#literally die it could actually kill me

[garnetdawn]

Es got a cat now <3 her name is chicken and she is wonderfully round

#oc - Esward #oc art #garnet art #listen im allergic to cats and love them to death i need to live through my ocs ok #would die for this creature #literally die it could actually kill me #so powerful

[haemosexuality]

why are so many adventure time fans just straight up stupid. about how stories work. and i dont even mean kids i mean like adult fans just with the absolutely dumbest takes

#i was watching a streamer react to f&c which ok i admit i brought this upon myself #but oh my godddddd #''i think farmworld finn's wife was pb'' even ignoring that one of his kids looks exactly like human huntress wizard WHAT #WHY IN THE HELL WOULD THAT BE TRUE. AFTER THEYVE SPENT S I X S E A S O N S SHOWING WHY PBXFINN COULD NEVER BE A THING #LITERALLY SEVERAL SEASONS SHOWING 1-PB WILK NEVER LIKE FINN BACK THEY ARE INCOMPATIBLE 2-FINN HAS MOVED ON HE HAS ACCEPTED THAT AND GOTTEN #OVER HIS CHILDHOOD LOVE ON HER AND ONLY AFTER THAT THEY WERE ABLE TO FORM A FRIENDSHIP #THATS LIKE ONE OF THE MAIN THINGS OF THE SHOW #WHY THE FUCK WOULD THEY TAKE THAT BACK AND MAKE HIM HAVE FUCKING KIDS WITH HER IN AN ALTERNATE UNIVERSE????????? #''did prismo just die in the end of episode 4??? oh no what a mystery'' oh yeah dude they totally killed off one of the most important #characters in like 5 seconds with almost no ceremony. without even acknowledging it. thats totally how character deaths work #this is totally plausible #''what the fuck im gonna get so mad of simon actually becomes ice king again'' ARE YOU STUPIDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD #HAVE YOU NEVER HEARD OF ''CREATING A CONFLICT AND THEN RESOLVING IT'' #HOLY FUCKING SHIT #sorry this is making me go insane a little bit. #adventure time #fionna and cake #every time i see some guy mention pbxfinn and a thing that could have happened i fly into a rage. you are so fucking stupid. you have the #mental capabilities of a child. never open your mouth again. #as a thing* that could have happened

[harmoniouseclipse]

Arlecchino doodle schmoodle (PLEASE COME HOME PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLE

#genshin impact #artists on tumblr #arlecchino #GIRL I LOST TO DILUC THE FIRST DAY SHE DROPPED I HATE HIM #HE LITERALLY COULD NEVER #I need her so bad you dont even understand #she could kill me and i'd actually die from happiness instead #All ive gotten is a freaking diluc and a C4 freminet IM ON ME KNEESSS PLEASE COME HOME #IDK HOW MUCH LONGER I CAN FARM PRIMOS OUT OF THE NEW FONTAINE AREA DAWG

[anotherpapercut]

so anyway I woke up multiple times last night bc of coughing fits and I've been coughing all fucking day and I was just standing outside on my porch trying to like chill before going from job 1 to job 2 and i coughed so hard I threw up. how's everyone else doing this afternoon

#really wish i could call in but i work in like an hour and theyd fucking kill me #i mean they wouldnt. theyre really nice. but theyd be so disappointed that i would die #anyway the good thing is i used to have bad emetophobia and that wouldve caused a severe panic attack and like more illness #but at some point in the past like year or two its gotten a lot better and i can actually throw up without freaking the fuck out now #so i still kind of want to die bc its gross and feels bad but like. im ok which is cool #sorry that was gross and tmi. welcome to my blog #cw vomit #cw emetophobia #i should clarify ive had some type of upper respiratory something for literally like 2 months. ive tested negative for covid several times #i just really need to go to the fuckin doctor lmao

[burning-thistles-bt]

i wanna talk about the burning thistles reflamed au sooooo bad but i cant and its killing me

#i mean i COULD #but like. i wanna actually write it yknow. #so basically we'll get there in 4 years right? #oughouuuu #okay but consider this: BlueOak is REAL but Blue is trying to forgor it ever happened #meanwhile Oak believes that they should be closer than ever and is so sad to see her pulling away #OKAY AND what about if Copperleaf was everyone's dad too. didja think about that #including his own grandkits. hes there dad too now in this au technically #he basically adopts every kit but its against his own will #if bt Copper met btr Copper he'd be like 'what the FUCK are you doing just kill him bro?? stage a coup??' #meanwhile btr Copper is so urged by his need to ensure every kits survival that hes actively putting them AND himself in danger #like its so funny to me that Copper is viewed as SUCH A VILLAIN by literally ALL OF THE CLANS #meanwhile on the inside hes fucking panicking so hardddd. but he keeps placing himself in these situations like YOU DID THAT TO YOU BRO #and worst of all he's never seen Airleap look at him with such hatred before. never known him to be capable of it #ahhhh Airleap.... you pathetic sopping wet boy... you nerdy prude must die you... #so many thoughts about Him... whyd you do it man. why #AND DONT EVEN GET ME STARTED ON THE DOG PACK GANG #<-i got started on it a while ago and you all saw how that went #i wanna draw all of this but im like. eurgh. cant #its not coming out right #lolling thoughts #btr au #btr #burning thistles reflamed

[xxlovelynovaxx]

"there isn't a damn thing that affects me that specifically" Okay so you're privileged. Got it. Next!

#transandrophobia #Honestly I could go more into the idea that transmascs don't face anything unique #like 'actually everything we experience is experienced by all trans people' #I mean yeah if you're extremely reductive and only talk in broad categories very little is unique to a single group of trans people #funny how that works but also if you do that there's nothing unique about any kind of transmisogyny either. #and like yeah there are outliers the whole point is that transmisogyny PRIMARILY affects transfems and those perceived as transfem #same with transandrophobia #it's the SPECIFIC way it manifests that those terms were MADE to describe because those specifica are literally KILLING us #if you give the wrong antivemon to a snake bite victim they'll DIE #the whole POINT is that the specifics DO matter #also... #'BITTER THAT THEY HAVE LESS OPPRESSION POINTS THAN TRANS WOMEN' ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME #THERE ARE NO OPPRESSION POINTS YOU SAID THE QUIET PART OUT LOUD #YOU THINK TRANS WOMEN SCORE MORE POINTS ON THE OPPRESSION SCALE #as an intersex transfemmasc go fuck yourself #also this is literally the opposite of solidarity you rotted cuntnugget

[sinkableruby]

the shiori ED in owarimonogatari ge kills me, but theres a very specific part of it that really gets my attention

right before the first verse there's a little flash in this box that shows an object relating to the arc character

its interesting to see the items for each of them. mayoi's bag is there, and the first thing you notice is that she's not. her bag feels almost synonymous with her, so it almost gives the impression she's left it behind, possibly for a new stage in her life (as it were). hitagi's apartment building is shown, and what i think might be araragi's house next to it. but they're so small that they look like models more than anything, which i feel relates to how these homes are things that are precious to her, they are things she wants to protect. maybe theres something to be said about the home as it relates to family too, and family being very much a big thing to her arc. and maybe theres something to be said about mayoi's thing being "something to protect" too

whats the object in ougi dark, then?

oh. hi ougi

guys im so not normal about this. putting ougi in the same room where the other two had objects that were important/synonymous with them. its because ougi darks ED is for ougi BUT its also for araragi (and shinobu, its about all 3 of them), so its araragis "thing to protect/that is important to/synonymous with him."

but also like. this is also like the only time in the show that we see ougi in any state even approaching nudity, and not just that, ougi is actually naked here (except for the sleeves). and that coupled with the kind of huddled pose really makes this feel like a very vulnerable moment, and a very very significant thing. its saying many things at once. it's saying conception, it's showing you the big bad but not so big and not so bad, its showing you the weakness in a character who has rarely shown anything like vulnerability or weakness, who is still haunting araragi (see the sleeves and the like "gonna get you" hands lol) to the bitter end.

and like if you look closely you can see a little smile which is standard for ougi but like. the hollowed eyes (more ghastly now when theyre white). the inward hunch. the lack of clothes besides the sleeves, that are stylized to look jagged like claws. this is a creature born with a purpose, a creature born to hurt. but this is also obviously a creature who is alone and feeble and Should Be Helped Not Killed for fucks sake lol.

and not just a creature but a person! ougi is armored in layers of separating clothes all the time but this shot is kind of groundbreaking bc it showing that like. she is really just like anyone else. the fronting is very much a front. she, the fake, has Substance. there's a very real person underneath those big sleeves.

and also since the shot is really only for half a second, ougi fades away very quickly. its very much a blink and youll miss it. but that fading away really feels like a flash of vulnerability before she fades away Forever. as in, it's a parallel to her almost final moments. but the fading away in particular feels ghost-ish. not to mention later in the ED shes even wearing like a ghost outfit.

and. god. if that isn't just.

idk. something about. being alive but not really. being a ghost. not long for this world and resigned to it. being so resigned to it you wear it and use that to represent yourself. making it a part of you. and then later being given a life. becoming able to live. idk yk. idk its just , yk its just ,

#and that could go for the others too #mayoi hitagi araragi shinobu #it could be all of them #being resigned to death. being given a life #learning how to live #(and in fact it IS about araragi here.) #(by saving a resigned-to-her-what-she-thinks-of-as-fate hes also saving the part of himself that believes he must die) #(its on both a literal and thematic level its all tied together nicely) #monogatari #oshino ougi #senjougahara hitagi #hachikuji mayoi #ougiposting #owarimonogatari ge #ill talk more about this ed later but this part is so stand out to me #like i understand intellectually but i dont understand the feeling of being extremely cautious/terrified of ougi as a viewer #ougi is posed as “the main villain” but is Not Actually So #thats a framing from gaen to make araragi more likely to kill her #“the enemy” she says #ougi is just ougi #a naked ghost hunched into themself. a vulnerable creature. a person #like idk how you could listen to dark cherry mystery and think ougi should have died in ougi dark (REAL THING PEOPLE THINK) #like: “i'll pick up the possible futures we could have had and chase after you!”? #thats not the words of a black and white villain #ougi is trying so so so hard and desperately wanting to do something meaningful with araragi and more people should recognize it #and really theyre so consistently thoughtful and philosophical like. the impression you get is not that theyre always trying to hurt ppl #the impression is that theyre trying to . Think. to develop ideas and reach the right conclusion

[piplupod]

praying and hoping and begging for things to get better or at least more tolerable soon because i dont know how many more physical symptoms of stress my body can take

#me when i get eczema when the only time i had eczema in the past was when i was about to kill myself lmao #things are Preddy Bad actually fjfkfkfl #theres so many things i have happening and i look them up and its like ''reduce stress :)'' THANKS I WISH I COULD #UNFORTUNATELY. I LIVE IN THIS WORLD. AND THINGS AREN'T GOING WELL. #i actually cant think abt this all anymore tonight or I'll end up crying and i rly dont want to deal w crying rn fhfkdl #but man. things were supposed to go in such a better way. im literally a failure rn #all my siblings are doing way better in life and have a shot at things #and im stuck in my parents basement alone and a loser burn-out #this is so fucked #i realized the reality of my situation at 3am lying awake unable to sleep last night #like. i am.... alone and stuck living in my parents basement. no career prospects because im useless and too exhausted all the time #thats so fucking lame and awful and Peak Failure in society's eyes #man!!! #so unbelievably bleak!!! #anyways i hope this eczema goes away bc wow i rly have not had this except once or twice when i was engaging in suicidal behaviour #i dont want to be doing that again 😭😭 #WHATEVER. it is what it is. live fast die young or whatever #maybe tomorrow something good will happen #pippen needs 2nd breakfast #suicide tw

[starphobe]

fh fandom back to wishing death on a fictional teenager for being mentally ill and not learning how to cope with that in a healthy way. what else is new

#do i think klck is correct? no #do i think a fandom full of grown adults should stop holding this (manipulated) (not sound of mind) teenager to wack standards? ya #like.... some of you are... how do i say this.... ~projecting~ #and dont get me wrong this isnt me trying to say shes some kind of innocent misunderstood blorbo 🥺🥺🥺 #i think shes a freak and a cunt. but im going to be normal about it and NOT say that she deserves to be killed (????) #pre-overtaking she was clearly aware that her behavior wasn't healthy #the fact she even went to jawbone at all (and was honest with him!) proves that imo #personally i feel like she might be neurodivergent -> struggling with knowing which rules to break and which ones to not #we literally JUST had an episode where the principal of AAA told students to their face that studying and working hard is dumb #i think kipperlilly came to aguefort. couldn't get a grip on what they Actually wanted from her #(parents went to mumple. she couldnt have been prepared for aguefort) #and out of frustration she fixated on people who were doing well and compared herself to them #and the only major surface difference she could find? tragic backstories #it only makes sense that she'd assume that THAT is what was missing. her inability to adapt to AAA was out of her control #so instead of blaming smth abstract (neurodivergence/other mental illness) #this single. concrete. and obvious difference is way easier to latch on to #but yeah. imo she just reads as someone super neurodivergent who received No Help because she 'made do' #and when thrown into a situation that required a skillset she wasn't born with. she shut down and got defensive #noone is born wanting to die yadda yadda #i think it's very interesting that when jawbone turned the question around on her (asking what SHE could do to get better) #she got quiet and awkward #its almost like she was trying her best? and just couldn't figure out where to go next? #and OH would you look at that. jace offering her a trip to the mountains of chaos. for a ~super dangerous adventure~ #🙄 #anyway. #awfully convenient. isn't it. #this has been me. having takes on ms goldendoodle shibainu #goodnight everyone (its noon) #not tagging this out of fear of the *** stans out there who will not stop taking things personally

[bulletsfrank]

being online makes me feel so isolated because i cant reach out to a single soul without feeling terrified of the rejection. im too tired to be any kind of meaningful friend or even mutual, but i have absolutely no one in real life. i come online for my crumbs of socialization and human interaction that i desperately crave, but once i have it i just feel more lonely. like people talk to me out of pity, out of feeling sorry, or just that they will always have people they like more. i feel like a baby. i feel like someone who will always be watching everyone else live the life i desperately want through the lens of social media while i rot alone in the house that killed me before i was born

#honey's words #this is dumb. i will probably delete. but who else could i even tell #writing in my virtual diary today... #and i am soooo fucking stressed. being with my mom in the same house is literally killing me #i screamed at the top of my lungs and shattered my phone throwing it at the ground yesterday and i juzt feel so much shame #i keep crying i keep having episodes its all going to kill me if i dont leave #my car needs fixing but my mom only wants me to make money for her as always #i just. oh my god can i just actually kill myself #and she legit juzt texted me asking for a carton of cigarettes. haha . just another $50 i need to scrounge up #by driving doordash with my car that desperately needs fixing but i can't!! BECAUSE I HAVE TO GIVE HER ALL MY FUCKING MONEY!!! #please... no more. literally no more. i have to go back to sleep bc thats the only time im not wanting to die #im scared for myself genuinely. i dont think i can make it through this time. i dont think i will survive .. i wasnt made to. god i am #two steps away from begging the lord to help me and im an atheist ahiwjsjs. there has to be some kind of relief.

[imaginarianisms]

more asoiaf comparisons, parallels & antiparallels to the first dance of the dragons vs the second & final dance of the dragons (& possibly the sixth blackfyre rebellion): the blacks being daenerys i targaryen's supporters, the golds being aegon vi targaryen's supporters, tommen baratheon being a close equivalent to gaemon palehair & his mother essie & sylvenna sand which may be interpreted as a parallel with queen cersei lannister & taena merryweather of myr, trystane truefyre being a close equivalent to aegon/young griff & perkin being jon connington & the shepherd being the new high septon the high sparrow, dalton greyjoy being euron i greyjoy's ancestor & the latter surpassing him, alyn waters later alyn velaryon resembling aurane waters later aurane velaryon & finishing what their ancestors started. history repeats itself.

#out of the galaxy. || ooc. #LIKE!!!! LOOK AT THE PARALLELS BRUH #it kinda makes me wonder who the hightowers would support this time... #its literally so wild how history repeats itself #i think the lannisters would support aegon after he takes king's landing bc they're lowkey fucked either way. #cersei lannister's probably either in hiding at casterly rock or will end up as aegon's political prisoner. maybe jaime too idk. #i have no idea who would lead the lannisters on the side of the golds now that kevan's dead killed by varys tho... maybe genna lannister? #cersei jaime & tyrion's aunt? to parallel johanna lannister who attacked the ironborn like a boss bitch?? #i personally predict aegon'll marry sansa who would have the north the riverlands & the vale at her back—it'd be arranged by baelish & varys #i also think it's possible he'd take arianne martell as another wife to parallel aegon & his wives visenya & rhaenys. #so by taking sansa & arianne as his wives & queens both of whom are well beloved in their countries he'd restore honor to their houses. #bc aerys & later the baratheon dynasty was a terrible time for the starks & the martells so he brings the north & dorne back into the fold. #so by marrying sansa he honors & respects her given her past betrothal to joffrey & forced marriage to tyrion & mending what aerys did #particularly to her grandfather rickard stark & her uncle brandon stark & to her aunt lyanna stark. #& by marrying arianne he's restoring honor to house martell considering all the bs his mother elia martell experienced in king's landing. #(whether elia actually Is his mother or who he perceives her to be) & restoring the line of succession again in dornish hands #& they'd probably marry him on the condition that the northerners & dornish gets special rights & privileges that others don't. #& not to mention that the targaryens starks & martells have a common enemy. #polygamy's a big nono in the faith of the seven but that didn't stop aegon & his wives & im sure after everything w/ the faith rn?? #w/ cersei & the sparrows?? & considering aegon's actually a decent person & he'll be foreshadowed to be popular & loved?? #i don't think most would bat an eye tbh. i actually think daenerys would wanna talk to aegon first tho. #then everything & everyone around them goes to shit & they end up fighting bc like. daenerys wants SO BADLY to have a family. #so like i don't see her immediately perceiving aegon as a threat. #the starks & most of the north would prolly be wary of dany @ 1st due to aerys & having a MASSIVE army w/ three dragons until the long night #except for like. maybe jon. but anyway the martells could be slightly wary of dany bc of what happened with quentyn in meereen. #idk maybe there's a division in the north & dorne. i think sansa & arianne would actually get along personally. #anyway im presuming stannis is gonna be at the nightfort & i personally don't think he's ever gonna come south again. he'll die at the wall.

[sleestakkk]

i think i will genuinely vomit when round 6 of alien stage happens

#there's no way i will mentally survive it #like i actually feel ill when i think about ivan and till #they literally make me physically ill already what am i going to dooo #there's no way i'm not SOBBING #cause no matter the outcome #the emotional build up of the round will kill me #they could both survive and i'd still die #broo i can't handlee thisss #what if i just don't even watch it? #like... aoougghhh #you KNOW i'm gunna me INSUFFERABLE when i do watch it though #they made me so physically ill it's insanee (affectionate) #alien stage #alien stage ivan #alien stage till #vivinos #ivan #till

[leafyloveslaughing]

this quest became less Weinlesefest and more Bully Kaeya hours

#they made the theme of this festival Family and then chose violence #lisa and adelinde saw their chance and yeeted kaeya and diluc to interact hopefully with no bloodshed #the euphoria i felt when paimon was annoying kaeya on the way to dawn winery like- ur so weird today why r u quiet u got a problem or sum' #and when he was gaslighted by literally everyone into staying for dinner then immediately dashing out of there lol #i cant deal with diluc idk if hes a tsundere or what XD he gets all open brotherly affection with the traveler then he sets eyes on kaeya #and goes all; ugh i guess you could stay. if only for adelinde's sake- #see? im putting up a show that im only letting you stay to make fun of you but actually i really care i just show through disgruntle grunts #because trauma or whatever #kaeya alberich #diluc ragnvindr #traveler #lisa minci #genshin impact #at some point you have to accept that you can't fit all of their design details into your little sketch #kaeya's hairstyle is technically called a lovelock but i will die on the hill of calling it a rattail #watch as his floofy cape thingy gets longer and longer with each panel #the hands killed me just like the electro hypostat #leafy scribbles

[twentyfivemiceinatrenchcoat]

went from writing yan!gojo to working on sappy!sugu i feel sick in the head

#hopefully i can get my act together and work on the sugu fic all day!! maybe then i can actually post it before the weekened ends :’3 #i just need to think of a title hhhh :< my greatest weakness…. #its funny bc yan!gojo and sappy!sugu are both sooo in love w u its sickening yan!gojo just happens to have a big crack in his moral compass #excluding that theyre literally the same yan!gojo is like i would tear myself to pieces to see you smile i would kill to hear you laugh #and sappy!sugu is like . i could die in the midst of your laughter and die happy. i want to drown in the sound of your joy #stsg will always be smitten losers to me <333 their love is soooo fervent it almost burns if you touch it directly #ari noises ✩

[zincbot]

just housed the first 6 episodes of scavengers reign. i'm so fucking upset

#scavengers reign #scavengers reign spoilers #LEVI #ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME #levi's death actually actually made me cry #and azi's reaction was fucking brutal #because! they were just fuckinh learning how to live dammit #god i wish azi had been able to kill that stupid psychic bastard #oh my god #this show is so good but i'm ruined. levi.. #like since ep 1 i was waiting for major character death cause i thought no way are all these mfers getting out of here alive #buti wasn't expecting levi... especially because i was really really intrigued by how their transformation into #a blend of biological and mechanical was going. the way azi softened. the wish to go swimming. #the way that blending with the mold connected levi to the natural world for the first time. made them realize they could be a part of it #the dream they had. where they had biological hands. man. man. I'm literally ruined. i'm so upset #oh also sam died/is abt to die whatever- #i'm Kidding okay it's just that sam's incoming death was a lot longer coming esp with all the environmental clues. #the mimic plant things are such an interesting idea a thing about this show i LOVE is how it shows different flora and fauna interacting #it's so good it's such good speculative biology #sam: literally dying #me: wow this is so interesting #the behaviour of the mimic was very interesting too it returned to try and rebury sam as a priority #very cool #anyway this show rules but WAAAAAA WAAAAA WAAAA

[naw-naw-honeyimgood]

i know im the dumb bitch that's first thought to what fic i can write off a media is either a soulmate au or a daemon au BUT

I'm reading a harry potter fanfic (dont look at me like that 1) its a crossover and 2)fanfics can just as easily be a ceremony where we dance around a fire thats burning source material okay) and i mean

tbf i didnt CHECK but has anyone considered that a person's animagi form is just what their daemon would be? cuz the mc of this fic is about to realize that the weird-ass dog he's seen around campus is an animagus and i was like

you know, when ur writing a daemon au, one staple is that a trait for people with dog daemons is loyalty. so i thought it was kinda funny that someone who's a dog animagus was framed for disloyalty and all that

then i thought of a daemon au where there's like a whole faction of people STILL, twelve years later, debating whether sirius black was REALLY guilty. because he has a dog daemon, so there's no way he'd betray his BEST FRIENDS, who he was LOYAL to, right? ('in fact' some of that faction would mutter to each other 'that action far better befits the rat daemon whose death he was accused of' conspiracy theorists who?)

or a group thats adjacent to THEM who insist he was playing a long con from the beginning: he was planning to serve voldemort from the get-go, so he PRETENDED to have his daemon settle as a dog in order to have an in with the Order of the Phoenix, who would obviously trust someone with a dog daemon. his daemon isnt ACTUALLY a dog, the claim.

but one thing i hate about writing daemon aus is that u have to come up with a daemon for EVERYONE and then NAME them all, which i hate, so this is an open offer to anyone who actually wants to write it

i mean i guess i could write a tiny little thing??? i dunno- if i actually wrote this it would ONLY have this stuff in it so idk if it would be worth writing

(i could see conspiracy theorist parvarti or lavender tho- divintation fanatics they are 🤔)

#harry potter #fanfiction #daemon au #like i mean just saying #my favorite part about writing daemon aus is thinking on how making them a thing would change or effect the setting #like a dungeon crawler or a regency setting (ask me about those if u want ;) ) #so like thered def be some wizards who are essentially psychologists just for majoring in daemon form meanings and What They Say About You #and you could make voldemort looking like a snake in his new body make actual SENSE #cuz you could make his daemon a snake and it makes more sense that his body will take on features of his soul #hell you could make nagini his daemon and say that instead of her being a horcrux shes literally just a piece of his soul in a different wa #it would show how corrupted his soul really is for having 6/7 horcruxes when he lives past his DAEMON getting decapitated #or i guess i mean- maybe his daemon died when he tried to kill harry but when he tried making nagini a horcrux #she basically became his new daemon? or some weird hybrid? idk artistic liberties and all that #and then while fawkes's lament at dumbledore's funeral was 'touching' and all that u could makes fawkes HIS daemon and they both die #not like fawkes has any story relevance after dumbedore's death anyway #idk theres options!