#please i cannot be alone here

[kevinsynthv]

ANY KORONBA FANS ON HERE?? i make so many remixes and arranges of the funny kokowa/here is song please

#please i cannot be alone here #koronba #lcddem #utau #uptownp music

[breadandblankets]

read Wayne family adventures and want a more accessible path into comics than a billion issues reading lists?

scared of what you heard about Bruce in comics?

curious as to what duke fans get all huffy about when a new wfa issue comes out?

introducing:

#wayne family adventures #bruce wayne #tim drake #jason todd #duke thomas #here are some more sales pitches: #this is a collected anthology of a lot of duke's appearances as the signal #like yes obv start with we are robin BUT if you want to get Right into the nice mentor&mentee relationship between bruce and duke and thenn #go back and read WAR i underdstand have a nice day #if you only have a little bit of reading time and you wanna understand duke a little better read this #it goes over his training and such with bruce #i think it literally has 4 or 5 issues and includes some of bruce and dukes brain genius thinking (read disasters) #i will make you care about duke thomas or die trying #but just.. please you cannot survive on wfa and fic alone #and bruce and duke's relationship is really nice and mostly healthy #which cannot be said for his relationship with Licherally any other bat #why are you still on tumblr go read it #bread talk

[puppetmaster13u]

Prompt 267

Danny is rather incensed, but it’s absolutely nothing compared to Tucker and Sam. 

Not only are they children, again, despite being ready for freaking college (which he had worked so hard throughout the summer, what with his grades thanks to ghosts) literal hours before, but they’re also in a completely new place.

And now they’re toddlers! Toddlers! Two or three at most! It’s horrible, they’re all so tiny and clumsy and practically none of their powers work and-

Is that a dragon? 

There is now a dragon sniffing at them which is heavily concerning. Um, hey, please don’t eat them? Pretty please? They will growl and bite at you- oh Ancients that’s a lot of dragons. 

#Prompts #Danny Phantom Crossover #HTTYD Crossover #DP x HTTYD #Space core Danny #Life core Sam #Storm core Tucker #The dragons of the nest: Wow strange wingless hatchlings like stinging-ground-cousins #Dragons: :( Where are their caretakers have bad-metal spikes got them? Oh no are they ALONE?! #Cloudjumper bringing Valka to the nest: :) I brought friend who can help strange-hatchlings :) #There is a language barrier issue #The trio deserve to be absolutely Feral #They can glow but they’re also babies (& even when they regrow to adults they don’t get every power) #Or their ghost forms which is annoying #Halfa Trio #Did Cloudjumper grab Hiccup too or just Valka? Up to the writer #Valka expecting to be eaten: Why are there three babes here- #Bewilderbeast: Hi hello yes please take the hatchlings they cannot get off me without help as they have no wings thanks #httyd x dp

[somecunttookmyurl]

all the while society conflates "being an adult" with "having a proper job" and "having money to make arbitrary Adult Purchases" disabled people who can't work - or can only work part time or can only do entry level baby jobs - will never be 'allowed' to be adults

you can say "being an adult is looking after yourself you don't have to have a job!!!" all you want but most people who say that will still assume anybody who doesn't either can't or won't 'look after themselves' actually. and every 'marker' of 'adulthood' that's observable and thus actually counts or whatever loops back around to... having a job and 'contributing' something

#yeah i have netflix on all day #i am quite literally signed off of work for the -rest of my life- #what the fuck else would you like me to do with my time when most people are in fact at work #or did you think i can't have the tv on and put laundry away at the same time or something #must i work on commissions on silence in a dour room to be perceived as an adult #anyway 'looking after yourself/your home/your pet' is not observable #to anybody who doesn't like ACTUALLY live in your house #unless you are extremely obviously NOT doing it #if a tree falls in a forest etc #owning a house? job. like not even 'in this economy? lol' #disabled people LITERALLY can't because we aren't allowed to have enough savings for a deposit #car? would you honestly trust me with a vehicle lol but also: job #you mostly cannot buy a car without one it's a requirement for the lease #otherwise you aren't 'trusted' to pay it on time #incidentally most landlords will also - perfectly legally - refuse to rent to you because you are going to be unreliable with the rent #which is being paid directly by the gov anyway like take your trust issues up with them bro #a family? if i get married or cohabit with a partner my income gets sliced in half #so to support even myself let alone a child would require. drumroll please. employment #savings? adults have savings right? yeah but unlike you i have a gov enforced cap on mine #'good furniture not shit from ikea' (someone has remarked that ikea furniture is 'college dorm-y' it's going here) #i mean do i have to say it

[wikitpowers]

it is offically day 384759438292093824 of thinking about these teasers and trying not to fall apart

side note: i am failing miserably and i’m not okay in the slightest [audible sobbing in the background]

#like these snippets #(im not even joking) #NEVER leave me #like this is constantly on my mind #i'll be walking down the street and just “what if i just love you? what if i love you but i never touch you or talk about” #or even worse “all that effort to convince you i wasn't in love with you and here i am dying in your arms” #LIKE LEAVE ME THE HELL ALONE #JUST STOP TORTURING ME #I CANNOT LIVE ON LIKE THIS #I WANT EVERYONE HAPPY #please don't do this to me :( #kit herondale #ty blackthorn #dru blackthorn #ash morgenstern #kit x ty #kitty #dru x ash #twp predictions #morgenthorn #the wicked powers #twp #tsc

[incorrectsibunaquotes]

tumblr glitched and spared you all the most heated rant of my entire hoa fandom tenure

#idek what happened i answered the ask & hit post but it completely deleted LOL #I’m not gonna bother to reanswer anon’s ask so I’ll give you the abridged version: #i would not feel the need to post so much about season 3 of hoa if people would stop being such virulent haters #and hold this season to an entirely different standard than the other two #like it genuinely makes no sense #i cannot stress enough that you can like s3 the least #that’s your prerogative #but to be so LOUD and so WRONG #ALL THE TIME??? #makes me genuinely mental #SEASON 2 IS LITERALLY MY FAVORITE SEASON #but season 3 needs love and so it’s been 11 years of me giving her love #anyway i guess i just gave you a take version of my rant #and @ anon: fuck you LOL leave me alone once and for all #i love having discussions and deep dives tho please do not think I’m @ing anyone on here you guys are chill and smart #and make good points and do great work and i love you #but if you’re a genuine s3 hater please fuck off to someone else’s blog i BEG #AND if you’re the anon who refuses to leave me in peace? i hope your pillow is warm on both sides #tess rambles

[thelastsaiyanprincess]

i need a McFuckin break

#too many traumatic incidents have occured in too short of a time frame #im over here tryna caretake and regulate other peoples emotions meanwhile im fucking struggling to even process my own #i just want some goddamn peace & quiet and AMPLE alone time. #the new year cannot come quickly enough #please god im BEGGING you for mercy #highkey cannot take it anymore #anxiety at an all time high urge to blow my fucking brains out at an all time high #please... if youre reading this do not ask me for anything. please do not. #do not ask me to listen do not ask me to speak do not ask me for emotional support. i simply Can Not do it rn #i need to not be Needed for a while #vent post #delete later

[wizardnuke]

working in a grocery store as a stocker/picker other non-customer service job and then getting pulled away from your actual ffucking job by a customer who can't find the whole entire chip aisle is like accidentally triggering a cutscene that you dont give a shit about amd Can't Fucking Skip and if you choose a dialogue option that's even a little bit mean it starts a combat that yojre not allowed to win. you get game over. no save files.Fired

#hello 25 year old who cannot find the Fucking Chips Aisle do you have EYEBALLS #i assume so. you're looking at me. walk thirty feet down the ffucking middle aisle please im trying to speedrun a pick walk #i don't have good customer service skills. i am a bad actor. i'm always willing to help but like i am nawt here to chat leaf me alone

[fortes-fortuna-iogurtum]

..

#having some rough days lately friends #break is coming up soon but I'm not sure how to feel in the meantime #I'm really struggling with understanding and handling well my feelings tbh #my main issue right now is that I have LONGED for community for SO long #and I hoped so badly that I would find it here #but now that I'm here and with community at my fingertips it feels like I cannot join in for some reason??? #I'm struggling not to isolate and I'm feeling like I don't belong and I know better than to care about what people think #but I want to know what they think?? I want to know that people like me?? #I want to know that people like me for ME not just in some vaguely spiritual way where they have to keep me from sin??? #but I'm so tired lately and struggling to focus and I don't have people to talk to about it frankly here #and I can't shake the feeling that wanting people to lean on is sinful (because I should lean on God alone right? expecting other people #to fill the spot that I should have reserved for him is sin?) #I don't know anymore. I'm sorry for dumping this on you people here but I need somewhere to put it that isn't just my journal. #pray for me please. I feel like I can barely pray anymore myself. which is a terrible place to be when at a Christian university. #delete later

[marclef]

IMPORTANT QUESTION FOR THE MASSES RIGHT NOW BECAUSE I"M CURRENTLY LOSING MY MIND

#CONTEXT. I CANNOT SEE THIS DAMN THING. IT'S A PINK HEART. BUT MY COMPUTER REFUSES TO SHOW ME IT. #AND. I WANNA KNOW IF I'M THE ONLY ONE CURSED WITH PINK HEART EMOJI BLINDNESS HERE. #PLEASE TELL ME I'M NOT ALONE IN THIS HELL

[lightblueminecraftorchid]

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How to explain that going to church makes me hurt and angry, but not going to church makes me sad and depressed.

#I need to go to Mass. I need to get over the anxiety mental block and just go. #blue chatter #it’s just. I’ve only gone a couple times this semester and every time has left me feeling more empty and hurt than when I walked in #and I know Mass is more than just how you feel. and that it matters that I am there where God calls me to be #I know. #I wish nobody there knew me so they wouldn’t be so worried and ask questions about where I’ve been #it’s like. I cannot possibly explain to my church friends why I haven’t been showing up. #it’s not even scrupulosity anymore it’s just. I can’t be here. I don’t belong here. #and the new priest is trying *so hard*. I’ve been honest with him about how I’m struggling. #but it’s just. there’s something missing. he wants to include the congregation but fundamentally doesn’t understand what that means. #‘everyone is welcome. No I will not make an effort to include marginalized people. they’re welcome bc they can Walk In The Door.’ #and I know it’s not that the church has changed #if anything I’d be having the same issues with the old priest. I’m the one who’s changed. #but instead of spending my Sundays with God I’m just. melting into a puddle of Sad. and that’s not good for my faith life. #I need to do *something*. I just. any time I think of trying a new church i feel exhausted. #God please help me. #I don’t know where to go from here. I don’t want to be alone and miserable and losing touch with my faith

[gent]

next few days are going to be really really badddddddddd lol okay. okay.

#like. really bad i cannot stress this enough. would kill myself before monday but i feel too guilty #so i am forced to live but it is going to be. really bad. #and i am so alone!!! and really scared. #okay yeah it’s bad. okay #was actually meant to live in a hole forever get me out of here please #i don’t want to take up space or be seen pleaseeeee no #no body pleasee

[martsonmars]

desperately trying not to have a panic attack about university hehehe

#literally the only thing i'm supposed to do is study #am i doing it? nope of course. i have less than a month left to take exams and i should take at least 2 but i haven't opened a book in more #than a month and the thought fills me with dread and i literally physically cannot do it #it's possible that going back to my uni flat would help (it would be a change in scenery for sure) but on wednesday it will be a year since #my father died and there's this fucking church thing and my mother won't force me to stay but i really should. shouldn't i? #after all it's already saturday and i've already wasted 40 days. what's half a week more? #i keep staring at the list of exams and i know that if i spent every waking second studying i could get back on track and graduate when i'm #supposed to graduate but 1. it's not healthy and 2. my brain refuses to study for ONE exam let alone 14 so it's unrealistic #and at this point i should just accept that i'm going to graduate one year late and one year after all my friends because last year i did #absolutely nothing. and last autumn started out great. i moved. i was organised. and then the first week of october my mother was at the #hospital and i had to go home for a week and somehow i let that week screw up my entire semester #and now i'm panicking because i have only 18 days before the exam i'm supposed to take and it doesn't feel enough for everything i have to #study but it's not going to get better if i just let all the days pass without doing anything but i can't i can't i can't #so yeah i should be kind to myself and accept i'll need one additional year for all the exams and take it slowly which is the only way to #actually get things done. but i don't want to. i don't want to tell my mother that i failed at the one thing i'm supposed to be doing #but i really really can't it's hard and i'm failing and my head is screaming that i don't deserve hobbies and yet i keep wasting my days #it's one am and i should either sleep or relax because it's not like i can do anything now and yet i feel like i need to fix my entire life #right this second or i'll explode. i'm so tired of my thoughts. #please ignore all this ^ because i know most of it is irrational or whatever and i DON'T WANT to hear rational things #if you've read until here and really want to say something just tell me that right now i'm allowed to relax #any other comment would make me feel worse #💖💖💖 #**one month left to take exams this semester not forever hahaha but then i'd be supposed to take all the remaining exams in the summer #and i can't possibly take 14 exams between now and july which is why i'm panicking (there are other logistically confusing things in what i #said but i wanted to clear this one up at least lmao) (i'm already feeling vaguely better can't you see?)

[sunplanter]

Hate hate hate when random people are like “good job I’m proud of you!” when I’m out exercising. Like babe you’re a stranger and you’re only saying that bc I’m fat. It’s very similar to when ppl go “wow I love your outfit you’re so ✨brave✨ and ✨confident✨ for wearing that!” it’s so fucking backhanded even if they have completely good and kind intentions.

#psa: please just leave fat people alone !!! #idc if you think you’re being encouraging or comforting or inspiring by congratulating fat STRANGERS at gyms/on walks/on bikes etc #idc if your intentions are good and you’re just being nice in your mind #LEAVE US ALONE #I’m begging you to understand that sometimes what you think is encouragement just feels to us like another form of othering #you cannot know me from what my body looks like #you do not know my health status or my experience/knowledge with food and movement #so it’s extremely frustrating and annoying when I’m minding my business at a gym working out bc I like moving my body by weight lifting #and a STRANGER comes up to me to ‘congratulate’ me on ‘showing up and trying’ #do you know how absolutely condescending and weird saying that kind of thing is to someone you don’t know anything about ??? #like EXCUSE ME?? you’re not saying that to anyone else here and we both know why #you think bc I’m fat I just MUST be at the very beginning of some weight loss journey #(and it doesn’t matter if I am or I’m not btw) #you wrongfully assume I haven’t been going to the gym regularly for YEARS now #you will never get how absolutely exhausting it is for strangers to make so many assumptions about you based on your body size #and to then feel so compelled by their own assumptions that they feel comfortable enough to say something abt it #doesn’t matter if their intentions are good #doesn’t matter if they’re saying something relatively nice rather than mean or rude #it’s STILL EXHAUSTING AND OTHERING #please please just stop and leave fat people alone !!!!!! #mine #personal #fatphobia #fatphobia tw

[izzyizumi]

ME: Everyone shut up "Here we Go!" from the Digimon 02 U.S. dub Soundtrack is Playing

#digimon dub positivity #02 dub positivity #d02 dub songisplaying #digiadvs dub songisplaying #digiadvs songisplaying #izzyizumi posts #izzyizumi memes #s: here we go #(I STILL Unironically kinda love parts of this song) #(NO IM Never Sorry) #(I Don't Know Who Needs To Hear That!!1!) #(OK But Genuinely These Are Mainly Jokeposts) #(I cannot add my blogrules to chat posts) #(Please be respectful on this one Thankyou!) #(This is the song that plays whenever they go through Digital Gates and sometimes during battles too iirc) #digimon 02 dub #(You usually hear just the opening because of Digital Gate sequences being shorter bUT THIS Dang Song Gets Stuck In My Head) #(ITS CATCHY OK) #(LEAVE ME ALONE) #(I Don't Know Who Needs To Hear I AM IN FACT Allowed To Enjoy Aspects Of The U.S. Dub In My Own Ways While Separating It From Original)

[iloveyoumorethansoup]

Loving my depressive state and all but I would really love to get out of bed and enjoy my hobbies again. 67 days left of this and I’ll be back to normal

#apparently younger me was not exaggerating when she said living with my parents is exhausting #i got 67 days until I move back to college #they cannot pass fast enough #i was super excited to play vr today since I’ve got the day off and then as soon as my mother walked in the door I just like. #lost my will to exist. I’ve been laying in bed ever since #like bro please #ugh and I knew that would happen too. like please please I need to live alone again #i don’t mind living with my dad but like oh man my mother. we may have only exchanged a few friendly sentences today but like #that is irrelevant. what’s the one post about mothers and irradiating the vibe ? yeah whatever that was it’s right #at least I have a job so I go out to there. but unfortunately I gotta go thru her bc I need her car #i just wanna feel ok again!!! i never laid in bed in college I miss college #college will also bring me croix hair which is pretty epic #but like literally like please oh my god get me out of here #i just wanna get out of bed but I do not have the energy when people r home. no wonder she thinks I don’t do anything #soup talks