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#my heart can’t take it anymore
rdr2gifs · 27 days
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Ouch 🖤
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hysterekbuddiez · 2 months
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Me, after seeing every single Buddie related thing: I HATE THIS… BUT I REALLY LOVE IT!!!!!!!!!!!!! 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺
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heeseungsfuturewife · 5 months
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i give up i’m double biasing heeseung and jake
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ab4eva · 2 years
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I’ll be getting over you my whole life
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theartinmyheart · 2 years
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I’m scared you’re going to leave me, please don’t abandon me like everyone else
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harlett-o-scara · 2 years
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I give up looking for love
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sukunasbabygirl · 6 months
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Drew this earlier before the episode today tore away what little heart I had left from this show.
GIVE IT BACK PLAYS LOUDLY IN THE BACKGROUND
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terrywho-cartoons · 4 months
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“Is she breathing? IS SHE BREATHING?!”
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klausinamarink · 9 months
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One Kid Gone, Another Up and Vanished (part 5)
Part 1 Part 2 Part 3 Part 4 next: Part 6
a bit of a weirdly chill chapter this time. might take a break after this part but my brain is always on you know like a liar creative mode so who the hell knows xD
“Have you seen my nephew?”
“Has my nephew stopped by here recently?”
“Did he mention anything worrying?”
“If you see him, call me by this number, would ya?”
Wayne’s never been much of a theatre boy unlike Eddie, but he supposes he knows how the extra actors feel when they have to repeat their few lines over and over for their plays.
Eddie’s not anywhere in town. Nobody has seen him last night or this morning. Some of the people he’s asked look at him strangely and say why should he even be worried.
A part of Wayne wants to grab them by the collar and shake them and furiously spit on their faces while he cries out, “Shouldn’t you be worried if your own child disappears and might be hurt!”
He doesn’t do that.
He keeps his head down as he says his lines and leaves.
He checks at Hawkins General Hospital, something he’s been putting off since he drove off and left the police chief at the dirt. He reckons that if Eddie’s hurt, he could’ve at least have the sense to run in here.
But the nurse at the front desk shakes her head with a frown and says nobody with Eddie’s description came in.
He says his lines and leaves.
He starts checking the spots Jeff had listed for him.
The first is some old picnic table close behind the high school. When Wayne gets there, there’s a few students loitering. They see him and quickly scramble off. He calls out for them but they don’t look back. He eyes at the table, absent of any sign of Eddie, and leaves.
He goes to the rest on the list.
Some spot in the forest called Skull Rock. The abandoned Creel house. A gas station out of town.
Eddie’s not at either of them.
The Hideout is the last one he visits.
Wayne prays to heaven above this is where his boy’s at. But he doesn’t see him. The bartenders only confirm that while Eddie has make visits before (“not a bad band, by the way. Vocals need a little work though.”), he’d only came for an hour on Halloween night last week.
He gives the bartenders his lines and leaves.
At this point, Wayne’s considering looking far out of town. Bloomington’s close.
But it’s already nearing four in the afternoon, his gas needs a refill, and he feels so tired. It is God’s miracle that his body hasn’t collapsed yet, even in the drive back to Hawkins. He feels a bit grateful that today is his day off, but he has to call the plant later for a few more days off.
The sun starts to set as Wayne pulls over to the house. His mind is starting to get fuzzy from exhaustion and hunger so he walks inside automatically.
He even hollers out, “I’m home!” A vain attempt to hear Eddie’s response.
Only silence greets him.
Wayne sighs, worrying a thumb over his front temple as he readies the pullout couch. Then he stops himself. Looks down the hall to where Eddie’s bedroom door remains close.
He walks down and carefully opens the door. When he peeks through, he sees the hundreds of memories of catching Eddie doing whatever boys like to do on their own: Eddie writing in his notebook, Eddie playing the guitars, Eddie reading a stolen dirty magazine, Eddie dancing to that loud headthrashing music, Eddie staring up at the ceiling depressed, Eddie smoking, Eddie crying from a bad day.
This time Eddie’s not here.
Wayne shuffles to the bed - mindful of the messy clothes thrown about, Eddie we talked about this - and gently lays himself on top of the unkept blankets. His feet barely hang over the edge as he stretches. There’s a faint smell of sweet cigarette smoke as he breathes in.
When Wayne finally falls asleep, the memories surround him comfortably and he feels the phantom weight of Eddie hugging him tightly.
He prays that his nephew will still be hugging him, living and breathing and safe.
As they walk to Mirkwood, Eddie thinks it’s safe to say he and Will are little more prepared.
They’ve stopped at one of the houses on the way to stock on bottled water (thankfully drinkable, man they were parched) and weapons. Well, their ‘weapons’ were really just some knives. But Will had skillfully crafted a couple into spears by tying the handles with twine on the ends of broomsticks.
At least Eddie could sweep the demogorgon off its feet should it come back.
(Will groans first at the joke before laughing. Then he laughs even louder when Eddie cries in mock betrayal over the loss of his jester skills.)
He also snags a backpack from some guy’s bedroom so Will won’t break his back carrying the cans. They’d both nearly gagged when some rotten-smelling goop and wrinkled algebra textbooks were shaken out.
Will also brings up a couple startling facts about this hellish environment.
“I think the vines are a hive mind.”
Eddie had nearly dropped the water he’s holding to clean his cut. It’s not bleeding badly anymore, but he doesn’t want it get infected. “I’m sorry, what?”
“A hive mind. Like the vines are alive and they’re some messengers to the monster.” Will waves his hands around a bit as he speaks, though he keeps lowering them to his lap. “Remember when the demogorgon was outside your place and it only came in right after you stepped on a vine? It’s probably how it knows where we are.”
Eddie slowly moves his feet away from one particular thick vine. He breathes out a whoosh. “No stepping on vines. Easy enough.”
“I think these are spores too.”
“What?”
Will blows away a few speckles of ash from his face. “I thought this was snow, but… I’m more convinced it’s spores.” He stops to cough and fuck, that throws Eddie’s anxiety up into goddamn Mars because none of this was even fucking ash.
There’s no kind of gear around in this house or the one next door to keep them from inhaling more of this stuff. So Eddie grabs the cleanest shirts he could find, rips them into bandana-style masks, and fits them over his and Will’s face.
Eddie hopes to god that they don’t already have lung cancer and can at least live for another few decades.
It’s also on the way to Mirkwood that they really get to know each other.
Eddie learns that Will loves his mother and older brother from the moon to back. That he’s been drawing since he was practically born and wants to be an artist. That he has a secret hideout called Castle Byers. That he has a trio of best friends that he bikes to school and play DnD with and who are definitely also looking for him.
Eddie doesn’t give his whole life story (like he really wants to trauma dump on the kid, no thank you), but he does share a few things about himself. Will’s eyes are bright when he talks about playing guitar and a new hobby of sewing band patches on his denim jacket. He also speaks fondly of Uncle Wayne. (“I wish I had a cool uncle with Garfield mugs.” Will says with a wistful sigh) Though the ache in his ribs nearly shutter his voice away when he recalls the truck engine driving away.
“Ya know that if you ever go missing, I’ll search even the lands of Hell for you.”
He said that yesterday, didn’t he? Then why hasn’t Eddie heard from him? Why isn’t Wayne been trying like Will’s mother apparently been doing?
He stamps down the nasty feelings down he hasn’t felt since he was eleven and instead talks about summer visits to his extended family in Alabama.
“Wait, so you’re from the countryside? Like a farm boy and stuff?” Will asks with a tilt of his head.
Eddie cackles and ruffles Will’s hair. “A farm boy? Well, maybe for the help, but it’s a job I will never do even when I’m retired. Haystacks and cow smell are too much for me.” He points a mock accusing finger at Will. “Also wipe out any classist stereotypes from your precious brain. I don’t want to hear any questions about lack of running water or food or schools because we do have them. That’s right-wing businessmen propaganda for ya.”
Will nods seriously. Though he keeps whispering “Alabama” under his breath like it’s a magic word. Eddie lets that one slide. Alabama is a nice name to say a lot.
They finally reach to what Eddie assumes is the Byers residence. It looks worn down with the darkness and vines. He grabs the handle of Will’s backpack to keep him from running into sudden doom.
“Environment check, Little Byers.” Eddie says in his DM voice.
Will huffs but he stops moving and glances around. After a moment, he announces, “No demogorgon in sight!” Then quietly, “So far.”
Eddie lets go of him and moves in front, broomstick spear brandished. He walks carefully over the vines, not willing to make the same mistake in his house.
Oddly, the front door to the Byers’ is already open. It makes Eddie’s guts turn with unease. He slowly steps inside, nearly dying of a heart attack when he hears something from the kitchen. Then relaxes when he realizes that it’s actually some normal people chattering.
“Mike’s been taking this hard. I know it’s ridiculous to say that, Joyce, but he really cares about his friends. And Will going missing is making him act out a bit. But he’s been looking too.”
“Oh, that’s.. uh, sweet of him..”
Will brushes past Eddie as he goes inside. The kid stands in the living room, staring at the kitchen where the voices are coming from. Then he runs down the hall, looks up, and starts jumping up with a hand outstretched.
“Uh, what are you doing?” Eddie calls out. His eyes automatically lower to the ground where Will’s jumping on. The floor is surprisingly spacious from vines, but he doesn’t want any risks or a heart attack.
“Trying.” Will pants out with every jump. “To get. Lights.”
Eddie looks around, both inside and outside before carefully walking over to Will. He watches for a minute, glancing dubiously at the very dead lightbulb in the ceiling. Then he scoops up Will in his arms. Damn, twelve year olds are heavy.
“Okay, that’s enough hopping, Little Byers.” He’s about to move away - to where in the house he doesn’t really know - when a small orange flash makes him pause. It’s a literal ‘blink and you miss it’ but he swears he sees it.
He looks at Will, who’s staring intently at the ceiling light. His fingers brush against it. Then it happens again. The orange glow, this time blinking long enough to be noticed.
A small gasp falls out of Eddie’s lips. Will excitedly taps at his shoulder and points to a door at the end of the hall. He obliges.
It’s a bedroom, clearly for Will’s mom. Eddie’s not sure what to look for, but Will points again. This time, at a spot at the foot of the bed. “Right there. See?”
Eddie doesn’t see but slowly makes his way anyway.
Will scrambles out of his arms and holds out his hands, eyes furrowed in concentration. Then, faintly like a spell, small dots of glowing orange appear. One by one like a fairy doing tiptoes.
Eddie’s certain that his jaw falls to the floor. He’s so entranced that he doesn’t even startle when the voices suddenly move behind him.
“Holly! I’m sorry, she always wanders off-”
“No, no, it’s okay. But.. did she- did you see something?”
The glowing disappears. One is still present, beaming from Will as he smiles under his mask, “Told you the lights work.”
It doesn’t take too long for Eddie to find his voice again, “Ho-ly. Fuck.”
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mystrixstory · 2 months
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Guys wait I just now realized both Hero and Negative have only one eye, they’re literally matching :((
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ahskp · 10 months
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i’m so tired of this
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new one piece chapter this week :)
another week of not knowing what happened to law and bepo :(
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sciderman · 4 months
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Hi, this is the gender-confused anon and i just wanted to say thanks for the reply and also, no, the "sexualizing women" part definetly isn't something that's similar to the terf bullshit they spread, it's more of a "do i wanna be a girl, sometimes, or is it me fetishizing lesbian because of my cis man brain?" type of deal. Also i know for centrain i am not a trans woman, as there are days i am completely fine being more masculine (So ig it's more of a genderfluid or nonbinary thing? Perhaps.) but other days i wonder.
shrugs. lesbians are hot. I don’t think it’s only cis men who are of that opinion. you know who also has that opinion? lesbians, I think.
I don’t know what’s going on in your brain but I think as long as you’re careful that no one is getting hurt or insulted then you’re probably okay. just. you know. be respectful of other humans and don’t reduce them to objects of desire and remember that they are Layered People that are just as complex as you are and you’re fine.
maybe endeavour to make some femme friends first. (just friends). (don’t be weird about it). I don’t know you and what’s going on with you, but it feels like this disconnect you’re feeling might be because you don’t have femme friends? it’s very easy to see lesbians as more than a fetish if you talk to a real breathing lesbian who is not just a pretty fantasy on your computer screen. so - do something crazy. talk to your local lesbian. I promise they’re not as scary as you think. (and this is coming from someone who used to be scared of lesbians).
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hockeyheadache · 21 days
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why does every period feel like overtime
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aceofstars16 · 4 months
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It’s 7:30 in the morning and I’m exhausted but I don’t know if I’ll be able to fall asleep again any time soon….
It’s like I was *just* starting to heal from having my heart and trust shattered 3 years ago, and now it’s happening all again, only this time I don’t have the church to go to for comfort/prayer/encouragement. And instead of a friendship I had for 2-3 years, it’s a church I’ve been going to for TWENTY TWO YEARS
I feel like I’m living in the twilight zone, this can’t actually be happening, right?
(I’m not okay, I keep crying and I just want to wake up from this nightmare)
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