#its really not

[kaialone]

#yeah #guilty gear #guilty gear strive #faust guilty gear #dr. baldhead guilty gear #copypasta #guilty gear spoilers #??? #its really not #im sorry

[luveygold]

Seeing Stars

#epithet erased #ee #molly blyndeff #art #prison of plastic #ignore how i messed up the constellation its fine #its really not

[the-witch-of-woods-beyond]

i always see people saying that lexa’s face after clarke kills finn is one of surprise because she’s realising that clarke could have just as easily killed her. and while i’m sure that could be the case, i always saw it as lexa being completely stunned and sickened by her guilt. we know that losing costia was a key point in lexa’s life and caused her to view love as weakness, and i think that she saw clarke, bloodied and crying over her first love and holding a knife and burdened by leadership, and thought of herself and felt so guilty that she’d just watched clarke lose her first love, just like she did, because of her own orders.

#the 100 #clarke griffin #finn collins #costia kom trikru #lexa kom trikru #anti clexa #its really not #but too many people are making it like a big ship moment #this is a moment when clarke has to kill the boy she loves because those are the terms of an alliance MADE by lexa that she then breaks #FOR HER OWN BENEFIT #NOT A SHIP MOMENT

[aircd]

Stones ₓ˚. ୭ ˚○◦˚.˚◦○˚ ୧ .˚ₓ

(Lesbian/wlw (romance?) fem reader¡¡

Includes/Warnings: yandere, manipulation/gaslighting, mentions of stalking, small threats, physical force, touch deprivation, first kiss, praise, cursing, (no sex).

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A new student had enrolled last fall, you can remember the first day you saw her; black raven like hair, pale skin, eye bags, that navy hoodie she always had up and her black ripped jeans. She was quiet but kind when introducing herself; the way she slowly glanced over at you made your spine shiver, was this excitement or fear.? She sat in the back with you three desks away, you always felt her presence deeply in the classroom as if she was the only one with an aura, something was off. You never got any paranormal vibes from her but you knew- somehow she’d be in your life, either you know it or not.

Gradually you worked your way up to talking to her, you felt a bit like a stalker keeping track of her classes and where she usually hung out, but you desperately wanted to give into this strong feeling of curiosity so it was necessary. You noticed she never really talked to anyone, she was always alone drawing or staring off into the distance, sometimes at others and at you. One day you decided to follow her to where she usually goes after spare time when she was done with lunch. She sat on the stairs at the back of the school listening to music as always. You waited awhile before going out there as to not seem creepy, you casually walk out and say “oh— I didn’t know anyone was out here..” she glances over and smiles softly. “You’re y/n right? Yeah! I have 3rd and fourth period with you!” You laugh awkwardly “Oh yeahh.! Jade-!” “the one and only.” She jokes “You mind if I sit out here with you.?” “Nahh!! Sit! sit!.”

That was the first time you two ever talked, it was awkward at first but you soon quickly became good friends, having inside jokes, hanging out after school at each others houses and exploring various places together. But.. sometimes you noticed odd things about jade; she would occasionally stare at you silently, you would find her peaking around a corner while you’re walking alone, waking up at sleepovers to her just staring at you or searching in your room, and sometimes your things would go missing.. but when you confronted her quickly in all these incidents she always had a good excuse and played it off. “Oh I was just spacing out.!” “I was looking for a notebook to sketch in.!” “I was trying to scare you as a joke by following you!!” Somehow you always believed her. Jade knew very personal things about you, you liked to talk a lot and oversharing was one of your bad habits, so when she’d mention very deep secrets you don’t remember telling her she’d just say you forgot. She was always a good shoulder to lean on and you’d try to comfort her too but she never seemed to have any problems? She told you the last school she had to leave because a girl she was friends with for a long time made rumors about her, like she was a stalker and gaslighted the hell out of her. You shrugged it off again because you were practically in love with this woman, she was your best friend and never ever hurt you.

One night before going to bed at 11:30pm you get a text from jade. (“Meet me at our spot. Urgent.”) obviously you shove some sweatpants on and a loose t shirt and your converse on and walk as fast as you can the whole way there, since “your spot” was a large rock in a nearby forest surrounded by tall trees and river. As soon as you get there you see jade wearing her navy hoody she never seems to take off and a nervous look on her face as if she’s scared you won’t come. “Jade!!” “Y/n! I’m so glad you came.!!” “Come come sit with me..!” “okay.!” you both sit on the rock and stare at the river reflecting the moonlight in the sky. “So.. we’ve known eachother for what feels like forever.. and i- I have something I need to say..” you gulp and turn your head as she puts her hand on yours. “Y/n I.. I love you..and—! And not as a friend..” “I— I love you too Jade.. but- why’d you decide to say that to me tonight..?” “I don’t know.. maybe because after watching you for so long I knew it was finally time..” “watching me.?!” “Y/n.. you could never understand how much I love you..” Jade leans in further putting her hands on the sides of your head staring at you with wide eyes and dilated pupils as if she was on drugs or had some psychological condition. You start to get nervous and your breathing is uneven. “Jade—“ she cuts you off. “baby~…” her voice gets shakey as she stares into your soul. “I’ve wanted you so bad.. for so long.. your heart, your body, your mind and your soul, your very being consumes me to my inner core.” She starts to breathe heavier as you’re in shock. “I’ve— I think I’d kill myself if you ever left me.. you— you won’t right..?!” “No!! No.!! I would never leave you like that, but— but why are you saying such things Jade..? This- this isn’t like you.” “Oh.. sweetie.. honey bear.. angel~.. you haven’t even begun to understand what I’m like.” “I— Jade.. what.. what do you mean..?!” “Everything I do is for you. I’ve known ever since I layed eyes on you that you were my everything..” you start to pull away slightly as one of her hands moves down to your waist gripping it tightly. “Jade.. just— just calm down okay..! I- I like you too but—“ “don’t.” She says sternly as she grips your waist once again pulling you back in. “Jade I— already.. I told you I loved you—“ Jade groans, “oh god say it again~..” she grips you even harsher and it starts to hurt. “Jade you’re hurting me.. please just— let go a little bit.” She squeezes your waist harder and pulls you in more. “I just wanna see you happy baby~.. I wanna give you the world.. I hate seeing you cry.. you- you know why all those girls that made you cry left..?! I did that. I did everything for you..!” her voice starts to shake as she’s practically an inch away from your face still keeping a tight grip on your waist she suddenly lets go and wraps both of her arms around you shoving you on her Lap. “Woah—! What the hell dude..?!” “oh shh.. shh.. I- I- know how much you need this.. yknow I’ve read your diaries over and over again..” she laughs creepily. Your legs are wrapped around her waist in the way you’re sitting you’re confused as to how she hasn’t lost her balance on the rock you’re both sitting on. “What—?! I didn’t even tell you about that.!! What the fuck Jade I trusted you.—“ She covers you mouth. “I’m the only one that truly knows you sweetheart.. I would never tell anyone anything.. I know you haven’t been touched in sooo~ long.. you poor baby.! all touch deprived and needy~..! why didn’t you come to me sooner.!” Your eyes widen further as she lets go of your mouth and starts to caress your cheek and hair. “j-jade..” you say breathy. “Ohh.. there it is.. you’re already blushing~ baby..! If I knew you needed this so bad I wouldn’t have hesitated for so long..” she then begins to lean in as she holds your cheeks. “Wait— Jade! I haven’t ever kis—“

she suddenly kisses you making you feel butterflies in your stomach and you moan softly, while feeling dizzy. She pulls back to see your red cheeks and heavy eyes. “I knew it~.. you can’t resist me.. can you.?” She whispers in Your ears. you can’t shake the overwhelming feelings you have at the moment, you know you should run away but you can’t. you stare at her in a state of bliss and panting. “awwh” she breaks into a small chuckle. “you’re so cute..! my poor poor baby~..” she holds the back of your neck firmly and starts kissing it gently licking causing you to gasp and whimper, you try to keep quiet out of embarrassment but the sensations are too much, you grip onto her arm. She chuckles “too much..~?” “Just— I- I- wh..” you stutter. “Shh.. shh.. don’t talk y/n.. it’s okay sweetheart.. I’m here..” “oh- okay..” she puts her hand on your back and leans you down to lay on her shoulder as she caresses the back of your head. “You really have to stop writing so much down in your diary.. you know some sicko like me could read it and use it against you..” you wrap you arms around her hesitantly knowing it’s wrong, but you still love her. She smiles and hugs you back harder. “mm.. just like that..” . She rubs your back and squeezes you tightly.

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(Made some recent adjustment’s)

Thoughts? Should I make this a series.?

#yandere wlw #wlw concepts #y/n #lesbian #lesbian romance #thoughts? #shouldimakethisaseries #wlw #i dont fucking know #touchstarved #touch deprived #whimpering #haha #hehehe #its really not #funny #insert tags here #what to put? #gay girl #gay girls #smut? #mentally ill #nsft wlw #you so cray girl #cray cray #teehee #okay i’m done now #fem reader

[dromaeo-sauridae]

/grabs you/ listen to me. listen. you dont level up in rain world. you dont get stronger. you dont have an inventory of weapons because you are a cat that was genetically modified to clean drains. the green lizard that killed you in outskirts on your second cycle will still kill you on your 80th cycle. this is how the game was designed. this is not dark souls

#IDK WHY ITS JUST SO FUCKING FUNNY TO ME THAT #WHENEVER THERES A HARD GAME THAT COMES OUT #THE CRITICS PUT ON THEIR DARK SOULS HATS AND SAY ‘its just like dark souls!’ #ITS NOT #ITS REALLY NOT #personal i guess #rain world

[llamagoddessofficial]

I AM WRITING A COMPLETELY OUT OF THE BLUE AND DEFINITELY NOT ENCOURAGED-TO-ASK ASK ABOUT A PRIDE AND PREJUDICE AU TO YOU MISS LLAMA WHO DOES NOT KNOW I WAS GOING TO DO THIS-

Thank you for letting me bully you into talking about a Pride & Prejudice au, Lemme tell ya, I’ve been cooking this badboy up in my head for MONTHS

Sans: Hands down, the most eligible bachelor in Mc’s area until the other skeletons arrive. He’s wealthy, handsome, intelligent, and oh-so-single... he’s had his eye on Mc for a long time, but his cold shoulder and generally unpleasant attitude drove her to pretty intensely dislike him. He wrote her off at first because of her human-ness and unsuitable family, leading to one or two icy encounters... but he eventually had an epiphany moment and realised he loved her intelligence and bite, and really wanted to be with her. He’d only just began putting his affection into action and seriously courting her when the other skeletons show up with all their drama.

If he proposed, she’d be upset, but she’d say yes regardless. Although she’s a romantic at heart she’s also realistic about her prospects as a woman with no fortune to her name- she needs to support herself and her family, and she has no idea how long she’ll be a young and desirable for. If he wants her, she can work with it.

Red: A very wealthy man, incredibly handsome and charming, extremely socially gifted. He and Mc get along fantastically- so well that Sans gets noticeably jealous. Unfortunately, though, Red comes with some downsides of his own... namely the fact that even though he’s got a larger annual income than Sans, he spends a big portion of it on parties and gambling and drinking, ultimately making him less wealthy than Sans. He’s also famously a womaniser, and Mc suspects that his obvious interest in her is just a passing fancy that’ll disappear as soon as he returns to town.

If he proposed, she’d say no. She likes him much more than Sans but he’s not a very... stable option for the future. He’s not great with his money, and he’s even worse with his fidelity. She doesn’t want to be tied up with someone that might spend his entire fortune on partying and alcohol, or potentially ruin them with a cheating scandal.

Skull: The wealthiest out of the three, egregiously so. He could spend twice as much as Red and still be the richest of all of them by a country mile. But his injury has turned him into something of a hermit; he’s got Darcy’s social skills, every time he enters a room that contains more than just people he knows he wants to pass out or throw up. The only reason he’s in the area is because he and Red are close friends- Red is trying to get his buddy to come out of his shell a little, to be more comfortable in social situations and hopefully make some new acquaintances, so he drags him to balls and parties. This is literally a nightmare for Skull... 

... Until he meets Mc, of course.

Mc has absolutely no idea what to think of Skull. He seems to appear at every event she attends, lurking either with Red or in the corner, always staring at her. Despite Red’s constant affirmations that Skull only stares at people he likes, she can’t help but worry that she offended him somehow... she can’t help but think he must dislike her.

#llamagines #p&p au #no way im typing out 'pride and prejudice' every single time i want to add something to this au #p&p it is #red gets that 'wingman realises he likes the person he's helping his friend get with' syndrome #likes her so much but knows that skull adores her #tries to convince himself his attachment to her is temporary #its really not

[vyragosa]

ithink i'm spiralling because i'm internalizing to myself as "you're defending your mother's abuse through fictional characters is this what i'm really doing" and i know it's not but the tears won't stop and i have intrusive thoughts so it's just some kind of self-made hell

#amelie unlike my mother never told higgs she never wished he was born #its just #its not the same #its #its really not #and still

[boffeeceans]

Listening to Weezer while writing werewolf body horror. It's the only way

#its really not #but ive just had three weezer songs come on in a row #dont judge

[ask-alienspots]

What was your childhood or just general life like before you joined Mommyclan? :3

uhhh... well i don't really remember anything...

yeah no, i don't remember anything :( maybe another time..

#mommyclan #alienspots #huh. i wonder what that second image is... #sorry if im setting this up to be some crazy deep backstory 😭😭 #its really not #i mean maybe but as of rn its not #i am absolutely godawful at making up backstories #its taken me multiple hours to post this because every time i look at it i feel like somethings wrong with it but whatever!!! #i might retcon some of this im still trying to work stuff out

[sherlolly-siya]

"It's okay Nance."

#its really not #do they not know that #stancy #steve x nancy #credits to Di for pointing this out #Stranger things

[dyslexic-mess]

Me: so, do you have any feedback?

Them: oh. I don't wanna nock your confidence or anything, it is good

Me: no, no, please! Criticism is super important for me to improve! I love getting it

Them: * actually gives gently worded and genuinly helpful constrictive criticism*

Me, holding back tears and trembling, trying not to fall into a pit of dispear: t...thAnkS. yeAH. I'll work on that

#every time. #I cant explain ut #its not because anyones been mean #or that I think my work is the best #its really not #amd 9/10 I asked for the feedback #because I genuinly want to improve #but then it feels like being stabbed??? #wtf??? #like what was I expecting??? #that they'd insist there was nothing wrong with it and it was perfect?? #obviously thats not going to happen #theres ALWAYS room for improvement #and that dosnt devalue the work I put in as an artists #idk what wrong with me #my self esteem issues need to stfu #bek rambles about crap

[sadtrash-masculine]

heartming 🤝 tinngun

^

getting outed by a kiss

#its not funny #its really not #but damn their characters really cant enjoy affection in peace #msp #my school president #moonlight chicken #mlc #tinngun #heartliming #heartming

[pbpsbff]

working on tony and rhodey begin which means i have to acknowledge peter begins which. sigh.

#sorry im embarrassed over my own writing #its really not #very good #its not BAD #but its not good. #ugh #r&r tease

[i-may-be-an-emu]

Just so y'all know I'm probably gonna be offline a bit more than I normally am and I just wanna say I'm ok and not to worry if im not as active as much lol :)

(I have a lot of anxiety about people getting worried about me when I'm not active and that's why I'm always annoying like this and say this sorta stuff but yea, I love you peoples so so much and pls dont be worried <3333)

#not me thinking people even notice me :') #anyway #Y'all probably won't even notice a difference but just for my own peace of mind I'm posting this #lol #im probably making this into a huge deal #its really not #anyway I'll still be online regularly #it's just i have irl stuff that's gonna be taking up my days lol #love y'all

[snobgoblin]

that's all fine and good I understand the logic behind "everyone can be redeemed" but in fiction I like my fucked up little guys and honestly I would rather they die than be sanitized. if I'm honest

#saw a post like 'its immoral to say youd rather the character die than be redeemed' #its really not #'you should want them to be happy' theyre happy being fucked up #death

[punkinspice]

I think it would behoove us if we as a fan base just collectively forgot everything fanon and canon and went back to the pre 2010s Sonic games and rewatch or replay them like its the first time and remember who these characters actually are

#sonic #sonic the hedgehog #BUT MAYBE IM JUST CRAZY #BUT IM GETTING SO FED UP AND ANNOYED SO MUCH AT EVERYTHING #LIKE #HAHA EVERYTHING IS CANON LOL ISNT THAT SO FUNNY #NO #ITS REALLY NOT #ITS ACTUALLY REALLY FREAKING ANNOYING AND LOWKEY FEELS DISRESPECTFUL #JUST #AAAAAAAAAAGH #im so annoyed #but what do i know im just some b*tch