#res rambles

[feverdreamsanddelusions]

hi, i'm res. i'm making a pinned post so i have a place to put my proper writing later on

until then, here's a link to my drabbles. i post one per day.

here's a link to my prompts

here are some ask games i have

i stalk the whump prompt and whump scenario tags all the time, and i'd be stoked to get requests straight in my inbox. though if you do decide to send something, please be aware that my queue is long. so i'm definitely not ignoring you, it'll just take a while for the thing to get posted.

please tell me if you don't want me using your prompts or don't want me tagging you when i use them.

#res rambles #i'll make this a little prettier when i have the spoons and some actual content to put on it

[ifmagicexists]

there's something that bothers me so much whenever i read or see magic reveal concepts that involve "i'm more mad you lied to me than i am about the magic how could you keep such a big secret from me" and i finally realized its because it feels so. dismissive of merlin's struggle? him having to watch people with magic be arrested or executed or burned day after day after day, to listen to the people closest to him so casually refer to it as evil, as though that were an unquestionable fact, having to live every single day less and less sure he could ever be accepted after hiding so long and seeing so much.

like in general but esp as a queer person, seeing these takes that make a magic reveal just about "why didn't you tell me don't you trust me" when actually the characters did not really give merlin much reason to trust they would be accepting (and in fact often in their very reactions demonstrate exactly why he was hesitant), and even if they had he lives!!! in a place where it is literally illegal!!!! like it is so frustrating to constantly see these perspectives where arthur or the knights angrily question why merlin couldn't tell them and merlin just being silent in response, when its so beyond clear how difficult a position merlin was in.

merlin is almost never the main character in his own magic reveal scenarios beyond just worrying about the other person liking him again, and while i get why that is, since its the other person's perspective shifting usually, its still frustrating because its meant to be a culmination of his life's struggle and finally a full realization and acceptance of himself, and i wish we could see more of that: more of merlin's own messy emotions towards having to hide for so long, over fearing his own friends, over suppressing who he is, over getting used to being open about it for the first time in his entire life.

#bbc merlin #merlin #arthur pendragon #knights #this post is not aimed at anyone or anything in particular #and i hope i'm not coming off aggressively or anything #but its just a very common trend i've noticed and have been kind of frustrated over #also i mentioned arthur and the knights in the post cause they're usually the ones i see this with #weirdly gwen often just unquestioningly accepts merlins magic despite the fact that her father literally being executed for it combined wit #-morgana's betrayal would probably leave her with some complicated feelings about magic as a whole #gee i wonder why it is that her reaction is just skimmed over as easy 🤔 #anyway that's a Whole Other post the point here is #i want more of everyone realizing how hard it was for merlin #and more of merlin realizing how hard it was on himself #instead of reveal fics that almost always involve merlin comforting arthur/the other person #like there's a place for those but it just rubs me the wrong way given the whole setup #and how analogous magic is to queerness #res rambles

[onedepressoespresso]

can people treat me as a girl for fucking once. i get it. i know i dont pass at all. but cant they at least humor their local psycho tgirl. please.

#its been weeks since someone used she/her for me #the amount of times someone has gone “he-- sorry they” abt me in the past week alone is enough to make me to wanna strangle someone #and thats nothing compared to the straight up he/him usage #i dont even care about pronouns that much but its so fucking clear that everyone around me treats me as “boy lite” at absolute best #and not even that most of the time #IM LITERALLY ON HRT WHAT TF ELSE DO I NEED TO DO #res rambles #vent #transphobia tw

[respectable-username]

Hey you! Yeah, you, the one reading this post right now! Get up from where you're sitting right now and go stretch.

Come on, up you get. You'll thank me later. And by later I mean in like 10 mins time.

Go clear some space on your living room or bedroom floor and stretch yourself out.

Contort yourself. Embrace your inner feline and twist your body into inhuman positions as your muscles and bones sing a sigh of relief that they're not all hunched over on a couch or at a computer desk right now.

Reach towards your toesies. Doesn't matter of you can't quite grab em. But reach out to them and let them know you love them. They don't see you very often!

Raise your arms behind your head and feel your shoulders snap crackle and pop. Roll your neck around on all three axes and feel the strain melt away.

Yeah, you really have spent the last decade+ looking downwards pretty much permanently at a device. Your back likes it when you let it rest in literally any other position for a little bit!

Now go on, git! Go do it. Do whatever stretching feels good. Don't worry about looking weird because nobody's watching you. Just indulge yourself. Trust me on this!

- The above message was brought to you by my back, which is sick of my couch-lying, device-hunching bullshit

#res rambles #stretching #is this how you realise you're getting old? #i think this is my body telling me I'm getting old #either way it's amazing how nice it can feel to sit on the floor rather than the couch!

[capesch-arts]

Me: *eats sambal with various chilli peppers, garlic, shallots, and other hot spicy stuff*

My body: *chills*

Me: *eats baked macaroni with spicy MSG*

My body: "you wanna poop flames?? 🔥🔥🔥"

#not art #res rambles #seriously why tf does thy fake chili hurts my a55 #like ive eaten chili peppers that burns my mouth #but noooo the spicy MSG is the one that hurts the most

[united-under-skyfall]

leverage is so fucking funny. man manages to find the most mentally ill and neurodivergent group of thieves on the market + an even more mentally ill guy whose literal job description was trying to chase all of them, and forces them into a found family speed-run by trying to blow them all up. they lowkey stage a full fucking country wide coup and are like eh 🤷 just another wednesday. this might be a fun place to vacation tho i guess. sophie shows up to her own funeral twice. they're so good at convincing people of their shit that they make a guy's body start reacting to an illness he doesn't have because it isn't real. go completely out on a limb and basically hand this one guy a new password for his computer so they can get into it and he goes with it. parker and hardison have straight up just "fake it 'till you make it"d into the fbi without even attempting to cover their tracks beyond just These Two Guys. half their clients never asked to be their clients and don't know they're their clients, and the other half are random people who find them who fuckin knows how, meanwhile no government agency can track them down without selling their soul to sterling. they make a point to have a dramatic scene w a Big Bad Shadowy Government Guy who doesn't actually get caught or brought to justice or anything telling them he's going to hunt them all down, and in any other show this would probably earn at least a minor arc later on but he literally never shows up again. an entire season finale hinged on a cake and a bunch of clams. they accidentally made eliot a celebrity not once, not twice, but three times. parker blew up her foster parents' house when she was like. nine. and it's hardly a footnote. hardison is just casually an artistic prodigy but it's only ever brought up for the most background of background gags. eliot's biggest beef with parker and hardison for like two and a half seasons is that they won't stop making weird food with lasers and refuse to realize they can't make a decent beer to save their lives. sophie's immediate response to being shot is to call her shooter a wanker. there's a character who has literally killed a man with a mop and they had the audacity to only put her in one episode.

#leverage my beloved <3 #ramble #leverage #i also feel the need to point out that. while yes sophie did show up to her own funeral twice. she also technically was the driver to bring #her own ''corpse'' to wherever interpol was sending it lmfao #re: eliot being made a celeb 3 times bc some people are confused—country singer; baseball player; hockey player #didnt count the knockout job bc i think that was p local focused? could be wrong #re: character who killed a man w a mop = mikel dayan (hitter from the two live crew job) #this post is getting people interested in leverage lets goooooooo #this post has also officially surpassed the number of people i expected to ever know or care about leverage by several thousands #bc even though logically i know it aired as an actual tv show over several years and a lot of people probably saw it #that does not compute in my head #leverage spoilers

[uwublaire]

every time i try to actually make a ref sheet for my sona i end up with less of an idea than i had before

#i suck at visualizing and thinking in 2d in general #im good with 3d but making a fuckin sculpture of my sona when im not even sure of species anymore #i would just make multiple sonas but ive been struggling to make the one for 2+ years #res rambles #<- yea sure ill use that tag here too

[vilenarc]

Been working on a very specific Bendy and the Ink Machine gender but I think I have to make my own system for it to fit into lmao 😅

#res rambles #not a coin

[sixty-silver-wishes]

picture this. there’s a new dracula film adaptation that’s out, and it’s advertised as being very faithful to the book. lots of fans of the book show up to the movie theater on opening night. they’re watching the movie, and one of the characters says the word “voluptuous.” the entire theater breaks into cheers and applause

#rambles #unreality #dracula #dracula daily #re: dracula

[fushigurro]

telling sukuna that you're not sure if you're even capable of bearing his children, but he tells you to stop being ridiculous; he's going to put your worries at ease by pumping you full of so much cum that it would be impossible for it not to take. who cares if he's something more akin to a curse than a human? he's a king and he wants heirs, and he's certain his queen will provide one way or another. if that means keeping you pinned in place and breeding you so deeply over and over again that his seed starts to gush out of you, then so be it

#rambles. #i'm so sorry. no i'm not #cw pregnancy #cw breeding #re: ryomen sukuna

[feverdreamsanddelusions]

thinking about making a prompt ask game because i can't find one right away- like, there's nothing wrong with the OC centered ones i just don't have mine out there yet so.... and then i was like well i'll look for one that just has a bunch of prompts but i couldn't immediately find one and i'm impatient so i thought maybe i should make my own...

#aaaaa what theme though #what am i passionate about #bad caretakers... mind control... noncon drugging... kidnapping... #oooo addiction whump and medical whump #i should totally make stupid little ask games for all of these honestly #one like and i'll do it #honestly i just wanna make it as easy as possible for people to send me prompts because i wanna. write for people #i wanna make it easy to interact with me!!! i'm semi cool and somewhat friendly!!! #res rambles

[ifmagicexists]

me rbing a merlin post semi-calmly and then going back and adding a million tags because i am incapable of being normal about this show

#res rambles

[onedepressoespresso]

you know what? fuck it.

happy TDOV. im here. im queer. and im proud to have made it this fucking far. <3

#i hit 6 months hrt last week!!! #genuinely dont think id be here without the trans joy i see on here every day despite it all #ok to rb #tdov #res rambles

[respectable-username]

It's so confusing coming back to Tumblr after probs about a year away, where most of the folks I follow are MCYT blogs and I have very much _not_ kept up, and so have absolutely no idea what pretty much anyone on my dash is talking about 😂

#res rambles

[lobotomyworm]

Okay so I know I talk about Leon a lot but DUDE.

HOW COULD I NOT.

LOOK AT THE MF.

I think about infinite darkness Leon so much man. Like I'll get dinner with you please give me a chance 🥺

#I'd treat him right #I'd take him to dinner he deserves it #resident evil #re infinite darkness #resident evil infinite darkness #leon kennedy #leon s kennedy #leon scott kennedy #resident evil leon #ramblings

[buff-muffin]

There’s a pretty common ASL brothers headcanon that Sabo teaches his brothers things like reading and writing among other things and I do think this is true to a degree. Like of course the bandits taught Ace the basics but you know little Ace and his whole “raaaa don’t tell me what to do. If I stay out of the house I can’t be a bother to you” mindset. And I certainly think Makino and the Mayor TRIED to teach Luffy but he only has a grip on bare basics. So Sabo had to teach more complicated things like grammar, multiplication, division and other things.

And honestly I could see him being a pretty good teacher. He knows how his brothers brains work and how to phrase questions for them so that they would understand. And considering Ace and Sabo had known each other for years by this point I could imagine Ace is use to Sabo being a teacher.

But Sabo as Luffy’s teacher is a little different. Because Sabo watches Luffy struggle with so many things he did when he was little. Phonetic spelling, contractions, fractions even simple things like buttoning up his own shirt are hard for Luffy. And while Ace is quick to call him stupid because it’s easy don’t be a baby. Sabo is patient with him because his own parents never were. He buttons Luffy’s shirts in the winter when he struggles, he sounds out store signs for him and break down maths questions to the point of rocks for Luffy to count. While I doubt Luffy was ever fond of class time, he was almost always met with patience helping him to learn

When Sabo left, Ace would not coddle him the same Sabo did even if he tried to and that Winter after Sabo’s death Luffy learned to button his own shirt and was so proud. He chose to leave Dawn in a button up vest as if to prove to Sabo he was grown enough to survive on his own and he didn’t need to worry.

#asl brothers #monkey d. luffy #portgas d ace #one piece sabo #revolutionary sabo #if there are any spelling or grammar mistakes suck my digital dick #one piece #rambles #re watching it there are so many moments that sabo is kinder to Luffy #like asking questions listening. he probably doesn’t care as much but he makes sure Luffy knows he’s loved #both brothers work on giving Luffy what they didn’t have so he could achieve #AUGHHHH #I LOVE THEM SO MUCH