#polyamory ikon

[jiwonscologne]

Love is a Triangle

Part 1 - Part 2 - Part 3 - Part 4

Pairing: Double B x Reader

Genre: Fluff

- Hmm babe, what's that smell? - Jiwon scratches his eye in a sign of sleepiness - did you get up earlier to make breakfast? - His eyes suddenly get bigger. I look at him surprised by his sudden reaction. - Nooo, babe, I'm supposed to do that! - He hugs me from behind and drops his head on my shoulder while I put the chocolate chip pancakes on a plate.

- I wanted to surprise you two, you're always the one to cook for us in the morning. - I lean my head against his.

- Yeah because we have a system, I cook breakfast, you cook dinner and Hanbin, well...eats. - I turn my head to the side so I can stare at him and smile. I kiss him.

- Yes, but I wanted to do this so don't feel bad about it. - I finish the toasts and drop some blueberries on the pancakes. - Help me set the table. - Jiwon releases me and does as I say.

We finally look satisfied at the beautiful food I just made. Everything looks yummy: the egg toasts, the fruit salad, the pancakes, and the rice with mushrooms. - I'm not used to eat rice, meat, veggies or fish for breakfast since I wasn't born in Korea. And Jiwon doesn't mind American food in the morning either, but I had to make the rice for Hanbin because he never left Korea, so he's used to this kind of food.

- Ok, since the table is ready now, who's gonna wake up Hanbin? - He prepares to answer himself before me.  - Not it.

- Not it! - We say fast. - Damn it. - He said it first so he smiles victoriously.

 I should explain: we never want to have the task to wake our Hanbinnie up because he always goes to bed late when he's working hard. The problem is, we want him to get the rest he needs but he has to go to work early and for that reason, it's hard to say no when he asks to stay in bed for five more minutes which is like every time.

 I approach our bedroom with silent steps and a sleeping Hanbin comes to my sight. Aww, he looks like an angel, this is so hard! I come closer to him and admire his adorable face while petting his hair. I start calling by his name lowly and his eyes start to open very slowly and repeatedly. Oh man, I don't want to wake him up.

- Baby? - He says softly, still trying to open his eyes completely.

- Yes. You have to wake up now. - I'm still talking in a low voice but not as much as before. - I made breakfast. - I say, hopefully giving him the motivation to get up.

- Hmm, you did? - I nod. He looks at me sweetly and then, he stretches, yawns and kisses me before getting up. This was easier than I thought it would be.

 We go to the table and see Jiwon sitting down, on his phone.

- OMG, you did all this? - Hanbin widens his eyes. Jiwon gets startled by his voice and takes his eyes off the little screen.

- You got up already? - Jiwon asks, surprised. I send him a look saying "right?".

- Good morning to you too baby. - Hanbin kisses his head.

- Morning.

We both sit down and prepare to finally eat.

- Everything looks delicious babe. - Jiwon points out.

- Thank you. - I smile.

- I agree, this is amazing! - I smile again. - Wait...you did the mushroom rice just because of me? Aww, babe, I told you before I don't mind eating your food. - We’ve been living together for 3 months and I’ve only made breakfast for them twice, so he’s talking about the last time this happened. - Seriously, I like it. I love to learn about your culture, how you lived before.

I sigh. - Really?

- Yes. - He smiles. - I love to discover new things about you. So no rice next time, alright?

- Wow, next time? - Jiwon asks. - She's not cooking breakfast for us again, look how much food she made! She must've woken up so early to do all of this, earlier than I usually wake up.

- Jiwon it's fine! I told you to not worry about this, I did it because I wanted to. I like to spoil you, boys.

- Aw, I love you, baby. - Hanbin confesses.

- I love you too. - Jiwon answers.

- I love you both.

We start getting ready to go to work when we finish our meal. Our room looked chaotic with various separate clothes of three different people. That is why I require a closet for myself.

- I don't know what to wear! What should I wear? - I complain.

- Clothes? - Jiwon says, careless.

- Why don't you use those beautiful brown shorts you have? - Hanbin suggests.

- Hmm, I don't know, should I?

- Who cares? - Jiwon continues not interested in this kind of conversation.

- I do!

- You look good in anything, just use whatever reaches toward your eyes first.

- No, that's you Jiwon. You look good in everything. - Hanbin smiles at us while dressing his pants. - Okay, I'll wear brown shorts and a white shirt.

- Good choice baby.

 We got into the car so we could all go to work. Jiwon and Hanbin work at YG Entertainment since they are apart of iKON. I, on the other hand, work in a broadcasting station. I came to Korea on a scholarship - thanks to my uncle - and I got this job as a part-time but about a year ago, it became full time since I acquired more important skills.

- Should we stop for coffee? - I suggest.

- No! - Hanbin states. - Absolutely not.

- Why not? Yes, we should. - Jiwon looks at me to support me.

- No, I don't want her to pass her caffeine addiction to you. - Hanbin replies.

- But Jiwon likes it too.

- Then he can go grab some, alone.

- I don't wanna go alone.

- And I want to go with him.

- Then you're not going at all. - Hanbin settles.

- Binnie, don't be like this. - I start pouting.

- Yeah, Bin. - Jiwon does the same. - We want to grab some coffee together. We're already addicted so there's nothing you can do. - Hanbin rolls his eyes and caves. Jiwon and I smile at each other and kiss his cheeks.

- We love you and we know you want the best for us. - Hanbin gives me a "then listen to me" look.

We stop for the coffee after we let the driver know and then, we get to my job's building since it’s closer than theirs. But I bet if mine was farther from theirs, they would drop me off first anyway.

- Okay, goodbye. - I say.

- Have a nice day Summer baby. - I give Hanbin a kiss and following, Jiwon.

- Oh, don't forget your jacket! It's cold at the end of the day. - I almost forgot. I turn around and I give Hanbin a kiss again, thanking him for reminding me.

It's the end of the day, finally. Someone made a comment about my relationship with the boys here at work and since then, I haven’t been able to focus completely. A lot of people don’t understand what it means to be polyamory because society teaches us that true love means two people only. They think we’re just confused or that we're friends with benefits. I don't blame them for not understanding but saying things like "what if he likes him more than you" or "aren't you afraid they'll find someone to replace you?" is really uncomfortable and upsetting.

 When I prepare myself to wrap things up in a sigh, someone knocks at my station's door. It's Jiwon.

- What are you doing here babe? - I give him a kiss.

- I came to pick you up. Are you ready to go? - I find it strange that he's here, normally he only does this when Hanbin...

- Yes, let me just pack my things. - I pack everything in my bag.

Jiwon helps me dress my jacket.

 - Where’s Binnie? - I have this nickname for him since there was a time he wore beanies a lot and they suit him so much I created this name for him considering the name sounds like his. I can’t let go of this nickname ever since.

 - He had to stay at the studio to finish some things. - This was what I was afraid of. It was being a great month of all of us getting home together and having dinner collectively, without someone having late night work, until now. It was too good to be true.

 - Oh. - I try to hide my disappointed face and my heavy exhalation.

 We enter the car and Jiwon asks the motorist to drive us home.

 - How was your day, babydoll?

 I sigh, again. - Somewhat tiring. Yours?

 - Mine too. - He looks down. Something feels off. Did something happen?

 We get home after a 12-minute drive.

 We decide to sit on the couch to rest our heads from our jobs.

  - What if I cook dinner for us since you got up early to cook breakfast? - Jiwon suggests.

  - I want to say no, however, I’m so tired I’m not gonna fight you.

  - Okay. - He gives me a kiss on the forehead and gets up to go to the kitchen to prepare our meal.

  - Summer, it’s ready! - Jiwon screams from the kitchen, after cooking our two people dinner. Considering I didn't respond, Jiwon comes to the living room, to know what's wrong. He watches me almost falling asleep.

  - Babe, the food’s ready. - He says softly. - Why don’t you eat and then go rest with me?

 We eat our chicken ramen in silence. There’s a lot of nights where Hanbin doesn’t eat with us and we kind of got used to it but other times, it doesn’t feel right. I had a pretty long day at work and I just wanted to relax with my two babies beside me, cuddling in bed, but I guess that’s not possible today so I feel a little down. Jiwon looks very tired too and he feels the emptiness that I feel right now. I can see it through him.

 After the meal, we do as he said before.

 - Babe, you look so tired, why don’t you go to bed?

 - No, no, I want to wait for him.

 - Babydoll he’ll probably get home late. - Jiwon says with a sad face.

 - But I want to wait for him, I want to cuddle with you and him by my side.

 - I know but I don’t think you should be forcing yourself to stay awake, you’re tired. And he'll arrive home at 4 am. - Something is off again, I feel it.

 - How do you know?

 - I talked to him, he said he's late in the songs.

 My face changes from doubt to pity.

 - I tried to make him go home but he didn't want to listen to me. He said he was too busy.

 - Did you fight?

 Jiwon sighs heavily, looking down. - Yes.

 - Oh, baby. - I hug him and rub his back.

 - He said he would try to finish early, but I know he's going to be late and get home when we're already asleep.

 My eyes start to get wet, ready to cry.

 - No, no, no don’t cry, it’s okay, I’m here and Bin will be here soon. - He hugs me. Great, I'm such a mess today that now I'm crying.

 - What if we go to bed and I cuddle you for a bit while we wait for him? - I knew what he was doing. I knew I would fall asleep if we did that but I can’t deny that I’m pretty tired and I can’t stay awake any longer, he knows that too, he’s just trying to make me feel better.

   - Okay. - I whip my tears off my face.

   - Okay? Yes, come on.

I felt myself fell asleep after a while so I say one more thing. - Please wake me up when he gets home. - I knew he wouldn’t do it but I had to say it.

⁃    Of course. - Jiwon pets my hair and I fell into a sleep coma.

  Jiwon comes back to the living room to watch some TV since he can’t fall asleep and suddenly, after two hours, he hears keys drop in a plate, so he gets up.

 - What are you doing still awake? - Hanbin asks while undressing his jacket.

 - I couldn’t fall asleep because you weren’t home yet. - He grabs Hanbin’s face when he gets closer and kisses him. - Our babydoll was so tired she fell asleep as soon as I took her to bed. - He smiles. - She wanted to wait for you but I didn’t want her to be up this late, you came so late! It’s friday night Hanbin! - He lets some anger out.

 - I know. I’m sorry, I know it’s been a while.

 - Just don't make promises you can't keep. - Jiwon refers to him saying he would come somewhat early.

 - I'm sorry, Jiwon, you know I have to work.

 - I have to work too but I need you and her too.

 - Please let's not talk about this again, I don't wanna fight more. - Hanbin is tired.

 - Okay, nevermind. But only because you're finally home. - Jiwon hugs him. Hanbin kisses the back of his head. - You probably should apologize to her too, our baby was so sad, Bin, she kept trying to stay awake so she could see you. I think she had a tough day.

 - I feel so regretful, I don’t want her to feel bad because of me. - Jiwon kisses his neck multiple times.

 - Let it go now, let's go to bed.

 Hanbin changes his clothes to a p-jay t-shirt and grey sweatpants after he gets in bed with Jiwon, next to me. One in each side, since I'm laying in the middle. I feel the bed moving when they get under the covers so I wake up. The room is dark but I can still see Hanbin's eyes worried about waking me up unintentionally.

 - Binnie? - I call.

 - Yes, baby. I'm home now.

 - What time is it? - I ask confused. Jiwon looks at Hanbin to stop him from saying the truth.

 - It's almost 1 am. - Hanbin says this while putting the clock down on the table showing it's 4:26 am.

 - 1 am? I'm sorry I didn't wait for you, I was feeling sleepy. 

Hanbin kisses her nose. - It's okay, you didn't have to.

#double b #ikon #polyamory au #polyamory ikon #ikon fluff #bobby au #hanbin au #hanbin fluff #bobby fluff #ikon au #ikon fic #ikon imagine #kpop imagines #kpop au #jiwon fluff au #kpop scenarios #ikon scenarios

[ao3feed-ateez]

by Matrix2405

Lee Felix is a twenty year old boy suffering at the hands of his parents and collage peers. He attempts his life, only to be saved and sent to SM Mental Health Facility, where he finds love in the least likely of places.

 (Please do not upload elsewhere, this will most likely go onto my Wattpad account too, same profile name. Please do not read if you are triggered with anything in the tags, otherwise, enjoy ^~^). (Also please tell me if this is uploaded anywhere in which I have not stated it would be without my permission).

Words: 1409, Chapters: 1/?, Language: English

Fandoms: Stray Kids (Band), NCT (Band), 방탄소년단 | Bangtan Boys | BTS, Big Bang (Band), EXO (Band), GOT7, ATEEZ (Band), Day6 (Band), The Boyz (Korea Band), Monsta X (Band), B1A4, SHINee, 2PM (Band), SEVENTEEN (Band), TOMORROW X TOGETHER | TXT (Korea Band), Golden Child (Korea Band), iKON (Korea Band), Block B (Band), AB6IX (Band)

Rating: Mature

Warnings: Graphic Depictions Of Violence, Rape/Non-Con

Categories: M/M, Multi

Characters: Bang Chan, Lee Minho | Lee Know, Seo Changbin, Hwang Hyunjin, Han Jisung | Han, Lee Felix (Stray Kids), Kim Seungmin, Yang Jeongin | I.N, Moon Taeil, Suh Youngho | Johnny, Lee Taeyong, Nakamoto Yuta, Qian Kun, Kim Dongyoung | Doyoung, Chittaphon Leechaiyapornkul | Ten, Jung Yoonoh | Jaehyun, Dong Si Cheng | WinWin, Kim Jungwoo (NCT), Wong Yuk Hei | Lucas, Mark Lee (NCT), Xiao De Jun | Xiao Jun, Wong Kun Hang | Hendery, Huang Ren Jun, Lee Jeno, Lee Donghyuck | Haechan, Na Jaemin, Liu Yang Yang, Osaki Shotaro, Jung Sungchan, Zhong Chen Le, Park Jisung (NCT), Kim Seokjin | Jin, Min Yoongi | Suga, Jung Hoseok | J-Hope, Kim Namjoon | RM, Park Jimin (BTS), Kim Taehyung | V, Jeon Jungkook, Choi Seunghyun | T.O.P., Kwon Jiyong | G-Dragon, Dong Youngbae | Taeyang, Kang Daesung (Big Bang), Kim Minseok | Xiumin, Kim Junmyeon | Suho, Zhang Yi Xing | Lay, Byun Baekhyun, Kim Jongdae | Chen, Park Chanyeol, Do Kyungsoo | D.O, Kim Jongin | Kai, Oh Sehun, Choi Bomin, Mark Tuan, Im Jaebum | JB, Jackson Wang, Park Jinyoung (GOT7), Choi Youngjae, Kunpimook Bhuwakul | BamBam, Kim Yugyeom, Park Seonghwa, Kim Hongjoong, Jeong Yunho, Kang Yeosang, Choi San, Jung Wooyoung, Choi Jongho, Park Sungjin, Park Jaehyung | Jae, Kang Younghyun | Young K, Kim Wonpil, Yoon Dowoon, Kim Jinhwan, Kim Younghoon (The Boyz), Son Youngjae | Eric, Son Hyunwoo | Shownu, Lee Hoseok | Wonho, Lee Minhyuk (Monsta X), Yoo Kihyun, Chae Hyungwon, Lee Jooheon, Im Changkyun | I.M, Lee Junghwan | Sandeul, Lee Jinki | Onew, Kim Kibum | Key, Choi Minho, Lee Taemin, Park Jaebeom | Jay Park, Kim Minjun | Jun. K, Choi Seungcheol | S.Coups, Yoon Jeonghan, Hong Jisoo | Joshua, Wen Jun Hui | Jun, Kwon Soonyoung | Hoshi, Jeon Wonwoo, Lee Jihoon | Woozi, Lee Seokmin | DK, Kim Mingyu, Xu Ming Hao | The8, Boo Seungkwan, Chwe Hansol | Vernon, Lee Chan | Dino, Choi Yeonjun, Choi Soobin, Choi Beomgyu, Kang Taehyun, Huening Kai, Kang Daniel, Nam Yoondo | Eric Nam, Lee Daehwi, Woo Jiho | Zico, Ok Taecyeon

Relationships: Bang Chan/Stray Kids Ensemble, Lee Minho | Lee Know/Stray Kids Ensemble, Seo Changbin/Stray Kids Ensemble, Hwang Hyunjin/Stray Kids Ensemble, Han Jisung | Han/Stray Kids Ensemble, Lee Felix (Stray Kids)/Stray Kids Ensemble, Kim Seungmin/Stray Kids Ensemble, Yang Jeongin | I.N/Stray Kids Ensemble, Bang Chan/Everyone, Lee Minho | Lee Know/Everyone, Seo Changbin/Everyone, Hwang Hyunjin/Everyone, Han Jisung | Han/Everyone, Lee Felix (Stray Kids)/Everyone, Kim Seungmin/Everyone, Yang Jeongin | I.N/Everyone, Stray Kids Ensemble/Everyone, Stray Kids Ensemble/Stray Kids Ensemble

Additional Tags: Mental Health Issues, ADHD, Anxiety Disorder, Anxiety Attacks, Panic Attacks, panic disorder, Paranoid Personality Disorder, Paranoia, Eating Disorders, Anorexia, IED, OCD, Depression, Self-Harm, Self-Esteem Issues, Self-Hatred, Implied/Referenced Self-Harm, sleeping disorders, Insomnia, Night Terrors, Sleep Deprivation, Dissociation, Bipolar Disorder, Mood Disorder, Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder - PTSD, Past Abuse, Past Child Abuse, Past Rape/Non-con, Past Sexual Abuse, Narcolepsy, Social Anxiety, Separation Anxiety, Crying, Mental Breakdown, Mental Institutions, Sleepy Cuddles, Anger, anger issues, Hurt/Comfort, Emotional Hurt/Comfort, Group Therapy, Therapy, Polyamory, Stray Kids Fluff, Stray Kids Smut, Stray Kids Angst, Angst and Hurt/Comfort, Angst with a Happy Ending, Fluff and Angst, Implied/Referenced Suicide, Suicide Attempt, Past Domestic Violence, Past Suicide Attempt, Alternate Universe - Modern Setting, Alternate Universe - Mental Institution, Psychological Trauma, Psychologists & Psychiatrists, Mental Instability, Violence, Falling In Love, Suicidal Thoughts, Other Additional Tags to Be Added, Additional Warnings Apply

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Requests and Guidelines

Hello and welcome to Pinch and Poke Astrology!

We saw a definite lack of more ~mature~ Kpop/Astrology cross section blogs and decided to start our own. Here we will be accepting 18+ requests and will certainly be peppering them with a lot of sass. We are just some rude ass smut writers who love astrology.

Guidelines

Please specify if you would like an 18+ response to your request. This will determine whether or not we include sexual content and foul language in our response. (Please do not request 18+ if you are a minor)

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Don't hesitate to include your preferred pronouns! We're both shes so we tend to assume everyone else is too and we don't wanna misgender anyone.

Requests

Ships: give us a group and we will ship you with one or multiple members. However we are savages so if we feel you are not compatible with anyone we will say so and maybe provide an alternate idol. If requesting 18+ these could get smutty.

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Master analysis: If you want a little bit of everything. Specify a group and we will give you a ship, or an idol for compatibility(this part can be 18+). We will also include a brief drag section, some praise, and how we think you would function in a hallyu group.

Groups

Groups we are currently accepting requests for, AKA our Stan list.

Specialties(AKA Ults)

Admin Peachy

Monsta X

NCT/WayV

Wanna One

SHINee

Brand New Boys

Seventeen

Admin Sasori

EXO

Monsta X

iKON

Astro

MXM

Block B

Other Groups:

BTS

Vixx

The Boyz

Got7

Red Velvet

BlackPink

JBJ

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groups & rules!!

groups for TEXTS and SCENARIOS

bts

seventeen

k.a.r.d

ohmygirl

redvelvet

got7

nct; ALL UNITS

exo

monstax

blackpink

day6

astro

a.c.e

ikon

lipbubble

shinee

seeart

gfriend

favourite

twice

smrookies

the boyz

stray kids

exid

groups for WRITTEN SHIPS

bts

seventeen

k.a.r.d

NCT (all units)

smrookies

stray kids

the boyz

shinee

oh my girl

red velvet

got7

exo

monsta x

ikon

blackpink

astro

day6

twice

groups for SELCA SHIPS

ANY GROUP, Including ones that aren’t listed previously.

rules

1) please tell me what texts/scenarios you want!! requests are hard to do if it’s just “taeil texts pls”. i’ll do angst and fluff, but a lil storyline and concept would make it so much easier

2) no nsfw!! pls lord save my virgin soul

3) please don’t request groups that aren’t listed!!

4) i will do gender specific if asked, but if not i try to keep all my texts and scenarios open to all genders

5) i’m open to all races, sexualities and genders but i find it super difficult for me to write relationships with polyamory!! please understand that :^))

6) i can do group texts, though the layout may not be authentic. please specify what members/unit or if you want the whole group in there

7) if you want your selca ship private please ask!!

8) please for written ships, don’t just write about what you look like!! you can add your height and whatever but i’d like to base them of personality, if you want comparison of looks please submit a selca ship

8) please be kind and respectful on my blog!! i’d appreciate it

- admin claudia

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[rose-of-tori]

K-Pop Multi H/C & Angst One-Shots

My 2020 project - it’s exactly what the title sounds like. This is a multifandom K-pop series of one-shots that will include hurt/comfort, angst, all sorts of emotional struggles, probably some exploration of sexuality, polyamory, etc. Some will be canon, some AU. The goal is 1 fic a month (I’m already failing).

Fandoms currently include BTS, Got7, Monsta X, iKON. Hoping to expand and include Stray Kids, NCT, maybe Seventeen, who even knows where I’ll be in a few months.

Feel free to leave a comment on a fic/reply to this if there’s something you’d like to see me write that fits that vibe. No promises, but I’m really open to exploring new things in my writing.

Find it here!

#kpop fanfiction #bts fanfction #monsta x fanfiction #got7 fanfic #ikon fanfiction #maknae #kpop hurt/comfort #Fuzz Fics

[ao3feed-minjoon]

by climbingvines

OUR STORY BEGINS IN 2395, ninety-five years after the imposition of the MATCH program and one-hundred and five years after the Taliians separated from the Walls. The Wolfolk have been resisting the Committees attempts to bring them into the fold for the past seventy-five years, but things are beginning to come to a head on that front. The Committee is currently lead by Kim Jinsun, a cold and calculating Alpha whose ruthless pursuit of the Wolfolk and whose crack down on those who would avoid the MATCH Program is beginning to stir feelings of dissent in the general population.

On Saeloun, the Shore Pack- the oldest and most powerful of the Taliian settlements- is lead by Alpha Bang Shihyuk while high in the mountains the Village of Sangil rots from the inside out.

In the ruins of Old Gwangju the Alpha of the Jung Pack has passed away, leaving his young son Hoseok to lead in his place.

And a young beta runs from it all.

Words: 9576, Chapters: 1/?, Language: English

Fandoms: 방탄소년단 | Bangtan Boys | BTS, iKON (Korea Band), Kpop - Fandom

Rating: Explicit

Warnings: Graphic Depictions Of Violence

Categories: M/M, Multi

Characters: Kim Namjoon | RM, Kim Seokjin | Jin, Park Jimin (BTS), Min Yoongi | Suga, Jeon Jungkook, Kim Taehyung | V, Jung Hoseok | J-Hope, Kim Hanbin | B.I, Kim Jiwon | Bobby, Kim Jinhwan, Goo Junhoe, Kim Donghyuk, Song Yunhyeong, Jung Chanwoo, Kwon Jiyong | G-Dragon, Choi Seunghyun | T.O.P., Various Other KPOP Idols in Minor Roles, (And Some of Them Are Antagonists Don't Hurt Me)

Relationships: Kim Namjoon | RM/Kim Seokjin | Jin/Park Jimin, Kim Namjoon | RM/Kim Seokjin | Jin, Kim Namjoon | RM/Park Jimin, Kim Seokjin | Jin/Park Jimin, Jung Hoseok | J-Hope/Kim Taehyung | V, Jeon Jungkook/Min Yoongi | Suga, Jung Hoseok | J-Hope/Min Yoongi | Suga, Jeon Jungkook/Kim Taehyung | V, Kim Taehyung | V/Min Yoongi | Suga, Jeon Jungkook/Jung Hoseok | J-Hope, Jeon Jungkook/Jung Hoseok | J-Hope/Kim Taehyung | V/Min Yoongi | Suga, Kim Hanbin | B.I/Kim Jiwon | Bobby, Goo Junhoe/Kim Jinhwan, Kim Donghyuk/Song Yunhyeong, Song Yunhyeong/Yoo Jung Ahn | Daisy, Choi Seunghyun | T.O.P./Kwon Jiyong | G-Dragon, Minor or Background Relationship(s)

Additional Tags: Alpha/Beta/Omega Dynamics, Alternate Universe - Post-Apocalypse, Alternate Universe - Dystopia, Alternate Universe - Science Fiction, Pseudoscience, Takes Place over SEVERAL years so please be patient when it comes to some of the relationship tags, also if you're not a fan of both groups pls give it a try I promise if you might like it, also don't skip chapters that aren't about your group you'll miss out on important info aksdjakjds, Mating Cycles/In Heat, Mating Bond, Mating Bites, Mating Rituals, Knotting, Polyamory, Mpreg, Implied Mpreg, Slavery, Implied/Referenced Child Abuse, depictions of combat, Childbirth, Pregnancy, Medical Procedures, Zombies, Mutants?, Graphic Depictions of Illness, Jealousy, Arranged Marriage, Emotional Infidelity, will add more tags as they come up

#ao3feed #fanfic #minjoon #nammin

[zoroland]

by climbingvines

OUR STORY BEGINS IN 2395, ninety-five years after the imposition of the MATCH program and one-hundred and five years after the Taliians separated from the Walls. The Wolfolk have been resisting the Committees attempts to bring them into the fold for the past seventy-five years, but things are beginning to come to a head on that front. The Committee is currently lead by Kim Jinsun, a cold and calculating Alpha whose ruthless pursuit of the Wolfolk and whose crack down on those who would avoid the MATCH Program is beginning to stir feelings of dissent in the general population.

On Saeloun, the Shore Pack- the oldest and most powerful of the Taliian settlements- is lead by Alpha Bang Shihyuk while high in the mountains the Village of Sangil rots from the inside out.

In the ruins of Old Gwangju the Alpha of the Jung Pack has passed away, leaving his young son Hoseok to lead in his place.

And a young beta runs from it all.

Words: 9576, Chapters: 1/?, Language: English

Fandoms: 방탄소년단 | Bangtan Boys | BTS, iKON (Korea Band), Kpop - Fandom

Rating: Explicit

Warnings: Graphic Depictions Of Violence

Categories: M/M, Multi

Characters: Kim Namjoon | RM, Kim Seokjin | Jin, Park Jimin (BTS), Min Yoongi | Suga, Jeon Jungkook, Kim Taehyung | V, Jung Hoseok | J-Hope, Kim Hanbin | B.I, Kim Jiwon | Bobby, Kim Jinhwan, Goo Junhoe, Kim Donghyuk, Song Yunhyeong, Jung Chanwoo, Kwon Jiyong | G-Dragon, Choi Seunghyun | T.O.P., Various Other KPOP Idols in Minor Roles, (And Some of Them Are Antagonists Don't Hurt Me)

Relationships: Kim Namjoon | RM/Kim Seokjin | Jin/Park Jimin, Kim Namjoon | RM/Kim Seokjin | Jin, Kim Namjoon | RM/Park Jimin, Kim Seokjin | Jin/Park Jimin, Jung Hoseok | J-Hope/Kim Taehyung | V, Jeon Jungkook/Min Yoongi | Suga, Jung Hoseok | J-Hope/Min Yoongi | Suga, Jeon Jungkook/Kim Taehyung | V, Kim Taehyung | V/Min Yoongi | Suga, Jeon Jungkook/Jung Hoseok | J-Hope, Jeon Jungkook/Jung Hoseok | J-Hope/Kim Taehyung | V/Min Yoongi | Suga, Kim Hanbin | B.I/Kim Jiwon | Bobby, Goo Junhoe/Kim Jinhwan, Kim Donghyuk/Song Yunhyeong, Song Yunhyeong/Yoo Jung Ahn | Daisy, Choi Seunghyun | T.O.P./Kwon Jiyong | G-Dragon, Minor or Background Relationship(s)

Additional Tags: Alpha/Beta/Omega Dynamics, Alternate Universe - Post-Apocalypse, Alternate Universe - Dystopia, Alternate Universe - Science Fiction, Pseudoscience, Takes Place over SEVERAL years so please be patient when it comes to some of the relationship tags, also if you're not a fan of both groups pls give it a try I promise if you might like it, also don't skip chapters that aren't about your group you'll miss out on important info aksdjakjds, Mating Cycles/In Heat, Mating Bond, Mating Bites, Mating Rituals, Knotting, Polyamory, Mpreg, Implied Mpreg, Slavery, Implied/Referenced Child Abuse, depictions of combat, Childbirth, Pregnancy, Medical Procedures, Zombies, Mutants?, Graphic Depictions of Illness, Jealousy, Arranged Marriage, Emotional Infidelity, will add more tags as they come up

#taegi vsuga

[jiwonscologne]

Love is a Triangle

Part 1 - Part 2 - Part 3 - Part 4

Pairing: Double B x Reader

Genre: Fluff, Angst

 In the next morning, I wake up to Hanbin shirtless, with his head in the level of my belly and holding my arm while peacefully sleeping, and Jiwon with his arm around my waist, hugging me. I can't see his face because I'm facing Hanbin. I could be here all day and thankfully, I can, it's Saturday. I wish I knew what time it was. Since Jiwon is still here, it's probably early, he always wakes up first. I sigh carefully, so I don't wake up Jiwon with his arm on my body and I lift my free arm to touch Hanbin's hair. I admire him, sleeping. Breathing in and out, so quietly.

 - Summer? - I hear Jiwon's voice behind me. - Are you awake?

 - Yes. - I answer without turning around.

 - Do you want to get up? - Ugh, I love his morning voice, it's so raspy and manly.

 - What time is it?

I feel Jiwon move on the bed, checking the alarm clock.

 - 11:39 am.

 - Oh, it's late. Yes, I would like to get up.

 - Ok, I'll let you go. - Jiwon chuckles and removes his arm around me. His laugh always makes me want to laugh.

 - I can't get out though.

 - Why?

 - Lift a little bit and see for yourself.- Jiwon does as I say and smiles, when he discovers Hanbin is grabbing my arm.

 - He's so cute. - Jiwon grabs my shoulder and stares at Hanbin. We watch him like we're looking at a baby.

 - I will never get tired of this. - I face Jiwon.

 - Me neither. - He smiles and kisses me.

 - Did you wait for him? Last night?

 - Yes.

 - Is everything alright? - Did they fight more?

 - Yes, don't worry. - Jiwon gets out of the bed, trying not to be too trembling. - We should let him sleep.

 - How do I get out? - I point at my arm. - It has a Hanbin on it.

Jiwon chuckles. - Take it slow and replace your arm with a pillow. I do what he advises me, plus a quick kiss on Binnie's hand and  a good morning kiss for Jiwon.

 We get to the kitchen.

 - What do you wanna eat bunny?

 - I already ate. - I confirm that by looking at the frying pan under the counter and a ripped pack of noodles next to it. Jiwon usually wakes up really early, goes eat breakfast and then, goes back to sleep. It's almost a routine so I'm not surprised but I admit sometimes I would prefer he wouldn't do it because I feel lonely eating by myself. - Don't you wanna eat again?

 - Hmm, I'm not hungry although I can cook for you and Bin.

 - Alright, but don't you think he's going to wake up only at lunchtime?

 - No, he can't, we have that photo shoot, remember?

 - Ohhh, with Dazed, right? I totally forgot about that. - Sigh, even on the weekends they have to work.

 - Exactly. I'm going to wake him up after I finish your breakfast. - Jiwon goes to the fridge. - What do you wanna eat?

 - Hmm, some muesli with fruit. - I can't get used to eating full meals in the morning even though I'm in Korea for five years now. - You don't have to do it, just cook for Hanbin.

 - Hey, I said I would do it so I'll prepare it. What should I make for Hanbin? - He takes the milk off the fridge.

 - Maybe some rice with veggies and...an omelet?

 - Which veggies? - He takes carrots off the fridge and looks for more vegetables. Of course a bunny would pick the carrots first.

 - Let me help you. - I get up.

 - No! I don't need help. Eat your cereal. - He pours milk in the bowl and the muesli.

 - What about the fruit?

 Jiwon starts peeling an apple while I begin to cut the carrots and zucchini. He looks at me after finishing my fruit salad.

 - What are you DOING? I told you to sit and eat.

 - You need help, you take too long. - I say, determined, while I put a frying pan on the stove to cook the vegetables. He ignores what I say and prepares the rice and breaks the eggs into another frying pan.

 - What are you guys doing?

 - Good morning Binnie! - I look behind me. Hanbin has his t-shirt on again. - We're cooking breakfast for you.

 - No, I'm cooking, you're just getting in the way. - Jiwon grabs the veggies I just chopped and throws them into the pan.

 - Yeah, right. If it wasn't for me, you would still be deciding which vegetables you should cook. - Hanbin smiles at my answer.

 - Good morning gorgeous. - Jiwon approaches him and kisses him. I smile at them and check the omelet. It's ready. I turn the stove to zero.

 - What about you? Aren't you going to give your boyfriend a good morning kiss? - Hanbin comments.

 - Yes, just a second. - I put the omelet on a small plate in front of Hanbin's place on the table. I go around the table to kiss him. He smiles, satisfied. He's so cute.

 Jiwon finishes the rice and the veggies while I eat my breakfast.

 - Thank you, babe. - Hanbin says. - Oh baby, I almost forgot. - He turns to me - We’re having dinner with the members and they said we could invite you, do you wanna come?

 - Oh yes! I miss Junhoe so much.

 - What? - Jiwon eyes widen.

 - What? - Hanbin’s next.

 - I mean...It will be fun, I haven’t seen them in a while. - I correct myself so I don’t sound so excited.

 - What are you saying, you saw them two weeks ago?! - Hanbin says, confused.

 - I think we should end this conversation. - I say, so I don’t get killed by my two jealous boyfriends.

 - You miss them often? - Jiwon asks.

 - Of course. I’m their fan and friend.

 - Is this why they invited her? They miss her too? - Jiwon asks Hanbin.

 - Now that you’re asking that, I think you’re right! - Hanbin realizes.

 - Look, boys, if you didn’t want me to go, why did you mention this to me in the first place?

 - No, we want you to go because we don’t want to leave you at home alone. I thought that was your reason too. - Jiwon says.

 - Of course. But I really like them so it’s normal that I miss them! Ok, let’s stop talking about this.

 - I think it’s best that we do because I’m getting mad. - Hanbin states.

 - Whatever. - Jiwon gets up and goes to our bedroom. Sigh.

 They get so jealous when I talk about them. What do they think, that I’m going to date the whole iKON group? For Christ’s sake.

 Hanbin eats his food and goes to the bedroom too. My heart hurts. I hate to see them like this.

 - Boys? - I enter the bedroom and see them sitting on our giant bed, watching their cell phones. - Is everything okay?

 - Yes, I’m sorry. - Hanbin takes my hand when I sit on the bed with them. - We just...we’re used to being the center of your attention.

 - Yes so when you talked about them like that we kind of flipped, I’m sorry. We love you. - Jiwon hugs me.

 - I love you too. - I smile. Hanbin joins our hug.

 - Let us prove how sorry we are. - Hanbin smirks.

 - Now? Don’t you have to get rea... - I get interrupted by Jiwon’s wet neck kisses on me. I close my eyes and breathe deeply, enjoying his lips touching my skin. Hanbin starts to touch my legs and running his hands through my body until he unbuttoned my shirt and kisses me roughly on the lips, while I feel Jiwon sucking on my skin, definitely leaving marks later.

 - Would Junhoe kiss you like this? Would he make you feel this way? - I just wanna laugh about what I just heard because they didn’t let this go yet but they would probably get upset, so, I control myself and answer what they want to hear:

 - No, baby. Only you can make me feel this way.

 - That’s right, only we can make you feel pleasure. - Hanbin replies. - Only we can love you like this.

 They are so protective of me they sometimes don’t realize they’re getting upset over little things like this when they don’t need to.

 We spent more half an hour touching and kissing each other until we realize it’s time for them to get ready for their photo shoot when my phone buzzes with a message.

 We take a shower and dress up. They prefer to eat after so they look in good shape for the photographs. We arrive at the place and surprisingly, the other iKON members arrive at the same time. I wanted to say hi and talk to them for a little bit because I didn’t know it was a group photo shoot, therefore, I had no idea they would be here, but I decided to grab some food for them and myself while they do their thing. I eat carefully at the restaurant and take my time, so I don’t disturb them while they’re working and then I come back one hour later. When I get there, Donghyuk, my Binnie and Yunhyeong are posing for the photographer and the others are sitting down or standing and talking to each other. I go to Jiwon, who just took off a long white coat.

 - Hi babydoll, did you eat? - Jiwonie gives me a kiss on my cheek.

 - Yes, and I brought you some. - Jiwon searches in the bag with a happy face.

 - Thank you so much! - He kisses me again on my face.

 - Hi Summer! - Junhoe says.

 - Hey, how are you? - I greet him with a kiss and I immediately feel Jiwon's eyes on us.

 - Summer! - Chanwoo calls.

 - Chanwoo! - My sweet voice appears. I hug him.

The rest of the group ends their part of the photos right when Jinhwan comes to greet me. We always got along very well since him, Jiwon and Hanbin used to spent a lot of time together.

 - Hi Summer baby. - Jinhwan says, carelessly. Hanbin eyes Jinhwan. Uh-oh. He’s about to die, that’s Hanbin’s nickname for me.

 - What did you say? - Hanbin gets closer to us.

 Jinhwan smirks. - Cool off, I was just teasing you.

 I exhale deeply. Hanbin's face is tense but he relaxes once I talk.

 - How was it, baby? Are you hungry? - I put my arms around his neck.

 - I don't know if it's over yet. - Hanbin looks at the plastic food bag next to Jiwon.

 - Did you bring food?! - Hanbin says, excited. - Oh, I'm starving! - Of course he is, it's 3:44 pm. - Thank you, you're a peach. - He searches what's in the bag and opens the package.

 - Long time no see, Summer. - Yunhyeong turns to me, after my boyfriend's attention changes to the sushi.

 - Indeed! I didn't know we would see you before dinner. - Donghyuk admits.

 - Yes, me neither but my friend canceled on me so I decided to come.

 - Hanbin. - The male photographer calls and he goes to him. He comes back after talking to the man.

 - So, they want to take a last group photo and then, they want to take more photos outside, on a rooftop two miles from here since the weather is nice today.

 - Oh, I think I should go home then. - My uncle lives in Korea, before I moved with Hanbin and Jiwon, I lived at his house. For that reason, we see each other often and today he's coming to our house to check on me.

 - Yes, please go baby. Don't be late because of us. - Hanbin turns to them while Jiwon helps me dress my denim jacket. - Alright! Everyone back into the vans! - He yells so they obey. He's so hot when he plays the leader. - We have work to do.

 - Have fun with your uncle baby girl. - Jiwon grabs my face and kisses it. - I love you, we'll be back to you soon.

 - Yes, I'm sorry we're not going home with you Summer baby. - Hanbin pouts. - Say hello to your uncle for me. - He kisses my cheek.

 - Okay, good luck! - I walk away.

 - Wait! - Hanbin runs after me. - I'll call the cab for you.

 - Don't run from me, you idiots. I want to help too.

 Hanbin and I smile to Jiwon's comment. Sometimes he feels like a dad to us because he's one year older. I think he feels the responsibility to look after us.

 When I get home, I see my uncle standing at the doorway, waiting for me.

 - Oh, there you are. - He closes the magazine he was reading and lets me pass to open the door.

 - Sorry. - I unlock the door and let him come inside first. - I was at a photo shoot with iKON. Hanbin and Jiwon had to finish it so I came alone. So...do you want some tea or coffee?

 - Some tea would be nice. - He looks around our house. - The place looks great, you decorated the walls and added some rugs.  - I start preparing the tea.

 - Yes, thanks. - The last time he was here was almost after we moved in.

-I can imagine your mother saying how much she likes the colors of the walls. - I chuckle because I can picture it too. - Do you miss her?

 - Yes, of course. And my siblings too.

 - When was the last time you saw them?

 - Hmm. - I think for a bit. - Five months ago. I took some holidays and went to visit them.

 - Oh, I think that was around the time I went to the US for some business and I saw them too. - We both sit on the table after I bring the cups of tea. - How's Jiwon and Hanbin?

 - Full of work, like always. - Uncle gives me a sympathetic smile. - No, but they're good, they're good.

 - And you?

 - I'm great, I finally think my life is stable. - I smile, proudly.

 - I'm happy for you, it doesn't even seem like the scared girl I knew five years ago who came to a whole new country, with a different language and culture.

 - Oh, I adapted I know but I'm telling you, it feels great when I see you so I can speak in English again.

 We talk for about an hour and then he leaves. I text Hanbin and Jiwon to know if they're gonna be long.

MESSAGES                                                           3 people

Today, 5:56 pm  

                                                                                                                                                        You: When are you coming home?

Bunny: We're about to leave, baby girl.

 I decided to check what's playing on TV but suddenly I remember it's time for "Romance Is a Bonus Book", the drama Hanbin and I watch together. I try to control my temptation to watch the new episode but I'm so bored I can't think of anything else to do right now. So I watch it. In fact, I watch the whole episode, 1 hour and 6 minutes. Jiwon said they were about to go home, how are they not here yet? My phone starts ringing. It's their manager.

 - Hello?

 - Yes, Summer? Hi, it's Jaeho. I'm sorry for disturbing you but one of the vans of the iKON members suffered an accident, it crashed into a car and your boyfriends were in the van... It's not that serious but I thought you should know they're at the hospital to get checked out since Bobby was in the front with the driver. - I gulp, in shock. - He continues to talk but I can’t listen, my ears are blocked by my impact of the second sentence.

 - I-I hum...which hospital?

 - Bumin Hospital Group.

 - Thank you, I'll be there in ten minutes. Goodbye. - I turn off the call and I get into my car as fast as I can.

 My heartbeat is so high I can actually hear it. I can't believe this is really happening. One day everything is so perfect and the next day, all I've built is crashing down. Jaeho said it wasn't serious but I can't help but worry. They are everything to me, I can't imagine my life without them.

 I arrive at the hospital and go to the receptionist of the urgency room.

 - Hello, I'm Summer Evelyn Parks, could you tell me where are the patients Kim Jiwon and Kim Hanbin, please? - The lady is writing their names on the computer.

 - Are you related to them in any way?

 - Yes, I'm their girlfriend.

 She gives me a funny look. I don't have the patience for this right now. I wish I could just enter without being followed by security.

 Jaeho appears and calls me. Before we go, he tells the lady that I'm with them. Their manager makes me follow him to a big private room. There are about ten beds in it. Being famous sometimes has benefits. The first one I see is Hanbin, sitting on the edge of the bed. I run to him, he gets up and hugs me tight. I sigh.

 - You're okay. You're okay. - I comfort myself and I kiss him.

 - I'm okay. - He pets my hair.

 - Where's Jiwon?

 Hanbin points to the bed next to Donghyuk's. He's laying down. I feel like my heart is about to come out of my chest again.

  - Jiwon. - I call him and he gets up. I notice he has a small compress on his head.

 - Baby girl! - He hugs me. - I told you not to call her.

 - I didn't! - Hanbin replies. - I made Jaeho do it...

 - Are you okay? What happened? - I start shooting questions like an arrow hits the target.

 - Oh, I'm so glad you weren't there. - Hanbin admits.

 - I was on the passenger seat with the driver and everything was normal until the car in front of us did an abrupt braking and then we hit. There wasn't time to stop the van. So then, the airbag fired but I hit my head on the side of the car because I was sitting in a weird position. - My face says anxiety, sadness, and pity clearly because Jiwon has the urge to respond to that. - Don't worry, I'm okay baby.

 Tears start falling from my eyes. - Are you really?

 - I am, don't cry, please. You're making me sad.

 - You’re making us. - Hanbin corrects him.

 - He hugs me again, worried about me. - I know you were probably really shaken up about us, right? - I nod and let him hold me. - It's alright, I understand. But as you can see, we're fine. Nothing happened. We're here with you. It's not our time yet, you still have many years to put up with us. - I smile, almost forcefully. He wipes the tears off my face and kisses me.

 - Does that hurt? - I point to his head.

 - No, it's not that bad, I don't understand why they had to put a whole compress on a scratch.

- We canceled dinner plans. - Hanbin informs me.

 - Are they okay? - I ask about the rest of the members. - Yes, our Jiwonie was the only one to get hurt. - Hanbin pouts.

 - Maybe we should baby him like he does with us. - I put a happier face.

 - Yes! - Hanbin agrees.

 And so, we do. - After we get out of the hospital with the doctor's orders, of course. We cross the street holding his hands, Hanbin covers him with a blanket as soon as he sits on our house's couch, I cook dinner and I give him spoons full of rice and meat.

 - What did you do this afternoon? Were you still with your uncle after Jaeho called you? - It still hurts to imagine the accident but I try to calm down and simply answer Jiwon's question.

 - No, he left early. I watched a random show and "Romance is a Bonus Book".

- You watched “Romance is a Bonus Book” without me? - Hanbin strikes.

 - After a car accident, that's what you worry about. Good to know. - Jiwon teases him.

 - Noo, I love you too babe, I’m so glad you’re okay! - Hanbin kisses him. Aw, they make my heart melt. - Now, you. - Hanbin changes his face to serious.

 - I...I'm sorry, I was bored and… - I try to excuse myself.

 - Shut up, I'm mad. - Hanbin turns his face to make a scene. - I can’t believe you watched it without me! We always watch it together.

 - Please forgive me? I love you? - I get closer to his face and I try to kiss him.

 - Don't talk to me, traitor.

 - If you don't forgive me, I will kiss you forever until you do. - I start to give him a lot of kisses.

 - Okay. - He pretends like he's upset.

  Jiwon looks at us. - Tch, you're so desperate for love. - He refers to Hanbin, of course.

 - You’re gonna love today’s episode, they… - I get interrupted.

 - Don’t tell me spoilers! - Hanbin whines.

 - No, I was just going to say that…

 - No, I don’t want to know! - Hanbin says, covering his ears.

 - But...ugh!  This is so hard, I really want to tell someone! - I whine.

 - I do, tell me. - Jiwon speaks. I smile, excited and I whisper into his ear. He sighs and smirks to Hanbin, consequently teasing him for not knowing.  - Okay, I think I’m going to bed now, I’m pretty tired.

 - Ok, I’m going with you. - I say while I get up.

 - But… - Hanbin starts. - okay, I’m gonna watch the episode and then I’ll go too.

 - I didn’t wanna say this but I wanted him to come to bed with us. - Jiwon takes his shirt and his pants off, which leaves him only with boxers on. I don’t understand how they sleep almost naked every day but still manage to have their bodies hot.

 - Me too bub. It was a hard day, I want you both by my side.

- Binnie?

He exhales in relief. - You scared me. Is everything okay?

 - What if you come to bed with us now and I watch the episode with you tomorrow?

 - Okay, sounds good.

 We lay down together next to Jiwon, one on each side, and he breathes, satisfied.

 - I’m so glad nothing bad happened. It could’ve been worse, you know? - I say, looking up at our beautiful chandelier.

 - Don’t worry about that baby. - Hanbin replies.

 - No, it couldn’t. We would never leave you alone in this world. - Jiwon says, looking at the ceiling. I look at him and I smile. He always finds a good and positive answer to say. - I turn to him and I hug him, closing my eyes to fall asleep. - I love you boys. - I kiss Jiwon’s arm. Hanbin smiles to Jiwon.

 - We love you too. - They whisper.

#double b #double b au #ikon au #polyamory ikon #jiwon fluff au #hanbin au #hanbin fluff #hanbin fluff au #ikon angst #ikon fluff #ikon fic #ikon scenarios #kpop scenarios #kpop au

[jiwonscologne]

Love is a Triangle

Part 1 - Part 2 - Part 3 - Part 4 - ?Part 5?

Pairing: Double B x Reader

Genre: Angst, slight fluff, smut suggestion

Warning: swearing, mentions of cheating

 We decided to visit a little fair on their day off. It was a Thursday and the weather was very pleasing, not too hot and not too cold, just on point. Hanbin won two plushies for me and when Jiwon saw that he was so good at those shooting and hitting games, he got competitive and started to play too, which was extremely funny because I watched him get cocky because of our boyfriend and I won one more plushie. We stopped by a food truck on our way out of the marketplace. Hanbin ordered for all of us, and mine and his order were made first. We both got out of the line since there were a lot of people around the truck, and we waited for Jiwon. When he was about to come in our direction, a girl approached him and he widened his eyes and parted his lips, static. I couldn’t hear anything but I didn’t like the way she was smiling nor the way he was reacting to her words. I knew right away that wasn’t a fan. Hanbin saw it too and he widened his eyes just like Jiwon did when he saw her. I am right, they know  her.

 - Who is she? - I look at Hanbin.

 - That’s...Myung-Hee. His first love. - His answer hit like a needle on my chest. Not just what he said, the way he said it concerned me the most. I’m worried since I’ve heard her name before from his mouth, when he told me how Jiwon had such a hard time on forgetting about her. We talked about brief moments on the ‘first love topic’ and everyone knows our first love is the one who stays in your heart forever, the one you can’t erase because it’s our first experience with love itself, which makes it so special. It’s normal but if the ending is bad...that stays, and stinks. Jiwon had that bad luck.

 - What is she doing here? - I ask, innocently and with a firm, slightly threatening voice.

 - Why don’t you ask him? - Hanbin smiles poorly at Jiwon finding our way back to us with a rushed pace.

 - Hey. Here’s my food. - He smiles, raising his fish cake, and we start walking to go home.

 I want to talk, even though I’m waiting for him to speak without making me ask. Hanbin and I create a suffocating silence and he finally breaks it. - I know you saw it. - He looks at us but we limit ourselves by watching our steps. - And I’m shocked like you. She’s...I don’t know why she’s here, I thought she was living in Australia. I didn’t even know what to say to her when I saw her.

 - But, she did know what to say to you. - I insinuate.

 - Yeah...

 - What did she say? - Hanbin faces him.

 - She asked how I was doing and she told me sometimes she checks on me when I’m trending on social media.

 I nod. I feel so powerless. I know he’s going to think about her the rest of the week now. I know I’m going to, too. Why did she appear again? Why did she talk to him? Doesn’t she understand how much she hurt him back then? It’s unbelievable how we forget about someone and they come back to remind us.

 Jiwon told us how she had to check that it was him before she approached him since “he changed so much” after six years. I mean, duh, what did she expect? Hanbin asked how he was feeling after seeing her and Jiwon answered he was nostalgic and surprised.

 I had some questions myself, yet I kept quiet until we got home and had some privacy.

 - Summer, you’ve been silent all the way home. Are you okay? - Jiwon anticipates.

 - The reason you broke up… - I want to complete my sentence however he does it for me.

 - Was because I loved her more than she loved me. I told you that.

 - Yes, although...did she cheat on you with the other guy?

 - The other guy she started dating after me?

 - Yes.

 - You know...I wasted two years of my life asking me all kinds of questions about our relationship. Like you right now, I didn’t understand what she said to me. When she was breaking up with me, she told me and I quote “...my love for you has faded. I can tell you still love me and I could always tell that you’ve always loved me more than I loved you. And I once told you that your expectations were too high to see the truth. I told you that I wasn’t who you saw but eventually you convinced me to love you, but that’s over now.”  With this, you can go on various paths of thoughts. I thought she was cheating on me too, but maybe she wasn’t. She was right, I was blind on my love for her. I ignored all the times she could’ve supported me and she chose not to. I loved her with everything I had and it was clearly a mistake because she didn’t do the same for me.

 - Ji… - I hug him and he chuckles.

 - It’s okay, it happens. I was young, it’s water under the bridge.

 - Is it? - Hanbin asks.

 - Yes. I love you now, the past doesn’t matter. This made me find you guys and I’m grateful for that.

 - I love you. You know that we love you equally, right? - I make sure he hears it.

 - Yes, bae. I never doubted you. - That answer made me instantly in a better mood.

 - Now that we’re done with this conversation, Chanwoo invited us to go bowling tonight. - Hanbin takes his phone out of the pocket. - What do I answer?

 - Tell him no! - Jiwon startles me with the exclamation.

 - Why? - I raise my eyebrow.

 - This is our first day-off in months and he wants to hang out like we don’t see him everyday? - Jiwon rolls his eyes.

 - Babe, that’s kind of harsh. Don’t you think? - Hanbin says, surprised by his comment. - Besides, it’s with Jinhwan and Junhoe, too.

 - It’s not harsh, I’m just saying I’d prefer to be with my partners today.

 - Okay, that’s fine. - I say. I give Hanbin a look to leave Jiwon alone for a little bit.

 - Alright, I’ll tell him we can’t go. - Hanbin texts Chanwoo and goes to our bedroom.

 He said he’s fine but he’s clearly affected by meeting her again. I don’t blame him, he knows that we’re here for him. I just wish she hadn’t shown up on our lives.

 - I have to stop by the broadcasting station to do something. See you later.

 - What? I thought we would spend the whole day together. - Jiwon turns to me.

 - We still have many hours left when I get back. We can eat dinner and watch a movie after I finish it.

 - Hm, okay, but give me a kiss before you go. - I lean at him on the couch to reach his lips. - Hanbin I’m gonna head out! - I scream. He comes running to the hall, now with his sweatpants instead of his jeans.

 - What? You’re leaving?

 - I need to do some work, I’ll be back before dinner.

 - No… - He says lowly.

 - Bye baby. - I kiss him and get out.

 I choose to drive myself to work instead of calling our driver. It will take less time and I just want to finish it as soon as possible.

 Fortunately I had to do this, because after I saw her, she’s the only thing in my mind and I have to distract myself, otherwise I’ll go crazy. The way this is affecting Jiwon is worrying me: Answering without thinking and then being clingy with us. It’s like he’s frustrated with others but trying to compensate it with giving us attention. It’s probably his manner to tell us we have nothing to worry about and that he loves us so we don’t need to be jealous. It won’t work, but at least it’s kind of cute to see how he cares about our feelings. He’s so selfless sometimes…

 I finish everything in time for dinner. When I get home, Jiwon is cooking and Hanbin is setting the table.

 - Welcome home! - They greet me.

 - It smells good. - I direct myself to the kitchen.

 - It’s done, let’s eat. - Jiwon turns the stove off and takes the two pans to the table.

 - Did you do a broadcast today? We didn’t turn the radio on. - Hanbin grabs a full spoon of kimchi rice.

 - You know I don’t talk in them, I just prepare the songs.

 - I know, but I like to see everything that you do.

 - You’re so lame sometimes. - I laugh.

 - I’m in love. - He’s right. Hanbin’s first loves are me and Jiwon. He says things like these because he never said it to someone before, he never experienced this, it’s a fresh love, a new emotion to him. Sometimes that scares me.

 The rest of the week passes by smoothly. iKON is preparing for their comeback and I’m working harder since a lot of people on my job are on vacation so I have to broadcast full night sessions because no one will be there to entertain the listeners with conversation.

 I’m grabbing my coffee after work, which means it’s 6:45 pm. I stop by a newsstand to see if it has the monthly magazine that I read yet, since it’s the beginning of the month, but instead, I read something that catches me by surprise. I have to check it three times before I believe it. I look at the picture, yet my heart is telling me it’s not true. As soon as I notice the owner of the place is about to recognize me, I cover my face and walk away in a fast pace.

                                                                                                              9:43 am

 - Bobby, you have to be careful. I’m warning you, I don’t want something like this to happen again. Don’t make yourself frowned upon, you’re a good guy. - The YG CEO says.

 - Yes, I’m sorry, sir. I won’t. - Jiwon leaves the office and goes back to the room where the iKon members are working at, which is chaotic with loud whispers and hand gestures: 

 “I don’t know how he thought he wouldn’t get caught.”

 Jiwon sees Jinhwan doing a facepalm.

 “Shut up now, he’s coming!”

 As soon as he enters, the chaos turns to a tense and awkward silence.

 When Jiwon looks at Hanbin, he has a death glare on his face that Jiwon only sees when Hanbin is super annoyed. That’s how he knows he messed up. However, he composes himself together. - Okay, let’s get to work. - He joins his hands together and the group prepares themselves.

 Donghyuk plays the song so they can practice. The movements are slow at the beginning and there’s no trouble until the song grows and Hanbin goes in front of the mirror to watch them dance.

 - Junhoe, keep going. - He says, and after that notices Jiwon isn’t doing it right. - Jiwon, slow down. - He does as told, but then he goes off beat again and his movements don’t match with the rest of the group. - Jiwon. - He calls him out once more.

 He sighs and tries again.

 - Jiwon, I told you to slow down, can’t you hear the rhythm? - Hanbin’s annoyed.

 - I’m sorry. - He apologizes, staring at his feet.

 - Do you want to play it again? - Junhoe asks.

 - Yes please. - They do and Jiwon is out of focus once again. It’s understandable since he was just scolded at, but Hanbin loses his patience. - I know you’re not listening to the song. Can you try to focus? We’re having trouble because of you.

 - I can’t. - Jiwon is static and frustrated.

 - You can, we’ve practiced this dance a million times.

 - Should I stop playing it? - The song keeps playing and Junhoe sees everyone stopped because of them two.

 - No, let’s continue, Jiwon just do it again. - Hanbin seems careless.

 - I told you I can’t right now. Please listen to me. - Jiwon’s sad voice is getting strict.

 - Guys, maybe we should come back later. - Jinhwan realizes the fight is becoming personal and wants to step back.

 - You can’t but you have to, we’re working. - Hanbin keeps his figure.

��- Please let me talk to you first.

 - We’re practicing, we’re group mates right now, this is not the place to talk, we’ll talk at home. - Hanbin reminds him of their situation. - You’ve been keeping this secret since last week, can’t you wait a little longer? - Hanbin starts to get worked up.

 - Look Hanbin, I’m sorry! - He gets closer to him and the boys watch them quietly. - I’m sorry, alright? - He says, loud.

 - We should go, come on. - Yunhyeong whispers and they discreetly leave the room.

 - Why didn’t you tell us you were having lunch with her? - Hanbin shoots.

 - I...didn’t want you to be worried. I knew you would be like this. I knew it!

 - Of course I would react like this, she’s your ex! Worse, she’s your first love. You know what that means and I know it too, I’m feeling it right now! - Hanbin yells. - Just tell me what were you thinking when you didn’t tell us you were meeting her again. Tell me how could you make me find out this way. - Hanbin rambles. - I knew something was up yesterday! I knew it! You avoided me and looked the other way all morning and when I asked where you were when lunch time came, nobody knew where you were! They thought you were with Donghyuk but then he appeared so I thought “oh, maybe he forgot something at home”. - Hanbin looks him in the eyes waiting for a regretful answer.

 - I didn’t know you were going to find out this way, I didn’t see any paparazzi. I was going to tell you…- Jiwon’s calm and failing voice is irritating Hanbin.

 - You were going to tell me when? These people are everywhere so these things happen! They want society to see our flaws! Oh God, Jiwon. - Hanbin starts walking back and forth.  - Do you know what I thought this morning when I heard this? I didn’t believe it, I didn’t believe someone could be that dumb, seriously, Donghyuk had to show me the picture so I could see you two were really together. You know you’re on the papers, right? Social media too. I guess you know that, considering the CEO talked to you. - Hanbin looks at him. - Jesus, you realize Summer probably saw it too? She works with the media, Jiwon. On the fucking radio. And if she didn’t see it yet, she will.

 - I know...do you think she really saw it? - Jiwon’s guilt is growing and his face is sadder. - She will think I cheated on her...and on you… - Hanbin covers his face, concerned. Jiwon sighs and starts crying. - What do I do…? - Hanbin subtly looks at him.

 - Babe you can still call her. Maybe she didn’t see it, I mean, it came to us first because it’s about you. It’s YG’s business.

 - But it’s everywhere, like you said, if she didn’t see it, she will. Besides, I don’t want to do this over the phone. - Jiwon runs his fingers through his hair. - Oh God. - He gets up, wondering around, lost.

 Someone of the staff knocks on the door to warn them to continue the schedule. Jiwon wipes his tears off.

 - We’ll talk better at home. - Hanbin grabs Jiwon’s shoulder.

                                                                                                                 7:03 pm

 I get home, alone, devastated by the news I kept overthinking on the car. The moment I drop my keys in the little plate, I let my body sink in the couch and I wait for them. I turn the TV on but I don’t pay attention to even what channel I’m watching. I limit on calming myself down so when they get here, I don’t seem too upset since I want to understand what Jiwon has to say. About an hour and a few minutes later, I hear the door open and the tinkling of the keys along with some whispers. They get to the living room and I welcome them, getting up off the couch.

 - How was your day, baby? - They give me a kiss on a cheek.

 - Good.  - I answer. - How was yours?

 - Wait, you don’t want to specify what you did? - Jiwon says, slightly nervous.

 - No, it was a normal day. - I fake my answer. - How was your day?

 Hanbin gives Jiwon a look so he can go ahead and tell me. - We...worked! - Jiwon smiles.

 - Oh. - I fake a smile.

 - Yeah...but Summer, I have to tell you something. - He gulps and takes my hand to sit us down. - Last week, when I saw Myung-Hee, she later on Friday asked me to have lunch with her yesterday...so I did. I just wanted to know how she was doing and maybe be in peace with her on my head. I’m sorry I didn’t tell you guys, I clearly paid for it this morning. Everyone is upset at me on the company and they’re right, I wasn’t careful and I didn’t think.

 - “Be in peace with her” ? - Hanbin whispers in an irritated voice.

 - I know. You didn’t. - They look at me, confused. - I know everything. - I nod. - I read it on a magazine after work. I didn’t know till I got my coffee. I know what you’re thinking, I don’t usually drink coffee at that time but today I did, and now I wish I didn’t. It’s funny how things work.

 - Summer, I’m sorry. I feel so bad, are you upset? - His concerned face surfaces.

 - I’m upset you hid this from us. How could you? You lied to us, Jiwon. Let me ask you, if it wasn’t out by the paparazzis, were you going to tell us at all?

 - I was. Yesterday. - He looks away.

 - Oh really? Because I don’t recall you telling me this yesterday.

 - I… - He stutters. - Hanbin was tired and when we got home I couldn’t just…

 - So you waited for the magazines to do it for you? - I pop a senseless question.

 - I didn’t know there were magazines in the first place!

 - Oh then next time, when you meet her again, make sure, yeah? - I cross my arms and I get up, looking to the other side of the room.

 - Baby… - Jiwon reaches for me and tries to hug me but I push him away. - I’m not going to meet her again. - He grabs my arms and looks at me.

 - Like I could believe you after you lied. - I look away.

 - He’s not. - Hanbin finally breaks his silence.

 - How do you know? Why are you so quiet? - I start shooting questions against him. - You knew about this, didn’t you? - Hanbin frowns by my question. - You boys always exclude me from everything. Just because I’m not with you all day like you two are.

 - Summer, you know that’s not true! And I didn’t know! I found out when the staff asked how I was doing after “the Bobby thing”. I was clueless. I felt exactly like you did but it was this morning! You have to understand I had all day to think about this.

 I feel my eyes get watery and it’s not long until tears start running down my cheeks. He’s right, my feelings are more fresh, my anger is building up and I’m being jealous for every little thing I can find.

 - Baby. - Jiwon calls me, worried and regretful.

 - I’m sorry, Bin. - I wipe my tears. - It was probably harder for you. - I recognize my mistake to judge him. - Could you work today at all? Everyone was probably asking you all sorts of questions or giving you looks. - I get concerned.

 - Yes, they were. - Jiwon watches us talk. - But I had to pretend everything was okay so we could keep the schedule going. I admit in the morning we fought, but we’re talking better here with you at home.

 - Babes, listen to me. I’m sorry. I didn’t mean to cause you trouble.

 - Jiwon you have to understand you didn’t put just you at risk. You put you, me, Summer and  iKON. - He enumerates the amount of people with his fingers. - You saw how difficult it was to practice today. I know I said this already but you were so dumb.

 - I know. I apologized to the CEO.

 - Irresponsible. - He continues. - Just because of her. What did you get from this lunch, besides problems, anyway?

 - Yes, what was that “be in peace with her in my head”? - I come back to this. - You assured to us last week that the past didn’t matter, so why did you say this earlier?

 - I just wanted to know if I could see her as a friend and not someone who broke my heart for the first time. I know I said the past doesn’t matter, and it doesn’t, but sometimes she comes to my mind and I feel insecure. I feel like the 16 year-old boy that met a pretty girl and fell in love with her, even though she didn’t fell for him.

 Hanbin and I stay quiet for moment to take in what we heard.

 - Ji, you know you grew up. And you know we love you.

 - You’re not a boy. - Hanbin follows my sentences. - You are a wonderful man. I know this because we grew a lot together, I saw you become this confident and handsome person. Don’t make yourself think you’re the same as you were when you met her. You changed, for the best. Forget her. Forget the 16 year-old boy. Trust yourself now, and trust us. Trust that we love you and that you love us, that’s all that matters, nothing else.

 Jiwon smiles by Hanbin’s beautiful words. - I’m sorry. I will say it until you both forgive me. I promise I won’t lie to you ever again even if I have the tendency to do it, I won’t hide things from you. I fucked up but I learned my lesson. I hate to see you mad at me.

 I pout. - Alright, I forgive you.

 Jiwon opens his arms for a hug, hoping we can accept it.

 - Me too. - Hanbin hugs him and I join in.

 - I hate it when you don’t tell me stuff. - I say, with one of my cheeks buried on Hanbin’s back, making my voice sound more innocent and cute.

 - I’m sorry, I didn’t want to make you feel left out. Ever. I love you so much. - Jiwon gives me a kiss on the cheek. - I won’t embarrass you like that again either, Bin. I’m going to apologize to the members tomorrow for delaying our practice. - He sighs. - I feel like a weight just lifted off my shoulders, thank you for forgiving me.

 - Okay Jiwon, it’s forgotten, let’s just move on and relax and go to bed.

 - You’re already sleepy? - Jiwon asks, suspicious.

 - No. - I give him a smile.

 Hanbin looks at Jiwon, takes off his shirt and goes after me, walking to our bedroom and I can hear Jiwon rushing himself to catch us before we start.

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Love is a Triangle

Part 1 - Part 2 - Part 3 - Part 4

Pairing: Double B x Reader

Genre: Fluff

 It’s a Sunday afternoon and I’m in the kitchen, washing my hands. My phone buzzes on the living room table but my hands are full of soap and I can’t see who’s trying to contact me. Thankfully, I see Jiwon passing by and he hears my ringtone too.

 - Could you see who it is? - I say, cleaning my wet hands.

 - It’s Maya.

 - Oh! Answer it and put it on speaker please.

 - Hi little sister!

 - Hey, what’s up?

 - Are you decent?

 - Yeah, why?

 - I’mma call you on FaceTime.

 - Okay. - I untie my hair and prepare myself for the camera.

 - Hey. I have news. - She seems really excited, I can feel the anticipation growing in me.

 - What? - Maya smiles like she never did before and shows me the shiny ring on her finger. I widen my eyes from the surprise. - No! Oh My God! - I scream.

 - I’m getting married.

 - Are you for real? Maya, this is crazy!

 - I know right, I’m still in shock, I’m so happy.

 - I can’t believe it, congratulations.

 - It’s going to be this Spring and I want you to be there, no excuses.

 - Yes, I can’t wait!

 - Me neither, you know me, I’m already planning everything. I just want the day to come.

 - If it’s this Spring it’s so close, time is going to run by in an instant, don’t worry.

 - Okay, one more thing. I’m going to send you an official invite soon but promise me you will bring Hanbin and Jiwon with you.

 - Yes, I promise. We won’t miss it.

 - Thank you. Well, I just wanted to tell you first before I tell mom and dad.

 - Wait, who have you told?

 - You, my friends and Tyler’s.

 - I was the first in the family to know? Aww.

 - Yeah I mean, they’re coming for dinner tonight and I’m going to tell them then.

 - Ahh, I’m so excited. Give Tyler a hug for me.

 - I will. Bye, I gotta go. - She waves and we end the call.

 - Oh My God! - I scream and lean my back on the couch.

 - Is everything okay? - Hanbin enters the living room.

 - Maya and Tyler are engaged!

 - Your sister? - Jiwon joins us.

 - Yes! Isn’t this crazy?

 - Yes, wow.

 - I’m so happy for them. - Hanbin confesses.

 - She said it’s going to be this Spring and she wants us to come.

 - Really? That’s so nice! - Jiwon is surprised.

 - Do you have a schedule already?

 - We got some things but don’t worry, I’ll clear it up for the big day if we have anything on the date. - Hanbin figures the solution.

 - When is it exactly?

 - She didn’t say, she only told me we’re getting an invitation card soon.

 - Oh, great!

2 Days Before the Wedding

- Okay, do you have everything?

- Yes, I'm done. - Jiwon answers, checking the bags.

- Bin, are you ready? - I shout from the hall.

- Uhh...wait I... - He stutters from our bedroom, so I go check what's taking him so long.

I look at his travel bag still open and his belongings all over the place.

 - I was thinking I could bring my camera. - Hanbin is running around, packing clothes and other things on his suitcase.

 - Yes that's a good idea, I like when you photograph us. 

He stops. - Summer baby...what if your parents don't like me? Or Jiwon?

 - Don't say that, come on, you're so sweet and gentle. - He sighs.

 - Yes but what if...

 - Hey, - I grab his shoulders. - it's gonna be okay. Worry about packing now, we can't miss the flight.

 - You're right, I'm just nervous.

 I see him saving his laptop and I get worried. - You're not planning on working in there, are you?

 - No, just a little bit on the plane.

 - Just on the plane. You promise. - I say out loud so he reassures me.

 - Yes, beautiful.

 - Do you have everything now?

 - Hanbin are you ready or not? Let's go! - Jiwon shouts from the other room, losing his temper. He’s always the one who gets ready first, no matter what the situation is.

 - Yes, I do! - He shouts back and we go to Jiwon, where he's sitting in a suitcase. 

 - Can we go now? - He speaks, tired of waiting. - I nod.

 We finally arrive at the airport full of people running around to get their check-in done, just like us. Their bodyguards insisted to come with us so the fans wouldn't approach us. They did a great job but I asked Hanbin for them not to disturb us at the wedding weekend, so when we enter the plane, no one will have the need to treat us in a special way. I know that can't always be avoided but we all want to make family events somewhat normal, that's why he already took care of everything before I said something.

 It's a 13-hour flight and I have a difficult time to sleep on planes so I try to make myself busy with conversation.

 - How come your uncle didn't come with us? - Jiwon asks.

 - Oh, he's already in America, he had a conference there this week and he decided to stay for the wedding.

 - Is he joining us for dinner tonight, then?

 - No, he’s going to visit some friends.

 - Are you nervous about seeing your family? - Hanbin opens a pack of gummy bears.

 - Kinda. It's her wedding you know, and I just sense a lot of people asking me unnecessary questions.

 - Babygirl, you've done a wonderful job here in Korea and you always know what to answer in those situations. If they happen, just do what you always do. And if you don't want to talk to them we're here to help you too. - Jiwon takes a red gummy bear.

 - Well, what if they judge you? Or what if they treat you differently just because you're celebrities?

 - Let them, babe. We can't change how people see us, - he puts two gums into his mouth - we just have to live our lives the way we are.

 - Don't think too much about it, Summer baby. - I smile at Hanbin and he offers me a gummy bear.

 I put my headphones on and enjoy the playlist I made for the weekend. 30 minutes later after take off, and Jiwon is already sleeping. I look over him and I see Hanbin is working on his computer. I hope he can enjoy himself at the party and not have his mind worried about music, he deserves a break.

 They offer us dinner after an hour, and Hanbin and I accept it. Following our meal, Hanbin decides to get some sleep too and I watch them both, resting side by side, for a while. 4 hours vanish easily when I think about how these days will pass by. I choose to book a hotel for us and then I try to rest for a little bit. I happily notice that I have fallen asleep for about 3 hours without noticing. I observe the flight attendant walking around the passenger seats asking if they would like some breakfast. I call her and she brings me some bread with an omelet and a cup of coffee, like I required. Whilst I eat, I feel Jiwon waking up and smelling my food.

 - Hi. - I say, finishing the piece of bread I have in my mouth. He smiles softly, then gives me a kiss on the cheek. - Do you want breakfast? - He nods, still sleepy.

 - I'm just going to the bathroom first.

We speak in a low voice.

 - Do you want me to order for you?

 - No, thanks. - He gets up and analyzes how he will pass without waking Hanbin up. He succeeds and comes back 3 minutes later to do the same. The flight attendant who brought me my breakfast, brings his. He hasn’t eaten in so long because of sleeping. - Did you sleep? - He asks me, breaking the bread.

 - Yes, actually.

 - Is everything okay? - He checks on me.

 - She asked me to write a toast for her.

 - Really? How is it?

 - It's...a blank paper right now.

 - Oh I'm sure you'll think of something, you're great with words.

 - I have great teachers. - We smile at each other.

 Jiwon finishes his breakfast and plays some games on his phone while I think about my unwritten toast.

 - Aren't you going back to sleep? - He pauses his game to answer me.

 - No, I want to stay wake to keep you company.

 I get tired of ripping pages off my notepad so I binge-watch Friends to cheer me up while Jiwon watches a movie. In the meantime, Hanbin wakes up, startled. Jiwon grabs his arm, trying to understand what's going on. I watch the whole scene in concern.

 - Bin. - He calls.

 - Where-where are we? - He seems confused and sleepy.

 - We're on the plane. To America. - Jiwon stays calm so maybe he can pass that energy to him. - Are you okay?

 Hanbin sighs, deeply. Relaxation in him is starting to show. - Yes, I just had this crazy dream. Don't worry, it's over. - He smiles at me to reassure me he's actually fine.

 - Do you wanna tell us about it?

 - No, it's not worth it. - Hanbin smiles again and rests his hand on Jiwon's.

 - Do you want to go back to sleep? - I speak.

 - No. - He chuckles. - I want to hear the reason why you're watching Friends for the millionth time. - We all laugh. - How long is it until we land?

 - Hm, I don't know I lost track of time when I... - I don't want to finish my sentence because I know (!) they will mock me again.

 - Look what that tv show does.

  Hanbin checks on the monitor of the chair seat in front of him, how much time of flight we have left. - We have one hour and a half to kill.

 - Oh great, do you want to eat lunch here? And then we can grab something on the way to my parents house?

 - Sure, let's eat.

 We get pasta and I show them the hotel room that I booked for us on these three days. Jiwon gets a little upset for the fact that I didn't use his credit card to pay for the stay, like he said I should do, if I was the one to make the reservation.

 The plane lands at EDT 2pm in New York and we're all glad that we can finally get up and walk freely. We get our bags and catch a cab to go to the hotel. Sleeping in a hotel in New York is new to me since I lived in Brooklyn with my parents and siblings when I was in America, but I guess this time everything is new. I'm happy I can introduce Hanbin and Jiwon my life before I met them.

 I ask them if they're hungry and they answer me 'no' so we take a little walk through the city after dropping off our belongings on the hotel. After an hour we decide to go back to the room to relax a little bit and get ready.

 - Summer baby I know you said for me not to worry about what your parents might think of me, us, but I can't keep my mind busy with anything else now so...what do you think I should wear? Do they know what I look like? What if I mess up my English? - Hanbin has two jackets in his hands.

 - Hanbin, you've talked to them on FaceTime, of course they know what you look like. - I smile a little bit, subtly, so it doesn't seem like I am enjoying his nervousness. - And they see you on pictures all the time. Also, your english is great, you’re just lacking practice. This is a great opportunity to work on that!

 - Relax Bin, everything's gonna be okay. - Jiwon encourages him.

 - Yes, be yourselves and everything is going to be fine.

 - Should I wear a cap, is that okay? I feel like my hair is a mess. - Jiwon asks, looking at himself in the mirror.

 - Oh I thought you said "relax, everything is gonna be okay". - I tease him.

 - And it is but I mean...I can't look bad, we're going to meet your parents and siblings for the first time! - I cross my arms and watch them freak out. - Oh God, should I wear a cap or not? Hanbin, why are you standing there, help me!! - Jiwon shouts and Hanbin is still struggling with his outerwear.

 - Yes, wear a cap, your hair seems jetlagged too. - Hanbin says in the most innocent way but I can't hold my laugh anymore so I let it out. On the other hand, he is trying a long coat. I think they brought more clothes than me. - Do you think this is too formal?

 - Yes, baby...just wear what you were wearing on the plane.

 - On the pla...okay, you're crazy. I'm not listening to you. - He turns to Jiwon. - Babe, what do you think of this?

 - Perfect. But wait, if you wear that, do I look too casual? Do we look too different? What if they think we don't match? - I facepalm myself. They are so nervous, I don't think they're the same men anymore. 

 - Where are my relaxed boyfriends? I think I left them in Korea. - I start 'looking for them' under the bed.

 - Babe, don't make fun of us, alright? Or may I remind you the time you met my parents? - Hanbin recalls.

 - Oh yeah, I remember that. - Jiwon chuckles and puts on a button up shirt.

 - Okay, I don't like this game anymore. - I admit. - Will you hurry up, though? If you want to impress them, don't be late.

 - Yes, yes, I'm done. - Hanbin adjusts himself.

 - Me too. - Jiwon gets out of the bathroom.

 I stare at them, nicely dressed to impress and I smile, in love, and I think about how lucky I am to have them both.

 We call an uber and we take around 30 minutes to get to Brooklyn. When I locate the house, I tell the driver to stop. I'm about to ring the bell but first I check on them.

 - Are you ready?

 - Totally, let's do this. - Jiwon hints a little sarcasm in his voice.

 - Oh man, this is it. - Hanbin mentally prepares himself.

 - Boys, it's going to be fine, they're gonna love you. There's nothing to be nervous about, they are very welcoming. - I reach my hand to touch the bell but someone opens the door and we get surprised.

 - I thought I heard a car outside. - My dad informs us.

 - Dad! Hi, how are you? - We hug each other. 

 - Come on in. - He gestures with his hand.

 - Dad, this is Jiwon and Hanbin.

 - Hi, it's so nice to finally meet you. You look taller in person, I'm impressed. - He shakes their hands and they chuckle. - Welcome to our family. - He smiles. - Honey, they're here!

 My mother comes rushing to the hall to introduce herself. - Oh, my daughter is finally home. - She gives me a comfortable hug. - Hello boys, nice to meet you, I'm Michelle, Summer’s mother.

 Hanbin steps up first. - Hello, I'm Hanbin. - My mom greets him with a kiss.

 - Hi, I'm Jiwon. - A kiss once again.

 - Okay, come on into the living room, I was just finishing making dinner. You're hungry, aren't you? - They smile respectfully.

 - I am, can't wait to eat mom's home cooked meal again. - I break silence and sit on the middle couch. Hanbin and Jiwon follow me.

 - Summer, is that you? - I hear Maya coming down the stairs. - Oh my God, look at all of you! - Tyler, her fiance, is behind her. They introduce themselves to my boyfriends and they do the same, more relaxed this time. They also congratulate my sister and Tyler for their engagement. - Gosh, you guys are tall! - Maya compares their height with hers.

 - That's what I was saying! - My dad joins us again.

 - Andrew, don’t make the kids uncomfortable. - My mom places the food on the table.

 - What? I was just saying, being tall is not a bad thing.

 - Where’s Jamie? - I ask.

 - He went to get some ice, on the convenience store. - Maya answers me.

 - Alright! Dinner’s ready everyone. Let’s just wait for the ice that Jamie will bring. - My mom looks at her watch. - Any minute now. - She changes the subject and turns to me, Hanbin and Jiwon. - So, how did you get here? Was it a long way or..?

 - Yeah, but I think it was harder for Summer because we - Jiwon points to himself and Hanbin. - are used to this due to the world tours that we do.

 - Oh right, you guys must be on an airplane far too many times. - Tyler ads.

 - Yes. - Hanbin laughs.

 We hear the door opening and my brother Jamie appears in the living room, watching us sitting on the couch.

  - Oh, you’re all here! Hi!

  - Hey. - I hug him and my mother takes the ice on his hand to the counter. - Jiwon and Hanbin, it’s my brother Jamie, you remember him, right?

  - Yes, of course! - Jiwon gets up suddenly off the couch and extends his hand to Jamie. Hanbin follows him. My brother is the only one in my family who knew them before today because he visited Korea for a couple of days last year and we gave him a tour around Seoul.

 - Nice to see you again, guys.

 - Well, since we’re all here, shall we begin our meal? - My mother speaks and everyone answers with a yes. I want Hanbin and Jiwon to sit next to me so I can be in the middle and check on them during dinner so they don’t feel uncomfortable but Maya ruins that when she sits on my right. Jiwon seems a little lost in this situation but Hanbin tells him to sit next to him. Well, at least I have one of them by my side.  - I made a pumpkin soup to start because...well, I was craving it,  - I chuckle at my mom. - I hope you like it. - We eat the soup and then the main course while they try to know each other better. Maya surprisingly whispers in my ear:

 -  They are both so cute and not to mention sexy, you got lucky, I bet you have a lot of fun with them.

 - Maya! Tyler is in front of you, how could you say that? - I “scream whisper”.

 - Oh come on I’m just telling the truth, don’t you agree with me?

 - Yes. - I blush. Maya smiles and tells me I’m cute.

 Hanbin touches me on my arm. - Baby I’m sweating, it’s so hot in here, I don’t know what to do. - He shakes his sweater.

 - Babe, just take it off. Do it in the bathroom. - I’m trying to understand why is he panicking, although I look up front so I don’t worry my family.

 He touches my arm again. - I don’t know where’s the bathroom. - He whispers.

  I sigh. - I’ll take you there.

 We both get up but before we can take a step, Jiwon grabs Binnie’s hand.

 - Where-where are you going?

 - To the bathroom. - He answers.

 - Don’t leave me here, I wanna go too. - Jiwon tries to keep it down.

 - Hanbin is just going to take off his sweater. - I clarify the situation so he doesn’t have to worry about how long we will take.

 - I can help, let me go too please.

 I close my eyes and I breathe. I didn’t want to disturb dinner by getting up with both of them because it’s so unnecessary, but everyone is looking now so I’ll just act like it’s normal, excusing myself, as if we really do need to use the bathroom.

 We enter, by my choosing, in the biggest bathroom of the house. As soon as I close the door, Hanbin breathes deep and takes his v-neck shirt off.

 - My gosh, I’m so nervous I don’t know how to talk. - He shares.

 - Me too, I need to loosen up. - Jiwon admits.

 - What? I saw you guys talking to my mom. - I’m stunned.

 - Yeah but believe me, I don’t remember what I said.

 - I was trying to anticipate every sentence because I’m afraid to say something stupid. - Jiwon unbuttons one button of his shirt.

 - You’re not going to say something stupid. - I assure him.

 He gets closer to Hanbin. - I’m not like you, you always know what to say. - Jiwon grabs his waist and puts his mouth near his lips. Hanbin is focused on the mirror but easily realizes he wants a kiss so he gives it to him. Jiwon starts running his hands under Hanbin’s white shirt but he stops him.

 - Don’t start this here, babe.

 - Sorry. I just wanted to distract my mind a little bit, I’m nervous. And not being able to kiss you in front of them is driving me crazy.

 - Can I get a kiss too? - I’m jealous.

 Jiwon smiles and kisses me. He looks at me and puts a piece of hair behind my ear, admiring me. - You’re beautiful.

 We come back to the dinner table, more at ease. My family and them, seem to be having a great time. Sometimes I see Jiwon and Hanbin whispering to each other but I can’t hear them so I become curious about it. That’s a shame but it’s wonderful to see all of them getting along well, talking and laughing together. From the looks of it, this weekend will be fine and a happy experience.

 When we get home, I was so tired I fell in the bed and only woke up in the afternoon.

Wedding Day

                                                                                                              6:03pm

 - What are you doing? - Hanbin sees me in the chair of the bar, writing.

 - I’m just finishing my toast.

 - Aww, can I read?

 - You already did. - I remind him.

 - Not the part that you’re writing. - He ads.

 - Bin, we don’t have time. I can already sense a bride emergency so I need to finish this as soon as possible.

 - Okay, I won’t bother you, I’m gonna talk to Jamie. - He turns around.

 - Wait! It’s done. - I get up and fold the paper and smile at him. He gazes at me, grabbing my face. I place my hands on his blazer.

 - You look so beautiful today, you know that, right? - I look at him and he kisses me. I smile and blush by his compliment and act.

 - Oh, you’re here. - Jiwon approaches us.

 - Where have you been? - Hanbin asks.

 - Donghyuk called, so I went to a more quiet place.

 - Donghyuk? What did he want?

 - It was because of a song. - Jiwon tries to let the matter go.

 - What song? Did something happen?

 - No, I mean, everything’s fine, he just wanted an opinion, - Jiwon grabs his shoulders - relax.

 - Don’t scare me. - Hanbin warns him and he smiles, saying “no”.

 - Okay, are you done? We should go.

 We start walking through the botanical garden until we find the chairs and the beautiful white arch, where my older sister Maya and Tyler will get married. We wait about half an hour till Tyler shows up with his best man. He looks very elegant and has a different glow. I guess because of how happy he must feel. Next, are the bridesmaids, walking and dropping flowers over the path Maya will walk in. After four minutes, Maya appears with my dad by her side. Every guest stands up and smiles at them. Tyler covers his mouth and starts crying by seeing her. As soon as Maya is by his side, she wipes his tears and they smile so passionately at each other that I get emotional. I can feel Hanbin looking at me with a sincere smile. I support my head on his chest and he hugs me. We finally hear the priest say “you can kiss the bride” so everyone happily applauds.

 Dinner comes and it’s time for the speeches and dances. When I notice the guests enjoying their dessert, I take my chance to make my toast so I stand up and I hit my glass with a fork to get attention. Jiwon and Hanbin wish me luck.

 - Hello, I’m Maya’s younger sister. I’m so happy to be here, at your wedding. I remember when I met Tyler I could see how much they liked each other so I always rooted for you two. When I went to live in Korea, even though Maya wasn’t there to help me physically, she did help me emotionally. She made me believe in myself, she gave me courage to face my fears and because of that I found true love. - I look at my boyfriends, sitting next to me. - Without her I wouldn’t be so brave and I wouldn’t be so happy. So I am glad that you found your true love and that you’re happy. Tyler is an impeccable guy and you are perfect for each other. Congratulations to you both, I wish you a lifetime of happiness. - I raise my glass and everyone follows my lead and drinks.

 It was the most beautiful ceremony I’ve ever been to. There was no hard part, just magical moments with the people that I love.

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