#it’s been over a month I must . . .

[esaari]

🌸.

#oc #alek #hi i havent been around much lately #first piece of art in over a month so i am quite rusty #and i think i made alek a little too pretty here but i dont remember how to draw him.. or its just the hair that doesnt fit him #but continuing the tradition of drawing alek with my hairstyle so he must suffer #i havent had hair this long before and you sure do find your hairs *everywhere* and it is hateful #annnnyyway i hope u like im hoping to get more active w art but im also really enjoying viddy games as of late lols

[saetoru]

haven’t written in weeks and idk how to formulate words anymore but anyway before i log out again for the month here’s the in progress stuff coming for january

nerd! gojo fic

ex-convict! geto fic

gojo fix-it fic (i’m rewriting canon thank you 👍🏽)

#wow #i been so busy with final presentations for capstone #i haven’t even been able to read fanfic let alone write it #and then i read over a wip yesterday and i was like ??? how am i supposed to complete this idk how to write anymore #i’ll find a way #those ideas cannot die out they must see the light #anyway #i have a report to finish unfortunately </3 #see u all in january some time #maybe #all depends on if i put my thinking cap on and actually figure out how to put words together again after a month of illiteracy #byeeeeee for now

[aimasup]

throws up my hands in mock resignation but also a hint of frustration Okay Valentino is a cool villain I guess

He's like. Genuinely unsettling. Wish the show struck a better balance with his character sometimes (like sometimes when he's onscreen I have to skip over because I feel queasy and sometimes he's so unsubtle he feels more like a prop than a guy who's going to be a Huge Deal in s2)

#why yes I have been reading some phenomenal fanfiction lately #a lesser me would be agonising over my inability to ever come close to matching the #masterfully characterised works of these talented WORD WEAVERS #but envy is a spoilt housepest and we must spend less time unleashing it upon new targets #instead let's talk about how these fics discovered its possible?? #to write Val as not only a 3dimensional character but a deeply horrifying person to WITNESS #to depict how he thinks and what he wants and what he contributes to the people around him #while acknowledging that his actions are supremely messed up #also without dumbing whatever the fuck is wrong with him down to just 'can't do math and needs a sippycup' #those jokes are funny but he's also a dealmaker #he doesn't need to be studied under a microscope! he needs to be gawked at in abject horror! Oh the Potential! #he needs to tell us more about how depraved hell can be by linking us to a portion of the culture full of the dead who cannot die! #anyways. rant over. uh I think I like valentino now? in the same way I like the old man villain from hunchback of notre dame. #just. (gestures) what is this dude. ew. oh my god #my post #personal stuff #hazbin hotel #hazbin hotel valentino #is this anything #again I am entrenching on dangerous territory of 'expectations for this media I consume' #he really doesn't need to be written all shakespearean-like #too attached mayhaps #delete later #honestly worried that if the show does reveal his backstory or whatever it'll try to paint him in a sympathetic light #and then the online arguments will be a headache for a month #villain with tragic backstory ≠ sympathetic villain

[dj-wayback]

NS aint that smart, he doesnt even know what sugon is

bumps in the road

#i said no way back was gonna tell a sugon joke and you didnt believeeee meeee. does a gay little dance #Seriously answer 6 month old joke asks i must #ok i’ve been thinking about this comic for way too many days i need it GONE #I’VE REWRITTEN THE DIALOGUE 3 TIMES !!!! it was supposed to be way worse and angstier. but i decided to remove those parts #it’s ok i will just use them in other conversations ^_^ don’t worry about it #(falls over and explodes in a pile of smoke and when it dissipates i am but a little shrimp) #no way back is here #needless separation is here

[mintybytes]

A demise so beautiful

#twisted wonderland #twst #vil schoenheit #this design took me SO long i have been fistfighting my canvas for over 6 months #why must this vil outfit be so detailed and beautiful i am just a tired little guy #still trying to decide on the plating since i think one of my manus can do antique gold on hard enamel but normal gold is also nice so idk #Anyways. ob vil. #rook was so real i too would happily drink your cursed poisoned juice

[whatkindofnameisella]

so many people in the wj tag nowadays saying things like "im an x shipper but widojest still should've had a chance/been explored/been endgame" WHERE WERE YOU???? WHEN WE WERE IN THE TRENCHES?????? WHEN WE LOST HLA-ROSA TO THE LIKES OF YOUR BRETHEREN????? WHERE, I ASK?????

#widojest #im joking im over it (im not) and its much MUCH nicer to see kindness and multishipping in a cr tag #but goddamn. why did there have to be so much hatred when c2 was live 😭 #every few months i must circle back around and think about what could have been............

[which-qsmp-egg-would]

Which egg would eat a random nut/berry/bug they found outside?

#Anon I know you've been languishing in my inbox for well over a month now. and I must say. Oopsie doodles. #qsmp #qsmp eggs #qsmp chayanne #qsmp tallulah #qsmp dapper #qsmp ramón #qsmp leonarda #qsmp richarlyson #qsmp pomme #qsmp pepito #qsmp empanada #qsmp sunny #qsmp sunnysideup #qsmp chunsik #posted: march

[orcelito]

thinking about.............. this. when vash calls wolfwood a coward vs his thoughts immediately post-legato.

trimax volume 2 chapter 4 VS volume 14 chapter 2 (pages from @trigun-manga-overhaul)

vash, caught up in his ideals, calls wolfwood a coward for resorting to killing for survival. these words are Cutting for wolfwood, & he spends the next several chapters thinking about them. he knows he can't live like vash does, not as a normal human, bc it would Kill Him. (and, of course, when he does try to follow vash's ideals, it Does end up killing him.)

fast forward to after wolfwood's death. vash is forced to kill legato, and... he has this thought. he thinks back to that time with the thought of, "Did it feel like this for you, too?" we see by his expressions throughout this scene that he feels Horrible for it, the very act of killing going against his staunch moral code...

but he couldn't bear to let wolfwood's sacrifice be in vain, so he killed someone.

and he now knows how wolfwood felt in that scene. he understands the fact that this has Never been easy for wolfwood. it's Never been a matter of cowardice. vash remembers the words he said to wolfwood, now with the knowledge of how much those words must have Hurt Him... and so vash cries.

the worst part is that he can never apologize for those words, because wolfwood is already dead.

#speculation nation #trigun #vashwood #trimax #id in alt text #trigun spoilers/ #trimax spoilers #fanny's trigun analysis #fanny reads trigun #trigun meta #idk if this really counts as meta but it's an analysis of this moment so im counting it #anyways ive been thinking about this for. months really #i directly address this exact thing in chapter 3 of ITNL #ive been working on that chapter's re-edits today. so i wanted to reference these moments to better dig into that part #got to thinking about it in depth tho & wanted to make a post. so. Here. #weep with me. i can never get over how guilty vash must feel for this.

[pixlatedvampire]

Watching my sister play elden ring and thought of an amazing crossover

#elden ring #powerpuff girls #my art #doodle #procreate #that’s right over a month of nothing and this is what I bring to you #buttercup would kill at this game #sorry for not posting more btw I’ve been off and on sick with various ailments all year and I’ve just had 5 teeth out so aksjsks #drawing has been rough rip I wanna get back to it so bad #and these are the steps I must take to get there

[the-valiant-valkyrie]

a really undervalued line from one of prism's robots that we get from not a drill is the canonical explanation that kinesisium is the secret ingredient behind all of the robots' sapience.

kinesisium. the thing that prism didn't have until she left the agency. the resource that she allied with zoraxis for.

imagine being zor, very loosely keeping tabs on prism in case there's any other information or research you can squeeze out of her now that you have her on your team. you turn around for five seconds to take care of something, and when you look back at her again she's a proud mother of fifty

#ieytd #ieytd3 spoilers #roxana prism #robutler #<- still feel really bad using that tag for all the robots when its just the name of. one of them. #honestly though... that must have been CRAZY. i'm surprised its been several months and NO ONE has made like #a fic or a comic or anything about the first robot to have 'woken up' and been. fully conscious. #i know everyone clowns on prism- all in good fun of course- about how she wanted to make dispensable robot agents #and then canonically stated she would rather them leave her to die than risk getting destroyed #but like. by the time she sold herself to zoraxis. to BUILD her robots. it was already too late. it was already over. #the kinesisium WAS the key to making true robot agents. because it turned those robots human. she can't let them die NOW #she can't be detached NOW. they're people. and she loves them. and they love her.

[nyxi-pixie]

i love media that focuses more on character than plot and bsd does it so well. like every single character is so beautifully written and asgr treats all of them with such care. i know people complain about the death bait but i think its just. hes not going to kill characters unless that is what makes sense for their arc and their story has been told. its why odasaku is so fixated on not killing: because to him, a character is a real being and you cant be so loose with taking lives when you have full control of one.

even when characters die before youve really had a chance to get to know them properly (the flags, and bram now too, for example), asgr still does a rlly good job of establishing them quickly without leaving them one dimensional. they have a lot of life to them even with so little time to show it. contrast that to something like jjk where you could sit with a character for a while and still not feel like you have a good grasp on Who They Are, and. yikes.

I can emotionally attach to bsd characters who show up for a singular chapter of a backstory light novel. jjk gives a character a whole mini arc and theyre still just nothing to me bc gege, like a lot of writers atm, has characters as plot devices rather than people. and asgr does the opposite.

#anyway odasaku as insight into the way asgr thinks abt writing is SO bc YEA! characters are Little Guys who you have complete control over #and who you must thus treat with dignity #i just like that bsd never loses sight of its main lure - that being that the plot is always based off of what the characters are doing #rather than forcing the characters into what the plot is doing. which is where a lot of stories can end up disappointing to me #anyway. character based media 🔛🔝 #nyxi cant stfu #bungou stray dogs #bsd #been thinking abt this again bc of jjk vs bsd discussions and i had to rlly dig thru my drafts to find it bc its a month old but its so real #asgr interviews are lovely bc he talks abt chars w such affection. gege talks abt gojo and im like. why did u write him then.

[phoenixcatch7]

Man I am just SO CONFUSED. About the time line of this game.

No one is telling me how long links been gone! Or how long the botw-totk timeskip was! They all just started selling my stuff again lol. I'm going to have to get everything redyed!

Me: hey random stranger! Lore dump? You look like a lore dumper.

Kindly npc: why hullo there, link ^^! My, I haven't seen you in a while since the calamity ended! I was so worried when they said you and the princess had gone missing! But it's good to see you're well.

Me: aw, thanks. How long has it actually been tho.

Kindly npc: ^u^

#Having a great time btw I've just been chased across a near sea of miasma by stal riders and more! 10/10 nearly died in a high speed chase #Made it out relatively unscathed which is truly amazing lmao #Spoilers ahead: I have had the funniest time doing the great plateau quest chain. Once I sucked it up and made nice with the creepy statue. #He's(?) been alright. Fair trader. Good deals. I've mostly been terrorising kohga in between absolutely failing to craft working vehicles X #His new boss fights are so much easier than the first one lol. Less fun I'll admit but the music is groovy. You can probably make a #Machine and try and dog fight him but with few exceptions the turning circles are decrepit so I just stuck to mild dodging and shooting him #And running over to hit him some more. Kinda bland for a boss fight I'll say. Could have done with a lot more pizazz. It's kohga come on. #Anyway I do feel kinda bad because apparently he's been stuck down there for however many months/years and I AM kinda cheating with the arm #After the first fight he fled to the gerudo mine and the steward very nicely showed me how to get there but never underestimate #My procrastination because I'd already found it by just exploring so I just teleported. In game it must have been terrifying lmao #Racing across an endless void filled only by the light of your rapidly running out of battery glider and the red glow of the gloom away fro #The apparently immortal ancient warrior who beat you up and tossed you down there and there's no sign of perusal so you're probably safe #But you get there and he's already sitting there poking some bananas having wiped out your goons and plundered your supplies. #Like sorry man but the arm comes with the hero territory I can't exactly take it off. #Maybe if you stopped terrorising the people purah would let you have one of her long distance teleportation slates. It comes with photos? #It can't have been long since botw link hasn't grown an inch XD. Also I've been turning the lore timeline over in my head and still no idea #Are we not sure Rauru isn't from some alternate timeline that got fused with the main loz timeline by accident?? #loz #legend of zelda #totk #loz totk #tears of the kingdom #loz tears of the kingdom #totk spoilers

[maochira]

I still don't care much about Sae in the manga but something I think about a lot is how he must have felt moving to a whole other continent on his own. Like, different culture, different language, possibly facing racism as well? (Or at least some mean or ignorant comments from others) He must have felt very lonely

#i dont think ive ever seen anyone else talk about this #reading fukuda's backstory in ao ashi got me thinking about this #its been over a month since i read that #but i think about how that experience must have been for sae after seeing fukuda go through it #💟 maochira talks

[akascow]

unfortunate that i started playing I Have No Mouth and I Must Scream at the same time 5sos released 5sos5 because every single time i listen to that album all i can think of is like Benny in some weird ape camp watching people get sacrificed to the omnipotent being that is a sadistic super computer

#i love them both but i cannot seperate them in my brain for the life of me😭 #its been like 2 years and yet #my fave storyline was Gorrister if anyone was wondering #i have no mouth and i must scream #ihnmaims #5sos #5sos5 #fun fact nimdoks story took me like over a month to finish because i could not figure out how the fuck to solve it even w walkthroughs😭

[daydadahlias]

Hi! How are you? Are you taking a break from writing? Sorry, just that it’s been a bit since you posted a fic and I wanna make sure you’re okay!

hello my little laffy taffy <3 yes i am ok !! and no, I am not taking a purposeful break from writing and i have been writing, I just haven't been posting!! because nothing is finished lol <3

I'm working on a chaptered fic rn (which obvi wont be out for a While because I want to make sure the whole thing is written before i start posting so i don't leave anyone hanging and can post on a scheduled timeline) and then I haven't been able to work on more short-form fics lately because I'm just soo swamped with school aaa.

it's finals time (like, for instance, tonight I'm working on my beautiful 12-page final paper for Multicultural Psych everyone say good luck jess ur so talented jess we love u jess) so I've just been really focused on school stuff and haven't had much time for personal writing lately :( BUT!! summer is coming soon!!!!!! and then i will write to my little heart's content <3 and hopefully post to ur little heart's content too <3

#im good im just. drowning yknow #like all my friends have had to listen to me bitch sooo much over the last month bc #when i say ive been scheduled to the minute i really mean that #im getting home at midnight most nights and doing homework until like 1 or 2 am #and then waking up at 8 and just :D starting it all over again :D #i am EXHAUSTED #i am DRAINED #i am FEEBLE #but im happy :) #feeling v productive v academic weapon #should be all As this semester if things go well for the next 2 weeks so fingers crossed #but !! the second im not absolutely being beaten upside the head with assignments i will be back to writing <3 #i love that it's been literally only a month and a half and ur like #jess must be in grave danger #i love u ! #pigeon #anon #but yes im good im just <3 dying <3

[shima-draws]

Currently in my banging my head against the wall phase. Hope you all are well 🥰

#Doc told me to schedule another MRI on Tuesday. They said they sent the order over on Tuesday. #I call on Tuesday to schedule the appointment. They don't have the referral yet #I called yesterday to try and schedule. They STILL don't have the referral #I message my doc and make sure they actually sent it over to the right place. (They did.) #They say they'll fax it over again! Great! #I call AGAIN today. They STILL don't have the referral #Bro I just need to schedule this fucking MRI so I can find out what's WRONG with me #The girl on the phone was like 'Oh yeah we're real busy we get orders all the time it must not have hit the system yet' #BRO IT'S BEEN THREE DAYS. HOW HAS NOBODY SEEN IT. TEARING my hair out #I went to their website to try and schedule online. Guess what? THEIR GODDAMN SCHEDULING ASSISTANT IS DOWN FOR MAITENANCE #SCREAMS #Anyway yes so in my banging my head against the wall phase. I'm so tired #And still in pain! To nobody's surprise!! #They can't fix what's wrong with me if I can't even get in to get an MRI. Hello. PLEASE #This isn't really smth that can wait a couple weeks #I should've been in to see them like YESTERDAY. #My pain is so bad I had to stay at home today. And I go and ice my back every hour or so #Bc I can't sit down for more than 45 minutes without wanting to kill myself ;)))) #Shima speaks #I'M SORRY I'm just so. I've been over this for months. And now that I'm THIS close to getting answers #I can't. Seem to get these people to schedule an appointment for me #Grinds my teeth