#its worth it tho! trust

[boigyu]

I caved and spent my eid money on books oh I'm doomed

#theyre so expensive here im gonna kay em ess #its worth it tho! trust #🗯️ ! rambling4ever

[youssefguedira]

luca marinelli character FIGHT: FINALE

thank you all for coming along on this ride with me i've been having a great time.

in first place, our winner is (entirely unsurprisingly):

nicolò di genova! by a not insignificant margin (view the polls here and here)

and of course, in second place:

primo nizzuto! he almost made it.

tied for third are martin eden and fabio cannizzaro!

thank you all for playing this game with me! but it's not over yet: starting tomorrow we'll begin with the Bonus Rounds, i.e. matchups suggested to me by You, or ones i thought would be funny. not all suggestions made it to keep from dragging this tournament out forever. there WILL be another post with some extra statistics from this tournament tomorrow, but that concludes this Luca Marinelli Character FIGHT, and i'll see you all in the bonus rounds

#luca marinelli character FIGHT #this post largely exists so i could photoshop a burger king crown onto primo. it was funny to me #worth the time i spent removing the background. slightly cropped because the image is awkward but who cares. enjoy #really am glad you all decided to take this and run with it. it's achieved its primary purpose (giving Me something to do) but i am glad it #semi-took off. have had a great time reading everyone's tags abt it #id add the winners of the audience award for funniest tags to this post but everyone wins that one i can't choose. might compile some of my #favourites tho. anyway thank you all for coming this has been the conclusion of this silly little death match #luca marinelli #the old guard #nicolò di genova #primo nizzuto #trust fx #i was gonna use the same image of nicky that i used for the tournament but i already had this one saved in my powerpoint of images for this #anyway. so i figured this was funnier

[fishyartist]

#valerie gray #danny fenton #danny phantom #grayghost #gray ghost #my art #fan art #taking that ''you have to draw horribly" advice to HEART and then slapping like 6 gradients over the mess to make it appear competent #idk i wanna revisit the concept of contact+their relationship evolving #like pinky swear->shaking hands->holding eachother i guess? #like despite the setbacks+hurt they both cause #it also has like joy+value. like the idea of knowing and trusting others depite lies and betrayal is worth the pain for the good or somethi #also i wanted 2 try the idea of the suit val gets from vlad looking like his. idk might b too on the nose tho... ill overthink it l8er #idk man its 4 am. my brain stopped being able to draw how i wanna weeks ago. (meds stoped working yippie! this wil b fixed soon <3) #wanna revisit this once i get my shit together but UNTIL THEN... #im going to bed and posting this and ur gonna looka t it and understand my vision through it all ok? ty!

[conspicuous-clown-car]

considering how fnaf was based off of chuck e cheese, them doing this sly 'fnaf but not legally fnaf' cash grab just proves my point of how spot on scott cawthon was with making fazbear entertainment a shitty company. CEC Entertainment really is that bad

#theyre really profiting off of the fnaf movie when they LITERALLY GOT RID OF ALL THEIR ANIMATRONICS??? #COME ON #do they really need money THAT badly? #and as someone who worked at chuck e cheese for a long ass time #trust me its really bad #cockroaches fucking everywhere #throwup soaked into the carpet #everything is dirty and nasty as fuck because they dont hire enough people to clean everything #has violated several osha rules #all their stuff is cheaply made but overpriced to hell and back #treats their staff horribly (at least at the one i worked at) #getting paid for one job but having to do literally e v e r y t h i n g (in my case) #always understaffed and overworked #the pizza isnt reused tho its actually fresh as fuck #overall terrible place #ESPECIALLY if youre working there #which is why i dont regret stealing over $200 worth of prizes from the prize counter throughout my time there #im still salty about this almost a year later #fnaf #chuck e cheese

[gifti3]

HELP theyre trying to give him an ffxiv addiction!!!

#dont do it owl #trust me ull be playing nonstop until u reach level 60... #the only reason im no longer latched on is cause its subscription based and im too busy with work and art to get my moneys worth whew #blooming panic #id play ffxiv with toasty and xyx tho #like no cap

[panncakes]

how heavy is the brothers dynamic in the new taiwanese bl?

#i have adored every single taiwanese bl ive seen (justice for mtyl!) #and from the gifs it looks good and i have seen some people whos opinion i trust enjoy it #but also siblings is a very difficult subject #and tho i understand that they are not blood related #that doesnt negate a sibling bond and the power/weird dynamics that comes with it #and thought before i'd try it i'd polse how BROTHERS brothers they are presented #because if it is like 'yeah no these are siblings in love' then great but imma just not watch it bc thats not for me #but if its actually a little different then it might be worth it #unknown the series

[baldurs-gate-official]

All that trauma and bullshit and he still has the capacity to trust and have a healing journey?? To love? I think a lot of people don't fully grasp just how difficult that is

#bg3 #astarion #seriously #speaking from experience trust is HARD #I have friends. Plenty. Do I trust them? to a point. I trust them in the sense that I love them and trust them to be friends #I trust them to be there for me - to a point. I trust that they're trying (maybe I just don't trust myself to be worth it??) #But I don't trust them not to hurt me eventually. I'm always preparing myself for that #and I don't trust them to keep me safe. Even when they're bigger or stronger than I am #I'm always prepared to get in front of them if something happens. even if I know I'll get hurt from it. #feeling that way is tiring. but its so hard to turn off #I don't think I've even fully felt safe with/trusted anyone I've been with romantically. Not for lack of trying #tbh I don't think anyone can make me feel safe #or maybe I just don't give people the chance to. I probably don't #in my defense tho someone I loved deeply tried to murder me several times SO I think it's pretty damn understandable to feel this way #anyway my point is its really nice seeing Astarion able to achieve these things #trust. healing. a happy ending. love #all those things feel insurmountable in the face of trauma #i need to stop rambling like this #q

[the-king-of-lemons]

-_-

#i am not interested in buying a qs/mp figurine bc tbh i dont trust them w the money lol #but i went to look at the prices (50cad skull emoji) and the shipping??? bro 23cad at the lowest?? to get to toronto??? (my ref point) #(sidenote: the price of the figures is whatever hopefully theyre actually well made and worth it) #but assuming theyre shipping from some warehouse in the us wtf do you mean 23 dollars shipping to canada #i say like its not the norm for me this is why i dont buy shit online #esp from american companies #theyre always like ''free shipping to continental states :) not canada tho :)'' #soeey i just. compared the prices between detroit and windsor (canadian detroit. they look like one city if u look at a map lol) #and 23 dollar for windsor... and detroit? 4. four dollars. literally a couple km difference for the adresses i chose. #and this is the LOWEST. you can pick higher shipping costs if you want express shipping? get ready to pay 35-60 dollars #citric complaints

[pikslasrce]

heres my resignation ill serve it in drag..........

#franks caption ruined me at first i was like haha no guys its just the end of the tour #and then i remembered its a song with lyrics and then i was like hang on wait a minute. and.... im not okay (i promise) guys #tho the cockroach is making me hopeful bc cockroaches are well. the face of resilience. unkillability. maybe we are meant to be toyed w #i mean we shouldnt trust anything frank says and a picture is worth a thousand words sooooooooo #mcr #my chemical romance

[toastsnaffler]

fun sunday afternoon plans my dbt workbook arrived + I have a lecture on adhd + seasonal affective disorder to watch that I signed up for a while ago. maybe either of those will tell me how to survive this winter without killing myself 👍

#its the same dbt book ive used before but i only had a pdf before.. its much easier to navigate/use a physical copy #some of the techniques did help me to reduce bad coping mechanisms significantly last yr. so worth giving it another shot #i dont rly respond well to therapy unless its self administered bc i cant talk to ppl abt my problems + dont trust what they say anyway #its just easier independently in a written format. theyre my issues i got myself into this shit so i can get myself out of it. or not #wish i could at least exercise today but i think it is a chest infection im coming down with. so im not sure i physically can #its painful enough breathing as is. making some lemon honey ginger tea tho so hopefully thatll help #man. the fucking Misery. i hope i make it through this one. sooner rather than later preferably 👍 #.vent #.diaries #i have a book on bpd as well. i dont think i have bpd myself but some of the interpersonal issues ppl w bpd have are similar to those- #i experience so just curious whether itll have any useful advice for managing emotional instability/insecurity in relationships

[nicegaai]

arda wigs' benny classic, in fairy blonde

arda wigs' hansel classic, in fairy blonde (looks like lemon drop? maybe site error)

arda wigs' kyle classic, in fairy blonde

arda wigs' derek classic, in pale blonde (because the 360 function wasnt working with fairy blonde)

other blonde (and more) options for each wig style

.....

this is mostly an IN THEORY kind of thing like WHEN I GET AROUND TO A NOR WAY COSPLAY WAYY.... MAYBEEE,,,,, orz

anywayy i put a hansel in my cart bc easy choice and then realized that every other option was cuter — benny classic would be SOOOOOO CUUUUUUUUTE i love fanon curlyhair nor. BUT. the derek classic in a lighter color might b the most accurate for canon cosplay accuracy reasons. then again!!! the kyle!!!!!! the kyle!!!!!

but ya my heart says benny, i think the floating curl would be easy to tease out of that wig, no extra weft wrapped around a pipecleaner or anything. but the canon accuracyyyyyyyy.........

wht about this fella in the middle??? what about HIM

#p #i am sooooo brand loyal to arda its insane #consequence of 10 years of cosplaying #even tho just 1 wig from them will add up.... its worth it 2 me #btw yes the fairy blonde wigs all look dif in color. its the lighting trust me. arda is very consistent last i checked

[autisticredhood]

Hi! I hope you don’t mind this kind of asks, but I wanted to ask you about Jason Todd in hush story. I’ve seen some people saying it was actually clayface, some saying it was all just jason and some others saying it was jason at the beginning and clayface at the end. I haven’t read it yet and I don’t know if I should cause it seems quite confusing. But I trust your opinion, and wanted to ask if you understand what is going on in there if it actually jason who cut tim neck or wtf happens and if you recommend it reading during a jason Todd comic reading. Thanks<3

going 2 answer this with more nuance and also proper explanation of what was jason & what was clayface later. but basically how it frames what jason was like as robin (rageful, arrogant, etc) such as:

makes me feel very THROW BATMAN IN GARBAGE!!!!!

HOWEVER,,,, theses bits

sobbing weeping screaming this is acceptable bruce & jason grief content thanks. also the watercolor art is sooo good

#basically just wanted to let u kno i got ur ask im thinking about it & will answer it. might be days tho #quick answers: yes he does cut tims neck. he is in the beginning of the fight scene and then when jason does he flips and runs off in the #graveyard thats when he switches w clayface. i dont think it necessary for a jason read but i think its worth at least skimming jason bits #but also. KILL KILL KILL KILL I NEED TO SCREAM ABOUT HOW BRUCE DID NOT MAKE JAY ROBIN TO CHANNEL HIS RAGE MAYBE HELPING JASONS ANGER DOES #BECOME A BENEFIT OF ROBIN BUT THAT IS NOT /WHY/ BRUCE MADE HIM ROBIN. WAVING AROUND BATMAN ISSUE 409 LIKE!!!!!!!! HE BECAME ROBIN BC HE #WAS DETERMINED TO STOP A BURGLARY ALONE IF HE HAD TO. BC HE DIDNT KNO IF HE COULD TRUST BATMAN TO HELP AND IF BATMAN WONT DO IT THEN HE WILL #HE WANTS TO HELP AND BE GOOD THATS WHY HE BECAME ROBIN #heist* couldnt think of the word so i said burglary but heist is more accurate #anyway. #my very correct opinions

[todayisafridaynight]

NOOOOO NOT THAT BEING JESS' FIRST TSUTSUMI MOVIE 😭😭😭😭IT'S NOT REPRESENTATIVE OF HIS WORK I PROMMYYYY..... The Mole Song might not help his case in that regard though Hiura is A Bit Of A Pest too 😭 nowhere near the same level of course but 😭😭😭I hope you guys enjoy when you get to it!

OH BUT PLEASE please take your time and have fun with Metroid there is No Rush I'm just SO so happy you're willing to give my recommendations a shot 😭😭😭PLEASE BELIEVE IN MY MAN MOAI THOUGH I LOVE HIM...

AT THE VERY LEAST HE'S MUCH LESS OF A PEST THAN UTSUBO WAS SO.. LIKE TRULY A 'no i swear he doesn't always play characters like this please he can be really sweet and cute PLEASE BELIEVE ME' moment （；´д｀）（；´д｀）

BUT YEAH OF COURSE im always ready to get your recs a shot !! i haven't been disappointed so far and i always end up really loving the stuff you send my way, so im excited to check it out when i can ! ٩(๑❛ᴗ❛๑)۶

#snap chats #plus the mole song movies are fun...... gotta give a lil to get a lil right.... it'll be worth.... #just tryna think of movies where he Isn't a jackass and christ. lemme scratch my head for a bit i got like five in mind maybe☠️ #HE'S PLEASANT IN PLENTY OF DRAMAS THO COMPARATIVELY just gotta watch more movies but anyways... #I BELIEVE IN MOAI THO I TRUST HIM I SEE HE'S TRYING i need him to try faster tho my man's house blew up 😭😭 #in any case..i WILL enjoy prime ty !! i SHOULD be almost done.. but then it keeps getting longer and im like Oh God. #VERY fun game tho im so happy its everything i thought itd be when i was a kid.... IN ANY CASE im gonna have some breakfast #and then HOPEFULLY i finish it today.... cause i DOOO wanna watch stuff..........

[lgbttruther]

Human Sadness - Julian Casablancas + The Voidz

Harry Du Bois tbh

#please please please listen to it and think about Harry I promise its worth it #if u dont like the music tho. my apologies #disco elysium #harry du bois #music is really important to me when thinking about these characters #you will see the parallels i promise i promise do you trust me #music #listen. if I were a better man I would go through this video frame-by-frame and make an entire animatic redraw about DE for this #its got it all. loss of a woman you love and filling it with worse things. poverty and living in the ruin of war. THE PALE.

[caffeinatedopossum]

I'm so tired hngg

#depression and chronic illness methinks #im also probably really dehydrated but i dont have things to drink #we have tap water but tap water is... uhh i would rather not #its not that bad i just dont want to taste it #and if i even mildly dont want to do a thing it pretty much will not happen #just because the cost benefit analysis in my head says that being dehydrated is worth not having a gross taste and having to wash a cup #and having to get up to get it and having to find a place to set the cup down and having to lift it to take sips #this all sounds ridiculous and easy but trust me any one of the steps could end up being very painful if i dont put a lot of effort into #not fucking dislocating every joint at all times #hngg thirsty tho

[coolchainsawlord]

Not me getting a trojan from downloading vsts 😬

#potentially. #anyways its gone now (according to anti-virus but i aint trusting it jussssstt yet #its worth it tho i finished a song 😜 #clown behavior