#person who tagged this hannigram... yeah

[warnersibss]

I think the best ship dynamic is two characters who are 5 times divorced minimum

#lonelyeyes #stanarrator #baffy #matchablossom #chelldos #chelldos is more a vibe check bc i havent played portal yet but i think its true #person who tagged this hannigram... yeah #EDIT:played portal. this is chelldos

[whataboutthefish]

20 questions for fic writers

Thanks to @mayalaen for tagging me!

First, my AO3

How many works do you have on AO3?

84

2. What’s your total AO3 word count?

891,404

3. What fandoms do you write for?

Currently write for Stranger Things. Fandoms I have written for include, Witcher, Hannibal, SPN and i've poked around in the Marvel Universe

4. What are your top 5 fics by kudos?

Like Fine Wine - The witcher - moresome, omegaverse Masked Protection - Hannibal - Hannigram, omegaverse Yeah you made me feel - Stranger Things - Steddie, omegaverse I've been in Chains - Stranger Things - Steddie, omegaverse If I should fall - Stranger Things - Steddie, omegaverse Guess what my favourite trope is

5. Do you respond to comments? Why or why not?

I love to respond to comments, sometimes it takes me a bit because I get overwhelmed but I adore them and read them several times.

6. What is the fic you wrote with the angstiest ending?

A witcher fic that I love The final Winter Jaskier dying of old age as his Witchers that remain youthful hold him and love him as he goes.

7. What’s the fic you wrote with the happiest ending?

Probably Yeah you made me feel. It's a loss of virginity fic that is just so sweet and hot.

8. Do you get hate on fics?

I have done on Twitter which really fucked me up - but that's a hellsite so we won't count that, beside the odd weird comments I've come out fairly unscathed.

9. Do you write smut?

oh god I rarely write anything that doesn't include smut

10. Do you write crossovers? What’s the craziest one you’ve written?

OH ok I wrote A View to Kill - a Hannibal/Blood and Chocolate/ James Bond-Casino Royal fic. It's probably one of my most intense fics, it has a little in there for everyone and no guessing needed... it's omegaverse

11. Have you ever had a fic stolen?

Not that I know of

12. Have you ever had a fic translated?

Yes one

13. Have you ever co-written a fic before?

I wrote a lot of my Hannibal fics with another person. it was really fun and a productive way to write. I think we also did a couple of marvel fics and a couple witcher fics together as well

14. What’s your all time favorite ship?

Oh nooooo I can't. I'm a multishipper through and through and I can't even decide on a favourite character.

15. What’s a WIP you want to finish, but doubt you ever will?

Hmm well all of them 😂 maybe Wrapped in your arms (witcher) and Jigsaw falling into Place (spn)

16. What are your writing strengths?

Being able to balance absolute filth with fluffy soft sweetness

17. What are your writing weaknesses?

writing short things. which I never thought would be my problem until the last couple of years. I can also take ages to update something because my muse wants to write all the oneshots in my brain.

18. Thoughts on writing dialogue in another language in fic?

TBH I've never tried

19. First fandom you wrote for?

Supernatural

20. Favorite fic you’ve written?

I don't think I can answer that. I love them all, I re-read them all a lot.

tagging anyone who wants to play! Please tag me so I can see your stuff 💜

#tag meme #tag games #writer games #fic questions #my stuff

[pwnyta]

Can someone explain to me what is the fucking problem with the westerners and their disgust with properly tagging ships (like not wanting to tag A/B as such and preferring to tag it as B/A or “whatever sounds better”)? 💀 I swear to god, the amount of times I’ve seen specifically westerners being strange about proper tagging and behaving like it’s the most atrocious, the most backwards thing in the world is just mind boggling.

Like, yes, certain people prefer specific dynamics in their favorite couples. But why are you trying to behave like this is the most homophobic thing in the world? Why do you behave like proper tagging is the most horrid thing in the world? It’s also super easy to do it, so like, what’s the problem? And when these people behave like you are somehow the crazy/gross/terminally online one is just so disingenuous considering that they are the ones who do not respect other people’s boundaries?

Oh I have NO idea.

((Tho TBH I sometimes fall into the 'this one sounds better so I just use that' for some ships like Hannigram & Sheith tho technically I only like Will/Hannibal & Keith/Shiro but since those are primarily western shows & those fandoms typically dont care its less of a problem (and if anyone asks me personally to do so Id correct it for the sake of organization))

I know people talk about it not being 'realistic' that characters wont 'switch' but its like 'YEAH, Beverly, thats what im looking for REALISM in my fictional story of these two cartoons fucking where one character has tentacles and the other turns into a fucking dragon' Fuck off. Does the story/art mention STDs or douching or other less desirable/gross parts of realistic sex? No? Then shut up you uppity bitch.

Its especially annoying when the fandom largely designates one character (usually the smaller, younger, more cheerful and/or feminine looking character) as the bottom and you(me) want to see a big and/or old man get railed for once... As a chronic big/old man bottom enjoyer its a problem.

I for one appreciate the organization of eastern shipping. People tag order, they largely only tag the characters/kinks that are important to the work, and they mind their own goddamn business. Terrific.

#Fandom discourse #Dear Nonny.

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#and we have a regularish conversation where they ask yes or no questions about the person following me. and ask where i am periodically

My Top Posts in 2022:

#5

I'm sure some of you have maybe noticed my inactivity. Today marks day 4 of no power and I am trying to conserve my data on my phone for things like the news and such. I'm okay, everyone i live with is okay. The thunderstorm that ripped through the city took out over 100,000 peoples power and its going to take time to get it back. I'll be back to clog your dashes then. Love you all! 💚💖

6 notes - Posted May 24, 2022

#4

For those of you who are waiting for an update for Let Us Waltz From the Dead: I'm sorry. I caught the rona and I am trying to take it easy. I don't have a teaser or anything for you all in the meantime. But! If you have any questions fire them at me and I will do my best to answer them

6 notes - Posted January 24, 2022

#3

I have been at FanExpo Canada for the last 4 days. It has been an experience. Lots of fun stuff, lots of cool events and panels. But most importantly, I found Hannibal Pins in artist's alley.

They have so many more pins, and I am so excited to get more when I get more money!

7 notes - Posted August 28, 2022

#2

Trick or Treating with Trouble

Happy secret friend day to my secret friend @ghostarwarriors I hope you like this little Halloween themed fic. We got Sportarobbie, we got the kids trick or treating, we got wholesome feelings. You can find it on AO3 if Tumblr eats the formatting (again). Please enjoy! and Happy Halloween!

Robbie shoved his hand under his pillow, adjusting his long legs to curl onto the bench better. A sigh slipped from his lips and he could taste the edge of sleep. “Hi Robbie!” The pink menace seemed to have appeared out of nowhere, Robbie opening his eyes into slits to see her standing there with her hands behind her back. “Go away,” he huffed, tossing his body to roll over on the cramped outdoor furniture. “I will. After I ask you something very important. Please?”  Her voice wasn’t loud or grating, just a gentle plea to be heard. And it was just the one kid. What could it hurt? He craned his head to look over his shoulder. “What do you want?” “Can you take us out trick-or-treating?” She batted brown eyes at him, a small hopeful smile on her face. “No.” He flopped his head down hard enough to smack against the rail of the bench and he hissed and rubbed at the spot. “But Robbie! There’s no one else who can take us.” She shifted to stand behind the bench, trying to make eye contact with him. “What about the Blue Kangaroo?” He flopped over again, avoiding her gaze. She ran back around and he covered his face with his pillow. “Sportacus goes to bed so early, so we’re going to do pumpkin carving and stuff with him earlier in the day. But there is no one to take us all out. Our guardians want to stay home to give us candy, thinking someone else will take us.” He could hear the sadness creeping into her tone, but he didn’t have to see her face crumpling, so he told himself he didn’t care. “Plus, no one disguises themselves better than you. We could be going out with a real master of disguise.” He lifts the pillow to look over her again. She certainly knew how to get what she wanted. Certainly appreciated her spunk. “Fine. But I won’t be doing anything else.” “Thank you so much Robbie!” She smiled so hard she rocked on her feet. “Enjoy your nap!” He scowled as he watched her run off, nap ruined since he now had to plan the perfect disguise to take the town terrors out in.

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Robbie wasn’t expecting Sportacus to be dressed in anything other than his hero outfit. But there he was, standing there in a blood stained lab coat, holding a plate with something absolutely drowning in whipped cream. “Thank you so much Robbie.” Robbie frowned, even as the plate was offered out to him. “I would have had to listen to them complain if I didn’t help them. What’s this?” “Pumpkin pie, with extra whipped cream. I couldn’t eat any, but I did convince the kids to try some roasted pumpkin seeds.” The smile aimed at him when he took the plate was practically blinding. Expecting the pie to not be appetizing, even drowning in sugar, he took a small bite using the provided fork. His eyebrows climbed, the pie was sweet. “You can’t eat this can you?” Sport chuckles, scratching at the back of his head, where the hat he normally wears shifts slightly. “No, but the kids really wanted pie, and Bessie was willing to help them. She also has candied pumpkin seeds if you want to try them out.” Robbie scoffs before leaning in to press a quick kiss to Sport’s cheek. “No way in hell, Sportacutie.” He smiles even as Sport’s face pinks and his hand covers the spot that he kissed. “I’ll take care of the kids. You just get your beauty rest. I’ll get you out of town before you know it.” He said the last part loud enough that the head of pink hair jumped, before moving away from the low wall. “The kids are spying on you again.” “I think you mean they’re spying on you. And you know I am always willing to play with you Robbie.” Again that megawatt smile is beamed at him, eyes at risk for permanent damage. “Yeah, sure. Whatever you say. I’ll see you later.” It’s his turn for his cheeks to heat.

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“Well, what a crowd we have here tonight!” Mayor Milford chortled as he grabbed for the bowl with a handful of gift bags for the kids. “Go on Pinkie, it’s your house.” Robbie nudged her towards the door, their final stop of the night. “Come with me?” She held her hand out to him. With a put-upon sigh, he took her hand as they approached the light spilling into her yard. “We have a robot. A ghost.” Milford handed bags to Pixel and Ziggy. “A… archer?” “A Highwayman!” Robbie had to give it to Trixie, she was basically dressed in all brown with a bandanna. “A what?” The mayor blinked at her owlishly. “A type of robber. Mostly done on horseback.” Pixel’s ‘robot’ costume was blinking and whirring softly as he fiddled with his wrist computer to pull up the appropriate information. “Uh. I see.” Milford dropped the treats into Trixie’s bag. His eyes then shifted to Stingy, who was trying to reach for the bowl. “And you are?” “A magpie.” Stingy huffed, and if he had real feathers he was sure they'd be ruffled. “They like shiny objects and like to bring them back home to their nests.” Stephanie brought Robbie into the circle of light. Milford laughed as Stingy practically snatched the candy out of his hand and hummed about it being his. “What do you say, Sticky?” Stingy huffed again. “Thank you for giving me what’s mine.” Robbie sighed through his nose, but let it go. He was tired of the grubby handed child after house two. The other three children also piped up with their thanks. “We also have a fine looking hero in our midst.” Milford held a hand out to his niece, and she slipped from Robbie's grip and gave her uncle a big hug. Her pink hero outfit makes the light seem to shift colors, he wonders if Sport’s would as well. “Thank you Uncle Milford.” She popped up onto her toes to press a kiss to his cheek. He chuckled, squeezing his charge before his eyes shifted to Robbie, lurking just on the outside of the light. “And what a handsome vampire.” Milford smiled, holding out a bag for Robbie. Robbie blinked several times, before pointing to himself. Stephanie and Trixie rushed over to grab his hands and pull him into the group. “You are the only v-vampire!” Ziggy smiled and placed a hand on his cape, making it flap slightly. “Thank you. You didn’t have to.” He held the small bag and looked at the spiderweb and ghost print. “Think of it as my thanks for bringing the kids out.” Milford patted his wrist before turning towards the kids. “Who’s ready for movies?” The kids all scramble past the two adults, mumbling thanks as they rush past Robbie. He even feels the youngest give him a hug against his leg, he lets his fingers brush over the white sheet covered head. Then it’s just him and Stephanie. “I can’t convince you to come in, huh?” “No. You kids have fun. I am tired and would rather sleep. Like you all should be.” Robbie crosses his arms over his chest before freeing one hand to try and shoo her away. Stephanie just smiles. “We have a special bag here for Sportacus. We made it up in case anyone got into trouble. Can you hang onto it for me?” Robbie turned up his nose at the bag probably filled with sports candy or something else. That trail mix that didn’t even have the candies he could pick out. Blech. “Why would I?” “We’re all going to be here until tomorrow, you still have to go home, what if you trip and get hurt? You could give it to him then! If not, I'll come and pick it up tomorrow.” Robbie sniffed, before taking the bag. “Fine. But not before four. I want to sleep.” Stephanie nodded, a knowing glint in her eyes as she closed the door on a bewildered Robbie.

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Sport curled into him when he slipped into the large fluffy bed. “Did you all have a fun time?” “I’m sure the kids had a great time. I don’t know how you wrangle them all day.” Robbie sighed as he tugged Sport to his chest. “It’s easy to do when it’s something you love. Did you not enjoy helping them dress up?” Sport pressed a sleepy kiss to his nose. “I did. They also made you up a bag for Halloween, in case we ran into trouble.” Sportacus pressed his sleepy chuckle into Robbie’s chest. “They couldn’t run into trouble, he went with them.” Robbie squawked, trying to squirm out of Sport’s strong grip. “How dare-!” “It’s okay. Because I love trouble.” Sport pressed another kiss to Robbie’s neck. Robbie was certainly pouting now. “I love you too. Blue Menace.” He pressed his own kiss to Sport’s forehead. “Good night Robbie. Sweet dreams.” “Sleep well, Sportacus.”

23 notes - Posted October 31, 2022

My #1 post of 2022

So recently I was in Toronto! And I got to see Hannibal Lecter’s office! My friend took some pics for me! Featuring a @mayakern skirt!

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109 notes - Posted September 3, 2022

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I tagged 809 of my posts in 2022

#0 - 5 posts

#will graham - 41 posts

#prev tags - 15 posts

#hannibal lecter - 8 posts

#so true - 8 posts

#hannibal - 7 posts

#hotd - 7 posts

#stranger things spoilers - 6 posts

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#head over heels by tears for fears - 4 posts

Longest Tag: 139 characters

#haha yeah. that singular movie about hannibal lecter is so scary and im not constantly watching content about him on repeat :) im normal :)

My Top Posts in 2022:

#5

Which The Quarry and Until Dawn Characters Would Be Friends

I've seen a couple posts like this, and I absolutely wanted to take a stab at it because I think I have a kind of unpopular opinion!

In General I don't think the characters would get along at all. In both games they're all sort of loosely based on horror media stereotypes, Until Dawn way more so than The Quarry even though The Quarry really leans into the camp-y slasher movie vibes. But just because they're two groups of people put in horror situations vaguely based on horror tropes doesn't mean they'd get along!!

For example, people compare Mike and Jacob fairly often, but they're direct opposite subversions of the dumb jock trope. Mike is incredibly smart and brave and really not an asshole the way he's initially depicted. Jacob on the other hand is a bit of an asshole, but out of insecurity. He's a deeply sensitive and emotional person, but not exactly a mastermind! I love them both a lot but they're clearly very different (imo) and if they were thrown in a new horror movie together I don't think they'd get along. I don't even think they'd necessarily be besties if they were just hanging out casually.

Or, people compare Laura and Sam a lot. And they're both very strong, capable women who do a lot to drive the plot. I think they'd have a healthy respect for each other, and work well together in the event that more horror shit goes down, but I can't really see them being friends for some reason. I think Laura would also really respect Mike and they might be closer to becoming friends but for some reason I just don't see it still!

The list goes on, to be honest. I really commonly see people say that characters that serve similar narrative purposes or who have similar surface level personalities would be friends, but I don't usually see it. In my mind Chris would be disliked by nearly everyone, except maybe Abi. But I don't see Ashley and Abi getting along. There's not a single Until Dawn character I see really vibing with Nick, except maybe Matt.

I think Emily and Emma would got on like a housefire though. I could see them also hanging heavy with Jessica if Emily and Jessica could get over their beef over Mike, but even then I think their type of bitchy mean girls are like. Distinctly Different.

As a general statement the atmosphere of the games are so different that they don't lend to characters the should get along. It's good character writing imo that they're basically tailor made to exist in the universe they do, with the characters they do. Until Dawn, as a game, is way more cynical which leads to way more mean or bitter characters (which is not to say i think they're all assholes, i don't), and it doesn't have nearly the amount of hope that the quarry does (which i know feels wrong to say because there are so many ways to kill the counselors but I mean atmospherically).

In general I think the casts are so well made and so balanced within their own games! And regardless of whether or not the until dawn and the quarry characters would be friends, I think it's fascinating to think about them interacting. But I can never actually foresee a universe or situation that would allow these two groups of people to seriously be friends.

To be fair to other peoples interpretations, this is all personal - I'm obviously not the authority on either game. And while I've played through until dawn many, many times I haven't played it in about 3 or 4 years, so my memories of the quarry cast are much fresher. I could be totally misremembering things, but in general i don't really think I am.

8 notes - Posted July 8, 2022

#4

not enough people talking about how the new episode literally started with a child beating a grown ass man at a duel. saw someone call it murder and no it wasn't, an adult man made fun of him and questioned his honor so he beat his ass as he should. need an edit of this kid being badass bc he became my new best friend in less than a second

19 notes - Posted September 11, 2022

#3

since byler could technically stand for Jonathan/Nancy I was trying to think of alternate ship names for byler and here's what I've come up with

Mill

Wilke

Wike

Wiike (pronounced weak)

I'm personally in favor of Wike of Wiike lmk what you think

40 notes - Posted July 11, 2022

#2

recently become obsessed with the idea that alicent isn't a closeted lesbian, or at least that she's out to herself. that she's always known she's in love with rhaenyra, that she knows her anger with her is based in jealousy, both over rhaenyras freedom of choice and that rhaenyra could love someone else, or at least like them enough to willingly mother bastards with them. an alicent who clings to peity as a shield for her jealousy and feelings of intimate betrayal, and is aware she's doing it. especially in love with this idea when it comes to reconciliation with rhaenyra, of trying to explain that she was so in love with her that the idea that they weren't suffering their marriages together and continuing to confide only in each other was too much, an if I can't have you no one can except she would never want rhaenyra dead, just miserable like she was. it's even juicier if it's rhaenyra who didn't realize her feelings of betrayal are because she loved alicent, that having loved more than one man she thinks she knows all there is to know about herself in love, but was blind to the reason alicent marrying her father felt so personal.

82 notes - Posted December 3, 2022

My #1 post of 2022

somebody who knows more about the asoiaf universe please explain something to me - why is there a weirwood tree in the godswood in hotd??? I was under the impression that southern house didn't typically worship the old gods, and that more specifically there weren't any weirwood trees left in the south. is that just a relatively recent thing by the time agot happens or???? ik this isn't life or death but it's been driving me crazy since the first hotd episode

197 notes - Posted September 15, 2022

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#hannibal - 42 posts

#cang lan jue - 40 posts

#dcmk - 33 posts

#hannigram - 29 posts

#tower of god - 28 posts

#will graham - 26 posts

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Longest Tag: 140 characters

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My Top Posts in 2022:

#5

Title: What Matters Is Not The Glory Of Battle

Fandom: The King’s Avatar      Rating: G

Relationships: Hán Wénqīng/Yè Xiū,

Summary: (... But the bonds we form along the way.)

After a disastrous battle with rogue cultivator Sun Xiang, Sect Leader Ye Qiu wakes up no memories, nearly blind and deaf, with only a faint sensation of familiarity tugging him onwards in his journey.

With the whole world proclaiming and mourning his death, regaining his identity seems to be a lost cause. But there is more at play here than simple misunderstandings—

“Ye Qiu is dead!” “Oh?” Ye Qiu asks, “Is that so?”

...

Written for the QZGS Big Bang 2022 held by @gloryproalliance! Included within are marvelous artworks by @nanasibrushes and story is beta-ed by the wonderful @katachresis !

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Chapter 1: Chen Guo, the ignorant

“Aiyo, so troublesome!” Chen Guo gazed at the man sleeping on the cot they’d booked at the inn, “So many injuries and then a poison, too! Who exactly did you offend? Battle God Ye Qiu?”

On the bed, lying in tranquillity, the so-called Battle God did not reply.

14 notes - Posted July 16, 2022

#4

WIP Challenge!

Rules: "Post the names of all the files in your WIP folder regardless of how non-descriptive or ridiculous. Let people send you an ask with the title that most intrigues them and then post a little snippet of it or tell them something about it! And then tag as many people as you have wips. I have deemed that this isn’t just for writing either. Sketch titles? Comics? Dnd campaigns? If you have an unfinished project, it counts!!"

Tagged by @ota-chan!

Okay, so I have waaay too many (90 😶) WIPs, so I'll pick a random 10 fanfic titles and put them here. (They're from a mixture of fandoms, hints in the tags, so it's basically a roulette).

WIPs:

1. Once is Happenstance

2. Nature versus Nurture

3. It's (not) the Doctor

4. Gold digger AU

5. Domesticity is Intimacy Earned

6. Consequences Of Our Actions

7. Capri big bang 2k18 dropped

8. An Arrow to the Heart

9. Aftermath

10. Logic will (not) always prevail

Tagging @nanasibrushes @onyxxstardust @rux363 @ineffablequeenoftheuniverse @agreekdemigod @bowsie22 (Or whoever wants to join in!)

15 notes - Posted August 31, 2022

#3

Chapters: 2/5

Fandom: Detective Conan | Case Closed, Magic Kaito            Rating: T

Relationship: Kudou Shinichi/Kuroba Kaito

Summary:The end is anticlimactic. Five years of hopeless pining, five months of desperation and hope of forgetting, and five days of close proximity—and the result was the same; no change, no cure. Kaito was never going to get out of this pitfall called love.

Or, in which Shinichi and Kaito try running from their past, only for it to get violently recalled into the present during one tense murder mystery on a cruise liner.

Included within this chapter is @rux363 ‘s beautiful artwork of a Flower held to the Moon which you can check out right HERE!

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Chapter 2: Reconnaissance    

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Shinichi frowned. Then, as if it pained him to say it, he admitted, “This… isn’t the most logical guess I’ve made. But, are you aware of how it’s often hypothesised that the flower can reflect the person they have feelings for?”

Kaito’s throat burned. “Oh?”

“Yeah,” Shinichi said, “and this may seem trivial, but—Yotsuba. Meaning, four leaves on a stalk. KID, do you know how the  Atropa belladonna plant looks?”

Of course I do. In the series of ‘Nightshade’ I have researched everything there could be to research.  

15 notes - Posted August 15, 2022

#2

Chapters: 1/1    Rating: G

Fandom: Detective Conan | Magic Kaito 

Relationships: Kudou Shinichi/Kuroba Kaito

Summary: Under the shadowed skies and a moonlit night, a physics professor asked: “What do you see in the vast beyond?”

“A future,” replied the literature professor, “struggling to overcome the dying embers of the past.”

Based on the prompt selected by @dcmkkaishinevents:

“I won’t be good company.”

“Doesn’t matter.”

18 notes - Posted March 6, 2022

My #1 post of 2022

Back again for this year's @kaishinbigbang 2022!

Accompanying the fic is a truly marvelous piece of art by the wonderful @rux363! Posting starts on 14th August, 2022!

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Title: Wilting Beauty, Blooming Nightshade

Writer: Indelible_Faith Artist: rux363

Fandom: Detective Conan | Magic Kaito

Transcript below the cut!

Kaito’s head ached with the long hours of sleeplessness, helping out Meitantei with his case, researching and talking to witnesses, running interference whenever the other needed, while asking nothing in return. Nothing... only, could it hurt Meitantei to just glance at him once in a while?

Even now—even now!—so nonchalant as he flicked through the pictures Kaito had gathered for him, not even paying him attention as Kaito explained—

“Oi, KID—what?”

Huh. When had Kaito grabbed hold of Shinichi’s lapels?

Also... KID again.

“Shut up,” Kaito whispered. “Just stop it with the KID this and KID that!”

“Hey,” Shinichi said softly, gently, one hand wrapping around Kaito’s where it was crumpling his suit. The soft voice and hand sent tingles down Kaito’s spine. “I think you’re exhausted, KID, how about you—”

“I said shut up!” Kaito’s other hand went to join the first, abruptly pulling Shinichi closer, “I don’t want to hear it anymore! That’s all you ever call me, and I’m sick and tired of it!”

“Whoa! Hold on—” Shincihi tried, gently attempting to remove Kaito’s hands, but he wouldn’t let go.

“Do you understand me, Shinichi?” Kaito hissed, shaking the detective as he crowded into his personal space. “Do you understand—do you even see me?!”

A protest: “Of course I do!”

“No!” Kaito pulled him closer; Shinichi’s eyes wide as they remained fixed on his face. Probably for the first time since they had re-acquainted themselves on this ship. “Do. You. See. Me?”

24 notes - Posted July 28, 2022

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[astharoshebarvon]

To think there are people actually celebrating the death of a boy whose tragic and horrifying end even their fav regretted shows exactly how straight shippers/homophobes minds work, you know they are the ones who despise lucerys/aemond.

Anti Lucerys tag? Ugh, seriously? What did the boy ever do to you except being shipped with Aemond in fandom thus driving straight shippers, homophobes completely mad.

Then they shouldn’t get upset if other side says we look forward to Daemon driving the dark sister through his nephew. That fact will never ever change. I look forward to Caraxes biting grandma Vhagar’s neck. And he is the one who at least gets to the shore with his last breath. Go Caraxes!

You can’t quote your books one second and dismiss the show then quote show and dismiss the book. Pick one.

This weird behaviour isn’t even something new. I’ve seen it enough times that now I just feel kind of tired. It’s just - sometimes it gets too much, the homophobic comments and attitude, people excusing women off their gross actions, not calling bastard women bastard, because gasp, we can’t do that. Not calling women rapists even if the book shows you they were that.

I am sorry Tom Riddle Sr, you have always been a victim and are still reviled by the mad fandom and author. Good of you to run from your rapist and never forgiving her. You deserve to be applauded for being brave.

As someone who likes Ben Barnes and adored his portrayal of Darkling, you could see how manipulative, power hungry he was, he was brilliant!

I can say without hesitation his character deserves to be in purgatory regardless of how good looking he is. Did I like how he controlled the volcra and came out of the fold, yes! Do I look forward to him being defeated? Yes!

It’s hilarious how far straight shippers will go to excuse a character’s horrendous actions. I am sorry if you think how he looked the other way with Genya is not extremely vile of him. What good person doesn’t care if the people they are supposed to care about are hurt like that?

And, no I don’t care if people ship Darkling and Alina or not. I read a few works of it on ao3 and laughed when most were grooming, that creepy parent kink, pseudo parent child relationship. It turned me off the ship completely.

I like Lucerys/Aemond but if you are going to sit there and say that boy deserved to die then I feel sorry for you. Though it doesn’t stop the straight purists from erasing the boy from HIS ship and putting their self insert/ofc and clogging the MM ship tag with their fem luc bull.

Have a bit decency, even his name tag says son. Ugh.

The best part of this whole thing is straight shippers getting upset and saying slash ship will be forgotten once xyz fem characters comes.

Now lets take a look at how true that statement is. It’s not.

Witcher

Geralt/Jaskier- 19k thousand fics and lots of fanart and shippable moments. Top ship on tumblr, pretty sure ship with Yennefer didn’t make it and has 2k fics. But they have sex scenes on the show so, yeah.

Steve/Aunty, I refuse to call her anything else. It’s laughed at by even casual viewers. My friend doesn’t ship Stucky and she was like, why’d he go back to aunt ? What is this?

Stucky and Stony’s popularity shouldn’t even be a surprise.

Mcu is so hell bent on shoving straight steve down people’s throats they have to specify he is not a virgin and had sex with a female in their lame shows. As if it’s a crime if he died virgin or is asexual. God, seriously!

And that show invalidated Bruce’s trauma. We should forget the man put a bullet in his mouth and care about their lame, dumb girlboss show character.

Merlin/Arthur- it’s been almost a decade and they are still loved.

Sirius/Remus- I needn’t elaborate, it’s that loved.

Thorki, it still remains to this day popular ship for both characters.

not loki with mary sue oc was loathed by people who don’t even care about thorki, so, there is that too.

Hannigram! Still beloved by so manys that it’s embarrassing if you try to say but the sex scenes were with females. Please don’t. You have to be deaf, blind and plain stupid if you think they werent a thing.

Anakin and Obi Wan, yup, it exists and is loved, even more after the show came.

I can go on but it would just become embarrassing and pitiable.

My beloved cherik, Erik Lehnsherrr/Charles Xavier. I should just stop.

I am not surprised by this behaviour since the fans of got deluded themselves with thinking jonsa was a thing, and it was somehow better than aunt nephew since they are cousins. Incest is incest, don’t be stupid.

I dislike both, Jon is happier with his wolf, grey ghost than with either women. It’s predominantly het fandom and now they are pissed a MM ship is getting all the love. Isn’t that the crux of the situation? God, don’t take it out on that sweet boy, he doesn’t deserve it.

Then again this callous behaviour shouldn’t be surprising. I remember seeing top tumblr ships post of last year, characters posts and even there the posters were upset that majority of ships were slash. Only twenty percent were straight or something like that, they even went so far as to say this isn’t diversity. Seriously?

My God, please, don’t be so horrid. Don’t get so pressed if people like gay ships.

[young-dumb-and-vaccinated]

The Sommelier (Hannigram x Female!Reader) pt. 5

More people said yes to Hannigram, which is good because Will is already involved in the plot and it would be awkward to have him just disappear. Also, I had someone request a Hannigram x reader in my asks. Apologies to the one person who voted no; I promise there will be more solo Hannibal x reader content in the future.

Hannibal decides to that y/n could do with some extra protection, but doesn’t anticipate what she has to tell him.

I have no idea how to make a proper tag list but @deadman-inc-bikeshop and @dovahdokren here you go 

Trigger warnings: discussions of alcohol, victim blaming

“When I saw his face, I immediately knew he had never once experienced the touch of his own hand, let alone that of a woman.” Charissa read out loud to everyone on staff. “Or, that he was buried so deep in the closet he found Narnia, but those two things aren’t mutually exclusive.” 

It was expected to be a slow night, as was normal for an ordinary Tuesday. On nights like those, you could get away with more, like reading a tabloid article out loud for everyone to hear. 

“I can’t believe [F/N] actually went public.” One of the new busboys commented. “What an absolute madlad.”  

“Did you just unironically use reddit terminology in an actual conversation?” You narrowed your eyes at the kid. 

“[F/N], you are making a very dangerous enemy.” An older waitress said, cryptically, from the corner of the room. 

“Who, Jason?” You gestured to the busboy. “What’s he gonna do? Make me cringe myself to death?” 

“You know that’s not who I mean.” She frowned. “I’m talking about Chase Mulvaney.” 

“Don’t be ridiculous.” You shook your head. “He’s not stupid enough to come back here.” 

Charissa made a noise that denoted her doubt. “I dunno, [F/N]. You’d have to be pretty stupid to start stabbing people at a crowded restaurant in broad daylight.” 

“But he was smart enough to get away, right?” Jason asked. “That’s gotta count for something!” 

You and Charissa exchanged glances. Neither of you had the emotional bandwidth to explain white privilege again. Instead, you just humored him. 

“Yeah.” Charissa lied. “He was smart enough to get away, meaning he probably knows better than to come back.”

"You're kidding yourself." A third waitress, who's name you couldn't seem to place, added. "People always say that killers are these galaxy-brained superhumans, but they're not. Mulvaney believes he's divinely ordained, so any thought that pops into his coked-out head is a sign from god."

And so shattered your thin firmament of denial. You made a point to never learn this person's name just out of spite.

“Oh, shit.” You said, trying to hide your genuine fear with a sarcastic voice. “Maybe he is coming back for me.” 

Charissa glared at the two other waitresses, equally pissed at them for scaring you.

"And it'll be your own fault for provoking him with that article." The older waitress said.

"Holy victim-blaming, batman." You mumbled.

“Alright, listen up, y’all.” Matthew announced to the group. “In ten minutes we open for dinner. Remember, if you want to switch shifts with another person, you have to run it by me first. I don’t want to see anybody but [F/N] at the bar tonight, capiche?”

“Yessir.” You saluted him and made your way over to the bar. You’d been doling out your bartending shifts left and right to avoid even the possibility of being cornered by another Freddie Lounds. You were only prolonging the inevitable, though. Eventually, you needed to return to the bar.

You passed the hostess's stand, where Charissa was stationed. Suddenly, you felt someone grab at your arm.

"Fucking hell, dude?!" You flinched violently and your heart rate jumped. "Don't do that!"

"Shit, sorry!" Charissa looked immediately regretful. "But, look!"

You followed her gaze through the window where a fancy car was parked. He leaned against the door, adjusting the cuffs of his dress shirt.

Now your heart was beating fast for a completely different reason. You squeezed Charissa's hand, trying to keep a lid on your nervous excitement.

"I think your luck's starting to turn." She said in a sing-songy voice.

"Yeah, I bet he'll protect me from the Baltimore Butcher." You whispered, trying not to giggle like an elementary school girl.

"Oh, could you imagine those arms around you?" She sighed deeply, her hand firmly against her chest. "I would die."

"Not until he sinks his teeth into your neck." You smirked, gnashing your teeth together.

"I would let him." She rested her chin on her hand.

"Yeah, me too." You agreed.

"I would give anything to trade shifts with you." Charissa groaned.

"Well, you heard the boss." You shrugged, suddenly feeling much better about your assignment. "I gotta stay behind the bar."

"Oh, pobrecita." Charissa rolled her eyes. Underneath the stand, she put up her middle finger in your direction. "Suck a dick, [L/N]."

You walked backwards towards the bar, keeping your eyes on your friend. "That's the plan, baby."

You tried to make yourself look busy. You dared not look at him as he entered the restaurant.

He exchanged pleasantries with Charissa then took his seat at the bar. You pretended not to notice him right away, only to give you an extra second to compose yourself.

"Hi there." You greeted, knowing you'd feel stupid no matter what you said. "Er- good evening."

"[F/N] [L/N], I assume?" He asked.

Fuck, you thought. His voice was dark, low and made your insides tremble. Even though part of you knew he was going to know your name, it still felt so sensual passing his lips.

You realized you had waved to him with your bandaged hand. That's how he was about to identify you so quickly. "Yes, I am she. I mean- her. Me."

Way to go, dumbass. You thought. Now he knows you're nervous and he's going to wonder why.

“God, I need to stop wearing this damn thing.” You said, clearing your throat. “What can I get for you tonight?” 

He was quiet for a moment. "What do you recommend?"

"Well, that depends." You said, pulling your gaze from him and grabbing a few wine glasses down from a high shelf. It was the only way you could maintain your composure.

"On?"

"What you're having for dinner, for one." You said. "And whether or not you're a vulpine tabloid journalist trying to corner me into a dubiously ethical interview. That's also a factor."

"So that's how Miss Lounds wore you down?" He concluded. "With wine?"

You rested your elbows on the bar, filled with an intoxicating confidence. "She tried wine first. Then she tried to get me fired because she asked for chardonnay and I brought her chablis. And when that didn't work, she siphoned my gas."

"I wish I could say that was out of character for her." He looked at you, apologetically.

"I take it you've had your own run-ins with Freddie?" You smiled.

"She's tried to infiltrate my practice multiple times." He sighed. "She's entered my office under a fake name with a recording device in her purse."

"What a sick fuck." You said, before remembering you really weren't supposed to curse in front of customers. You covered your mouth. "Sorry."

The corners of his mouth turned up into an amused smile. "Don't apologize. You're right."

“So you’re a doctor?” You asked, hoping he wasn’t the type to be offended by questions. 

“I’m a psychiatrist.” He nodded. “I used to work as a surgeon, but I find the mind much more compelling.” 

"Seriously, though." You pushed yourself back to your feet. "What can I get for you?"

He eyed the wine menu and then looked back at you. "What is your favorite red?"

"My favorite red?" You placed your hand on your collarbones. "On a night like this, I enjoy a nice, dry Argentinean Malbec."

"In that case," he thumbed through the list once more. "I'll have a bottle of Cobos Chañares from 2016, please."

You smiled. You wouldn't mind taking a sip of that if he offered. "Right away."

You carefully pulled the solid black bottle from its crevice and placed it on the bar. You removed the plastic seal and reached for the corkscrew. The bottle opened with a satisfying pop, filling the air around you with the strong, complex and seemingly contradictory aromas.

You poured a bit of this criminally expensive wine into his glass. He smelled it, then swirled it for a moment before taking a sip.

"Redcurrants and vanilla," he began. "With floral notes that operate with the precision of interlocking gears in a clock. Everything in its place."

"So you're a sommelier and a poet?" You tilted your head and filled his glass. "I'll bet you make women swoon at every corner."

You never had the best grasp on flirting, but even you knew that line was awful.

“Are you flirting with me, Miss [L/N]?” He asked, clearly not too worried about the consequences and enjoying the flattery. “Or are you just trying to get a taste of this Malbec?” 

“Little bit of column A, little bit of column B.” You shrugged. “Though you are as handsome as everyone says, I’ve had my eyes on that wine for slightly longer.” 

You fought the urge to slap your hand over your mouth. You had just broken the cardinal rule of workplace gossip. Panic reverberated through your body as you tried to break down his unreadable expression. 

Once again, he just looked amused. “I’ve seen those lingering glances, the way you all whisper and giggle. It’s flattering.” 

You felt your cheeks growing hot. “...I see.” 

“If you tell me what they say about me, I’ll let you have a taste.” His eyes bored into yours. 

You paused, trying to decipher exactly what he was offering. Then it hit you. 

“Oh!” You interjected. “The wine.” 

“Yes, that’s what I meant.” He said. “Dare I ask where your mind went?” 

Your cheeks stung from all the uncomfortable smiling. “I’d really like to keep my job, thanks.” 

“Have you never heard of bartender-client confidentiality?” His voice lowered and his eyes found your lips. “Nothing we say tonight has to leave these four walls.” 

Your insides turned to jelly. He rested the wine glass in his hand and offered it to you. Your hands shaking, you cradled the glass like an 18th century French village prostitute being offered a mug of hot soup. You brought the glass to your lips, the strong, overwhelming smells assaulting your orifices.

You let the wine grace your tongue. You had taught yourself to overcome the sting of the alcohol and focus on the undertones. Your eyes rolled back in to your head and you let out a little noise of pleasure. 

“Christ on a bike, that’s decadent.” You said, gasping for air a little bit. You quickly passed the glass back to him before Matthew could see you. “Thank you.” 

“Now, indulge me.” He instructed, glancing at the fresh pink lipstick mark on his glass. “What do the lovely women of Terroir whisper while I’m just out of earshot?” 

You rested your elbows on the bar and leaned in close. “They say you’re a vampire.” 

Judging by his unchanging neutral expression, it clearly wasn’t the first time someone had made that connection. “Perhaps they’re on to something.” 

“One of our line cooks used to say you were the devil.” You informed him, hoping that was one he hadn’t heard before.

“Used to?” He raised his eyebrows. 

“Until Chase Mulvaney came around.” You instinctively ran your fingers over your bandages, as if to make sure they were still there. It was a nervous tick you’d developed anytime someone brought up that day. “He’s stopped talking about, like, anything having to do with his religion ever since.” 

“It takes a lot to get an evangelist to stop evangelizing.” He refilled his glass. “Do you think he lost his faith?” 

“I heard someone say in passing that it was because he and Chase Mulvaney went to the same church.” You whispered. “But I can’t verify that.” 

“I’d say it’s more likely than a regular customer being a vampire, wouldn’t you?” 

“I wouldn’t trust their word because they made a regular customer into a vampire.” You corrected, hoping he would overlook the fact that you were one of them. “Secrets may stay within these four walls, but they tend to bounce around. It’s only a matter of time before one escapes, and you’d better hope it’s not one of yours.” 

This man must have been an exceptional therapist, because, there you were, baring your soul to him after fifteen minutes and one sip of wine. Occasionally, you were pulled away from the conversation by another customer who had the audacity to also want a drink. But, very few people came to you with the sole intent of drinking on a Tuesday evening. You and the sommelier talked until closing time. 

“Thank you for a lovely evening, Miss [L/N].” He said pulling out his wallet. “You are as delightful in person as you are on paper.” 

“Thank you, but I never caught-” you said, but stopped yourself. “I mean, you never gave me your name.” 

He signed his name on the paper check, then pulled out a fifty and unceremoniously handed it to you. “Now why would you want to ruin the mystery?” 

“Nothing we say tonight has to leave these four walls, remember?” You grinned and crossed your arms. “Come on, I won’t tell anyone.” 

He took the customer copy of the receipt and scribbled something down on it. He the folded it in half and slid it in your direction as if it contained nuclear launch codes. 

“Join me for dinner someday.” He ordered. “I’ll supply the Malbec.” 

#hannibal x reader #hannibal lecter #hannibal nbc #hannibal x you #hannigram #hannigram x reader #the sommelier #wine #tw trauma #tw victim blaming #tw alcohol

[devereauxsdisease]

Fic Questions

I was tagged by @stronglyobsessed - and I needed a second to let my brain figure out something in a fic...so let’s do this.

1) How many works do you have on AO3?

115

2) What’s your total AO3 word count?

  784,370 ... I’m guessing at least half are dick jokes.

3) How many fandoms have you written for and what are they?

Only two, really (Hannibal and OMG, Check Please!), but technically 5 if you count all the Hannibal HEU fics (Spacedogs, Tristhad)

4) What are your top 5 fics by kudos?

The Substitute (Hannigram)

You’ll Be the Death of Me (Hannigram)

The Long Weekend (Hannigram)

Space Invader (Spacedogs)

Green Card (Spacedogs)

5) Do you respond to comments, why or why not?

I try to. Sometimes I get overwhelmed with life stuff and I get behind, then I get into a shame spiral about being a horrible author that doesn’t deserve comments if she doesn’t respond to them. And look. I love comments. I thrive on them. But I usually end up fighting my brain trying to stay on top of answering them. If I haven’t responded to you - I’m sorry, and I’m grateful. I’m trying. 

6) What’s the fic you’ve written with the angstiest ending?

Um...I usually do angst with a happy ending? Because the world is angsty enough without my help. Still...I guess Echoes would be the top candidate. Though I do have an upcoming story that might take the title? 

7) Do you write crossovers? If so what is the craziest one you’ve written?

One of my favorite things to write is Spacedogs, so I think that counts. I’m working on a new-ish crossover I think is pretty fun, so we’ll see. 

8) Have you ever received hate on a fic?

I’ve been exceptionally lucky, everyone in my comments section has been incredibly kind to me. If anyone hates on my fics, they’re doing it behind my back, which is polite. Hannibal would approve. 

I did get someone who threatened to report me to the AO3 police because they didn’t like who bottomed in a fic, but no arrests were made and the charges were dropped. 

9) Do you write smut? If so what kind?

LOL when I started writing fics I swore I wouldn’t write smut. That lasted...six fics? So yeah, I write it in almost all my fics now. It’s usually smut with feelings, with shades of kink if it fits the story. 

10) Have you ever had a fic stolen?

There was a weird kerfuffle with Space Invader a while back, but I don’t think it was a steal. I don’t want to think that, anyway. That’s the only one I can think of. 

11) Have you ever had a fic translated?

A few.

12) Have you ever co-written a fic before?

YES! I’ve done one with the wonderful @wrathofthestag and @chronicopheliac. I’ve done some collections with others too that were fun. 

13) What’s your all time favorite ship?

Spacedogs. It just...absolutely shouldn’t work, and it always does. I love Nigel and Adam. And they somehow make things so much easier than Hanners and Will. 

14) What’s a WIP that you want to finish but don’t think you ever will?

I mean...there’s nothing published. I try not to post anything I haven’t absolutely finished writing. But...*glances at my To Write Files* there’s SO MANY on my hard drive. I really want to get around to writing about Hannibal showing up to a cookout in Maine and introducing Will and a totally oblivious Molly to his wife and son (and Will’s breakdown that ensues). But...I’d need to be a fulltime fic writer to devote the energy to that it deserves. 

15) What are your writing strengths?

I really like my dialogue. I also think I’m funny. 

16) What are your writing weaknesses?

I’m dyslexic so like...any of the formal rules/spellings catch me pretty quickly, especially if I’m writing fast. 

17) What are your thoughts on writing dialogue in other languages in a fic?

I’ve done it before. I try not to rely upon Google translate, and if I can, I’ll find a native speaker to help me. I think you have a responsibility to get it as right as possible - like setting a story in a foreign country. I want to think if a native speaker comes across my work, it won’t take them out of the story. 

18) What was the first fandom you wrote for?

Hannibal, on a dare from one of my favorite fandom people.

19) What’s your favorite fic you’ve written?

Um...I love Feathers because it was just such a blast to write. The Long Weekend and Post-It were the hardest for me to write (there’s a lot of angst and some of it was personal), so I’m proudest of them. 

Also Mongoose Day, because I still think it’s the funniest thing I’ve ever written. 

Not sure how many to tag, but this was fun, so I’ll tag a few I think will play along: @wrathofthestag @tcbook @raiast and literally anyone else who wants an excuse to procrastinate! 

#fic questions #Dev procrastinates #so many fics so little time

[ryoceann]

welcome to my blog💘 this blog is pure chaos but regardless i hope you have a great time on here <33 before you follow please just go through this post once so y’all don’t scream at me later mwah <3

hi! my name’s avery <3 i’m bi and a POC, pronouns are she/they and this is my smol little space to scream and obsess over my interests!🥳

-multifandom. i am in MANY fandoms and they’re all varied. so many shows and so many characters i kin and many real people i adore to the moon and back too. it's all on my blog🙏 i ship many problematic ships like wincest, sylki, hannigram(? idk im just being careful) and have dipped my toes into j2 tinhatting as well. it’s way dialed down now tho but uhhhh those men r weird. anyways so yeah! eyes peeled for that!!! also there is um larry too. its real besties idk what to say

-i stan SO MANY characters. be prepared at any time for massive reblogs of them whenever i’m missing them.

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-i ramble so much in tags and all of it is necessary to weave a rich tapestry of me in ur mind.

-i really do not care what you ship or who you like. im a v tolerant person. asking 4 u to do the same 🙏🙏🙏

-discrimination of any sort will NOT be tolerated here. 

-i know how to separate a character from an actor or fiction from reality. if u do not that is a YOU problem. 

-send me asks or messages anytime! i love talking💘

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[kirschface]

A rant

Hi! I’ve never posted anything about NBC’s Hannibal but I figured in honor of the trailer for Clarice coming out, and the god awful comments coming with it, I decided to speak up on how much I hate the toxicity. Also, no, I don’t have screenshots. I usually don’t think to get them in these situations.

A. Hating the new show purely because you want season 4

I like Hannibal just as much as the next fannibal, but guys. Clarice JUST RELEASED the trailer. CBS isn’t connected to NBC, complaining that it’s not Hannibal won’t get you a season 4. They aren’t even directed by the same person.

B. Hating on/bullying people for kinning Clarice

Jesus Fucking Christ, where do I start. I’ve joined multiple Hannibal servers lately so I can make more friends in the fandom. I’ve left all but one because I was harassed for kinning Clarice Starling, mainly by Will kins. Seeing as she’s one of my highest kins, I can’t hide the fact I kin her just to be accepted by a fandom. 

C. Ship wars up the wazoo

Yeah, this is probably the worst case of hypocrisy I’ve ever seen in a fandom. First off, I’m gonna state that I ship Clannibal. You can hate me all you want, but it’s one of my biggest comfort ships. You also literally can’t deny canon just because you think a ship is more pure. Read the books, they literally get married. I used to ship Hannigram and Clannibal at the same time, so I don’t see why the two ships can’t coexist in peace, they’re both the same level of bad. I know why both are bad, it’s an argument for another day. (Also, can someone DM me and explain wtf ‘rainbow meat’ is? I saw some stuff on insta about the discourse, but I don’t interact with Twitter)

D. Gatekeeping

I know the fandom is mainly LGBT guys, but it doesn’t mean that straight people (specifically straight women) can’t enjoy it. I have a few friends who got harassed over shipping Hannigram and watching the show, despite not in the slightest being what y’all call fujoshis. 

And before you try to pin any of my hot takes as me being homophobic: 

I’m a non-binary, bisexual, sappho-romantic person. LGBT people can enjoy straight ships too, chill out with labeling people (especially women) as homophobic or straight because of it.

ANYWAYS, please don’t argue in the comments, tags, etc. I’m okay with CIVIL debate over this. I don’t block people, so go ahead and block me if you don’t agree.

#Hannibal #nbc hannibal #silence of the lambs #clannibal #hannigram #fannibals #discourse

[aragima]

hannibal questions! 🍖🔪

@nietzscheantrout @horrorlesbians and @hanniba1 wanted me to answer these hannibal questions and i wrote too much but oh well! thanks to all 3 of you ilu!!!

favorite episode and why: oh we’re just goin straight to the hard questions huh um OKAY so i think i can only do an ep a season - s1: SORBET SUPREMACY! you get to see the exact moment will looks at hannibal and thinks “.........shit. it’s him isn’t it. he’s The One. SHIT.” and that is so important to me - s2: this one is really hard maybe naka-choko? it’s so fucking gay and sexy. but tome-wan... but mizumono............ yeah idk - s3: torn between digestivo and the wrath of the lamb cuz they both hurt SOOO good much; i love will breaking up with hannibal and hannibal manipulating the situation so will can’t leave asldkjansk it’s so toxic we have to stan..... and for twotl i mean do i really have to give a reason every scene LIVES in my mind and it contains my favorite shot in the whole show:

that is LOVE baby! that is DESIRE! that is being ENTHRALLED!!!!

least favorite episode and why: i feel like they’re all so necessary that it’s kind of impossible to say but probably antipasto. i get sick of hannibal and bedelia’s shenanigans really quickly and as much as i hate to admit it... i miss will. i also think it was an extremely weak season opener and i blame it for getting the show canceled sjshshsgsg the resentment...

favorite side character: chiyoh or jimmy or actually wait— RANDALL TIER 🖤

if you could bring back one character who died, who would it be?: RANDALL FUCKING TIER. i want there to be a weird thing with him and hannibal and will going on. but also i love what his death did for will so idfk, other than him it’s gotta be beverly

dish prepared in the show that you would like to try eating/making: i was supposed to make hannibal’s osso bucco recipe like 3 weeks ago but it completely slipped my mind so i guess i’ll get on that my next grocery trip  

which side character would you kill off?: chilton just because for god’s sake just let the man DIE ALREADY poor guy <- i’m taking ava’s answer because YEAH

was there any scene that you didn’t like to look at?: nah. the skin ripping scenes at the beginning of either kaiseki or sakizuki (idk i don’t remember, i hardly watch s2a) are particularly brutal but i tough it out

biggest ship: i mean do i even have to say

why did you start watching hannibal?: my wife, who was my girlfriend at the time, and her dad were watching it as it was airing and i was like “oh cool hannibal lecter origin story” but due to inconsistent access to the episodes i would just watch it randomly and that is... not the way to watch hannibal. i gave up around the end of s2 but knew hannigram was It regardless. i decided to watch s3 for the first time earlier this year just to have finished it and was like HOLD UP and did an immediate rewatch that left me... well, how i am now

favorite hannibal fic if you’ve read any?:

oh boy. yall ready for this? all of these can be found on ao3 obviously (i’m so sorry this is so long but i guess i’ve been asked to put together a fic rec anyway)

as soft, as wide as air by blackknightsatellite, the ladders series by emungere, blackbird by emungere, consenting to dream series by emungere, taken for rubies by emungere, at first meeting by emungere, protect me from what i want by @alienfuckeronmain, god of the cold, cold wars by highermagic, the abyss smiled back by highermagic, pomegranate seeds by highermagic, absolute zero by highermagic, in the truly gruesome do we trust by sidnihoudini, TKO by sidnihoudini, oh dear by lunarwench, each according to its kind by chapparral_crown, a flood in our hearts by nanoochka, let me sinful be by darlingred, uncomplicated by stratumgermanitivum & youaremydesign, good bones by @damnslippyplanet​, like they do in babylon by @damnslippyplanet​, your obedient servant by kareliasweet, past our satellites by shotgunsinlace, only the tender meat by isagel, the shape of me will always be you by missdisoriental, a white-walled room by rodabonor, spleen et idéal by rodabonor, the paper doll series by rodabonor, a common point of interest by rodabonor [i do NOT like a/b/o stuff but if i did... it’s this fic], just thought you should know by earthsickwithoutyou, the sacrificial lamb by princesskay, transcendent suffering by itsbeautiful, not something polite by moistdrippings, leave your message after the tone by onewhositswithturtles, holes in the floor of the mind by feverdreamblood, crossing caina by feverdreamblood, the archipelago series by melusine10, but seas between us braid hae roar’d by kareliasweet

have you watched any of the hannibal films?: yeah all of them except manhunter! i grew up watching silence of the lambs because my mom loved it and i went thru a big edward norton phase as a teen so i’ve seen red dragon like 10 times

have you read the thomas harris books?: no and i’m not going to lmao #fakefan

favorite murder tableau: if we’re talking just hannibal’s- the judge. if we’re talking Murder Bad But Kinda Pretty like in general probably the mushroom people or the totem

favorite blood spill: will imagining hannibal while he beats randall to death or The Gutting of Will Graham

what’re some of your headcanons?: - will is good at shibari (backed up in canon: his fishing knots, the firefly man’s full body hishi karada harness) - hannibal rarely listens to modern, non-classical music but he’s a björk fan and he saw one of her chapel performances during the vespertine era and was Moved - will listens to classic rock (zeppelin, the doors, pink floyd) with some classic country (patsy, merle, johnny) and blues (billie, muddy, bessie) thrown in. he’s also a sucker for early/mid-90s college rock/alternative/grunge - will plays the piano (because of the piano in his living room) and the harmonica (because he’s country white trash); he’s kind of shit tho - hannibal fell for will somewhere between “my thoughts are often not tasty” and “you won’t like me when i’m psychoanalyzed” (love at first sight! at last sight! at ever and ever sight!!!) - will’s circumcised, hannibal isn’t 🤪 - hannibal’s a gemini!!!! adaptable, creative, intelligent, outgoing, impulsive, etc - will’s an aquarius!!!!! analytical, a loner, temperamental, unique, compassionate, etc - will’s mom was jewish go read my fic about it https://archiveofourown.org/works/26774326 - hannibal is an agender man (tbh i think of this as canon, it’s just unstated/undefined) - hannibal can speak russian, spanish, and a teensy bit of portuguese in addition to the other languages we know he speaks (lithuanian, english, french, italian, japanese) - will speaks limited amounts of french; he learned it as a kid in louisiana - ED TW will sometimes has a Difficult relationship with food due to food instability by the way of poverty as a kid and goes through periods where it’s hard to keep himself fed, but hannibal is so good for him in that way because he keeps him from going hungry 😓 (yes this is me projecting but also it makes SENSE) - hannibal typically bottoms but THEY DEFINITELY ARE BOTH VERS and will never stops being surprised by how much he loves catching a dick. every time is like religious experience. okay? okay - they’re also both very kinky and switches but tbh.... will was made to Dom hannibal like that’s the reason he exists he could drag that old bitch around by a leash and hannibal would be in heaven HANNIBAL WOULD CALL HIM SIR - the first time they have sex hannibal comes like immediately but he isn’t embarrassed because he’s hannibal fucking lecter and hannibal lecter doesn’t get embarrassed - i have a hc for their favorite sex positions but i’m not gonna put that here because i don’t want yall calling me crazy any more than you probably already do but if you wanna know just DM me all i do is think about them fucking it’s a curse - okay no more dirty stuff abigail called hannibal “dad” on more than one occasion and it was half-joking but it also felt comfortable to her; she never thought to call will “dad” because he’s a weirdo and never knew her as much as he knew his idea of her - hannibal taught her to play piano at the cliff house - beverly is pansexual!!! - brian and jimmy kissed one time when they were drunk and they NEVER talk about it EVER - chiyoh is straight probably. i know, i know, everyone says she’s a lesbian and if she’s a lesbian to you that’s awesome! she’s a lesbian! but idk i just think she’s SO fucking straight and tbh i mourn bc that’s my wife. she could MAYBE be bicurious... - chiyoh is non-monogamous and doesn’t do serious relationships, she doesn’t like the idea of being tied to one person ever since she left the lecter castle - she helped hannibal and will escape after The Fall; she told hannibal she would continue to watch over him and i think she did, she got them a boat and got them the fuck out of there - MOLLY IS DOING SO MUCH BETTER WITHOUT WILL. SHE’S SO GLAD SHE GOT OUT OF THAT WHEN SHE DID. she has a good, long talk with alana and finds out all the shit about him and hannibal that will never told her (and it was a lot), gets drunk and burns all his shit, and then washes her hands of the whole thing; moves to a different state, gets a girlfriend, and never thinks about will again

okay i’m capping it there or i’m never gonna stop!! i’m not tagging anyone cuz i think everyone has done this by now lmao but if you’re a mutual who hasn’t and you want to just do it and say i tagged you!! mwah!!!!

#blood #long post #hannigram fic rec #hc

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i was tagged by @matthewbrown and @cannnibal for these super fun hannibal questions!! thank you both so much i always love gushing about this show as we know

Favourite episode and why: oh god okay, if i HAD to pick one it’s mizumono. it’s just such a Perfect episode, it’s so ridiculously beautiful down to the tiniest detail, like the ticking clock sound that plays through most the episode???? love it. my other top favorite episodes are secondo, primavera, shiizakana, dolce, naka choko, appertivo, tome wan, trou normand, the wrath of the lamb, the number of the beast is 666, contorno, mukōzuke and su-zakana.

Least favourite episode and why: uhhh, i honestly love them all?? i guess probably either hassun or takiawase?? just they feel the slowest to me i guess.

Favourite side character: jimmy price!!!! i love him so much. i’d say beverly but she’s not a side character in my eyes.

If you could bring back one character who died, who would it be?: abigail because she didn’t deserve to die. i know it held value for the story but i really wish she hadn’t, especially in that way. it’s beautifully tragic and painful but she as a person deserved better.

Dish prepared in the show that you would like to try eating/ making: all of it except the weird ass nietzschean trout and that disgusting jello with the fish in it because those look DISGUSTING. and the frois gras for the same reason as bella. everything else i would try, can’t promise i’d like it but i’d definitely try it.

Which side character would you kill off?: chilton just because for god’s sake just let the man DIE ALREADY poor guy

Was there any scene that you didn’t like to look at?: i’ve talked about it before but the intubation scene is by far the scene that causes me the most discomfort. it feels so much like a rape scene and the symbolism of it, it Is a rape scene, a violation of will’s body. the way hannibal strokes his face i just. yeah. also the lobotomy scene but i have a thing with eyes. other than that the gore never bothers me much, at least not anymore i’ve seen it some many times.

Biggest ship: hannigram obviously like..... why is this even a question

Why did you start watching Hannibal?: i have always been a big fan of the hannibal films, and red dragon was always my favorite so when i found out they were doing a show i was stoked! i watched the first two seasons when it first aired but i lost cable around the time season 3 aired so i didn’t end up finishing it until 2016. so yes, i ended on MIZUMONO and didn’t see any more for TWO YEARS. it was traumatic.

Favourite Hannibal fic if you’ve read any?: okay i went through a period of like 3 months where i just Binge read them and they were all good but they’ve sort of blurred together. but a few that really stuck out for me were

Blackbird

Two Solitudes

As soft, as wide as air

Of Putrefaction, Saccharine (lol this one fucked me UP and i CRIED)

I Didn’t Know It Could Be Like This (part 1) & If The World Burned to Ash, Still We Would Remain (part 2)

What We Talk About When We Talk About Blood (i never read the second part bc it’s not finished, and i REFUSE to start a incomplete fic)

Change Me (If You Dare)

Have you watched any of the Hannibal films?: yes!! i grew up watching red dragon, silence of the lambs and hannibal. i think i watched silence of the lambs for the first time when i was like 7 or 8 LMAO which explains a lot. the only ones i haven’t seen are hannibal rising and i really wanna watch manhunter!

Have you read the Thomas Harris books?: i’m in the process of reading red dragon, but i most definitely prefer the show.

Favourite murder tableau: in the whole show it’s the prisoner, because the significance it holds for will’s character arc. but if we’re talking about the more traditional murder tableau’s i’m gonna go with cassie boyle’s it’s visually very striking and beautiful in a horribly morbid way.

Favourite blood spill: oh god a lot of them but uhhh, obviously the slaying of the dragon, will imaging slitting hannibal’s throat in tome wan, and then i completely loose my damn mind over will imaging being randall tier in shiizakana when he’s covered in blood and has the antlers coming out of his back i— 👁👄👁

What’re some of your headcanons?: it’s not necessarily a headcanon and more of an analysis but i go absolutely FERAL when i read any meta talking about will holding a more traditionally feminine role in the story of the show, especially talking about him being a gothic heroine. it’s why i loose my mind over any comparisons of hannibal and dracula and will being mina i just [incoherent screaming]. i also obviously love any headcanon’s of dark will graham. it’s something i post about myself a lot because to me it’s not headcanon, it is canon supported throughout the show, that will is killer who wears a person suit the same as hannibal. he’s not just a righteous killer, he has the exact same capacity for violence as hannibal. he just had a harder time accepting it.

i tag (and once again if i double tag y’all i’m sorry!!) @aragima @arunima @horrorcupid @nietzscheantrout @honnibal @hughdancyx @marg0t-verger @serialcannibal @hotgirlhannibal @francisforever and anyone else who wants to do it obviously xx

#🦂 #some of my answers are too long oops #tag games #hannibal #long post /

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(for the unpopular opinion asks) fanfics (especially hannibal ones) that attempt to smooth over all the issues presented in the show (e.g. just taking away all the character's trauma, making them Not Murderers) are... usually not at all enjoyable and take away an integral aspect of the characters or their relationships to each other almost always

strongly agree | agree | neutral | disagree | strongly disagree

i was actually going to make a post abt this earlier today in regards to some tma fics and especially jonelias. but. gah. YEAH. especially with hannigram it’s actually really upsetting to me to see them presented as Cute and Healthy while taking away all of the complexity of the source material, because-- they’re a canonically abusive relationship? there is more hannigram fic tagged ‘Fluff’ (2,359) than tagged ‘Psychiatric Abuse’ (2) and imo this is actually really reflective of problems in the hannibal fandom! if y’all want fluff that doesn’t have to address psychiatric abuse, have you considered Literally Any Other Fandom! or, like, sometimes i see tma fics that try to address the problems with Daisy or Daisira by just going “au where daisy’s not a cop” when.... that is in a lot of ways the core of her character and her arc and her relationship with Basira, is being the sort of person who sorts people into ‘good’ and ‘monster’ and thinks that the monsters all deserve to die, and being in a structure that supports her in this, and Basira being part of this structure too and enabling her, and then taking a look at herself and realizing that she’s wrong

anyway i’m sure there are people out there who enjoy that stuff and like.... live your bliss, etc etc, but for me it just feels like. ripping out the nuance and the complexity and the interesting bits, and often the entire emotional core of a story, and replacing it with this.... happy thing with only a surface resemblance to whatever i loved about the source material. i really don’t like it.

#unstrungbones #therapists dni

[nalyra-dreaming]

  So I always post a recap, mostly for myself 🙂 (for later^^), but I hope you will enjoy as well! (Got a kiss from Will there and Hannibal didn’t kill me!  – Win win!!) 🙂

I arrived on Wednesday afternoon this time, planning on working on Ravage stuff that evening with Romina, but we ended up with Electra and room service instead, which was awesome. (Thank you soooo much for the little firefly man dear!!!)

Thursday was Ravage ToDos then and London – going by Fuller’s on the way

getting my daughter a Harry Potter „Hedwig“ (as requested^^)

and dinner at the Michelin-star „Aquavit“ (Skandinavian Restaurant – the Blood Pudding was DELICIOUS!)

  and then Pinter’s Theatre, watching Martin Freeman’s performance.

    (We tried to catch him at the Stage Door, but he came out after 2h(?) and we left after 1h in the snow, because you know, Mads and Richard wouldn’t go so well with pneumonia^^).

Friday I spent a LOT of time trying to catch all the Fannibals I saw, say hi and invite them to sign „my Mads“ – bought back then for the German Comic Con 2016 (when he canceled) this has now been utterly filled up with Fannibal love from all over the place! (And Evalie brought her Will! It’s the same one from the meme photo you might have seen btw^^)

(And I had him sign it, too :))) Picked up lots of beautiful things from the con, but they’re mostly in the big package still and on their way home.

Opening ceremony had standing ovations, driving home the fact, that these people were actually there!

  Truly amazing.

Meet and greet was fun but short, they only did a few minutes each.

  Still enough time to realize a few interesting things about them, Scott being really aware of what we put on the table for example and interested in Radiance (looking through it ) and trying the Hannigram smarties that @TheCakeIsPeople brought, Aaron loving that people liked the Go-Getters and his other projects so much, Jeremy very unsure at that point still (Twitter feed later showed he always said the same things^^) but very deep and elaborate answers already, Richard interested in where everybody was from and commenting when he knew the place, Mads on beer 4 (afaik) at our table and a bit brisk, recognizing fans he met before, talking swedish with the Fannibals there and refusing to put on the bite mask we had laid out (as decoration) on sight^^^^. Darn. 😛

  On Saturday I had 5 (!) photo ops, group with Romina, Aaron & Scott, 2 Mads and a Mads and Richard one. I took the cardboard to the photo op with Mads and we had to redo the photo 4 times, because of the glare :))) (Starfury put them all up for digital download, wohooo) and he was amazed by all the signatures on it!! Also – really life size 😛

The other was with something for the Kickstarter, I can’t show you yet^^.

Richard didn’t really pose that day, he was very stiff, hands in his pockets, standing to the side – we wondered if he maybe had a bad con experience before. (That was different day 2, yeah, good job Fannibals!!). Unfortunately you cannot see the “I’m fine” on my shirt, that’s what I was pointing at^^

Panels from noon, with Aaron and Scott being their usual hilarious selfs, Mads kind and witty (even though some of the questions were really… ugh. Disgraceful – someone asked him if he got „excited“ in the sex scenes for Polar(!) and someone else told him he didn’t have a fashion sense (like what the actual fuck?)).

Richard had an introduction interview with Sean on the first day, with only a few audience questions. Again, I think he was a bit … IDK, careful. On Sunday he did an open panel and was way more relaxed there as well! And he is SO WITTY and intelligent! And much more good looking in person than on screen somehow. Like really. A bit scary. :))

  Mads is very nice, smelling lightly of cigarettes (well, duh^^), it was funny to watch/experience the poses he switches through for photos^^. Very easy to ask and stand next to. My hands were shaking nonetheless^^.

Aaron and Scott gave me one of the best hugs ever, I already had my pose with them from last time and told them so, just wanting a hug 🙂

Signing was fun, Mads and Richard, with Mads signing my three books (not showing you Ravage yet!), and I showed him the scene with the illustration of „Will pushing Hannibal in a wheelchair, at Bedelia’s dinner“ – because he had said in his panel that Will would have really enjoyed having the upper hand in S4, pushing Hannibal around in a wheelchair(!!). AND I FUCKING WROTE THAT. (Not actually in „A blackish red hue“ (at least the Ao3 version! (The book version has that scene)) but the image has created for a scene EXACTLY of that (and then adapted into the book, with permission of the artist(!)). I just…. I WANT TO SEE THAT, DAMMIT!! He said „Very good call“ :))) And then personalized it to me <33

  Also, at that point he knew about the cardboard cutout being from the GCC, so they must’ve talked about it backstage! And I asked him to sign it all over his own face which he did, grinning. 

And he’s finally on the LA Times ad, completing it.

AND on the sword sheath, checking all the signatures and commenting on them. He wanted to know where it was from and I explained and he was amazed. (Since he and Richard signed so small (in comparison to Eddie Izzard^^), I was able to put Scott, Aaron and Jeremy on it as well – you can’t see Scott here because he didn’t press that hard, his signature is above Aaron’s).

Oh, and Mads didn’t know that Hannibal got an Emmy nom that year we put up the ad in the LA Times – he was surprised and asked me which ones and of COURSE I’d had forgotten. Hope his team relays him the info via the tag on Twitter^^.

Richard just grinned a bit when I told him that the book is my S4-8 and that it starts at the Motel. He had an interesting expression on his face, I can’t really describe it, maybe a „would’ve sported dimples if he actually had them“, you know. Amusement-tinged. Also very interested in the signatures on the sword sheath!

Life goals. :)))

I had dinner in the bar late afternoon (the London Pride ale is very good imho^^), and then the cosplay contest was on and Noah won, yay, as flaming Chilton!!! They put up the incredible Wendigo-Cake there, from KitchenConjurer – it was cut up the next day, because Mads wasn’t at the cosplay contest.

Don’t remember what I did after the cosplay, lol. Ahem. 🙂 I think I went to my room because I was exhausted. ^^ All the nerves shot from the photo shoots and signings^^.

Next morning were more photos – another with Richard (and a little red dragon by PersephoneSiren!!!!!), who was so much more relaxed that day, and one with Jeremy – who was a bit bewildered by my ask to give me Bunny Ears – and THEN went and did the same expression Hugh Dancy and Joe Anderson did!!!!!! ROFL. Amazing!

  Incredible panels followed – I would invite everyone who hasn’t to read through the Twitter transcript tweets – Aaron and Scott gave Mads a run for his money – aka he never stood a chance :))))

And then they went and cut the ear and nose/chin off the Wendigo cake and Scott kissed Aaron with its lips and you should have seen Mads’ face :))))) Hilarious! ❤

  Jeremy is a panel revelation(!), I would pay REAL money to have him, Richard and Hugh on one stage, talking. These three must be so extraordinary together. (They already are separately, just saying… that would be like an intellectual orgasm).

Had to queue early and so I went and got my autos from Aaron and Scott and Jeremy then, who were soooo sweet and appreciative. And Aaron smiled when he saw the Go-Getters DVD, gave the DVD inside a little pet and signed it to me with a very sweet personalization.

Can’t wait for his new film btw, because the Go-Getters is hilarious and you should definitely watch it!!!!!

Another bar visit for food and ale and then the closing ceremony. Already.

It’s been almost 5 days and yet the time flew.

I cried.

And then I went to my room and packed up everything, creating an impromptu bubblewrap-suitcase. Went through fine, fortunately.

It’s been incredible and I will gladly come back no matter the guests (though these were incredible of course!), who knows maybe I can go to FFT3 if/when it happens as well, and I hope I manage some meat-ups. I met more people than I can remember, spent some very precious times in deep discussions on not so easy subjects, which I love and which is so, so, SO important.

If you’re reading this – thank you for doing so!

And if I met you there – thank you for making my weekend. Because the guests is one thing, but meeting you guys…. that is incredible.

I hope you enjoyed this 🙂

Feel free to ask if you have questions!

Personal RDC5 recap So I always post a recap, mostly for myself 🙂 (for later^^), but I hope you will enjoy as well!

#fannibals #hannibal #london #personal #pictures #rdc5 #recap #mads mikkelsen #richard armitage #aaron abrams #scott thompson #jeremy davies

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10+1 tag game

Rules are simple: Answer 10 questions, tag ten people and add a question for the next person to answer. Only answer from #2 on!

Thanks to @three-black-cats for tagging me, love ya

1.What is your favourite song?

JUST ONE?

At the moment I’ll have to say either LA Devotee by Panic!At The Disco or Changes by David Bowie (I have both stuck in my head.) But I think my all-time favourites are Bohemian Rhapsody by Queen (basic, I know, but out of the fact that it’s a motherfucking good song I also have a lot of memories built around it), I Don’t Care by Fall Out Boy, and Wish You Were Here by Pink Floyd (again I have an emotional bound with it since it was the first song I played with my band in, like, 7th grade)

2.What is your most prized possession?

Uh idk, if you’re talking about price I think my phone. And then my dr.Martens boots, I paid a shit ton of money for them but I’ve had them for like 3 years and I don’t regret anything.

If we talk about “emotional” prize instead I’d say all the “silly” gift my friends have given me over the years, including a little creepy statue of a frog (yk I had a phase in which I would just burst out laughing when I heard the “f-word” for no reason), a bookmark with a dinosaur on it (I had specifically asked to get a dinosaur for my birthday), and a cat plush from my best friend.

3.Favorite OTP or BROTP or OT3?

My all-time OTP has to be Hannigram because it has it all, it represents to me the idea of romantic love fully. But I’ve also been a Wolfstar junkie, shipped a lot of GinnyxLuna and I’m currently obsessing over Newmann (@three-black-cats that’s your fault and you know it)

4.Favorite fanfic or fan art?

Idk I don’t think I have a favorite one. But I know for sure that when we talk about Newmann anything from this nerd who tagged me is AWESOME. (so maybe if you’re into gay scientists being mutual idiots go check her out???)

5.Favorite beverage aside from water?

uhHHH I’m a literal H2HOE so this is a bad question. But, tea. Or coffee also but mostly tea.

6.Favorite actor?

This one is hard. Again: just one??

As a Fannibal I’m compelled to cite Hugh and Mads bc come on. THEY’RE AWESOME. I haven’t actually seen many of their films but Hannibal was enough to make me love them.

Also Michael Fassbender and fucking JODIE FOSTER, because, Hannibal aside, she’s literally amazing and I have a huge crush on her. But I love so many more actors idk I can’t choose

7.Favorite color and why?

Yellow?? Idk it’s happy and bright and flamboyant (I wear black more tho) Or maybe blue.

8.Favorite animal besides dogs/cats?

BATS. Bats are the fucking cutest things to ever exists. Also there’s all this supernatural/vampires/witches thing going on so yeah even better

9.Is it better to know or not know?

I think it’s better for your peace of mind to not know things, but honestly, I personally like to know.

10.Aesthetic?

Well I don’t know if it’s a thing but like... formal punk? I have this undying love for rock/emo/goth/edgy stuff from my early teens but with time I also added more minimalist/classy stuff, both for aesthetic and practical reasons. So yeah catch me in a tailored suits with a band tee underneath and combat boots

+1: Last book you’ve read?

Tagging: @felicity-smoak-is-my-goddess @theartbreak @thats-kat-with-a-k @nekojetto @ishannibalinlovewithme @strongwillgraham @fleeingintosilence @wtfannibal @blood-on-my-french-fries @softhanners