#rotating remains

[rotatingremains]

#astarion #baldurs gate astarion #bg3 astarion #astarion ancunin #baldurs gate #bg3 #baldurs gate 3 #rotating remains

[rotatingremainsold]

#astarion #baldur's gate 3 #bg3 #baldurs gate astarion #baldur's gate #rotating remains

[inkclover]

*points the yuri beam at y'all yaoi* ...YURI BEAM GO-! rough sketches under the cut

#prohibitedwish #spectra #spectra the wishmistress #prismo #prismo the wishmaster #scarab #scarab the god auditor #fionna and cake #adventure time #inky doods #inky art #i have been swamped with classwork once again- #but MAN do the girlies remain rotating in my mind rent free #whoever started the lilac purple spectra hc is very pog #i loveeeee

[b4kuch1n]

the king shunned, the lion dead, the knight lost, the princess absent. but the wizard lives.

#pokemon #swsh #champion league #cw: gore #hi! this one is also about being trans btw. but mostly it's abt stories #I think I was drawing this one like ''leon should get to have fun a little'' and it turned into. this #well. there are many things already! like I've been rotating the lion dance costume head as trophy thing in my brain since #that one doodle I did with that lion head #the original idea for this has the wreaths more prominent and also pizelated #and. it tried to incorporate something that needs much more delicate handling #than I'm currently capable of. so I shelved it for this instead #I think this piece is just like. fully linking the king-knight-beast-princess-wizard figures altogether for leon #u know what I think abt all that! u kno whats up #but also just a tiny bit. this was drawn with that whole once-a-month disk horse abt sexing skeleton remains #about which my only real thought is ''I gotta be buried in a solid metal salmon suit then'' #well. if I were to be buried at all. I'm good to be thrown out for a natural meal as well of course #(technically) first piece after job babey!! #in the end the tiger wanted to be drawn first but this was started way beforehand #I think because I wanted something more ink-heavy. since my job art was almost entirely painted #to anyone who may come into my inbox or comment to ask why the bones shine: its cause theyre wet. congrats #have a good night lads! it's nice and cool to be gross sometimes

[retro-friki]

I made this joke but I still wonder what's Aerial actually thinking. If we take the short story into account, it's obvious that she knows that the whole thing is messed up, but she also seemed to be on board with whatever Prospera is planning, she just didn't want Suletta to be involved in any of it.

It's still unclear if she's doing all the Atrocities because she honestly aggrees with her mom or if she's doing it because she doesn't think that she has any other options. She might know that it's wrong, but she also doesn't want to betray her mom. After all, Prosera is the one who kept her alive and they've been in a codependent relationship for too long. It's possible that Eri can't even think of the posibility of leaving (and it would be very hard considering she can only exist as a cursed giant robot...). Maybe "freeing" Suletta has been the only thing that she has done of her own volition.

So, unless we're proved wrong in the following episodes, she's also a Rose Bride character. I could even say that she might be the closest to Anthy considering that Eri is fully aware that Prospera's actions are awful, but she still remains loyal to her, just like Anthy knew that Akio was wrong but she felt unable to leave him due to self-loathing and a lot of other reasons that would need a separate essay. So, what do you think?

#gundam the witch from mercury #g witch #g witch spoilers #gundam aerial #ericht samaya #anthy himemiya #as a guest star #meta #rotating both of them in my mind #also how much humanity remains in Aerial?

[sevenspoonfulsofsugar]

He was oppressed and afflicted,  yet he did not open his mouth; he was led like a lamb to the slaughter,  and as a sheep before its shearers is silent,  so he did not open his mouth

isaiah 53:7

#eat your young #hozier #andrew hozier byrne #i am rotating this music video in my head like a rotisserie chicken #he's done it again folks #the disappearance of the child #and only the adult performers remaining #and the parents who have more control over his situation than anyone else #the polite applause from the adult audience #and the fear and terror of the children #bc what we have become accustomed to sending children towards is the most terrifying thing to them

[ribbononline]

New fic by @silverjirachi out wahoo wahoo! Go support it!!

#my fic commentary remains impeccable <3 (gnawing) #more quick fanfic doobles its more likely then you think >:] #also going through an art style crisis atm dont worry abt it KJHKJSDF #anyways. big fan of spinda that was my fav mon as a bit as a kid. also worried abt spinda considering it was never mentioned in the sequel #please be alive out there buddy #good excuse to draw younger them again :] prequel fics always fun #curious to see where it will go!! also specifically what the end point will be :3c #is it the archie running away in the night plotpoint or. #like courtney has very much alluded to things after that in th already existing sequel fic will we get to see #or will those things be tackled in the last part of the trilogy hmhmm #i like thinking abt fanfics. i like how everyone in the fandom has such different takes on the characters #allows me to take them and put them in scenarios its like free aus for days to play w #<making up so many endings and plotthreads up in my head to every fic i get my grubby hands on #rotating them around like theyre in a microwave #oh back on track i do not remember if the devil and the dead sea ever mentioned eye color of either of them so i just fuckin winged it #perhaps they are inaccurate if so Uhm. Apologies #now we patiently wait for the chapter releases. spinning really hard #TWO fics ive been excited for updating again after a good forever tis a good month

[scattered-winter]

klance lighthouse au........keith is a lighthouse keeper and lance is a mer who is wounded by fishermen and swept into a storm and washes up on the shore where keith finds him.......if u even care.........

#shiro is still keith's Big Brother there are things that must remain universal constants forever and always #but allura is lance's sister (always loved aus w that) and hunk is also a mer #pidge is human but her whole family study mers <3 #IDKKKK idk im just rotating them today. #winter speaks #voltron #klance #im back on my au bullshit (i never left)

[theminecraftbee]

So False is sitting, and there's a potion she doesn't know how she knows the ingredients to in a cauldron to the side, and downstairs she can hear that guy she hired in exchange for room and board snoring, and outside it's dark, and inside it's light, and there's a blood-red sign above her telling her to run away, she's the evil one, run away, and -

Right. Think about it. Her head hurts. She opened a chest and took a trident with her name on it that she's increasingly suspecting isn't actually hers and she looked at a map, and her head hurts. And her memories hurt. And she can't sleep. And she wants to remember.

(And she doesn't. She doesn't, she doesn't, she doesn't, she needs to. It's a process. Her dreams hurt.)

And she's standing there, and she's thinking, and the air smells a little like gunpowder, because the guy she'd hired already had more rockets than he had any right to, right, and he'd given her a book telling her that the person in the tower she didn't build was her in different clothes and they're watching her, they're going to hurt her, except maybe False is going to hurt them, it's not clear, and she's fine, she's good, she is, except her memories hurt and her sword is bloody and she cleaned out blood that had soaked straight through the mattress of her inn the other day and -

Sometimes, False is tired. Sometimes, she wants to look at these people who have been nice to her (and have yet to admit what they want and/or don't know what she is), and look at them and their arguments, and she wants to ask them:

Do you know what it feels like to be afraid?

Not just like - she's witnessed the others get startled. She vaguely remembers the sound of that archeologist mourning losing something he cared about, and that's similar, but - that's not what she means. That's temporary. That's not -

There's a type of being afraid that False is. She's been it since she woke up. It's the kind that sinks into your bones. And after a little bit, you get used to it, right? You get used to it, because it's always there. Except you don't get less afraid; you get better at ignoring being afraid. You get better at ignoring it right up until someone does something that reminds you how afraid you are, and it all comes crashing down on you at once, and then everything goes kinda fuzzy, and it's hard to remember when you are. That kind of afraid.

There's a type of being afraid that - the thing is you don't really live with it, because you can't, but you do, because you have to. And you know there's a reason you're afraid. False knows there's a reason she's afraid. But you aren't quite sure you remember the right reason. False isn't quite sure she knows what she's afraid of. And besides, even if you - she - False did, it wouldn't matter.

Because being afraid makes everything, like the fireflies outside and the stranger she hired snoring downstairs and there's a potion she shouldn't know the recipe for and she wonders if the False that her spy had reported is up in that tower, watching her, she's watching her, and her memories hurt. She hurts. She remembers what bruises feels like.

She thinks maybe she's running away.

She thinks maybe she's just -

She wants to ask the world if they know what it's like to be afraid, is all. To be afraid, and not know what you're afraid of. To be afraid, and finally remembering what's so scary.

She thinks maybe, if they could answer that, they'd understand. Maybe after that she'd be less frightened.

Or maybe there's no fixing it.

She hates that she left herself that sign in red; she wishes she could dream without waking up in pain; she, she, she doesn't know how to not be scared, and it's probably reasonable, so she won't ask for that not to be the case, and she'll keep her supply of hydrogen peroxide fresh for anymore mattresses she'll have to clean before it's over, and she'll dream, and maybe one day she'll wake up, and outside it is dark, and she is not asleep yet.

Somewhere in-between, she is. That's how it's always been, since the first time she woke up where she hadn't been the night before. Somewhere in-between.

And afraid, of course.

(She can't forget that.)

#empires smp #empires spoilers #(kind of) #falsesymmetry #a bee fic #i can't write analysis good but i SURE CAN WRITE FIC #anyway that false symmetry huh. #...my thesis here does remain that she's frightened and lashing out #for the record. #i just. rotating the empires false. SHE'S A REALLY COOL CHARACTER

[yukipri]

I feel like over the month+, I have like 1-2 hours a day max where I feel relatively awake, and every other hour I'm fighting bone-deep exhaustion. I'll bring it up with my doc at my check up on monday, but tbh i know the solution so idk if she can help

And I can work-work when I feel half-dead, or rather I force myself to because I don't want my cats to starve, but when it comes to creative stuff, it's like my mind is slippery sludge dribbling out my eyes...

The Solution, of course: just stop working 3~10 AM every day (and then taking a short nap, working during the day, and then taking another short nap, hours vary but repeat), and maybe get at least 6, ideally 8 uninterrupted hours of sleep at least every other day, ideally every day.

But do I see that happening? No.

Like rn I know I desperately need to edit fic and reply to comments and do several arts but I'm nodding off at my desk after boss DMing me work at 5 AM and dealing with repair people since 8:30 AM...

#YukiPri rambles #yeah the next fic chapter is long done #i just need to edit and reply to comments but that's like #5 hours at least of concentration and i feel more vegetable than sentient human #coffee just makes me sleepier #my hyper irregular sleep hours (i never sleep the same hours 2 days in a row...) means that even when i DO have time to sleep #i wake up/it's not restful #i've tried melatonin and sometimes it works but more often it gives me hyper vivid pseudo-dreams #stuff like i'm in my dream i hear my alarm go off i turn my alarm off while remaining in my dream etc it's dangerous #all of this also of course means i rarely have time to do my minimal exercise of a daily walk #and i'm lucky if i eat one full meal a day #it's like being in a perpetual state of awful jetlag #i feel like my body is not synched to earth and it sucks #do you think this is what inter-planetary jetlag is like bc that must suck worse than just timezones on the same planet #that at least has a consistent rotation u feel #hmm what was this post about again #lol disaster #anyway i think i'll take a 1-2 hour nap now so maybe i can do some fic editing when i get up #see i'm repeating the cycle again

[rotatingremains]

We have ascension at home ;)

#astarion x tav #astarion #astarion ancunin #bg3 #baldurs gate #baldurs gate 3 #rotating remains

[rotatingremainsold]

Papa honey bear

Thanks @alphagravy for the editing help <3

#baldur's gate 3 #baldur's gate #halsin #baldur's gate halsin #bg3 #rotating remains

[citrus-cactus]

Having a very Normal One about Digimon Survive today. No real thoughts, just…

You know what’s amazing?

Digimon Survive *clenches fist, sheds a tear*

#idk man just rotating all the characters around in my head #chewing on the themes… so savory. so satisfying. #top-tier digimon media I wish all of my remaining digi-friends who haven’t played it would start it so we could finally talk about it <3 #I wish it was dubbed so I could just like… listen to a playthrough while I worked #IT’S SO GOOD #WANNA BE MARINATING IN THAT SAUCE #digimon survive #the cactus speaks

[tmnt-obsessed-ace]

Hey if you could do a crossover with each of your AUs with another AU what would you pick

owo?

Ok!

Well technically I already did a crossover for When The World Crumbles with Sunset Linings with Burb in discord dms that were supposed to be written into a oneshot. A oneshot that I haven entirely given up on because as it turns out my ADHD brain cant handle pulling text from close to TWO HUNDRED SCREENSHOTS (not to mention all the screenshots were taking up space in my phone so I just gave up) so...technically already did but no one else will ever know about it ._.

Skipping Sunshine of The Woods because I still have absolutely no ideas for that au and its in the void indefinitely ._.

Lost But Never Found...eh idk maybe Like Father Like Son. Green and Indigo becoming the amnesia murder duo for Draxum. That would be fun but idk

Same Story Different Font. Either Ghost In The Shell (@bluepeachstudios )or Shellshocked (@lieutenantbiscute )are absolutely awesome for ssdf crossovers for different reasons. Ghost In The Shell because Ghost and Leo would be friends. They both got separated from their families for YEARS and sent to different dimensions. And they both are raising very energetic teenagers (and they both have enough mental health issues to require MULTIPLE therapists) they would be instant friends because they both UNDERSTAND they both went through the same thing (and it will be incredibly tragic for both of them because that's an alternate version of their brother that was isolated for twenty years/forced to become a single parent at 17. They would both adopt each other and try to mother hen each other)

Shellshocked on the other hand would be fun because it would be absolutely DEVASTATING for Leo. He tried so hard and he thought he finally managed to get back home to his brothers, only to see Shellshock Leo and realize that he DIDNT get back home and he probably never WILL. It would DESTROY him. (There is a reason that I would title that hypothetical crossover as "Mental Breakdown: Speed Run edition") peak angst and hurt/comfort material right there

Fractured (Lost) Hamato Clan (aka the 2012 turtles get brain wormed au) this one would be absolutely HILARIOUS with The Last Ronin Becomes A Discord Admin (@melonpalooza) The brain wormed 2012 turtles get added to the server, they seem pretty normal at first and all hell breaks loose the SECOND they start saying "Master Shredder" considering that everyone except the rugrats have SEVERE trauma relating to Shredder and the Footclan. Especially the copes and Ronin who lost their Splinter/family to the footclan. It would be chaos. Very entertaining chaos (bonus points footclan Donnie trying to teach Shredder how to use the internet/understand memes for some extra chaos)

Hollow Shell, Before The Summer's End and TMNT: Solar Flare are getting skipped because they arent developed enough for an au crossover or involve non tmnt franchises and thats kinda hard to make au crossover list :/ (plus TMNT: Solar Flare could crossover with ANY other original tmnt iteration and it would work so idk)

#this is not all my aus #just the ones I actually plan to write for #the rest remain rotating in my head forever #because otherwise I will never get anything written :/ #anyways #tmnt 2012 #rottmnt #crossover #tmnt crossover #shell shocked au #the last ronin becomes a discord admin #:D

[domoz]

little drawing and snippet of a fic I'm probably never going to write

Suiton users already run cold. With the chakra exhaustion on top of that, Izuna really could be sitting next to a corpse.

Maybe he should be. With everything between them, it would be easy to make it so, but…

Tobirama started it, he thinks sourly. If the Senju had taken any of the plentiful opportunities he'd had to strike Izuna down, it wouldn't have ended up like this. But no -- months ago they'd agreed that until they figured out the way back home that letting the other live was not treason. This, though. This was too far. Leaving the other alive was one thing -- to sacrifice yourself for the other, when they were who they were, was a level of insanity only Tobirama could muster.

Izuna knows why he did it, too. Years of fighting meant he knew his rival, but these months have forced some level of understanding. Lying next to him, breathing so shallowly that Izuna can't hear it without putting an ear to his chest is a man who can't stand losing the things he cares about, to the point of self destruction.

He cares.

Izuna made him care.

He reaches over, takes the pale wrist between his fingers to find the faint pulse, and tries not to think about how it doesn't feel like a victory.

#doodletag #naruto blog for naruto things #tobirama senju #izuna uchiha #LIKE. i think about this little plot thread all the time and for all that ive not managed to straighten out what happens beyond #somehow they are separated from their clans and cant return. somehow they are forced to work together. #and i have the scenes of them starting to understand each other in my brain. but not how to put them in that situation. #and so this one remains rotating in my brain forever #tobiizu #oneshot

[markiafc]

i see the train of thought people go through that makes them want to see tommy kill himself in the end. but i think as someone deeply invested in (often chinese) stories where it concludes with the protagonist's suicide, or at least there is an overarching debate over whether they should commit the deed, i want tommy to live. because i always want them to live! it's personally devastating every time these characters drag themselves through suffering, enduring and enduring, and have their narratives resolve with suicide; the final word is always vital to the thematics of the story, and it's so bleak when that is the ultimate answer it has to give.

not to say i reject tragedies or bad endings and want them to be more positive, the shows i have in mind that do this are very precious and valuable to me. and it's important that they conclude the way they do.

more so, i always find myself dreading a suicidal character going through with it + curious whenever these types of stories can devise some other horror. and there are other possible avenues for tommy maybe, like wandering the wastes without an end in sight for one. but everyone seems to talk about tommy's end like it's a foregone conclusion and also the only conclusion :(

#peaky blinders #me is mark #tumblr user @thehitchhiker1953diridalupino said this before #but i'll echo it regardless #though i recognise pb is a story after western tradition and thus #fundamentally different from chinese stories that way #but all the talk about hlht nezha lhl is making me have strong feelings about this again #rotating (3) tragedies about tortured boys/men & suicide in my mind all at once reminds me #how badly i always want these characters to live #or specifically how badly i don't want them to kill themselves #i love that they do but the futile desire to see otherwise still remains!