#im sorry i cant be more /gen

[an-theduckin]

Btw ik it's been a rlly long time since I've updated the a day in the life of mark fanfic (it's been 1 month and 5 days) but I'm fr working on it alr it's just cuz writers block + imposter syndrome + the first few chapters after chapter 10 being the most confusing ass chapters ever n I'm still tryna figure out out to do the pacing of them n stuff. I'm rlly genuinely sorry it's taken this long I didn't think that would happen it was only supposed to be like a 2 week break. So yeag I'm really sorry about that

#an_theduckin #Im working on it i promise #its just taking so long #also initially i only had until like. chapter 10 planned and a few vague ideas for the future chapters #so now i had to pull stuff outta my ass to make the plot lines connect n shit #i thimk its coming along nicely but its so disorgamised rn so yeag #also im a perfectionist n lately everything i write/draw just SUCKS ass for some reason so yea i judt never get stuff done #it sucks so much i wish i could just fuckimg be normal #im trying i really am #im sorry i cant be more /gen #also i think this series will be like. never ending #like a slice of life series. i even updated that tag into that series #so yeah thats fun #i just never wanna see it end. it would completely break my heart #ik itll end eventually but yea #if u read it this long than um. thank you ig #i really need a hug rn haha #my rants #ashur gharavi #twomp #mark and friends #my text posts #ao3 fanfiction #ao3 writer #writers on tumblr

[forgaeven1]

i've got a job interview today, and as you'd expect, i'm mighty nervous. if i'm more absent / present ooc ( really, my anxiety loves playing russian roulette with my attention ) , that's why !

#as context: i have like.... bad anxiety when it came to my career #i used to be in filmmaking? but my last project had this massive miscommunication #and it tore me into pieces. like.... i was just. in a bad shape #so i changed my career completely and found work in a kindergarten #and so far the work's lovely ( like yeah. it has its own stress ) but i've started to like? idk how to say it #but in filmmaking i had a very active position. i was among the chains of command #and in this new environment ( the pre-school ) im more of a follower ?? so ive been managing my stress #by taking this outside approach where im not THAT active #but lo and behold. the other day ive got an interview offer ( this one i'm going to ) in filmmaking #and im just. i suppose im scared the past will repeat itself #or perhaps its simply my anxiety bc i kept thinking i'm just gonna screw up #or i cant take the heat of the work. but?? i do like filmmaking #even if it busted my ass #idk. sorry for the rambling. as ive said - im nervous! #hopefully this channel will resume its programme after this break! #<333 have a good day yall. fr #gen: out of character.

[mari-reads]

not to be dramatic but being a 24 yr old girl living through societal collapse is like totally unfair

#like a little dramatic and individualistic but I’ll let myself have some complaining time #I think the disappointment of it all just hits extra as a young woman coming into adulthood #even more so when ur first gen who was told being high achieving good kid would be the ticket to freedom #and yes yes I know meritocracy is a lie & continue to grow in my leftist education I know the systems & institutions well #I’ll always selfishly resent doing everything right & being paid dust #20s we’re supposed to be an escape but it’s not that simple…responsibility is not simple being a daughter who loves is not simple #I feel like a kid again who planned an outfit and waited for the big day just to be told we cant today Im sorry tomorrow we will I promise #I’m still waiting… dressed up anxiously pacing as it gets later… I’m still waiting #mari writes

[kneworder]

what if. i bought oxenfree on steam even though i already have it through itch.io

#i cant emphasize enough how much steam achievements excite me #i have all 184 achievements in omori bc i love that game #and the achievements motivated me to explore every corner of it #im sorry for being deeply gen z #but i really wanna have oxenfree on steam so i can play through every corner of it and then be rewarded with a little popup #also it's a great game and i got it through a bundle so TECHNICALLY i could support the devs even more #<- is trying to justify my stupid little achievements obsession

[omeno]

hello may i interest you in some good shit that slaps genuinely and for real 😃 case 143 by stray kids . the mv is fun too 🫶

#im so serious btw this is gen good #their whole new album fucks in a way that surprised me like it is a no skip album no cap . #first one for me of them btw like even my favorite album of them i skip songs of #but this one. #its just so good #they're insane #if u enjoy funky music i cant rec them enough #i cant rlly explain their genre (hell they pioneered their own fucking genre) but its safe to say they're unexpected & just fucking fun. #anyway #sorry for the rant #i was one of those ppl who didnt fuck w kp0p (still kinda dont) music wise & was prompt to dimiss it #but these mfs completed blew my expectations away & now i just want more ppl to check them out not bc i like them as a group but #bc i just wanna share their music bc its that good to me yknow what i mean im sharing bc i like the music not bc i stan them lmao #im overexplaning Sorry i have unresolved Issues about talkjng about kp0p out in the open like this. GoodBye Now. Stream Maxident #o.txt

[easy-baked-oven]

hope i look sexy changing a tire at least

#proves how tired i am #just need to take a breath #apparently i left my car running in the garage tonight #apparently that #that i #NO I DON'T I NEED TO HELP #i am doing fine i mean this /gen that's not whats important #i am so sorry i didnt want to leave you guys there im sorry #i need you to believe me i didnt want to leave #im sorry i cant help more and it's fine so dont worry but i am sorry #if you need literally anything at all i will do it i promise okay im so sorrh

[big-teddy-bear17]

fuck this shit man

morning started horrible, i want to fucking give up so bad dude, im so exhausted.

anytips on feeling better about ur life???

#tfp #rottmnt #transformers gen 1 #love them sm #i cant do this #im tired #im just putting random tags to gain more attention #sorry for being such a cowabummer

[todayisafridaynight]

Your brain is massive and your opinions are correct. I fucking LOVE SA2 and Shadow bro 😭 Last time I revisited my Sonic era I was trying to unlock training mode in Shadow by A-ranking all the missions and bosses. SA2/Shadow/Sonic Heroes/Sonic Riders were the ones I replayed (and still do every couple of years) the most :)

my god PLEAAASSE THE TRAINING/EXPERT MODE IN SHADOW i love how the hints just fuck off and are replaced by the cast chattin with shadow.... like black doom the fuck are you doin talkin to me you are dead.... leave me alone.....

as a part of my All-326-Routes playthrough of shadow im SO stoked to unlock that mode again for the first time in like. A Decade... i've just been clearing out all the routes from the very top all the way down but i might just A-rank all the levels and routes first just to get the mode..

the adventure games + shadow are my faves to play honestly like as much as i still do like sonic games nowadays i just really enjoyed that 3d free-roaming aspect of the gamecube era games (and even 06: just wish it wasnt such a glitchy mess and i was more of a fan of the models/art style)

PLUS WITH THE ADVENTURE GAMES YOU HAVE THE CHAOS LIKE WHY DID THEY GET RID OF THEM BRING THEM BACK !!!!! THEY WERE SO CUTE

#snap chats #you cant escape Sonic Kid era like every couple years ill be like #'oh my god i have a gamecube that still works' and ill just replay all them games #Hot Take i did enjoy big's campaign.... idk..... maybe its cause his vibes are immaculate .. im glad he's in frontiers <3<3<3 #im actually really stoked for the coming months because my fam and i've had sonic heroes for years right #but we only have it for the original xbox and we lost THAT a long while ago so i can't play it and it's just been taunting me all this time #BUT THEN I REMEMBER i am an adult with adult money. Sometimes. i can just buy my own gamecube copy #i have to start shilling my commissions more on twitter since i wanna get it before i go back to school #yk. so i can be a responsible student and play it when i have down time LMAO BUT EEEE IM SO EXCITED #yk whats a game i miss sooooo much tho.... i lost my copy of sonic chronicles.... #I DONT EVEN KNOW HOW LIKE I STILL HAVE THE CASE i might just buy a new game card then.... #that does mean ill have to start all over but.. thats ok.. sonic chronicles was SOO fun to me growing up.. i miss shade so much.. #gen one of my fave sonic characters she was so cool and i loved her design and helmet so much #SPEAAAAKING OF ONE OFF CHARACTERS I MISS YK WHO I MISS THE MOST THO gamma..... #gamma was what introduced me to sad character stories i SWEAR LIKE THAT SHIT MADE ME SO SAD #i miss him eveyr day like i know he can never come back and that's a good thing cause Birdie's Parents Are OK BUT STILLLLL #my baby..... at least omega's here.... and he can threaten eggman every five minutes...... #but when youre playing SA2 and you have to fight the robots modeled after gamma THATS SO EVIL STOP #UGH i love gamma sorry... but im not.. gamma was like. sega dippin their te into existentialism in sonic... #and then shadow was born LMAO tho i guess you can count metal sonic too if we wanna look at the sonic movie from the like. 90's #GOD I HOPE I STILL HAVE THAT DVD SOMEWHERE I LOVED THAT MOVIE SO MUCH GROWING UP it has the CUTEST artstyle #and knuckles' lil hat... ALSO METAL SONIC DYING AT THE END STOP when he bats sonic's hand away... metal bb come back... #and i mean at least he does but yk..... be nice to him..... he's going through a lot... he won't express it but i know he is... #OK SONIC RAMBLE DONE I SWEAR THANK YOU FOR WRITING IN ANON AND LETTING ME BE A DWEEB I JUST LOVE SONIC RAAAH #i have to end my ramble fr im running out of tags... now we'll never know of my chao gardens....... #OK BYE BYEEEE

[17isrighthere]

I’m sorry but kpop comebacks haven’t been that good recently especially for bgs all noisy title tracks and choreos are either borrowed from each other or too simple because they want to hop on the tiktok train and I think bts’ recent stuff is better than any recent releases from bgs

i think ur referring to this post and like i'd clarify that i wasn't saying any song was better than another 😐 like bts's releases weren't better or worse than something from other kpop groups (because u know music is subjective) but the point i was making was that bts were hyped up as industry kings (and yes they are! theyre popular / wildly successful / a huge breakthru for asian artists in the west) honestly i have a personal gripe with how twitter armies are like '#AndNothingForKpop #BTSPOP (thus implying that bts is no longer kpop and apparently too big for kpop etc and u know what? i agree that a group doesn't need to be confined to a particular industry and nothing wrong with bts branching out) but then always feel the need to compare to other 3rd gen/4th gen kpop groups to bts

'xyz kpop reached ___ sales this comeback!' 'yeah?! well bts did ____ sales!!' 'xyz kpop group won this award and will perform at a show' 'well ACTUALLY bts stepped onto this stage first'

like make it make sense! 'bts aren't kpop, bts are bigger than kpop! bts are the biggest band in the world and are apparently so much holier and authentic than every other idol' sure i mean what do i know 😭 but then no other group is even allowed to enjoy success bc god god forbid they could be copying bts. but i digress!! very much so!! all i was saying is that for bts to have built up so much hype and everyone was awaiting this great comeback and then there was only like...3 new songs. yet to come was definitely closer to the sentimental sweet sort of song that i'd put on par with we are bulletproof the eternal (and i really liked run bts i was getting jiggy to it) but it wasn't like....a fantastic cb overall and then suddenly they're going into solo activities. and ofc! they should get a break and rest and decide to pursue what they want (in terms of artistic direction) but all im saying is that it didn't live up to the hype :/ like i was fighting for my life w irl friends when ptd came out saying 'bts have really spectacular award show stages and songs!!'

also in terms of bg trends lately, i totally agree that tiktok has ruined the music industry as a whole and a lot of songs are reduced to catchy hooks but it's honestly such a disservice to write off them as noise music.

im heavily biased towards svt so i can't speak too much there but even tho 'hot' was closer to noise/bombastic/loud music, their b-sides were insanely good!! the skz album was so cleanly produced like not a single miss on it imo!!

txt and enhypen's releases have been super good too!! it's not a matter of 'is the music GOOD' because everyone defines 'good' differently, it's a matter of...'are they releasing music that actually changes' like not even just boy groups, i would say so many kpop groups (stray kids, enhypen, txt, seventeen, twice, red velvet, stayc) are at least GIVING something, and concepts that are new and eyecatching w cool choreos (a pretty solid backbone of kpop) but for a group that is the most popular in the world and has had a great discography for years, bts hasn't really given anything new :/

#sorry i wrote so much i def got off topic #but u know what im trying to say! bts are def talented and incredible but theyre so 'untouchable' now u cant even critique them #i like bts but i dont really owe them anything u know least of all liking their songs #and i liked yet to come in general and i was like aw :( how sweet and im excited to see what they release next #but it doesnt mean im still like :/ wow thats it? #i would say most of the blame i wouldnt pin on bts themselves but more on their company and fans #in terms of the industry in general kpop is becoming very popular around the globe and there are issues w 4th gen but theyre not really - #that bad... like they at least deliver #answered

[steleir]

sick of these posts yet? well too bad. i’m not done not when me along with some of my moots keep discovering more and more disgusting shit adults get away on this play for which is not ok.

i know a lot of people with disagree a lot on this one more than the others because in here i will put screen shots from someone’s blog and i don’t wanna see no anon in my inbox go “you can’t do that” well if i need it to show you how disgusting someone is and the people defending them are, how weird their posts are then i don’t care if i can’t or not.

thank you to @satorisoup and @omitea for providing me with these screen shots.

and lastly, report me, hate, block, un follow, i don’t care what drama this brings. i don’t care if i loose respect from moots or followers, this is something. i wholeheartedly believe is wrong, and im willing to loose this blog for it.

where do i even begin with this one?

maybe i’ll just start on why writing smut for minors is wrong.

first of all i gen see it as borderline pedophilia.like call that exaggerated this character looks like a minor. because they are a minor. “aging them up” is still them as a minor.

and i hen dc if your not going along with the manga. this character needs a CANNON time skip for this shit. sure, aging up is common, even in fluff, but that’s different. most fluff writer are minors themselves, they aren’t ADULTS writing PORN for MINORS. see the difference?

aging up is all imaginary, this character is still a minor.

and iv even seen people go as far as aging down adult characters. like thats just as a bad?? tf is wrong with yall???

a minors is not to be specialized, even if the manga artist does, why are you?

“well it’s not real”

warm i don’t give to flying fucks. it’s a problem whether you like it or not. their MINORS. need i say it again? MINORS.

now beginning with the screen shots i’m goin to start with these:

look at these. bakugo is 16. itadori is 15? who i t heir right minds commissions this as a person in their 20’s? especially the itadori one.

he’s 15 and your imagining him stuffed in your boobs? like hello? do you not see how wrong that is?

oh and also look at them? do they look aged? NO. FUCK NO. they still look like the do in the anime. and in the anime their MINORSSSSSSS.

i have no words for this one tbh. just fucking digusting.

i love how the creator saw this message and because they literally CANNOT defend themselves they post it. mot probably expecting a defense from their followers and moots.

look at the things underlined. this girl has many good points. but what did the creator do? ignore. not at all address what she said. simply laughing when in all honestly, she is the laughing stock.

shes over 25 years old obsessed with a 16 year old.

someone who is under the legal age.

a person who cant consent for themselves. “it’s fiction” erm idc.

“the is own has me rolling” girl go get a life. the person who sent the message is more than right. and you know that.

but your so fucking weird to the point you can’t let go of a character nine years younger than you.

this replies are so fucking funny.

every one of them talking about the fact she kink shamed or the insults she used but not at all addressing her point.

notice that? none of them had an answer. non of them tasked about the fact this girl point out the fact this over 25 yo was a hypocrite and literally a pedo.

why? because they are all immature adults who are blinded by hot MINOR CHARACTERS. these characters are not for you. sorry to break it to you.

these MINORS were not made for your digesting piss fantasies.

“she kink shamed after saying she wouldn’t!!” go cry to mommy kink shaming is no where near as bad as writing porn for a minor.

now, i’m not in the mha fandom. but i’ve watched some of it, and you have most of the villains AND the pro hero’s to simp for. why the fuck are you choosing the students? like girl. bffr.

that entire message and alll that anon cared about was the smut with a piss kink the person was talking about?

like? i can’t even.

notice the fact she ain’t addressing what the person who sent her the message sent?

why? because she obviously knows it’s wrong. she obviously knows. every adult on here knows.

but they are head empty that they laugh it off and brush it off bcs the person is a minor and still attending school so it really dosent matter what we say.

like us minors aren’t idiots. and bye the looks of all these posts it seems we have WAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY more common sense than all of you combined.

#✦ : important! #mha smut #mha x you #mha x reader #mha #bnha smut #bnha x reader #bnha #bnha x you #bllk smut #bllk you #bllk x reader #bllk #blue lock x you #blue lock x reader #blue lock #bluelock x you #bluelock x reader #jjk smut #jjk x you #jjk #jjk x reader #jujutsu kaisen x you #jujutsu kaisen x reader #jujustsu kaisen x reader

[1nt3rn3t4ng3l]

i feel like theres a sort of double standard in this community and alot of other ones aswell

specifically on how your sposed to look/act if ur nonhuman

like for me i feel like im not good enough to be a nonhuman cuz i cant do quads properly or for a long time cuz im physically disabled,and then i start hating on myself again like "why cant i just be normal?".

and for the longest time i thought "this is just a me thing whats wrong with me" but more and more ive been noticing a pattern of groups of beings feeling alienated.

from what ive seen theres a sorta if your white, able bodied, skinny and have a nice aesthetic your totally valid and welcomed here vibe in the online nonhuman community(now this is a problem in most communities not just this one) and that makes me sad

for a community that focuses alot on being yourself there seems to be a unspoken thing about what you have to be like to be ACTUALLY nonhuman.

this is just what ive seen and experienced(mainly on tik tok and youtube)

and this is just my opinion/nbr/gen

dose anyone one else feel this way?

(no idea if this makes any sense sorry if it dosent)

#nonhuman #alterhuman #kintype #therian #therian community #therianthropy #otherkin #otherkin community #theriotype #fictionkin #fictionkin community #nonhuman community #rant post #personal rant

[slutdge]

i cannot express enough how enraged it makes me that abusive parents have the audacity to now come online and boohoohoo about how their kids dont talk to them anymore and claim they dont know what they did. going no contact is a last resort because you are adverse to getting any sort of help and bettering yourself. you know exactly what you did. i especially hold so much hate in my heart for that lady that went viral for saying "is going no contact a gen z trend?" how evil do you have to be to intentionally misinterpret a situation like that? you are not a victim of your children. and they go on and on about how much it hurts them, good!!! i hope its the worst pain you have ever felt!!! thats a drop in the ocean of hurt youve caused your child and im proud of them for prioritizing themselves and their wellbeing and walking away, because that is a last resort that hurts them far more than it hurts you, but you are so self centered you cant see that. this applies to siblings they in turn went no contact with as well because their sibling turned into a flying monkey for their parents. i hope it hurts and i hope you have guilt in your heart until the day you die, and that still isnt even close to justice for what you did to your child. I dont feel guilty for feeling this way anymore because they never felt guilt for abusing and terrorizing me my entire life. I wish nothing but pain and suffering on child abusers until the end of their days. they dont deserve to be coddled when all they have ever put out into the world is hate. youre upset because your kids cut you off and you dont have total control anymore and an outlet for your anger, not because you think what you did to them was wrong or youre sorry. you are disgusting and rotten to your core.

#ptsd

[druidshollow]

Waitwaitwait

WHAT HAPPENS TO PHRASES AFTER THE COLLAPSE?

DOES SAINT DO THE THING

I NEED TO KNOW

oh i have a page in a sketchbook page about this! one sec

no sorry to say but phrases does Not get to ascend, i think they just sit there until their systems are overcome by the cold and theyre just. beyond fixing, beyong consciousness. if its any consolation it wouldnt take very long. theyre so far north that the cold is already so encompassing that when there arent two or more iterators near eachother they dont emit enough heat to melt enough water to keep themselves alive under normal circumstances. now the entire world is coming into an ice age and the poles are getting c o l d. soon theres not enough water to sustain phrases and nights, and with phrases age (they were like. midearly gen 2) their structure is giving in on them. nights falls shortly after them

my headcanon for the slugcats follows canon pretty closely, and i like to think moon's group was pretty central, so saint wouldnt get anywhere near phrases' group. in my heacanon the events of saints campaign are just saints experience as an echo forever. i guess you could argue that before that saint went around and ascended everyone then went to the sea, but idk why would it just be moon and pebbles forever, what makes them different from all the others yknow? maybe theyre the first ones saint ascends? idk whatever lmao im losing my point which is no i dont think any of my ocs got ascended by saint

which means that they all just slowly died, like an iterator naturally does without support in a dying world. i would consider this functioning in the cycle like death of old age, and they would all start an entirely new cycle, with no memory of who they were before. maybe they incarnate into like a...... yeek relative evolved to better withstand the cold or something idk

its right below you buddy. the water? right there! tantalizingly close. its so so close, just sitting around your structure but oh you cant drink it, cant reach it because its frozen. its too cold. and now your pipes are freezing. and youre starving. and its there but you cant reach it and your body is giving up on you a

#oc posting #phrases #nights #eulogist #rain world oc #druid draw #main story #i think im gonna. just put everything about the main story under the tag main story #i wish i had something better but for now its better than nothing LMAO

[walnutcookie]

sir i humbly request rambles about misfortune and more cappuccino hcs

perhaps some body horror doodles as well if you feel comfortable

i adore this au please spill your guts to me and i will feed on the titbits i find

also may i make fanart of this misfortune au thing (sorry not sure what to call it)

misfortune moment PART THREE!!!! ramble under cut :]

part one here

part two here

rbs ok!

misfortune knows exactly how to inflict the most amount of misery in someone.

heres the thing. if it just kept beating its host while theyre down, the host would eventually grow a tolerance to the pain and simply become numb. that means that it cant get any more misery out of its host and it would have to find another one.

So! it allows the host some joy. In cappuccinos case, it primarily involves his vacations :]c before she actually knows what causes all of the bad things in his life she just knew that Everything was always bad and miserable unless she was relaxing. while she was working, things would constantly injure her, nothing would stay organized, and bad things just kept happening one after another, but on vacation everything seemed to be just fine!! Great even! shes just able to surf or relax or nap and just ENJOY things instead of being hit by falling lights and bookshelves. even though every car shes ever been in has crashed hes always been safe on planes. of course its not all sunshine and rainbows because she can hardly even enjoy the break when he cant stop thinking about how AWFUL its going to be to go back to work

BUT!! the point is that her days off are like the ONLY times that he finds peace. Which is partially why hes so eager to catch another break!!! misfortune lets her have these lovely days but also uses it as an opportunity to make bad things happen during/right before her breaks so that theyre cancelled or cut short and shes filled with disappointment<3

this is also why it let langue into cappuccinos life ! of course it could EASILY just kill them but cappuccino was already getting a little too miserable and was far too adjusted to all of the bad luck in his life already so langue was the perfect solution to that problem. And also created misery all on their own like the longing cappuccino feels before they actually get together. And now that cappuccino has langue in her life and theyre someone who makes her so happy misfortune is able to cause harm to them/mess with cappuccino's plans of meeting them and just cause more distress :]c

of course that plan backfired when langue managed to weaken it and make cappuccino's life decent enough to the point it was forced to leave OOPS!!!!

but yeah ,,, i dont know i just love messing with this thang. too much misfortune is bad because then the host will adapt so it has to be a little lenient so the person doesnt feel completely and utterly hopeless >:] and in the event that the host does become useless to it then it simply posesses them to commit crimes and just cause misery to other people than the host before exiting the body and leaving it to bleed out and die

OKAY WHOOPEEE thats all i have to talk about right now i hope this is at least somewhat cohesive im kindof tired right now . BUT WOO RAVEN TIME!!!! THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR THIS ASK IT WAS SO SO FUN TO DRAW ANS ANSWER /GEN AGHH hope you enjoy the drawings as much as i enjoyed making them X] ill likely put them in a seperate post since im really proud of the first one and i kind of want it to be in a post of its own agahsbfkhf

ALSO IVE ALREADY ANSWERED THIS BUT YESS ABSOLUTELY !!! I WOJLD ABSPLUTELY LOVE TO SEE FANART AUAGHHFF <333 YOU ARE SO SWEET !!!

if anyone has any further questions/comments feel free to shoot me an ask ! X]

#cappuccino cookie #cookie run #cookie run au #my art #🎉 rambles #tw blood #tw body horror #blood #body horror