#love that I’m rewatching spn

[lambmotifz]

the way he caresses sam’s face…

#i’m so unwell #rewatching ahbl bc apparently i love pain #wincest #samdean #sam winchester #dean winchester #spn

[strawberrryangel]

rewatching supernatural is so fun because. why would you put yourself through that torture again. but it is so comforting. like this show is insane and gay and sexy and agonizing and homosexual and erotic and deeply upsetting. but it’s just. so good.

#like the cw supernatural is so bad #but the secret supernatural inside of it/in my mind is absolutely divine #i’m almost halfway through season 1 in my rewatch and i cannot wait to get to season 4 #destiel #i love gay people #dean and cas forevs #<3 #supernatural #spn #spn rewatch #strawbsposts

[quietwingsinthesky]

Irks me a little bit whenever Dean torturing in Hell is positioned as his own fault, or even really his choice to do. We get given the solid number, 30 years of torture for him and 10 inflicting it on other people (which was also more torture for him because it’s Hell, the torture evolves, it doesn’t stop), and we get told that wasn’t long enough. That John held out longer. That angels were going to pull Dean out of Hell and if he’d just held on a few years more, the seal wouldn’t have been broken.

But that isn’t true, right? We know Heaven wanted the seal broken, ergo Dean wasn’t getting saved until it was. Until it, and he, we’re thoroughly broken and usable by Heaven to achieve their own ends (ie to make him into a good (obedient) Michael sword.) So, it wouldn’t have mattered how long he held out in Apocalyptic terms because the game (that he didn’t know he was playing) was rigged against him.

But more importantly for Dean, the amount of time he managed not to break literally does not matter. Because it was never going to be long enough. Thirty years, forty, a hundred, a thousand, it does not matter how long he held out because the breaking itself is the unforgivable part to him and the breaking was always inevitable.

Anyway. There’s my Dean meta for the year. Eat up, I guess.

#despite this being brought out by that prev post I’m not like. actually annoyed or anything. #we’re all free to interpret the show however. I just think this way brings out the tragedy of it best is all. #you know it’s like. did Dean & Sam technically both have choices in s4? did they technically make the wrong ones? yes. #but at the same time. there was never a choice. there was never an option to avoid the apocalypse. especially with how little they knew #of what was actually going on over their heads. like. it really is insane to go rewatch s4 and realize how much they don’t understand about #what’s happening around and to them. and that’s the part I like best! it was unavoidable! they will still blame themselves forever! #what’s the thing called where you like both brothers. bibro? that’s me. #samgirl with bibro tendencies. #if you ever see me speak negatively about dean know that it’s because I love those things about him actually. #I like when he’s possessive and self-destructive and terrible. I just think. in this particular instance. this was not him embodying #a character flaw. so much as it was him being forced into his role in the story in a very like. visceral literal sense. #I could go into the Michael-Dean ‘what does it mean that of the two vessels it’s not Lucifer’s sent to hell but Michael’s’ thing but #maybe save that for another day. I have thoughts I’m just tired. #spn #dean winchester

[castielmacleod]

It’s been a hot minute since I watched any spn at all but I’m pretty sure Emily Swallow’s raw charm and screen presence quite literally saved Amara’s character from the depths of writing hell. Do you ever think about what this person was up against. Do you ever think about how bad some of Amara’s lines are. To say nothing at all of the Dean thing. And it’s just like.. how did Amara survive that? How did she become a Good Character not only in her initial season, but then also go on to become something of a fan favourite for just her minor role in s15? I’ll tell you. It’s because Emily got out there in front of the camera in spn s11, and she looked up from her script and said, I am going to say these lines but I am going to tilt my head and make my little faces and add just the right cadence to these words and I am going to create scenes of incredible palpable emotion and I will have her be so alien yet so human at once in faultless balance. I am going to make Amara Supernatural more endearing and sympathetic and dimensional than she could ever be on the page in my hands I will do this if it fucking kills me

#And I love her for it #Amara spn #Honestly s11 Amara reminded me of earlyish seasons Cas in such a charming way #Like I’m remembering that scene where she goes to the church and is talking to the priest all matter-of-fact #Idk I just found her really endearing. I think she also murders a bunch of people in that same episode but that’s ok that’s #an enhancement honestly. #My posts #As a disclaimer I am very much a proud card-carrying member of the Never Hated Amara Gang so I will always back her even in s11 #But if you are someone who didn’t like s11 Amara but enjoyed her in s15. Go back and watch her in s11 again #(If you can stomach rewatching any spn at all that is. Lord knows I cannot) #But go back and watch her and watch her more closely and the little things Ms Swallow adds to her even then. I think you’ll enjoy her more #Idk why I’m having an Amara moment but I am. Meri jaan <3

[biblionerd07]

Btw if my Wynonna Earp spamming has inspired anyone to start watching (all 4 seasons are on Netflix, at least in the US), please be prepared for…let’s call it camp. Not sure if it counts as camp when I don’t think it was on purpose, but that’s what I’m calling it. The CGI is BAD. It gets a little better as the show goes on, but I’m warning you now. Sometimes the actors outside the main cast are……..less than stellar. (But the main cast is very good! Don’t worry!!) Sometimes the writing will unintentionally make you laugh, and there are some plot holes that never get resolved. BUT WITH ALL THAT BEING SAID: your payoff will be hilarity, kickass women who don’t fall into two stereotypical personalities, loving found family that will die for each other (and often make horrible deals with dark entities to save each other), and happy endings. It’s worth it!!!

#wynonna earp #like when I was rewatching I was like ‘my god I don’t remember it being this bad???’ #but it’s about the relationships!!! and the love!!! and my main beloved Wynonna!!!!! #unkillable gays save for two demons in the early part of season one #who Wynonna then references as haunting her for having to kill then #I think some of the clunky writing is mostly due to the fact that a whole group of the characters are from the old west #so they kind of try to write them as talking old-fashioned #but it can come off really awkward #I also think that gets better as the show goes on #and the cast really really loved making the show and they all love each other and I’m such a sucker for that #everybody is who they are and who they are is just stone cold gay #even the characters who aren’t explicitly gay in canon are gay #honestly truly if you watched spn you cannot judge the acting or writing #and the payoff for Wynonna Earp is way way better too

[castiel-crow]

Y’know I love jack but he did not know the first thing abt taking care of a snake at all did he

#jack kline #my spn rewatch #spn s14 #like that poor snake #what was jack doin there lol #bro was living in a tupperware box with a newspaper and seemingly no water to drink #‘I don’t think he’s feeling well’ you think???? #said with love. I love jack #also I’m sure someone has said this before #(much more likely that just the people behind the show don’t know how to take care of a snake) #pocket rambles

[deicidedruid]

I’m sorry but when Castiel was on his villain arc in season 6, and Dean was like “don’t make me lose you too” even though he was the main reason he lost Lisa and Ben and he purposefully put Sam down. Even after everything and Dean still couldn’t handle losing him.

#that’s true love guys gals and nonbinary pals #supernatural #spn #dean winchester #castiel #supernatural season 6 #destiel #this season was crazyyy #I’m on a rewatch #can’t wait for season 7 #one of my faves

[acesammy]

maybe the reason I don’t really like season 10 is bc I don’t like sams hair and I don’t like cas’ tie

#So season 10 is like. It’s fine #season 12 is the season that is Most on my shit list #But every time I look at cas or Sam i kinda go :/ for a moment #And they’re my favs I don’t want to be like :/ when I see them #WHAT is going on with sams hair man it’s so bad #Farquad cut for real #and then the thing with cas tie is just bc I don’t like change <3 #Ough but then sam talks and I’m like oh yeah I love you 🥺 #Lea speaks #spn liveblog #I’m FINALLY continuing the rewatch pls be proud of me

[anotherfallenchild]

Noooo Dean ha ha…don’t cry you’re too sexc

#hate to see him cry love to see him cry #I love man pain I’m sorry #Dean Winchester #spn rewatch

[lepidopteragirl]

if u were anything like me whe ni was first watching spn u like dean. do u like dean

dean…. dean….. DEAN HE MAKES ME FUCKING INSANE

^image of me thinking of dean winchester

#the thing they don’t tell u about spn is that dean winchester is. litterally the insanity inducing character of all time #YES I DO. for the love of god #deeply fond of dean the other day i rewatched the ep where they have to fight famine and tried to knaw off my own arm #lilah i think i sent u an ask about this actually but every time they show sam covered in demon blood i go. oh my god delilah would lovethi #anyways i’m so sorry answering these late love i was in the shower #ty for the ask!!! <333

[johndonneswife]

aaaaarrrrggghhhhhhdjjfigjfi he was literally an angel of the lord who dragged a repressed homosexual man (!!!) out of hell and then fell in love with him (!!!!!!) and rebelled against heaven and committed literal genocide for him and furthermore helped kill THEE literal Abrahamic God with him ?!?!?! like what is not clicking…how can you watch this show and be normal…how are you immune to the cw’s supernatural…with banger lines like ‘you draped yourself in the flag of heaven, but ultimately, it was all about saving one human…’ and ‘when castiel first laid a hand on you in hell he was lost’ and ‘you came off the line with a crack in your chassis. you have never done what you were told’ and ‘the worst part was dean, trying so hard to be loyal, with every instinct telling him otherwise’ and ‘i cared about the whole world because of you…’ etc and so on and so forth…like how are you immune to the unbelievably depressing queer narrative spn writers unintentionally created while they were busy writing the worst show of all time…do you not yearn? we are not the same…they literally sent castiel to nothingness until the end of time all bc he was a little fruity and then dean was like ‘hmm i think im done living now bc i miss cas :-(‘ and died on a RUSTY NAIL after years of fighting literal angels and demons and dying and being brought back to life from literal HELL…while his straight boring whitebread brother lived a long and happy normal life with his wife and children…like what more could you possibly want from a tv show…hashtag love is only for the brave 🌈

#the mixtape the watching him rake leaves the ‘i prayed to you cas. every night’ the stench of his trenchcoat all over your impala… #…id rather have you cursed or not #… #like girl….. #text #i’m speaking my truth after getting cyberbullied in 2014 for saying castiel would end up dying for dean out of love #I WAS RIGHT?????? i was right #anyway im rewatching spn because that’s just where im at in life and it’s kind of crazy like #there’s at least 4 shows that exist in this one show. lol #im on season 1 and having to exist without castiel is UNBEARABLE!!!! #and you’re telling me i have to do this until 4x01?! PLEASE im CRYING this fucking monster of the week shit is killing me #to quote dean winchester in purgatory WHERE’S THE ANGEL? #anyway im sorry. mutuals you are entitled to financial compensation if you read this post #first meeting castiel saying ‘you don’t think you deserve to be saved’ like NO ofc he doesn’t? he has internalized homophobia leave him alon #i hate spn by the way please understand this. do not get it twisted

[fourevereatoncheesebuns]

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#just watched a dean vienna edit and ahhhhh ahhhhhh ahhhhhhh #remembered what was important honestly #my other drafts which will never see the light of day are me screaming crying throwing up over a dumb man #not even fair to mention said dumb man in the same post as dean tbh #ANYWAYS I miss being hyper fixated on SPN and destiel like it’s always in the background of my mind #but sick absolutely sick I was out here being love sick over a real man #that ended up disappointing me like I knew he would #when hyper fixating on dean and cas is way more fun #not me watching one edit and silent screaming crying over it #and saying yes yes exactly #*this* is what life should be about #I should rewatch all of SPN again #these were my thoughts #yes I’m aware this is not very stable thinking looool #I’m like real relationships??? broke #will fuck you up for weeks and weeks no matter how insignificant (this was just me) #dean/cas???? forever does fuck me up bad but like a good way and even the bad way I have fanfic to fix it #sorry for another very unhinged post of me always ending w so anyways I miss dean and cas no matter wtf is happening in my life LMAO #if that doesn’t prove that dean and cas are the ones those bitches bc no matter what I’m going through I’m like I miss them #they are roots my home #love over sharing in the tags #I probably shouldn’t post this #but sometimes I regret that I didn’t post my love sick destiel one bc that one is funny af to read back in my drafts #I had the fattest crush ever and started experiencing lowkey love sick symptoms and the only reason I realized it #was bc it was a less severe version of love sick post nov 5 #the fact that nov 5 helped me realize what was going on w me when I had a reaaaal feelings for someonfor like the first time is peak comedy #hilarious #like what if I didn’t have the nov 5 love sickness experience huh??? #I literally would’ve been like wtf is wrong w me??? why am I not getting much sleep and my emotions are up and down #I would’ve thought I was going crazy but nah I was like oh I had this even more nov 5 we’re good we’re good hilarious

[daethsticks]

deans shouted little “see ya” as he runs out of Bela’s apartment is so funny and cute I love him

#chloe rewatches spn #bad day at black rock my beloved x #‘I’m Batman’ STOP IT BRO IM GONNA FALL IN LOVE WITH YOU ALL OVER AGAIN FR #chloe.txt

[coffeestainedcas]

Damn I forgot how much I love Charlie’s character?? S8 Charlie was an absolute mood, and her and Dean were an absolute delight of a duo in all of her episodes wowie

#supernatural #spn #rambles #where’s my Charlie and Dean being friends fics #they play off each other so well like?? #and bonus she brings out his nerd side #I love it #currently in the middle of my season 8 rewatch and I’m being reminded how good a character she is #and the episodes w her and Dean being besties??? so good #is this coherent. idk

[annarubys]

btw i promise i still care about spn it’s just that i physically don’t have the bandwidth to keep up with mcr and also engage with spn posts while trying to apply to schools and this tour feels like such a once in a lifetime event how could i not be paying attention to it

#i feel like i still rb a lot of spn but i’m not engaging as much at least? like i love to rb art and stuff but i haven’t read fic in months #insane rewatch by writer of the episode IS starting in december once my apps are in though i am excited to do that #except buckleming 😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫 #a.txt

[avatar-state-kate]

Why are men obsessed with putting “evil” women characters into black bob wigs

#Bella my beloved I’m so happy to see you #but like men love that haircut as a wig so much #spn #spn rewatch