#it was a frozen one no worries

[skunkes]

out of all of ur ocs I’m still Wyatt’s #1 fan,,, holds all of my nonexistent wyatt merch…. But all of ur ocs are so great and I e loved seeing ur art evolve over the like. oh my god it’s been like a decade almost NDKENDOROANDOE scary

wyatt u will always be famous and the original fan favorite... honestly i wish i cld control what my brain fixated on bc i do want to bring her back for a bit since her and talon are the same breed of person (they're both cats.) and they wld have some good interactions! ive thought of two good ones and a text post one inspired one and i wanna see if i can be motivated to doodle em soon if at all lolll ^_^ havent drawn her in a while so im rusty but:

(also thank u for sticking around ^_^)

#skunk mail #Anonymous #a doodley #i dont know how to develop and have ocs without imagining interacting with them so its hard... #i feel like i exhausted the whole main group and only al survived and even he's kinda frozen in time since he's my support #i worry one day talon will suffer the same fate where ill just fully run thru the tape and not be able to rewind it ! #idk if that makes sense. idk how normal ppl develop and have ocs without personal fixation... #and this is also that they kinda never fully develop or have an end or resolution...aroo...idk how to write #OK sorry no one asked LEL #i feel so bad bc idk....id hate if i was invested in someones oc and they were abandoned forever....! i need to figure out how to be normal #oc artist....esp since ocs are all i have and i wont ever make a comic with em or anything #anyway. my only straight oc i love uuuu

[holocene-sims]

next // previous

may 11, 2013 3:00 a.m. grant's old apartment

please, i know you're in there people are asking where you've been they say "have courage", and i'm trying to i'm right out here for you just let me in we only have each other it's just you and me what are we gonna do? 🎵

#tw suicide #tw suicide mention #tw child loss #tw death mention #ts4 #the sims 4 #sims 4 #sims 4 story #sims 4 storytelling #simblr #hlcn: everything the stars promised #interpretive bc i did not want to show it on tumblr #one because i don't want to accidentally trigger anyone in case tw tags aren't enough and two because i don't want my blog marked mature #but don't worry obviously the tw tags are still here!!! i would never delete those #also yeah i did use the song from frozen #listen i know it's an odd and cringe choice but also the lyrics??? they fit perfectly in the story here lol #also 2x - in some ways this scene doesn't get a satisfying ending like why tf is his apartment empty #and why did henry never get an invite to this particular living situation? #for the most part the unsatisfying nature of it is the point but also it's just extreme evidence of how little grant meant to live #ALSOOOO i omitted it from the dialogue because it wasn't useful but if you remember from the last post henry did pick the lock to get in #i promise i didn't just retcon that information in favor of a key i just didn't depict him not finding the key #holocene.docx #holocene.png #hlcn: grant #hlcn: henry #hlcn: aoife #hlcn: joseph

[fisheito]

🥚

#one time after grandma pries yet another aggressive animal off of him #yakumo panics because he doesn't remember the words for thank you and he can't lay an egg #so he stands there frozen and flustered unable to express appreciation #and in that moment grandma just laughs softly and pats him like “don't worry i know what you're trying to say” #on the grown up yaku side of things...i don't know how we always end up here #*gestures at eggs* #idk maybe when he feels that his verbal thanks and other acts of reciprocity aren't enough #he subconsciously resorts to making an omelette for the person he's indebted to LOL #reptilian cortex: you know what this situation needs? more eggs #yakumo #the tags tho

[clits-and-clips]

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#my only wish in life rn would be for socialising to mot be so hard #to be able to start a conversation with someone instead of dreading it #being able to keep a convo going instead of sitting frozen #all those things #im thinking once i start going out more it will be easier #maybe? #i realise more and more every day that people arent silently judging you #basically no one cares #worry less or w/e #i wish i could!

[zincbot]

(insert another nothing post abt how good in stars and time is)

#in stars and time #sorry i'm just unable to play it as much as i want to be playin it (due to my broken foot and desk setup) #but MAN I LOVE IT SO MUCH #i love timeloops and i Love the characters more than anything #literally like. i just played omori and i love omori and the characters were a big part of that #but the team in isat is just so so catered to my gay found family dnd party sensibilities #AND DON'T GET ME STARTED ON THE WORLDBUILDING #the different fictional cultures and traditions #just learned abt the tradition of giving kids multiple names for multiple genders in case they ever wanted to change #the bonded earrings thing #crabs #okay but there's a line that implies isa has changed names/genders already and he wants to keep his rest secret in case he changes again #i love choosing snacks on rest breaks waaa #i am worried that i'm underleveled because i avoid most monsters. but so far i haven't had too much trouble with bosses #even though. i just fought the 2nd? major locked door boss (the duo where one kills the other one) #and odile got frozen right at the start. i went to unfreeze her #and realized mirabelle didn't have that ability yet in this loop. and i never equipped the memory #thankfully she unfroze during the phase change where the 2nd half killed the first and healed from it #but i was fighting for my life a little bit

[abutterflyobsession]

the modern world is incredible I can order groceries online and have them brought straight to my door and yet somehow I still procrastinate to the point of starving!

#a butterfly obsesses #arguing with myself like #'I ate the frozen protein pancakes' #'even so you're going to need more than one meal today and you've been skimping for several days' #'it's fiinneee' #'you constantly feel horrible' #'don't worry about it' #'I'm your survival instinct it's my job to worry' #'eeeh but I'm tired of having to eat I've been eating all my life can't I stop now' #oh heck it's The Depression isn't it #stupidly belated realizations happening in the tags #at least I ordered food

[angelsdean]

i think dean is someone who really panics when he the people he cares about aren’t in his line of sight / presence. like watching people leave (not even in the dramatic sense, like. just leaving the house / where he can see them) freaks him out. he’s gotten used to masking it really well at this point so like. no one knows but it manifests in little controlling actions and anger which obvs is annoying to other people like dean NEEDS to know where sam is going when, when he expects to be back, he NEEDS cas to check in when he’s gone for longer than a few hours and it’s yes, deeply rooted in his abandonment issues but also. extremely rooted in his fear as a child that whenever john walked out the door might be the last....like he literally was a little kid waiting anxiously and scared shitless for his dad to come back from hunts, knowing that it was very very possible he might never come back. like kid dean has bobby and pastor jim’s numbers memorized and knows that if john’s not back / doesn’t check in after three weeks (long, long after the grocery money has run out) he’s supposed to call them. anyways. yeah...so dean seeing someone walk out the door. instantly flooded with anxiety and freeze response 

#which is partly why. 'i didn't stop you i just let you go' bc like. he was frozen he was angry he was panicking !! #thinking like. oh god he's leaving oh god what if i never see him again he's leaving for good he's not gonna call he's not gonna check in !! #but yeah so like. in general tho he's really really a control freak abt knowing where ppl are #when people don't check in he gets. SO mad and most of them don't get it bc of course dean WILL NOT explain it #he doesn't even really fully understand it himself bc obvs he's never sat down and analyzed the inner workings of his mind lol #but yeah like sam especially gets so annoyed and thinks its like. a controlling older brother thing #cas doesn't get it for a long long time bc he doesn't think anyone would ever worry abt him :( #but once they get together he always always checks in! #the one time he forgets bc he got caught up chit chatting with one of the vendors at the farmers market....is catastrophic #like dean's worried out of his mind blowing up cas's phone (which died bc he was taking so many videos of jack at the petting zoo) #dean would've come to the market but he wanted to work on restoring the barn #anyways so like. yeah he's freaking out jumping to the worst case scenarios thinks something terrible's happened to cas and jack #when they finally walk thru the door at like 6pm dean starts sobbing and wraps his arms around his family like. why why didnt u call? #he's both sad relieved and a lil pissed like. obvs logically he understand once cas explains but he's still like. #channeling some of that fear into anger bc it's a hardwired habit he's still struggling to break #so there's a bit of grumping and cold shoulders while he's making dinner but then once they all sit down together he's like. i love you #got carried away w these tags whooops #dean studies #vic.txt

[avatarvyakara]

Random thought for the day, but one that’s kind of important to me.

If you specifically appreciate (or care little about) one partner being violent, or callous, or rude in a fictional relationship, romantic or familial or platonic, whatever the cause, ask yourself how it would be if even one partner’s gender changed.

Like San holding a knife at Ashitaka’s throat. Swap it so Shichiro, the Wolf Prince, threatens to cut Princess Asami’s throat, only to be told he’s handsome.

Like Ana Skywalker, with children born but a family to save, choking her husband, Padmus.

Like Avatar Korin barging into his girlfriend’s workplace, yelling at her, overturning her desk, and leaving in a huff, because Mitsuki, a police officer, reported that her boyfriend was about to start a world war. Only for Mitsuki to be told by her boss, Lin, son of the mighty Tohu Beifong, “You got lucky. You should have seen Air Temple Island when Pema broke up with me.” And then, somehow, be seen as the problem when her two ex-boyfriends get together.

Like Queen Amphitrite destroying the collection of surface-world objects of her youngest son, Ariel, because he fell in love with a human girl.

Like Princess Johanna of the Southern Isles leaving her betrothed, Prince Anders, to die of a frozen heart, only for a recovered Anders to deck her hard enough to knock her off a boat—to thunderous applause from his citizens.

Like strong, powerful Gabrielle barging in and insisting that shy (and quite small) bookworm Beau should put aside his books because “a real man doesn’t read” and marry her, and get his mother Mauricette incarcerated unless he gives in—then locking him up and going off to kill the Beast whom Beau fell in love with.

And if you can’t justify it to yourself? Maybe think about leaving that aspect—or that relationship—or that person—behind.

Violence is sexless—not limited to gender and definitely not attractive.

#I have a great deal of concern over some folks glorifying such matters #or acting like it’s a one-sided issue #it worries me considerably #mentions of abuse #double standards #curious that I couldn’t think of any couples where the man abusing the woman was seen as a *good* thing #we’re halfway to sanity it seems #princess mononoke #Star Wars #avatar the legend of korra #the little mermaid #frozen #beauty and the beast

[katnissgirlsmakedo]

once upon a time is fun because all these ancient fairytales literally happened 30 years ago. snow white? yeah she was doing all that about 30 years ago. hercules? fought cerberus around 1970. king arthur pulled excalibur from the stone AFTER the release of disney’s the sword in the stone. mulan saved china (china? magic china? unclear actually) about 35 years ago. and it slaps and makes total sense don’t even worry about it

#this is NOT one of those insanely irritating ‘omg ouat made NO sense’ posts. it does make sense. i’m saying it’s funny #it makes sense because it’s about the fucking. metanarrative you cunts. #beth.txt #i can’t wait for tee to see them do frozen it’s so funny it’s so ridiculous. david was bffs with kristoff for some reason. #how did they even meet? it doesn’t even matter! because you learn that information and then immediately presented with evil little bo peep #and then rumplestiltskin (btw tee idk if you’re aware but you are in fact spelling his name wrong <3 it doesn’t matter tho keep doing what #you’re doing) he gets anna to turn the sorcerer’s apprentice (NOT dave) into a RAT for no reason… and that’s the plot of a whole episode #and then there’s LILY. you’re gonna go crazy for lily… i LOVED lily when season four was airing #unfortunately they do forget about her immediately after the season ends and she is not so much as mentioned until the SERIES FINALE #but like it’s fine because immediately after season four you get to go to camelot and meet all those cunts #especially nimue who literally slays so hard…. the og girlboss of the enchanted forest fr #and then of course emma and killian do orpheus and eurydice and it slays #and then season six comes and you get to meet my buddy gideon!!!!! #and if you don’t like gideon i will probably have to disown you but don’t worry about it you’ll like him <3 #anyway. what was the point of this post. #oh yeah i just love how hercules was a teenager at the same time as snow white and it was like during the 1970s. camp! #🍎

[chronicsheepdrawing]

KOSA Bill. In three days, the bill will either pass or be disgarded. Please reblog and sign petitions. to help stop the bill by going to the stop kosa tag so we can not let the bill pass!

The definition of not safe for work content that would be censored under KOSA is vague and would of course target the LGBT community.

#not art #I'm so tired okay #A Tennessee Governor has allowed public officials to deny same sex marriages if it makes them uncomfortable #Alabama ruled that frozen embryos count as children #and would make it so women trying to get pregnant through IVF can only do so one egg at a time #Even if the egg is knowingly not viable #This process takes months and would be for nothing #Cops can open fire on you or run you over and joke about it with no consequences #As well as cop cities opening over the majority of states and being supported by Israel where they can better train our police in abuse #The industry I want to go into is experiencing massive layoffs and people simply aren't valued as it's all about shareholders and investors #And to top it all off the planet is still dying due to climate change caused by oil and gas companies and their CEOs #Both me and my mom are unemployed and we definitely couldn't afford the place we've been provided if it weren't for assistance #And I'm worried something will get screwed up and we'll just get evicted and this'll all be for nothing #I just don't see the point anymore #I only exist to provide shelter to my family as the apartment is in my name and to hopefully try and pay back those have donated to me #Besides that I just go through every day not seeing any upside to continuing to live but not committed to die

[asiancatboy]

life can be so easy sometimes. woag

#i ordered a pair of prescription transition glasses online at a great price & i love them sooo much but forgot they'd need adjusting #i just told my manager hey do you mind if i leave a little early today & she was just like yeah no worries #so i walked over to the local opticians & the woman there was so sweet. did the adjustment & was also like #'hey do you want a smaller nose pad? i think it would be more comfortable for you' so she went ahead & did that #whilst explaining to me how the process works bc i've always been genuinely curious how they adjust them. i learned they use a heat machine #to be able to adjust the temples :) also different glasses have different max heat points so you always have to be careful #then she showed me all the tools to switch out the pads which looked very fun. like tiny lego kind of fun #also she asked me abt my accent & i just told her 'no exciting story unfortunately. i'm autistic so i tend to pick up accents #but next time i'll make one up for you' to which she replied with the funniest story abt how her husband who was born without #anything past his right elbow loooooves to do that. make up stories abt how it got frozen off on a trip to the north that went bad or #bitten off by a shark or donated to someone else or to science. & she says all this with so much fond exasperation it was v funny & v sweet #7

[willowfey]

what do u do on days u wake up feeling empty and the only things that stir smth up in ur brain and body are memories of times/places that are long gone…. like what am i supposed to do with that….. i don’t feel like a person today i just wanna wake up in my childhood bedroom and smell the way it smelled in winter but i can’t do that so i just go through my day feeling vaguely nauseously unsettled and untethered…. and that doesn’t feel fair but i don’t know what can be done about it

#i know i sound like a broken record but i miss my trees. i miss feeling like i’m home. i miss feeling safe in my body. #i miss the owls and doves that fill the morning by my grandma’s old house and the smell of the co-op and the river #and the way the mountains look surrounding the valley. protecting me. #i miss the feeling of my hands on the window in winter and reading my favourite books for the first time i miss chris i miss my old bed #i miss myself. i feel like i’ve been lost for years #sometimes i wake up distracted and i fill my brain with anything i can find and i cheat the system and i feel things #for a little while. if i keep moving fast enough i forget that i’m lonely. i forget that i’m lost #but sometimes i stop and it catches up to me and i have to sit on the floor #sometimes i realise how far from home i am in every sense of the word and i feel like a child lost in a supermarket #except this time no one is coming to find me if i just stand still #i wake up and everything i can think of that would make me happy is a mirage #i wake up and the music isn’t enough and i want to start pedalling backwards and i feel like i’m floating very fast downstream #and there’s a waterfall looming somewhere in the distance and i can’t grab a log #im not gonna fall off. nothing is ever bad enough for anyone to worry about me drowning. but i am still very wet and very far from home #so what. do. i. do. ? #when i was a kid we lived in a house that had a very large oak tree out front (this was before the house with the willow tree) #at the base of the oak tree was a small fairy pond. we moved in during winter and it was frozen solid and u couldn’t see anything in it #but come spring it melted and we discovered the fairy pool was chock full of marbles of all colours and sizes. hundreds of them. #it was so thrilling to know they’d been waiting for me all winter to find them in the warmth. where are the marbles now #is anything waiting for me? is anything hiding in the frozen pond? #@the universe: i need a little help now pls. pls send me something small and colourful i wasn’t expecting. hundreds of them. or just one. #i am open to it all #because i can’t go back in time and smell my childhood bedroom in winter. and i will not go over the waterfall. so bring me marbles #~ signed yours truly. ps tell the trees i’m still the same

[guinevereslancelot]

sitting in a blooming garden would fix me

#flowers WHEN #i have one teeny snowdrop just starting to form a flower 🥲 #worried its going to get killed by the cold front coming in tho #its an early blooming fancy one that honestly probably won't live idk what i was thinking when i bought it #literally nothing else is close to flowering tho #i just get so anxious for spring flowers in january i start blowing money pre ordering stuff tho #i ordered a bunch of snowdrops and some bare root hydrangeas and roses #idek how im gonna plant them the ground is probably frozen and we're about to get a foot of snow #what is wrong with me #the hydrangeas tho were a gift from my mom #i've wanted the white kind for a really long time and i told her one of my friends might get married at our house in the next few years #so she ordered them so they'll have time to establish and we'll have big beautiful white flowers for her wedding #which was really nice of her #anyway my friend was so excited and touched when i offered :') #she's not officially engaged but she's halfway thru her degree and she and her bf are planning to get married soon after they both graduate #so in two or three years the hydrangeas should be pretty well established and nice for a wedding #anyway im off track but im excited for all the stuff i ordered to be beautiful and blooming this summer #less excited to figure out how to plant them 🤔 #the roses are shipping at ideal planting time in april but the hydrangeas are coming this week for some reason #i cant plant those??? in january??? #i will have to try ig #i probably can we'll see #this has been a shitpost

[acanthyme]

ok done jinxing myself. in for the night NO shovelling till the morn.... a brief reprieve from the harsh sudden winter....

#hoping the snow isn't that bad but shrug... don't mind if it is honesty #shoulders kiiiiilling me bc i'm so out of practice lmaooo #i did do a lot of extra work for the neighbours today just to be nice so i can't complain it iiiiis my fault #in the mornings tho i'm less 'nice' and more focoused on just getting the paths clear and getting back into bed #maybe it won't even be that heavy and i'll be able to use the leafblower..... hm.... #ah well. for me to worry about later. #for now i will curl up in bed under the covers with some nice leftovers and some pokémon #sudden thought: this is just like those dumb knock off frostpunk mobile game ads #where the world freezes over in seconds and one dude has to save all these women were were frozen by picking up sticks

[piplupod]

need to completely redo isopod enclosure asap because i keep seeing more and more dead ones in there and i have no idea whats wrong, its not that theres any pests in there with them because nothing is molding or rotting, but something with their humidity levels maybe? i'm going to try to redo their enclosures into one big one so that they can move around a bit more and find the humidity level they need more freely

#im so stressed though im worried im not going to have anymore soon #but i am so low on energy that i cannot like. actually put in the work to redo their enclosure esp while its winter #i think the snow has melted enough that i have access to the shed now but idk if the soil inside the shed is frozen or not #i want to start pretty much entirely fresh bc i think maybe theres too many dead ones in the enclosure and thats causing issues? #like smth to do w the oxygen maybe? if theyre releasing any sort of gases or anything as the corpses decompose?? #but im not sure how much soil we have and its not the good compost stuff so im jsut hhhhh #pippen needs 2nd breakfast

[artemisbarnowl]

When you're not staying up past your bedtime tell us your thoughts about checking up on people via social media!

Thank you for indulging me this long weekend why would you do this

Warning I'm gonna be pathetic because i am still grieving a nine year relationship and grieving, especially in this context, feels so UNDIGNIFIED. Also its my grieving thoughts about the socials thing not like well srticulated thoughts about the socials with some grieving mixed in. I just have a lot of feelings and i need to get them out.

1. Like, ultimately don't. Its not helpful at all i think. Unless if literally is just idle curiosity about what happened to someone in your class from ten years ago and you actually dont care what you find.

2. I am experiencing the urge to check up on my ex CONSTANTLY. (They do not really use social media this doesnt amount to much btw). I understand why people be lurking on someones insta or whatever to see what theyve been up to. Sometimes you hope theyre failing and miserable because they did you wrong and you want to feel validated. In my particular case i am worried, and i miss them. There are no posts for me to see or wonder about so this is useless but i think i also want to see that my ex is sad (because i was important to him for such a long time) but also, not like, too sad. And I'm fantasising about him sort of DOing something about it. I want to see what he's up to. Is is dancing? Is he injured? Is he Making? Is he finding small joys in life like hanging out with friends or seeing a cute creature on a walk? Seeing posts about these things would not help me! Because i would likely assume he was not sad, then i would feel angry and bitter and disappointed in myself for wasting my time. We dont share when we are sad (or why) on socials. I am NEVER going to see a post that effectively says "my smart and beautiful and extraordinary girlfriend of 9 years left me, and I am sad i couldn't be what she needed. I miss her a lot and wish i could have showed her this garden i saw today, she would have loved it. I will never forget her and dont know how to be okay with this". No one is going to see that. But ultimately i think we check up on people because what we want to see is some variation of that, so we can feel validated and know that they UNDERSTAND how were feeling.

Because this is tumblr I have made stupid posts a bit like this! I miss him all the time, i made a facebook post about a doco that I watched in the hopes that he would see it and watch it, because i think he'd like all the adorable english woodland creatures. This is also stupid! As are posts showing how well youre doing in hopes ypur ex seems them and feels stupid. Devoting this much energy to a game in your head where you will never get an outcome that satisfies you cannot help you move on or heal. But i do think its weird that we look for any possible thread that tied us to people we are without, even the terrible online ones that can never retie us! We talk to gravestones like the dead can hear us. I am currently checking my mailbox every day for a letter that might not ever arrive, and even if it does it sure and shit wont contain any information that helps me live my new single life where no one thinks I'm special, and there's no one I'm 100% comfortable to be all of myself around and who I dont get tired of being with.

I will never know if he saw the fb post, let alone watched and had opinions on the doco I talked about. Knowing wont help. He knew i have a tumblr but i dont think he'd go through it as its a huge pile of memes and stuff he wouldnt understand to look for 3 things that say im sad. And again, knowing I'm sad won't help.

Normally im very good at being like "well this is unproductive/not the best course of action" and then, you know, STOPPING but unfortunately I will continue to wonder how he is and what hes up to and cling to actually unreasonable, unfounded fantasies of what happens IF he sees.

Anyway this is a long vent that basically says i think i get why people do it now but ultimately it will never bring the carthsis we hope for (:

He knew i had a tumblr but I dont think he's checking up on me coz. Whats the point. Its a lot of stupid memes for 3 im sad posts. Which accomplish nothing as discussed.

#its been...just under 3 months since the break up? #and I am still so so caught up in the fact thst the last weekend we spent together before he flew home was nice #he felt the pressure was off so he could just do what he wanted #which was talk more and answer questions and be more affectionate #which is all i ever wanted in the first place!! #and after all that time together he was still more scared of moving in any direction and it being wrong #than he trusted that i would treat him with kindness and respect and understanding no matter what he did #i dont think it'll ever not hurt that when booking plane tickets (a few months before) he couldnt decide between #spending an extra day with me and a ten dollar cheaper fare #not because he didnt like me but because he was frozen by the possibility of there being a wrong choice #and like there is if the reasoning isnt 'i have to be back for a significant event' and is IS 'i dont actually want to spend time with you' #then hiding that through indecision does no one any favours #unfortunately my biggest regret now is that i was uglu crying at the airport when we kissed goodbye for the last time #its very vain but i worry he will remember me like that #i could barely stand i was so upset!!! and i am concerned about my looks and keeping a man :'( #highly pathetic you were warned #anyway i miss him and i am afraid he is alone and sad and i cannot help