#kayla's ramblings

[kayluh1915]

psssst, disclaimer…

@swiftllama: *texts me with no context* EVERY BTS THEY GET GAYER AND GAYER

Me after watching said BTS:

It's Ianthony moment breakdown time, BBY!

I know I've been gone for a while but I've really been going through it, y'all. I want to post more from here on out, but I can't make any promises. Executive disfunction and ADHD paralysis sssuuuccckkkkssss.

Anyways, back to our regularly scheduled screamings!

Also, this is from a members only video. If you can, please support Ian and Anthony directly. I do not share content outside of small Ianthony moments like these.

The noise that came out of my mouth was not human in anyway, shape, or form! Anthony has carried Ian like this before, but it was before his departure. Back then they were really stiff and awkward with each other since their friendship was strained, as they have mentioned several times. Now they're super close and don't give a flying fuck and MY HEART CAN'T TAKE IT!

Sam has been keeping me up to date with everything and I just can't believe the timeline we're in. Everything else might be shit, but at least Ian and Anthony are back together and give us moments like these on the weekly! 😭They keep me sane.

ANYWAYS, I made some gifs of the moment because AHHHH and I'm going to break down the little moments that made my fandom heart flutter

Let's get to it!

Right off the bat, Ian very minorly freaks out when Anthony picks him up and immediately grips Anthony's arm. Logically, I know that anyone would grab onto the closest thing on instinct in this situation... but my Ianthony brain is screaming: "AWWW! ANTHONY MAKES HIM FEEL SAFE!!!!!!!"

Okay, my logic brain is calming down now because this gif just confirmed that Ian not only trusts Anthony whole heartedly but also FEELS SAFE! As soon as Anthony reassures him that he won't let him fall Ian relaxes and starts to let go of the death grip he has on Anthony's arm near the end of the gif.

Another demonstration of how much Ian trusts Anthony. He doesn't even flinch when he lifts him up and even has that face he makes that screams: "yeah yeah, we know Mr. Buff." after Anthony comments on how easy it is for him to hold Ian.

DUDE! The way Ian just goes limp after Anthony once again lets him know that he's got him. IT'S SO FUCKING CUTE and, again, is proof of how much he trusts him. He knows Anthony won't drop him and just decides to relax for a second, putting his full weight on Anthony's shoulders. I CANNOT! It's so intimate!!! Ian probably also took notes from Rhett's "I'm Dead" move he pulls on Link which I find hilarious.

Okay, this is my favorite one of this whole gifset. The way Anthony looks back at Ian to make sure he's still comfortable and then smiling to someone about it!?!? BRING AMBERLAMPS! MY HEART HAS STOPPED!

Damn, I needed these two in my life so badly right now. The fact that they pulled THIS SHIT just makes it so much better. I know they've said and done things more damning within the past few months, but I enjoy more intimate moments like these. Yeah, it's for a bit, but it shows just how much Anthony cares for Ian and how much Ian trusts him.

Lord have mercy, I need a nap after all of that. 😮‍💨

#kayla's ramblings #smosh #ian hecox #anthony padilla #ianthony #because it's obvious???? #☀️🔍 #smoshblr #carrying #LORDY #I still need that nap

[spicyclematis]

Message from #Jin 💌 pt. 1 for @cordiallyfuturedwight

#me opening my photoshop for the first time in four months: WHERE DO I NEED TO START #i'm gonna ramble later because i have to add the tags first ok #seokjin #bts #btsgif #bangtan #usersky #bangtanedit #seokjinedit #annietrack #trackofthesoul #ngl i forget most of the tags but anw #i miss giffing but don't expect me to have a full comeback lol #the september video is like my final straw because why he had to attack us like that #then me and kayla had meltdown before the national announcing their new album like what's uuuup #i'm okay i'm doing fine i actually didn't leave place but i just need a calmer space #mygifs

[coffeebanana]

i would be so powerful if i just did things right away instead of procrastinating. but i’ll contemplate that later

#kayla rambles

[sant-riley]

"None of the guys would play Just dance with you." Maybe Not YOU, but I'm different

#going down the nostalgia hole and i would fucking force Simon r u kidding me #ur too big of a man to play just dance? #get the wii remote rn #ghost <3 #soap <3 #price <3 #gaz <3 #kayla rambles <3

[yonemurishiroku]

I feel like post-TOA!Apollo is the kind of parent that would defend his children even when he doesn’t have a clue what’s going on. He sees his children being dissed and he immediately jumps to the defend. That’s like. A reflex or st.

#Like someone accuses Kayla of playing a a-little-bit-overboard prank and Apollo’s like “excuse you my beautiful girl would never——” #octavian is a legacy and should not be counted #pjo #hoo #toa #yone rambling #lester papadopoulos #percy jackson and the olympians #apollo pjo #heroes of olympus #trials of apollo #apollo toa #will solace #austin lake #kayla knowles

[jeepers-scoob]

I'm glad all of the Scrappy people are finding my post about him. He IS just a lil guy (a lil fella) who will kick a ghost's ass to protect his uncle and his friends and We Support Him

#text #kayla rambles #scooby doo #scrappy doo #scoobert doo

[phoenix--flying]

apollo cabin cursed apollo cabin cursed apollo cabin cursed apollo cabin curse apollo cabin cursed

#im going insane #let me cook #THEYRE CURSED !! #cabin seven #pjo #apollo pjo #apollo cabin #lee fletcher #michael yew #will solace #kayla knowles #austin lake #yan pjo #jerry pjo #grace pjo #phoenix headcanons #phoenix rambles #vaguely related but cabin ten is also cursed

[ryanandtherealgirl]

Thinking about Ryan Gosling’s square ass hands

#I love them #ryan gosling #Kayla rambling

[asukiess]

what ladywalker and/or loveywalker idea are you the most NORMAL™️ about at this very moment?

loveywalker: much like someone says "penny for your thoughts?", if Catwalker looks deep in thought, she offers him a conversational heart and asks him what he's thinking about. it just occurred to me she would be conditioning him into opening up jababsdbhd

ladywalker: here's the post I spent way too long scrolling in my queue to unsuccessfully find last night

#miraculous ladybug #asukies ramble #TY KAYLA ILY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #Asukies answered

[crxssjae]

Did anyone forget that Paul Heyman vs Kayla Braxton have the best rivalry?

#paul heyman #kayla braxton #wrestlemania #crxssjae rambles

[listen-to-the-inner-walrus]

"theres something to be said about quitting the police force to become a clown"

is a fantastic quote that - if i hadnt just heard it from a sims youtuber and streamer - i would assume to have come from this webbed sight

#kai rambles #if you already like sims youtube you probably know lilsimsie #but if you dont #may i recommend her #kayla is a 10/10 creator who embraces chaos all the time #and is very cool about trans stuff #like to the point where if you misgender anyone in her stream chat or comments and that includes her sims you get banned or the comment gets #deleted and in the lets play on her youtube channel her current heir tinker bell is enby and is their partner quinn tinker #v cool #would recommend

[kayluh1915]

So... you mean to tell me.... that, in the Smosh cannon, Ian and Anthony have been married and had sex....

Yeah... yeah, no I'm good I'm fine I'm great. Everything's just fi-

#kayla's ramblings #smosh #anthony padilla #ian hecox #ianthony #because this time it's fucking warrented WTF!?!? #food battle 2023 #EXCUSE THE FUCK OUTTA ME #☀️🔍

[di-girls-dem-sugar]

Episode 39 of Find Us Alive just curbstomped me. Nah. Nah. Nah. Nahhh. No. This podcast is TOO good. I'm legitimately dumbstruck by how fucking good every aspect of this shit is.

I MUST start off by saying that Raddagher's scream will haunt me for the rest of my life. I don't know if it's just my love for this podcast or the talent of the creators but I tend to get very immersed in it and I could legitimately feel the desperation and despair and agony and fear and everything that everyone was feeling this episode. In particular I have not been able to get the image of Raddagher closing herself off and silently losing her mind over Love ever since the beginning of the aneurysm storyline. Whatever Harley talked about how she was acting and how difficult it was to communicate, I kept thinking the main reason that she doesn't say anything is because if she opens her mouth she's going to scream. And she fucking did. That was the scream of a grieving woman. It wasn't even fear or anything, it was a sound from a woman who's physically been cut open and had something ripped out of their body and I really feel like Ingrid thinks she's lost her already. Maybe I'm stupid and naive but I just refuse to believe that she's gone and I will not give up on the hope of her waking up because I don't know what I'll do if she doesn't.

And Lancaster? Every time I think about Orion I just get so sad! Not only thinking about what he's going through but thinking about how him being contained is affecting everyone else. From the fact that Harley lost his best friend to the fact that Beatrix tried to do everything she could to prevent them experimenting on him even if that meant he would have to say locked up for longer to the way Ingrid cried over him keeping secrets even before they knew he was a dash three.....

He misses his friends and he wants to make things right but they won't even give him a chance to see them!!! And now this whole thing with Love.... not only does he not know what's going on and he hasn't even gotten a chance to see her, but he doesn't even have anybody to support him in his worry over her. Even though Harley, klein, and Raddagher barely spoke to each other, the fact of the matter is they still had the option to do so but they were just avoiding each other. Lancaster never had a choice but to stay by himself. And all he wants is so desperately to see his friend because it might just be the last time!+ Even though she can't talk to him even though she's not even conscious he just wants to see his friend he's just so tired of it all and I want to cry because he really doesn't deserve this idc if he tried to kill Harley that was a different guy!!!!!!! It was an accident that wasn't him!!!!!

And Kline my beautiful wife, trying so hard to keep it all together... as bad as it is I kind of understand why she was so reluctant to see Love because who wants to see their best friend like that? like let's be real. Her apprehension was totally understandable but at the same time I wish we had gotten to see all of them in one room just for this. Still, I kind of like the fact that they didn't have that big group get together and the whole gang wasn't in one place because it's kind of more realistic that way... not to mention it's really consistent with Kline's characterization cuz she's a very avoidant type of person.

In conclusion @raddagher You Are Literally Killing Me.

#find us alive #scp #scp foundation #scp find us alive #love this podcast so bad goddamn #shut up kayla #this was just some stream of onsciousness rambling because I could not just sit on my feelings after listening to that #so it might not even make sense

[coffeebanana]

okay don't get me wrong i LOVE emo!marinette she's SO CUTE i would die for her

but also kajsbdkjbsdkjb her eyeliner and her little pout are making me laugh like. babe you're too cute to be evil. you just need a hug. go kiss your little cat boy and be silly. everything's gonna be okay

#kayla rambles #miraculous ladybug #ml paris special #marinette dupain cheng

[sant-riley]

Like one does when they are sad, I cut my hair and fucked around with my eyebrows

#not to keep rambling but im sad and all my friends i think r either asleep or ignoring me LMFAO #kayla shut up #do yall think soap would like my diy hair and eyebrows :)

[yonemurishiroku]

Idea for bonding activity in the Apollo cabin: Nico teaching the kids Italian nursery rhymes (which he learnt from Chiara and an Italian grandma ghost). He’s singing. Austin is playing the guitar. Will and Kayla are dancing ridiculously. The kids are clapping. Apollo is making light effects. And they’re all laughing.

#nico di angelo #will solace #solangelo #pjo #toa #hoo #apollo’s children #apollo cabin #cabin seven #austin lake #kayla knowles #trials of apollo #percy jackson and the olympians #heroes of olympus #riordanverse #apollo (toa) #yone rambling #nico headcanon #fluff