#it can be a floaty feeling

[thirstyandbeautiful]

Hii!! Could any of you please explain me what is a sub drop? I have read it recently in various places and I don't really know

A sub drop is an intense physical and emotional experience that mostly affects submissive partners after an intense scene or sex. It’s the moment where all the crazy hormones and endorphins your body begin to chill out and you’re left with that coming down period. It’s different for everyone, some people may feel it immediately, some may feel it for days- some feel it emotionally or just physically- but all in all, regardless of how and when it hits you it is entirely healthy and expected that your partner help you through it because it can be really distressing.

#it’s different for everyone but I write it the way I know it #it can be a floaty feeling #or a really scary feeling #you could cry #or you could just be zen #but it’s bad when you have a partner you can’t connect with and can’t take care of you after #some people just need someone to hold them #some just need like a massage or food #whatever your aftercare looks like #it’s important #w #hoe fairy #i think we have a sex Ed tag somewhere around here

[buglaur]

#ok i only made them to show the new floaty head but i kinda love them #matching jort gfs... #ts4 #sims 4 #i finally got my class timetable and it's not good 😔 #classes start 9am and end at 5:45pm 😭 not including the 2hrs a day commuting #coming from sitting at home doing nothing for 10 weeks this is gonna be painful to get used to #at least i've got wednesdays off #i want to make a sideblog so i can text post without feeling guilty #so i won't have life updates in the tags of every damn post lol #anyways... its almost midnight. gonna read some kmik before i sleep because i'm shamefully behind

[the-kings-strumpet]

Currently trying to construct Anthy Himemiya in BG3. She’s a forest gnome (always can cast speak to animals). Undecided what class yet, but definitely something that can summon a magic sword

#baldur’s gate 3 #anthy himemiya #revolutionary girl utena #trying to think of a good class. pact of the blade warlock? cleric with the floaty weapon? much to thinn about #also regarding romances laezel feels like the right choice? i can imagine the iconic sword pull with laezel pretty well

[fereldanwench]

giving first person driving another go purely to not look at the road and look at my passenger uwu

#t: wench games #c: goro takemura #g: cyberpunk 2077 #fp driving actually handles a lot better than i remembered #i feel like it's easier to pull off drifts in this view #cars can feel really floaty in third person

[densewentz]

exhausted health update because I have to rant somewhere lol

So we're ending day 12 of my mysterious right-sided numbness. It's moved from just my torso all the way down my right leg to my toes, so now I'm just hobbling around half numb rip. And now the torso numbness feels like im being vacuum sealed or something, just a horrible tightness and lack that makes it impossible to ignore. Went to the ER the other night and had 2 panic attacks within the span of the several hours I was there, got my bloodwork redone and a cat scan which all came back with a big Nothing on them. They told me I needed an MRI but that I'd have to go through my Primary Care and after I told them my primary wouldnt see me until May they referred me to a new primary not in my network so that's been a dead end rip. So far everyone is pointing at my horrific anxiety as the cause but not one doctor has actually offered me help for the anxiety despite me having the active panic attacks in the office lol. My Primary wont see me for several months despite the severity of my current condition and none of the mental health programs I've reached out to will get back to me so for now I'm just. Existing in this anxiety Ouroboros where my anxiety causes my numbness which causes anxiety which causes numbness. I'm trying stupid home remedies to try and minimize the active anxiety attacks but so far we've just been circling around alternating Holy Basil, Benadryl and literally just drinking Rum and going to sleep, which sure all help my anxiety a little maybe but also make it almost impossible for me to function normally during the day. This is making art difficult so commissions are going slow which is obviously making me more anxious lol. I also am home alone most of the week managing the household, which is made more difficult since right now the numbness in my foot/leg makes it dangerous for me to drive and difficult for me to get around my house to do daily tasks. Idk man I'm just tired as all hell and I seem to vacillate wildly between full anxiety breakdowns and depressive/dissociative episodes. At any rate during the week I'll just be constantly calling and harassing every doctor/therapist I can get a number for trying to find someone who will be able to either address my anxiety directly or can at least get me into an MRI to rule out MS or anything else that ISNT anxiety. I'm going to become the bane of the medical profession for a while. Wish me luck!

#personal #dense rants #medical stuff #ive been really absent headed and floaty today so im a little concerned im heading into a full dissociative episode but #guess we'll see #i moved from my temporary space in our spare room back into my normal room so that'll be interesting #and my weighted blanket idea backfired since i can only find my 30lb and not my 15lb #and the 30 is a little too constricting when im already half numb #my knee also feels like gelatin so walking has become.... precarious #but it is what it is i guess #here's hoping it goes away eventually #if anyone has any other weird back alley ways of handling their chronic and extreme anxiety hmu bc im basically ready to try anything lol #if nothing else i got the satisfaction of giving the double middle fingers to every family member and health professional #who couldnt FATHOM that all of my test results came back as a big No for diabetes #because as a fat girl obviously that's the only possible thing it could be #like im not even pre-diabetic im literally healthy as a horse aside from the numbness thing #so suck on that health and diet industry

[ardate]

Ten years ago I didn't share my ex's obsession with Summoning but, listening to them again, I think I'm starting to understand

#music #metal #black metal #summoning #listening to the Old Morning Dawn album again #and i understand the kind of eerie floaty atmosphere and how it accompanies the theme #there's the flutes and epic drums and it's like i'm sitting on a hill in middle earth rn #i think in some way i didn't get it before because you need (or I did at least) a hint of nostalgia for it #it very much feels like times long passed #and at the time it didn't speak to me as a fresh listener #now listening to it i feel the nostalgia from listening to those albums on the turntable in our shitty student flat #it echoes there #the songs have a bittersweet aftertaste. truly like lotr - glory is behind but beauty can still be found in the aftermath

[annieqattheperipheral]

My bitches. You did it. Take a breather. Relax

You got it in you. You always did

Onto the next.

#oilers lb #honestly this journey has been intense. i feel like ok ok nature is healing itself #davo drai i hope u can chill tonight #edmonton oilers #can't even be funny rn i just gotta enjoy this floaty feeling

[slu-tea-ftm]

One day I'll push past my 9-orgasms-in-a-row record...one day 😔

#.txt #i always get so tired by 9 #can hardly feel me hand/wrist/legs woo #aaa but the floaty feeling... #so good 🤤

[cherrysnax]

I don’t often talk abt bein a system on here anymore, alters don’t use their tags as often, and I rarely reblog posts about it mostly because when we did ppl would treat us… differently if that makes sense. like less of a person more of.. a novelty?

#nowadays unless it’s Chevy who can pretty much always tell anyway #we don’t tell anyone when we switch because it’s not worth the trouble yknow #esp since I’m basically always around unless I’m mad triggered #some days I’m more floaty than others- and that’s when like I worry about interacting with people because sometimes #some ppl are more combative than others #that problems pretty much been nipped in the bud but yknow it’s always good to keep in check #idk if it’s like internalized shame? I see other systems make their entire livelihood and hobbies off of being systems which is fine #but idk we don’t want to feel like a spectacle #only thinking about this because of college and we know that. anything can trigger us. be it negative or positive and we haven’t had to like #navigate that issue in a while. like how I haven’t had to mask in years autism wise #is this like internalized ableism

[starlightartmaybe]

Heart

Dream- jokublog Reblogs are apprectiated✨

#music boxes just feel so floaty #art #digital art #fanart #characterillustration #can you feel my heart #utmv #dream #dreamtale #dreamtale fanart #dream!sans #space theme

[beskad]

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#i love my friend dearly and I'm glad I was able to help her out today #but i am woefully underqualified to truly assist with this legitimate hoarding situation #in terms of experience/technique #and psych knowledge #I'm glad she trusts me enough to let me in to help her. that is HUGE and it's not easy and I'm glad she feels safe with me to do that #but god it's really a lot #tbd probably #just still kind of reeling #and i hope we're able to find either a cleaner or counselor who can further assist #it is literally beyond my ability #i can help chip away but we need a professional in there as soon as shes able to handle it #again im glad that i am a Safe Person for her. It is miserable alone #we have enough shared trauma that she knows I'm not judging/i don't think any less of her/i don't see it as some sort of moral failing #i GET IT. anxiety and depression and ocd are fuckin hard and no one's fault and you just do the best you can #and sometimes your best still leaves you drowning #I'm diving in and bringing her arm floaties until a life raft can come

[running-in-the-dark]

just got a conch piercing!

that wasn't the plan initially but the piercer convinced me (not really, that was intended to be the next one if this one healed well anyway. but she said in her experience conch piercings heal better than high lobes so yeah why not)

it looks cute 💖

#I loooove this piercer #ha now I can say my piercer #she's great. the best. she talks soooo much and it's so sweet and she's just lovely #did I mention that I'm on Lorazepam right now #but I only took one beforehand so it wouldn't be too noticeable/I could still make decisions. then one more after we were done #good choice I think #now my brain is getting nice and floaty and I don't have to think about the pain #it doesn't even hurt that bad! less than my second lobes did #and waaaaay less than the helix piercing did! that one was done with a normal needle. this one with a dermal punch. if that's the term lol #anyway it feels okay! and it looks very cute #and I've got bubble tea 💖 #personal

[starberry-skies]

bweh

#chirping #how to talk . to people. duckduckgo. help #how to communicate to my friends and family that my brain is weirdy rn #in a way i don't understand nor can explain #how to talk to my therapist!!!!!! what!!!!! #eversince that Shutdown yestrday my brain's been all weirdlike #very floaty n disassociated n. autopiloty #and i don't knwo why. i don't remmber this happening before #maybe it's my maask breaking down? that's possible #unlikely but possiblw #it's like. i'm not in charge of my body. i feel like a puppet pulling the strings to make my body talk and make jokes and actt Normal #so fwoaty... last time i shut down i don't remember dissaasociating this muchh #bleh -__-; yk?

[mintydad]

Important debate: which somnium files characters can swim and which can’t

#mintyposts #here’s some of my opinions: #OBVIOUSLY Amame can #I feel like Gen would sink like a rock #I think Ryuki can cuz he has strong legs (he does flips and shit all the time) #Ota can’t but tbh that’s mostly bc the image of him with arm floaties is hilarious

[im-pure]

the concept is THERE but i dont know how to actually BAKE this drawing

#rather than graceful i want to focus on his feeling of ANXIETY. and also celestial in the way that he's foreign. more sad than admirable #i think the discomfort can be portrayed in facial expression #floaty hair and wings and clothes can be part of that “detached from earth” kind of feeling #OF COURSE THIS IS ALL CONCEPTUAL BC IDK HOW TO FUCKING DRAW

[quietwingsinthesky]

doctor/tardis bdsm but it’s the doctor trying to do repairs while the tardis (brat) keeps shocking them for it

#he has to do repairs because he messed up flying in the first place. the tardis is entitled to her brattiness. #what do you think happens if u put a tardis into shbspace. can you even do that. #does it also make everyone else inside the tardis feel very safe and calm and floaty