#me again back with a bad meme

[skunkes]

#talkys #delete later #(this is a meme redraw) #ruined my life is a strong word. and of course theres lots of self blame and obvs ive probably wronged lots of people before #and i dont deserve unending torture for it. right. like part of me doesnt even actually feel ill will toward the other party #because whatever! normal human experience! #the other part is like ohhh okay you lied to and kinda used me + treated me badly then lied again to the point where i found out the truth #from another party so you didnt even have to fess up yourself and now you're back to being happy as if nothing happened #i was just a stepping stone i was just a distraction. ok! #like for real actually ok ^_^ it literally happens to ppl all the time... #<- he keeps experiencing waves of horrific sense of self worth that already wasnt Too Great as a result #ugh. and thats nobody's fault but my own right.... but idk. i cant believe it...! i cant believe someone treated me dis way #and i let it happen... and i would have let it keep happening if an end hadnt been put to it by someone else.... #but still. at the end of the day i was the only one left with these thoughts. ykwim. other party has forgotten. got happy ending. #doesnt deserve ''consequences'' but still feels horrific to see and think about. you know? #i literally got all the bad. throughout and after.

[judasisgayriot]

sorry but I bravely refuse to pick a side in the worlds dumbest rpf slapfight, i am a top patrick AND bottom patrick enjoyer and i won't be swayed

#why do i feel like i see multiple posts a day on this site asserting that one of those things is downright wrong and incorrect #and you're stupid and/or should feel bad for enjoying it #folks it's all RPF smut am I losing my actual mind over here. why are we fighting. #sigh chronic bisexual behaviour of me i guess! can't pick a side in the fight!! #STUPID FIGHT THO. IT'S RPF SMUT CAN ANYONE HEAR ME #anni rambles #again not a specific vague but I've seen multiple posts in the wild TODAY on this #pressing discourse obviously #anyway peace and love in top pete top patrick bottom pete bottom patrick maybe even switching world #i am having fun xx #dont make me bring back my stupid pokemon meme that nobody but me enjoyed

[stunticonbreakdown]

Fun Breakdown Fact of The Day: Unfortunately there's a line in War for Cybertron where he says something along the lines of "watch the face!" because he doesn't want his face to be ruined. This is the same Breakdown who got captured by MECH.

#listening to his voice lines to make a doctor who meme a few months back and this made me laugh so hard i felt so bad #unintentional foreshadowing for the win guys #tfp breakdown #wfc #transformers #breakdown fact #the doctor who meme in question was “augh! hes regenerating again!” plus the “one of these guys was annoying now there's more!” over #the bigeneration scene because I think I'm so funny #g1 breakdown woulf love classic doctor who i think

[alsojnpie]

you know something. i love you a whole lot.

#loving him and loving my little scrap paper doodles of him #is a form of self love that resonates with me so strongly #oooooOOOOOOOHHHHH i have rediscovered a song that makes my slfship go crazy #O _ O #(that's a picture of my face while inside my mind I'm pacing back and forth. looking all around #and thinking about things with feelings instead of words) #iiiiiiii neeeeeeeeeeeeed hiiiiiiiimmmmmmmmmmm bu it's hard to explain #i wish i could talk about it or write an essay about it or even just draw him but #can't right now. so unsatisfying #maybe I'll. read the things i wrote again. I'm able to do that now a little!!!! it's nice #i think. it would be fun. to do like an ask meme or something. you know. permission to type and send lots of words #i tend to avoid those though because. that takes a lot of time #then i feel bad when i can't answer it. or when i can but too many words

[katyspersonal]

I know we don't talk and there's stuff we may not agree with. But I am truly sorry you've dealt with a lot of drama over fictional crap. And I'm sorry if my posts in the past ever contributed to that. Hope you have a better day.

Hey... That's all fine, don't worry! After all, it takes a lot of time and Insight to realise that Gehrman is a very gentle and respectful man and Godrick is an absolute gigachad kdkdkshdffhhgfds /lh /lh

But yeah, on a serious note. It was quite frustrating to find out the real motivation under all that... mess was something so pathetic, but at the same time this is what happens when people make engagement with media and fandoms a moral, political act. Not necessarily a problem, after all, I was the one who concluded that the way a fan judges fictional characters and other fans will very well reveal how cruel they are to real people who do something bad, or how much they will forgive based on personal sympathies. And my mad ravings about caring about female characters! I think the problem comes when a fan is so insecure that they have nothing else besides this defence of ideals through fandomry. If your only way to assert yourself is to be a good guy punishing the bad guys, and that mad raving loredigger discovers there is NO bad guy, what is left of you?

This is why it is crucial to have passion for nurturing rather than for undermining! I think if you speak like this, you've found this truth too? This is true that I don't know you very much (mutual-in-law thing), but to be honest.. you didn't poison my fandom experience at all? I tend to never be aware about discourse until someone basically calls me for help fhdhgsdgdfs Can't scout the fandom tag regularly!

But not only it actually was a quite long ago I saw a "negative" post from you, but also I've seen through the posts that my friends liked or reblogged from you that you've actually became very eager person to defend people's passion and interests! I think the post that particularly got stuck with me was when you resented seeing someone's light die after some Redditor asshole "well aktualy"'d a thing they were excited about creating (not exact wording but maybe you remember too)? Like... you are fine, man. At that point I realised that you were a good fan and in the end valued people's creativity and passion over personal preferences. That you never wanted to be THAT guy, even if your interpretation could not be further from someone else's. Coming to terms with what actually matters in fandomry is very mature and I am happy to see this attitude!

I am still glad that you messaged me about this though; I did not expect this, but thank you! I think I will continue getting involved in fictional discourse because my autistic senses cannot ignore factually incorrect takes with a clear insidious motive, and.. eh, sooner or later, I'll piss off the wrong guy again. Don't feel bad for me when it inevitably happens :p I've accepted the shortcomings when I decided to be the debate guy. Simply laughing at some gremlin starting a discourse with the girls in DMs and not stressing over it is only funny until I realise that newer fans could get misinformed right off the bat.

#ask replies #fandomry rambles #sorry this is probably a bit too long and emotional #this topic just makes me remember a lot of stuff.. it is not you! like I mean it my impression has been positive for a while now #I could already sense that you've changed your stance on things before this message and I respect this a lot! #I am just thinking about..... stuff #how there was an actually strongly furious gehrman hater who finally matured and became chill after two years of terrorizing fandom #and I even wrote them a DM saying how much I respected the change.. only to lose them forever a couple of weeks later because of timing LOL #or story of the guy that got driven away from the fandom with fake accusations and slander because he criticised maria when her toxic fans- #-back then were not pretending to 'recognise her flaws too' #or people talking to me how they stopped feeling safe posting in fandom over that crap #like... you did not really hurt me. I knew you had strong opinions but I've noticed more and more based posts on the fandomry topic #there are just many things that make whole fandom situation sad. I am happy to be the part of what helped BB fandom a bit #but I've heard some shit going on in ER fandom and like... yeah I am bound to get into trouble again because I can't sit back and meme #just don't feel bad for me when I end up with another arch enemy because of my autism about lore fhshdffsd

[birdhand-arts-extra-chaos]

hello everynyan. take time today to be cringe and free!!

happy birthday john and happy birthday homestuck (15 fucking years!! goddamn)

trollsonas from left to right: @wizardsandtomfoolery, @tuugffercute, and yours truly (@birdhand-art)

#trollsona #happy 413 #413 #trolls #homestuck #homestuck 413 #cringe and free #self indulgent fanart #yes this is that one meme base because we all thought it would be funny #it was way harder than i thought it would be to work in the perameters of someone elses weird anatomy ?? #the poses are fun but the actual character anatomy fucked me up so bad while i was working on this lmao #anyway im back DEEP in my homestuck brainrot again. locking in for a 3rd reread #pray for me yall

[wiverly]

Marco: Go fuck yourself!

Shanks: Fuck me yourself, you coward!

#look who's back with this stupid comedy duo #yes it's me again #are now a living meme to me #sorry but not sorry #one piece #OP #shanks #akagami no shanks #marco the phoenix #marcoshanks #marco x shanks #incorrect quotes #meme #vines #crack #sorry for my bad english

[sysig]

It’s me, Stanley, I’m the Bucket, speaking to you inside your brain, listen to me, Stanley, leave your wife, we don’t need her! Come with me and play my games, you need me, Stanley, your free will is an illusio- (Patreon)

He’s just jealous

Tell me this isn’t exactly the PS5 meme tho

#Doodles #The Stanley Parable #TSP #Questionably SFW #Sorry lol #We can be honest this is an open space - both Stanley and the Narrator were Uncomfortably Interested in the Bucket #But can your PS5 do this #I finally get this meme it's the Bucket's meme I understand now #Or the alternate version where it tells him to leave the Narrator instead lol #Both are applicable! #I think it fits slightly better with Mannequin Wife since y'know - she doesn't have any opions that she expresses on the Bucket #And we already know what Narra thinks of it lol #Honestly I just think Stanley's attractions to Weird Individuals - a mannequin - a bucket - an omnipresent disembodied voice #You can't even call him an objectophile! The Narrator is very much a full person - as much as Stanley is anyway! #I dunno just don't read too deeply into it - it loops back on itself in from multiple directions and that's by design lol #I'm just here for the silliness #Not me going to the different endings with the Mannequin Wife just to take screenshots to study from lol #Oh Stanley - the Narrator was just taunting you #He makes the best of a bad situation haha #And then the Bucket - sorry again lol - it's just - what else could that ending have possibly been hinting at #The only thing it needed was rose petals! Pffft #Anyway

[risingsunresistance]

i dont know how to word this in a way that isn't mean but we NEED more "cringe" minecraft parodies. sometimes things don't need to be good, i think things that are "bad" are actually better. i have such a deep love for them even if sometimes i laugh at them or think they're kinda silly, they're the ones i go back to the most

captainsparklez i love you and your top-notch music videos but what happened to the guys with crappy mics singing over screen recordings of gameplay. or literally just a png or mspaint art. where are they. come back i am begging you

#NOT EVERYTHING NEEDS TO BE GREAT PLEASE HAVE FUN AAAAAAAAAAUGH #none of you will ever be blitz to me. zero cycle is up there i will give them that #dragonhanx is close to what i mean except his videos arent 'bad' to me in any way. just silly #man i love the feel of older vids where like. we did not even know what shaders were kfjdhgkj #BRING IT BACK IT JUST FEELS MORE FUN #also no this does not include bad-on-purpose screaming into the mic kind of stuff #i just mean like. dudes who had an idea and were goofing off during a recording kind of vibes. it needs to feel genuine #i love all the comments on dylqn and fulham's video they're so fun to read through #WE'RE MAKING IT OUT OF THE BASTION WITH THIS ONE 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥 #idk what to call them other than cringe/bad bc that's what everyone else says. like I Dont Think They're Bad im literally saying i love the #but just. not a movie production ya know? the ones ppl poke fun at and make memes about. they are unironically my favorite ones #just using blitz as my example again. it's not a masterpiece like it's not ''good.'' but it is a masterpiece #i would not be who i am without that song kjdfhkg it puts such a big smile on my face lmao #chat

[downtherabbitholewithlucy]

So to continue my theme of Ken™Doll-Sam

Here's Ken!Sam in the "My Way" music video looking like Ken!René from the Aqua music video for "Barbie Girl"

And here's Ken!Sam with his perfectly quaffed hair playing his bass next to animated Ken with his perfectly quaffed hair playing... well a shit ton of instruments.

#I think I can safely speak for everyone when I say that all the Barbie girls all the Ken boys and all those in between #can't resist Ken™!Sam #he's loveable and handsome and loyal like a good Ken should be #k I know this post is a bad acid trip but I just had to make it #because it's been digging at my brain wayyyy longer than the barbie meme posters I made or longer than the trailer came out #For I while I've always thought Sam looks a like a ken doll in that photo and always mentally thought of these two comparisons #so I guess I just had to finally unleash this fever dream to go with the barbie movie LB posters I made the other day #also tidbit about me. I had my mother record the barbie girl music video on a vhs tape when it came out in '97. I was five at the time. #and I watched it OVER AND OVER AND OVER again #I also still have the Aqua CD with this track in my mother's house. #simpler times back then #Sam Rivers #Limp Bizkit #nu-metal #SAM. I. AM. #Sammy Boy #Bass Boss #Catch me simpin' for Samuel on Sam Rivers Sunday #down the rabbit hole

[waitinqroom]

thinking about when i had a boyfriend but before he was my boyfriend and we were just talking i tried to tell him about how this one girl led me on really badly (i still have a buncha posts on here from fall 2021 about liking her, lol) as friends confiding in friends . but then after i told the story he tried to convince me that she didnt actually lead me on and i was just delusional

#like. what. #she literally led me on. like. she fuckin kissed me and shit #and i was so into her. and she knew it and she used it until she got what she wanted from someone else and then she dropped me into oblivio #she also used me again near the end of summer 2022 when i was getting over aforementioned ex bf but. i dont talk about that one with Anyon #anyways back to the ex. he literally just made me feel so. unwanted. all the damn time #and then expected me to basically just be his mother. cuz he had fuckin mommy issues that he wouldnt acknowledge #when . that wasnt what i fucking wanted at all. i just wanted to Be wanted and that was the one thing from a literal boyfriend he never gav #he never even complimented me or any of that shit. and he was So bad at kissing and touching me lmfao #he was. such an unbelievably Bad partner . like i still get hives thinking about it lmao #and i still dated him. for. a whole summer #and a couple months before that summer #and then i drunk called him several times in the months after that breakup #i was just convinced that no one else would ever even be interested in me. lol. so i just held on to him for a hot minute #but. then i pulled the hottest guy in my town (not exaggerating. he literally Is. like its a known fact. everyone agrees on it) #and he's a much better kisser. #and he's so much more fun to hang out with . like every moment with him feels like an a24 film or a lana del rey song #and now me and my friends always just talk about the ex as a meme bc. hes such a fucking loser #so. fuck him #(fuck him as in fuck my ex and fuck him as in literally fuck the hot guy) #hi ellie if youre seeing this. #r

[semercury]

i miss things.

#stuff sarah says #i think i mostly miss the tight knit community with close friends #writing is a very lonely hobby and it was nice having a hype crew #i went back to look at memes i made for old longfics. i miss doing that. #i still share wips with some people and love adore and appreciate the feedback i get #but idk. the energy was different back then. but i think my energy in general is different now #everyone including myself is out here fighting for their lives #no time to make and laugh at memes about niche fics #idk. i feel like this makes me sound ungrateful. i'm not #i just miss the tiny writer club i had with a certain group of friends #feels bad bc i'm basically the one who set it on fire on account of me being insane #idk. i'm tired. i feel gross. i cried in my car bc my food was missing half the order or at least what i was used to #so if that tells you what kind of mental state i'm in rn... #and on top of it i'm trying to write a heavy scene #like hi you almost died but can we talk about the drunk phone calls? please stop telling me how much you want to die #i love you and i don't want you to die. i already had someone die in my arms a few years ago i can't handle that again thanks #cool. love you. no smooches yet. let's get our daughter and get the fuck out of here i'm tired #edit: and another thing. i miss just interacting with fics in general. mine and others #but alas i'm terrified #if i go on ao3 and am happy something is Going To Get Me #there's fucking ooze there and i'm tired of it! i want to use my fic site again!!!!!!! #i miss it!!!!!! i miss getting so hyped over other people's writing and feeling like i can say that!!!!!!!!! #i don't feel like i'm allowed to anymore and it sucks!!!!!!!!! #i don't want to read and not be hype. but just going on ao3 takes so much energy and effort and reading is so so hard these days #that i know i won't have enough energy for a proper comment so like. why should i enjoy what someone made if i can't even share that #joy with them? #and i know that's so so so stupid bc i think very few people would ever expect that of others? #like i know at least for me i'd rather have someone read and not interact than not read at all #not that it looks like i think like that bc i haven't replied to anyone in forever #but that's bc i go to and then i get the shakes bc i'm nuts and there's ooze!!!!! i'm tired of the ooze!

[phioneplatinum]

despite how bad my mental state is lately, it still manages to conjure up funny things

(flashing lights warning!!)

#harmoknight #phione's art funnies #phione's silly meme chaos #dont wanna go too far into the details but #basically i had to cut ties with someone i knew for a long time #and a buncha other bad stuff happened during the week too #my mental state couldnt really handle it and its still recovering #im still like. really stressed #havent been in the mood to get back to drawing either #there are some exceptions though #this is one of them #sorry for all that though #ill probably be back in full swing once i get back into The Mood (tm) #(the mood being me being able to feel like drawing a lot again) #(and just be in a better mood anyhow)

[llitchilitchi]

You can mute/blacklist certain words and tags. So when those people use certain tags you can mute it and you won't see it

I know, but unfortunately the way tumblr handles it is shit, plus it doesn't work if people don't tag this stuff.

plus, and I know this will sound petty, it does get really, really annoying when I'm scrolling through my dash and all the posts are just a grey square that just says 'POST CONTAINS TAGS YOU BLOCKED: DISCOURSE, QSMP' like that's nice but that's still 30 posts in a row that are greyed out and taking up space. I might as well just J past the posts after catching the first signs of it covering something I do not want to see

#asks #I genuinely hate how tumblr still shows us the posts we dont want to see but just slaps a sticker on top so we dont see it directly #theres a lot of jokes and memes about this topic as is like OOOH TEMPTING but honestly its just kind of a nuisance? #plus the filtering is just Bad #to give an example a few years back I had a mutual who got really into Thor. and I really dont like marvel so i blacklisted the word #however i am also a huge tolkien nerd and was following a lot of lotr/hobbit blogs. lotsa bagginshield especially #so every time there was a post about thorin it would be caught in the filter because yknow. THORin #plus again just the fact that people dont really tag this situation is just :// #I am neither too interested in ccs anymore nor is this a particularly pleasant topic for me so I want to stay away from it #for the record i do have muted/blacklisted tags and words. a lot of em #it just doesnt always work #and muting people for a week would just be easier

[asheanon]

#in the meme-time 😎 #filling the void 🌌 #with #that one meme #because I saw it again #and speaking of friends #(not the show) #I'll be back later to do some manner of creative thing #it'll be art or words depending on what my body will let me do #(hoping for a “not bad” a.k.a good day today...!) #🐌💨

[mbat]

before i pass out for the night. since my brain is back on dan and phil as if its 2016 or something i need to put this out into the world. this isnt some sort of important life changing post, just a personal funny thing

so when i was 13 and fixating on dan and phil, i read a lot of fanfics. like, i guarantee that even after all these years that, if i had the statistics, that fandom was the one i read the most fanfics for and constantly. i couldnt tell you what nearly any of them were about, and i have a feeling that many of them are probably lost to time by now. i also dont know if i need to mention that yeah, a lot of them were shipping, and yes ive long grown out of that. (the dnp fandom is actually what made me grow out of that)

anyway all this to say that over the last 6 years after i stopped fixating on dan and phil, one fanfic stuck with me and i just. i think about it every once in a while. its been over half a decade. it wasnt a groundbreaking fic, i dont remember any quotes or specifics, just the premise as of at least the first few chapters. idk why it stuck with me

it was literally a fic about. if the world had gotten to a point where almost every child was born as like, a science baby instead of a natural baby, and phil was a science baby, but dan was a natural baby. and there was somehow this like, thing where the science babies would bully the natural babies for some reason idek, and this was a highschool setting and i think dan was a new kid in school. and what gets me about the fic is that dan was some small shy scared kid and phil was some mean jerk bully. and how wild that is compared to how they are in real life

this isnt me trying to find the fic or the person who wrote it or any of that, this is literally just. i remember this fic at least once every few months and i needed to get it out of my brain somewhere

#there are few fics that i remember several years after i read them the first time. this is one of them #depressingly. some of the fics that are on that list are most definitely gone by now #there was one in the vt fandom i still think about 6 years later that i loved. but the person who wrote it hated it :[ #the others that are on that list off the top of my head are the hlvrai mermaid fic and the hlvrai alien weed fic #my brain latches onto the most random fics to remember forever lol #my post #dan and phil #<- tagging for blog purposes. not because i want people to see this #if you see this post. good for you i guess ajfjshd #bur seriously if you know the fic/author of what im talking about. i mean itd be neat to find it again. but dont bother them yknow #its also wild how thats like. such a dystopian novel premise. not in a bad way just a neutral way #i love the premises that people come up with for fanfiction. like. ANYTHING can be a fanfic premise and i find that so magical #i had a fanfic premise that was originally meant to be a dnp fanfic that ive long since changed to be an original thing lol #and its... a weird premise lol. at least i think so #anyway since this is the bottom of the tags and no ones going to read this. i gotta say i have so many thoughts on dnp fanfic culture #and my personal relationship with it which i think. my personal relationship with it was heavily influenced by me being like. #transmasc + mlm but not knowing either yet and how wild that is to look back on #its why i love that one meme pic thats like. 'straight girls who fetishize mlm look like this in 5 years' and it shows a pic of jessie #jessie from breaking bad sorry the tag length ran out #but anyway im not gonna make full posts about that. just wanted to mention it somewhere lol