#my roommate is gone AGAIN

[yardsards]

living alone is all fun and games til you have a medical emergency and there's no one there to help you to the hospital

#eliot posts #im fine now it's just last week's Incident fucked me up a lil #a couple online friends offered to call me an uber #and i maybe could have woken my neighbors up (though i would have felt awful abt that) #but while i was figuring out how to get to the hospital and if i'd be able to like #verbally communicate to whoever was driving where to take me #and explain to the doctors what was wrong with me #and fill out the entrance paperwork #and find my wallet/insurance card and my housekeys before i left #...i had gone unconscious before i could make the decision to find someone to take me #luckily i was mostly fine after i woke up #i knew it wasn't an ''i'm gonna die if i don't go to the hospital'' type medical emergency so i didn't call an ambulance #bc i was not abt to bankrupt myself unless i was Literally Dying #but yeah. eugh. 0/10 do not recommend. #at the VERY LEAST i'm gonna need to have good friends that live very close in the future #i don't want this kind of thing happening to me again #i am gonna be roommates with a very good friend in a few months after i move to the city #and then i'm probably gonna be roommates with a different very good friend in a couple years when i leave the state #both mostly out of financial necessity for us all #but also i thiiink i want to go back to living alone eventually? #unless living with friends goes so great that it changes my mind #it's just like. for the most part i've loved living alone #not just in a ''yay i'm no longer living with my abusers!'' way but like. in general. #i can do whatever the fuck i want in my apartment without having to talk to anyone #chores get done when i want. food gets cooked and eaten when i want. i can take a 2 hour bath no problem. i don't have to close doors. #i can walk around late at night without having to worry about waking anyone up. #when my social battery is drained i know that no one will try to talk to me. when im overstimulated i don't have to tell anyone to be quiet #it's like. the thing with me is every social interaction has a timer where i start thinking #''GOD i cannot fucking wait to go be alone in my nice empty apartment again'' #that timer is much longer for some people and situations than others but it is always There even when i'm having a great time

[lightblueminecraftorchid]

Changes keep happening and I’m Upset About It

#no more classes only exams left #cat went back to roommate’s house for the summer and I’ll never get to live with him again #even more furniture is gone #this house slowly gets emptier and emptier #I don’t like this #I want to go home but my parents have ALSO moved #I don’t have anywhere familiar to live #as much as I would like to I cannot live in my new roommate’s house rn #but golly gee I just need something to stay the same #please #screaming crying throwing up #blue chatter

[moonfromearth]

Some time later, when snow is beginning to fall over Palomino Ranch, Lou is at her breaking point with having a roommate to the point where it's putting serious strain on her and Marissa's friendship.

Meanwhile, living at the ranch full time hasn't been going so well for Marissa either. She's having a really hard time getting along with all of the animals, especially Neighsayer, who seems to seriously dislike her. Most days she spends her time hanging out with Joaquin Le Chien (who Lou doesn't approve of).

Despite their best efforts at reconciliation, it seems that Lou is going to have to find some way to convince Marissa to move out without telling her to move out...

#i kind of expected this to be a bad idea and yeah it was #oops #i'd never been asked to move in by another sim though! #and thought it would be fun to try the roommates feature again even though it never works for me #spoiler alert #it *still* refuses to work #whenever i close the game and go in again my roommate is gone but here i kind of worked it into the plot (you'll see 😉) #also marissa got a makeover that i don't entirely like so it'll probably change five million times #sims 4 #sims 4 screenshots #sims 4 gameplay #sims 4 story #sims 4 legacy #sims 4 horses #sims 4 horse ranch #ts4 #ts4 screenshots #ts4 gameplay #ts4 story #ts4 legacy #ts4 horses #ts4 horse ranch #horse ranch gp #palomino ranch #louise “lou” carrington #marissa tracey #joaquin le chien #neighsayer the horse

[titsthedamnseason]

my roommate cut my hair for me tonight and at first i was (secretly) sad because it is wayyyyy too short but then i realized. i literally just got the 1989 chop. like this was all meant to happen this way

#nooo bc like 😭 it is NOT her fault. it is entirely my fault #i have curly hair (maybe i should start straightening it just to fully live out the aesthetic lmao) and i made the rookie mistake of showing #her where i wanted it to fall when it was DRY #and on top of that obviously when it comes to hair cutting everyone is always doing too much #but my friend is soooo cautious and gets anxious about these things so i honestly thought she wouldn’t do enough #and would kind of ask me while doing it in increments #like last time when i had my roommate cut my hair i couldn’t even tell that she did ANYTHING #but anyway yeah she definitely went shorter than where i pointed which already was faulty in the first place because i forgot how much it #would curl up #i mean i’m actually happy because it’s been frustrating me how absolutely tangled it’s been getting so that’s a relief #but i’m mostly sad because it’s about to be halloween #and i wanted my dead ends GONE for halloween because i am being barbie. who has notoriously perfect hair! #and they definitely are but i also lost all my length #like i’m trying to tell myself it’ll grow back soon but the last time my hair was this short was maybe like two years ago #and i’ve missed my long hair so bad it was finally starting to come back #but now it’s gone again and i have to start all over ☹️ and my barbie hairstyle options are severely limited #i will probably do braided pigtails #mine

[kayoi1234]

Bad Fanfic Idea #3

I accidently made myself laugh at this so here: What if Kaveh, our favourite broke Architect who likes to make his food into miniture buildings because you know it’s Fun had like...no sense of taste. Like it’s just Gone. He eats something and tastes nothing because his tastebuds are so fucked top the point where he only really eats spicy food for the heat and not for the flavour.

It would be such a like..dumb thing. He never mentions it to anyone excpet maybe Tighnari who now has someone who doesn’t complain about how bitter medicine is. On the other hand Kaveh nearly gets food poisoning like three times a week because he can’t tell if food is off by taste he has to go by texture or smell but no taste often means smell is fucked too so he just exists in a sort of “I don’t fucking...I don’t fucking know”

Anyways this thought came to me because Alhaitham probably stole his drink or whatever and when Alhaitham said “This is good wine.” Kaveh could have had like a minute crisis of “Is...is it?” and then kind of just goes about his day.

Comes to head when Alhaitham asks him to try something (Dunno why if you’re a shipper then it’s courting if not then it’s just to bully Kaveh by finding out what he doesn’t like) and Kaveh just sitting here and saying “This game has a critical flaw in it,”

“What do you mean?”

“Alhaitham...I can’t taste.”

And like, as it turns out, Alhaitham didn’t even know, he just assumed Kaveh had like bizzare tolerances for food that he hadn’t found, because Alhaitham is the kind of person of high intelligence low wisdom and thinks Kaveh unironically liked that stinky tofu he got from a Liyue trader once to piss him off. So the exchange continues like “What do you mean you can’t taste?”  and Kaveh has to explain to him that it’s a whole thing and not a big deal let him eat his mug yogurt (Yogurt in a mug) in peace and Alhaitham is wondering what else is a lie.

#txt #bad fanfic ideas #kayoi bullshits again #genshin impact #genshin kaveh #kaveh #alhaitham #genshin alhaitham #I allude to some #genshin leaks #I just think it would be funny #this guy makes me have thoughts and all of them are about bullying him #i'm going to shove him in a locker and steal his lunch money #Alhaitham is a redditor though so there's no saving him #later only teyddit theres like a post #on r/amitheasshole titled something dumb like #'AITA if I feed my roommate who has no sense of taste stinky tofu to see what his tolerance for bullshit is?' #and like the first comment is from Cyno going 'YTA. You have gone tofu-cking far Alhaitham'

[faunabel]

Character Opinion Bingo for Romano! 🥺👉👈

yay, thanks so much for asking! :D i cannot resist ur pleading face <3 also i call him a bastard affectionately (not sure why this got cut out when i originally answered....... Faunphobic)

i've had such mixed feelings on romano lately due to bad experiences in the fandom, but i love him, i do. he's always been my second favorite ♡ i do project onto him a bit because i think that's inevitable when it comes to interpreting characters. everything is through the lens of your own experiences. i have a lot of headcanons about him, too! not quite as many as veneziano but romano has been one of my beloveds for over 8 years now and i do roleplay him sometimes! i could talk about him for hours. though honestly, i'm frightened to share my thoughts when people can get so defensive. but yeah! i might share headcanons for him sometime, too, maybe. perhaps. he is featured in the post i'm working on for veneziano, at least!

#ask #ryebunny #romano is possibly my favorite character to write for #he might even top veneziano #he's just SO funny #i'm debating sharing it or not but in my one college au fic i haven't posted #there's this scene between romano and france (who are roommates w/ germany haha yeah) #and their banter is hysterical i love them #it's fun to embrace my inner cynic to write romano <3 #then there's another scene between romano and canada and their banter is also hilarious #i just dkhdkjhd romano <3 being silly #ok sour feelings gone i love him again he's just a guy <3

[dwarvenchords]

oscar in team torque is what i needed this week. i cannot express that enough

#this week has gone: #worked a show for 3 days straight the shortest of those days being 14 hours #my family friend and her roommate came to stay at my house so i slept on the couch while they took my bed #my mom flew in which is actually a pro but also meant my bed was rescinded from me #the day after my show ended i went furniture shopping to get everything for my new townhouse #woke up at 6am to go pick up the keys for the townhouse #woke up at 7 the following day to get ready for a job interview that got rescheduled for tomorrow but only after i’d got completely ready #woke up at 7 again today to meet handymen at the house #and i wrote an essay last night and completed a major project on sunday night #i am tired :) #they speak #this is me bitching and moaning when my life really is not that hard i am aware

[mormorando]

does anybody know how to manage arachnophobia? i'm physically shaking, covered in snot and tears, tired, but unable to go to sleep because i don't know where the spider in my room went

#mine #i ran for the vacuum cleaner but the spider was gone when i came back #and oh my fucjing god i cannot possibly go to sleep #i fucking screamed then i WHIMPERED out of fear just trying to step into my fucking room #i thought since i have the vacuum here anyway now i could just vacuum all under and behind my bed even though it's 2am #but i'm terrified of moving my bed #i imagine some kind of a spider nest or eggs there i'm fucking SHAKING man i don't know how to function i literally need therapy i think #this is UNMANAGEABLE i hate being so terrified i'm still crying and there's NO ONE to help me #in fact i must somehow make it without screaming if i find it again #or it finds me #because my roommate will be angry with me #i just called my father shaking and barely able to speak begging him to come to my place tomorrow and buy me some anti spider spray #or else one of those electrical devices #they scare spiders away #but like i said #i??? really mean it when i say i cried and screamed #now i'm just standing here in the cold room dreading the idea of going to bed because I KNOW if they're coming from somewhere it's THERE #jfc #i have to have my father help me #ohhh my fucking god i think i'll puke. #i literally think i need some anti-phobia therapy honestly #i can't wake up my roommate again i can't #godgodgodgodgodgod #what fucking punishment is this i can't move i am frozen to this spot anyway i move it'll be there #i don't fucking know what terrifies me so fucking much They're just little insects but i'm still frozen in spot nauseous and crying

[dragons-and-yellow-roses]

RATS are NOT your friends at night while you're reading a scary book

#so if you didnt know. rats are nocturnal #so its 2am where i am rn. my room is pitch dark because i have my blinds shut #and im reading a scary book. lots of spooky creatures and body horror and haunted shit #and my rats. are knocking shit over and chewing on things and generally being menaces #or theyll go silent for a minute abd i think theyre chilling and then all of a sudden theyll drop a toy or something #and scare the shit out of me #they use their spooky little hands to climb on the bars of their cage. and they use their spooky little teeth to aggressively eat kibble #and i gave them new toys today. these edible foraging toys that they love #but that means my room is full of the sound of pulling on bars. or the clicking of a water bottle. or chewing. so muvh chewing #and im reading about this dead body come back to life. with like all of her bones broken. killing a guy in the most grotesque way #and its altogether a very bad experience #i was bored for the first 70ish pages but then it got really fucking good and im hooked. but its also terrifying #the rats have gone silent but now my dog is shifting in his kennel outside my room #both are terrifying. why are my rats silent. why is my dog moving. when will he move next #these animals are harassing me. whats next. my sibling's rabbit is going to break in? in roommate's cat will start scratching at the door? #if my landlord is reading this then ignore all of these tags. we only have a dog sir. no rodents or felines or whatever tf a rabbit is here #ah the rats are making sounds again. terrible horrifying sounds #i have to piss but im scared to get out of bed. i think i live here now. in bed. i cant leave #on a somewhat related note i really want to make deviled eggs rn but i have roommates that are trying to sleep #on one hand i miss living alone. on the other it makes me feel safer to have two other people here with me #even if the threat is only my imagination #and my mischievous critters

[plantwithoutplot]

Sometimes I am productive and sometimes I waste half the afternoon away daydreaming about new AUs for my blorbos

Which means I'm always productive. Duh.

#aslinn rambles #Yes this is about one piece again #I was supposed to work on speak up boys and now i got a fourth (4) one piece fic to write about #1 is Speak Up Boys! (which yall already know) #2 is Uta growing up with the ASL trio bc she is FAMILY ok????? #3 is an Idol AU with Ace and Sabo debuting as a duo together (lots of shenanigans and fluff and found family bc duh) #4 is always a what if Shanks and Buggy had stuck together and gone on adventures together before gathering their own crews (bc i need it ok) #one piece #blorbos #Fandom life #Today was all abt daydreaming on the idol au and well #Screenshotted it all for my roommate to hear abt and it already has a plotline technically ugh fuck me

[arctic-hands]

Re: the being immunocompromised and nearly dying of agony from shingles all over me at sixteen thing. I used to say that was the worst pain I've ever felt in my chronically ill life, worsened by the fact that weenie me refused morphine because I was fully indoctrinated by D.A.R.E. and terrified that I would become an addict as I lay in the hospital bed writhing in agony as I was damn-near actively dying. Even breaking my toes a few years later just warranted a mild "Fuck." in comparison.

Anyway I recently experienced three infected teeth (two wisdoms that apparently just grew in already rotted? and one cavity that got out of hand because I kept forgetting to call my dentist and couldn't afford it anyway) within a two year span and let me say that that knocked the nearly dying in agony thing right out of the park

#it had literally been a decade by that point since I ever cried in pain #the last time before that being when I had my first bowel obstruction that coincided with a migraine #I miss my tooth #not the wisdoms to hell with them. but I couldn't afford a root canal for the third tooth so it had to come out #the kicker is that as of a month ago Maryland Medicaid covers dental. again. #it used to cover dental even before that but they cancelled the coverage the year I moved to Maryland #I'm glad they are covering dental again and I have an appointment in May but I wish it had come a year earlier #because my options were between a two hundred dollar extraction or a thousand dollar root canal #teeth are a luxury in the U.S. #also when I had my wisdoms removed I went to a dental surgeon and had laughing gas #but when I had the third tooth removed I couldn't afford that again and went to my regular dentist and didn't even have valium for it #I was SHAKING in the chair trying not to freak out or faint #it was longer than it should have been too because the tooth shattered in the process and he had to dig out the roots and let me tell you #not. fun. #at least for two hundred dollars I got novocaine. If I had gone to the dental school for free they wouldn't have even given me that #cannot don't want to imagine that pain #I wish I could have kept my wisdom teeth like my roommate did when he had one years before #but the dental surgeon refused to give them to me because of pandemic protocols. I never even got to look at them #laughing gas is better than valium I think. both are great tho #I wasn't out of control loopy on laughing gas but when they were stitching up my gums I thought 'huh. hell of a time to floss my teeth' #teeth #toothache #Thou hell o' a' diseases

[seilon]

just wrote like three paragraphs ranting about my living situation and deleted it just know I am going insane and i hate it here and I need to live by my fucking self or I am going to absolutely fucking lose it

#I can not stand cleaning up shit for people anymore I can’t stand people taking my stuff or messing up shit I clean or organize or whatever #I hate feeling pressured to stay in my room constantly because she almost never fucking leaves and the entire living room/kitchen area is #apparently her fucking home office now. so there’s just nowhere else to go where I’m not forced to interact with her #not to mention how I cleaned out that entire area EXTENSIVELY only a couple months ago and now all of that work is just gone #she re-cluttered it and now it’s a nightmare again :) #and she’s out there in the first place because she clutters her room and desk in her room to such an extent that it’s basically unusable #at least when I had a shitty roommate her mess was confined to one side of a bedroom more or less #and there was a living room/kitchen that wasn’t a fucking nightmare that I could generally control the tidiness of #I can’t fucking live like this I can’t keep cleaning and cleaning and cleaning and throwing away shit and organizing shit and whatever #just to have it all be for NOTHING every fucking time because she takes more shit out and doesnt put it away and buys more shit #that we can’t fucking afford and don’t immediately need and hahaggsgsgshsshshhhshshshshssh #I can’t fucking do it! I really can’t keep doing this it makes me violently angry and one of these days I’m going to snap and break my door #or something #I didn’t even want to move back in here to begin with this was supposed to be temporary. as in only for a couple months #but all my job applications fail and I have no other form of income or support so. haha I’m stuck here #i won’t even get started on just #not wanting to live with her for a million other reasons #I need to get the fuck out of here I do not want to be responsible for cleaning up her messes and doing whatever she says without choice #cause I mean. that’s another thing. At least my roommate couldn’t force me to do whatever she wanted with any resistance being seen as #criminally disrespectful and depending on her wildly unpredictable mood maybe she’ll verbally abuse me or degrade me or accuse me of things #who knows! #also won’t get into the fact that I’m almost two years on t and she still misgenders me and deadnames me and believes she has the right to #do so #kibumblabs #negative #delete later probably.

[good-boy-butch]

Hate doing the walk of shame back to my dorm after going to jerk off in my car at 1am but I’ve been so unbearably horny holy shit

#love my roommate but holy fuck this guy sits his ass down to play sims and doesn’t leave the room once until 6am #i just needed 5 minutes to beat my meat man #how’s a guy supposed to put on his dick if ur not gone FOR FIVE MINUTES #can’t wait to move out fr I can’t take this anymore #i wanna be able to just fuck my fleshlight at any god damn hour of the night again #butch nsft #my junk

[seenthisepisode]

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#my fiance just left again for work :( for 10 days :( we took a nice long walk today in a park in the morning it was beautiful #and now he's gone :( i know i sound clingy but he was just back from his 14 days in germany :( it sucks :( i am alone in my flat :( #every roommate out there somewhere :( and i am here :( it's barely 5 pm and i am like. what should i do. i just want to curl up and #cry myself to sleep if i am being honest :( when the lovesickness and missing hours hit in real life they hit :( i'm sad :( #i wanted to sit on a bench and read but it's fucken wimdy and it's just . ahhhhh my myself at home :( sometimes i love it but today no :((( #i need some agsty destiel smut to cheer me up. it usually works #personal

[skrunksthatwunk]

world's thinnest walls versus parents' stupidest argument

#hydrogen bomb vs coughing baby #no one should be this angry about star wars #it's like theyre in the same room as me and theyre a floor below me #theyre not good roommates :| #like. they're literally echoing #this house is gonna fall apart and it's gonna be george lucas' fault #if im like hey you guys are loud there's like a 70% chance theyll be like Ok What Is Your Problem We're Not Being That Loud #god the other day my mom was eating something while i was at a computer and she leaned over my shoulder and i was like hey #could you please not chew in my ear #because it's been established for YEARS that i have a really big problem with the ol mastication #and she's like 🙄🙄🙄 honey. dont. i wasnt chewing in your ear and my mouth was closed #maybe she was like 8 inches away from my ear. i still fucking felt that viscerally!! leave me alone i dont want my tics to act up #i will convulse. fuckign get away from me i have to scrub my eardrums now #child's politest request vs mother's complete inability to accommodate needs she doesnt personally relate to/understand #(my dad's not much better i just dont try with him bc he's like. a debate bro. and he's gone half the time anyway) #they also share a complete inability to see any symptoms in me or my brothers which is Not Good for literally all of us #my mom's just a little more frustrating bc she's a psych major so she thinks she knows everything. like. mom #you CANNOT be arguing with me about whether or not the r slur was always ableist and then be like psh. that kid's not autistic theyre just #self dxing to account for their other problems. i know this bc ive been around them their whole lives (infrequently and with little depth) #so imagine if i did that. i would be killed on sight i would never be able to speak to her again im not kidding it would be so so awful #thing is I'd probably believe her too. hell on earth #you dont act like my professor told me autistic ppl act in the 90s. gonna have to zap you with my death ray (forcing you to argue in #defense of your experiences which we didnt notice or invalidated at the time) #im not even 100% sure im autistic. but the fact that i cant talk to her means idk if i can talk to an actual doctor about it bc im still a #dependent and she'd probably be there with me. #I'd have to get a doctor on board or she'd NEVER believe me. how the hell am i supposed to do that #god. whatever #idek if i wanna get diagnosed but i want her to believe me. i want to be able to talk about what i need bc if i dont have a good enough #reason (my comfort is not reason enough) then she never will. and it'll get worse. it sucks basically #she's fucking doctor autism apparently and can sniff em out. christ almighty she's unbearable sometimes

[supercantaloupe]

apparently a guy at my uni has been they/them'ing me recently which is. so fucking funny

#sasha speaks #got they/them'd at CATHOLIC SCHOOL ANIME CLUB. funniest possible pronouns moment #for the record i don't generally care about what pronouns someone uses for me it does not make a big difference to me #but i have always primarily and by default gone by she/her and have no issue with only being referred to as such #so getting they/them'd is like. a noteworthy experience for me #but the fact that it's by a guy I KNOW. we are IN ANOTHER CLUB TOGETHER #and the reason i know this is bc he's in another club (anime club) with my roommate #and my roommate told me that like. twice now in the past week #he's referred to me with they/them pronouns #which. again. i find HYSTERICAL #like other than the dyke haircut and no makeup thing i dress as femme as it gets i am more modest than most of the actual catholics here #and it's CATHOLIC SCHOOL!!! #it's so fucking funny to me. #i wanna talk about me