#self descovery

[strayravn]

The Chance I Never Got...

Say what you will, but that boy is beautiful. He brightens every room he goes into, you'll never meet someone like him. The way he's the warm beaming sunshine on your face after the coldest of nights.

I felt like I finally had that chance. To spend that time with him. To get to take care of him. Every girl he's dated has fallen so deeply, and mourn the loss of his love. In all reality, they wouldn't have known what it felt like to love him for years and watch him love everyone else. To feel him so intimately, just to have it taken away in an instant.

How do I let go? How would I even know how to not love him the way that I do? This is all I've known. Me loving him, and him loving everyone else.

I don't think he could comprehend how he will always be, the chance I never got...

#spilled thoughts #poem #love #movingon #self descovery #my heart #my grief #spilled poetry

[auseryoumayknow]

im gonna do some rambling about the five winners being paralell to a song

Scar:

“The role of the king is a lonely one to play,

But cards in the ring have been dealt in the wrong way.

The role of the king is a lonely one to play,

no matter the lives of the people before me,

All that I seek is the path to glory, glory”

and the scene opens up to scar winning and at the “all that I seek is the path to glory” it fades off to grian like a memory or a flashback

Grian:

Chips in my pocket and blood stains on my hands,

I'm building my legacy right here in the sand. (The sand!!!!) (the sand!!!!!)

I’ll stay until the end and watch it go down in flames (the desert caught on fire!!!)

Yeah, maybe the path is gory,

Whatever it takes to get my glory, glory.

Scott:

LI was told I had to walk away,

Leave my enemies to rot in their own grave.

But scars don't heal, I've given blood a taste.

I'll fake the smile they've seen before,

They'll see I am so much more.”

I don’t feel like I need to explain that one

Pealrio: So, The rule of the land, it's so crucial to obey.

Believe in yourself, or you won't be appreciated. (Her road to self descovery all alone in her tower!)

Don't you overthink it, just do what I say. (Supreme leader we love her)

Lay the politics out before me, (she like spreads cards out on a table)

Whatever it takes to get my glory.

“You need all the power and the fame!”

Cuz that's the game… (THATS THE GAME! THATS THE GAME!!!)

You've been kicked into the sand.

I've built something better than (her tower 😌 she never left the tower)

What you could ever dream of on your own

Martyn:

The role of the king is a lonely one to play,

But cards in the ring have been dealt in the wrong way.

The role of the king is a lonely one to play, (big dawgs)

no matter the lives of the people before me, (watchers over his shoulders as he holds up a sword all dramatic like)

All that I seek is the path to glory.

My legacy,

My glory! (“I don’t care if you’re a clocker, a bad boy, a mean gil-”)

so how do we feel about this cuz if I had drawing skills I would animate to this song (“lonely king” by CG5)

#grian #scott smajor #pearlecentmoon #martyn inthelittlewood #gtwscar #traffic smp #random rant

[petrawood]

Since the DLC trailer came out, I have been checking the Elden Ring characters and lore and remembering how much I like Mohg and Miquella once more.

But... a lot of people say that their "relationship" is disgusting and deeply problematic, and I mean, looking at the canon yeah, it is oh my god.

So, I started thinking. Why do I like their relationship so much?

And I realized that of COURSE I was going to like them. I mean, you are looking at a person who watched Beauty and the Beast over and over again when growing up, is in love with the myth of Hades and Persephone and got completely obsessed with The Phantom of the Opera for several years.

What I mean to say is, stories of people who embody Life and Beauty being trapped by a Monster who embodies Death and Ugliness, but learning to love them while going through a personal journey of self-descovery while the Monster finds love and kindness for the first time are my JAM, you know?

So yeah, I like to imagine Miquella breaking through his curse and obtaining the adult body he desires, and even through trials and suffering learning to know Mohg so both of them can discover new things about themselves and each other together.

I know the canon is messed up, but honestly? Their relationship is GREAT for fanfics and character studies.

Btw, Mohg and Miquella are really similar to Hades and Persephone, and I'll die on that hill. Just think about it!

#elden ring #mohg lord of blood #miquella the unalloyed #I don't know if this would be considered a hot take? #I think it caters to a specific group of people #the monsterfuckers who know how to ignore and make up the canon that is

[buddieisgoingcanon2024]

I think it’s important for everyone to put Buddie aside for a hot minute and look at the important parts. I do think we’ll get Buddie at some point but not right now and I’m seeing a lot of Buddie shippers all saying the same thing.

What’s currently most important is the characters and their sexualities as individuals. Now, we have bi Buck which people should be happy and grateful for considering for years no one ever thought it would happen but I do think we’ll start getting gay Eddie, with his Catholic guilt going on and the fact the Tommy story was originally meant for him, meaning the show has thought about BOTH of them being gay and an all canon lgbt characters + Eddie 👀 for family feud I think it will happen.

I think both Marisol and Tommy are a stepping stone for them, they need to be with these people in order to proceed on their journeys to self descovery and acceptance and properly thinking about their feelings and what they want. Because that’s what it’s about, representation and a journey not just a ship. They both need to go on this journey seperately in order to come together as one it’s not something to rush. But I know it’ll be beautiful especially when they both do realise their feelings for one another.

🫶❤️‍🔥

[butcharium]

hi im gonna call myself R for the sake of being anon!

and so, i’m R. i’m 16. and i realized really recently im a butch (or baby butch, if thats the right term??) ive been finding comfort in many butches blogs and ive been able to see myself in so many of these posts, but you and cowboyjen68 have especially stood out to me. you both have created such immensely safe spaces for people of all ages and identities within the lesbian community and i just want to say im really grateful. i know not all your reposts and content is geared towards minors necessarily so i try to avoid the stuff that isnt for my agegroup, but with all the butch positivity and posts about finding love for yourself as a butch and just. being who you are. its so beautiful. im so appreciative for people like you. thank you for doing what you do and thank you for being so open about being butch.

- R. he/him.

this is an incredibly sweet message to recieve thank you so much and i am so happy you're on a journey of self descovery and that you're finding some spaces which speaks to you and it is such an honour to be one of them and also to be mentioned in the same breath as @cowboyjen68!

Especially since you're just 16 I want to say that even though finding yourself in the term butch (or other) can be really helpful, it is still not a stand in for things like self acceptance, self confidence, and the likes. Identity is a life long project, and "finding your ture self" is a concept too abstract and theoretical to properly engage with I find. If you focus on being grounded in yourself, becoming properly comfortable in your own skin, building self confidence (but be careful with "fake it till you make it"), being genuine in your being and interests and traits. All of these will help you immensealy, both with your own hapiness and satisfaction, and with how you move through the world, especially as a butch. Your skin won't necessarily become thicker by it, but it will become more repellant, and the opinions of others matter less when you stand grounded in yourself. I have myself also found that when people can sense that I am confident and grounded in my masculinity they give me less shit for it also.

Also while this is a personal blog it is in the end a very curated one. I made it after lurking around butch blogs on here, where i saw a lot of explicit sexual content or similar, which is good and okay but not necessarily what I was looking for or found most interesting. Sometimes you have to make yourself what you want to see, and I don't think I put things on my blog which is more mature than what you can see in galleries or museums, or what at least I myself was exposed to by school. I cannot speak for the ops of all the posts I reblog of course, but even if it isn't specifically geared towards minors per se I am not uncomfortable with you following or interacting with this blog.

I want to finish off by saying that when I was young and less confident and less happy with my masculinity and non conformity (and homosexuality but that one sat deep to realise) one of the things which kept me going was the knowledge that if I endured and kept honest and visible and open with who and how I am, this difficult path might be just a bit easier for the next to follow (and somewhere along the road I found my confidence!)

#butch #asks #anon #musings

[mistninja]

Vivy being humanized by her capability to create art, which comes from the memories she has created over the century... connection with others being the fuel to creativity and imagination that leads to self descovery.... Vivy..... the memories we make with others and the emotions tied to them being an essential part of what makes us human....

#shes the only robot character that matters actually #the fact shes the first AI who can truly create art ough ough #vivy: fluorite eye's song

[therhythmafterthesummer]

hi bestie :) its my bday today and i just wanted to thank you for making my last year happier and better with your fics and works and interactions on this platform :)) also as an ace neurodivergent, i really do resonate with your works and feel happy and represented and hopeful that one day i’ll find myself a boyfie that can accept me for who i am lol

ANYWAYS thank you so much for giving so much joy in my last year and im sure you will continue to bring me joy this year too lol

IF i may indulge in with a request, can we get a tmi or a spoiler for wereroomies!jisung or seungmin? they are both my ult biases and babies and you’ve mentioned your working on their fics so…. i beg for a crumb lmao OMG WAIT THEORY TIME (you can tell there is adhd) so i rmb you said that jisung is a nurse and seungmin is a med student? imagine they go to work tgt (seungmin is there for placements) and then han wingmans him to seungmin’s yn lol

ANYWAYS TYSM AND ILY BESTIE HOPE YOU HAVE A GREAT DAY TODAY TOO

(ps you are the sole reason i got into werewolf fics bc of wereroomies)

omg happy birthday !!!

the fact that what i, an ace neurodivergent, write resonates with you, who's also an ace neurodivergent, warms my heart. i genuinely don't think i ever experienced as much acceptance around those two things as i did when i joined this community a year ago. the fact that you feel like my works represent you makes me all fuzzy and and and 🥺 idk, it's cute. thank you for telling me this. you've got no idea how much it means to me.

i'll give you a few little spoilers for wereroomies!seungmin. be aware these might change as i start working fully on him, so these aren't set in stone, but hope you (and anyone else that reads these) enjoy them anyway:

my idea for seungmin is to also code him as autistic and ace (sorry, i can't help it).

he and jeongin have been together since they were kids (maybe they come from the same pack? i haven't decided yet), so i hope to have more of jeongin in his instalment, too.

i also hope to highlight his relationship with the pretty mum... since they're really close.

i want to craft his story around self-descovery. it might be a bit sad at parts--especially when it comes to his relationship with the reader... but hopefully our puppy min will overcome any challenge he might have to deal with.

i'm still fine-tuning some things about him and his background, but i started writing something already, so we'll see how long it takes me to work on that fully (: it's now a race to see who i finish first, seungmin or jisung hahah

oh, and, as a bonus, i'll tell you that he'll probably share hobbies with pretty mum~

#iadorethemskz #ask #wereroomies ask

[team-mavericks]

2024 Blog to-do list

Make new promo

Possibly commission someone to draw the team

Fuckin Motorcycles page

Have Jet learn he does have feelings for Makoto

Reject his feelings for Makoto

Go to Blueberry Academy to learn about Clay's daughter, start questioning his beef

Come back with a syncro machine

Tinker with said Syncro Machine

Girls night

Makeover

Giveaway stolen pokemon (at girls night)

Go on a journey of self descovery

Fuck up Girls night

Go to Kalos and learn about Team Flare

Start treating his Pokemon better

Explore Johto by herself

Find a reason to battle

Fuck up Hoenn for no reason other than because he was given a badge case

At the very least grow to tollerate Pokemon Contests

Officially become NPCs- whoops

#ooc (ted talk) #blog plans

[beneath-thestyx]

so, besides barbie, other things Ken likes is horses and man

I think he's off to a good start in his self descovery journey

#barbie #ken #barbie 2023

[eulchu]

The fact it took as long as it did for dream to realize he liked men is breathtaking every damn day

ok he was going through a journey of self descovery being in love witu your best friend as your first conscious form of attraction for your same sex is NOT easy

#asknootfound

[cactuseri]

SERIOSULY what is their obsession with giving couples to the main characters. Let him be single! enjoy life and descover himself! Like you have a character that had his whole way of viewing life totally changed two years ago and is now "drifting" why not give him an uuu idk self descovery journey, steve finding out what he truly enjoys and finds pleasure in when he doesn't have other peoples expectations in mind. Just him having trying stuff and having fun. Sorry for the rant but just. blegh.

exactlyy like god give him a break

#ask #i dont even have much to add like. yeah. just let him be single

[melancholic-entrails]

youre absolutely not neurotypical i wish you well in your journey of self descovery /lh

fkladsjflkadsjflakdjf

[chaosnightmare]

i think the reason i just literally cannot connect with the concept of the Queer Self Discovery Tale is because i had no self discovery period. i was just... born. the second i turned like 6 years old, which is around the age where labels like "boy" and "girl" start to really mean something, i rejected the label i was given.

every time i see a story thats like "here is a universal queer experience of self descovery" i feel so strange because i didn't have that experience. i didn't gradually come to realize who i was after unpacking my internalized shame and blossom into my true self like a beautiful flower, i didn't have a tearful coming out where it felt like introducing myself to the world for the first time, none of that happened. i "came out" of the womb

#shadowposting

[lostinanimage]

I really hope you'll write stories for Sonny, Hunter and Max. Hunter deserves his own love story just for being such a great friend and overall amazing person. Sonny just begs to be written because there is a whole journey of self-descovery there and it would be a wonderful one, I know. Max I want to read just because he's such a mystery and I honestly want him to have all the friends and fall in love, too. You and your OC are a gift that keeps on giving :)

It's so hard to answer this right now because I'm in a place where I'm once again trying to build up writing so that when I start my new job in August, there isn't a risk that I'll miss weeks. So, I can tell you that I've been anxious to get Sonny back in particular and while they don't have their own story just yet, I'm finally getting to write them more. However, what I'm writing now may not be posted until December. Willy's story really saved me last year during my hardest semester of grad school when there were weeks that I couldn't write anything new. I'm anticipating that the first year of my new job combined with my last year of grad school is going to be pretty difficult, so I'm getting as much written right now as possible. Anyway, Sonny is likely next in line for their own story after Lizzie, but it's likely that some of their story will involve going back to previous time because I've hit a time when too much is going on in too many places. So, yes. This will likely happen, but I can't say for sure until I finish writing Lizzie's current arc. Sometimes, my plans don't work the way I want--hence Lizzie's story not playing out the way I originally planned. Max! Max's story will come when Max decides he's ready. That's likely soonish, but again soon for me means that I think Max will be ready soon. Not so soon for Patreon when there is an entire story written and not posted and Lizzie was finally ready to get to her own long story. And I expect Sonny to be after Lizzie. lol. So if you followed that, there are 2 other stories before Sonny. 1 you don't know about and Lizzie. Sonny should be 3. Hunter! When I say that Hunter is probably never going to get his own story, I want you to consider that Reaper has also never had his own story. However, if this verse was a TV show, I'm confident in saying that Reaper would have the most screen time of any other character. I'm definitely on a mission to get Hunter more screen time. I love him, but he's determined to not be as dramatic as his friends and Alex. Of course, he may prove me wrong. Willy was not in the plan. But Hunter is not so chaotic, so it's less likely. Thank for the great asks! It's a good way for me to wake up my brain in the morning before writing.

#begin again fic stuff #my asks

[dykebeeduo]

i wanted for him to be perfect, ive had too many role models taken from me. i wanted him to help not hinder. and he did, he helped me so much. he reminded me about the good in communities, and the importance of strong friendships and loyaltys, about how being confident in your queerness does not equate to confidence in a label. HE GOT ME TO ACCEPT MY SEXUALITY. AND I CAN'T GET THAT BACK. im going to spend my entire life safe in my beliefs in my label(s) and i cant even be thankful for the person who got me there, for the person who was not afraid to be unlabeled, for the person who just acted how they wanted regardless of how people perceive will his sexuality. because of him. i can't EVER get a happy simple story of self descovery. "oh what helped you realize you were XYZ??" i will never have an answer to that question that isntt lying and i knwo this is selfish but i dont care, how many other people are stories like mine? how many people are fucking outraged not only at him but at themselves for even thinking that someone might be a good person. why cant they ever just be good fucking people.

#vent #dream situation #im tired #and i have hoemwork thats due in like 14 hours #but im just #angry and sad at him #and im just #fuck #i just wish my role models would end up good for once

[legalbrats]

MUSE AS A DEITY.

RULES : think carefully about your character and their development through their journey (canon or oc ) within their story. fill out the chart and tag whoever you want! 

REPOST, DO NOT REBLOG.

DEITY OF : Growth, self-descovery, time and music

ASSOCIATED WITH : Self-worth, self-doubt and pride, the rhythm of life and passage of time, change

SACRED PLANTS : Clover and other small field plants

SACRED STONES / GEMS : Dimonds, coal and granite 

SACRED ANIMALS : All animals are sacred

COLORS : Red, blue, yellow, pink

FOOD : Cinnamon roll

SCENTS : Freshly cut grass and grass after the rain

ACCEPTED OFFERINGS / WAYS TO HONOR : Broken clocks which are only right twice a day, diary pages full of reflective thoughts and feelings, a flower crown made of simple flowers you find anywhere. Take time to learn about the world around you and about yourself. Accept the wrongs and move on to become a better person. Take your time, move at the pace you need. Play or listen to the music of your soul.

Tagged by:​ stole from @theothervonkarmagirl​ and @kamipyre​

Tagging: steal it from me and tag me in it

#paperwork | memes #the best of the best | sebastian #[does it make him sound too good or idk]