#ship: My Heart Beats For You

[derelictheretic]

It my borthday so I'm gonna rec some of my fave fics I've written, (and mayhaps,, promo my writing blog @musings-of-a-lovesick-fool bc I post a ton of my writing there,,) no obligation to read any of them but if you do thankies very muchly I appreciate you <3

A Misunderstanding: Faith/Piper — Pip punches Dean in the face and reunites with Faith in Dutch's crusty bunker. Cas is there too, for moral support.

Only I Can Help You: Jacob/Dean — Dean deserves a nap and Jacob deserves a kick in the nuts. (Plus Jacob's greatest fear revealed; Dean getting with his ex aka Eli)

Tuck You In: Mary May/Anya — Anya walks Mary May home from the bar and tucks her drunk ass into bed. (Anya/Mary May Wedding when?)

One Man's Trash Is Another Man's Treasure: Heisenberg/Colvyr — Heisenberg experiences Colvyr withdrawals and is getting close to fighting Alcina for full custody, Colvyr is just happy to be there.

No Choice: John/Dean/James — John's impatient, Dean's pissed off and James is the mediator in the relationship who wants his boyfriends to stop fighting.

Hope: Ethan/Darius — Darius is 'intruiged' by Ethan and wants to know what's up with his magic healing water and dadcore one-liners.

A Mistake and A Saving Grace: Joseph/Dean — Dean done fucked up and he's gonna pretend it didn't happen like he should have pretended he was sick when he was called in to arrest Joseph.

The Angels Right Hand: Anya Cherkov — A day in the life of Anya, Faiths begrudging right hand and her personal errand girl apparently. (Features Sharky and my bby boy Simon <3)

#I reread these and tried to edit the older ones a bit so they don't make me wanna die ahshsjsjs #if u only read one of these pls let it be the mary may/anya one bc it's short and sweet and they make me cry <3 #slowly realising i've only written soft jacob/dean like. three times.. why am I so mean to them #ALSO I NEED TO WRITE MORE SIMON HE'S SO BABY #misc: fic recs #Happy Birthday to Queue #ship: My Heart Beats For You #ship: Pick Your Poison #ship: It Was Me and You Until it Wasn't #ship: One Man's Trash Is Another Man's Treasure #ship: Only Us #ship: Oh What Sweet Sin It Is To Love You #ship: Through Heaven's Eyes

[derelictdumbass]

Raze & Salvador (Underworld) — Two hounds have an unconventional meet cute and spend decades pining over each other. Maybe one day they'll kiss

Darius & Ethan (Resident Evil) — Hitman turned gay lover! Tired mould man doesn't know why he keeps attracting people who work for underground organizations into human experimentation

Faith & Peggie!Dean (Far Cry 5) — Traumatised man turns evil for a woman high off her face whose into making everyone else high off their faces. He is also high

Made some gays in this picrew <3 Tagging: @viktor-sinclaire @sparklyshiba @headsmasher @space-sweetheart @thatcemeterybabe and anyone else who would like to do it!

#sal darius and faith came out SO CUTE #rip to raze ethan and dean I did my best #ethan doesn't look too bad but he could be mouldier #also ironic how sal looks bigger then raze when. w. when raze is fukim. HUGE #misc: picrew #misc: tag game #ship: I Didn't Choose This But I Choose You #ship: My Heart Beats For You #ship: In The Bliss

[galaxygermdraws]

This. Was. An. Accident. I opened a canvas. I wanted to doodle these two for literally no reason (I didn’t even watch their POVs), and ended up getting this really soft drawing that gave me several mini freak outs because I was scared someone was gonna walk in as I drew it.

(reblogs with tags/comments are appreciated. Non transparent version under the cut. Thankyu)

#double life smp #doublelife smp #dlsmp #clockmakers #bdoubleo100 #impulsesv #i have to legally tag this as #trafficshipping #even though this isnt even rlly ship art its just. them being soft because i love them #also its not shipping if they said they were married. they did that. #but god no i had like several moments of heart beat getting super fast out of fear someone in my house would walk in while i drew this #if its not obvious i have to hide any art even remotely like this #but i had fun w this. i jus wanted to draw soft #also if you remember my 3L designs. im sure you remember the bandanas these 2 had in those #yea they have them here too #:) #germdraws #germ draws #ask to tag

[hopeinthebox]

tagged by the fabulous @cordiallyfuturedwight and @jimin-gaon <33 here's the december list

apologies for being late again new year same me: @aprylynn @jiminsproof @pauls-mccharmly @thvinyl @visionsofgideontheninth @btsbs @kimchokejin @jihopesjoint @eoieopda @monismochi 💜 and anyone else who feels so inclined MWAH p.s. please do tag me anyway if you've already done it

#superfluous commentary in the tags as per usual: #i feel you - ADORE THIS TRACK i can't even explain what it does to my psyche except that it initiates a beach episode. #noso is a phenomenal queer artist and you should check them out #smoke and mirrors - ms faith back in action on the rotation i loved this album in 2009 and it still hits. for the love of GOD take me back #loving you - i am a paolo nutini stan if nothing else. exceptional #love is all around - i am in my frazzled english woman era hence the romcom soundtrack #and tell me who could possibly embody that frazzled english spirit better than four weddings hugh grant #boys don't cry - it's the cure by name and the cure by nature for one listen and i am FIXED!!! #she's always a woman - now billy joel is a great name for a cat or hamster but i digress. the stranger album of the year 2023 (again i fear) #little bird - was annie lennox in the last one?? i still have this on repeat. #googling the lyrics and it thinks i want the jonas brothers and it makes me want to sit right down and cry cry cry i'll tell you that much #jenny - paolo again can you blame me? i cannot express how much i adore his entire discography. #these scottish italians... deadly combination for my mental health. peter capaldi sit down #white flag - dido save me.. save me dido... my jihope anthem because i WILL go down with this ship #eternal flame - banger after banger it's almost as if i made this playlist myself!! can you feel my heart beating??? i apologise #as for the artist list #norah jones and jamie cullum christmas albums on repeat lord forgive me for i have listened to jazz #hozier and abba seem to make it without fail every month. for those who aren't familiar hozier is like if abba were irish. and bitchless. #NOW I'VE SAID TOO MUCH #the rest of the artists are fab of course but does olivia dean know i would die for her? #anyway. insert closing statements #tag #receiptify #MWAH

[ghost--girlfriend]

another episode of 'do i actually like this character or am i feeling this way because i think they would like me?' on in my brain. all im saying is sometimes you make a sona for something and you KNOW some of these guys would have a crush on me

#everytime i come by an x rea/der and the character is like i love you! #even if i dont ship with them im like REALLY(HEART BEATS OUT OF CHEST AND BRAIN EXPLODES #anyways this time wasnt brought on by that i was just thinking about my pon/ysona and went. who could i ship her with... #all im saying is im lovable and sweet and princess cel/estia could sooo have a crush on me #will i actually ship with her?mmm probably notttt officially mayebbbbeee????? probably not #my hearts confused cause i think about when people like me an d i wanna like em back so bad #if a girl had a crush on me i would literally die for her

[raylex]

I NEED TO FUCKING KISS HIM RIGHT NOW

#MY HEART IS BEATING SO FUCKING FAST I'M MELTING GIGGLING KICKING MY FEET BLUSHING #OH MY FUCKING GOOOOOD I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I VLOE YOU #THANK YOU MARIO+RABBIDS FOR THE FULL COURSE MEAL #I'M EATInG SO WELL #self ship #mine #SHAKING AS I TRY TO TYPE THE TAGS LOL #💜☀️ray of sunshine☀️💜

[oshiawaseni]

me: I can’t wait for bkdk to go on their gay homo gay double date with togachaco *fondly remembers this art*

hori:

#bakudeku #AINTNOWAY LITTLE BRO #wtf?!!? #literally waiting for togachaco at that tree #THEYRE DEFINITELY WAITING FOR PEOPLE AND KATSUKI IS JUST DOING WHAT KATSUKI DOES BEST #katsuki looking at izuku so soft IM SCREAMING #HORI SHIPS THEM TOO YOU KNOW HE DOES #actual boyfriends #MY HEART #fave #horikoshi art #THIS HAS TO BE A POST-SERIES FLOWER VIEWING DATE AFTER KATSUKI FINALLY GOT THE BALLS TO ASK IZUKU OUT #almost a year after they beat AFO #thank you kohei #that is all i have to say #kacchan loves deku #:'))))))))

[francy-sketches]

People complaining that jon and dany didn't have kids in s8 is so silly to me bc the idea of a reanimated corpse being able to reproduce is just. if it happens in the books I'm gonna piss myself

#.txt #not me doing s8 discourse... #not that I think d&d were above writing that but it's so stupid #grrm about beric: he’s not a living human being anymore. His heart isn’t beating his blood isn’t flowing in his veins #like do you think his dick and balls are working #what makes you think jon would be different #yes I can accept dragons but I draw the line at zombies nutting -_- #it's just so antithetical to the way resurrection works in asoiaf like. he should not go on to have a normal human life fuck off #anyway idc if you want jon and dany to have kids like have fun with your ship #I mean I want tommen and myrcella to live a long happy life with their dad so. we're all entitled to our delusions #just annoys me when people call it bad writing. them not having kids i mean not s8 in general #when my little meow meows die horribly im not gonna call it bad writing #tumblr user francy sketches dont make every post about the lannisters challenge (impossible) (gone wrong) (cried)

[iridescentis]

Something I realised quite recently is how much my views of Girl Meets World changed as I got older and how much more critical I am of it now.

I went from saying "everyone who says the Maya becomes Riley plotline doesn't make sense is stupid" to "Yep that plotline made no sense"

When I was Maya's age I thought her relationship with Josh was adorable and once I got to Josh's age I immediately went absolutely the fuck not

I think such a big appeal of GMW canon comes from a younger perspective, at least for me, and now I'm older I have a much more canon critical viewpoint of the show.

#one thing that never changed tho #i have never and will never understand the appeal of rucas #i just can't #there's just nothing there #i never shipped lucaya but i kind of understand where people are coming from with that #but rucas... #not so much #nothing beats rilaya that's all im saying #ALSO where the fuck did people get riarkle from?? #like that pairing didn't even occur to me until i was in the gmw fandom #it still makes no sense #I AM A FIRM BELIEVER IN SMARKLE #I DON'T CARE IF YOU THINK THEY ARE BORING #SMARKLE HAVE MY WHOLE HEART YOU CAN ALL FUCK OFF #im sorry i got carried away there #i put way too much ranting in my tags #i need to be stopped #girl meets world

[explodingstarlight]

siblings that care about eachother in media >>>>>

#THE SUPREME DYNAMIC #can you tell found family is my favorite trope? #siblings hating eachothers guts is OUT #siblings ribbing eachother and generally getting into tomfoolery together is IN #nothing makes me cry like seeing a sincere family hug AUGHHSHSHOHH #stares in amphibia plantars and anne #stares in rottmnt bros #stares in toh found family #s3 spoilers HUNTER LUZ AND VEE SIBLINGS R E A L #don't even get me started on luz and king being adopted into the clawthorne household #im going to be so annoying about this #oh and if see any !cest ships i will BOIL YOUR TEETH #THIS IS A PLATONIC ZONE ONLY YOU CREEPS I SHOULDN'T EVEN HAVE TO SAY THIS #my aroace hearts beats for found family i eat it for every meal #rottmnt #amphibia #toh #toh spoilers

[didsomeonesayventus]

lying down thinking about mutual pining but like. that very specific mutual pining where they both look at each other and see how happy they are with each other and feel so calm with each other and yearn for each other's company and yet for all the selfish desire they hold close to their hearts there is that singular wall between them, mortared of mutual respect and built with brick by brick of wishes for them to find all the happiness they could ask for, that keeps them apart.

It's very fragile, of course, all it takes is a single question to send that wall crumbling and see they've been staring at each other so ardently this whole time, but it's the mystery of what lays on the other side that makes them so scared to try for so long and its that delicious dramatic irony of knowing their wildest dreams is the reward for getting the courage to tear it down.

#katie rambles #listen my shipping taste is pure embarrassingly saccharine romanticism #i love the 'oh you can't possibly be happy with me's and the 'you'll never look my way's #the sitting there trying so hard to appreciate what they have now #in this moment. that this moment is enough for them to be happy #(it's not and it might never be and they're trying to make peace with that) #(completely oblivious that they are staring at each other with the same desire in their eyes) #(the same unspoken wish beating wildly in their hearts) #'katie are you thinking about alearcryst again' yes im thinking about alearcryst again

[laxibbeb]

ok y'all let's get this party started starting day 1: masks with nothing other than a space AU that's been rotting my brain for weeks now [in which they technically have masks ]

these bitches are on the run from every single influential organ in the universe <3

meanwhile, arina:

when i tell you THESE two rot my brain oh god oh fuck glorious arina belongs to @separatist-apologist who only deserves nice things

\/you're getting close ups because you just CAN'T see all the details and i'm not breaking my back for nothing here\/

#elucien #elucienweek2022 #elain archeron #lucien vanserra #mechanic elain? oh be still my beating heart 🥵 #i chopped lucien's hair off what you gonna do #he looks good with short hair i'm gonna draw him like that more #not wasting the opportunity to give lucien a cool bionic eye ofc #somehow i made eris look sexy with this ridiculous hairstyle i was laughing while drawing this #someone take the hair gel away from him #space pirates space pirates #except eris vanserra who has a titanium pole up his ass as always #arina is having the time of her life she is living in the moment she IS THE moment #and elucien are panicking and they're not ok and lucien is not good at giving directions and THEIR SHIP IS ACTUALLY BREAKING A BIT #you can't see that probably but arina's hand computer thingy says 'elain: arina we're DYING' #sent by lucien #arina with crazy make up is my lifeblood #permanent damage to my ear drums because of all the amaranthe i've listened to while drawing both #eris vanserra #arina #laxibbeb art #well what do you mean too many tags

[thegardengrows-infrozenrain]

bitches be like "i'm a fan of [band] but anything besides their first 2/3 albums is just pop trash and really forgettable and i hate every song on the first few albums besides [tiny list] and honestly they've overstayed their welcome as artists and need to stop producing and if you like their first few albums/[specific album that is popular/unpopular] you're a tiktok fake fan who's only posing and pretending to like them"

like honey you're not a fan you're a toxic piece of shit

like yeah don't consume anything entirely uncritically but at the same time don't become an asshole who does nothing but criticize yknow

#this is about the mods in the Mother Mother discord #they jump in with their fucking opinions every time anyone mentions liking an album and they're just so fucking annoying about it #this also goes for MCR fans but we all knew that anywa #it's probably why we're never getting MCR5 #but yeah so the MM fandom has become surprisingly toxic as of late #especially after Normalize and To My Heart dropped as singles #but they're starting to get really hateful about the earlier albums too... D&C and NC are starting to be hated #and VGBT opinions seem really mixed #then again this is a discord server and from prior experience in fandom discords #they are fucking nightmares. i don't know why the absolute worst of each fandom is always in the discords but #they are for some goddamn reason. #nothing beats the EW server but then again m*tt and b*ng kind of fostered that culture #as did the appointed mods - particularly with regards to LGBT hostility it almost seemed intentional there LMAO #like matt honey at some point it stops being 'but shipping and headcanons is offensive/disrespectful' #and more 'anyone who isn't cishet makes me uncomfy :(' #and you crossed that line so many times that honestly i'm giving up on b*yond entirely at this point #pay's ramblies #tw discourse mention #tw vagueposting #vagueposting #band fandom #fandom sadness

[peppermintflavoredlove]

[show about stupid horny teenage assholes doing bad things has a stupid horny teenage asshole doing a bad thing]

fandom: wow! i cant believe anyone likes stupid horny teenage asshole! and they ship him with stupid horny teenage asshole #2! he's an abuser! this is why nobody ships stupid horny teenage asshole #3 x less stupid horny teenager anymore

#was what he did bad YES #should he have done it NO #would it be better if he learned from his actions instead of jfk doing the thing ABSOLUTELY #but he's not abusive he literally just. did that one thing and yall all ran with it #you could say cleo is problematic because she thinks its fun to break peoples hearts #thats a thing she did consistently #or that jfk is problematic because he only saw women as objects #or abe because he doesnt pay attention to his friends feelings or what they try to tell him #you could say any clone high ship is abusive even though theyre really not #theyre gonna beat my ass for this but i simply understand more than you guys do

[flatstarcarcosa]

first time abe and i have a verbal conversation after he enchants my ring my brain does that thing where i know multiple things to be fact but i haven’t made the connections to equal the same thing so the first thing out of my mouth is

“oh, you’re british-”

#txt.txt #ship: trouble my heart #abe after a beat: i cannot parse what you were expecting #me: liked you better without a mouth #abe: you and least two other people in this state

[todayisafridaynight]

my fucking god he’s so crunchy but idc he’s so pretty what the fuck what the fuck what the fu

#spoilers #ishin spoilers #snap chats #I GET TO PUNCH HIM IN THE DICK NOW #PROBABLY #I HOPE SO #I HATE THAT I DIDNT UPDATE MY GRAPHICS BEFORE THE TOKUGAWA FIGHT BUT LISTEN #LISTEN IVE BEEN TRYING TO BEAT THAT CHAPTER FOR TWO HOURS SOLELY CAUSE MY COMPUTER WOULDNT STOP CRASHING #I'M TAKING MY CRUNCHY CRUMBS #ok but real talk. the fact i had everything on the lowest setting and it still looks really good #i know this is an up close shot but still #anyways UFUHHGHHGG HE'S SO PRETTY FUCK YOOUU #i just realized we never see masato smile do we. like we see aoki smile but... #it's a shit-eating grin ik but still. he's cute </3 #OK ONE MORE CHAPTER I HAVE TWO CHAPTERS LEFT I CAN BEAT THIS TONIGHT #THOTS AND SLAYERS EVERYONE KEEP ME IN YOUR HEARTS #wait before i go let me be delusional bout my crack ship again #rgg making katsu be masato so daigo and masato can have beef If You Squint again thank you rgg #if i squint really hard they are beefing again #just like the first time. where i had to squint really hard for it to be personal #ok now this post's over BYYYEEEEEEE #cant wait to kill him #or more accurately watch him get killed while kiryu's like >:O ?????