#im sorry i cant be normal rn

[hasarjunadoneanythingwrong]

what ritsuka is trying to vocalize: id like to take arjuna up here bc i know he never got the chance to finish this journey in his life

what comes out of her mouth: lets find arjuna's desiccated corpse :)

#im sorry i cant be normal rn #i have a normaler one tomorrow ok? mwah #my comic #fgo #georgios #ritsuka fujimaru #gudako #karna #arjuna #arjuna alter #andersen #scherazade

[puppyeared]

littlest furth shop

@laikascomet

#i think i had a little too much fun with this lol #i also wanted to draw road boy and other characters but maybe when they actually get introduced #i do have a sketch of him with a lil chainsaw.. im not gonna be normal when he gets introduced man he looks so sillygoofy #if you squint laika's eye marking is a clover yue's is a crescent moon and mars' is a star ^_^ #i wanted to give laika an accessory too but i couldnt think of anything.. maybe a stack of pancakes?? #im curious to see the apocalypse side of the story too.. like so far we have an idea of the comet fucking everything up #and im assuming that lead to a ripple effect causing the apocalypse but exactly how bad?? i cant wait to find out #rn im kinda piecing stuff together.. larkspur delivers mail in a beat up van so that might mean all transportation is grounded #the buildings we've seen so far are intact like the observatory and turnip's house but idk if thats the same for big cities #laikas playlist only includes songs downloaded on yue's computer and there hasnt been internet in 20 years.. but radio signals might #still work.. if yue grows his own food we can assume that mass production and distribution also isnt a thing anymore #sorry im a sucker for worldbuilding.. and the furth puns are fun to me. i like to think toronto would be clawronto.. and vancouver wld #be nyancouver.. barktic circle.. mewfoundland and labrador.. canyada.... #christ i have so many drawing ideas. willow if youre reading this im so sorry youre probably gonna expect to see a lot of drawings frm me #like. i wanna draw laika in the akira bike pose so sosososo bad. IT WOULD BE SO AWESOMECOOL. ill teach myself to draw bikes if i have to #i also wanted to animate laika leekspin.. man #my art #myart #fanart #laika's comet #laikas comet #laika #mars #yue #furry art #fur #littlest pet shop #lps

[larabar]

"so, that was fun"

#YAHOO YIPPEE #i drew each of these in like 2 mins and i can do like 50 more the amount of energy i have rn is !!!!!!!!!!!! #GAH im not normal im so sorry #WHAT A GUY #sth #doodles #sonic frontiers spoilers #frontiers dlc spoilers #IM GONA RAMBLE ABOUT THE MUSIC HERE because idk where else to do it #the new im here version ??????? SO so good what did they put in this song !!!!!!!!!!! #specifically. it fits the new super form so well. it sounds more electronic and theres less focus on the traditional instruments in the bg #which is so cool!!!!!!!!! #but the bit that gets me is the new vocal line that plays in the instrumental part right near the end. the higher bit #THATS SO PRETTY . AND IT PLAYS RIGHT AT THE CLIMAX #then it fizzles out and ghhhh the visuals ...... ... . #sorry i cant focus on what im writing im still listening to the ost and the instrumentals on undefeatable are INSANE #the melodies you couldnt hear before are incredible. ill just stop here💥 #but anyways. please talk to me about the dlc im ALWAYS up to talk about the dlc ok bye

[kikunai]

pixlriffs with the aroace flag

i somehow really like drawing esmp s1 pixl

#asks #darubyprincxx #pixlriffs #empires smp #empires smp fanart #kiku_art #sorry if it looks rougher than my normal stuff i cant stop sneezing today and there’re tears in my eyes. im fine rn though

[vigilskeep]

OUR LADY AT THE FUCKING MERDAINE!! TREVISO!!!

#sorry im normal im normal #god i have to make 50 biscuits i cant be DEALING with this rn

[evanescentdawn]

THE FAKE DATING WIP LIVES AGAIN. also I can’t with these two. screaming. these btches r so funny. I love their dynamic so fcking much. I love writing them so much. I loveeee writing them so much I LOVE WRITING THEM SO MUCH also han sooyoung!!!!! I love u so fcking muchhhh SHES SO <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 TO ME

“Stop laughing,” He says, irritably, holding the ice to his bump. 

“No,” Han Sooyoung says as she continues to laugh and makes a sandwich with his bread, using his butter knife and his groceries that he brought. He has never known another ungrateful person. No, that’s wrong. He knows Yoo Joonghyuk. 

He has never known another pair of ungrateful people, Kim Dokja rephrases.

At least, she makes a sandwich for him too. Though she stuffs it in his mouth instead of giving it to him like a normal person. 

“So what’s the plan?” Kim Dokja asks as he eats it. It’s mediocre. 

“We date.” Han Sooyoung says. 

“Yeah I got that but what’s the plan.” 

She looks at him. “Have you not dated before — sorry wrong question — do not know what dating is — sorry wrong —” 

“I know what dating is,” He interrupts. 

#orv #hankim #han sooyoung #kim dokja #wip: fake dating // yhk #SORRY WRONG QUESTION — DO YOU NOT KNOW WHAT DATING IS — SORRY WRONG QUESTION #she’s so insufferable. she’s everything. Im so in love with her. kissing u rn Han Sooyoung #THE WOMEN U ARE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #also kdj pls ur so funny. HIS bread HIS butter knife HIS groceries that HE brought as if he even cares. as if he barely uses it. as if yjh #hasn’t banned you from ur own kitchen because ur an atrociousity in the kitchen #(no he isn’t really. yjh just isn’t normal) #NO THATS WRONG. HE KNOWS YOO JOONGHYUK #—> im so in love with this line #he has never known another pair of ungrateful people kdj REPHRASES #kdj ur so fcking funny. sometimes i realise i really fcking love u #AT LEAST SHE MAKES HIM A SANDWHICH TOO. KDJJJJ I CANT WUTH U OH MY GIF #“instead of giving it to him like a normal person” —> this line Explains everything that hsy is. INSTEAD OF GIVING IT TO HIM LIKE A NORMAL #LIKE A NORMAL PERSON !!!!!!!! #hsy the person u are <3 <3 <3 #as he eats it. ITS MEDIOCRE -> he drives me mad. im sooooo normal about them (not) #ITS MEDIOCRE what if i ate this n chewed it and ate it what if i exploded #so what’s the plan. we date. yeah I got that but what’s the /plan./ #I love kdj thinking as if hsy ever thought out a plan in her life (a lie) (she has this planned) THEY DATE TAHTS THE PLAN KDJ !!!! #it’s frankly ur problem if u don’t get it #she looks at him. HAVE YOU NOT DATED BEFORE — SORRY WRONG QUESTION— DO YOU KNKW WHAT DATING IS — SORRY WRONG QUESTION #I WILL NEVER BE OVER THIS !!!!!!!’n HSY I FCKING LOVE U SO MUCH #SORRY WRONG QUESTION — DO NOT KNOW WHAT DATING IS — SORRY WRONG QUESTION #she’s SO insufferable im kissing her rn #and kdjs. I /know/ what dating is he interrupts IM SOOOOO #I LOVE THEM SO FCKJING MCH HHHHH KDJ N HSYYYY PEOPLE !!!!!!!!!!

[codecicle]

hey guys. anyone else up feeling scared. possibly nervous and potentially anxious for what's to come in the future

#i make yet anothet post just for me 👍 #not normal rn. not normal #sorry riptide 53 fucked me up so badly they cant do this to me again #i have cbd gummies for my anxiety do i need to take one rn. because dude #i genuinely think i might need one to get through this episode #it doesnt premiere for another 5 fucking hours and im shaking thinking about it they CANNOTTTTT fucking do this to me

[the-gayest-sky-kid]

i like how lighthearted im saying that as if it isn't something that fucks with me constantly lol

#me when i cant think so i cant contribute anything meaningful to what im doing or whatever #i just #i know its 9pm rn so like obviously but im so tired. constantly. #i feel so empty like someone poked a hole in my head and squeezed all of me out like a juicebox #and like i wish i could think and have ideas and just say anything mildly interesting or even correct #but all i can do is just point at shit and hope someone else picks it up for me #and like god i know being a teenager just sucks and this too shall pass #but does it have to fucking go on so long #swearing cw #cw vent #aethers rants #personal posts and stuff idk #sorry im normal now i probably just need some sleep

[iholli]

selfship / ficto posts and they all have "proship dni" bitch you could not exist in peace without me. proshippers invented this space. shut the fuck up

#I SWEAR TO GOD I MADE THIS POST ALREADY AND I CANT FIND IT ??? #found out ficto is an acrual thing and wanted to have a look around the tags #and its all dni #like ?????????? #selfship and proship literally go hand in hand ??? #its pride month and i want to appreciate this new flag but noooooo. lmfao aight #idk any normal fictoromantics wanna interact w me #smh #anti anti #A BITCH IS TIRED. #dont yall ever get tired of being hateful and shit. u sound like religious white men. #ratkingrambles #sorry im just salty rn. feels like this of all places should be a neutral area yk ??? #n i just get kicked in the teeth bc i actually think sending death threats over made up people is wrong

[todayisafridaynight]

arakawa's interchangeability between calling sawashiro 'jo' and 'sawashiro' makes me loco cause i cant really discern when he decides to refer to him as one or the other. except i can.

when it comes to 'professional' matters (i.e. explaining the 'arakawa party' to ichi and explaining the coup against aoki) he refers to him as 'sawashiro'

alternatively, when speaking directly to him and personal matters (i.e. asking ichiban for the two of them to get along) he calls him 'jo' (this literally the same scene as the 'arakawa party' bye you might be able to argue this can be a professional matter too tbh ngl--)

so when arakawa calls sawashiro 'jo' while explaining The Murder to ichi on new years day bitch im going to eat dry wall

#snap chats #damn we're already on the next episode of What Mental Illness Does to a Bitch #most unserious and most unprofessional analytical post ik but. but leave me alone IM DUMB #ignore this post. im being insane. #I KNOW ITS A RUSE AND HE'S LYING THROUGH HIS TEETH BUT STILL... #the emotional distress is real... bro said 'nah i cant use workplace names anymore i smoked an entire pack this morning' #DUDE HAD BOOZE AND CIGS FOR BREAKFAST he on that daigo-y2k diet 😭 #like it doesnt matter who killed suzu one of his lovelies is going to jail that day 😭 #throwing up sorry.... what does it all mean.... why you calling him jo rn... im delusional sorry... #'snap no shit this is a pretty personal instance' I KNOW BUT THIS IS FRAMED MORE AS A CLAN MATTER THING OPPOSED TO A PERSONAL PROBLEM #YK WHAT I MEAN ?? like emphasis is being put on the downfall of the clan opposed to arakawa's personal feelings about losing jo #or. ''''''''losing jo'''''''''' #i need to lay down and be normal for five seconds. thats what this all means. #EW TOMORROWS FRIDAY MY MOMS HOME nvm mental illness is full-speed i need every distraction possible

[smoochinforabruisin]

live footage of me trying to accept this fuckin guy back into my heart when he also never left it

#self ship art #s/i natathan #matt tag #cant belive thats a thing now but alas #sorry to my normal followers im grappling with some stuff rn <3

[coffee-bat]

i hate to say this but i need comfort rn

#i saw one (1) mention of tumblr being a 'dying site' while scrolling before bed and now i feel legit sick from anxiety #its this 'i dont THINK anythings happening rn but i still feel like i just underwent severe trauma' feeling #probably bpd-specific i dont think thats normal. but i feel nauseous. #but #i dont think anytning new happened tumblr-wise lately right? like aside from them focusing more on managing it and less on- #-pointless additions #did i miss something? #or is it just that one person's pessimism #if. if nothings currently happening. can someone please tell me it'll be okay. #im sorry i genuiely cant sleep or calm down i feel like im gonna throw up i need someone to give me facts and logic im sorry #vent #ramble

[an-theduckin]

Btw ik it's been a rlly long time since I've updated the a day in the life of mark fanfic (it's been 1 month and 5 days) but I'm fr working on it alr it's just cuz writers block + imposter syndrome + the first few chapters after chapter 10 being the most confusing ass chapters ever n I'm still tryna figure out out to do the pacing of them n stuff. I'm rlly genuinely sorry it's taken this long I didn't think that would happen it was only supposed to be like a 2 week break. So yeag I'm really sorry about that

#an_theduckin #Im working on it i promise #its just taking so long #also initially i only had until like. chapter 10 planned and a few vague ideas for the future chapters #so now i had to pull stuff outta my ass to make the plot lines connect n shit #i thimk its coming along nicely but its so disorgamised rn so yeag #also im a perfectionist n lately everything i write/draw just SUCKS ass for some reason so yea i judt never get stuff done #it sucks so much i wish i could just fuckimg be normal #im trying i really am #im sorry i cant be more /gen #also i think this series will be like. never ending #like a slice of life series. i even updated that tag into that series #so yeah thats fun #i just never wanna see it end. it would completely break my heart #ik itll end eventually but yea #if u read it this long than um. thank you ig #i really need a hug rn haha #my rants #ashur gharavi #twomp #mark and friends #my text posts #ao3 fanfiction #ao3 writer #writers on tumblr

[takami-takami]

My lovely keigo enthusiasts.

It is usually I who writes the comfort. However, as a community, I ask of thee.

Can you send me some hawks comfort in my inbox pls im rly struggling lol nothing i do is enough lol my life is crumbling

#like srsly like no matter what i do i keep failing and like im beating myself up so bad #cant even write rn bc im so busy but i want him to tell me everything will be okay #snifflws #wow this is embarassing sorry yall had to see me like this i swear ill be back to being normal soon #oOOOoOOOoOO you still think im cool soooo bad

[ozlices]

they really do just dangle the concept of a pandora hearts anime reboot being an actual thing over our heads like we are rats in a maze with unobtainable cheese around the corner. like. is the 2% sanity i have left a joke to u. this is so sick. i feel like shit i just want to look forward to seeing my son on a regular basis again

#mine #pandora hearts #i am not sorry i am so not normal rn bc the daily oz acc just posted a translation for one of the 15th anni things ive never seen translate #& i am. massively unhinged. #the fact that they made such a blatant allegory to a reboot #but also specifically the way that was not just like. ooo a message from oz teehee #THEY LITERALLY GOT JUNKO MINAGAWA HERSELF TO REPRISE HER ROLE AS OZ TO VOICE IT #sick and twisted to rattle me in a blender like that. #AND THEN THE NENDROID ANNOUNCEMENT THIS YEAR TOO #i cant do this ive literally spent half my life waiting for justice to be served for my son im unhinged. im twisted. im craazzyyy #ill literally never have depression again if ph gets reboot like ill just be the worst person on earth on purpose #i will literally not shut up for a singular second. i will take screenshots of oz every second he is on screen #and post all of them. i will be the worst most obnoxious annoying person ever #AND U KNOW WHAT #ID DESERVE IT SO LET ME HAVE IT GIVE HIM BACK GIVE HIM BACK GIVE HIM BACK GIVE HIM BACK #they literally know. how desired it is. like ffs fiction junction STILL performs the op & ppl go wild for it every time still. #junko minagawa reprised her role as oz just for that little treat #mochijun and yuki kaijura are still friends. #everything is there why arent u budging why are u keeping him trapped behind a door #stop gatekeeping my son and return him to me ive been waiting for him to come back home for 8 years #i cant do it anymore #i deserve to live my best life in a quaint studio apartment w my daughter & i watching ph's reboot together. #hand it all over i am tired of being nice i dont even Want to go apeshit i AM apeshit

[skunkes]

#talkys #sorry misc rambling before i pass out im all sorts of feelings rn #im in an I Wanna Be Vocal And Annoying And ''Who Want Me'' Even Though I Know Thats Not How It Works era #as well as im so exhausted i dont want to have another person yet. era. but i do but i dont but i DO deserve it actually but im tired #also i. ive made so many realizations this past week and had questions answered and everything recontextualized. as well. #2023 has been so insane and april isnt even over #its been exhaustjng and tiring. and i already prefer it over 2022. smile #i cant wait for it to get boring again. im so tired ! but also i hope things get better soon #and also also im happy to have made 2 new buddys already. which is helping #if all of What Happened‚ happened solely as a means to get these new ppl into my life then okey ^_^ i will #take the positives and move on...! #im still processing stuff. i cant wait to get back to normal ➡️ hope and yearn and hope and yearn #im gonna go keep enjoying my special weekend out of town neow