 he probably stays very fucking quiet about it which makes everyone think there's some intense traumatic backstory behind it. there isn't. Frank's just embarrassed.

closing note: i imagine that Frank has zero magic. literally none. cannot wield it for shit cannot utilize it. he's just like Howdy fr

#im Very happy with this outfit ngl #they probably know a bunch of different fighting styles... #and then stitches them all together into a Frankenstyle #get it? frankenstein's monster + frank + style - yeah yeah i know im hilarious #he probably stresses everyone tf out with how gung-ho they are in a fight Without Much Protection #like yeah gambesons can cushion blows and depending on the quality can lessen or even stop arrows / stabs #but frank's is a Vest. yeah it covers his vital organ area but like. their face? arms? legs? its free target practice #everytime eddie sees frank throw himself at an enemy w/ magic or Much Bigger Than Frank #he has about 100 heart attacks #catch him sprinting to cover's franks ass. they need it #frank Will look at someone way above his pay grade and go 'yeah i can take em' #(and that's why they consistently end up under poppy's healing wing) #julie unfortunately is on the same bullshit as frank #so if frank takes on someone he cant handle - so will she. without blinking! #though when she (or anyone else) tries it that's when frank goes 'are you crazy?! dont fight them they'll kill you' #frank has common sense when it comes to other people <3 not themself <3 #scribble salad #wh fantasy au #ah yes and the tiny knife... the glorified cheese knife... #even sally has a nice dagger and she's got some Powerful magic on her side #meanwhile frank is bringing fists to a gunfight smh #tryin ta think of a backstory for him for this au... #im thinking... he was either an orphan or his parents straight up Ditched him as a kid... #and he was taken in by a... fuck im missing the word. monastery? or something? #whatever it was it was run by somewhat spiritual people that raised & trained highly skilled/disciplined fighters #with the intent of 'you will fight for good blah blah blah' #maybe frank would sneak out and thats how he met julie? and he taught her some combat skills maybe... #& then he wound up running away w/ her or somethn #or he completed his training and went out to be a Soldier For Good but wound up following his own path & moral compass... idk

[floorpancakes]

#thinking about media #idk what to tag this #romance #? #idk lol #gender stupid #imagining someone trying to do a non binary version of this trope is cracking me up #like ....idk fuck umm uwoh my pixie cut feels so choppy when im arnd uuuuu....my flat chest is as small as ur big shoulders uwu #even this is vastly inaccurate and too funny to work but it definitely feels like offensive stereotyping so its along the right lines #needs some more workshopping jk lol #anyway it stresses me tf out #anime #marvellong at someone becoming strong or having big shoulders or being cool or whatever OUTSIDE of this framework is fine obviously #but dammit its the framing love as an embrace of normative restrictive values that stresses me the fuck out #its like saying youre not in love with the person youre just paying a compliment to how well theyre fitting into a box thats not ... #also lets b real these descriptor tropes tend to lean rly hard on the man being macho and the woman being weak but we all saw that coming #anyway i love cheese gimme cheese but this isnt cheese this is dick cheese

[leafsboys]

I want to share a hot take. I love Knies, but if the Leafs season lives or dies by a 19 year old, who has only played a few games for them, not being in games then the Leafs have a bigger problems then I already knew they have.

Agreed 1000%. 34 and 16 deserve all the heat they get because they should be like McDavid/Draisaitl in the playoffs and COMPLETELY TAKE OVER EACH GAME ESPECIALLY SINCE THEY GET PAID THE MOST (other than Tavares)! It makes me shake my head because how does this team play so well in the regular season YET absolutely fall apart in the playoffs?? THIS IS YEAR 7 OF THEM PLAYING IN THE LEAGUE AND THEY HAVE ONLY ONE WON ROUND!!!

#leafs lb #im so done #i heard on the sdp that mlse management is currently in turmoil and that stressed tf out of me #i have a feeling if they lose this round #changes that we may not like will be made and the team will have a potentially different look that is significant #whether that is positive or negative is TBD