#made her smile a lot too

[quaddmgd]

#cyberpunk 2077 #cyberpunk game #fem v #female v #fem v friday #female v friday #oc: crystal hartley #vanilla photo mode #screen.qd #my ridge racer inspired photo shoot... kinda! #dressed crystal similarly to reiko in r4 intro #made her smile a lot too #the car kinda fits ridge racer but it's not a perfect choice #i had a totally different time weather and color temperature in mind but i really wanted to do it on console (and still look good) #anyway another car set #soon i'm gonna have to move to pc for these because i'm running out of ideas (and cars i want to use)

[girlboyburger]

some rare not-furry art, featuring my baldur's gate / dnd weirdgirl, prim :]

i'm looking forwards to developing & drawing her a lil more as i progress through the game!

#my art #dnd #baldurs gate tav #bg3 #tiefling #ref sheet #reference sheet #bard #pink #dungeons and dragons #oc:primrose #some things i couldnt include about her because it wouldve taken too much room: #(written in the first person as i'm just copy pasting this from her sheet) #- charisma comes naturally to me. befriending or deceiving the right honied words and a well timed smile can place the world in your palm #- i'm quicker to pick up on the emotions of others and use this to my advantage. #- - being well traveled has allowed me to learn and speak in many tongues. #- it is hard for me to let others get close for fear of rejection. undeniably i use people. they'll hate the real me #- it's not stealing if i need it more. #- - if revenge is an option it is irresistible and i will take it. #anyways. shes really cool and i like her a lot and can you believe i made an oc that isnt a sona??? #expect t4t gay oc x canon love w like. all the origin characters in the future #tav #ttrpg

[awakenthebeing]

piepoe looks like she would taste like slightly dusty strawberry milk and i love her for it bhvgfcjybjgchtg (i love your art sm and i wanna eat it)

#thank you for this very silly message!! it made me laugh and smile :3!! #its an accurate taste for her too! a little dusty with an odd aftertaste. #also thank you for liking my art!!!! im glad you wish to eat it hehe i hope it taste.. pink!! or perhaps like strawberries!! #make sure to take it easy... be safe and eat food and drink water and rest! sending lots of love your way! thank you!! #forgot to send hearts!!! here they are!💓💘💖💘💓💘💓💘💖💘💖💘💘💖💘💖‼️‼️‼️ #Piepoe arts

[cashweasel]

They make running away from the paparazzi look so sexy 🥴

( @sysba 🥰)

#ocs #can I interest you in some galen art in these trying times? jdkskdjfj #it kills me tw galael is smiling straight at the cameras and valen is hiding from her bad decisions loll 😭 #jk she likely wasn’t in the mood or just flicking her hair #she loves her bad decision very dearly she would never be embarrassed of him<3 #and they’re very good looking too! you won’t catch ugly galael ever they simply don’t exist #made me think of those memes where someone wld try to snap an ugly pic of a dude and he’s smoldering in every single one of them #😭 #I would argue that their 0.5 forehead pics on valen’s phone are also pretty #also tiktok girlies were so right about blonde highlights on red hair 10/10 she looks hot and slutty as fuck #anyways I love these clowns they mean a lot to me actually #been a while since I doodled them a finished drawing #have a bunch of wips tho I should finish them bc these blorbos always deserve more art and I miss em #galen #my art #they’re the IT couple fr #put them on a top 5 celebrities of the season article #<<<< now I wanna draw them naked with a fur coat on the cover of a magazine #… 🧍‍♂️please god I have work to do

[shrimp1y]

As cute as satosugu's anime appearances are so far don't u guys think they kinda... is mischaracterizing them....

#jjk #satosugu #like gojo is canonically Broader and Taller but why does he appear so small in a lot of these screencaps #also doesnt help that they made him look baby-faced while suguru still looks like a grown ass man #also as cute as it is to see satoru smiling and goofy isnt he supposed to be a prick #like i do wonder how the anime would actually portray his unhinged side. its only the opening so far so what do we even know #also shoko got woobified too..... not as much as satoru but like shes much more Babie than her manga counterparts #see like my main gripe w stsg is that it was supposed to be a Switch like the strongest guy whos a prick and uncaring of life meets another #strong guy but with high and mighty morals about life. like suguru was supposed to be what softened satoru while he himself became hard #to the world. if satoru is already so full of whimsy and so goobercore. then that transformation fucks less #but then maybe this is like satorus reminiscing abt the best part of his childhood where he IS goofy and carefree. but in actuality hes a #prick. dunno we will have to see. im more mad about suguru looking like a hag tbh bc this feels like Ohhhh the story of Satorus Loss of his #innocence. but its suguru's disillusionment its HIS loss of innocence satoru has always been a rather murdery mfer

[britneyshakespeare]

you know at the end of the day today i was chatting w some other paras. i was a special ed para for a seventh grader today that's what i did. and the last block for them is just learning center and it's chill and it's friday and some of the kids were making pizza and no one was really doing anything or stressed or bothered so the kids and the adults just have various little shooting-the-breeze sessions although im usually not that active in these bc Im Shy, And A Substitute so i feel very out of place a lot of the time. but anyway i had never really talked much w either of the paras i was with today and we struck up a conversation about some stuff and one of them says to me "you know just so you know i LOVE your hair" and she turns to the other para and she's like "isnt it gorgeous? dont you love her hair?"

and i kinda blushed and said thank you a couple of times and looked down bc that's what i do when i receive a sincere-sounding compliment unexpectedly. and then i chatted a little more before i kinda drifted out of the conversation and opened my book and after a page or two one of them asked me about what i was reading (it's Song of the Cell: An Exploration of Medicine and the New Human by Siddhartha Mukherjee if you were wondering and i started it a few days ago). so i told them a bit about it and started chatting again on the topic of reading and i guess i was just naturally smiling and the same one who complimented my hair said "look at those dimples. i just can't w you"

#made me wanna cry a little. i was like thank u mom #felt beautiful at work. who do i tell this to? #tales from diana #i have never had my dimples complimented not to my memory at least #i kinda forget i have them bc i don't. i don't like. smile naturally and get a good view of them when i look in the mirror #i dont think they show up when i dont smile candidly either? unless im forced-smiling really hard #yeah idrk what they look like i guess #i received both of these compliments with a little bit of an 'oh shucks' (blushes) attitude #i have to say. it's not that i don't get complimented on my appearance. but most of the time it doesn't sound... don't wanna say 'sincere' #it doesn't feel like. FELT. as a compliment. a lot of the time #like sometimes it feels like courtesy. and other times. it feels like #someone will mention to me that im like young and pretty but theyll say it in a 'but im not impressed' tone which is really #odd bc. it's not like i asked? #it's like in a small way it's to 'put me in my place' or address some elephant in the room #like it's an annoyance to them rather than an expression of. you know. admiration #not that i need to be admired for my appearance but that's what i mean. like it felt nice #like a lot of the time ppl will tell me im pretty it sounds either like flattery or like some kind of weird anti-flattery #they're trying to give me a big head or they assume it's already big and they wanna deflate it #yeah that was nice tho. i talked w one of those paras for a pretty long time abt art and photography #she has a children's book coming out soon too and it sounded so interesting. i liked her a lot #i also like the kid i worked w today. i had been w her before but not in like 6 months. she's a sweetie

[scarletiswailing347]

just finished reading delilah's statement, there was a lot of things in it that was either only tangentially related to the allegations or straight up unnecessary to put (in particular: putting in media references and cc metrics several times as flavor text, detailing the don turnt situation with no claims of whether or not permission was granted by the affected party, namedropping certain ccs who had nothing to do with the allegations, and putting the tweet and yearbook photo of one of the ppl who put forward that zam was a bully with no claims of whether or not permission was granted) which contributed a lot to the 47-page length

honestly so far what im getting is that there was a Lot of toxicity on multiple sides like not even just between zam and delilah

#tw abuse #there are multiple instances in particular that i wanted to get more context of #in particular how did zam go from telling delilah to khs to becoming her bestie??? and why did she call kab whos a 16 yo a worthless whore? #theres also several parts that made me think that her rep for jumping to conclusions isnt entirely unfounded #like you can excuse her mental state at the time for a lot of it but there are some that are just. where did you get that #i dont wanna reread the entire thing so ill just be citing that part at the end where she accused zam of not actually being in a bad mental #place and was just trying to manipulate her cause he was in vacation in nyc and was smiling in one of the pics is reaching #also hypocritical cause she was also in a bad mental place during twitchcon but was smiling happily in pics and videos #also dont like the fact that she put the yearbook photo there and the fact it was even posted publicly in the first place #it was probs for verification purposes but holy shit youre basically barely a step away from doxxing zam #apparently bormethius is putting out a statement so ill be waiting for that as well #fucken hell i get that delilah saw posting this publicly as necessary in order to get some kind of closure #but theres so many layers to this that airing this out to an uninvolved and contextless audience was only inevitably gonna make things wors #especially considering a lot of evidence has apparently been lost to deletion or the fact that they were done in vcs #but its too late for that now so i can only hope we get the full picture soon cause everybody involved looks so incredibly toxic #idk i just hope all parties involved will be able to move away from this and get better in the future #cause like theyre still young and immature man #(although the fact that theyre young and immature def contributed to how this even happened in the first place 💀) #with that being said #the drama channels are 100% in the wrong here #they like to present themselves as arbiters of truth but theyre nothing but glorified tabloids #allegations

[silverselfshippingchaos]

welp... he's on the f/o list now!

#ash rambles 💚 #i thought i'd make him official for new years but i just cant wait any longer #i love him so much and he's all i ever think about and he makes me smile so much #we have a lot in common aksjaks musicians and pun lovers and we have similar music taste and personalities #it sounds cheesy to say but i think we really do get each other. i feel so comfortable and happy with him. he really does feel like a #character that was Made For Me you know? #i'm almost done with his game. i knew i was in love but there's a scene where you see him reflect on himself when he's at his lowest and he #realizes that he's loved and cared for and that his disability doesn't define him and he can be whoever he wants to me #i cant deny that i cried. i knew i was in love but that scene really set everything in stone for me #so... yeah! here he is. my rockstar boyfriend! #my s/i makes music too! he's her muse! #also. (insert joke about indian girl falling for the dude named chai here) #heheh makes me chuckle a bit #but yeah. he's my boyfriend now! and i'm his girlfriend! gah it's so late rn but i'm still grinning like an idiot thinking about him #i'm so in love your honor #man aksjajsj i bet these past few days have been fun for everyone huh? seeing me fall this fast LMAAOO #*whoever he wants to be #damn typos... too down bad for this shit

[t-u-i-t-c]

chapter xlvii

#kr saber lb #kr lb #umbrella.thoughts #umbrella.posts #the way kento was taking care of the store for touma... #the way he ran so fast to hug him when he returned #the way he was all smiles as soon as touma reached him #but of course he has to be wearing those pants just can't let them go can they #i think storious was wrapped up well i mean he saw them create a new story which was what he needed to get clarity #every megid death ended with them seeing what they wanted before passing on #once they pass on they seem to lose the immense anger they had so it seems that they were all distorted by the books power and they're #really a bit more level-headed now #i like that we get to see storious recall sharing his work with people and that it had meant something to him to though i still feel #he got buried in his despair and lost sight of how stories affect others and his relationships with others and not just him personally #it may have been a little fast but i've seen a lot of final villains and i really like storious' story #also just love everyone i don't think there was any character i really disliked throughout #with reika she made me mad but she was supposed to and she came around although it took a bit #i like her and i like how committed she is to her duty and i love her fight scenes #daishinji ryo and sophia felt like elders so i don't mind them not developing too much bc they feel like they have already grown into #the people that they are meant to be although they do develop a bit more here and there #yuri felt more like a guide for touma and i think he fit his role well while also evolving past his outdated ideas of what a swordsman is #ryoga was not developed too much but with the elders he felt like he knew who he was but for him there was development more in his #willingness to listen and work with others while also dealing with the issues of the guild and looking out for reika #he may not be very open but he has his own strong convictions and he is slowly starting to open up but just starting #rintaro and mei had a lot of good development though i do feel rintaro's stuff came across a bit much at times but in the end he became #a character who chooses to believe in himself and not run away while also protecting those around him when he used to stick to the rules #completely though he still does follow rules he does more of what is right than what is allowed #mei was an observer most of the time although she was also entrusted with tools that were important for the storyline such as the book #i love characters who don't transform and offer support when needed #mei was always expressing belief in the swordsman and offered a lot of help to them

[kerorowhump]

#keroro #i love this. she is me. i can live my unbridled amounts of cute aggression towards him THRU HER #i literally need to do this irl #like i just skimmed ep 64 bc i was curious about this trauma switch thing and ive never wanted to grab him and whack him around more #in an affectionate way not because im mad at him oh no. i understand him so deeply. i feel him. i know his most inner psyche. #and he inspires unrecorded levels of senseless violence in me #me in my little ignoramus bubble writing a 4 pages dissertation on his character anyway bc like. i get him ok #his deep seated sense of guilt that he's constantly fighting against. that he needs to repress and deny in order to function. #his fear of abandonment. fear of never being enough. not being able to make up for it. for himself. thats why hes self sacrificing #his selfish childishness that comes from not having been allowed a lot in his youth. taking friends for granted in his past but knowing - #you dont fit in with them. constantly apologizing for yourself. taking space. too much. self indulgence. because friends is s scary concept #and yet one you couldnt survive without. letting them walk all over you. denying your anger. your fears. crawling back to them with a smile #at their feet and biting time because what you really want is friends. company. but you think you don't deserve it. deep down. #maybe u dont. your worst reminder the friend you love. and if they ditch you it's deserved. you don't need them (you do) #why am i rambling!!!! he has ruined me. if im wrong dont even tell me bc i prefer this version in my head anyway #*charlie voice* look at me. psychological trauma up to here #im not saying growing up poor with a father that shames you for your interests and ''disciplines'' you made him selfish but. no yes! #i am saying that. bc i know how it is. growing up with friends that have a lot that u can never afford. u feel guilty just being with them #ok we strayed a lot from the og post which is just me saying I WANNA PUNCH THIS GUY SO BAD (he is me) #keroro gunso

[picavecalyx]

probably a good thing silva doesn't have a porygon of any kind.

#study ;; beneath a piteous smile #verse ;; pokemon ;; beyond destructing and falling petals #i.e.; silva can already hack into a lot of things and basically unlock any lock #give her a porygon and she'll be too powerful LOL #i do hc that xerosic has one though so i mean that's something. #though he made that himself so it's disconnected from the rest of them #one day i'll go into it over on that blog </3 but it's a pory-z

[noxtivagus]

ffxv ost is still one of my favs mwah mwah 🤍

#🌙.rambles #[ final fantasy. ] #very special to me too #oh my god listening to cerberus rn n it just makes me smile >.> & moonlit melodies has always been especially important to me w the #noctis & luna themes in it T_T the piano n violin's like. they're playing together yk? #off-topic rq but apollo just showed me a short vid w nagisa enstars w an ibara plush or smth n he made it wave.... so cute 😭 #moonlit melodies for me is like on a similar level w night in the brume & voice of no return & yonah piano & not alone & dearly beloved & #tifa's theme & the promise & cyrus the scholar & waltz for the moon & suteki da ne & melodies of life & theme of love & price of freedom #WAIT I'M LOOKING THROUGH OSTS RN N FUCK. FUCK I JUST REALIZED INTERGRADE IS ON SPOTIFY? I'M #I'M SMILING SO MUCH THIS IS SO NOSTALGIC SOB (but. trying to calm down it's 1 am) #^ those osts i mentioned up there tho have been like incredibly important to me for vv long! comfort songs! just some tho bcs there's a lot #games that mean a lot to me like anything final fantasy & drakenier & kingdom hearts #i love listening to music so much i really can't emphasize it enough. #ffxiii for one i rmb. i still remember a bit from way back when i played it on our (now broken) ps3 #n then in ffxv i'd love to listen to ffxiii in the regalia or in dungeons! lightning's theme made me less scared of the dark back then 💀 #oh dear don't forget ffviii with eyes on me :< i remember when i listened to all the songs in ffviii #one thought from then. two years back. i remember noticing how i liked a lot in ffviii #the top ff i wna play honestly. bcs. squall & rinoa n the themes in-game. time. & i think rinoa's gna really be special to me #gna steal her away from squall >:c /lh #oh don't forget ffx i know the ending but i still get emotional. i rlly shld continue playing it #i rmb this year when i started over i got emotional in the start. tidus n yuna rlly were love at first sight but i think they did it well #i am taking a trip down the memory lane hang on i love final fantasy so much T_T ffvi! ffiv! ffiv! some of my other favs #don't get me started on ffix oh my god 😭 & the others ones i didn't mention r still very important to me too #uematsu's such a legend goddamn i appreciate how yk the opera in ffvi really is. an opera. it follows stuff n all #i love how the. waltz osts sound so much. there's smth about the beat/tempo n its elegance that i really really love #eulmore!!!! thinking abt ffxiv i love eulmore's vibe n ost so much. fucking top tier. #oh dear my mind won't shut up abt final fantasy there's rlly sm i can & want to write. i love the series sm. music & stories in general 🥹 #& gives me so much inspo n motivation in general it fills me w so much life n hope n i feel so at peace n like myself rn c: #i want to write grrr. imagine wtvr. thinking of it n ff rlly did influence me so much w the themes n vibes n aesthetic n everything 🥹

[yuoic]

.

#the redhead randomly stared at me #smiled at me #and told me my eyes are pretty #coming from someone waaaaay out of my league means a lot #she's sooo way out of my league that i didn't smile back because i honestly thought she was smiling at someone else behind me or something #(like why would she even look at me? this is the third time we've made eye contact and the second time we've spoken - in 2½ years) #she's really weird also #as in she radiates this strange aura #i could almost bet she's beheaded a pigeon and drank its blood at least once in her life #exactly my type of girl #such a shame im too old for her #(and too poor and too ugly and too mentally ill and too insipid for her as well) #she made my day though #i'll feel pretty for the next six hours or until my insecurities start eating me up again #personal

[0rchidm4ntis]

WAAAAADIDJDK I went to the bakery in the next town over with my mom and there was a girl I was friends with in middle school working there the world is so so small!!

#mica rambles #she recognized me too!! she wasn't the one providing us service but we made eye contact a few times and smiled at each other a lot #she was already cute back then but DAMN SHE'S SOO PRETTY NOW?? I GOT A MAJOR CASE OF BUTTERFLIES WHEN SHE SMILED FIFJDK #I can't remember her name for the life of me but. Yeah MAJOR lesbian crisis here dkdjdkdks

[sar3nka]

Also when I see other people and they look at me it's so obvious they know I'm sick it's so obvious they wanna stay away. Their smiles are nothing but expressions of pity.

#i was buying a waffle yesterday and the woman who made it for me smiled a lot at me #i wondered if it was bc she liked my piercings (she had pierced nose so maybe). or my hair cuz hers was dyed too #but she probably thought i looked like i will kms soon and wanted to be nice #she didnt smile at other customers so eh? #god i wish i could hug her and talk to her i bet shed make me feel better #im sure shes a cool person #girls i think. i think i nedd.sob. i need to cry and sob and be all gross pathetic looking idc #i hate it he left for a walk im all alone #no one to take care of me #what if he never comes back! #i would rather starve here waiting than do anything abt it

[sapsolais]

<3

#it's 2 am and i'm thinking about drawing all the things that've really made me feel butch lately #it's like a small scrapbook in my heart #lots of smaller moments when i get on my knees and help my kids tie their shoes. or make them smile or laugh by doing something silly #or whenever i do my best to be there for them when they need me #showing my grandpa the leather jacket he gave me after i got it altered to fit me better #going shopping for my mom the day before her birthday party. the moment i drove her home when she wasn't feeling well #“pissing off” my coworker by being polite and doing small things for her like putting her lunch in the fridge when she forgets to put it in #whenever i get all my coworkers food or snacks and insist they don't owe me anything #the other day when i was helping my boss pull weeds with my coworkers and i proudly held up a clump the size of my head like an excited dog #last week when some ladies were trying to start a car that wouldn't turn over and i let them use my battery pack #when i hold the door open for people at the gym #when other queers (friends/mutuals/my kids) say or show that they feel safe around me. like they can be themselves #when i came home the other day after my mom told me my uncle died and came inside and dropped off my stuff #and went to give my grandma a hug. i didn't know what to say. and i sort of knew there was nothing i could say. but i didn't have to #i was just there. and i think i Got It in that moment. like. what it really means. to have someone completely and wholly #collapse into you. even if they're trying not to show it. but you try and hold them together. i think it's about trying #trying to let people know you love them. in everything you are and everything you do. #there's other moments too #like pushing gracie really fast in a shopping cart in an empty parking lot shdjghfnh #or the other day when lyd twitch streamed 2 me and let me quietly fold laundry with them #or when i'm up talking with toast and veronica and 3 in the morning #moments where i'm shown unconditional love and kindness and wholly accepted even if it's just for that moment in time #allowed to be myself without stifling any part of me #if you're reading this i love you #:] #g'night #sap says