#not rlly but let’s be safe

[swsf]

ZOMBIE CLEO!!! (from au I spin in my head) they’re rotting, poor thing :(

context ig: she has been zombified but instead of going all zombie no brain she’s just. Rotting. yeah.

#two diff backgrounds cuz. why. not. #fanart #mcyt fanart #mcyt #zombiecleo fanart #zombiecleo #tw blood #tw gore #not rlly but let’s be safe #my art #zap

[tsuunara]

my biggest bsd flex ever? i have never touched the "i love atsushi" fanfic. didn't even dare to search it up. stay safe you guys!

#YOURHEALTHANDSAFETYMATTERS ❤️❤️

#bsd #bungo stray dogs #bungou stray dogs #bsd atsushi #atsushi nakajima #stay safe yall there are scary things out there #gen though i actually hate object x char fics #instant red flag #theyre silly but now it's rlly just a way to get attention #lets leave that in 2023 guys....

[musicallygt]

Handing a tiny to someone who seems like they’ll be gentle holding them, and they are for the most part, but then five seconds later they chuck the tiny out the window

#inspired by the fact i brought a couple plushies w me on my trip to nyc and yesterday my little cousin seemed fascinated by the one i #brought around w me throughout the day. so i let him hold her #stared at her for five seconds as his dad was buckling him in his car seat before chucking her out of the car #(she is safe w me now and its honestly rlly funny thinking abt it jddhdhdhdhdhhd) #alex says stuff #alex's thoughts #g/t #giant/tiny

[enden-k]

refraining from drawing now to force myself to play through the genshin event until im done, so i can freely browse through my dashboard/tl/ao3/tumblr inbox/my fridge again without untagged spoilers

#its not a boring event at all like last update with the stupid cards its just i rlly dont have mood/energy rn to play more than an hour #bc theres sm art i wanna do #but considering that ppl spoiled me in my inbox just recently and that i cant even safely go through ao3 either #and that now my dashboard is full with untagged spoilers and i dont wanna unfollow and refollow my mutuals i dont have a choice but #seat my ass and play until i can MOVE again omg #usually i always was up to date bc i always played in a normal pace to keep up but this is the first time im so #behind and have to avoid spoilers left and right this is the most tiring stuff ever honestly #i always tag my (new archon quest when update etc) spoilers and leaks but this just makes me wanna tag it harder LMFAO #babbles #tbd #anw i might turn quiet for however long ill take save for the random babble about my progress i guess #unless i get weak and DO start sketching bc smth inspired me mid game but lets just hope ill stay strong and dont fall to my urges

[divorcetual]

Meow !

#Hey future me ! This is queued on December 21st !! Im a day late lol #DID YOU GET THE ESSAY DONE IS IT OKAY ARE YOU PROUD OF IT. MY GOD ITS KILLING ME #ive got like four paragraphs but I csnt for the LIFE of me figure out how to end it #How was christmas !!!!!! I assume good unless someone. like. died #What was ur secret santa gift? I dont remember what I asked for as the prompt lol #im rlly happy rn bcs a lot of ppl are putting nice comments on my art ^.^ #What are you drawing rn? Im making the no6 secret samta piece of them all in a diner #Also. How is ur spanish grade. my god. #idk if they wouldve let you know yet but if they did- did you get into the college? hope so !!!!!!! #I havent been feeling great. Moms been on my ass about my spanish grade #but James is here rn which is rlly nice !!! #oh !! I mentioned the hiragana I knew last report. You should know them all rn yeah? I know up to the y line #so 38 without the tantan or maru #mmm. dont have much else to say #hope ur doing well !!! stay safe ^.^ #weather report

[cardboard-queen]

seeing more posts abt girlsmell this, boysmell that…. listen, i don’t think smell is erotic to me.

you’re next to someone. you feel a wave of comfort. you’re so close to them you can recognize them without a word, eyes closed. do you understand?

#girl smell #boy smell #soph rambles #friend sent me a meme and got me thinking abt the like #prevalence of the girlsmell / boysmell memes #maybe prevalence is an exaggeration #but way more that there was ~5 years ago #and as someone who dated a guy who was really turned on by smells #I think I can safely say I’m not lmao #idk I think it’s interesting #because I understand how ppl have rlly strong emotional reactions to ‘em #I just think mine is a lot more of a like #‘oh I’m comfortable and safe now’ feeling #maybe i’m just gay and associate the smell of ppl I rlly like with positive emotions… #anyway let’s not go crazy psychoanalzying myself #im overworked and sleep deprived and full of weird emotions #and I’m gonna make it everyone’s problem >:) #anyway thnx for reading #take care of yourselves out there

[serialgirlposter]

‼️Flashing lights tw‼️

!!Please scroll away if ur sensitive to that!!

I know a lot of people didn't like the pet shop of horrors ova's but i always thought that the dvd menu was really neat. With it's little opening doors and such! It did make it seem way more horror than it actually is lol.

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#i don't know if it is intense enough to actually trigger it but i want to be completely safe #flashing lights #flashing lights tw #flashing lights cw #epilepsy warning #pet shop of horrors #psoh #ignore vcl media player stuff #picked the dvd for ep 1-2 up on a market in belgium like a year ago. interesting how it is only in french and dutch but the menu's are in #english #i can understand dutch and english and french is one of those languages i don't rlly know but i get it you know #so it isn't a problem for me but i know the average frenchmen doesn't know much english now let alone 2001 #can't show the chapter select bc it has ndty in it which is a shame it has a nice fade to the logo as well #u hear that music? the only music in the entire show #if u stay on the menu too long the music cuts out and only giggling and growling will be heard #didn't record that tho #petshop of horrors

[p2ii]

I found you. (Fae said i was the second mutual to post reitashi and I HAD to hunt you down hi sorry. Hi. ong)

hello!!!

fuck yea I'm absolutely obsessed w the idea of reitash now 🤝. I'm a huge tashigi fan so it's nice to have more sapphic ships for her. just from that colourspread alone they're dynamic looks like it would be SOO fun.

#also my memory may be failing me but do you mean @faey when you say Fae? #I don't rlly post 1pc on main so just curious XP #nice to meet you. comrade in rarepair hell 🤝‼️ #psii.txt #ask #gastergangtino #also I see Ur both a z0san shipper and follow my sideblog so just letting you know I have a blacklist tag for them -> #zosanegative #<- #if you want to filter that. just to be safe ^-^

[starlingskulls]

they're at mad at me island i should cvt

#cvt #cvtting #I'm like ... 2 months clean question mark #i unfortunately am Very good at like .. invalidating myself abt sh and all #so I barely even count what I did as cvts lmao #I have a few scars that haven't faded yet on my thigh though so that's. something #you know how it is #and like of course do not take my words here as like . idk Truth. like #if you've got small ones that's still sh yk like. that's still ?? #i don't rlly know how to go abt talking here lol #i try not to log in too much. makes me worse I think #ur all valid is what I'm getting at #anyway . they are ignoring me on purpose bc I accidentally did something #and its making me feel like fucking shit but I don't want to tell them that bc like?? if they're reacting like this #over something I'm Also upset abt?? idk #i've been able to vent to them a Lot and have felt v safe abt it but mm. I'm unfortunately very sensitive lol #and idk if I will be able to confide in them for a fucking While again #I don't want to break my streak though. also I've always been afraid of bleeding so LMAOOOO #im not letting myself sleep tonight instead. haven't done that since hs but uhmm Oh Well it is what it is #doubt they're in these corners of Tumblr but if u know who this is Sowwy ! #🐦‍⬛posting

[chryzure]

literally devastating that there’s not more luc in the series. i do NOT give a fuck abt the main character, show me her ex bf she dated out of comphet and show me how he’s always the guy girls date like RIGHT before they come out

#luc turning to emery in tears like WHY IS THAT THE CASE #it’s okay luc… it’s because they feel safe w you… and also because you rlly don’t kiss them that much like it’s rlly easy to date you #luc has a host of lesbians that back him up whenever he gets in fights. LETS GO LESBIANS LETS GOOOO #the One girl that likes him is emery’s ex.. versus all of luc’s exes dating emery. full circle or whatever #i literally love luc&emery’s friendship more than life. think abt them hanging out Constantly in the modern au my GOD #memorie.txt #p.fated

[chryzuree]

anyway, aurora’s settling in vv well in the chryzure household. first of all, she’s allowed to be as melodramatic as she wants & azure encourages it. second of all, she gets to have pets that want to cuddle w her?? ☹️🤧 third of all, because azure keeps adopting many, many children, she finally gets to feel what it’s like to be an older sister + have siblings that actually care about her ☹️☹️☹️

#memorie.txt #p.fated #i’ll treat you right honey come home to ur older sibling parents and let chrysi braid ur hair…. #azure teaches aurora more magic too and he’s rlly proud of her and aurora finally feels appreciated. WAILING. #but the melodrama… it’s so funny. aurora will be told no by azure and she’ll heave out a sigh and collapse to the floor in a fake faint #and azure’s like ‘i know. chrysi’s the one that makes the rules. i listen to everything she says bc she’s my soulmate but it IS annoying’ #i JST THINK. that aurora would be MELODRAMATIC and SILLY once she feels like she’s in a safe environment #SHES BEING PROPERLY NURTURED!!! 😭

[sourwit]

entry; age 15. name; Для моего отца (for my father)

I do not understand what I am doing wrong. You never look at me the way you look at Nikolena or Alena, and you are much kinder and sweeter to Milena than you've ever been to me. I try so hard, I work hard and train hard and study hard and you look at me and I see nothing. Or I see hate, that’s twisting like a snake inside of you, sometimes it twists into itself but other times it stretches towards me and then you lash out and slap me. I don’t blame you, never. I will never blame you, even if I do not understand why I deserve it.

I am weak, like you say, otherwise I wouldn’t harvest these feelings and I admit it. I am weak, I am weak, I am weak, I am weak, I am weak, I am weak, I am weak.

But they are weaker and you still love them.

Why can’t you love me, even if I am weak?

#[ entry 015. ] #(i have big magda backstory brainrot my babeeeeeeee let me hug u!) #tw slap #tw abuse #(just to be safe but nothing rlly drastic - just a mention of slap)

[majikdog]

I’m not kidding when I talk about how badly I want to dom Secondo

#visceral NEED #giving him the safe space he deserves to let go #allowing himself to make whatever noise from whatever pent up desire he’s been burying so deep #everyone expecting him to be this macho papa #bending to every lover’s typica desires but never indulging his #he’s never felt safe enough to express his softness #LET HIM #GIVE HIM the love and appreciation he needs to trust and to let himself open up that part of his life with you #also thinking abt his whines and how good her look in pink thigh high stockings <3 #Papa Emeritus II #My Mummy Dust #Ghost #Infestissumam #Headcanons #Not Safe for Rats #I’m okay y’all rlly

[bo0zey]

thinking abt how i’m already a chronic maladaptive daydreamer w a sensitive sidereal pisces moon in the 8th house and having access to klonopin is like a forcefield of protection for my brain and body it’s only times like these i feel safe enough to come out of hiding and glide around the real world for a little bit before the drugs wear off and i dive back into my other multi universes and try to experience life through them instead except but lately it’s gotten harder and i think it’s because i’ve been so out of touch with reality for so long that i got stuck in this weird state of writer’s purgatory i used to be able to draw so much inspiration for my characters and story plots from the real world but now it’s blanks ……..i need 2 go outside n touch grass or smthing how do i feel connected to myself and the world again i don’t want to but i think that’s the reason why i can’t write anymore as much as i try…i spent >17hrs a day trying to organize 4 different stories at a time my brain is scattered im losing hope and motivation all over again …. alllll over again!!

#also i would like 2 add that pisces + drugs r Not a good combo bc pisces are already prone to escapism #finding out i’ve been a sidereal pisces moon all along rlly changed a lot for me like when i’m actively present in reality my aries moon #she’s like grrrrr emotional rampage chaos like the aries moon sun stereotype??? no bb that ones for the Moon lmao #i hate the term maladaptive daydreaming i feel like everyone uses it like haha im so quirkyy but like #ok listen i’m not trying to put myself on a pedestal if anything their comments just make me want to invalidate my own feelings anymore #i’ve been told i struggle w imposter syndrome i didn’t like when my therapist told me that it didn’t make me feel any more validated #i felt like she was lying to placate me #i wish i could’ve taken up writing in a healthier coping mechanism way but instead i let it take over everything my entire world #i could’ve graduated college w a way better gpa n shit but no i wasted hours writing instead of assignments and still i have nothing to show #maladaptive daydreaming ruined my life i want to cry i can’t believe im saying this when i condisdered it my safe space for so long #my sanctuary my garden of eden what have i done i feel like i just ate fruit from the tree of knowledge and now i see i realize i was never #i was never safe anywhere . my stories entrapped me i lost all my friends bc i liked the ones in my head so much better #now i’m alone and lost and stuck between 2 worlds i can’t believe how i used to write 30 diff works in progress at one point i had ideas #now i’m stuck in a cycle of recycling new and old ideas there’s nothing new i get lost and confused i’ve entangled myself in this web #this story web!! haha lol #idk what im saying im going to shut up now my brains foggy #i have an idea but it’s not appropriate for tumblr so im gonna write it down in my dumb journal #ramblings

[sips-tea-cutely]

guys um no hetero but like beast atsushi is kinda cute

#HE SACRIFICED HIS JOB JUST TO MAKE SURE KYOKA IS SAFE????? MARRY ME???? #or at least like let me be your cool big sis #AND IT WAS ALSO KINDA TECHNICALLY AKUS FAULT WHAT KINDA PERSON JUST SAYS ‘hurry up in taking me to ur boss i will literally tell demon snow- #kill that girl’ LIKE PLZZZZ HES ALREADY DOING IT JUST LET HIM BE #also technically dazais fault for stealing gin but it had to be done to reform sskk IF YOU THINK ABT IT ITS ALL ODASAKUS FAILT HE BUILT A R- #REALITY FOR YOU AND YOUR RLLY SAID NO WTF MAN #gonna be a dazai apologist till the end we slay #mod maki #tea time

[fatcowboys]

LIKE quentin being so self sacrifing of Course bc hes quentin and all of his friends coming up with a plan behind his back to not let him do that. bc eliot isnt going to let one of his best friends spend the rest of his life locked away. only to next season. let quentin do the self sacrificing thing this time its ok this season :)))) fuck this show lmao

#LIKE it would be one thing if it didnt have such good moments right. #like if it was a bad sbow all around. it wouldnt make me so fucking Mad #but they did so many tbings Good like margo and eliot and quentin. penny is so good and i love kady and julia #i dont. rlly care abt alice lmao #but like. the tenderness of a day in the life. the way they write the connections and relationships of he characters #and put such value in platonic bonds and bonds where the lines of platonic and romantic are blurred #and then they fuck it up So horribly by being like hahaha! we will show no one is safe by killing the white main character #motherfuckers you thought it was cool to let your bisexual mentally ill lead die in a self sacrificing martyr way after hyping up his #relationship w eliot and u thought this was good??? u thought it meant something???? ill kill u #ANYWAY. it also makes me mad like. esp for the actors too. #like if i rmr correctly. lmao they didnt even tell them q was permanently leaving like they filmed a fake q ressurection #so the actors didnt even KNOW quentin and ralph were leaving until after filming was done and if i rmr right? very close tonthe finale air #and it makes me so mad for hale as a queer actor like. he put is whole ass into eliot and they fucked it up so bad #ANYWAY. dont watch the magicians. you will only experience primal rage. #blue watches the magicians