#it’s a hard knock life

[softpastelqueer]

#it’s a hard knock life

[mccnofstars]

I know the color palette and the fact that I put his bangs the wrong way makes him look like teb but I promise this is Alistair

happy birthday to my other child of divorce lmao- 🥳🎉 I’m ngl I’ve missed drawing my babies, they’re both precious lol

I also gave him more features from me and my ex (since he was modeled to be a blend of both of us lol) so yeah that’s where the freckles come in and technically also the cafe au lait birthmark bc (fun fact) I used to have one as a baby on the right side of my abdomen lol- it’s faded by now but I figured it was a fun little thing to give him so he looks a little less like a tiny Justin Bieber lmao.

also central heterochromia is not easy to show when you have a limited color palette omg

happy fifth birthday baby <3

#art #digital art #sketch #doodle #original character #original character art #oc #alistair percival garcia #alistair #alistair garcia #child of divorce #it’s a hard knock life #he’s fine #he’s friend shaped #he’s a baby #ignore my tags #it’s almost 4am #i’m so sleepy #happy birthday

[sailermoon]

wanting true form sukuna but also not wanting gojo to die

#it’s a hard knock life

[teenbrutality]

I’m dating this guy but I’m not feeling butterflies. Should I give it time or give up? I’ve only ever done toxic and I realized I’m not a slow burn girl

#it’s a hard knock life

[beenjen]

Man, I’ve been sad folks. It’s a heavy stretch in my life. The challenge for me, is staying present. Experiencing pushing my daughter in the swing. Enjoying playing battleship with Jamis while I do the dishes. Laughing with hubs while having a few stollen hours. Talking about relevant shit with my oldest niece instead of harboring and wallowing.

I say challenge, because staying present in the moment, instead of zoning out on all the other heavy shit that needs to be done, is coming, or that I’m already heartbroken about, is the hardest thing I’ve ever done.

That in mind, it’s been a struggle, it’s been beautiful despite it -

//us jamming in 7 deep to a festival with food trucks with my oldest nephew and his fam

//the kids secreting away on Jamis’ platform bed

//my snuggle bears

//some Summer listening and sunroof open happenings

//projects with daddy

//maybe repeat photos of my parents…. It was a rough visit this weekend. Chemo sucks. The end.

It’s my season. Trying to get back into doing things that make me feel good, make me feel strong and capable. Its hard.

The good ole days may not return.

Some say life may beat you down. Break you down, steal your crown….

So…. I’m not letting it. What goes up, must come down yes…. BUT…. I can control the coming down. Maybe. So I’m trying.

I can be good to me.

I talked with my boss last week - I had reviewed all options prior to the discussion for cross coverage - and we were able to find an alternate coverage for me to be out this summer for Tuesdays, with limited clinic cancellations. to get mom and dad back and forth to their chemo sessions. I’m making the best of this - they have a pool, I can get them home and settled, swim for an hour, clean their house, get some meals in them, then go get the kids. Win win.

Life right now, in the here and now for us, is day by day, step by step. Get through the summer break. Covered. Next step we’ll re-evaluate.

Even with this all, it’s warm out. We’ve been in the yard. We have a myriad of gypsy-cottage-esq scapes planned, and it’s been a release to focus on the outdoor space, have the lovely sunshine out-of-doors, it feeds my spirit in a way that feels like charging a battery. I just go with it at this point - sunshine = happy? Ok. Sunshine it is.

If sunshine = happy for you, get sunshine.

Today is the greatest xx

#sometimes shit sucks #it’s a hard knock life #chemo sucks #I hate cancer #Spotify

[bbreaddog]

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#personal #just had to leave my shift early bc anxiety attack lmao #so much for getting a break just by taking the week off teaching #my boss is gonna be like ‘feeling better :)?’ #and I’m gonna have to lie and say yes i am not still very burnt out bc i have most definitely had the week off to recover #fuck me. #i just texted my disability employment services provider to tell him i wanna quit this call centre job #I’ve been holding out on it for the past 3 weeks bc I’d have to look for jobs if I don’t do this job #but I don’t think it’s worth signing into a job you already wish was over an hour before it starts #I’d rather do one job that I’m confident in and doesn’t make me feel like throwing up my stomach out of my tear ducts #and search for something small on the side that only needs me casually instead of part-time #2 part-time jobs makes a full-time anxious mess #i haven’t been able to do any lesson planning for next week either like i thought I’d have time to do #anyway… #I’m gonna go cry for a bit and then take a nap #and I’ll probably take myself out for a mental health walk bc i havent been doing any exercise or sleeping well or anything for the past lik #2 months #it’s a hard knock life

[thewizardofloneliness]

A month ago two of my irl friends promised me they’d read one of my stories but they never did even after I reminded them and it rly hurts my feelings but idk how to talk to them abt it without seeming whiny and neurotic

#it’s a hard knock life #wmybhaha.mp3

[queermasculine]

ever since i was a little girl i knew i wanted to miss the application window

#it's a hard knock life for guys who forget

[broodpuff]

trying to read writing prompts to fuel my needs to continue my wip and ending up getting inspired to write a new fic

#it’s a hard knock life

[anx1oustig3r]

i would love to do fake screenshots to advertise sunbreeze and get people to care but it’s hard when i feel my art is just, not good enough and that’s rough

like im 24 and i draw like an edgy middle schooler in his weeb phase

i know to get out of that i have to just sit down and do studies and shit but that’s difficult when drawing is also an extremely mentally and physically exhausting task for me rn

hence why im like fuck it do i just commission at this point

#ftr i really dont want advice or anything bc that’ll just upset me more #sometimes a man’s just gotta whine #it’s a hard knock life #college really just #sucked the life out of doing art for me

[softpastelqueer]

#it’s a hard knock life #also this is what I do every time I have to delete a draft instead of hitting post

[helleanorlance]

Went to a coffee shop and asked for a decaf iced coffee. They do not have decaf iced coffee. I said oh, could you do it as an americano? They said yes. They gave me a hot americano. I took it bc I did not explicitly say “iced americano”, I thought it was implied. But like. How is there not a single iced decaf option. At a place that specializes in coffee. I can get a decaf iced coffee at Panera but not at the local coffee shop.

#this place used to be my favorite too :/ #but then they changed hands #my new favorite is all the way across town so I can’t go there on the way to and from things which sucks #and they finally added a local shop near my house but it’s one that I actively don’t like #it’s a hard knock life

[demilypyro]

Hard-Knock Life - Dungeon Meshi

#dungeon meshi #delicious in dungeon #marcille #laios #dunmeshi #chilchuck #hard-knock life #my edit #amv #Youtube

[ashiyn]

session 6 deaths in order but it’s also a hard-knock life <3

#(edited version including ethos 5th death and the end clip!! go to rbs for original) #ive always wanted to do a hard-knock life compilation and i finally had time this week :D #limited life smp #traffic smp #grian #solidaritygaming #smallishbeans #goodtimeswithscar #etho #bdubs #skizzleman #geminitay #impulsesv #tangotek #pearlescentmoon #bigbst4tz2 #inthelittlewood #limited life spoilers #.post #.vid #ashy watching: limited life

[danswank]

Papa Nano…

it’s giving daddy warbucks

#it’s a hard knock life #the sun’ll come out tomorrow #and all that #atl #answered ask

[vacantvermillion]

i wonder if you feel the same sparks that i do

#personal #ignore me i am gay and pining #words #it’s a hard knock life