I wanted something that would convey the amount of emotions coursing through me during this arc of Nightbringer. Having to see the love of your life in such a state of agony that he would even turn on you is honestly one of the most painful feelings in the world. It hurts...and even though he apologizes afterwards...it doesn’t remove the feeling of hurt and sadness, at least not for me. Going through this lesson was hard, not only seeing him get to such an agonizing state but that he didn’t even care. In his rage he was quick to turn on the only person he loves besides his brothers. I would have died if I hadn’t pulled myself up out of that ice crevice that opened up due to his careless rage. 😮💨 Or if I had chosen to give up and die, Diavolo would of pulled me up before I fell... (Of course) but what if neither had happened? The reality of it is...once Lucifer’s fog of rage had cleared and he realized MC (in my case, me, Lya) was dead...because of him...what would he have done? 😮💨😮💨
Solomon would have gone on a rampage, Lucifer’s brothers, I don’t even know what would of happened with them...Lucifer himself...? The angels? The fact that the future would have changed even more drastically since we aren’t even from this time period to begin with!!!!! AHH!!! 😮💨
So, how are you gonna make THIS up to me, Luci?! 😔 I still love you but you’re such a prick!! And yes I’m still mad even after all this time. I just needed to get that off my chest. Yes I’m also still a simp for him. I can’t love anybody else but him. I still chose to hug and kiss him and ignore his brothers calling for me even though I was pissed off. 😮💨 The things you do for love. 😌
So....Luci and I were having a mid-afternoon pillow fight...and...well...I surprisingly won! (Or he let me win...😭) but I managed to pin him, right? And I thought "He's close enough for a kiss" ....welp, I was going to...but I didn't...I got scared and flustered as he gave me that expectant look. Long story short he grew impatient, flipped me over and got his kiss anyway. 😭 my lips were so sore for the remainder of the day...😤
Uhhhhmmmm, NO?! I-I-I was referring to your brothers!! A-and Lord Diavolo. And Barb...and Luke and Simeon and Raphael and Solomon and Mephisto...but I Promise! I swear up and down. Right and left. 😰 I know, no other men! 😮💨...maybe..😏 Ahhh I'm joking Lu!!! Don't kill meeeeeeeee...
The only thing that ever mattered to me was being his most precious treasure. His everything. All else is set on the back burner. He has all of me. My heart, soul, mind and body are his forever.
On Valentine's day there was a bouquet stall located in the courtyard of RAD. Everyone had a small recess and Lucifer walked to the stall, grabbing the prettiest roses of the pick and paying for them. He then walked towards me as I was busy speaking with some friends and called my name softly from behind. I turned to see him holding something behind his back with a warm look on his face. He instantly had all of my attention. Everyone and everything else was forgotten in favor of my Love.
"I wish you were unlikable...so no one but me would have the privilege of loving you."
By the end of the night, my feet were killing me. As I limped slightly in pain I was suddenly swept up like a princess. From the dance hall to the car, from the car to the house he carried me, refusing to let me walk. Even when we got inside, he carried me to our room and set me on the bed. I truly married a prince. My...prince. 😌
We married each other. We formed a bond over the most chaotic things. He's my other half. The part of me I didn't know I missed until I met him. He is the light in my eyes, the stars in my universe. He'll forever be my everything. My caring, doting husband. 🩷