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malcolmthunders · 1 month
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semana en cucuta, Marzo 18
senana loca, por aqu[i no puedo escribir sobre lo lubrico, porque dejar[ia rastro, de mi traición, pero es traición, no se siente del todo bien, pero como suele ocurir tampoco del todo mal, es decir, si, bien pude - pienso en mi mamá no tomar ese riesgo el jueves, después de lo que ocurrió el viernes. Su desilusion su constante expresion de angustia y anxiedad. y yo concupsicible y sabiendo ahora como es que el poder corrimpe, y la ocisaiol, la. plata hace al perverso polimorfo. dios, y no fue delicioso, no fue sordidamente poetico, como me logre escabullir casi con una manod de la fortuna, no como el miercoesl, dios de la que me alve tn grande el miercoesl, y haver dejado la plata, y el cuento de la pllata dios, es muy frpágil, las comisura, los seams de mis mentiras se nota..n,,, pero el culo de la venezolana, i, totalmente vale los dineros.
y sigo horny acanod e venirme en la boca de Hensleig con la misma cahocndez lubridcida rijoez no se ardor que he tendio toda est asemana loca, con mi papa murinedose por un lado, y yo rijoso como un condenado, masturbador obsitnado, casi triste y sombiro, pero es qu hay libre albedrio, hay i se vien ela cursileria pseudo intelectual,...
se seinte larga esta semana, se seinte doble, con lo del ivaje a cbogota, y bueno la pse delicioso en bogota, mi fracaso lo qllevo como una blason de hobnore, pues que mas da en el mundo, hay que hcarlo, y nluego levantarse y charlo mas ya me debo ir a dormir, y todavia esoty horny, es una semi adicción,
le envie a luisa un video porno, que luego le msotre a hensleigh mientras me lo mamaba. pequemas artimañas artilugios y semiterias perversasr qe rayzan con lo inmoral. desde donde se mire claro esta. quien lo niega?
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jurnalabbas · 5 months
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Kamis,26 Oktober 2023
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1. Mengaji ummi saat di test
2. Mau menuntaskan penutup ummi dlu baru naik ke atas
3. Pertama kali Mengerjakan soal evaluasi mapel B.inggris dengan mandiri tanpa push & tanpa dibacakan
4. Mengambil crayonya sendiri di loker
5. Mengerjakan evaluasi mapel b.arab dengan sedikit push
6. Inisiatif mengambil smua buku mapel pada jam KBM tsb
7. Empati menghampiri rayzan yang sedang menangis & membantunya mencuci muka
8. Mengerjakan soal mapel matematika dengan sedikitpush
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1. Implusif melempar tempat minum ke lapangan saat mendengar temanya bermain polisi-polisian
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A/N: this definitely got to a point i just took the characters and setting and did my own story with it but uh. its fine. no idea if i’ll ever come back to this but?? im running out of writing spoons rn so! you get this as is with its really choppy ending :^) nothing’s been proof read by someone else but i tried my best so uh. enjoy lmao
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"Today's broadcast reports there will be a meteor shower raining over Pelican Town this evening! Make sure to take an umbrella with you! Hehe." The meteorologist quips before the broadcast goes back to the news about the latest about the Gotoro Empire. Rayzan sighs and shuts the TV off, sipping at his coffee.
"What's so important about some damn meteor shower? It's... what, space rocks? Big whoop." He mutters to himself, shoving a rather... strange (to put it lightly) tasting cheese cauliflower into his mouth. It's what he gets from buying food from Joja - hopefully he wouldn't start glowing or something as a side effect. With a grunt he pushes himself off of the floor, throwing the plastic container to the side. He'd clean it up later. Probably.
He jumps as there's a rapping on the janky screen door, and he instinctively grabs his gun from behind a potted plant. Pulling the door open, he aims it directly between the other's eyes.
"What the fuck do you want." His tone is harsh and cold, and he never breaks eye contact with her.
"Oh!" Maru stumbles backwards on the porch, holding her hands up. "I'm sorry! I just- uh-" She falters over her words, clearly taken aback.
"Spit it out."
"Can you put down the gun? Please?" Maru chooses her words carefully, keeping her hands in the air.
"I thought I made it perfectly fucking clear I didn't want anyone bothering me." He moves the gun downward, but his gaze still seems to burn through her.
"Well, yes, but..."
"But you wanted to anyways, right? You decided your high-fucking-horse is more important than my privacy."
There's a long pause before Maru says anything. She just stands there, gawking at him. "I just wanted to tell you about the meteor shower tonight. Everyone's going to be gathered at the beach, if you wanted to come." She speaks simply before turning around and stepping off the porch. "Yeah. I'm aware." He slams the door, the screens rattling as he locks it. "Yoba damn everyone in this fucking town." He grumbles and hides the gun once more.
Grabbing whatever clothes he could find from his dresser, he stares at himself in the mirror. So much for keeping up appearances, huh? He takes a deep breath and runs some hair gel through his hair, a toothbrush hanging out of his mouth. He gags and spits into a bucket of lake water. His plumbing hadn't worked for, well, what felt like months now and he wasn't about to go ask Mrs. 'Oh how are you? Where are you from? How is the farm? Do you have any family?' Robin for help any time soon.
Pulling a shirt over his head he makes his way outside, staring at his rather sad attempt at a garden. He was supposed to be a farmer and he couldn't even keep a few peppers alive, let alone an entire farm's worth. Deciding to water the crops, despite them being... well, very dead, he tosses his farming tools aside and heads into town.
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The walk always felt long and tedious. He had looked into getting a car before, but the walk to even GET to a dealership was way out of the question, and with the only bus in town out of commission, he was pretty much stuck in town and on foot. The sun beat down on him endlessly, almost taunting him for daring to move during the summer.
As soon as he reaches town he instantly heads for Joja. The saloon wouldn't be open for another few hours, and he sure as hell wasn't going to sit in Pierre's and listen to his badgering about how the farm was doing. Instantly being hit with the a/c of Jojamart he takes a deep breath, wiping the sweat from his brow.
"Quite the walk, isn't it? You should take a sip of the latest JojaCola flavor! NuBerry - a delicious combination of raspberry and cranberry thrown together by our team of talented scientists! Joja is not liable for any injuries or side effects that may occur while drinking NuBerry. NuBerry - Fresh and full of smiles!" Morris spews off like a recorded advertisement, making Rayzan roll his eyes. He instead heads back towards the freezers, holding it open and just soaking in the cold as he sinks to the floor.
“Probably shouldn't stand there with it open like that.” A voice comes up from behind him, leaning over his shoulder.
“You and I both know you don't care about their electric bills.” Rayzan smirks as he looks up to see Shane leaning over him. “Unless you've suddenly had a change of heart?” He puts a hand to his heart, leaning back.
“Nah. Last I heard there was some freezer monster back there. Snatches up kids that don't know better.” Shane quips and stands up straighter. “Besides, I gotta put these in there.” He motions to a palette of frozen pizza boxes.
“Mind if I nab one of those to go?”
“Hey, if you can get it past Morris be my guest.” Shane pauses, “But if you get caught I didn't see shit.” He grins before going back to restocking the freezer.
“You underestimate me greatly.” Rayzan snatches a box off of the pile, waiting until Morris was busy doing who-knows-what until stealthily stepping out the door with it.
“Oi, watch it kid.” Pam exclaims as Rayzan runs directly into her, almost dropping his box.
“Whatever.” Rayzan grumbles and rushes past her, wondering where the hell he could keep this for the time being. There was no way he was walking all the way back home for just this. Looking around he exhales before checking his watch. 10:04 am. Fuck. What was he supposed to do for at least another two hours before the saloon opened?
He could go to the mines... but that didn't solve his pizza dilemma. He groans before staring down at the river. Maybe... No, that would make it soggy. Shit. He settles on hiding it behind a rock in the shade – at least it would stay cool there. Wiping his hands off he heads past Pierre's, only to get stopped on his way.
“Hey, Rayzan! How is the farm coming along? You know, if you need anything we-”
“Yeah, yeah. You sell seeds and shit. I'm thoroughly aware. It's the only fucking shit you sell.” Rayzan interrupts her, turning back around with his arms crossed.
“Well... Pierre and I have discussed expanding our stock recently. If you have anything you'd like to see feel free to let us know!” Caroline smiles, holding up a small basket of tomatoes. “These are freshly grown from our garden, they're rather fresh, too. We were thinking about selling these, would you like to try one?”
“...I'll pass.” Rayzan rolls his eyes, continuing up the path.
“Oh, well, I'll see you later at the meteor shower then!”
“Doubt it.” He picks up his pace, running up towards the mountains. The air always feels crisper up here, fresher. He takes a moment to breathe as he reaches Robin's house, then immediately ducks by it. There was no way he was sticking around for more pleasant conversations with the townsfolk. ESPECIALLY Robin.
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As he ducks into the mine, Marlon looks over at him and just laughs. “What, are you planning on starting an earth quake and almost killing yourself again? Didn't have enough last time?”
“Shut up. I didn't even bring my gun this time.”
“You didn't bring your sword, either. Or a pickaxe... What exactly are you planning on doing down there?” Marlon points out, nodding towards him. “May be half-blind but even I can see that's not a good idea.”
Rayzan takes a moment to look over himself, realizing he didn't actually bring any tools. “...Fuck.” He sighs in exasperation as Marlon laughs at him.
“Get out of here kid. I'm not in the mood to rescue you again.”
“Shut up.” Rayzan repeats himself, leaving the cave with a roll of his eyes. He heads past Linus' tent with a nod of his head, shoving his hands into his pockets before heading up towards the train station. Oh how he wished he could hop on the train and get the hell out of here. Instead he pushes the door open to the spa, heading for the locker room. With any luck no one else would be there.
Unfortunately, this wasn't his lucky day. Alex sits up from the weight bench as he waves at him.
“Hey man, didn't think I'd see you up here again.” Alex grins. “That offer to spot you is still open. You know, so you don't drop your weight on your foot again. How's that doing, by the way?”
“It's fine.” Rayzan says simply, yanking at his locker door.
“You gotta pull it up first.” Alex speaks up after a few moments of Rayzan fighting with the locker.
“...I knew that.” Rayzan responds, moving the handle up before pulling it open properly.
“Oh! Uh, are you going to that... that shower tonight? Haley's dragging me along. Don't know, might be pretty cool.”
“Wasn't really planning on it. Everyone keeps asking me about it.” He grumbles and grabs a towel, heading for the showers.
“Well, it's just, basically everyone in town goes to these things. It's kind of a big deal, these festivals and all.”
“Yeah, I got that. Now, do you mind? I'm sweaty and I'm not going to wash myself off at home with lake water.”
“You don't have a shower?”
“No.”
“Why don't you-”
“I'm not asking anyone to fix my shit.” With that, Rayzan pulls the curtain to the shower shut and tosses his things down. What's with everyone in this town being so damn talkative?
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He spends the next several hours in the pool, ignoring Penny and Alex talking about who knows what. His day is rather quiet after that, deciding to head to his usual place in the saloon – where, yes, he does get Gus to put his pizza in the freezer for him for the time being. He ends up falling asleep in one of the booths, nursing his glass of beer. He's only awaken by Shane poking him in the side.
“Wha-? Ah... Mm..” Rayzan murmurs, stretching his arms out. “Thought you'd have more courtesy than to wake a sleeping man.” He grumbles drowsily.
“Didn't want to, but otherwise it'd be Gus and I figured you didn't want that. He's locking up here to go see the meteor shower thing. Jas wanted me to go with her.” He doesn't sound very enthused about it either. “Want to go keep me company?”
“Ugh.”
“Yeah. I know.” He frowns, but steps aside as Rayzan gets up.
“Guess so.” He sighs, then looks over at Gus by the door. “Can I get my pizza after? So I'm not holding it the whole time?”
“Of course! I'll leave the door unlocked for ya.” Gus beams before heading outside, Shane and Rayzan soon following after.
“So did Morris say anything about the missing stock?” Rayzan glances over, stuffing his hands into his pockets.
“Hah, no not really. Don't think he even noticed you leaving. Lillian didn't either, or at least she didn't mention it.” Shane ponders as they walk the rest of the way in silence.
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They pick a spot that's far enough away from everyone else to not be bothered, but close enough that Jas wouldn't complain to Marnie that Shane didn't show up.
“You ever seen one of these things?” Rayzan speaks up after awhile, looking up at Shane.
“Nah, I'm not really... into space stuff. There's enough to worry about on this planet, you know? Never mind worrying about whatever the hell aliens out there are getting up to.”
“Agreed.” Rayzan nods, pushing his hair up out of his face before staring up at the sky as the meteors begin raining by. Everyone is quiet other than the “oohs” and “ahhs” and other noises spoken in awe of the event. As Rayzan looks around he sees people making various wishes, Robin and Demetrius kissing, and Vincent and Jas playing astronauts off to the side. A faint smile grows on his face as he leans back, letting the sand seep between his fingers. This was nice, despite his many protests against it.
Eventually, the shower ended and the crowd started dying down as everyone went home. Shane said his goodbyes as he carried a very sleepy Jas off, and Rayzan was left alone. Rayzan sat there for a few more minutes listening to the ocean. Everything was peaceful, until a loud crash roars through the beach. The sound shakes through the town, and Rayzan jumps from his spot.
“The f-?” He suddenly wishes he had literally any weapon on him. He hesitantly makes his way over to the right hand side of the beach, staring at the smoldering pit among what used to be small tide pools. “Uh.” He mutters to himself, looking back towards Elliott's hut. No reaction. Was he already asleep? How did he NOT hear that? He shakes his head and grabs a stray stick from by the trees, poking at the object in the middle of the pit with it.
“Uh...” Rayzan repeats to himself, looking down at his hands. If he did end up burning himself Harvey wasn't asleep just yet, right? He'd probably be fine. He cautiously picks up the object, finding it to be - surprisingly - not as hot as he thought. It was fairly large, having to be held with two hands, and seemed to be glowing a soft blue aura. It's exterior was rather dark, with dull white spikes protruding out the sides. Although he tried to pull it apart it was no use – whatever it was, it was rather sturdy.
“Damn you're heavy.” Rayzan mutters as he stares at the egg-shaped object in his hands. He looks up, pondering to himself about what to do with this thing. He begins heading back up towards town, only to be interrupted by Maru.
“Oh my yoba – I could hear that crash from across TOWN! To think something actually hit the ground! And you're holding it!” Maru begins rambling off, clapping her hands together. “Can I see it? That doesn't look like any meteor I've ever heard of, but of course space is really vast and there could be plenty of different-”
“Whoa, whoa. Listen, if you want this thing take it. I don't know what to do with it.” Rayzan begins trying to hand it off, only for it to stab him in the arm. “What the fuck?”
“Oh- Oh dear, are you okay?” Maru widens her eyes, frantically trying to grab it again – only for the object to protest yet again.  Rayzan grunts in pain, nodding.
“Maybe we should... not. Do that.” He hisses as he carefully sets it down – thankfully it lets him do that – before rubbing at his wrists. “Fuck, what is that thing?”
“Well, I'm not entirely sure... It seems at least somewhat sentient though, don't you think? Exciting!” Maru grins before turning her attention back to him. “...Right, we should get you to the clinic.” She reaches down to pick it up off the floor, only for it to spray some form of mist into the air. “AH!” She exclaims as she stumbles back, holding a hand over her face. “Okay! You pick it up!”
“I'm not touching that thing again!”
“We have to at least move it somewhere no one else can get hurt.” Maru insists, rubbing at her eyes.  Rayzan grunts and picks up the foreign object, carrying it in his arms as he follows her to the clinic.
Harvey looks up from his paperwork as the door opens, raising an eyebrow. “I thought I locked... Oh, Maru, hello- Are you okay? What is- Rayzan are you bleeding?” He gets up frantically, moving around the counter.
“I'm fine, he might need stitches. Don't... touch that thing.” Maru aggressively points to the object. “I need to go wash out my eyes.” She motions vaguely in the air before walking off. Harvey blinks a few times before looking back towards Rayzan as he sets the object in a waiting room chair.
“Alright... well, let's get you sorted. I'll... call Gunther and let him know about this also.” Harvey furrows his brow, walking Rayzan back towards the examination room. “What happened, exactly?”
“I don't know. That thing fucking... Grabbed me when I tried to give it to Maru.” Rayzan hisses in pain as Harvey looks over his wounds.
“These look pretty deep – did it get you anywhere else?”
“Not that I can tell.” He shakes his head as Harvey frowns. “I feel kind of... sick, though.”
“Hopefully that's just from blood loss and it didn't inject you with anything.” Harvey notes before gathering everything necessary.
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Rayzan wakes up in one of the hospital beds in the morning and groans as he sits up. “...So that wasn't a dream. Fuck.” He looks down at his bandaged arms with a frown. Harvey comes in with a smile, holding a clipboard close to his chest.
“Well, good news, you aren't going to die.” Harvey smiles before continuing, “You ended up passing out last night so I set you up here. As far as I could tell, there's nothing lethal in your blood stream either. Maru and Gunther are in the waiting room discussing the...” Harvey trails off for a moment, “Well, if you'd like to talk to them, you're free to. Be sure to keep those bandaged though, alright? And I wouldn't advise any excessive movement... If you need any pain killers, let me know.”
Rayzan nods, pushing himself out of the bed. “Yeah, thanks doc.” He mutters and heads into the waiting room.
“Oh! Mr. Rayzan, it's always a pleasure to see you. This is certainly an interesting specimen you've found here!” Gunther smiles as he stands up straighter.
“Yeah, and it tried to fucking kill me. Can't you take the yoba damn thing to the museum or something where I don't have to look at it?” He glares at it, crossing his arms over his chest before wincing and simply putting them down by his sides.
“Ah... I was looking into that, actually. It seems it's imprinted on you somehow and is rather territorial about it.”
“It's done what? I'm not a damn mother duck or something! If that shit turns out to be an alien I'm not taking care of it.” Rayzan protests angrily, leaning against the counter.
“If it would let me I'd take it off your hands after it hatches or... whatever it's going to do, but until then no one can touch it.” Maru frowns as she looks over at him. “I guess you could just drop it off somewhere, but there's no guarantee it still won't try to find you once it hatches...” There's a pause. “Though I'm absolutely open for helping you out with it as much as I can! Maybe we can be co-parents of it!” She laughs, though it doesn't last long as she sees Rayzan's expression. She clears her throat as she looks away. “Up to you, of course.”
“I'm probably just gonna drop the thing in the river or something. Maybe it'll float off to wherever. Or better yet, drown.”
“Mr. Rayzan, sir, if I may interrupt, I don't think that's such a good idea.” Gunther speaks up. “We don't know anything about this creature – it could be invasive to the local environment. It's better to keep it close so we can learn more about it.”
“Then you take it!” Rayzan picks up a wooden crate, then sets the object inside of it. “There. Yours now. Have fun with your murder egg.” He shoves the box into Gunther's arms and storms towards the door.
“Rayzan!” Maru shouts, but frowns as she turns back towards Gunther. “I think we're on our own here.”
Gunther nods, “It seems so...” He looks down at the object, then nods towards her. “I'll take this over to the museum for now and try to figure out what it likes... Perhaps find a sun lamp.”
Rayzan rolls his eyes as he slams the door behind him. He heads towards the saloon, grabbing his frozen pizza out of the freezer before making the journey home. He'd be glad to sleep in his own bed again.
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albiassefi · 6 years
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#Rayzan #blue #colour #shade #contrast #texture #furniture #inandout #borderline #albertassefi #june #photography #blessed #photooftheday #livethelifeyoulove #livethemoment #livelifetothefullest #tehran #iran (at Rayzan House of Culture)
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irancumentary-blog · 6 years
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: #Iranian #culture reflects the #history and #civilization of both #Islamic and pre-Islamic period. But in fact today we are witnessing the blending of western cultures in #Iran with the aforementioned. This has brought about some transnational progress. “#Rayzan House Of Culture” , in #Niavaran, is one of many examples of such cultural places throughout Iran. The photo shows the cafe in Rayzan House. . Photo by: Melika Sadat Mirsadeghi @mikasadeghi . خانه فرهنگی رایزن در نیاوران . این محل که تقریبا یک کافه سنتی و مدرن است ، ��حلی شده است برای تقابل میان فرهنگ های مختلف اقشار مردم . عکس از : ملیکا سادات میرصادقی #ایران #تهران #نیاوران . #irancumentary (at Niavaran, Tehran, Iran)
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ttaxik · 7 years
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Как интересно отличаются фанаты группы в разных городах 😊 в Москве и Рязани совершенно разные люди ходят на концерты группы Пикник. Мой краткий рассказ про концерт в картинках и видеороликах 😊 #группапикник35лет #группапикник #эдмундшклярский #концерт #Рязань #concert #picnic #rayzan #photo #video (at Рязанская областная филармония)
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zambianobserver · 2 years
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Meet Dr Mumba Chalwe Kaja, Zambia's first female Urological Surgeon
Meet Dr Mumba Chalwe Kaja, Zambia’s first female Urological Surgeon
Meet – Dr Mumba Chalwe Kaja, Zambia’s first female Urological Surgeon. She holds a Doctor of Medicine (MD) from Rayzan Medical University, Russia and a Master of Medicine (MMED) in Urology from the University of Zambia. She is a Fellow of The College of Surgeons of East, Central and Southern Africa (COSECSA) and an Associate Fellow of the American College of Surgeons. Dr Chalwe-Kaja is…
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niant111 · 2 years
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May Allah grant us righteous children. Alhamdulillah hari ini adik A dapet earlier bday gift dari Tante Anggit, adik Rayzan. BarakAllah 🥰💞
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sheedvash-blog · 6 years
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استایل #امروز نیکی کریمی در لباس @zarirdesign فالو: 👣 @sheedvash Follow: 👣 @sheedvash اكران خصوصی فيلم "آذر" | سالن رایزن 🎬 . Iranian actress @nikkarimi •••••••••••••••••••• www.SHEEDVASH.ca •••••••••••••••••••• #SHEEDVASH #sheedvashMagazine #SHEEDLiving #SHEEDStyle ‎#شيدوش ‎#مجله_شيدوش @azarmovie #photographer: @mahbooobehtm •••••••••••••••••••• #tehran #persian #bazigaran #persianblog #nikikarimi #آذر_یک_قول_زنانه #مجله_شيدوش #زيبايى #استايل #بانوان #فشن #مد #زنانه #مدروز #بازيگر #اکران #اكسسوريز #مانتو #شال #آرايش #فیلم_آذر #نیکی_کریمی (at Rayzan International Conference Centre)
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corosays · 7 years
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Mama dan Papa saling bertatapan, ragu. Azuna tahu mereka ingin melihat apa yang ditanggungnya, tapi di sisi lain, mereka tak ingin harapan mereka hancur oleh kenyataan yang ada. Tak ada yang mau angan-angan indah mereka berantakan oleh kebenaran. Tak ada yang mau, terlebih ketika anak mereka sudah lama menghilang.
Tapi Azuna tak punya pilihan. Orangtuanya harus tahu. Setelah saling bertukar tatapan penuh arti dengan Rayzan, gadis itu menarik napas dalam-dalam. Ia memejamkan mata, dan selama sesaat ia seakan mendengar orangtuanya memintanya untuk berhenti.
Yah, tapi tak ada gunanya untuk berhenti.
Mereka harus tahu.
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albiassefi · 6 years
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#goodfriend #of #mine #and #i #cafe #rayzan #chitchat #motivationalquotes #blessed #livelifetothefullest #albertassefi #june #livethemoment #livethelifeyoulove (at Rayzan House of Culture)
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zambianobserver · 3 years
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MEET ZAMBIA'S FIRST FEMALE UROLOGICAL SURGEON
MEET ZAMBIA’S FIRST FEMALE UROLOGICAL SURGEON
MEET ZAMBIA’S FIRST FEMALE UROLOGICAL SURGEON❤️ Meet Dr Mumba Chalwe Kaja, Zambia’s first female Urological Surgeon, with a demonstrated history of working in the hospital and health care sectors. She holds a Doctor of Medicine (MD) from Rayzan Medical University, Russia and a Master of Medicine (MMED) in Urology from the University of Zambia. She is a Fellow of The College of Surgeons of East,…
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albiassefi · 7 years
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#rayzancafe #architecture #architecturalphotography #architectura #archilovers #albertassefi #june #livelifetothefullest #livethemoment #livethelifeyoulove #cherishlife #tehran #tehrantoday #tehranpic (at Rayzan House of Culture)
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corosays · 7 years
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"Kau tidak pantas terus-terusan menyalahkan dirimu." Senyum tak pernah meninggalkan bibir itu. "Kau bisa saja terus mengatakan bahwa dirimu bukanlah orang yang baik, tapi kau perlu tahu bahwa kesalahan yang tidak sengaja diperbuat satu-dua kali takkan merusak kebaikan yang hakiki, Sayang. Tidak. Dan menyalahkan dirimu terus-terusan, membuat dirimu terlihat buruk di mata orang, juga bukan hal yang baik. Kau tidak bisa membuat orang iba kepadamu, dan kau juga tidak bisa mengharap pengertian dari mereka begitu saja."
"Aku tidak mengharap iba," suara gadis itu tercekat. "Aku hanya ingin mengatakan bahwa aku tidak pantas dipuji."
"Kalau kau berpikir begitu, baguslah," ucap pemuda itu. Ia mengangkat bahu. "Maafkan sikapku yang kurang ajar ini, Manis. Aku tumbuh di lingkungan yang amat sangat berbeda denganmu dan seharusnya aku sadar bahwa aku sedang mengobrol denganmu... bukan dengan yang lain."
"Apa kehidupanmu seburuk itu?"
"Apa kau akan menangisi kehidupanku? Karena kau terlihat seperti itu."
Azuna terdiam. Jemarinya saling mengait. "Aku tidak mengerti mengapa orang sepertimu harus memiliki kehidupan yang seperti itu."
"Aku menjadi orang yang seperti ini karena aku memiliki kehidupan yang seperti itu, Azuna." Caellan merasa ia tak pernah tersenyum lebih tulus daripada yang ini. Sebenarnya, ia tersentuh. Sejak pertama kali Caellan mengobrol panjang lebar dengan Azuna, hatinya sudah tersentuh. Inilah mengapa Caellan selalu menyukai obrolannya dengan Azuna. Gadis itu akan selalu membawanya kembali menjejak ke tanah, bukan dengan hantaman yang keras seperti yang dilakukan oleh Rayzan, tapi dengan sentuhan yang lembut dan penuh perasaan. Gadis itu menyayanginya, Caellan tahu itu, dan ia juga menyayanginya. Jika boleh, Caellan yakin seratus persen kasih sayangnya kepada Azuna bisa disandingkan dengan milik Rayzan.
"Normalnya...," Azuna kembali bersuara, "normalnya aku akan memintamu menghentikan semua hal yang bisa membahayakanmu itu, tapi karena kau adalah orang yang luar biasa, aku takkan bersikap normal padamu.
“Kau juga bilang bahwa kehidupanmu yang seperti itu telah menjadikanmu seperti ini. Dan kau yang seperti inilah yang kukenal, Caellan, maka lanjutkan saja kehidupanmu itu dan tetaplah menjadi Caellan yang seperti biasanya."
"Itu adalah permintaan yang paling bijaksana dari seorang gadis seumuranmu," Caellan berkata. "Maaf karena telah mengatakan hal ini, tapi masa lalumu telah membuatmu berpikir lebih luas daripada gadis-gadis seumuranmu, dan kau tidak egois dalam hal itu. Seburuk apapun masa lalumu, selalu ada alasan untuk memaafkannya."
"Mm, aku tahu," kata Azuna, "dan setiap detik kehidupan manusia sudah tertulis dalam Ketetapan Tuhan. Aku yakin semua tidak terjadi tanpa makna dibaliknya, jadi aku senang kau bisa memperjelasnya untukku."
Caellan tak merespon selain tersenyum. Menyinggung kata Tuhan dan apapun yang berkaitan dengan-Nya tidak membuat Caellan terkesima. Ia bukan penganut agama yang baik. Kalau ia memang berlaku seperti itu, ia takkan pernah menjadi orang yang seperti ini.
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"Kau ini sebenarnya apa?" ia bertanya. "Kau mengubah sikap semaumu kepada siapapun, dan orang-orang masih memercayaimu."
"Mungkin... yah, kamu bisa menyebutku parasit." Cara Caellan mengumumkan jawaban seolah-olah ia telah menanti seumur hidup untuk mengucapkan kalimat itu. "Dan jika kau mendengar kata parasit, ada baiknya kau tidak segera berpikir bahwa aku tak memiliki jati diri. Aku memang menyesuaikan diri dengan inang-inangku, sebagaimana parasit, tapi itulah jati diriku. Bahkan tubuh ini, ini bukan aku! Tubuh ini sebenarnya milik seorang bocah, bernama Caellan Collins, yang aslinya adalah anak pendiam."
Caellan senang melihat perubahan ekspresi wajah Rayzan yang muram. Ia melanjutkan, "dan coba tebak apa, ya! Bahkan nama itu kini kugunakan, karena Caellan Collins yang dulu bakal mati. Tapi aku datang disaat yang tepat untuk menolongnya. Kalau tidak begitu, ia akan mati dalam kesengsaraan, terjerat dengan masa lalunya yang terlampau memilukan untuk seorang bocah yang belum akil baligh. Karena itulah aku datang, dan ia bersedia menyerahkan seluruh jiwa, raga, dan masa depannya kepadaku sebagai gantinya.
"Lantas, Caellan Collins yang ini tidak akan berhenti sampai disitu saja. Dia adalah parasit, kuingatkan sekali lagi, dan dia akan terus berpindah inang, menyerap kebaikan mereka, tanpa pernah sejengkal pun meninggalkan induk inangnya." Caellan menunjuk dadanya sebagai penutup.
Rayzan menyipitkan mata. "Aku ingin sekali memujimu dengan mengatakan bahwa aku bahkan tidak tahu mau berkomentar apa."
"Merasa menyesal karena kakakmu telah direnggut oleh parasit sepertiku?" Caellan tersenyum. "Sah-sah saja kalau kau tidak pernah mau mengakuiku sebagai kakak, Rayzan, karena kakakmu yang aslinya pendiam dan menderita itu memang sudah tidak ada. Aku pun tidak mau repot-repot mencari pengakuan sebagai seorang kakak darimu, karena Ray yang kutahu tidak bernama Rayzan, dan ia seharusnya tumbuh menjadi bocah manis yang memiliki kasih sayang sebesar rasa kasih sayang kakaknya kepada sang adik. Tapi, kita tahu, kedua kakak beradik Collins yang itu sudah mati. Yang ada hanyalah kita, Caellan yang baru dan Ray -atau Rayzan- yang baru. Sekarang pertanyaannya cuma satu, apa kita masih sudi menganggap diri kita sebagai kakak beradik Collins?"
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