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inkykeiji · 2 years
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Hiya Clari! Prepare for a silly ask, but how would your Dabis react if they turned around and noticed reader checkin' out his ass? We did once discuss which of your Touyas had the best butt, sooo... <3
lmaooooo anon!!!! i love this question so much ahahahahaha okay okay
tw: stepcest, toxic relationships, implied daddy kink, implied dubcon with dark academia touya (DA!touya)
touya-nii gets fucking mean with his teasing, relentlessly lamenting about your behaviour until tears are streaming down your cheeks and hiccups are stammering heavy and painful in your chest, going on and on about how bad you are, about what a sick little pervert you are, and so clumsy with it, too, so conspicuous and obvious. you really should be embarrassed, you know, he’s telling you with that usual apathetic lilt, but you know him better than that now. you can see it, that malevolent glee glittering in sapphire eyes, that eager and excited tremor sewn into his words. you know he’s just teasing, know he gets off on shit like this, know he doesn’t mean a word of it, but that doesn’t mean it hurts any less. but oh, don’t worry, he’s reassuring as he pulls you into his lap and cradles you to his chest, voice drenched in condescension as rough hands rub comforting circles into your hitching back. niichan will give you what your so clearly desperate for, because he’s such a good big brother, always tending to his baby sister even when she’s being bad.
bmb!dabi gets a little shy with it—there’s no way you’re actually checking him out, is there? there’s no way you’d be so goddamn obvious about it, right?—a little snappy, a little snarky as he asks what the hell are you looking at? it’s only when you start, seemingly surprised by his voice, eyes staring up at him guiltily, that he realizes you truly were staring at his ass. such a notion has that irritating warmth spreading through his chest, blanketing that creature you birthed behind his ribs as it snuggles into his heart. and although he scoffs as he turns away, acts as if he’s so annoyed and disgusted by your actions, he spends the rest of his night glaring up at his ceiling, tangled threads of thoughts knotting tighter and tighter as he replays the moment over and over again, evaluating every millisecond of it in an attempt to figure out what the fuck it means.
tag!dabi, cliché as ever, asks if his princess is enjoying the view, musing smugly to himself about how he’s got himself such a dirty, deviant little girl. when you can’t hold his gaze, stinging little pinpricks of embarrassment erupting across your cheeks, his voice turns sharp, firm and commanding as he tells you to look at him, princess. look at Daddy when he’s talking to you. and you know, it’s rude not to look at someone when they’re speaking to you, especially after you’ve been caught doing something so unsavoury, maybe he should punish you for it.
twin!dabi, for a moment, is confused. does he have something on his pants? he’s asking as he looks over his shoulder. what are you looking at? what’s captured your attention so wholly that you startle, snapped out of some sort of trance the moment his voice sounds? what has you so enamoured? but it dawns on him only a moment later, when your face is practically yanked to his own, adorned with wide eyes and a warped brow, features tinged with hesitant humiliation. and then he laughs, mean and mocking, and your cute lil face crumples under the strain of embarrassment as he teases you for being such a naughty little thing and, oh god, just wait until touya hears about this!
twin!touya is sneaky, subtle, sly with it. he lets you think you’re getting away with it, catches it inconspicuously out of the corner of his eye—that longing stare, chin in your hands, watching as he flits around the kitchen, dreaminess oozing from your gaze—but pretends to be oblivious until the opportune moment, nonchalantly asking if his precious little baby likes staring at Daddy’s ass just as you’re chewing a mouthful of whatever breakfast he’s made for you that morning, revelling in those sweet little chokes and cute little coughs sounding behind him as he pours himself his third cup of black coffee. turning toward you, he smirks at you over the steaming mug. that’s right, i saw you, he says, a malicious excitement shimmering in his eyes, pupils swallowing down your delicious mortification. and i’m gonna do something about it, as soon as you finish your breakfast.
1950s dabi outright asks you, voice equal parts amused and astonished, as he catches you one night while he’s walking around the motel in nothing more than a pair of briefs after a long day of murder and spy work. when his eyes capture yours, pretty glazed irises that dart away from his invasive stare the moment they connect, he snorts to himself. were you just…looking at my ass? when you shamefully admit that you were, he wiggles it obnoxiously for you, so you can get a good, proper, healthy eyeful and satiate yourself…unless you’d rather he satisfy your evident hunger in a different way?
DA!touya instantly responds with his usual arrogant confidence, going i know right? my ass looks fucking incredible in these jeans before launching into a whole self-satisfied spiel about how he always gets pussy when he wears these jeans, and hey? wanna fuck? i mean, you were looking and all, so you must want it, right? he says as if it’s matter of fact, eyes glinting in the dim light of his minimalist flat as they rake over your body slowly, selfishly, a sharp smile stretching abnormally wide across his cheeks, teeth razored and gleaming.
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tyunkus · 1 year
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KUMI HI how are you!!!!!!! ⭐⭐💌 congrats on 10k likes and 400+ follows u deserve the WORLD im so happy ur acc's growing so fastttt 🙃<33
think u'd be glad to know i got some much needed rest a few hours after sending in that ask but NOT before i had the most guttural horrifying crying session to cat&dog blue orangeade and blue hour all in one go.. like.. full-on sobbing to THE most happiest txt songs in the discography .. it's definitely an experience .... !! (praying no one ever lets me pull an all nighter ever again.)
anyways!!! kumi do u have any thoughts to add to the meanie gamer bf beomgyu brainrot cause like omg.. literally all the fics ive been reading lately WHY IS EVERY WRITER COLLECTIVELY DECIDING TO MAKE HIM THE MOST SEXIEST PIECE OF SHIT what ab my mental health :( im one more bj in the gaming chair away from becoming a fr delulu . like i want him so bad it's not even funny anymore.😔😁😒💔
-anon who always sends the essays<3
cw for slapping n degradation!
HI ESSAY ANON sorry it took me a while to get back to u but.. first of all hard relate to getting emotional to happy txt songs BECAUSE DO HAPPY TXT SONGS RLY EXIST LETS BE FR. and second of all yes I HAVE SO MANY THOUGHTS ABOUT MEAN GAMER BF BEOMGYU PLEASE
HE WOUDL BE SOOOOO MEAANNNN just thinking about it makes me wanna cry. you're being a brat while he games so he pulls you onto his lap and makes you hold eye contact with him while he degrades you HKASHDJKBWE scolds you for being a horny slut then grabs your cheeks n squishes them together, cooing at his pretty girl before slapping u HEHE immediately notices how you try to squeeze your thighs together after and chuckles all deep n sexy when u bury ur head in his neck out of embarrassment :') LITERALLY the way he talks to you is so condescending and sexy, cooing at you all faux sweetness and concern,, "is my cute baby embarrassed? you were crying for me to fuck you just a minute ago, what happened, princess? you want my fucking fingers inside you? want me to fuck you in this chair? stupid brat" n he tugs ur hair and pulls u into a kiss!!(#(@ he loves how stupid u get for him AHKSJHDKWGE
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onlyjaeyun · 8 months
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THREE MORE CHAPTERS WOOOOO (i’m holding back tears) 🥳🥳🥳 i can’t believe poison is coming to an end so soon (it’s been months ik but STILL) first of all i really love how sunghoon and heeseung’s friendship somehow become funnier 😭 like all that sass and all the “ur gf” “well UR gf” is so funny and i’m glad that they kinda both got into relationships around the same period they fr are soulmates anyWHO 🧍‍♀️ i feel so empty knowing that by next week or by the end of this week really there won’t be any more poison updates ☹️ BUT HEY STRICTLY BUSINESS LETS GO🗣️ i’m rlly rlly excited to see everything that’s gonna take place in strictly business and all the ddlg that’s gonna happen 🤭🤭 like i’m sO EXCITED. ANYWAYS poison farewell soon :( i hope u take some sort of small break before starting strictly business bcs i cant even imagine how exhausting working on poison must’ve been, please take care of urself & ur health and most importantly ur mental health zadie <33 we’ll all be here waiting for anything u want to post or release so please take care of urself and don’t feel pressured at all especially since you had to state how much pressuring it is when people ask u for daily updates (and u had to remind them this MULTIPLE times like damn 🤨 get a hint) but yes !! i hope you’re alright and everything is going well sending u lots & lots of love & hugs & kisses, i can’t wait to begin ranting and filling ur inbox about strictly business 😁 <3
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MY BABY!!!!!!🥺🥺🥺🩷
poison!heehoon really are soultwins and it makes me so happy that i managed to portray their friendship just how i i had intended 🤭🤭
and pls not you making me tear up with that second part. i really, really appreciate the love, support and understanding you guys have been sending my way like it's sometimes so surreal to me just how amazing you all are. after so many fnadoms this is the one i've felt the most loved and appreciated and understood like we're all just humans who love the same people and are having a good time and IRGH thank you baby. don't worry, am planning to take a break for a few days once poison ends just to make sure i can give you guys and structly business the best version of myself.okay before i get too emotional and expose my bank information on here im gonna send you the fattest kiss and hope you're taking care of yourself as well. i love you so much 🩷
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sh1-n0bu · 9 months
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MOMMY NOBUUUU /p i need someone wise’s advice !!!!
i like to make silly looking “art” (i don’t even consider it real art, it’s more like memes/doodles) (like the ms paint art style, that looks a bit like pixel art and also looks sketchy and simple) and i CAN’T DECIDE if i should make an account to post it??? i really want to but i know NOTHING about ig and its algorythm (even though i did use to have disney and anime fanpages with a decent amount of followers when i was, like, 14). i don’t wanna end up with an account with like 2 followers cuz what if affects my self esteem and the way i view art hsjsg ???? i like my cringy artstyle but.. idk im probably overthinking this AGHH
yk it’s just that when i was a fan account it wasn’t my art so it’s not like i got offended if people didn’t like/comment/save. with things i created it would be different i think??? i’ve been wanting to make an art account for YEARS and i just got into the artstyle (i had a “normal” artstyle before) but wait wait lemme try to link the pics
(hope they work)
so this is the first thing i’ve ever drawn in this style https://drive.google.com/file/d/1-AJt9jSnPo1Enyg4B8Dnm0HMYeFIhxYX/view?usp=drivesdk
and then it just kept going. https://drive.google.com/file/d/1-I8x_U-9_ZVwpPE6aDAWlW0ApEuJ2r5Z/view?usp=drivesdk
and going (yes that’s a gyaru trying to talk to a golfball and yes it’s a remake of this meme https://www.reddit.com/r/memes/comments/d6udnl/why_wont_it_move/)
and then i saw this. https://drive.google.com/file/d/1-1qO6MbBOo51PK-jhMltsnpfCb0yTGV2/view?usp=drivesdk
and i went “this is so hsr main trio” https://drive.google.com/file/d/1-5MwpEQLIFx_iLdif6R9o66Xc2HW5vjw/view?usp=drivesdk
this is cursed, i’m aware.
then i started making these https://drive.google.com/file/d/1-60FA9_FROx2c0SQrzh1RXOXxm7tFl5G/view?usp=drivesdk
you have NO IDEA how many of these i’ve made. because idk either. all i know is that in three days i had made 20+ of them (which may sound like it’s not much, but for me and how little i used to draw it’s a lot)
and now i REALLY want to make the account but i’m TERRIFIED bc what if no one likes that kind of cringy stuff?????
i’m literally so sorry to bother you with this /gen it’s just me overthinking stuff as always :/ don’t feel pressured to answer me ofc!! <3 also i rlly rlly hope things are going better for you! sending love and support <33
gratefully yours
breaker anon~~<3
MOMMA NOBU HAS ARISEN /j j j j
first, those arts are fucking GORJUS my sweettums. as someone who has lost the ability to draw, that is beautiful. i used to think of becoming a free style painter or to learn how to draw digital but somewhere along the way i just gave up and decided to simply settle on writing instead. even now, when i see art tiktok or recommendations of compilation videos on yt, i feel a bit of an ache in my chest. its just there, y’know?
second, i think you should do for it. maybe try opening up an account on a platform ur incredibly familiar with. perhaps tumblr? or even ig? or even tiktok works too! just any platform you feel safe and comfortable and know how to navigate is good.
and yeah, i can def say felt to the “it will make my mental health worse if i only get 2 likes or smt” bc same same same. i try to write good and capture the characters’ personality correctly while keeping the fic ‘alive’ only to end up with like,,,, hundreds of likes but no feedbacks or reposts or smt LMAOOO
as for a single tip i would give is to expect everything. not everyones going to like ur content and they will suddenly crash into ur inbox talking abt how they hated this fic or smt of yrs bc it was disgusting or not their thing. that has happened to me like,,,, 3 times???? i think?????? and and!!! be sure to do a bit of research beforehand, me thinks. see what kind of attention you would get when u start to post on ur page or account.
honestly, i started this blog as only reposting blog. but then one day my very first 🦝 anon came and i decided, why not write a thirst thought i had with friend and see how it goes? and it just spiraled from there.
main thing is, have patience and love what ur doing. don’t burn urself out over it too much or else what u used to love will end up being what u hate and take good care of yourself sweettums<3
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ellabsprincess · 11 months
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rowie seems super sweet! can u tell us ur favorite parts about her?
okay time for me to be very sappy and annoying, you asked for it!!
-> her eyes omfg!! she has the prettiest eyes ever istg. also she's so talented at like complicated makeup looks, and when she does like bright colored makeup and stuff like that i swear i fall to my knees immediately
-> her lips AHHHHH like she has the like fullest and prettiest lips ever. kissable lips for sure
-> i also love all her tattoos and piercings! they're very cute and i think they're hot :)
-> the way she makes me feel so so safe and validated! she believes in "no means no" and even if i consent to something at one point, i can always change my mind later. very very understanding, like if i'm uncomfortable or not in the right headspace, everything stops, and she's there to comfort me
-> she always praises my insecurities. especially bodily insecurities, like i was very shy to like do a face reveal to her and stuff like that in the beginning but she was so sweet! she literally compliments me like a million times a day, and when i send her photos, even if i look like a sewer rat, she always loves them and tells me i'm beautiful <33
-> her interests! we are kinda the opposite in terms of like career and academic interests essentially. like i'm super math and just general STEM focused, while she is super art and history focused. i've never really cared too much for art and history, but i swear i could listen to her talk about her interest for hours.
-> i also love just how easy it is to talk to her. like we message like 24/7 but last night i called her crying cause i just wasn't feeling my best. she immediately comforted me, and grounded me and made me feel so safe. we continued to talk for like 3 and a half hours i think, and then eventually i passed out cause i was very tired but she stayed on the call to make sure i was asleep :) then we just stayed on the call while we both slept and i think we were on the phone for like 9 hours or something. it's just so easy to be vulnerable around her, and i feel completely comfortable with her.
-> obviously there's like the sexual aspect of our relationship and i love that, but i also just love our like goofy fluffy moments too. like i have literally been crying laughing on voice memos with her like more times than i could count. like we will just talk about anything and no matter what it's a good conversation.
-> she also cares so much about like my personal well-being, and helps me take care of myself when i'm just not feeling good enough to do so. like if i'm having a really bad mental health day, she will be there for me to comfort me, and to also give me reminders to eat, and drink water and get good rest and stuff like that. just always making sure i'm okay.
this is very long at this point but those are just some of my favorite things about her :) i've been in a few relationships before her, but i've felt so safe or comfortable with someone before. she just gets me and i love having her as my person
@thelastofrowie
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nar-nia · 29 days
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hello!
it seems that everytime i want to get back on Tumblr my life goes "nuh uh" so im gone forever lool
life is just busy - but not in the way that i hate, the nice kinda busy, maybe except of uni but im just trying to get through it, my personal life is still lol, every year (since like 2 years or so) i hook up with the same guy during a party and we both know it will never be more that but damn the yearner in me always have these bitter thoughts about this situation after it's done but hey that's life right sometimes ig
but other than that thriving and loving life or at least trying to be more positive about it! 🥰
gosh, i hope u had lovely Easter!!! and that ure doing good and the new job is going great!!! i saw that u saw itzy?? that sounds absolutely amazing!! are you doing good? I hope ure eating delicious food and drinking enough water 🥰🥰 and ofc i hope writing is still fun for u babe!!
ily!! only like 2 months left before exams 🤣🤣🤣 the worst part of the student life fr
-beloved anonie, i missed uuuuu
ps IM SO HYPED FOR THE DARK MOON SONGS LET'S GOO HEESEUNG BRAINROT FOREVER
omg hellooo 🩷 i missed you so much 🥺
how are you <33 i'm glad that life is busy in a positive way, but i will manifest your best for uni! time is passing so fast, how far into uni are you now? good luck for your exams but i am sure you will slay them as always, just try your best and be proud of it because you deserve it!!
and what am i hearing about a guy 👀 honestly props to you for even coming that far to hook up with someone, i recently downloaded hinge and it's not not hitting 💀 tbh i think i want to just be in a relationship with all the cute fanfic moments, but i really don't want everything you have to go through in the beginning to get into a relationship 💀 life's tough and unfair with that. but anyways, would you want it to be more with this guy? or should i just send heeseung your way, i'm sure that can be arranged too 🤭
i actually had to work during easter if i remember correctly butttt my new job is really good 🥹 last week was the first time when i actually disliked it (my coworkers had a bad day and that just brought up very unhappy memories from my old job) but it's all good again and i'm having so much fun, i finally get to bake cakes!! and if they're not having a weird day my coworkers are really nice too (and give me lots of praise which is 👀. i am beaming after every compliment). apart from my job i'm doing good too, my mental health, mood and health overall has gotten so much better ever since i switched jobs and finally work normal hours again. and yesterday was the first time since idk when when i could sit down and really enjoy and get invested in a show again, i missed that so much.
i will ignore the drinking enough water part because when have i ever... although i do drink more now since i get it for free and fresh and cold at my job. so yay me i guess 😍 i am eating well though, and yesterday i tried making a cocktail (without alcohol) and it was really good. how about you though?? i talked way too much about me.
buttt writing is more fun than ever again which i am so so happy about, i have so many wips waiting to be finished right now 😶 but it's really fun. AND YES THE COMEBACK!!! they look so good in the promo pics, i can't wait for the release. just one more week!
thank you so much for checking in and saying hi, i missed you 🥺🩷 and i love youuuu
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satindolly · 11 months
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No no no it’s okay babydoll, just my body dysmorphia is kicking in bcs I was in swimsuits for the first time in a year and my body didn’t look like a body, like no ed thing, just body dysmorphia
But thank you so much babydoll <3 I don’t want my bad mental health be a reason you reaching out to me when we can way more nice ways
🧺
:(( i understand, s just rough sometimes n ur brain is gonna give u a hard time n it’s not fair to u. sending u sososo much love n so many kisses beautiful angel, wish i could make u feel so pretty in person rn :( maybe have a lil nap? would stroke ur hair n hold u soso gentle, just like a pretty girl like u deserves!!! gonna kiss u all over if u let me
(also pls pls know i care about u n genuinely wanna help whenever i can, would never ever be bothered n ur never putting anything on me by talkin about what’s going on n how ur feelin, i promise <33)
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channoticedmeuwu · 1 year
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hii! so I've been a silent reader of yours for a while(sorry😭) but i finally decided to leave a little note for you as a token of appreciation!! you're easily my favourite writer on this app<33 i really really like your writing style and whenever i read your works it feels as if I'm in a daydream yk? like watching a short film through y/n's eyes !!:D while reading your fics we can all see how much hardwork and thought you put into them and if i had to choose my favs it wld def be [PTLTFTP] (sorry too lazy to type that out-) and [come here and get some] !!🩵 you have no idea how excited i get whenever you're post notifs come 😭😭 pls continue being so so awesome while also taking care of your health!!♡ hope this long ask wasn't a bother and I'll also be waiting for whatever you have in store for us next!<3
NAUSYYYRYRYRB I'm ur fav writer ?? ✋✋✋ you don't know how happy hearing that makes meeeee aweee tyty sm anon 🥲🥲🥲
and it's amazing knowing my writing is vivid enough to make you feel absorbed— I know I've made it now 😭🫶 literally I'm so glad that's been my goal for god knows how long, it's amazing to feel like you're actually in the story and that's literally the point of reader inserts so I'm glad I've accomplished it !! I still have a very long way to go &things to learn, but it's so nice to know that I'm getting better !!
AND OMFG “PTPTFTL” IS LITERALLY THE MOST ANNOYING THING TO TYPE OUT EVER like literally I agree with you 100% I am also lazy you'll never see me actually typing the name out, it's all copy and paste 😭😭 &come here get some ooo I see u anon 😳😵‍💫 into cocky bitchass beomgyu are we 😳😳 (no because same god help me I'm down so bad)
and also !! I really want to say, sending anon asks and sending words of appreciation like this are never ever a bother. I know it feels like receiving one is an inconvenience (bc I genuinely used to think I was bothering writers before I got into writing), but from a writer's pov, it makes me feel so recognized knowing that people can see my emotions and my hard work when I put out fics.
I don't care, literally SPAM your fav writers and tell them how much you love their fics, it's an absolute mind numbing experience when you receive such feedback. please, don't fear yourself into silently reading, I'm very grateful for what you've written for me !!
thank you sosososososo SO much anon <3 I hope YOU also stay healthy and thank you for looking forward to my next piece !! love u mwah
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taeilskitty · 3 years
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Hey there! I saw that you open for a request so here's what I thought : what kind of sound did nct make when having sex? Are they more into whimpers, groans, or maybe dirty talk? Thank you so much for answering my question and hope you have a good day!
i was BORN to answer this omg. lemme tell you, i have thought about this so SO much!! (i'm leaving chenji out of this bc i don't know how people feel about that yet)
anyways, i hope u enjoy and i hope this matches what you had in mind <3
taeil
oh fuck. taeil is most certainly a groaner. i think (and trust me, i've thought a lot) he must make these gorgeous low moans like right in the back of his throat if that makes sense - have you ever heard his bubble voice messages? oh my god, they're so fucking hot. his raspy voice in the middle of the night is just to die for. that makes me CONVINCED that he dirty talks super up close. even thinking about it makes me shiver :(( he's the king of praise, i just know it. i think he degrades too, but his favourite is when he mixes both together - "you look so pathetic there baby, how cute." "daddy loves his pretty slut so much." "god you're so fucking good for me, my cockslut~" taeil also asks things, i think that suits him so much. "yeah? you like that?" "is daddy's cock too big baby? shh, i'll be done soon..."
taeyong
whiner. whiner. undoubtedly. this boy has the sweetest, prettiest little moans... he gets all high pitched when he's close and oh god when he sinks into subspace he just mewls and his voice gets so weak </3 little "yes" and "a-ah thank you"s slip out because he such a good kitten. he's so precious... and if he gets asked to speak while he's getting fucked he just squeaks out an answer. "m.. love it... ah..." n he will never fail to say his please and thank yous - he's so well mannered even when hes getting used !!!
johnny
this is just. oh my. i think he's silent for the most part. heavy breathing and quiet grunts and groans until he's close. THAT'S when he starts moaning, all sorts of things slipping out. "god you're so good" "i love this hole so much" ahh??! i think he talks down too. fuck !!! daddy!johnny is so patronising, and not just outside of the bedroom. kinda like taeil, he asks things, but he makes u feel so dumb and cock drunk :( AH AND he like... coos when you feel all dazed from his cock... "awh~ is that good? you like that don't you sweetheart? yeah, i know."
yuta
i have this vision of yuta just SLAMMING from behind with his face right up in your ear, telling you all sorts of dirty things lowly with just the hottest voice ever. he's very vocal about what he wants, and he loves cumming inside... so expect him to talk about that. oh, he is so fucking possessive too. "hmm. mine. this is mine. you're mine." he probably bites your ear/neck when he says it... the grunts that come out when he slams are enough to send anyone reeling, but i bet he tells you "fuck. gonna. gonna cum in my fuckdoll--" n his voice just trails off as he fills you up and sighs<33
kun
now kun is !! an interesting one !! ... i envision him as a pretty hard dom, so i don't think he's any stranger to degrading. that being said, i think he's more talkative when he's giving punishments (e.g. spanking over his thigh... heaven<33) rather than when he's fucking. i think he moans lowly, semi-quietly but as he gets more and more pent up he gets louder. (i think this is the case for most of the nct doms but oh well) he'll praise how good you make him feel - assuming you've been behaved enough - but that doesn't stop him from cursing under his breath at every chance he gets ,,..
doyoung
definitely has pretty moans !! he probably does whine, but i mean that in a dom way - if that makes sense? higher pitched moans but not pathetic, in fact it's probably paired with him whispering "fuck yes, good [insert ur fave petname here]". i think he's the type to kiss you a lot during sex and like... moan into your mouth; any space not taken up by the sound of moans will for sure be filled with the sound of his panting and his tongue dancing with yours.
ten
another semi-whiner. i always saw him as a dom but i'm sliiightly succumbing to the idea that he may be a switch... which is why i think there's so much BEAUTY in his moans?? ten makes really pretty, breathy whines and moans i'm sure, i don't particularly think he talks a crazy amount but rather short instructions. (yes i'm going back to dom!ten) "turn around." "get on your knees" "quiet." AH !! he always lets you know what he needs - however, sub!ten will just whine and squirm till you make him cum because he is most definitely a slut who takes anything:(
jaehyun
first of all, this man wrecks me to the fucking core, and i could talk about this for... a while. but his moans are definitely like, raspy high-pitched type. think about his vocals. esp in try again... i bet you they sound like THAT. i'm sure he talks a bit too, tbh he probably says rather textbook dirty things but it sounds so fucking hot when it's him. "yeah take it, take my cock" "fuck yes just like that", he loves how you whine when he moans right up next to you btw - it just makes him do it even more. oh, and bonus - he will never call you ANYTHING without prefixing it with my or daddy's. daddy's girl, daddy's boy, daddy's pet, my dirty slut... ahh<3
winwin
it's almost contrasting to jaehyun but sicheng's voice is so low. i can't explain this in any way other than that he's kitty, but his moans are so... puppy? and when he's fucked, he makes himself sound so dumb too. he's constantly slurring his words and biting his lip because he's trying to keep quiet but anyone who walks by the room will hear "mm.. m!!" because he just can't help himself :( when he's close he probably squeaks like taeyong and cums all over the place GOD i want him
jungwoo
oh god there's no doubt that jungwoo talks SO much during sex. he probably loses his fucking mind with how good he feels. he's such a good boy but sometimes you just need him to shut up - but he can't. he squeaks out a little moan when you push into him, or when you start touching his cock, but withn minutes he's babbling non-stop; "oh god oh god mommy/daddy i love it so much, a-ah like that, please~"
lucas
my brain used to be convinced that xuxi was a dom, but i'm now sure he's a switch. either way, his moans are pretty much the same. they're very heavy and... i guess manly is the best way to put it. in my head i can literally picture him being like "ughhh..." when you start fucking because he just feels like he's wanted to fuck you so desperately - yes, even if you fucked hours before. it's always so breathy and moany and i think he sounds like a bit of a fuckboy tbh... "fuck yeah" as he slides his cock into you? THANKS
mark
loud baby loud baby LOUD BABY:((( no matter how much you cover that pretty mouth of his he will be so LOUD!! he can't stop talking and whining and panting, kinda like jungwoo but honestly... more. he swears a lot too. he tries not to but he just can't help himself :( "aw shit... god shit!!!" under his breath UGHHFDGGDFDD SO FUCKING CUTE IM GONNA SCREAM !!! he's very polite though, so he always says sorry every single time :( he babbles like hell when he cums, he can't stop himself, again like jungwoo. "i'm gonna cum i'mgonnacumi- i'm -- ah fuck, shit--!!"
xiaojun
two words. action figure. everyone knew that was coming, HA - i'm sorry but THAT verse means we all know how he sounds. i think he tries his best to talk normally while you edge him but his little voice keeps on wavering and cracking and just... he can't help but sound all pretty and pathetic :( but surely dejun has some (very frequent) moments where he can't keep his front anymore and just whines like a whore because it feels so good<3
hendery
the things i'd let this man do to me:))) i think at first he'd actually try and hide his moans because he feels like that's what he's supposed to do, but no. for me personally, i know i would NOT LET THAT HAPPEN !! he probably sucks the air in through his teeth in an attempt to hide it - it's very fucking sexy when he does that, granted - but he can't keep doing that for long. i think he hums and laughs when he can't keep it in any longer because he almost feels some kinda defeat but then he just moans semi-loudly and lets out a "good girl/boy/baby... let me fuck you, huh?"
renjun
renjun scares the fuck out of me. why? because his moans are fairly quiet. he's master and it S H O W S. he grunts quietly, maybe muttering things under his breath like "so fucking tight" "mmh there you go..." to fill some silence but he does it subconsciously; he goes so far into domspace sometimes that he just can't control himself. when he's close he talks through his teeth and he's like "i'm. i'm gonna cum baby..."and the more you whine on his cock the more he just laughs at you because he's a sadist hhhhhhhhhhh.........
jeno
most definitely a fun one... you see when he's sub, he pants and whines and drools all over himself like a big dumb puppy boy and he just breathes so heavy n his moans are all shaky... if he's a brat he will try and talk big but he can't take it, he just gets so pathetic and !!! but dom jeno is fucking TERRIFYING because he talks down and tries his best to intimidate you. he chuckles and degrades you, but one of his faves is when he can big himself up under his breath. "look at you now. you love this fucking cock."
haechan
this isn't good for my mental health :) i fucking cannot TAKE this brat :) AHA! hyuckie is honestly such a whore, he's bratty and rude and always talks back at you like he's the king of the fucking world. he's constantly laughing at you and trying so hard to make you feel like you're not worthy but he feels so good he just gets fucked dumb by you :( he is SO loud too. he wants everyone to hear what a dirty whore he is and he makes sure he puts on his prettiest pornstar moans. he whines like his life depends on it. on the off chance that he's being a good boy, he begs and cries and whimpers when he finally cums - and i mean CRIES. sobs. he'll be heaving by the time you're done with him, but god he fucking loves it.
jaemin
fuck... fuck okay... well firstly he loves to talk. we all know how much he praises and how he's constantly showing his love off... that doesn't stop at fanservice, nope. he will fuck you like a ragdoll and keep calm and composed as ever, talking down to you as if you're in his lap for a soft cuddle. "baby loves nana so much hm~?" "oh you really love that don't you?" "you know you're so pretty. nana wants to cum in you so bad~" yes, he calls himself nana because he's a cocky fuck and loves how it sounds. especially when you're moaning it for him.
yangyang
i'm kinda in 2 minds about this... on the one hand, he's kinda like hyuckie in that he whines a LOT. but he can actually keep his composure - he's a breathy whiner, he's not quite as loud and he most certainy doesn't crumble as easily. (that's not to say that he can't, he most definitely can.) on the other hand i think when he's in a more neutral headspace rather than subby, he talks to you like a total fuckboy. not in a mean way but he's just like "hah. i know you love me fucking you like this." he gets so cocky and he sucks hickeys into your neck and hums quietly<3
shotaro
he's such a shy baby :( he wants to moan so much but he probably gets all self conscious and tries to hide it... so you gotta make him feel safe :( when he does he whimpers and it's so pretty and pathetic. the way he wells up with tears and hitches his breath is. adorable. he whispers "thank you... ah..." every time he feels that good and by the time he cums it's just falling from him like a waterfall :( the more comfortable he feels, though, the sluttier he can get... he will always be a good boy but i think he lets his whore side come out every once in a while <3
sungchan
last but most certainly not least, yet ANOTHER boy who pains me to the core. i think sungchan whimpers too. THERE I SAID IT. his cock is too big for his own good so he just... needs you to do SOMETHING to him :( he always sighs at first, maybe hissing just a little but then he gets to a point where he's quietly whimpering because he just needs to cum so fucking bad <//3 "need it... p-please..." he's always nervous to use titles but if he wants to cum he has no choice :( when his dom asks please who? he blushes bright red n mumbles a little "please mommy/daddy... 'm so good..." and god yes he is he deserves it so much ugh<33333333333333
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saintobio · 3 years
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Hi Saint! 👋 I hope you're doing good
Ok, blimey, SN was a rollercoaster of emotions but I absolutely loved it! You write amazingly!
My thoughts. Y/N has all the right to be p*ssed off with Gojo. She has all the right to separate and live her life. She's not obliged to stick around and "fix" Gojo. But, big BUT, she had no right to keep their son from him. Was Gojo an arsehole, heck yeh. But he was really trying after the first divorce incident and nanas death. He was stupid for the house thing and not just being honest when trying to fix their relationship. I think that Y/N is going to feel like absolute shite when she finds out that Gojo tried to unalive himself when he thought she got rid of the baby. And now the accident because he realised he was alive this whole time!
Gen and their dad, wasn't a great idea to support hiding the munchkin from Gojo. Yes protect your daughter and sister, but you're making her do some silly things.
Now saying all of that, I'm going to counter myself 😅 I can somewhat get why Y/N would have wanted to get as far away from Gojo. Especially holding on the beginning part of their marriage. Then to hear his stupidity at the end would have brought up the previous thoughts. As a woman, I may do the same to protect my child (maybe not exactly the same tbh... lol I still don't like that Y/N hid this from Gojo for 3 flaming years!). I can see she was trying to protect herself and her child, but it wasn't a great way imo.
In the same way, I get Gen and why she may have supported this. As an older sister, I'm a surrogate mother to my siblings and can be protective.
Right this was too long. I'm sorry 😅 don't even know if I made any sense whatsoever.
My main ask was going to be: may I get permission to write a mini one shot type scenario based on the last chapter? I was so wound up in my emotions after reading the last chapter, I had all sorts of thoughts and ideas that I'd like to jot down and share. But only with your permission! X
hahah it’s very conflicting right ?? i love how ur analysis on it tho :) and yess you may write a oneshot as long as i get tagged <33 looking forward to it !!
@hollowpurpl said
I'm not blaming y/n for keeping the baby then hiding it. Yes, it is true that my heart aches because satoru didn't get to cry in joy after the baby was born, but what matters is the munchkin is alive. It would burn me more if the lil munchkin died. Besides, it was the most selfish thing y/n has done in a while. I can't hate her. Her ex-husband was a selfish cheating asshole. I understand that satoru wanted to change but, he's not that deserving to have an expressway to happy ever after. It's just karma (or saint) doing its job.
For toji, i think he won't have the audacity to cheat on y/n because of gen and the kids like hello??? But i do think mc just reminds him of his wife, that's why he wants to marry her. (This shit hurts so much because im a toji fucker)
And im sorry for sending lots of asks. I just love sn so much i cried when i didn't get on the sincerely yours taglist.
Drink your water and eat veggies saint! Every sn reader is praying to u ❤️
Anonymous said
Y/n keeping munchkin from gojo makes so much sense to me. She just prioritised her child's health and happiness more than theirs IT WAS LITERALLY THE BEST THING TO DO IN THAT SITUATION AND PPL WHO HATE HER FOR DOING IT CLEARLY DONT KNOW WHAT THEY'RE TALKING ABOUT LIKE????? imagine a child growing up in the kind of negative publicity that surrounded gojo post the scandal... yeah no. she did the right thing definitely and I rlly hope she knows that :((
Anonymous said
I think some people forget that soulmates who don’t end up together can fall in love with someone else. Granted the connection won’t be as deep as with their twin flame, but it’s not impossible to love again. Tbh I don’t care if gojo x uhtamie happen, Toji x y/n or gojo x y/n. I just think it’s unfair that her hiding her pregnancy is going to hunt her ten fold. I really like that she didn’t hide from munchkin who her real daddy is though. Mad respect for that.
Anonymous said
Omg I’ve been dying to send an ask in! First off congratulations on sn1, it was amazing!! Okie, I’m sorry for all the upcoming grammar mistakes lmao, but I need to write it before I forget x.x Over the past few days I analyzed both y/n and gojo’s situation. I’ve seen how most people are upset with y/n for depriving Gojo 3 years of his sons life and thinking he “killed” his baby, and some agree that y/n made the right call faking the abortion. I was just shocked at how quick people switch sides instead of analyzing both parties. I remained neutral.
I do agree that her depriving him from the birth of his son and making him believe that he was at fault was wrong, but did the readers take a step back and think how his past consequences drove her to do it? It hurts that Gojo never got to tell his side of the story, and now with amnesia probably never will, but it also hurts knowing that y/n was treated horribly throughout most of their marriage. Yes, he had a lovely redemption arc, but the thing about Gojo and y/n is that although they’re soulmates, they’re badly flawed. He had this ideal dream family, but didn’t know the current y/n. Just bits and pieces. He was more familiar with the little girl he was best friends with, whom he made a promise too. Y/n suffered a lot the first few months in their marriage, which causes her to start having trust issues, and clearly those trust issues were still rooted just untouched. In my honest opinion, seeing as to how badly flawed they both are, if there was no divorce, munchkin would be the only thing that would tie them together. I’m sorry this was long :’) also hoped this made sense.
Also, I noticed something. You said the zenin family is y/nxToji, but everyone else is GojoxY/n. Does that mean Gen has forgiven Gojo? 😟
nooo gen hasn’t. i take back what i said. very few people in the snverse are rooting for gojoxyn 🥲
Anonymous said
imo, I think y/n had a good enough reason to hide munchkin from Satoru. BUT y/n should have told Satoru when she had the chance, when he came to see her.
Anonymous said
Yooooooooo I sad .
Because I don’t know who’s in the wrong in the SN finale ?? Like I get each of Y/N’s and Satoru’s feelings and mistakes and whatnot, but now at what cost? While I definitely believe Satoru is much to blame for actions to Y/N, his past and how he was brought up shaped him that way, yet he was able to change; and he’s even worse for wear?? And even now Y/N, who’s suffered so much and very much doesn’t owe Satoru anything (besides telling the truth of baby Gojo), will have to go through this again???
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there’s really a huge divide among the readers bc some people understand yn’s pov (like u guys in this case) while some choose to side w gojo for good reasons. but all in all, thank u for sharing ur reactions <33 it allows me to understand how people are reading into the series and i’m glad that most of my readers are still looking at this story with depth
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inkykeiji · 1 year
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OMG THE TOUYA NII “WEDDING” THING 🥺🥺🥺 soo so cute wahhhhhh i love him n reader so much!!! i always imagined them having like a secret impromptu wedding or something like just the two of them but this is SO CUTE IM GONNA CRY he’s so soft for reader!! also i remember u talking about that ring on ur blog a few times before n it’s gonna look so good on u!! love u soo so much!!
hehehehe (*/ω\*) aw anon <33333 and he really is!!! waaaaaah i really do love that ring but it’s DUMB expensive and way overpriced imo ._. my boyfriend has his heart set on it even tho i’ve told him several times that that does not have to be the ring, just that i like those kinds of rings—like the ones with the halos and the diamonds around the band—and that i’d be happy with literally anything he chooses for me, and that i just want to marry him already!!!! but alas,,,,,,,
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shoichee · 3 years
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I JUST FOUND UR BLOG AND WHEWWW UR AKASHI HC'S ARE SO CUTE AND WELL DETAILED!!! i literally love the complexity of his character and he's just a perfect human being omg and u write him so well!
ok so if it's not much of a hassle i was wondering if i could request a F!reader and she's shorter than akashi (we're talking like 4"10-5"0 or so?) and i think it's be cute to imagine how he'd tease her and such :) thank u!
EEEEE THANK YOU ANON, IM SO HONORED TO HEAR YOUR WORDS <33 detailed hcs coming RIGHT UP -- short and sweet, and I hope you enjoy this!
f!reader x Akashi
as the shortest player in the Generation of Miracles, or even basketball in general, he definitely understands the struggle of being underestimated at first glance… well, until they suffered an ankle breaker on the courts
that being said, he’s slightly more protective over you (or at the very least, keeps an eye on you) because he knows how some people can be nasty or judgmental, or maybe they’d take their comments too far about your height
why do I feel like he has the subtle vibe of “only I can tease you and no one else can?” it’s VERY subtle though, he’s exceptional at keeping that sentiment to himself
how much he teases you depends on how well and how much you can take teasing… are you sensitive? equally teasing? pouty mad? he observes to see where his boundaries with you are at // however, it’s important to note that his teasing is either mixed with such gentleness, amusement, and/or genuine concern
if you’re sensitive and soft: expect lots of fond teasing and gentle muses… like every time he’d kiss your forehead, temple, nose, cheek, WHEREVER he chooses to peck, he’ll slightly exaggerate his movement of bending down by the knees or dip his head to your level while giving that… all-knowing glint in his eyes and a slight curve of his lip
if you’re more of someone who’d roast Akashi equally hard or also like to participate in banter, he’d say things like:
“Hmmm? Did you say something, dear?”
“I got something for you, my love, since I noticed you haven’t eaten breakfast yet… I do worry for your health.” but he gives you a carton of milk? you’re not sure if this was intentional or not?????? but if you ask him, he’d probably go, “Is milk not the best thing to digest in the morning? I heard from the maids that it’s paired very nicely with cereal and oatmeal…” LITTLE SHIT LMAO
his overall comments and teasing regardless of your personality might be things like these:
“Are you having trouble with that, my love?”
“Careful. Don’t stretch yourself too much… allow me, darling.” and he would make a little show of getting something out of a high shelf for you
“Hm? Yes? You’ve left yourself quite vulnerable…” as he tries something funny behind you or trying to slink up to where you were at… “My love, I do worry about how anyone can easily overpower you so. After all…” he’d either whisper in your ear or peck the ear’s helix… “look how little you are in my arms. Though you belong only here by my side. Please don’t hesitate to call my name if anyone dares to treat you with anything less than the respect you deserve.”
HE’D DRAPE YOU IN HIS RAKUZAN JERSEY JACKET, NO ONE CAN DISAGREE it’s just… he finds it heart-melting that you’re drowned in the fabric and he just sees it as another part of himself hugging you when he isn’t around to hug you himself, if that makes sense
that jacket ironically repels any chance of you being picked on in school, because seeing that #4 on the jacket sends them running for the hills
lots of headpats, but they can be either fond and/or teasing depending on how you respond… bonus: they’re often paired with his comments
ALWAYS approaches you from behind to just RELISH IN THE FACT THAT YOU FIT IN HIS ARMS PERFECTLY, AND THAT LITTLE SURPRISE YOU DO EVERY TIME HE COMES UP TO YOU S E N D S him to HEAVEN
private moments with him entail him insisting you to be the little spoon, and it makes him feel like he’s protecting you please—
I’M CALLING IT RIGHT NOW, when you want to give him any kisses back, especially after he just kissed you, he’d stand a little taller and turn away his head at just the right moments while staring at your face out of his peripheral vision… before he’d say either:
*SAY NOTHING, JUST HIM DOING THAT LITTLE CHUCKLE*
“Oh? You wanted to reciprocate my affection? I’m truly touched…”
“Sorry, sorry. Of course I was teasing… you’re so adorable that I just couldn’t help myself.”
*ALL OF THE ABOVE… IN THAT ORDER.*
in public, there wouldn’t be as much teasing (surprisingly) as he would do behind closed doors or in the vicinity of trusted close friends
so in the eyes of the public, he’d only give a subtle huff of amusement or a grin when he sees you having trouble with something because of your height… or he’d say something about whether or not you can “see” or need any “help” LOL
honestly, if you roast him back about his height, you just declared war on the Rakuzan captain… HE ISN’T STOPPING HIS TEASING UNTIL YOU GIVE IN AND CONCEDE; HE SEES THIS AS A CHALLENGE AND WOULD APPROACH IT LIKE HE WOULD WITH SHOGI
You’re FLUSTERED about how he teases you? prepare yourself for EXTRA entendre comments about that too, merciless Akashi mode (especially if you try equally hard to make him “embarrassed”)
stop, he’d LITERALLY have a heart attack seeing you try to view his games from the front row but you can’t because of all the TALL reporters and cameras blocking the way and you’re just stretching your neck and trying to jump but without bothering the people behind you omg—
“How was the game, (y/n)?”
“Uhhhhhh… well.”
“I’m certain the flying cables were more entertaining to watch than the game, yes?”
“SEI—”
and he’d interrupt you with his usual chaste peck and say: “Forgive me. I didn’t realize that the courts would be that crowded. I’ll be sure to save you the best spots for future games. Just keep your eyes on me, my empress.”
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onlyjaeyun · 8 months
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coming back here almost a day later after reading the epilogue cuz i am not okay. i’ve been thinking about it the whole entire day just trying to come into terms & process & accept the fact that poison is truly done now (sure we’ll have a few bonus chapters here and there but u get what i mean) and honestly it’s making me feel emotional cuz it’s been a few months and we’ve all been on this rollercoaster of a journey but just DAMN how everything came together perfectly at the end with hee&yn being a girl dad (which is so real btw) and all of that is so cute. i personally (am heartbroken🙍🏻‍♀️) am really happy at the incredible ending you wrote for poison and speaking of ur writings u seriously never fail to impress me 🙏🏼 like the way ur braincells connect to form a thought is truly fascinating (i just cant say you’re a genius like a normal person and move on, don’t mind me.) like truly you’re one of the main writers i admire & look up to like you’re in the top fr fr onlyjaeyun 🔛🔝 ong 💯 BUT ANYWHO before i start crying again i love you so much i hope u have a nice lil mini break and take care of urself and ur health <33 and i can’t wait to see everything that’ll happen in strictly business 🤭 sending u lots of kisses & hugs <3
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BABY 🥺 you're really going to make me cry again I SHED ALL MY TEARS YESTERDADY ALREADY 😭😭😭 but thank you SO much. you know i always look forward to your little rambles snd the fact you take the time out of your day to send me them makes me feel so loved i can't thanknyou enough. sending you so much love rn 🥺💞💘🩷💓💕
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fallinforgyu · 2 years
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hey bunny, I hope ur trying to rest and please don’t feel obligated to answer asks if you don’t feel like it yet or are tired 🥺
please do it when you feel like it or are more relaxed and less anxious, we really mean it when we say we care about your well being and health so pls take care of yourself and then come back when you’re ready <33
in case you don’t hear it enough , you work really hard and we’re so proud of you 💗💗
If u need anything you can count on us! <3
- 🦔 anon
this is so so kind thank you so much for sending this angel 🥺💓💓 i love and appreciate you so so sooooo much!!!! and i’m sending all my love your way bby i truly can’t thank you enough for being so sweet 🥹💖🫶✨💘
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minkmousesworld · 3 years
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(This is becoming a VERY cruel joke because I think it didn’t send again /j)
</3 I’ve been forsaken /j
FALSE!! JUST ADMIT U ARE THE SUS ONE!!
👀 I look respectfully at ur zenitsu stocking ideas… very good taste
AWW that has a lot of potential!! Imagine Lamias whos tails are so sensitive that they can’t help shivering at you touching them even above the tail covering. That part of them just doesn’t get attention a lot, so having a partner they trust finally touch their tail can be very exciting for them.
Or potentially a lamia who is rlly shy about you touching or seeing their tail uncovered, but has to ask you for help with shedding since you’re the only person they trust with the task.. it’s supposed to be a simple job but they keep squirming and gasping in such a cute way that it’s hard to keep focused
I hope so too !! I hope u get some good rest <3
Make sure to tell me how the iced coffee goes when u do! (o^ ^o) /
,,, I actually love my nightshift so far AFDGGDA take that with a grain of salt tho cuz I basically just started. But yeah same I sleep the majority of the day away to make up for it!
I’m having a good day thank u <33 I hope u Drink plenty of water today !!
considering what happened, it sounds even funnier, I'm sorry, sunshine;;; pffff-
</3 I’ve been forsaken /j
NOOO sorry;;; but you're so funny and cute, like "uwu agsghstsysgs" </333
FALSE!! JUST ADMIT U ARE THE SUS ONE!!
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NO, IT'S YOU! I'm a witness to your suspicious activity! (┛✧Д✧))┛彡┻━┻
👀 I look respectfully at ur zenitsu stocking ideas… very good taste
zenitsu was born to wear stockings <3 besides, listen, his legs and thighs should be really strong, given his breathing...
♡♡♡
AWW that has a lot of potential!! Imagine Lamias whos tails are so sensitive that they can’t help shivering at you touching them even above the tail covering. That part of them just doesn’t get attention a lot, so having a partner they trust finally touch their tail can be very exciting for them.
Or potentially a lamia who is rlly shy about you touching or seeing their tail uncovered, but has to ask you for help with shedding since you’re the only person they trust with the task.. it’s supposed to be a simple job but they keep squirming and gasping in such a cute way that it’s hard to keep focused
these ideas are so beautiful...
listen, a lamia who wants you to wrap their tails around you, but you don't have a tail, so they want you to wrap your legs around them;;; a lamia who constantly playfully wraps their tail around you, and you think that they are just very playful, but then you find out that this is an invitation to mating in lamias;;; a lamia who flirts with you, saying that they have really long tongues, and you can check it out;;;
lamia, who boasts that they have a very beautiful tail, so that you consider them a good (healthy and strong) partner, but you don't understand what they mean;;; lamia, who uses aphrodisiac / pheromones, but they turn from flirtatious to sad because "it doesn't work on people???"
.. but, to be honest, I love your idea about the lamia, which is hard to shed the old skin; their new tail is too sensitive, and they can't do it themselves, but they are so embarrassed that you see them in such a vulnerable state.
or at some point you realize that you need a break, because you feel hot because of the sounds, but shedding can not be postponed at this stage, and you just stay alone with a sensitive and cute lamia and wonder how you got to such a stage in life that you listen to lamia's moans...
... I never thought that I could love them so much </3
Make sure to tell me how the iced coffee goes when u do! (o^ ^o) /
of course, honey♡
,,, I actually love my nightshift so far AFDGGDA take that with a grain of salt tho cuz I basically just started. But yeah same I sleep the majority of the day away to make up for it!
I understand you. but I, for example, often neglect my health when I like something, so I seriously advise you to have a good rest and take care of your regime♡
I’m having a good day thank u <33 I hope u Drink plenty of water today !!
I'll remind you about the water again! And don't forget to eat well! <3
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lino-know · 2 years
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Heyy how have you been lately? You havent posted for a while so i was wondering how you were? Dont feel pressured to write anything tho, if youre not in the mood coz thats completely understandable. Just prioritise your mental and physical health and thats enough to make us happy >:) i hope ur doing well tho!! Good luck for whatever youre doing and eat n sleep well <33
Hi nonnie <3
First of all merry Christmas and happy new year :)) I hope you have a good holiday or at least had a good time with family or friends!
Second of all thank you so so much for sending this <3 I really really needed this message and it came at the best possible time so thank you 😭
The reason why I was putting off answering this ask for so long was because I was thinking about how to go around it exactly. It crossed my mind briefly to do the 'I'm okay and there'll be updates soon!' thing but I know that's not going to be true and I'll just disappoint. So here's a breakdown of what's in my thought process and why I haven't really been writing anything for the past few months :) anyways this is going to be long so take a seat
The major, main reason that I haven't really written anything is life. I've just started my first year at university and while I have studied abroad before, uni is something I really need to get used to because time management is not my forte I tell you ☠️☠️ all academic things aside I'm just operating on a really bad life schedule at the moment which consists of sleeping at 3~5am, not having a social life and trying to make dysfunctionality an art form. Which is not healthy and please don't do this.
However, uni means that I'm also in a really fortunate position to explore some of my other interests, like writing in another medium and performing. Three months into tertiary education and I've already written and assistant directed a play and I really hope to keep going at this, which is why writing on Tumblr is taking a back seat on my priority list at the moment.
That said my creativity hasn't taken a blow (too big of one, anyways) so these are really just excuses tbh. But they do explain my chaotic lifestyle I call a schedule so yeah
Regarding this blog specifically though, I fully intend to get back to writing. I don't want to make any promises because I might just disappoint people anyways, but I do want to continue writing again :) there are just a few things that's stopping me from doing it.
The first is the reception. I know this is going to sound really bad/shallow but I do want to receive recognition for my work. Not even like followers or anything but notes or reblogs or even comments!! I can't reply to comments because this is a side blog but I love them. But yeah. Like obviously I know not posting for a long time and suddenly coming back is not a good equation to have notes all over your work, but the last time I took a break just kind of led to fewer and fewer reception on my blog until it kind of just flatlines. I know there are some of you guys out there who keep coming back and I really appreciate it <3 and I love you guys so much!! Whenever I see your username on my notifs it warms my heart 💕💕 But what I'm saying is I do need those breaks sometimes and when I do feel the motivation to continue writing again then it just gets like a note or two it just sucks :') especially when I look at my mutuals and they're celebrating a milestone - which is great for them and I'm happy they achieved so much!! - but personally it does sting a little. It's kind of trying to not get disappointed by not doing anything, which is a sucky attitude to have but that's one way I'm protecting myself.
Leading onto the reception thing is an...Interaction thing? I don't know if this even makes sense. But essentially I love how content creators keep their blogs going by interacting with followers and answering asks and stuff and I really want to do that too!! But maybe I just don't have enough stuff published or I don't seem as into skz as others do? There aren't many asks in my inbox and it's just sad for me personally :') Anyways yes hi this is seong self pitying hours what's new
My mental health also plays into this a little. I've been struggling with...A lot of issues and this also means that yes, sometimes I'm not in a headspace to write :') However it's not really the writing process so much as a combination of the two mentioned above. Yes, it's tough to write sometimes but when you see people liking your work it pays off. But without the reception or whatever the drain just keeps...going if you know what I mean? Like you don't get what you think you might get and it just sucks, a little. Obviously I don't write for attention - I write for the fandom and for skz but it's just nice to be acknowledged sometimes.
Going into more specific things - the first thing is about my feelings with skz. To clarify I have absolutely nothing against skz, it's just that I've kind of moved on about them. I haven't watched their videos for a long time and what I've heard about Christmas Evel is from that tiktok trend blasting itself all over my ig feed. I'm still in love with those guys, but it's more of a fond reminiscence rather than trying to get into whatever they're doing?? If that makes sense?? I know a lot of creators have continued to create for them in spite of this, but I feel like I might be unable to capture their actual personality in my works if I start writing now. I know it's technically fanfiction anyways but I just feel like I'm not doing them justice. Or maybe I have a perfect grasp of their personalities and my self esteem is just beating me over the head with a stick again. I don't know. But yeah, I still love skz. I saw Felix's purple hair and Hyunjin's very appropriate interaction with Changbin involving his ass *ahem* so I'm not entirely out of the loop. Just kind of distancing myself a lil
I guess this also involves my general attitude towards kpop now? For one thing it's not an active part of my life rn, and I don't really know much about other 4th gen groups like txt or enhyphen that I know other skz creators tend to write about adjacent to skz. This means that I don't really have much to write about other than skz on this, very skz-centred blog. And the thing about me is that I'm very actively interest-hopping around life right now. Currently I'm into Legend of Zelda, Andrew Garfield and astrology which doesn't really make much for content on this very kpop blog so I guess that's also why I'm so quiet. It's just my interests aren't really aligning with the content I usually produce so I'm just sat here ._.
Another thing also is the direction of this blog and the content I make. I know there's a mix of sfw and nsfw work here, and I've allowed minors onto this blog because of this reason. However I've also seen quite a number of minors interact with my nsfw posts even though I've specifically told y'all not to (just to clarify, you're allowed to consume my content. Just don't let me know you're doing it because I'm an adult now and the fact that you reblog it or like it makes me uncomfortable. That's literally it), and I'm hesitant to make this entirely 18+ and publish entirely 18+ work because I do want to include everyone in the fandom!! And also the fact that it's way more effort to write sexy stuff so sometimes the sfw stuff just lets me write without cringing at myself too much :) the angst also makes for a good outlet. But I guess the fact that I lean towards creating sfw content would mean less reception because most people on this site is horny :')
Anyways this has been a really really long post and there's no tldr for this, I'm sorry but you have to read it in full. But yes, thank you so so much for this ask nonnie you have no idea how much this means to me. I'm not doing too well at the moment but I fully intend to get my shit together sometime so hopefully I'll be able to write properly! And I hope you're eating and sleeping well too <3 also please someone reply to this long ass post haha haha I need attention :(
(I also didn't proofread this so if it sounds a bit wonky or it comes off the wrong way I'm so sorry :')
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