just an fyi, and it feels like it needs to be said here: your blog is your own space and you should be able to say whatever the fuck you want. if you’re sad? vent. get sad. maybe put it under a cut, definitely tag it, but get sad. if you feel like you need someone to talk to? drop a freaking message about how you’re feeling like you could use a buddy, or anything randomly engaging. if you’re having a hard time, you should feel safe and okay to talk about it in your own space. we’re writers and we’re people and while there’s a lot to be said for how engagement outside of oneself is necessary in rp (and really really needs to improve), i think there’s a lot that must be said about people reaching out to others. it’s become so solitary here — the whole ‘reblog from source’ thing when it comes to shit like about and musings is absurd. the whole refusing to like things is ridiculous. yes, curate your space, that’s important, but curating your space into a studio apartment only you live in doesn’t make this a community anymore, it makes it a studio apartment you live in.
just be yourself here. do whatever you want. but i’m always saying: remember you’re not alone, and don’t let yourself feel that way.
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A member of a species with feathers being insecure about their feathers because they don’t have as many colors as some of the other people in their species
Human crewmate offhandedly mentioning how much they like their crewmate’s feathers because the colors and the order they’re in remind them of a specific pride flag back home
Crewmate with feathers now taking any chance to display their feathers around their Human crewmate since they appreciate them
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If you sent me asks/have been in my notifications lately and I have not yet responded, DO NOT WORRY!!! My motivation/energy levels have been odd these past few weeks, but I’ve seen all the things, read them, and they’re so so appreciated :’D Thank you all so much for being so stunningly kind, y’all are awesome.
I’ll respond to everything as quick as I can :D
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Wait y’all I think I got it. I’m annoyed and disheartened about what is basically just another iteration of the halo effect.
Divergent bodies are labeled socially as “bad.” Divergent neurotypes are labeled socially as “bad.”
Neither are actually bad, but they’re labeled that way in society’s “constructs.” If you show a divergent body (eg, a limb difference, higher fat %, a different fat distribution or body shape), people WILL treat you differently. If you unmask neurodivergence and “act autistic” or “act ADHD,” people WILL treat you differently.
I think we ALL know this is true.
BUT BUT BUT.
If you unmask neurodivergence but present a normative body, you’re more likely to be “forgiven” for the neurodivergence. If you unmask neurodivergence but you have a divergent body, you’re more likely to be judged more for the neurodivergence.
Obviously eating disorders are far more complex, but I think some part of mine was basically “if I make myself as small as possible, my body will look closer to the normative, and my social deficits won’t be seen quite as negatively.”
And the annoying part is that it was actually fucking true. As I’ve gained weight, growing into a body that is both divergent from the “accepted shape” and divergent from the “accepted weight/overall size,” even if I’m masking the SAME EXACT WAY, having the same exact behaviors, I’m seen as even more neurodivergent??
I’m not kidding. I could get REALLY EXCITED about pugs and sunscreen when I was thin and people would think it’s a little weird but also cute and yeah, sunscreen is important!! But now when I get really excited about pugs and sunscreen, it’s obsessive and creepy and who tf cares? My “unmasked” thinking face uses the same facial muscles- nothing has changed about it other than the amount of flesh on my cheeks- but when I was thin, people would check in and ask if I’m doing alright (because it looked odd for the situation). Now, people don’t ask me about it- they just assume I’m disinterested or even worse, bitchy.
Even my INTROVERSION is seen more negatively?? (Keep in mind that US culture especially is extrovert-normative; despite introversion being so common, introverts are expected to ACT extroverted when they do go out and socialize). When I was thin, I was quiet, introspective, thoughtful, observant, intentional, intelligent. Now that I’m not thin, the same level of quiet reflection before I think is labeled as bored, slow (yes as in my intelligence is low), meek, reclusive, standoffish, antisocial, insecure.
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i went out for drinks with coworkers and it was a lot of fun but it made me realize how close knit everyone is and it just made me feel a little left out :/
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10 random songs from my repeated songs playlist & then tag 10 people, tagged by @psychopomping THANK YOU SM ❤️🌈✨
1. No cambia nada by Emilio Cervini
2. All eyes on me by Bo Burnham
3. Disaster by Conan Gray
4. Little freak by Harry Styles
5. The rain by Ben Platt
6. I’ll call you mine by girl in red
7. You are on your own, kid by Taylor Swift
8. Stuck by Thirty Seconds To Mars
9. Out of the woods by Taylor Swift
10. Never ending song by Conan Gray
Tagging: @sleepysnivy, @mikeandwillel, @sorry-i-panicked
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You are not entitled to a romantic partner of any kind just on the basis you want one. That isn’t how it works.
People might not be attracted to you for various reasons: and sorry but your bitterness and spite is likely now a compounding factor making you even less likely to find what you’re looking for. It doesn’t matter that you’re a woman. You still reflect, often word for word other than pronoun swaps, the same entitled and self righteous attitude of your average incel.
A real issue can be that women are sometimes, when not deemed attractive by a specific man, not always treated like people by said man. (Or even society depending).
But sometimes not even then. Sometimes you’re just an undesirable or desirable object by said man. And being bitter at the latter woman in this scenario is just silly and missing the point.
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Hate how society has somehow deemed being not available, but also not doing anything else “important” as an indicator that something is seriously wrong. Just because I am not doing anything else doesn’t mean that I am automatically available to talk and hang out with, and just because I want to be alone doesn’t mean that anything is wrong. I’m an introvert! I like and I thrive having alone time! Not wanting to have a 2 hour+ conversation at 9 pm when I worked my customer-facing job for 8 hours earlier doesnt mean that I’m two seconds away from having a mental breakdown, it means that I want to just hang out alone and play video games without having to pause every two seconds to respond to the latest text!
Am I not allowed to be alone without people assuming that I’m mentally not okay? Does solitude and enjoying the company of ones self make someone insane?
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