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ninnosaurus · 1 year
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‘Secret Turtle Society’
I, Ninno, want to present to you;
A newly opened Discord community made by and for ADULTS. YES! If You’re reading this and is 18+ and in need for fellow adult TMNT fans, You’ve come to the RIGHT post!
‘Secret Turtle Society’ is an 18+ TMNT server dedicated to the grown fans of the show. No matter what version you’re into be it Michael Bay ‘Bayverse’, Rise of the Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles, 2012, 2003 or even the OG! Every version of TMNT is welcome!
We’ve got;
Categories dedicated to many versions of the turtles!
NSFW categories.
Fanfiction corner.
OC corner. 
Memes.
Streaming channels.
Gaming channels.
And much much more will come in the future!
Invites are currently being rolled out, first and foremost chosen from these two posts > Post 1 and Post 2 If you’ve interacted with these posts, please be patient. A DM will soon be sent your way with information and an invite link!
If you’re interested in an invite, PLEASE don’t hesitate to DM me! Just be aware that I do have a queue system and that you might have to wait a few days for me to get to You since I also have a full time job. I will however, of course, make sure you get an invite!
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ninnodesu · 2 years
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“Something Tiny” || Dad!Thomas
AN: UH HELLO. I know I haven’t been uploading any oneshots, or fics in a long time. But while I’m working on two prompt reqs, I thought I should upload my latest little thingie.  Some content warnings for those who need it: - Kids. - Slight, SLIGHT mentiones of childbirth, REALLY nothing graphic at ALL. But if you're not into children at all; it's fine to skip this <3 - Slight mention of blood.
Genre: Fluff, literally all there is. Fluff. Thomas is a Happy Man.
The text can be found by clicking “Keep reading”. Enjoy!
Thomas was used to hearing screams, he’s always surrounded by them. But this was a different kind, a different pitch and reason and this scream. Haunted him.
He’d been banished to the living room, where he was currently bouncing his leg as he sat on the couch. He suddenly stood up, then sat down again. Stood again, took a few steps, and sat down in the armchair instead, bouncing his leg again. He barely even noticed when his adoptive brother came into the room, flopped down on the couch, and turned the TV on. Tommy jerked at the sudden voice coming from the TV.
“Relax, kid.”, Hoyt muttered as he took a sip from his drink. “Can’t do nothin’ about it.”
Tommy huffed in response, his fingers twitching against the armrest.
“Fuckin’ christ…”, the older man got up from his place on the couch and left the room. Thomas listened after him, glass clinking against the glass, feet shuffling back towards the living room. “Drink this. Ya need to calm down.”, Hoyt put the glass in Thomas’ hand for him and sat down again. He usually didn’t drink, but now, he took the amber liquid in one smooth move. He hissed slightly as it burned in his throat on the way down.
At some point, he had completely missed the fact that the screaming coming from upstairs had gotten quiet. It was… too quiet. The realization made his nerves go haywire again, and the sound of running footsteps caught his attention. Something even his brother reacted to.
“Oh my god…”, Tommy thought to himself. “What if something happened?”, he shot a worried look towards his brother. “Tommy, don’t you- THOMAS!”, in a flash, the giant man was on his feet, rushing towards the stairs. A door closed somewhere upstairs, and then; more screaming. Behind him, he heard the squeaky wheelchair of his uncle Monty on his way out on the porch before he heard him speak. “Ya better listen to what your mama told ya, boy. You ain’t allowed up there.”, the screen door slammed as the man reached his destination.
An hour went by, something that felt like 10 years for Thomas, before he was allowed up. A whisper of his name came from the middle of the stairs, mama. “Tommy, sweetheart.”, his footfalls were heavy as he rushed up towards her but she stopped him with a hand on his chest and sushed him. “You need to be quiet, alright?”, he looked down at her, worry in his eyes, and nodded. Stepping to the side, she let him continue climbing the stairs in silence. Reaching the top, he slowly turned to look at her. “Go on, hun.”, her voice wavered as if she was on the brink of crying.
Raising a hand, he signed a simple “Love you”, towards her before sneaking his way to the shared bedroom. The familiar coppery scent of blood waft past him from the bathroom.
The bedroom door creaked as he slowly pushed it open and peered inside. Inside, the room was bathing in the setting sun, hues of pink, red, and orange danced over every part. But the most beautiful thing being illuminated was placed on the bed. There he saw the one person in the whole of Texas who would be crazy enough to fall for him, the butcher. The nightmare parents warned their kids about.
You.
Everyone always screams when they see him. But not you, no. When your group had first gotten trapped you just looked at him. You didn’t scream like the rest, didn’t wail. All you did was beg, you talked to him. Tried to get inside his head, to create a connection.
It's been years now, so many years. And now, here you were. In your shared bed, holding a small, unmoving bundle in your arms, cooing softly at the new life. Slowly, he moved towards you and smiled when you looked up at him, reaching an arm out. “Hi.”, you whispered and he smiled, a raspy and low “hi” coming from him as he knelt by you on the floor.
“How are you feeling?”, he signed. “Sore. And tired. But I’ll live.”, you hummed as you felt a warm hand come to rest on your cheek. “You wanna hold her?”, you smirk and quickly glance to a crib at the end of your bed. He froze slightly at the question. Her. He had always wanted a daughter.
Rising, he carefully planted himself on the edge of the bed, slowly pushing the edge of the blanket away from his daughter's face. She had his nose, or well… The nose he had before his condition took it away from him. She looked serene, calm, his chest swelled as he saw small movements in her face. Brows knitting together and relaxing, lips moving slightly. “Tommy?”, your voice broke him from his reverence and he nodded. Doing your best to push yourself up against the headboard, you nodded towards the door. “Can you… can you get mama first?”, he caressed your cheek again and kissed your forehead before leaving to go get her.
Thomas was quickly at the bed again, sitting down where he was earlier seated. Ever so carefully, you handed him his daughter. She was... So, so small. He’d never seen such a small creature up close before, never held one. He was scared to hurt her, knowing his strength. Maybe he would crush her? Looking at her, he was lost again. Lost in his mind.
- I’m never going to let anything happen to you. I’m going to crush anyone who comes for you.
He heard you talk with mama, he did. But the feeling of the chunky cheek of his daughter against his rough, calloused finger had him in a trance. He only came out of it when he - in the corner of his eye - saw you reach up for something. “-mas?”, a giggle left you as you saw him come back to earth, locking eyes with you. He looked terrified.
It wasn’t until he saw you reach down, below the edge of the blanket you held in your arms, and started cooing softly at something that made a small sound that it hit him.
Twins.
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ninnosaurus · 2 years
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Blanket Fort || Bayverse!TMNT
AN: I got this idea last night and just had to write it down. It includes some of my own hc’s about the brothers as well.
I hope you like it! Comments, reblogs and likes are always appreciated! 💗 Warnings: None. Literally, none at all. It’s just platonic fluff and cozy turtles. Pairing: AFAB/All turts, but it’s not set in stone! Can be read as GN/AMAB as well! Tags: Cuddles, winter, cold turts, Leo is a bit grumpy cause he’s cold, Raph and Mikey also have a cute brotherly moment.
❄❄❄❄❄❄❄❄❄❄❄❄❄❄❄ It was cold out, really, really cold. And knowing four boys - and one old rat - living in the basement of New York, they were all miserable right now. Maybe the boys more than the rat. 
Early on during the winter months, you had concocted a plan. A plan you were going to set into motion today. So here you were, trying your best to transport six big electrical blankets down the winding tunnels of the New York sewer system. 
You had by sheer miracle managed to find a drainage pipe where you could push the shopping cart you’d found to put the blankets in through to the Lair. 
The idea that the boys were miserable was correct.
Leo had early on in their life decided to cut back on patrols during winter, being reptiles and all. Not even he could resist staying under a blanket - or fifty - to keep warm and just drink tea to try and keep warm. If he wasn’t moving around during training to generate heat. Right now, however, he was currently buried under three blankets on the couch, having tucked his leg up in his shell, while watching some show on tv. The coffee table was covered with mugs he’d used for tea. 
The energy of all four brothers drastically diminishes during the cold winter months. They still keep to their usual routine, only difference being that the time gets reduced to save on their energy and body heat. Donnie had told you early on that sure, they don’t go into hibernation, but they tone down on patrols a lot and sleep more.
Walking around the lair you noticed Raph and Mikey keeping calm for once. They had decided to huddle together to try and get a bit of body heat off each other and were currently watching something on an iPad strapped to Mikey’s lower bunk. Raph not trying to rip the shell off Mikey’s back, a rare sight indeed.
You couldn’t help but smile at the heartwarming sight. It was such a rare treat to see Raph and Mikey not trying to either murder one another, get on Leo’s nerves, or be in the hashi for being caught sneaking out during peak daylight.
The squeaky sound from your shopping cart didn’t phase anyone as you make your way over to Donnie’s workstation. Where you saw the tree of a turtle hunched over his keyboards, a heating fan whirring under his table, slowly and lazily scrolling through some text. A basket game running on a low volume on one of his screens. 
“Pssst. Donnie?”, you whisper slightly towards him and wave as he turns around to look at you.
“Yeah?”, he whispers back, “What’s up?”
You can’t help but giggle at the way he plays along. “I need your help.” Sneaking towards him he gets up from his chair and leans down, having just as fun as you are right now, and laughs quietly before asking: “With what?”
“Come, come”. You hush out and wave him towards your loot of electrical heating blankets and explain what your plan is. 
With the help of Donnie, you managed to kick Leo off the couch, making him grumble and pout as he lumbered away to the other two brothers to find heat. Even from the spot on the couch you could hear happy, deep churrs and purrs coming from the bunk bed as Leo spread the three blankets he had used over Raph and Mikey before wrestling his own way in there. 
Taking a few steps back, you admired the handiwork of you and Donnie. A big, roomy, cozy, and warm blanket fort.
Having two of the blankets on the floor covered in as many pillows and cushions as you could scramble together around the lair. The rest of the heated softness of the blankets were draped over some chairs, a table, and whatever other big thing you could find. 
Thanks to Donnie, you could make sure the blankets didn’t mess any of the electricity up too much and turned the blankets on, testing to see if your theory worked as you sat inside of the darkened fort before the purple-themed turtle came back with some random fairy lights he could scrounge up.
“Think the guys will like it?”. You say as he crawls into the fort and hums at the toasty warmth welcoming him to set the fairy lights up.
“Oh yeah, definitely. It’ll just become warmer if everyone gets in.” Happily, you sling your arms around him and give him a small kiss on his cheek. “Thank you so much for the help, Don-Don!”
And with that, you’re off. 
You’re met with snoring as you reach the bunkbed where three giant turtles had fallen asleep, huddled in one giant mess of green, blue, red, and orange. Raph grumbles as you nudge him.
“Guys, guys wake up.”. Leo cracks an eye and squints at you, still a bit annoyed that you kicked him off the couch. “What now?”
“Haha, you’ll like it! Come on!”. Grabbing Leo’s arm you pull at it as much as you can to get him and the other two up. 
Mikey gasps as he sees the fort and almost crashes it as he rushes towards it.
“Yo! A blanket fort!”. Crawling inside, Mikey also almost crushes Donnie who’s relaxing in the warmth as his big green hand comes right down on this plastron, making Donnie wheeze. “And it’s warm!”
Pushing at both Leo and Raph you urge them to get in, ready to turn the heat up even more from the outside. “Get in, get in! Me and Donnie worked hard on it!”
“Alright, alright!”, Raph’s gruff voice responds as he gets down and crawls inside. “Oh, this is nice…”
Leo still hesitates, however, but squatting down and seeing how fast his brothers relaxed in a big pile, he can’t help but to crawl inside as you walk around turning the heat up.
Sitting down cross-legged at the entrance, you look in at the boys.
“You guys like it?” Your smile is big as all of them hum contently. Seeing a spot where you would fit, you can’t help but crawl in. You climb over Leo’s shell, push one of Raph’s arms away slightly and cram yourself in-between Mikey and Donnie with your head on Mikey’s bicep, giggling as he hugs you closer towards him.
Mikey can’t help but start chirping slightly at the coziness of everything. Something that started a cacophony of happy purrs, churrs, and chitters from the rest of them. Something you figured was just sounds, not knowing the full-on conversation going on around you.
Even Raph and Leo graced you with their softer sounds.
“Yo, bros, this is nice.” Mikey chitters towards his brothers. Making Donnie jolt slightly, not being totally used to talking to any of them in their native, animal tongue, before replying.
“It is. I have no idea I didn’t think about this.”
“I guess you’re not as smart as you thought, four eyes.” Raph replies before getting flicked by Donnie’s fingers over his head.
“Can we keep her?”, Mikey chirps out as he nuzzles closer to your heat. “She’s not allowed to leave now.”
“Agreed.” Donnie and Raph say at the same time. “Can you guys shut up? I’m trying to sleep.” Leo chitters towards them. Happy to finally have some heat around him. 
It was warm and cozy and just as you were on the way to doze off, another presence makes itself known, making you guess that their father joined the fort to get a piece of warmth. Smiling as you cuddle close to Mikey and drift off to sleep.
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ninnosaurus · 2 years
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Lullaby, part 3 || Dad!Turts
AN: DONNIE IS HERE!  I decided to give Donnie twins due to this amazing drawing made my @betti357​! This might not be as good as the other two, because I’ve never written twins before so if it’s sucky-wucky, I’m sorry. 
But I gave him sons because the other two idiots already have daughters
NOT beta read!
I still hope you enjoy though! 
The song he’s singing
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The weekend had been so long. At least that’s how it felt. Being home with your family for a weekend to celebrate some distant relative you barely even remembered took a toll on you and you couldn’t wait to see your other family. 
Inside the Lair, it was unusually calm and quiet. Looking around you noticed that master Splinter seemed to be deep in meditation, candles flicking around him and you smiled. Moving to the kitchen to put some leftovers away, you stop. A note sat on the fridge. Reading it, you couldn’t help but giggle at how someone had crossed over “Leo” and written something in Japanese, and the way all three of the brothers had seemingly written the note in separate ways.
Mikey was restless. Took him out. 
(Patrol.)
- Leo 顔役 (”Boss”)
Continuing through the Lair your heart does a double-take as you hear the voice of Donnie humming a tune in the office-doubled-as-baby-room, not wanting to disturb him, you sneak your way over to the door and peer in. 
Inside, you see him holding one of your sons on his arm, and a bottle in his other hand, calmly walking around while feeding the child. His voice a warm welcome home to you as you hear him sing lowly;
“If you’ll be my star, I’ll be your sky You can hide underneath me and come out at night.”
You can see him smile as the child makes a small noise as he eats. 
“When I turn jet black and you show off your light, I live to let you shine, I live to let you shine.”
Donnie’s heart is full, never in his life had he thought this would be possible. His entire life changed when he came across you one late night when he was out checking the cameras. He loved you so much. And he smiled as he noticed you standing in the doorway.
“But you can skyrocket away from me, and never come back if you find another galaxy.
He still remembers the day you told him he was going to be a dad. How he had cried that day, not because he thought his life was over. But because he was happy. He was going to be a father, for crying out loud! They had all thought it wasn’t possible. 
They all thought they would live lonely lives. 
“Far from here with more room to fly, just leave me your stardust to remember you by.”
To grow old, only feeling the brotherly love they had towards each other. Dying alone. With one bottle empty, he put the first bundle down in his crib after a healthy burp.
“That’s my boy!”, Donnie whispered. 
He picked up the second bottle and shook it lightly to mix it up well, making sure it was still a good temperature. 
Picking his other son up for the evening bottle, he continued;
“If you’ll be my boat, I’ll be your sea. A depth of pure blue just to probe curiosity.”
The child latched on to the bottle, almost chugging it all before Donnie made sure he took it slow.
“Ebbing and flowing and pushed by a breeze, I live to make you free, I live to make you free.”
He swayed to the rhythm of the song slightly and started walking again.
“But you can set sail to the west if you want to, and past the horizon, ‘til I can’t even see you.”
He brought his face down and nuzzled the top of his son’s head.
“Far from here where the beaches are wide, just leave me your wake to remember you by.”
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ninnodesu · 3 years
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being married to a chainsaw wielding cannibal be like
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ninnodesu · 3 years
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“More Than One Use” || Jealous Thomas
AN: I’m finally done with the pollwinning short/smutfic! It was really fun letting you guys choose my next shortfic and if you guys liked doing that, I might do it again! Please do let me know if that's something you would like, because I have a BUNCH of titles! This has NOT been beta read by any betareader! Thank you, @your-local-possum for giving me the idea/inspiration for this one! Reblogs are always appreciated! 
Genre: smut, 18+, fem!reader. Warnings: Bondage, dubcon, like real dubcon, somewhat graphic depiction of violence, mentions of cannibalism, creampie, jealousy, mentions of blood, forced to watch, lowkey forced orgasm? I have no idea and a really bad joke. Please ignore the joke, I had to google bad jokes to find it. This has also NOT been beta read.
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For you, this was punishment. Punishment for forgetting who you belonged to.
For Thomas, this was proof. A way to claim you as his in front of the man who had shamelessly flirted with you and lured the kind of giggle from your throat that he knew wasn’t fake.
Thomas was going to make sure you’d never forget who you belonged to.
 You sigh as you look out over the barn floor at how much you actually had to clean after today’s brawl with a new group of dinner guests. You always did prefer when Thomas made it quick. Like snapping their necks or literally anything other than shoving his entire chainsaw through a poor person’s chest. Because that always meant more cleaning to do.  A groan crawled from your throat as you went off to fill the bucket of water used for scrubbing the floor. Your mind wanders back to that joke you’d heard by one of the men now waiting to be butchered.
  “Turn that frown upside down, sweetheart.”, the man had said. You played along, knowing your role in the family is to lure victims in.
  “Tell you what…”, you replied, throwing a glance over his shoulder when you saw a huge shadow in the living room window, making you put a hand to the stranger’s chest and push him towards the house. “If you make me laugh, I’ll invite you into my house and you’ll meet my parents.” He raised an eyebrow as it connected in his mind what you implied.  “ Alright… Why are there gates around cemeteries?”, he says while barely keeping it together.  “ I don’t know… Why are there gates around cemeteries?”, you reply, internally laughing at the fact that the family recently did put up a gate at the edge of the property.  “ Because people are dying to get in”.
And you laughed.
 It was such a stupid joke but it’d still hit you straight on your giggle nerve. Something Thomas had not appreciated. You’d ended up fighting about you laughing a joke, him thinking you would leave him for it. His jealousy had really bubbled over then. Him being convinced that you were fully ready to leave him and the family.  There had been yelling, a cup was thrown close to his head by you, and doors slammed behind him. The biggest fight between you two this far in your relationship, and was about a joke.
 As you expected, it took almost three full hours to finish cleaning the floors and walls of the barn clear of blood. Wiping your brow clean of sweat, you groan as you realize you’d just used the same rag you cleaned the walls with, your brow now having a clear streak of blood.  Ah well…, you thought. You’re used to blood by now anyway. Suddenly, you feel a pair of big meaty hands wrap around your waist and hoist you up.
“THOMAS!”, you yelp out as he just throws you over his shoulder like a sack of potatoes. “Thomas! Let me go!”, you punch him hard at his back, kicking your legs wildly and doing everything in your power to get away from his grip.
 One kick connected with him hard in the ribs making him groan slightly at the sudden pain.
“I’m done with you today, Hewitt! We’re done! Fuck you!”, you’re so pissed at him. Still pissed about the fact that he dared to think you were going to leave him. You’ve worked so hard these past years to help him overcome his jealousy, and then he goes and acts like this over a joke. But he doesn’t care about your words, only increasing his grip around your waist and growls at you, his own way of telling you to shut up.
 The basement is cool, bordering on cold and you shiver as Thomas sets you down on the blood-drenched table. You cross your arms over your chest and glare at him as he walks over to one of the supportive beams where all the meat hooks hang. All you can do is watch him as he prepares one of the hooks, as he always does right before hanging cattle up.
Your blood runs cold and your heart rate picks up.
"T-To-...Tommy, what are you doing?", you're only met with dark blue eyes. "Honey, come on.", you laugh nervously as he stalks over to you, his eyes flicker over you for a second, but you're fast enough to catch it. Turning your head, you follow where he was looking. In one of the slightly lit corners, you saw the man who made you giggle earlier, still alive, naked, and ready to be butchered. A hook pierced between his shoulder blades, a big bucket under him to catch the blood being drained from him, blood steadily dripping from slits in his wrists.  Seems Luda Mae was planning on making blood sausage later.
 You turn your head back to look at your giant, who was now standing right in front of you. His hands balled into fists, shoulders heaving with every breath he takes. He’s furious, and his eyes make you cower under the shadow he casts over you. “Th-Thomas?”, you try again, desperate to know what’s going on in his mind.  Your breath gets caught in your throat when he with lightning speed grabs your jaw in a firm grip before he growls at you again. Again telling you to shut up, and all you can do is swallow and do your best to nod at his command. With a heart beating like a panicked bird behind your ribs, thoughts of death start creeping in your mind.  You’ve seen him angry before, of course, just not with anger directed at you. Never has he forcefully brought you down into the basement like cattle and never has he directed the preparation of meat hooks at you.
 As the hand at your jaw disappears, he yanks you off the table, even if you’re standing upright he still towers over you. His shadow imposing, sending chills down your spine. All you can do is look up at him and when you do; you’re transported back to the first time you met him.
How he loomed over you, the only one in your group who didn’t shriek as he approached you even though your friend told you to run. You couldn’t. The first thing that caught you were his eyes, those blue soulful eyes that told you of hurt, of love, and betrayal. Eyes that swam with unspoken emotions, thoughts, and feelings, but also of someone strong and loyal.  The only difference then compared to now being that now those eyes were shrouded in shadow, only a dark silhouette of a brute stood before you. You saw him as the cattle saw him: Like death itself.
 Suddenly, big hands take hold of your wrists and a rope is twisted around them. You hiss as he pulls the rope closed in a tight knot. Your brain together with your heart starts racing a million miles an hour at what he’s planning, and for the first time in years, he’s actually scaring you. It’s when that realization hits that you start feeling tears prick at the corner of your eyes.  Your gentle giant scared you.  The notion that this is the day you die hits you and you scream as he hangs you up on the meathook, the sharp edge cutting open a small slit on your arm as he maneuvers to hang you by the rope tied around your wrists.
 You try talking to him again when he steps back and observes you.
"Hun, p-please, it's me. I-I'm sorry!". Panic sets in as you see how the gears in his head start turning, but all he does is stand there, looking you up and down before he walks behind you.  A shiver runs down your spine as you feel a warm hand slowly glide from your lower back and up around your ribs under your shirt, stopping just under one of your breasts. He tickles you slightly as he drags his thumb just under it, lazily tracing the shape of it. That’s when Thomas remembers why he had forcefully brought you down here. His hand envelops your neck and he can’t help but smirk when he hears you whimper at the contact.
 Thomas actually wasn't all that furious, maybe a little annoyed, but mostly; he was jealous. And he felt an urge and a carnal instinct deep inside him to punish you and to remind you who you belonged to. Remind you that no one could ever make you feel like he could. The hand not wrapped around your throat took a firm grip on the breast he traced earlier and massaged it a way he knew would make you melt.
 Sure enough, his attention to the soft flesh and his rolling of the nipple between two fingers lured a small sigh from your lungs. And when you felt his teeth suddenly graze that one spot on your neck, you moaned.  He knew your body so well.  You tried wiggling away from the hook, however, not wanting to do this in the basement, where the carnage took place and where people got slaughtered. But as you did, the hand around your neck got tighter.
A warning.  And you relaxed. Your eyes snapped towards a groan coming from across the room. The man who had flirted with you was waking up. It seems as though Thomas also heard him because he lifted his head from the spot on your neck he'd been attacking. You took a big gulp of air when the hand around your neck vanished and sobbed quietly as the giant of a man pulled your pants down in one vicious movement.
"Tom-... please don't. Not here."  Any tries to get through to him were met with a growl as he grabbed you around your waist and pulled your back against his chest.  Suddenly, a burning sensation on your neck made you scream. He bit you. Hard.
 His teeth came down hard enough to draw blood. It wasn't until now that you fully understood; Thomas was pissed at you. And now you got your punishment. Your punishment for laughing at that joke, for letting that stranger, that piece of meat, get close enough to you to make that joke. Sure, you’re supposed to lure people into false security, a false sense of home, and a promise of something cold to drink to get them close enough for Tommy to do his job. But apparently, this time your job had been too good.
 Thomas groaned slightly as he heard you whimper as the stinging sensation of his tongue dragging over the bleeding bite marks registered in your brain. He disappeared into his head in the midst of marking you as his.
You’re mine. His inner voice growled as the grip around your waist was hard enough for his dull nails to leave marks.
And I’m going to remind you. The clinking sound of his belt made him grin at the full-body shiver running through you.
If I so have to fuck you until you can’t walk. Another long lick over your neck made you exhale a shuddering breath as his strong arm lifted one of your legs.
 And until you scream my name loud enough to wake the dead.
The fingers on the hand not holding your leg up were pushed into your mouth, making you suck on them. You obeyed, swirling your tongue around them, feeling the coppery taste of blood invade your mouth making you shut your eyes, and doing your best to not gag.  When he felt you’ve wet them enough, the hand disappeared downwards and you tensed as he pushed them into your cunt. Even if this was only supposed to be a punishment for you and a reminder for him, he didn’t have the heart to actually hurt you. He barely prepared you for him and a loud and raspy moan came from his throat as you screamed loud when he forcefully pushed himself into your - wet enough - cunt. It was a stretch, a stretch that you’ve felt so many times, and that you usually loved more than anything.
As he started moving, tears started streaming down your cheeks. But you weren’t fully sure if they were from pleasure, pain, or a mixture of both at this point. Thomas is never this forceful with you. Sure, he can be rough when he wants to be. But he always makes sure you’re fully prepared for him, not today. Today he seemed content in just feeling any kind of wetness actually existing.
 Thomas grunts as he feels you tighten around him at the same time he, once again, bites down on your neck. And the more he thrusts and pounds into you, the more both of you feel the ever-growing wetness and arousal gather inside of you. He growls when you try to reason with him again;
"To-... Tommy… it hurts!"  
When you wiggle your body against the meat hook holding you firmly in place, he moves one hand up to your jaw and makes you look at the man whimpering across the room. His own twisted arousal fully on display at the scene happening in front of him. Every thrust he made into you was hard, deep, and spoke of demands. "I- I'm sorry!", you sob. You were just crying now. You didn't care about the reason anymore. "I didn't mean it, Tommy!", his cock hit you just right and you clenched around him by reflex, causing him to groan.
 You better be sorry. He told himself in his head.
 Releasing your jaw and taking a firm hold of your hips. Angling you and him to help him hit your g-spot and you wailed as he started moving harder against it. The place where the rope dug into your wrists was starting to burn and you knew you’d be red and sore after this. Thomas got lost in his pleasure as he felt that familiar feeling of his climax creeping up on him. Making him forget about "punishing" you, now he needed to feel you cum around his cock, making him snake one hand to your front, quickly finding your clit.
 You moaned as his fingers rubbed you in a way he knew would have you cumming in no time.
There you are. You thought as you recognized your sweet Tommy as he gave attention to the one spot that needed him the most. But what really set you off was hearing him demanding you to do one thing: "Cum.", his member ramming against your g-spot, his finger rubbing quick circles around your clit and that deep and raspy voice had you shaking. Screaming his name and thanking whatever higher power existed that the rest of the family wasn't home as you came, hard enough to see dots dance in your vision. The feeling of your cramping walls around him made Thomas’s movements stutter to a halt as he came in you, letting out a loud moan into your ear while emptying everything he had in you.
Coming down from you high, you remembered your audience.
 The man straight across from the room was still looking at you both, his face red and eyes almost popping out of his skull. Glancing down his body, you saw why as his own member twitched post-climax. And over your shoulder, you felt Thomas tilting his head up, radiating both pride and anger. Pride at how he knew that skinny twig of a man would never have made you feel like he did, and anger because this… piece of meat had orgasmed because he had watched you.
You turned your head towards Tommy and tenderly kissed any part you could reach, mumbling how much you loved him and that no man could ever change your feelings for him before telling him to end the sad existence of the man bleeding out. Thomas playfully growled and nipped at your earlobe making you giggled before he with pure possession whispered;
"You're mine."
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More Than One Use
AN: Thank you, @your-local-possum​ for giving me the prompt from the start. Y’all have her to thank for the idea from the first place!
Summary: One joke was all it took, one silly and really dumb joke and a giggle he knew weren’t fake. He’d heard you laugh many times by now. And he knew when your laughter was real and when it wasn’t.
It was time for Thomas to remind you who you belonged to, and time for the man that made you laugh to see that he was no one compared to Thomas.
You’d made your bed, but you weren’t going to lay in it this time.
Tags: BDSM?, jealousy, rough sex, manhandling, I guess there’s some slight dubcon, claiming, AFAB, light gore, creampie, fear kink? Maybe?
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DRAFT: COMPLETED.
EDITING PHASE: STARTED
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The Butcher’s Block - A Discord Server made by and for slasherfans!
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The server is s t r i c t l y 18+. We do not care if you’re just a month away from turning 18+. Wait that month and come back later.
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i basically only like this man for the memes by now
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“Can I See You?” ch 5 || Modern!Thomas
It's time, guys. We've reached the ending of this little thing I created! I will be writing an epilogue, but the mainstory is now over.
I so hope you liked this little story, and I appreciate every single comment, kudos and share I've gotten from all of you! It's been so much fun actually writing and ending my first ever fanfiction! Thank you, thank you thank you! Tipjar/sneak peek collection
The more you started to walk on your own, the more the atmosphere in the house had changed. You could feel it, it was heavier. Charlie’s eyes had become colder. He started following you when he noticed that Thomas felt safer leaving you alone for longer periods of time. His eyes had almost gotten… hungrier.
The feeling of eyes dragging over your body during times you’d been alone and doing simple things such as baking, doing laundry, reading, was becoming something unbearable. You’d also begun to notice how Charlie had been home more in general. He came home earlier from his patrolling, and left later than he usually did. That is, if he left the house at all.
At first, it didn’t really bother you. You guessed he just wanted to spend time at home in general. But then came the subtle comments from him. Those… hints. Whispers directed at you if you were close enough to hear them; “Your leg looks nice ” and “I wouldn’t be runnin’ yet, though”. It was always either those hints, or he’d come straight up to you to stand close and breath in your scent. Charlie wasn’t stupid, though, he knew to keep away when Thomas was close by, but even if you remained close to your self-appointed guardian, you could still feel a pair of - literally - hungry eyes following you. Today, however, you were blessed. Because Charlie had decided to leave you alone thanks to Tommy, who you had dragged out to sit under one of the big trees at the end of the yard with. The weather was cool, the sun wasn’t as much of a scorcher for once, so you’d taken the opportunity to relax.
Tommy was leaning up against the tree while you resorted to lay down, starfishing in the grass. “Tommy?”, you spoke up, and he grunted in response. So you turned your head to look at him, noticing he had his eyes closed and arms crossed behind his head. “Does your face still hurt?”. Your only response from him was a side glance and a cocked eyebrow. “I mean…”, you sat up. “Does your face still hurt where you cut it?”, at that moment his brows knit together, still not giving you a proper response. “I’m just saying… If your face isn’t in pain…”, looking down you shrugged. That’s when a deep sigh erupted from him and he proceeded to lean forward. He glared at you, annoyance clear as glass, and you knew; You pushed that particular button one too many times “I...I’m sorry I just…”, you stammered out. He was tense as he raised one hand to spell.
‘E’ ‘n’ ‘o’ ‘u’ ‘g’ ‘h’
And that was it. He left you sitting alone on the grass outside as he stomped off, hands clenched into fists. And you knew you’d gone too far. The front door slammed hard enough for you to hear it, even though you were a few feet away and you flinched slightly.
“Shit…”, you mumbled to yourself and laid on your back again.
Looking up into the sky, you traced the clouds as they slowly drifted by, and your thoughts started to venture into your life back home. Sure, you have your family. But the contact with them has always been sporadic. Not because you didn’t care for them, but only because that's just… how it’s always been. A natural occasional communication, which both you and your parents are comfortable with. Friends? That’s another deal. You have a few, and you keep in contact with them, but you’re not close to any of them. Most of them just being the “ I know you through that person who I met at a party ”-kind of friendship. But you always felt that was better than not having anyone at all.
All that thinking about home awoke a sudden urge to talk to your parents, and you patted the pockets on your jean shorts, cursing at the fact that you hadn’t brought your phone out with you. Groaning, you reluctantly got up from your place to head back in. You didn’t get far, however, before the apparent bloodhound Charlie had transformed into grabbed your arm and pulled you around a corner.
He gripped your upper arms hard enough to leave bruises as his eyes undressed you.
“So, your guard dog left ya, didn’t he?”, you just glared at him and scrunched up your nose as the smell of alcohol wafted towards you. "Let me go, Charlie.", you tugged your arms to try and free yourself, but his grip hardened, making  you hiss in pain. "It’s Hoyt to you, bitch. ", he growled. "What do you want, Hoyt?", you pronounced his make-believe name in a childish way, doing your best to get your face into neutrality. "Oh, hun'", he started as one of his hands came up to caress one of your cheeks, "I think we can arrange somethin’ real nice." You turned your head from him, you couldn’t look at him, you knew exactly what he meant by that, and the thought alone was enough to make you sick. But your reaction was not what he wanted, as he grabbed your chin in a hard grip to make you look at him before he continued; “If ya can open those pretty legs o’ yours to his ugly mug”, he started breathing deeper, a low moan escapes him as he continues, “then maybe you’ll do the same for me.”
You just stared at him, Doing your best to hide the obvious shock at what he had said. But if his grin was something to go after; he saw it. “Oh, I heard ya alright. You think you’re being quiet, but I heard him fucking ya.”
You frowned at the obvious breach in private life. You shook your head to get away from his grip. “You make me sick.”, the only words you could even imagine giving as a retort before you inhaled sharply, as you felt one of his hands drag itself over one of your breasts. He leaned in close to your ear and whispered;
"I'll make ya feel better than him." You whimpered at his words, doing your absolute best to ignore the prickling sensation of oncoming tears. "That boy doesn't know how to properly treat a pussy." "Please… Let me go.", you couldn’t help the pathetic plea. "Or…" "Or what, bitch ? You'll call your dumb guard dog to come rescue you?"
That disgusting grin off his returned before he made your blood run cold; " I can't wait to eat you. "
Meanwhile, down inside the basement. Tommy was leaning on his hands as he looked into a cracked mirror, Thoroughly inspecting his scars and deformities. He hated what he saw, always had. He didn’t have a nose and parts of his lips were missing. Your words rang in his mind as he let his head hang.
I want you, Tommy.
For some reason, he was annoyed. The fact that your leg is fully healed now means you could just get up and leave him whenever you wanted. But he wanted to believe, by God, how much he wanted to believe that you wouldn’t. That you’d choose to stay with him, become his and, maybe even… He shook his head. That was a dumb thought.
Looking back up, he was met with a darker shade of his usually light eyes. And he sighed as a storm began to rage inside him.
- I told you. - Stop. - No, you stop, Tommy. Open your eyes. - I have. - You haven't opened them for shit. She's leaving you. - You don't know that!
He punched the mirror, and glass rained down. Blood welled up from where the glass cut him.
- I do know that. And you do too. - No. She- - She what? Loves you? - … - Look at yourself, man. You're nothing to her. - We slept together. - She did that to get on your good side. She did it for survival. - No… - Look in the mirror…
Thomas glanced down at one of the biggest shards on the ground;
- And come up with one good reason she would stay for that.
He growled and crushed the shard under his heavy boot before buckling his mask back on and walking up to the main floor. With the feeling of hunger attacking his stomach he did his best to try and sneak into the kitchen, knowing mama is making supper. His plans got spoiled, however, as he was quickly shooed away from the kitchen by words such as "I don't need you eating everything before dinner!" or "Nuh-uh, Thomas Hewitt. Don't think about snacking before dinner!".  A towel getting smacked at his arm had him chuckling and raising his hands in defeat. So he decided to trudge to his upstairs bedroom instead.
A satisfied hum left him as he ran his fingers through the dirty locks on his head, his mask hanging loosely around his neck, before finally letting himself collapse on the bed. He grimaced a bit as he began picking on the bloody scabs that were starting to form.
Shit, these went deep…
He shrugged and proceeded to stare up at the ceiling. Again disappearing inside his head.
- Why don’t you go find her? - Why should I? - To tell her the truth. - Pssh. - Haha. See, I told you. - Told me what? - The truth. - That if you’re ever dumb enough to confess, - she’ll leave. - … - I’m just sayin’, since she can walk again. - I’ve told you to shut up. - Because you’re a pussy and can’t handle hearing facts. - She doesn’t love you. - She used you. Fucked you to get on your soft side. - Do you really think she would love you? Are you that dense? - What do you mean? - You think you could live a happy life? - Get married? - Have kids? - I… uh... - Jesus christ, you actually are stupid, Thomas. - …
He was jolted out of his brain as he heard a knock on his door, to which he tapped the floor with his boot in response. "Supper’s ready, hun.", his mama lit up the gloomy room when he saw her head poking in. He nodded and got up, tucking his hand away from sight. If she saw the cuts, he would just get an earful from her, something he was not in the mood for. The smell of food wafted through the main floor, and his stomach made one of the loudest growling sounds he’s heard; chili was on the menu. Looking around, he noticed you were nowhere to be seen… neither was Charlie. A detail that did not sit right in his gut. He tapped the table, gaining mama’s attention, and motioned to your empty seats;
‘Where are they?’
Luda just seemed to look at the chairs, then at Monty who just shrugged. "I don't know, dear." Thomas didn't like this, he couldn't trust his uncle alone with you. He knew Charlie was a creep towards women, especially so attractive ones. He had, unfortunately, both seen and heard it. But The funny feeling in the pit of his stomach began simmering down just slightly as he saw you both walk into the dining room. Your expression, however, made a chill run down his spine. You didn’t look at anyone. All you did was sit down in silence at the dinner table.
All of you hung your head and listened as Charlie began reciting the dinner prayer. Thomas nodded along as it ended with “ Amen ”. Tommy saw how you mainly just pushed food around with your spoon, mostly just taking the smallest of bites. He knew you weren’t the biggest fan of eating human meat, but he did also know you actually loved his mama’s chili. Wanting your attention, he nudged your ankle with his boot carefully, hoping you would look up at him or at least give him a glance. But you didn’t react much.
- I told you - Fuck off.
It mostly looked like you tucked your feet behind the legs of the chair, if the way your thighs moved as he looked over you was anything to go by.
Dinner was silent, only a slight murmuring coming from mama and Charlie. Thomas finished eating first, but decided to stay seated and wait for you. He wanted to know what was up with you and why you looked so… out of it. Your expression relaxed, no smile. Your eyes looked empty, merely staring out into nothingness as you slowly forced yourself to eat. Something was up. But as you thanked mama for the meal and rose to stand up, with Thomas mimicking you; Charlie spoke up. “Thomas, sit down.”, The man stopped in a hunched over position, hands flat on the table, brows furrowed. He glanced over to you, who looked pale and your lips were pressed into a thin line as you left in a hurry. Clatter then came from the kitchen and it almost sounded like you basically threw your plate into the sink. He listened to your footsteps. And finally, a clue. The back door closed shut.
Back yard. Barn, probably.
“Thomas.”, Charlie’s voice rang out again, harder. He just looked over at his uncle with a cocked eyebrow, sitting across from him as he sat back down. “It’s time we talked, boy.”, slowly, Thomas’ breathing increased, brows knitting together as he signed.
‘About what?’
“About your friend, hun.”, his mama spoke out next to him and he snapped his head to look at her before mouthing the word “ no ” towards her. “Tommy, it’s time we talked about this. We agreed.”
‘I’m not killing her, mama.’
His hand movements were stiff, and his face twisted into a scowl. His mama sighed and proceeded to lean back and put her hands on her lap. “I know you like this girl, darlin’, but…”, he was breathing heavily, the thick leather of the mask making every breath sound like a huff. The look between his mama and Charlie made him sick. Banging the table with the palm of his hand he gestured for her to continue before inquiring;
‘But, WHAT?’
“She ain’t family, boy.”, with those words Thomas shot up from the chair, knocking it back on to the floor. He was furious. It was rare for him to get that angry at his own family, which made his motion all the more shocking to the rest of the people in the room. ‘ What do you mean she’s not family?’ In his mind, he knew it was a stupid question. The only one who knew you, was him. They didn’t. To them, you were nothing more than cattle. He stormed out, kicking one of the empty chairs out of his path and making it fly to the corner of the room. “THOMAS BROWN HEWITT!”, his mother called after him. But he ignored her. He couldn’t look at her. All those times she’d talked about grandbabies, and then she was talking about taking away the only person who… He just shook his head and headed off to the barn.
Thomas was off to hunt a specific kind of prey.
The barn was cool and damp, a stark contrast to the settling warmth of the evening sun. You’ve curled up behind an old rundown couch in one of the corners to try and hide from the world. Charlie’s voice echoed in your head. You just wanted to go home, to your apartment, most preferably with Tommy. The only person who could make this hell house bearable.  A sudden gust of cool evening wind hit you, and a shiver ran down your spine. “I don’t want to die…”, you mumbled into your arms as you wrapped them around your knees and sobbed. Heavy tears accompanied by hulking whimpers. You were crying loudly, almost screaming out your pain in a desperate way to drown out what Charlie had told you before dinner.
“I hope you said your goodbyes, girlie” “What do you mean?” His smirk, his disgusting grin plastered on his face and that breath that reeked of stale tobacco and alcohol. “You’re invited to our Sunday barbeque,” a tongue slowly dragging over your neck, “but you’re not going to like the menu.”
Heavy, shuffling footsteps alerted you of his presence and made you glance in their general direction before peeking up from the back of the couch. And there you saw him, that beacon of light of yours, how he knew you went out here, you weren't sure. But there he was, and so were you. Taking a deep breath, you swallowed down any remaining tears and hulking sobs. "I'm here.", you weakly called out and threw a hand up from behind the sofa to notify where exactly " here " is. You didn’t have to look up to know he was leaning over the back of the couch, because your entire form was cast in shadow. All you did was curl back up into a ball. "What do you want?", you mumbled, probably too low for him to hear properly, but then the robotic voice you’ve come to associate Tommy with rings out in the barn.
Talk
"About what?", you swallowed again, Fear of what might be about to come bubbling in your stomach.
Charlie
You grimaced as you heard that disgusting name, but you put on a childish voice and imitated Charlie. " Actually, it's Hoyt .", why you did it you weren't sure. But you figured it was because of the sheer fact that you couldn’t stand being mad around Thomas. And you smiled as you heard that deep chuckle of his come from above you. Suddenly, you felt a large hand come lay on the top of your head.  He smoothed your hair down, putting a stray strand behind the part of your ear he could reach. Looking up, you were met with those deep eyes of his. His hand pulled away slightly, but all you did was reach for it with your own and put it to your cheek, nuzzling into his rough and calloused but soft palm.
You closed your eyes while enjoying the feeling of his warm hand against your cheek. But then, the memories of what Charlie had told you crept back into your mind. You were invited to a barbeque, but not the way you'd like to be. Reaching up, you grip around Thomas' wrist desperately. Full of angst, fear, a grasp signaling he's the only thing holding you above water. But you couldn't look at him, if you opened your eyes at this moment, the floodgates would open. Because you were too scared of the fact that one day you’d never see his face again.
You didn’t want to look at the man you were going to leave in the worst way possible. Even if you did your best to swallow any and all sobs that wanted to escape, eventually you couldn’t anymore. And you cried. Fat tears running down your cheeks and over Thomas’ hand still resting on you, a big thumb coming to wipe one of them away. His hand disappeared from you before you heard shuffling and a low grunt. Shortly after, you found yourself surrounded by two big arms that lifted you up, only to be sat down on his lap.
His hold was warm, comforting, a castle of coziness and solace. You woke up one day, terrified for your life, looking up into the eyes of the man you’ve talked to online for months, maybe even close to a year, waiting to die by his hand. But now; those very hands were holding you tight to him, shielding you from the real monster, and all you could do was cry. You felt his chest start to vibrate before you heard a low and booming… hum. Thomas was humming a tune, a melody you hadn’t heard before, and soon after, you felt him ever so slowly start to sway from side to side. He was comforting you. 
He sighs as he rests his chin on top of your head, calmly swinging while humming the lullaby his mama always sang for him when he had nightmares, or came home after getting rocks thrown at him. He couldn’t be angry at you anymore for nagging on him to start talking. You felt as small as you did during the nights you’d had nightmares and asked him to come sleep with you.
Right then, and right there, he could stay forever. That was better than the first time you’d had sex. When he felt that you’d started to relax a little bit and when he noticed your sobs had started to die down, he swallowed, wetting his dry throat before clearing it with a faint cough. “Mine.” He lifted his head as you looked up at him with huge eyes. An unsure smile danced on his lips before he gave a small, discreet nod. Hoping you would get his message, what he wanted to convey.
You were his. In his heart, you had been his for a long time and Tommy could never live with himself if he lost you without letting you know that you were. He knew the conversation wasn’t over yet, due to the fact that Hoyt would still be on his ass about killing you. And if Thomas wasn’t careful enough; he would do it himself. You weren’t safe here anymore, and he knew that. The deal was that you could stay alive until your leg healed. What would happen after that? Tommy was truly scared that he would lose you, one way or another, and he made the decision to confess his feelings for you then and there. The look you gave him sent the butterflies in his stomach into a frenzy. Carefully, he took your chin and turned your head slightly for him to easier whisper into your ear; “You’ve always been mine.”
He bit back a chuckle when you quickly turned your head to look him in his eyes. “What…”, all he did in response was smile at you and slide a hand under your jaw to caress your cheek with his thumb as he took your face in, making sure to remember it. His eyes travelled over your eyebrows, outlining the shape of your nose... Those beautiful eyes, and the shape of your cupid's bow, loving the fact that your lower lip was just slightly thicker than the upper one. He moved his thumb from your cheek to slowly let it drag on the edge of your lower lip. Your heart fluttered in your chest, butterflies wreaking havoc in your stomach as you felt his lips land on yours. It’d been two weeks since you’d slept together. Neither of you had initiated anything more than just leaning up against one another - or mostly you using Tommy as a pillow - while watching late-night TV when neither of you could sleep.
His lips were warm, his raspy breathing fanning over your cheek as you entangled your hand in his dark locks of brown to pull him closer to you as you accepted his kiss. A small delighted hum came from him as you did. He surprised you, however, as he made the decision to deepen your kiss, a sign of dominance he hadn’t shown you before. His heavy tongue asking for entrance by tenderly dragging over your lower lip. And you happily accepted his question, parting your lips to give his strong muscle room to take the control he seemed eager to express.
You only gave him a quick taste, however, then moved around on his lap to instead straddle his big thighs and wrap your legs around his waist. Thomas, ever the shy man he was, reacted as you’d expected him to. His face turned a lovely shade of red, and his hands started to awkwardly hover over your hips. Every ounce of bravery he just had in his body seemed to have just seeped out through his very pores. Hands balled into fists only to unclench again.
You giggled at how fast he relaxed as you took his hands and put them on your hips. “Tommy… Relax.”, you whispered close to his face. “You’ve touched me before. Remember?”, you breathed out a laugh as you saw his eyes shoot open, his face becoming redder as he nods quickly, and his eyes dart around the barn as if trying to avoid you. Your fingers carded through his hair to find the buckles of his mask. After silently asking for permission to remove it, a smile grew on your face as he nodded, closing his eyes as you slowly unbuckled it and put it down next to him.
His shyness always got to you. He was such a hulking giant, covered in muscles made for manual work, muscles made for crushing bones. His mere presence had the ability to invoke fear, yet there he was, seated on the floor behind a couch. A blushy mess, with you on his lap. It didn’t take long after straddling his thighs before he pressed his lips to yours. Again, he asked for permission to taste you. And again you gave it to him. His tongue met yours, and you moaned as he pressed his against it. Tongues, curious to taste and to feel one another. To commit each other's taste to memory. Last time, every kiss you had shared while he thrust himself into you was hurried, Hungry, and in the heat of the moment. But now? The kiss had a meaning, it was a silent communication between the two of you. It was between two people, two hearts connecting. Both of you knew what the kiss meant, you were made for each other.
You’d fallen in love with a perfect stranger, long before he had shown you his face. The way he had talked to you, about his hobbies. The love he had for his family, the passion for his work. He was your shelter and your knight. All it took for Thomas to fall for you? Your voice. He still remembered when you accidentally sent him a voice recording, how you laughed at your dumb little miss click, ending the recording with “oh well, hi” . And to him, you fit perfectly into his arms, the spaces between his fingers made for yours.
A devilish thought hit you, and so you ground once over his crotch and laughed when he broke the kiss with a loud grunt, almost pushing you straight off his lap. An action only hindered by your hands wrapped around his neck. He glared at you and shook his head. “Why not?”, you replied in a sultry teasing voice. He refused with his head and nodded to the open space behind you. “Oh, no one will notice us here.”, his face reddened up again. He kept vehemently indicating “ No. No sexy times in here. ” But you wouldn’t back down. Again, you ground on him, causing him to groan and move his hands to your hips. You attacked his lips, hungry to taste his moans as you moved over his growing erection. After another hard grind, Tommy grabbed your hips hard and took control, Slowly moving you over his crotch while you ate up every sound he made. It didn’t take long for you both to end up in a frenzied dry humping session. At some point his hand had found its way up under your top, lightly pinching a nipple between his fingers. The barn was filled with grunts and heavy moans from the both of you, but a sudden high noise startled you. Your movements stopped. You turned to look towards where the sound had come from, both of you silently listening for more noises while Tommy reached for his mask and buckled it back on over his head.
A bang. And a scream .
Thomas was fast up on his feet, basically throwing you off his lap and bolting towards the house.
The scream belonged to mama.
Inside, Tommy was met by the frightened stare from a woman he had never seen before, something that wasn’t uncommon and Thomas figured she was one of Hoyt’s hookers. The drunk idiot had probably slipped up: he either accidentally told the woman what really goes on in this house, or she snuck off after he had passed out and ended up finding the basement. And so, that woman was holding his mama hostage with what looked like one of Charlie’s guns. She was terrified. Thomas' chest was heaving as he glued his eyes on the gun.
“Drop the gun, hun. And nothin’ is gonna happen to ya.”, Luda’s voice was calm, but Thomas could hear the faint undertone of fear in her voice. She’s terrified but refuses to show anything. ”L-let me go! A-and I won’t call the cops!”. When the woman spoke his eyes snapped to her, so Thomas took one step forward, but she quickly pressed the gun into mama’s temple, making him stop with a muffled growl. "S-stop! Or I'll… I'll do it!", he remained still, opting to look at his mother as she explained the situation with only two words. “She knows, Tommy.”, Luda Mae flinched as the stranger behind her scoffed and pressed the gun even harder into her temple. But her face was locked in neutrality, and he couldn’t help but admire the strongest woman he’s ever known. “Yeah! I-I know! Fucking crazy, inbred psychos…”, she hissed
Thomas raised a hand, spelling out;
'H' 'o' 'y' 't'
His eyes flickered down to her finger doing an upwards motion to the floor upstairs.
Fucking asshole
Was all Tommy could think before the poor woman’s eyes suddenly shot open in shock. Blood bubbled up from her mouth and she sputtered, covering mama's right cheek in crimson. The hand holding the gun fell to her side, and as it did, Tommy made an act at lightning speed to pull mama behind him. He just stared as he saw… you. He saw you pulling the knife out of the hooker's throat. You'd stabbed her. Straight into the jugular, and as she went down he followed her before shifting his eyes to you as you wiped a bit of blood off your cheek. Your face was unreadable. He wasn’t sure what kind of emotions you were conveying at that moment. Fear? Disgust? Anger? Sadness? He didn’t know. But the hand holding the knife was shaking, almost to the point where it would vibrate out of your palm. He listened to your raggedy breaths coming out in sobs before you suddenly dropped the weapon, then leaned over the sink and threw up.
The sound of rushing water echoes on the upper floor where you’re furiously scrubbing your hands while hyperventilating, hands shaking badly as you do. Your thoughts are in a whirlwind, trying to wrap your head around the fact that you’d killed someone. And knowing what will happen to her body now, that she won’t have a peaceful burial in a beautiful grove or surrounded by her family, makes you nauseous. You had essentially just handed them dinner.
Suddenly, your airways tightened and you couldn’t breathe, the room was too small, too hot. And with a bang, you slammed the water off and ran through the house, ignoring the angry voices that yelled after you as you shut the back door. You don’t care. You need air, now . Outside, you pressed your back against the tree that you early on shared with Thomas, before sliding down it as you feel air returning to your lungs. All you did was breathe for a few minutes, focusing on returning to your senses while staring up into the night sky, counting the stars. As you did, your mind wandered back to your apartment far away from here. Patting your pocket, you smiled slightly as you felt you had your phone with you, and pulled it up. You replied to a few text messages, answered the occasional neglected work emails, and finally opened the gallery app.
Looking through it you realized just how much you actually missed it. It was your home after all. You even missed those neighbors who always had loud hangouts, that old lady who seemed to have more plants than her balcony could fit, and then there was that old divorced man and his cat. That… stupid cat who always forgot where it lived and had ended up in your apartment too many times to count. “Dumbass cat…”, you mumbled as you remembered the first few times it had startled you when you got out of the shower or got home from work and suddenly there was a cat laying on your couch.
Then it hit you.
I should call mom and dad.
Before scrolling through your contacts to find your mom's phone number, you looked at the setting sun and sighed, while figuring out what to tell her exactly, but hoping it would go to voicemail. You took a deep breath as you pressed the green phone symbol. Each dial tone sounded heavier and heavier before you were finally connected to what you had hoped for, voicemail.
"Hey, mom.", you started, straining your voice to sound happy. "It’s me. I just wanted to talk to you, but it seems you're busy."
As usual…
"Uhm… I'm sorry, mom. For everything I've ever said.", you pulled a bit at a loose strand on your shorts, going quiet for a minute. "I love you. And I miss you. Please forgive me."
Ending the call quickly as you felt the telltale sign of tears start to emerge, you pushed your phone back into your pocket and brought your knees up to your chest. Hugging your legs you just sat there, with nothing in particular in mind as you leaned your head on your left knee and closed your eyes.
You didn’t remember actually falling asleep, but what you did remember was being enveloped in strong arms that carried you from a cold night's breeze into warmth, along with faint but angry voices spitting nasty words, and finally ending up laying on something soft. The familiar scent of Thomas’ skin invaded your nose as you nuzzled your face into his pillow. A soft hum escaped you as he laid the cover over you. The floor creaked, and you couldn't hide the tired smile tugging at your lips as the sound of a familiar sigh echoed around the room. Reaching your hand for the giant trying to sneak out, you beckoned him. "Tommy…", he turned. Looking at you from the doorway, his eyes flickered between you on the bed and your outstretched hand. "Come." At first, he shook his head. And turned again to let you sleep alone but stopped when he heard you ask for him again. "Please. I’m cold.", a lie. That's when he caved and closed the door before turning towards you. He loomed over you, his massive form shielding you from everything that went on in this house of terror. Carefully, you reached up behind his head, fingers gliding through his soft hair to search for the fastenings to his mask. Even if he’d had his mask off just hours ago, he seemed just as nervous as earlier when it came to you removing it.
But you loved him, even if he didn’t have a nose.
Tommy sighed in relief as he felt the mask leave his face, and though he still hated being without it, it always felt nice taking it off. He pressed his forehead against yours just to feel close, but couldn’t help to smile as your lips came close to his. "It's okay…", you whispered to him., your low voice sending shivers down his spine, and he nodded.
Looking down at you, he realized how much smaller than him you truly were. He knew his muscles would mean death to you if he ever were to lose control during encounters with trespassers. The mere thought of him not being able to distinguish you from any potential dinner victim and going berserk before you was something that scared him. Scared him to the point of sending a wave of anxiety through him. But now, it wasn’t time to hunt. You were here, laying under him on his dingy bed. The only ray of sunshine in the eternal night that was his cursed life. His heart swelled when he saw your smile as he leaned in to capture your lips with his own and he sighed softly as your hands returned to his hair to pull him closer to you. When he felt your tongue meet his, he hummed in appreciation.
Slowly, Thomas tested the waters. One of his hands slid over the side of your stomach under your tank top, feeling the softness of the skin before letting his hand travel down towards your thigh. He was nervous since he’d never taken initiative with a thing like that before. But you didn't stop him, so he continued. His hand reached your plump thigh, one firm delicious squeeze making you let out a pleased hum into his mouth, a sound he happily swallowed down. He wasn't exactly sure why, but you moaning against his mouth sent chills through his body, which made his cock tingle.
You giggled a bit when he suddenly wrapped the leg, which thigh he was in the middle of groping, around his waist, making it easier for him to snugly fit his hips between your legs. His mouth left yours, traveling down your jawline, his small gentle kisses turned into bigger open-mouthed ones as he got to your neck. Your breathing increased as you felt his tongue slowly drag over that one sensitive spot you had. His whole demeanor changed when you moved to get a better hold of his hair and pulled. As you did, he took your wrists and pinned your arms above your head in an iron grip, not leaving the spot on your neck that he seemed hell-bent leaving a mark on. He nipped at you to test your reaction. You gave him what he wanted and let out a quiet moan, a sound that made him buck his hips into the space between your legs. When he finally lifted his head to look at you, arousal raced through your body because of what you saw.
Normally blue eyes taken over by something dark, hungry, and almost… animalistic. The look his eyes held made need surge through you in a way you hadn’t meant for this to end in. You’d given Thomas a taste of pleasure, and all he wanted now was more. You could see it in those eyes. He wanted more, and he was going to take it. “Oh…”, was all you could say as he rose up, squeezing your wrists once and giving you a look that said, “ Try me. ”. He smirked as you looked at him with those beautiful eyes of yours. Letting your wrists go, his hands moved towards your breasts. A shuddering breath left your lips as his big hands cupped your plush skin, groping your mounds deliciously, before pulling your t-shirt up over them. One thumb came to run slow circles around one nipple, while he kissed his way to the other one. A low moan crept up your throat as you finally felt his tongue drag over the hardening bud.
You answered his action by slowly moving your hips, making your sex rub against his clothed erection. A shiver ran down your spine as you heard him groan against your breast at the friction given to him, a puff of hot air hitting your collarbone. Lifting his head, his eyes met yours, and you could see he was as turned on as you, stare glazed over by lust. "I need you.", you whispered out shakily as you moved your hips again. He smiled, and your heart melted.
Thomas moved his kissing down your body until the bed seemed to run out of length.
Only then did his fingers find the button on your jean shorts, clumsily unbuttoning them as he sat up. As soon as he'd gotten them open, they were thrown away, discarded on the floor somewhere. He took the previously broken leg of yours and put it on his corresponding shoulder, a hand running over it and leaving trails of kisses down to your knee. His other hand, not occupied with anything, found its place on your pubic mound. His thumb landed on your clit, a mischievous grin dancing on his lips as he pressed down firmly once on your sensitive spot. "Ah!", you jerked and he chuckled at your reaction. You just pouted at him before your face relaxed into pleasure, his thumb slowly rubbing in circles while his lips kissed your leg gently.
His digit traveled south and found its way inside your needy hole, the intrusion making you buck your hips to the best of your abilities as you groan. His eyes fixated on your face, the way your brows furrowed, your mouth slightly opened as a symphony of moans and gasps came from your lungs. He loved the sight and sounds you made, they only made him braver. Knowing he made you feel good, only him. That despite him being inexperienced, all his attempts bore fruit.
No matter how much his cock throbbed inside his jeans, or how warm he was starting to feel, he wanted to make you cum before him just like the first time. "T-Tom-Haah! Tommy, I'm-!", sweet sounds left your throat right before he stopped, grinning again as you shot him an annoyed look. "That's mean…", he chuckled in response and shook his head. Thomas suddenly lifted you up with no effort, replacing your body with his own as strong hands firmly grasped either side of your hips. And before you knew it, he had maneuvered you above him. His head takes a dive between your thighs, fingers wrapping around generous amounts of your rear and eyes glinting from below you as he dragged his tongue along the inside of one of your plush thighs, making you gasp. The closer he moved towards your aching cunt, the heavier you started breathing. But right as he was about to rub against you, he stopped. Again, you groaned. "Please stop teasing me, you ass.", you whined. One of his hands came into view and he slowly spelled out two words.
'B' 'e' 'g' 'm' 'e'
You silently did as you were told by sliding closer to his face, but all he did was grab your waist and lifted you away from him, shaking his head. That was not what he wanted. He wanted to hear you beg for him to eat you out. Your voice was low as you shakily gave him what he wanted; "T-Thomas, please. Please, please, please… eat me. " He smirked before slowly dragging his tongue through your folds. Relishing in your taste coating him, he hummed when he felt your thighs tremble against his arms as he held you tight, the countless videos he’d watched on various porn sites of this specific position running on a loop in his head. "Oh my God.", you said as you let your head fall back, a loud "Ah!" coming from you as he found your clit and flicked his tongue firmly against it, your hands coming to rest in his hair. The urge to rotate your hips hit you, though when trying it, you were met with a bruising grip on your hips and glaring blue eyes staring up at you. Silently daring you to move on your own accord, his glare told you that you were not in control. You whimpered at the sight but reluctantly stilled your hips.
You gasped as you noticed his tongue prod and tease your entrance, feeling how he moved it slowly, digging the strong muscle deeper into you.
Below you, Thomas found himself in heaven between your soft thighs as he pulled those sounds he loved hearing from your throat. Sounds he knew only he could cause. When he couldn’t hear them anymore, he only pulled you close to his face. And right there, right then, Thomas enjoyed having no nose, the absence helping him reach far into you. "Ah… To-!", your words are interrupted suddenly, your body jerking before tensing as he finds your clit again, sucking gently on it. "Fff-... Shi-.", you couldn’t form words as he alternated between sucking gingerly and massaging your nub with the flat of his strong muscle and moving his tongue in and out of you.
The coil tightened quickly, almost too quickly. Looking down, you met his eyes, glossed over with hunger and animalistic lust. His firm grip on your thighs kept you seated on his face when you were thrown over the edge in a cry, as he gave one hard suck over your clit. He moaned against you as you clamped your thighs shut around his head, lapping up your orgasm like he was actually starving. He then returned to slowly fuck you with his tongue to let you come down from your high. You panted as you looked down at him, fingers lightly scratching his scalp with a postorgasmic smile plastered on your lips. Thomas grinned as he licked your thigh to catch a stray strand of your arousal.
Shortly after you’d collapsed next to him on the bed, Tommy got up to finally take his own clothes off, his tank top sticky with sweat and the fly of his jeans rubbing uncomfortably against his raging erection. He let out a sigh of relief as his dick was finally released, the front of his boxers moist with precum. The bed dipped under his weight as he returned to position himself between your thighs again, letting your legs rest over his meaty ones. His hands gingerly went up and down your thighs, thumbs rubbing circles as he waited for your signal. His stare revealed his hesitation, wanting nothing more than to push himself into ecstasy, but not having the heart to take something he thinks he wasn’t allowed to. The last thing he wanted to do was to hurt you. His cock throbbed as it lay on top of your mound, and his chest swelled with pride as he saw the evidence of how good his tongue had made you feel as he waited for your approval to take you. You reached down to gingerly take hold of his cock with your soft hands, your fingers rubbing over his sensitive head and coating him with his own arousal. A thumb lightly pressed on his silver barbell, eliciting a throaty groan from him as you looked up to meet his eyes. "Wanna fuck me, baby?", you asked in a sultry voice as you dragged your hands over his length. You saw how a shiver ran through his body as he nodded, instinctively bucking into your hands.
"Take me."
You gasped as his length pressed into your waiting entrance, and you arched off the bed when you felt him bury himself to the hilt in a swift, desperate motion. "Ohh… oh.. God…", you scrambled to find his arms, needing something to hold on to. Tommy breathed out a laugh before hissing in slight pain as he felt your nails dig into his arms. Even with the wetness from both your orgasm and his mouth, it's a stretch.  So both of you needed a minute to adjust.
His breathing was hot over your face. An experimental thrust from him had him gritting his teeth, and you digging your nails deeper into his arms. Craning your neck, you got close to his face with a smile on your lips. "I'm fine, Tommy. Take me. " Upon hearing those words, he pressed his lips against yours, the taste of you still on him, just as his hips started to move. He lifted your legs up only to wrap them around his waist, and soon enough the movement of his hips began pummeling your insides. His cock hitting all those right places in your cunt that made you squirm and moan under him. Your mind went blank, not even trying to comprehend how he was able to so easily transform you from a rational being to only a mess of moans and limbs made off putty after only having sex two times. But not a single nerve in your body was complaining about the fact that he could. Incoherent sounds meant to resemble his name tumble from your throat inbetween loud moans. Down there, inside the room within the basement he was so used to dwelling, Tommy didn’t give two shits if his family heard you or not, he just needed to listen to every sound you made.
You yelped as he suddenly switched everything up. your legs were wrapped around his waist, making it easier to pull you up and onto his lap while he positioned himself on his knees. His cock buried deep into you as you clawed at his back, afraid you might float away if you don’t. His hands came to grope your ass, effortlessly holding you up as his strong arms moved you up and down his cock. The wet smacking sound of your soaking thighs hitting his echoed around the room, only adding to your arousal. His movements were deep and hard, hot moans brushing against your neck as he found your sensitive spot and lightly bit down on it. A loud grunt surged from his throat when he felt your cunt clench hard around him as a result from his biting.
He shifted again, pulling his cock out of you to turn you around and prop you on all fours, a position that gave him a perfect view of your ass and the way his dick stretched your pussy out as he re-entered you. Another shiver ran through his spine as a new kind of deeper moan comes from your throat. His large hands gripped your hips to make it easier for him to pull you onto his dick in rhythm with his thrusting. Your moans were muffled by his pillow as tears of pleasure streamed down your face. Your ears managed to capture the occasional deep baritone of “shit”s and “fuck”s coming from above you, causing your eyes to roll back into your skull.
You let out a whine as you felt a hand snake itself south and a pair of big fingers find your clit. His movements were fast, clumsy and almost desperate as he rubbed your most sensitive spot. The added pleasure making it so the coil in your lower belly tightened much faster. As Tommy leaned over you, you were pressed deeper into the mattress when he propped himself up on the hand not occupied with rubbing tight circles around your nerve bundle. A heavy puff of air coming from him made your hair billow exposing the ear he was looking for. His voice was strained and raspy when grunts and moans tumbled from his throat as he felt your walls clench around him.
He swallowed thickly, desperate to wet his parched throat before uttering one single word into your ear, a demand.
“ Cum.”
The delicious combination of his cock pumping in and out of you and his fingers massaging your clit gave you only seconds to fulfill his demand. The orgasm that washed over you was strong enough to make you scream into the pillow as you clamp down on his cock, your hands desperately trying to grab onto the mattress. Above you, Thomas let out a heavy moan that vibrated against your back as he felt the increasing tightness around him, his own orgasm quickly closing in. Four more hard thrusts into your then battered pussy had him gasping, the hand supporting him pressing into the mattress hard enough for his knuckles to turn white before cumming deep inside you. A satisfied hum came from you as you felt his dick twitch and pump his thick seed inside you, delightfully filling you up.
Thomas hissed as he pulled himself out of your throbbing core, then collapsed next to you with huffs and heaves surging from his tired lungs. You slowly slid your legs down to lay flat on your stomach and turned your head to look at him beside you. He had his eyes closed while running a hand through his sweaty brow, trying to catch his breath. You smiled at him and brought your right hand close to his face to stroke his cheek with your index finger. “Hey…”, you whispered, getting close to kiss the scars on his cheek before pressing your forehead to his temple. He hummed in response, signaling that he was listening to you before you continue; “ I think I love you. ” His eyes shot open and he turned his head towards you, eyes filled to the brim with a combination of emotions as they seemed to search for something on your face. Doubt, maybe? Or ridicule? Lies? But all you do is nod and smile again.
One of his hands came up to the back of your head and entangled slightly in your hair as he pulled you in for a kiss. It was soft, full of emotions he either didn't want to say out loud or couldn't. But you knew what it meant.
"I love you too."
You snuggled up against him, taking his right arm between your own, giggling as you felt him stiffen slightly when you pushed it between your breasts. Your hand reached down to lace your fingers in his before letting sleep take you.
You were abruptly woken in the night by screaming voices and hard bangs on the floor above you. Thomas was equally startled awake, and sat up, breathing heavily as he carefully listened.
" Thomas!", you heard Hoyt's voice yelling for your beloved, who reacted quickly. But you grabbed his hand and tried to pull him back to you. "Tommy, don't… please .", you pleaded. He gave you a look you've never seen before. You felt small as if a beast was staring you down with a threatening look that said " Let. Me. Go. ". And it was at that moment you realized you weren’t talking to your Tommy anymore, which scared you. The Thomas you’d fallen asleep with just hours ago is gone. And the Butcher of Texas is all that was left. So you listened. You let go of his hand and watched him dress up, holding your breath to avoid starting a fire within him. And finally, your eyes followed him to the door.
Curling up under the covers again, the bitter realization hit you.
It was your chance to leave, to go back home. The family would be busy with trespassers for a few hours, Hoyt most likely harassing some poor woman, Thomas off to ki-... hunt.
Getting out of bed, you quickly threw your shorts on, internally thanking Tommy for never removing your t-shirt. Even if you knew this meant leaving him for good, the man you just hours ago confessed your love to, it also meant you would most likely live, and a normal life at that. Besides, you could always contact him through the phone, and that thought made it easier for you to sneak up the basement stairs. The sliding door was heavy and screeched as you pushed it open. You heard Thomas' chainsaw roaring from somewhere close by, along with Hoyt's encouraging howls and a blood-curdling scream. You felt nauseous and wanted to puke as you knew what was going on, but tried to cast those thoughts aside while you walked on your path to freedom.
You hurried across the old dining room, but probably due to the fear-fueled trembling of your legs, you curse as you trip over your own feet, attempting to swerve around a puddle of blood. Hissing, you rub the knee that took the brunt of the fall. And when your eyes start to look around for any threats, you see him.
Hoyt. The last person you wished bore witness to your endeavor.
Your fall had seemingly alerted him of your presence. As you stood, you kept your eyes locked on him before noticing the sharp pair of scissors laying on a small side table. And upon grabbing them, you taunt him, adrenaline coursing through your veins. "Come on, old man. You’ve wanted to kill me since I got here!" Before you knew it he was on you. The man knocked you to the floor and straddled your waist while pinning your arms above your head. "He ain't here no more to protect ya, bitch.", he licked his lips as you struggled to get him off you. Seeing him lean in close, you took the opportunity to bash his nose in with your own head, causing him to release your arms to grab it as it gushed out blood. You pushed him off you, straddling him instead. Breathing heavily, you grabbed the scissors in both hands and raised them above you, stretching your entire body to get as much power in your killing blow as possible.
Hoyt grinned as he looked up at you preparing yourself, his tongue reaching out to catch fat drops of crimson dripping from his nose.
Your blood ran cold as ice as a giant shadow fell over you. "To-", a huge hand gripped the main hand holding the scissors. His grasp was tight and you winced as a sickening crunch rings out of your joints before the sharp pain hits you. And you screamed, dropping the scissors. The pain was excruciating as Thomas forcefully lifted you up from his uncle and threw you into a nearby corner. You clutched your broken wrist close to your chest and cried as you watched the predator that has taken over your beloved Thomas slowly walk towards you. Both hands moved to grip his chainsaw. Your breathing started picking up, your heart rate going too many miles per hour and the rushing of blood deafening in your ears.
"Tom- Tommy, please. It’s me!", you pleaded as you saw him pull on the snare to start his weapon. "No… no no no!", behind Thomas you saw Hoyt standing up, hollering words of encouragement to him. "Fucking get her, Thomas!", you shook your head as you sobbed violently, berating yourself. Why did you think trying to kill Hoyt was a good idea? He was Thomas’ family, after all, something you weren’t. Something you would never be.
He pulled the string once, and the saw sputtered, then died. He pulled it again, the same result. He growled and pulled it a third time before realizing it had run out of gas, something you took as a chance to run away. But before you knew it, he'd grasped you by the throat, lifting you up against the wall. You cried out as his grip tightened, your good hand scrambling to grab his wrists in an effort to break free.
"Tommy… p- pleas- hck", he clamped your throat shut, interrupting your begging. Your vision started to blur as the air became sparse, and your nails dug into his arm in a desperate attempt to get Tommy back. Your lungs hurt, your brain was in a blur and your vision started to fade. You focused the last remaining strength you had to look at Tommy in the eyes, his usual sky blue irises now taken over by darkness. Hidden behind sweaty hair and the face of someone else. The last air in your lungs is spent on three words.
" I love you."
Crack.
Thomas watched as the dinner guest fell limp against the wall.
"Good job, boy.", Hoyt patted his shoulder blade. Thomas just grunted and threw the body over his shoulder to head back into the basement to finish his work. This was one of three bodies he had to cut up and he sighed as he knew he wouldn't get any sleep the remaining hours of the night. He grunted as he hung two of them up, saving the freshest one for last since that body hadn't been waiting for as long.
Heavy sighs came from him as he finished preparing to cut up the last body. All he wanted was to get back into bed with you and sleep the remaining hours. The last body was small, something he greatly appreciated because that meant sleep was imminent. Thomas removed his mask after he laid the dead cattle on his table as sweat started to pool and stream down his neck. Lumbering over to a bucket of water, he splashed water over his face to cool down.
When he turned back; his heart stopped, blood turning to ice and nausea rolling over him in big waves before he rushed over to the table. This wasn't a dinner guest or cattle. It… "No…" , he was shaking badly as he put a heavy palm on your cheek. A lump formed in his throat as he looked over your body, running his eyes up and down it, making sure there was no mistake, that he wasn’t hallucinating. You were just here moments ago. With him. Happy. Alive. He pressed two fingers at your neck, searching for a pulse. Tommy panicked when he saw the bruising on your flesh. He'd killed you. In the middle of hunting trespassers. The last thing he remembered from his killing spree was walking into the… the old dining room… and seeing someone sit on top of Hoyt threatening him with something sharp. And then there you were, an unmoving corpse resting before him, right on the same table he had sworn not to put you back on. He couldn’t remember anything else, couldn’t remember even seeing you up on the main floor.
How did all this happen?
But what he did know was that there was no going back. Nothing could bring you back now. He took one of your hands in his while mumbling desperate prayers that you weren’t gone. You were just asleep, and he wanted you to wake up. " Please, wake up..." , he sobbed. You were cold, so cold. Nothing like he remembered you just hours ago. When you'd hugged his arm before falling asleep, your fingers intertwined with his, your breathing even against his shoulder. You were warm then.
Not like the unmoving figure you had become. And he let himself cry, something he hadn’t done in so many years, his eyes burned, another punishment for ending your life. Stroking your cheek, he turned your head so you were facing him. His thumb traced your bottom lip as he thought back on the last kiss he gave you. Tommy has never cried for another person as he did now. You were the first one outside of his family that had shown him tenderness, that felt like home. The first one to show him, love. His rage took you away from him, something he had feared deeply since you set foot in his basement. You were supposed to be his forever. His wife. The mother of his children.
Pressing his forehead to yours, he whispered the words he never got to say earlier. " I love you too."
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His Biggest Fan || Modern!YouTuber!Thomas
AN: I was reading some of @nightmarewritings headcanons about slashers as YouTubers and uh. Sup. This happened today.
Genre: Slice of life? TW’s: Slight mentions of cannibalism. Tags: Modern au, modern!thomas, gender neutral reader.
You could never fully remember how you found his channel. Probably from the odd late night browsing that happened when sleep wasn't working for you. But you did find it, and you ended up watching the majority of his videos in one go, curled up under your comforter. It was… calming. 
He was always so gentle while working, his big hands skillfully working the needle through whatever material he had decided to work on.
It didn’t bother you that he never talked. You kinda found it impressive that he went through his videos to put instructive texts when he deemed it necessary to do so. Sometimes he had some mellow music running either over the video, or quietly in the background. Or the only vocal thing was him chuckling at comments the few times he'd chosen to go live while working with his projects. 
One time; he'd accidentally showed a glimpse of a heavily tattooed arm picturing a chainsaw, and the rumors began. Apparently, a highly skilled doctor of some sort had found his channel, and started a silly rumor of the YouTuber known as "Tewitt". The person posted on several social media sites that they "know human skin when they see it". 
You just laughed at everything. 
The rumor usually consisted of this person talking about how he theorized how Tewitt had gotten his hand on this - supposedly - human skin. All this based on the fact that he had accidentally shown his chainsaw tattoo, and suddenly he’s a cannibal? Ridiculous. Tewitt, of course, never responded to the allocation of him.
He… never really interacted much at all. Sometimes he'd go into details if questions about his projects or work came up in comments, but that was it. 
But you wanted more than that. So, here you are. An old live stream running in one tab, and the "Send message" option open in another. Your fingers hovered over the keys before just writing what was on your heart.
How he'd made you interested in leatherworking, that you even wanted to buy some of the things he made, if he took specific orders and so on. Your thoughts trailed off at the end of the mail, however. Fingers writing out how lovely it would be to meet him, that you supported him and that you didn't believe the silly rumors circulating the internet about being a cannibal. 
Ending the message with;
"Sincerely, 
Your biggest fan."
Instantly regretting the last part as you hit "Send", knowing it was too cliché and that probably everyone calls themselves "his biggest fan". 
You groaned as you got up from your desk to go to the store, it was still warm out and you hummed in appreciation as the evening sun hit your skin, a slight breeze running over your skin and through your hair. You readjust your bag hanging over your shoulder and start slowly walking towards the small general store not far from your apartment. 
The doorbell chimes as you walk in, the old lady working behind the counter smiling at you. “Welcome, dear! I wondered where ya ran off to.”, she leans on the counter and follows you as you walk around grabbing what you need. “Haven’t seen ya in a while!” You laugh lightly, walking up to the counter. “Yeah, I’ve been holed up at home being sick.”, you smile and point over your shoulder towards an empty shelf. “Are you completely out of those crackers?” The old lady hums a bit before shaking her head.  “Hmm… No, I don’ think we are.”, she turns and walks over to the back door. “Hey, Tommy!”.
A thud, and a few heavy footsteps comes from the back, and through the door comes a giant man, a man so big he takes up the doorway. You have to actually force your eyes away from him as he leans against the doorframe, looking down at the old lady. “Do you know if we got anymore of them crackers in the back?”, she nods towards the empty shelf and you can’t help but to blush slightly as you for a brief second meet a pair of bright blue eyes as he looks over to it. He hums as one arm reaches behind his neck to scratch it, seemingly thinking. 
And that’s when you notice it. A tattoo. A really familiar tattoo. Your heart rate picks up, and before you can stop the word from escaping you hear yourself mumble; “You’re Tewitt.”, the man stops dead in his tracks as he’s on his way back to where he came from and looks directly at you. He looks shocked, and some kind of silent conversation takes place between the two of you before he nods. 
He jolts slightly as the old lady nudges his side with her elbow and looks up at him. “It seems like ya got yourself a fan in town, Tommy.” His eyes widen, and you can’t help but smile as you see a slight tint of red creep along the neckline of his shirt.
Finally leaving the store, you couldn’t help but feel a bit smug with the knowledge that you lived in the same town as the mysterious leatherworker known as Tewitt. 
And suddenly, leaving to get groceries wasn't as bad anymore.
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ninnodesu · 3 years
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Personality headcanons || Modern!Thomas
“Road work ahead? I sure hope it does”: He’s a total smartass and sarcastic af. This Thomas has the ability of making text-to-speech sound sarcastic.
“Papa!”: Just as much of a family man as his regular counterpart, he really wants to have a family of his own. Please give him children if you can, like. He would melt. Would 100 % watch every Dad Guide on the entire internet, okay?
“Eh. I guess.”: He’s also a bit more relaxed in general than regular!Thomas. Not fully as angsty and nervous, even if he still is both of them.
FINGER DANCE!: Fiddles with his fingers a lot when he’s nervous. It’s either his fingers or the chain hanging from his belt on his pants. Let’s not talk about the state of his cuticles. This man picks on them a lot when he’s really nervous.
The silent treatment: Can speak, just chooses not to. Maybe it’s to fuck with Hoyt at this point, honestly. Uses ASL or text-to-speech on his phone to communicate. This Thomas took a knife to his face, like his regular counterpart, and stopped speaking due to immense pain during the healing process, stopped around 13-14 years old. But since eating is necessary, and even if that too hurt like a mf, he chose to stop speaking to ease his pains.
Anger management: While he does have a hotheaded temper, thrashing the basement more than he’d like to admit, it’s easier for him to get down from said temper tantrum. Music usually helps, it grounds him. If that doesn’t help, well you’re out of luck. If you happen to be one of the family’s uh… “dinner guests”, you better kiss your life goodbye earlier than expected. Because he will take it out on you. And he’s not gonna end your life quickly, either.
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ninnodesu · 3 years
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My modern!Tommy, HEADCANONS!
AN: I'm gonna split this up in categories and link to all respective ones when I finish them! Mostly because the document became super long, and I've divided them up in different parts 😌
He does share a lot of qualities with his regular counterpart, of course, but I want to highlight the differences between his regular counterpart and the modern version of him.
General ones:
No Snacking: Mama Luda gave him a strict “no snacking”-rule when she noticed he was building on bulk. If she didn’t, he would 100% eat the Hewitts out of business. He’s a Big Boy with a Big Appetite. Those “Feed 12 people” packages? Those say “Feeds Thomas once” on them. He’s a big dumdum, though, and thinks he’s being Sneaky when he breaks this rule even though mama can clearly see crumbs on his shirt or mask.
Wacky taste: Okay, so. This boy’s taste in snacks are like… Graham crackers w/ chocolate, saltines and them salt&vinegar chips.
Lurker: Modern!Tommy lurks on a lot of forums on the internet. I’m talking about most of the popular ones (FaceBook, Reddit, Twitter etc.). It’s his only way to reach outside of Fuller, Texas. The internet is where he’s able to be himself. He also has two different Facebook accounts, one for his innocent mama’s posts, and one where all the shitposting serious discussion about anime tiddies happen.
No commentary, please: Thomas doesn’t play games himself, but does on occasion enjoy watching walkthroughs. His favorites would probably be games like Assassins Creed, Planet Zoo and Red Dead Redemption 2. Why? Because he’s always around grim and macabre stuff on the daily. Assassin’s Creed gives him history lessons, Planet Zoo helps him visit zoos!!!! He gets to see ANIMALS!!! Catch him watching baby animals at 2:45 AM, he likes Red Dead Redemption 2 because it’s open and explorative! But I do believe that any game that lets the player explore the world would catch his attention.
Give this man normal food: It’s the modern day and age and here he is, still being a cannibal? But yes, he’s still cannibalistic. Charlie still manages to convince him to do this. BUT! His workplace is cleaner. He loves human ribs and burgers.
Best ship is a friendship: Modern!Thomas has a few friends. Most of them on the internet, of course. But I do think that when Fuller was still a booming small town,that he had maybe 1 or 2 real friends. It was one drunken night with these that he ended up with a special kind of piercing.
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ninnodesu · 3 years
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Appearance headcanons! || Modern!Thomas
The Cooler Daniel: His appearance differs sligthly from the regular one. More modern clothes a tattoo, and a piercing. Take a look at these examples right here! Mary, NahiaNeko, Babydoll_Fangs
“It’s not a phase, MOM!”: This Thomas leans heavily towards the uh whatcanIcallit… “alternative” style. Heavy chains, clunky boots, dark colors and so on and so forth, ya know. It’s easy for him to hide from people if he happens to go out. Melts into shadows and all that. Plus blood and gore doesn’t show up as easily…
H- how did he afford it…: Has a chainsaw tattoo covering most of one arm. Tommy, did you get the money for that from people you- tHOMAS bROWN HEWITT YOU GET BACK HERE AND EXPLAIN RIGHT NOW
( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°): Would also 100% have a tongue piercing if it wasn’t for him being as self conscious about his face as he is, that piercing would most likely mean he has to take his mask off in front of a total stranger and that is a no-no.
Speaking of his face: In contrast to regular!Thomas, this Thomas does take his mask off at times. It’s really rare, but he does take it off if he knows he won’t be disturbed at all. Sometimes he takes it off when working, or just relaxing in his room. It goes back on when someone enters, though.
Blasted itching: Not as bad as his regular counterpart’s self hatred over his face, still hates it a lot, but not to that extent.
Showers: Okay this man knows what a shower is and actually uses it… sometimes. Not often but you know… sometimes.
Follow The Trail: Happy trail. That’s all I gotta say. He has a happy trail with a lovely forest of hair on his chest. He’s basically a teddy bear, big, chonky and hairy. Sure it’s a bitch to sleep next too during those scorching summer nights, but when winter rolls in? Yeah. Then he’s your man.
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ninnodesu · 3 years
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