Hi can someone explain why this is my favorite brand of white guys
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okay question; do yall ever just have like really bad sensory issues one day and let it go on for hours because you dont wanna bother your family who doesnt know (and probably doesn't believe) that you actually have these problems and might be neurodivergent and/ or ADHD or is it just me?
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I am obsessed with the smell of matches it is intoxicating I feel so alive I feel like I could just die then and be happy
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I love your work but I am BEGGING YOU, please use readmore's!
If I remember I will, if I don't then apologies in advance I guess.
I have content booked up through to May as well as a very active queue so it's a complete pain in the ass to go back and do this. I write, schedule and redraft on the fly so the likelihood is I will probs forget.
Is this a major issue? Are a lot of people finding it a problem?
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Thinking about how I don't even use weed to have fun. It's like I can't think or function without it. It's like we can't bust out of our head without it so we just fade away without it.
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I know basically all the choreography to what the works needs-
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How many is an excessive number of ao3 bookmarks?
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if someone were to open my photos app they would see this album and i have no shame on the amount of photos i have of this man
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well I guess it’s official that my mom doesn’t realize that what she said hurts me; we had an argument last night and I cried the whole time. She didn’t do anything. Just kept talking. I told her some mental issues I was having (stuff with my bad memory and a couple telltale signs of ADHD) and she said that it was because of sitting at a desk all day. Then she said that I was obsessed, that all LGBTQ+ people were obsessed with making their gender and sexuality their personality (which was another thing she said could be the cause of my mental health not being great). She asked if it was because I was trans that I wasn’t eating; cause I’m malnourished but I don’t think she’s ever considered seriously that what I say is actually true considering that I’m literally a teenager but yk. She also made me cry three times last night, had to have my dad stop her from talking because I was yelling, crying, and had said outright that I was panicking and overwhelmed, then cried myself to sleep. I really don’t know what to think of her anymore. I mean she said that she cared for me and that she would fight for me, “even if I have to fight you for your health,” as she said, but that last half I just wanted to yell at her. I just wanted to ask her if she had ever considered that maybe she’s the problem, not me? But idk, maybe I just sound spoiled and complaining. I really don’t know anymore. I don’t. And that makes her angry, too.
I know she doesn’t know what being on the other side of her talks is like. She said that to me. Because I asked. She doesn’t know that what she says hurts me, but I feel like me crying a lot should say a lot about what she’s saying. Maybe she thought she was saying the truth or something, cause she kinda wasn’t. I don’t make my being trans my whole personality; I only talk about it because it’s a thing that needs to be talked about, it’s a modern issue and I don’t know how to explain that without sounding stupid.
for the record, I never cry in front of her. So I feel like it should’ve been concerning to her that I was actively sobbing and started yelling. I kept apologizing for things I thought I did wrong, for things I thought you apologized for. Maybe I’m just bad at social cues.
my dad had to stop the argument by telling my mom to stop and me to go to bed. I just whispered thanks then left and cried for a while then fell asleep. But in that single moment dad told my mom to stop I was more thankful than I think I’ve ever been in my whole life.
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I don't know if it matters to you (I know some bloggers ask) but I saw your recent Diluc fic in the tag for genshin impact. I hope you are doing well!
Cool! That's exciting to me (~ ̄³ ̄)~
(is this something people get upset about?? I've never heard of this ???)
(or wait - is this a good thing? I tag my fics a lot so idk 😐)
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Starting to develop this problem where I see squirting videos and my mouth starts to feel dry...
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my phone battery is on 3% and yet I still take that as a suggestion
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Hey all, you know how internet searches suck now? When the results are awful, full-of-AI, death-of-the-internet levels of bad?
Start appending date constraints to your searches - "before:2023".
My results have gone from 90% AI bullshit to ~60% usable - which frankly at this point is a huge improvement.
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