#or take that label for myself

[gayvampyr]

psychosis is not “bad person disorder” it’s not a moral failing it’s not a quirk or “evil” or a plot device or an insult and im so sorry to psychotic people who have to deal with that stigma on the daily. you all deserve so much better

#psychosis #i might be psychotic #i have delusions and paranoia and hallucinations but it’s not like. super severe which is why i don’t really do anything about it #or take that label for myself #i haven’t been diagnosed either or done much research so #i do my best to stay in my lane #but hearing people demonize those symptoms 😬 #text post #top posts #4k #5k #10k

[beaft]

not to sound like a freak but i love tidying so much. i wish i could just go up and down the street and put flyers in everyone's letterboxes saying "do you have a messy house and don't know how to deal with it? i will fix it for you! i'm like marie kondo, if marie kondo was a slightly autistic white guy with too much time on his hands! PS i require no payment i do this because i love it"

#my idea of a little treat to myself is just reorganising my room #i'll be like i've had a hard week. for relax i will take everything out of the cupboards and put it back again but differently this time #label makers and storage units excite me to the point of doing a little jig #it's like the grown up equivalent of sorting smarties into colour order

[pinkestlittlebutterfly]

Servamps are immortal, and lead lives that span far back into what we consider the fogs of history today. Every now and then, however, they leave tracks along the paths they walk, whispers of their presence that can be traced through the centuries, leaving an imprint on the world to this day. 

Sometimes this is intentional. Hugh was always conscious of images, and took great care to construct the picture painted of him and his kin in fables and stories and whispers on the street. To be a vampire is to be noble and elegant and a little bit prideful; it’s black velvet capes and charming, fanged smiles and hunting for virgin blood at night, for a dash of purposeful fear to keep away unwanted attention. He’s quite proud of how far his legacy carried. 

Sometimes the traces left are accidental. Kuro would never know, but there is a little patch of land in England, a cluster no bigger than a few, tiny villages, where old, weathered grandmothers still tell the young children the bedtime stories of their youth, of a cat and a wolf that walked together at night. The tales have warped over time, embellished with charming detail of the adventures they would have had together, but if Kuro were to listen in, he’d remember those walks with bittersweet fondness. 

Sometimes remnants of a Servamp’s life are plentiful, proof of their presence brought into tangible form, to be found and locked away centuries later in the dimly lit cellar of a mansion shrouded in secrets. 

Lily spent his immortal life among the noble and eccentric; men with money and time to invest in the beautiful things in life. He mingled with poets and painters, had his fair skin and gold hair woven into songs and sonnets still read to this day, and captured on canvas whenever he did not quite manage to escape another artist looking for a new model. He has been Adonis and Antinuous and Troilus; and once an artist whose advances he rejected named his painting Narcissus. Lily still gets annoyed whenever he lays eyes on it – it was not him who spent hours staring at his face; and he has never had much love for his own beauty.

#servamp #servamp kuro #servamp hugh #servamp lily #i was taking myself very seriously when i wrote this #but my dear friend puff rightly pointed out the inherent hilarity of lily being labelled narcissus by a wounded painter #especially since the guy can't even see himself in the mirror #so the painting is rumored to be cursed but the curse is just lily's bad mood whenever it gets brought up

[hideawaysis]

Please stop using functioning labels to describe yourself. They're extremely ableist and by doing so you're perpetuating ableism. Use support need labels instead, please. Sincerely, a low support needs autistic person.

are you fucking shitting me right now

#hideawaysisposting #guess im ableist for using a label im comfortable with to describe myself! #look anon i know the history behind these labels i know the ways theyve been weaponized against us #but me saying i dont function at the same rate as you isnt fuckin ableist that is a neutral fact abt myself #Are You Fucking Serious #why do you want to take that away from not just me but every other autistic person who finds that functioning labels suit them personally #leave me alone abt it man. god

[b4kuch1n]

pre-holiday leave crumbs

#sk8 the infinity #kyan reki #hasegawa langa #renga #hey. if I give u a bottle labeled wine with somethin else inside. would u drink it #anyways. tomorrow I Travel #The Turbulance evened out alright! so the Traveling could no longer be postponed #three days on da road babeyy (<- shaking and crying) #goin to a market! I'll try to get a new kitchen knife there. will be better than whatever the fucks goin on in our kitchen rn #anyways. post-fic haze has settled in once again I am simply no thought. this will continue for hopefully five hours #until I gotta get up for car time #kinda whittling down the 20yo reki design slowly to get to a point where it feels Correct #20yo langa is already perfect. maybe to nobody but me but I stand the fuck by it #I believe in langa looking like a guy lesbians would hit on by accident in his 20s. I hold myself to it #oh yeah if ur asking. no that was not a cigarette in the first pic. sorry Im a tightass about smoking thats a lollipop #in my head its the pickled mango flavour that alpenliebe already made a hard candy version of here #hard sour candy shell with. chili salt core. it is good (?) but it hurts my stomach (I will not stop eating them) #also if u catch the acc name going outside the panel in the comic. its bc I could NOT leave it at just 'random white girl' #it has to be the full thing I cannot do this fake fictional twitter user like that #literally the only preliminary caution I take for funny comics. nothign else makes sense I dont care. this is necessary however #anyways. it is time for baku to be horizontal and shit. so here we goooo #have a good nite lads! idk what will happen in the next 3 days! will most probably be silent! and then dip pen comms will open again #eat well sleep well! two daysborday until labor day

[antisocialxconstruct]

good news: it is real 👍

bad news..... it is so so small 😂😂

tell me in WHAT universe this is an XXL..... I might still be able to style it somehow but I am a little disappointed it isn't the slouchy sweatshirt I was dreaming of. Trials of online shopping I suppose

#rom speaks #as far as i can ascertain the label is 'universe funnel' but if you search that..... there's nothing. it doesn't exist #i tried to buy this exact sweatshirt from a site that turned out to be a drop shipper years back #i ordered it with a pair of shoes. shoes arrived and i still have them. They’re great #sweatshirt just never even shipped and they had no good explanation for me. #when i tried to scrounge it up again from some other vendor it kept getting associated to a brand called club giv #but everything i could find emphatically implied club giv was a scam and they just take your money and send you nothing #found it listed on one other very sketchy site where the images were poorly edited with slightly different text #genuinely if i didn’t have this one sitting on my bed right now i wouldn't be convinced this sweatshirt ever existed anywhere in the world #so..... i just have to live with it being LITTLE #tbh i think the real solution here is i have to make one myself with the fit i want. I'm not in love with how the text is distributed either

[intruderzim]

everyday i say and do something more autistic than the last

#me crushing the babybel wax and being amazed that my coworker does not LIKE to crush the wax but thats the most fun part!!!! the feeling!!! #or needing to have something in front of me at all times if im sitting at a table #need to have my hands busy or draw or something because then i can direct that energy somewhere and relax #self diagnosing has alwahs been weird to me bcuz i never wanna take credibility or pretend like i know what its Like to have something if a #professional hasn’t told me #but sometimes i do things that feel slightly like adhd or autism and i dont want to label myself but i at least. have tendencies #i don’t feel like i identify with everything and i dont think i have full fledged adhd or whatever #i think years of ed have shot my memory in all honesty #but in the end it does not matter

[sonknuxadow]

okay sorry for having opinions on sonic shipping but . the more popular a ship is the more likely i am to be annoyed by it so its probably for the best that my favorite ship is one of the not as popular ones . but also the way sonknux gets talked about (or not talked about) as a result of it being less popular drives me up the wall . what do you mean it doesnt make sense. hes literally not staring at the moon and thinking about him💔

#theyre literally the sun and the moon and you dont even CARE .... #okay but ive actually seen random sonknux posts get a bunch of comments from so/nadow and kn/uxouge fans #along the lines of ''umm i prefer so/nadow :/'' or ''this doesnt make any sense so/nadow is better'' or ''nooo knuckles likes rouge'' #like ohhhh my godddd shut UP #anyway theres so many things that sonic and knuckles have done that if it was sonic and amy or knuckles and rouge #or sonic and shadow doing it instead it would get labelled as peak romance #i know this to be true because it literally already happens sonic and knuckles do something gay and its cricket noises #then sonic and shadow do the same thing later. sometimes in the same show/comic/whatever . and it gets reposted everywhere . what #hell none of the other pairings i mentinoed even have to do what sonic and knuckles do they just have to stand near eachother #and people start freaking out ... #also im not saying youre legally obligated to like sonknux too if you like so/nadow or that you cant prefer so/nadow #but. if you think so/nadow makes perfect sense and have convinced yourself that its basically canon and every interaction between them #is a hint from sega that theyre secretly dating or something and you make the biggest reaches imaginable to prove it #while also thinking that sonknux doesnt make any sense at all and labelling it as a crackship or whatever #i can only assume that you arent paying attention to anything that happens in knuckles centric stuff #and/or being That obsessed with so/nadow has just heavily warped your perception of things. because how #and its not even just so/nadow .. knu/xouge is constantly overshadowing sonknux too #but at least so/nadow is actually okay its only crime is being too popular and having some annoying fans as a result #knu/xouge on the other hand is too popular and has a lot of annoying fans AND sucks . which is worse #but so/nadow is one i find myself comparing it to more often because its another gay pairing #and also people are obsessed with taking stuff from sonic and knuckles' relationship/interactions and giving it to sonic and shadow instead #and acting like knuckles doesnt exist and stuff that sonic and knuckles did first is exclusive to sonic and shadow or something #whatever . runs away

[gxlden-angels]

I really am just religious trauma wrapped in a trench coat at this point huh?

#Had an issue in therapy that I couldn't quite get at #basically we couldn't figure out why having a diagnosis mattered to me #and I finally wrote/talked out my thoughts #and it's because the 'bad parts' are the only part I allow myself to have #all my good traits are 'from the lord' so I need bad traits to exist #otherwise I'm nothing #so I have to cling to having observed bad parts to stay human #it's a weird transitional state to me #I'm clinging onto the bad parts but if they're a diagnosable disorder then they aren't me #they aren't who I am #but if the good parts of me are from the lord and for him #then they aren't mine #I don't get to keep those #and we're trying to take the bad parts of me before I've established the good parts #or that's what it feels like #basically I'm scared of being nothing at all in that in between state #and the label of 'disordered' gives me something to grasp to without holding onto the symptoms themselves #it gives me wiggle room #until I establish myself as a mix of good and bad #I just have to learn how to claim those good parts first #anyways that's how my trauma therapy has been going #haven't even met the religous trauma coach yet #there's so much to unpack holy shit #ex christian #religious trauma

[uncanny-tranny]

Hi 💛 I wanted to ask you something, it's been bothering me lately: I've always known that I'm attracted to people regardless of gender. At 15 I called it bisexual. At 17 I started using the label pansexual. Came out as a trans man at 23. I'm now 26 and I'm not sure if bi or pan work for me anymore. I know that I'm still attracted to people regardless of gender, but my experiences as a man in society have made the label gay resonate a lot more with me. Is that okay? What does this mean? Confused

It means whatever you want it to mean. People all across the queer community have used "gay" as shorthand for decades now (maybe including queer people you love). If you just don't vibe with bi/pan on their own, then you don't have to have them on their own. There's nothing wrong with being bi or pan, but there's also nothing wrong with feeling like that doesn't quite encapsulate your relationship with your queerness.

Basically:

#ask #anon #queer #lgbt #lgbtq #described images #image description in alt #reminds me of freddie mercury saying he's gay as a daffodil when an interviewer asked if he was gay #and how i saw people offended he said that when he was ~really bisexual and not gay~ and it's like... #...does it truly harm people saying they're gay as a daffodil because that's just iconic #queer people have been borrowing and using terms from each other for as long as we've been a community #and while there are certain words that are very specific to a specific type of queer person/group that doesn't mean every word is like that #or that every queer word has a neat and tidy little wall around it that includes everybody but you specifically #if you take your feelings and run with 'i just label my experiences as gay/queer' then that's fine #like the label serves you and if it stops serving you then you don't need to keep it #i call myself gay and bisexual because i have a very complex experience due to being trans + a bit of my past #and that's as much as i think people '~need~' to know (though i don't owe even that to others) #and i get the whole 'do what you want forever 🤗' can feel unhelpful... #...the point isn't to wave off how you feel or discount it. the point is to remind you that... #...ultimately your desires and comfort MATTER and essentially 'if it's shit hit the bricks' #you aren't obligated to live for everybody ELSE'S contentment. is that even living when you are only alive at the behest of everybody else? #to deny the self and to deny yourself the chance to have actual complex experiences can be the bane of life itself if that makes sense

[scorpiusmalfoylovesoscarwilde]

I love 😍😘😆 being dead 🪦🥀 named 🏷 by my mother 👩‍🍼👩‍🍼👩‍👦👩‍👦in front of ‼️‼️ people 🧍🏻‍♂️🧍🏻‍♂️who previously only knew my chosen name 😍😍🥳🥳😆😆🤩🤩😝😝🤗🤗

#my quote on quote self labeled “”“”“”supportive“”“”“” mother who has had YEARS to get used to my name #this woman has not shown a shread of supprot literally ever she just doesnt want to be labelled as transphobic or homophobic #both of which she is ☝🏻 but claims shes allowed to be because im ruining the plan she had for my life 🥺🥺 #shes in mourning (direct quote) dont you know #I CAME OUT MULTIPLE YEARS AGO BITCH PLEASE #YOU JUST WANT ME TO TAKE IT BACK #lmaaoo she doesnt know im starting hormones soon 🤭🤭 #gonna get myself disowned at this rate #she literally stormed out the house when i first came out and then cried about how hard this was on her #and then got mad when my friends asked if she was supportive and i didnt reply with a resounding yes 💀 #she wants points for not kicking me out 👍🏻 i mean im obviously glad she didnt kick me out but uh #doesnt mean youre being supportive babe #she loves to yell my deadname and she pronouns at me when shes mad at me 🥰🥰 and thinks shes justified in it #and i dont mean just yelling and she deadnames me while yelling #i mean shell literally be standing there say something and repeat 'she' over and over again #like if my brothers there or something she'll talk to them and refer to me like “she - SHE SHHEE said blah blah!” or smin like that lmaaoo #so super duper fun #transgender #not to be dramatic and trauma-y on main im sorry guys 💀 #im just back home with my mother and that always causes suffering

[etirabys]

oh I will say that one thing that really helped with college admissions discrimination resentment is turning out to be useless

if I had gone onto succeed wildly in life I would have narrativized college admissions as The Time I Almost Got Unfairly Threshed

but I burned out horribly instead and am a burden to society, so I've narrativized it as The Time When Princeton Gettier Case Rejected Me

#rambl #i think i make an honest living now but i made a lot of money off facebook for doing no or terrible work #i think i can fairly label myself a parasite #they let me get away with it so long because i'm female... thank you cultural currents. i'll take that nest egg

[corvid-gae]

I swear, I am *THIS* close to making my own backrooms related thing and use all the stupid “cringy” lore about entities, items, and extra levels just to piss people off. “Oh it’s strayed so far from the original purpose!” Creepypastas. “Oh stupid kids are adding dumb stuff like -insert an entity, item, or level here!” Creepypasta ocs/original stories that were basically just self-inserts. “The backrooms aren’t scary anymore” Hot take, they weren’t in the first place. 

The backrooms were never scary, even the original post. It wasn’t scary. It read like a creepypasta, something that gave you the heebie jeebies and you moved on. Maybe lowkey thinking about it a couple a times after that. It made you feel a sense of deja vu, like liminal spaces (because that’s what the backrooms DERIVE from, liminal spaces.)

So fucking what if kids have fun with a horror concept? THAT’S WHAT WE (Current 17/18 to about ~22 year olds) DID WITH CREEPYPASTAS! It’s the same bullshit, different generation. Boo hoo, they’re having fun with their lil entities and shit. Who does it hurt? Absolutely no one. It’s a fun concept that people have expanded on because that’s human nature, get over yourself and get over the fact that it’s not something you personally enjoy. Not all internet horror has to cater to your brand of horror. Just like not all fics cater to those you want to read, or all movies cater to your demographic. Read and interact with what you like, move on from the shit you don’t. And don’t shit on people just having f u n

#I've been seeing so many posts on tiktok and now one here on tumblr just kinda sent me over the edge #i'm tired of people shitting on new internet horror #i enjoy the backrooms #ANY iteration #Kane Pixels the Backroom Wiki the random channels that crop up with rendered liminal spaces labeling themselves as backrooms #it doesn't MATTER what vers of the backrooms it is #it fucking seeps with love and creativity and as an artist myself i love to see that #I got my footing on the internet in Steven Universe and Creepypasta #I got my footing on Tumblr with Miraculous Ladybug and BATIM #I am a KING of cringe and i take pride in that because it means i love something unconditionally #backrooms #the backrooms #rant