#life log

[nowyouknowandokay]

Situationship: let's just chill, hang out, have sex, get attached and be confused on the fact that we have feelings for eachother <3

#situationship #love #chill #hangout #have sex #feelings #confused #attractive #attention #attached #partners #lover's #friends #life log #lifelover #art #art of love #the neverending story #adventure #just roll with it #just the two of us

[vrgssmncht]

"did it fix what was wrong inside?"

YES. Cicada molt does.

Nice

Today may be shit socially but I found TWO cicada molts so there's that (usually it's zero..) I love you cicadas! (Woagh I've gotten very tan from all the camping and all the observations)

Look at them! Aren't they cool as heck?!?

Also attended a great lecture on conservation and a seminar discussing the research a club I'm in has done (that I will also be doing later next year wahoo!) This seminar really lit the light inside me again a bit.. hellyeah for that! It's refreshing to be surrounded by people who have the same value as yours.. ah.. also my senior gave me a drive full of fauna pics from his expedition! Hellyeah! This post is about gratitude!

#pic of mine variety #cicada #life log #i guess #insects #photography #me #2023

[novellady]

In a stunning example of how much I keep my self to myself I got a cat almost a week ago and haven't mentioned him! Meet Ghost!

#life log

[teleconhaikus]

I really wish I had the ability to bend the ears of those in Hollywood to portray disabled and ill humans with grace and empathy and not who magically get better one day, or have only one episode story archs but ones where they actually are considered daily and their needs are thought of by all their friends and loved ones.. not because it’s the reality I know but because it’s the reality I wish I could at least see in a fantasy world at least.

I spent all day yesterday on my couch in pain from lupus, hands and feet just aching and no energy to do much else than sleep.. and it’s isolating and it’s lonely but it could be better if the world saw everyone for their flaws and supported them instead and the only they would is if they see it in their heros, and the fiction first. If you can’t even imagine it it can’t ever be real.

#life log #sick log #spoonie #lupus #but today it's back to work with aching bones and hoping I can somehow push through and help everyone around me #despite very few thinking I need help ever #because I have been afforded so little grace in my existence I let everyone else have more than a fair share of the benefit of the doubt #I have been accused of flaking countless times #I pushed through and hiked for 5 hours Saturday knowing it would have a backlash but I didn't care #if I flaked they'd think I didn't like them or I didn't care #so I try and push the best I can past all my comforts to support those in my life and then I ice my body as it crumbles after #and people wonder why everyone sick is lonely #I want to kiss away the tears of everyone else but my tears and pain go unmet and unloved and uncomforted

[kaqiao]

Building this little korpokkur

At first I wanted to do picture but when I got some of my supplies in the mail I immediately wanted to attempt to turn it into a pin. It was actually difficult since I had no idea how to set up the fabric cuts to allow you to pull back the fabric. Glue I used is B7000, it was very messy and smelly. Attaching the bead wasn't as hard as making the leaf with the cast on stitch (I'm still learning to do that stitch more cleanly) In the end it looks cute and was fun experience to make!

Material:

Chenille needle + long darner needle + straw

Linen cloth

DMC 25 : 907

DMC 25 : 3078

#embroidery #life log

[peachypaginae]

Thu, Mar 21, 2024

blind date with a book, bought acomaf as if I'm not only 3/4 finished with acotar

pasta

skincare

journal and yarn

#life log #things i did and things i bought

[frankenfae]

I got the sadness today.. so looks like it's a smashing pumpkins Monday. Idk why everybody is so weird about asking questions.. I saw a video recently describing autistic tendencies are asking questions to understand things better and that neurotypicals only ask to attack but I don't do that I really ask a lot of questions of everyone I've ever dated to better understand them and I learn all their answers so I can be a better partner to them and it seems recently that's only put me in more arguments because everything is seen as me "challenging them" when it's just natural curiosity... Sometimes I wonder why I bother with dating or relationships at all. It only adds to heartache. With discarded past lovers who all don't talk to me today. It's more lonely than friendship where it's much more rare to discard someone for an innocuous detail to who you are.

*deep sigh*

#Humaning seems impossible sometimes #Life log #My thoughts #My writing

[filmnoirsbian]

I find your lack of whimsy disturbing

#tcp #these days someone mentions an abnormal experience and people demand proof 😒 sorry they didn't think to record #every second of their life for u.....life is strange and wonderful perhaps you should log off and engage with the weird <3

[laidbackmarco]

The Truth About Starting a Gaming YouTube Channel This Year

The Truth About Starting a Gaming YouTube Channel This Year is that it’s a lot of hard work. Just yesterday, I uploaded another video on my gaming channel. When I was a kid I thought being a gaming content creator was recording yourself playing video games. The reality paints a different picture. It might have been that way 10-20 years ago, but even back then the entire gaming landscape was…

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#Blog #gaming #gaming youtube #guide #Japan #japan blog #laidback #laidback life #laidback life log #laidback lifestlyle #laidback strategy guide #laidbacklife #laidbacklifestyle #laidbackmarco #life log #log #my laidback life #startegy #strat #strategy guide #youtube channel

[namthighs]

20230915

OK honestly I still dunno what I'm doing

I think... I think I might want something different for myself

So I'm gonna have to work for it

Why am I so crazy...

I think I was born to never feel content

Anyway need to get my driver's license

Learn a new language

Learn a new skill (web design I think)

Finish my traineeship period

Specialize in what I want

Write a book, or several books

Act in a movie/TV show

Find a life partner

Stop living in my head so much and start actually doing things

#life log

[pandesalmonster]

July 29

Hope to god this project gets approved so I can finally rest. (since December 2022 I have not been resting boyyyy)

Are FB truthers gonna be the new Aldub truthers? I thought the fans were theorizing for shits n giggles now they're actually disappointed that the girls might not be dating IRL.... like. They might be good actors and good with fanservice but dont expect shit at the end of the day

4 weeks in a cast and my arm hurts a tad bit but I can now lower my lower arm.

My face is super itchy right now it's soooo annoying. And I have a new neck pimple. Welcome to the family.

#life log

[tatertotsbae]

"he's been trying his hardest lately."

i keep my eyes on the road, trying to find a way out of the car wash. it's a bit past 8. too late to not be at home, really. the sun's down and i can feel the cold night breeze hitting nearby wind chimes. who still puts up wind chimes, anyways?

"i don't think i follow."

"well, it's just that he's been extra eager."

"for what?"

"i'm not sure. it just seemed like he's been putting in extra effort to be with you."

"because he's been coming to church lately?"

silence.

"not just that," she finally sighs and lets out a chuckle, "everything."

"everything?"

"yeah. everything."

something is at the back of my throat. i can't quite make out what it is, but i can feel it hesitating. speak now taylor's version on shuffle in the background as i shift my eyes towards the dimly lit street. a bit to the left and we might've hit somebody's precious lidah mertua.

what was i gonna say?

that i made this happen? that we fought yesterday and the day after? that i know he tried his best and still don't feel like it's good enough for me?

i turn up the radio. it really is too late not to be at home.

— a;

18/07/23 [00.07]

#taterthoughts #life log

[teleconhaikus]

my rheumatologist is so cool, I love talking to her.. but also dude, lupus doctors are kinda like I got nothing over and and over on all the things broken in you at all times.

what hurts? Bro, it might save us both time if I just say what doesn’t hurt today.

#lupus #life log #medical stuff #my writing and thoughts

[kaqiao]

Wanted to use tumblr to bring back that life blog feeling as well. I have been enjoying french embroidery a lot as a destresser after work. I've completely fallen in love with the art. I'd like to log more of my journey with it when I have more time. I was learning basic stitches with a kit a bought on etsy. My experience I've learned for myself is I'm the kind of person that likes to go all out on an art so kits don't work for me. I should just really research thoroughly and purchase the necessary things. It's because I prefer a full experience of intensity instead of beginner level only things. It's nice to have a tutorial but I was not prepped with a beginner kit to explore it further. This lead to me spending much more than needed on things I end up replacing in the end. Kits are definitely helpful for some but not for myself.

#life log #embroidery

[tedxdejima]

Ichigo-Ichie: Life Logging and Exposure Notification | Akihiro Fujihara

#Computer science #COVID-19 #Life log #Technology #TEDx #TEDxDejima Studio

[frankenfae]

Some days I feel my mental health being ravaged and I really do wonder how I get anything done at my job because I could be so productive but I can't when I am bombarded with news that is so sad and scary and immobilizing, and I can't when I can't sleep at night and keep getting anxious to the point I can't breathe and then I just wonder how everyone else does it.. I have a few friends, I have a little saved money, if I had none of those things how would I do it? Living with 4 chronic illnesses and managing daily chronic pain and flares with a few friends who check in I start to wonder about all the people out there with no ability to work, no one to check on them..

#life log #please do not repost I just think saying it might help #lupus and fibro things #brain fog on a MILLION