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lu-lus-duckies · 2 months

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Hi, here's about me and some questions you might have!

Updated: april 26th 2024

MINORS DNI please

Important!! Please don't use real money to do things for me in any capacity. It makes me uneasy, uncomfortable and puts a lot of pressure on me. Thank you for your understanding <3 also Important: I can not and will not take anything seriously, if you want to say something serious to me, send me a DM, I'm more likely to respond seriously there

Who are you?

@ nunalastor's emotional support white boy™

People just call me lulu on here. I'm 20 and go by any pronouns. AFAB (and cis). my gender is whatever makes you gay. somewhere on the ace spectrum.

Also CEO of forcing people to get some fucking sleep!

important note: I respond in the horniest ways to @ nunalastorscursedkitten, but they have explicitly stated they don't want sexual stuff directed towards them without their consent. I have confirmed that they are okay with me responding in a horny way and you should make sure before doing it too

tags (will not sort these out at all):

lulu is delulu - my posts babygirl anon fest - asks specifically from babygirl revoke lulu's art license - my art stuff nunwhiskers - the ship of nunalastor x huskers-bar lulu is feral - reblogs where I am feral lulus nun reblogs - I just tend to reblog everything of nunalastors so it's a tag now lulu reblogs - art/theories/incorrect quotes ect lulu convos - me interracting with peeps here lulu crooks - going into detail about things i shouldn't be going into detail of. (maybe infodumping) cursed polycule - me and the 100+ husbands/wives interracting (xxx-angie list in their pinned) lulu asks - me answering asks this is a nunalastor simp blog - anytime I openly bark for nunalastor lulu lore - me accidentally dropping irl lulu lore lulu fun facts - exactly what it says lulu polls - polls lulu is a boomer - me not knowing basic pop culture things cuz I live under a rock lulu loves nunalastorscursedkitten / and paincaat too / lulu loves paincaat / and nunalastorscursedkitten too - my interractions with @ paincaat / @ nunalastorscursedkitten lulu loves getting called slurs - me getting called the f-word lulu infodumps - infodumps about stuff that might not always be hazbin hotel fools being sexy - @ the-aprilfools-bitch tag

who is safe here?

everyone except minors. I don't judge. This is a safe space regardless of race, gender, sexuality or anything else. Be as cringe/not cringe as you want

What is this blog?

Used to be a hazbin blog, now turned to me simping for daddy nunalastor and interracting with the cursed polycule

What can I ask or share with you?

Literally anything you want to share, no limits. I respond to everything, even hate so if I haven't responded I'm either asleep or the message didn't appear in my inbox.

One thing I don't respond to is chain sends cuz I can't be bothered with that shit. Anything else is a yes

What's with the bad English?

English is my second language. I pride myself on being able to read it fluently, but I might have problems with talking in a way that flows naturally to native speakers. So sorry bout that

What time are you active?

Honestly, all over the place. Don't look too much into it, but I'm from the country of Georgia if that helps

Can I use your ideas?

Absolutely! You don't even need to ask. I won't say this is a necessity, but If you decide to use them, I'd love it if you'd tag me. I love seeing all kinds of things people make and I'd love to see yours too!

Why are you so unhinged and sexual? Aren't you ace?

Asexuals aren't all sex-repulssed and can enjoy it too. I am uncomfy with the act of sex but I love joking and shitting about it. Me saying something is hot/sexy/makes my dick hard is just me saying "I love this and i think it's cool" when that isn't enough to express my love. (I think I'm being funny)

Is the art on nunalastor's blog you sometimes repost yours?

Yes, the art posted on their asks by mylz-flick is by me. It's my primary blog and i don't use it for anything so all my asks are submitted through there

Why don't you post as often anymore?

Because all my posts go straight to nunalastor's blog. Go check them out, it's great

By nunalastor s request:

Who hurt you?

Nunalastor did when they rizzed up my mom

What's with the worms? That's disgusting

Well, nunalastor made this post and it turned me on a little ngl

What is the cursed polycule?

Well, I spontaneously decided that my go to funny (not funny) joke would be to start asking everyone who agreed with me or had similar tastes to kiss me. Long story short, now I'm a whore™ with 100+ husbands that I can't keep track of and that's the cursed polycule

Why do you keep calling nunalastor daddy?

Many reasons. First, Nunalastor saying they would fuck my mom in the DMs when I told them about her. So naturally, if my mom and nunalastor got married they would be the dad hence, daddy. Also, nunalastor is unapologetically my favourite blog on here and the title "daddy" is reserved for them. Also their word is law to me and they deserve the respectful title

The way you interract with minors is disgusting

I have minors please don't interract in my bio for a reason. I expect a decent human being to see that and kindly leave my blog. I don't check who I'm responding to most of the time so I probably didn't even notice it was a minor. I'm just trying to be fun.

If you are a minor and I responded/reblogged your art or post with some batshit crazy shenanigans like I do with everyone, send me a DM and I'll delete it. I'd rather it be in the DMs instead of out in public because out here I have people acting like they hate me and I don't want to accidentally take something that's meant to be a serious request to stop like a joke.

What's with that one pregnant anon stuff at nunalastors blog?

Listen, I don't care what shit people send me, but if you even dare harm, harass or just in general be an asshole to the ones I consider nice people, I will not take that lightly.

To everyone: if you get haters, tag me so I can draw them pregnant.

Is the cursed polycule an actual relationship or just a joke?

It's just a joke between us.

Can I join the polycule?

Daddy has revoked my marriage license so you'll have to consult with the other members. I take what daddy demands very seriously

You can however, talk to the other members of the polycule and join. We could also have a platonic relationship going on in the polycule if you want

What is up with you and pronouns?

Sorry, in my native language there are no gendered pronouns. We just have a singular he/she/they for everyone. I use he/him for me (despite being a woman) because it's what rolls off the tongue easier for me. For everyone else I use they/them because you can never go wrong with neutral.

Are you actually attracted to nunalastor?

Honestly, the only time I've experienced attraction (i think? Still unsure if it was that) was with one girl at my uni and the feeling I have for nunalastor is very similar. It's not the exact kinda feeling but I have a very strong desire to make them proud. Not sure exactly what it is but no, I don't want to actually fuck them and I don't want to kiss them either. That seems gross. I do however wanna hold their hand and recieve headpats from them. Idk just know me as the nunalastor simp, that's easier to explain.

(and yes both mods)

Why do you keep mentioning nunalastor calling you the f-word?

Because I genuinely /gen /srs loved it. This isn't a joke. It made me overstimmed and honestly was a little overwhelmed with giddiness. keep in mind though, that while I enjoy getting called the slur, I will not be calling anyone that because that makes me uncomfy.

why haven't you responded to my reblog/comment/ask?

I generally respond to everyone I can. but either it was

lost in my notifs

was posted by a minor and I don't want to attract minors here

If it was on a reblog of something, I assumed it was meant for op

I just couldn't think of anything to respond with (which is rare)

feel free to let me know if it was either 1 or 3 but I won't respond to minors

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incarnateirony · 1 year

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What an overview.

So let's see what we have with scripthunt now

Wiki leaking but helping lie about the pilot script to incite harassment she could have stopped at any time.

Wigglebox satellite stalking jensen and whatever the fuck that finale script stunt was and being mad 2po and wiki ever released the script that proved I was right and they were lying, which she implied she would have chosen to hide.

2po lying about--well, everything. First the M&G he tried to retaliate when he was busted lying, then just. You know. Lie after lie after lie easily disproven with receipts. Honestly just like. My whole blog vs his whole blog. My receipts vs his unsubstantiated claims. The 5K he conned people out of and then him and wigglebox lied, is a good start. It's been out for days and he still pretends no one responded.

2po's sources are violent antis that actually were threatening to cut hellers at a con for asking heller questions in a Cockles M&G. This is why his retaliation failed. Because his own sources were drunk, rabid and yelling. So his lies got outted.

working with what's basically a 4chan troll using pepe memes as his "source" against me that is actively doxxing people in a revenge quest to find my sources and not even doxxing "the right people." but sure as shit spamming their contact info into people's inboxes and making public allegations. Openly spent their time trying to get a server to hate on Misha. UPDATE: THEY RESPONDED TO LET US KNOW THEY'RE ACTUALLY A REDDIT TROLL.

An ocean of trolls that feel entitled to break historic LGBTQ DONT OUT PEOPLE rules and trying to blame everyone but themselves, including Misha, after using it to drill in more attacks on Misha. (gestures at the last few days of my inbox, and that's just the like 1/4 i replied to.) This, for the record, is the exact talking point Snot Rag kept trying to re-spin in our server (well, one of them.) So yay. You guys got used by a reddit incel to attack a guy.

Grifting tens of thousands of dollars out of fandom "for charity" which actually just lets them cruise gold panel cons, get something signed, and then return equivalent pocket change for the actual investment to the charity. (scripthunt's whole schtick.)

A good deal of that server is banned and on a revenge quest. Sins include harassing users across multiple channels, obsessive sea lioning and trolling for months on end, and trying to hijack server permissions to delete it.

Sneaking socks into multiple servers, not just mine, just general ongoing violation of privacy and trust. Doesn't end at Misha. All reporting back to 2po.

Oh yeah. Just. Excellent folks.

Update:

@louisianefille

That snotrag person messaged me back in March. Not sure when they got banned from the server, but they sent me a link to a blind item that was supposedly about J*red. IDK what they were up to/where they were going with their messages.

#spnwin #for the creatives in the tag #your tech consultant is leaky af #and involved in hate campaigns against fans #just fyi #supernatural #spn #misha collins #anti antis #scam alert #destiel

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candiid-caniine · 10 months

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gender euphoria

[cw: this is NOT a detrans/misgendering kink post, but tries to subvert some of those tropes, so please treat it with caution!]

sissy kink blogs DNI

outside the bedroom, i demand respect. i own my pronouns, talk openly about genderqueerness, and flaunt androgyny.

but inside the bedroom...my relationship with gender changes. i'm transsexual in the sense that power dynamics in my sexual relationships directly influence my gender(s). what do i mean by this? i mean i want you to treat my non-conformity as a blank slate on which to project your preferred gender.

i am an "it," first and foremost. but i can be a "she," a "they," or a "he" if so inclined. i can be your butch, your femme, your fag, your twink, your femboy, whatever you want me to be.

and i'll resist. that's part of the fun of it: in day-to-day life, i'm most comfortable as an occasionally femme-leaning androgyne. that makes it fun to push back, easy to feel vulnerable, uncomfortable, and a little self-conscious (though not dysphoric) in a different presentation.

i take any pronouns, after all. so butches who love femmes, goad me into skirts, lacy lingerie, makeup, stockings, heels. watch me falter and cling to your side when we go out, feeling like i'm being stared at, unaccustomed to the kind of attention high-femmes usually get. make me show off my cleavage. call me "she" exclusively without switching. call me a good girl, call me a princess, make me suck your cock like a good little wife. force me to grow my hair out for you, yes, the undercut, too, and watch me get fussy and flustered at the unwelcome sensory input of it touching my neck. get me long acrylics, watch me fumble at everything requiring the use of my fingers; step in to help, coo over your clumsy girl - it's basically like mitting a puppy, isn't it?

if you prefer masc partners, get me a binder. watch me squirm at the compression. get me on a workout regimen to bulk up, even; spend a lot of time proving to me that no matter how fit i get, you'll always overpower me. no more cutesy hair clips, no more high-waisted jeans, or skirts, or femme-ish jewelry: make me your boyfriend. coach me into talking in a lower register. order T for me off the dark web, admire my stubble and my bottom growth. if you top, fuck me in the ass exclusively. if you bottom, get me the strap that best reflects your preferences. i'd even get top surgery, as long as you're paying~

or mix the two. make me your femboy. get me a packer, but also dresses. nitpick me over the right mix of boy-as-girly, watch me get more and more desperate to please your expectations, until at last i'm just surrendering my wardrobe to you, losing confidence in my ability to dress "properly." call me a good boy, your pretty little prince. i'm even okay with the gentle kind of goading, the presentation-shaming, calling me soft, saying i'm not dressing like a real man, if that's what you want.

or just lean in fully to the genderless thing that i want to be in the bedroom, but make it be all the time. what does an "it/its" look like? when your gender is pet, how do you present in public? well, that's up to you. maybe it's the most revealing clothes you can find, or simply the most embarrassing: underwear and pants that are a bit too small, riding up my ass and cunt constantly. shirts with slogans like "young, dumb, and full of cum" or "clown school graduate." anything that makes other people think i'm ditzy, impressionable, and silly, or don't know my own wardrobe sizes. collars, 24/7, are, of course, mandatory. maybe cuffs, too.

the whole time, watch me be unsure as my androgyny is picked apart, more and more of my core gender identity bent to your whims. watch me automatically start to seek your approval on any piece of clothing or jewelry i own. i'll start letting you speak to the hairdresser at salons, giving up any autonomy i have over my own hairstyle. you could take me to a piercer or a plastic surgeon or a tattoo artist, tell them what you want me to look like, and i'll sign the consent forms. treat my lack of gendered presentation as a clean slate, free for you to write your mark all over. make me your creature. as if i wasn't already.

#t4t nsft #t4t sub #tw: genderplay #gender play #h/d #only barks

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remembering-angels · 25 days

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I have something to confess about my spirituality and reincarnation journey…

hello,i took some time off to think about everything, but now I am back, I feel like I have to share things, things that been sitting heavy on my heart for a very long time. when I first started this blog last summer I promised myself that id be open and talk about whatever I want regardless of what people say, but I chickened out. I couldn't, I always worried about what people would say, would they call me crazy? delusional? disrespectful? but ive also been told that keeping secrets isn't healthy, that keeping secrets is bad for my heart, and maybe they are right, If I cant even speak openly on my own blog where can I? I've been advised to share …

I hope whoever is reading this will keep an open mind.

well here it goes, my spirituality and past life.

some people that follow me might already know about my soul origin of an earth angel and me being part of the angelkin community which i am still very much part of so shout out to you, i promise do be more active in that space in the future, i might write a post about it after this one.

but that's funny enough not the life that i am worried about sharing with you today. the life i am worried about sharing with you is one of the many reincarnations I've head on this earth, especially this recent one, the reincarnation i had before this life.

so… back in 2022 i did past life regression, past life regression is basically when you use hypnosis to access a previous life you've had. the thing is that what i saw in that regression session would turn my world upside down and burden me with a terrible secret. you see i saw myself getting murdered, attacked by a man you might have heard of, my past life killer's name is Theodore Robert Bundy or Ted Bundy in short. i have never been so sure of anything in my entire life ever. and i wish , i wish i could tell you that i am trolling or insane or something ,and i wish i could say i am doing this for fame and attention, but i have nightmares monthly, i feel this sinking feeling in my stomach almost daily. I wish i could say i am doing this to ride off his fame and name ,but if i could choose not to associate my name with his ,i would but alas i am here tying my name to his in a twisted horrible way.

Im writing this from the need of every victim and survivor to share their story, to be heard, to raise my voice above his, i have to share this to not be hostage to him, to his secrets and lies and every second im silent i feel hostage. And of course i am writing this out of an incredible feeling of loneliness, i dont fit in any world, if i share my story with people in the true crime community they would call me insane or disrespectful, just another woman claiming to know him, there are plenty of those, i wish there was a way for me to explain the constant state of trauma and fear i lived in when i first discovered this past life of mine, the tears I've cried for days on end and still cry even writing this. i wish i could tell you how strongly i feel it in my bones.

yes i am a reincarnation of one of ted bundy's victims and i know i might end up in a sort of cringe compilation or as a screenshot in a group chat on some discord server full of people calling me delusional (if so ,hi people reading this as a screenshot haha).

i am not trying to claim anyone's story or speak above any survivor or victim, i am just trying to add my own voice to the million other brave voices that deserve a platform just as much. i swear to you if i could choose a past life it wont be this one.

he killed me in 1974, its 2024 now and i still remember as if it happened today. I have mututals that are true crime blogs, i love them a lot, and i love the other girls and survivors , so so much,i care for them and ill never dare to disrespect them, but i cant help this ache in my chest. i wish you knew how sincere i am , i wish you know how sure i am of what happened to me and who did this to me.

This might be my own way of reaching out for understanding and help . I already shared my story plenty of times on reddit but tumblr is more close and dear to me so i wanted to bring this here before you.

if you are still reading and believe me ,i hope you know i am healing and i am alright and ill live regardless of what happened and who believes me. ill live the life that was taken from me all those years ago, there is no other way for me, this incarnation is my biggest revenge, my ability to write this to you and to share this with you is my biggest victory.

so this is what i am going to do from now on ,on my blog and everywhere else, ill be posting about my experiences openly and honestly, no more vague posts, no more secrets, no more worries , no more trying to be sneaky about it. ill post about my experiences both in the angelkin space and the reincarnation/spiritual space openly because that's what i feel is best for me.

be healthy whoever is reading

love and hope

#past life regression #spirituality

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desudog-gone · 8 months

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do you mind me asking why your blog says people who are anti proship won't like you? /gen

[Read the whole post if you read any of it, not @ the asker just @ everyone who cares abt this discourse. Bc I think all of it is important for the understanding.]

I don't believe in censorship of fiction basically.

[Long ramble under cut. Not aimed at u entirely, moreso so I can make this a FAQ response later]

Tldr: I have a very grey stance on an issue treated black and white, but I share more in common with proshippers than antis.

(I say both words with a bit of a rolled eye.)

(Essentally I'm anti-censorship and belive in the block button. Antis disagree with me, and while I am critical of some points some proshippers have, I agree with most points of proshippers/align with multiple of their beliefs, so if you hate them, chances are you'll hate me. Any discourser based on "person whos defined by hatred" is gonna dislike me, chances are.)

Because I read/play a lot of yaoi VN a lot of the stuff I like is also also often in line to be considered "irredeemable media"

Etc.

I bring a "if you don't like something, close the tab or block the artist." Vibe to the blog space that a lot of antis don't appreciate.

I used to consider myself an anti because I was forced to by an old friend group and the time I spent in the community was actually downright traumatizing and even if you're a picture perfect enforcer of harassment, people would treat u like shit.

I was just done with being treated with suspicion all the time, with being told openly by people I was "for now", knowing that I was walking a tight rope, and if I acted in a way they didn't like, if I engaged with a media they had even a sliver of reason to dislike, they'd throw me to the wolves.

I understand their talking points and when I actually sat around to think about it I realized how stupid everything I parroted was.

If you hate proshippers, you'll hate me, because I'm a firm believer in people being able to write whatever. I'm a firm believer that fiction shouldn't be censored but it should be accurately tagged/warned/otherwise disclaimered for if it contains commonly triggering content. Like how things work in the real world.

I was also always frustrated with the double standard of so many "antis". Once again, I know this issue FROM THE INSIDE. It's absolutely encouraged to be done as well. The idea that "the thing I like gets an excuse because I like it... but not your thing I think is cringe, even if they have the same issues." Its unspoken but entirely true

The anti community runs entirely off the idea of assuming the worst of every person ever. They give clearance to anyone who submits to them, and as long as they vaguely say they're "critical" of the thing they like. This causes antis to assume anyone who doesn't explicitly submit to them as being NOT critical of what they read/write etc, which is just an insane thing to do to what is mostly adults.

Antis also encourage the "ticking time bomb" mindset on other people that I despise.

Antis run off the idea that someone who hasn't hurt anyone should be punished for the crime they assume the person *could* commit.

I was treated like shit for being a babyfur even when I bent over backwards to justify myself to them and suck them off.

I honestly got fucking tired of it. I noticed one day, well actually after multiple days of deep thought, just how violent it all was. How much control was demanded over me, how everyone was literally waiting in anticipation to hurt me.

These days I don't label myself.

I think the whole discourse is dumb. I think taking a SUPER nuanced discussion, with MULTIPLE opinions in it, and saying "well you can only be one side of the pole. It's black and white only you can say no to everything, or yes to everything." Is just idiotic and a poor way to handle the situation.

I also don't label myself out of spite

I don't see any reason why I should have to fit other people's boxes even if I fit their definition.

My MO at the end of the day is "don't harass people just move on." And apparently that's the proship motto. So if you dont like "blocklist the tag idgaf" than you won't like me.

I'm a babyfur. I fucking play hadaka shitsuji. I think quadruped furries in nsfw is fine. I am far from the perfect image of an "anti"

Every day I get more and more comfortable with being morally impure in fiction. & I love it. Fuck evangelical style refusal of critical thinking. I'm never going back to being that scared again.

I encourage people to be mindful of the things they write but never in a million years would i think enforcing actual censorship on fiction is a good course of action and ESPECIALLY not while an ACTUAL BOOK BAN is happening in my country.

Also in the state of any kind of nsfw etc...

My fiction is not a person, IM a person, and an adult. This doesn't mean I control the consent of every character it means I AM THE CONSENT of every character. My consent to the media I make is the only consent that is real. Everything else is fantasy.

If it was 2 people, and we roleplayed characters, we said face to face we consented, it was fantasy- fake, this would be okay, right? It's safe between two adults, it's between 2 consenting adults.

When it's one person making fiction, it's the same thing. I am the ONLY PERSON in the situation. There are fake characters doing fake actions which I all consent to.

"What if your art is used to make other ppl thing bad things are okay?"

Was not, has not, will never be the fault of the artist. Predators will always find a way. This is literally repeated from other people in the past who want to censor writing. The freedom of art is more important than the potential of someone who could use anything else to hurt someone being shut down. Even if all art deemed 'bad' was destroyed, predators would find a way. It's shifting the blame. You'd think with all the glorified murder in the world we'd have more slashers dressing up in the skin of humans or something, right?

"But anyone who wants to write about those things are clearly abusers in wait!"

Once again, the ticking timebomb approach is heartless. First of all- no it doesn't say anything about their character. TWO, so fucking what? Literally anyone in the world can be an abuser. Anyone in the world can go, "huh today I'm gonna rape someone" or something! Anyone! But until someone does something, you can't claim they're actually hurting people. Everyone has the potential to hurt someone. It's taking people in the worst faith possible, it's heartless and inhuman. Nobody is made an abuser by birth, thought crimes aren't crimes. Actions are what matters. And until someone acts? You have no reason to pretend you're a fucking time traveler or psychic who will "know" that someones an offender. The slippery slope speaks for itself.

"But writing real people doing bad t-"

Didn't say real people I said fictional characters.

"But Ao3-"

Don't use the site. Frankly don't care. I'm not big on fanfic I just think people should be allowed to write their fiction without being suppressed.

This isn't even getting started on how western the whole thing is and the issues with racism, and recent clashes with ENG fandom vs JPN fandom, etc.

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shut-up-rabert · 11 months

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When i went through the tags #hindublr #casteism 99% of the lower caste community of tumblr were posting abt the issues and were against savarnas openly against UCs and i found 5-10 ppl who were blatantly hating modi the ppl who praises modi and the whole hindu community and that's hinduphobia too (but did you mention them in the prev ask's answer no) and they say they have a problem w new desiblr hindu extremists i can send you proves too if you want and yet you answered the previous ask targetting just a single blog who appears to follow other faith....wow you're not a centrist you're just a joke atp ... Hindus talking even worse abt our religion doesn't come in the category of hinduphobia to you huh???? Man, you could've talked abt all of them but no..... I've no idea what kind of centrist you are.

Wow, mindbending to the finest.

The previous ask talked about that person, did it not? They reffered to her so I used my encounter with her as an example furthering her rant. I have no experience with the other kind, they sound like the classic twitter “put caste in everything” tho, and weirdly enough, I have ever only seen one of them.

I was told by someone else about the sweet61 person I spoke of and Guess what? I was the only one who knew about her faith because of a previous encounter, not even the people who told me of her knew that.

And do you think being from a different religion absolves her. She is spreading religious hatred in the lieu of “spreading awareness” and that needs to be called out, her hypocrisy as a practitioner of a different faith peddling motivated propaganda needs to be called out aswell.

Her being a muslim is not the problem, her lying about hinduism while being of another religion is.

And do you think I simply called her religion out because she is a muslim? Bull. Fucking. Shit. She spews propaganda regarding christianity aswell. Basically, My religion is mine but I’ll shit all over yours mentality, and that needs to be called out, no matter what religion.

The way you all get so sensitive over anything that remotely consists of people belonging to one faith but have no shame when hounding on people of other religions, God.

Don’t expect me to speak about things I do not know. Do you think I check casteism tag? And despite being subscribed to Hindublr myself, I have never seen these people except for one person who was outright cuckoo to the point that people will see for themselves how crazy she is.

You people and your blatant “bu-but you didn’t speak about THIS” well did you fucking consider that maybe I did not know? I’m not antaryami.

#asks #anon bhai ki asks #hindublr

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inchidentally · 5 months

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some of my trickier asks or things I want to keep out of the tags

[link was a twitter post saying they wanted to get rid of Oscar to have car|ando back together at McLaren]

AFASFGHLASHFL babe even as a car|ando person I have to let you vent that out because that is possibly the most cringe thing I have seen since maybe 2016. I am fully expecting DTS to do another segment on car|ando and frame it so that McLaren and Lando want Oscar to leave because he doesn't touch Lando enough on camera or use nonstop gay innuendo. forget teammates valuing respect for each other and piling up McLaren's hardware cabinet, why oh why won't Oscar tackle Lando to the ground or talk about dicks and balls with him for fancams 😭

sorry anon I'm just cutting off that last part bc I don't want to attract any discourse about it to my blog <3 but yeah I honestly find it baffling that car|ando ended up being the larry ship for F1 fandom when Carlos of his own volition chose to leave after one season?? if they were real life a couple and wanting sex all the time surely staying on the same team would make sense and that he wouldn't go to Ferrari and immediately start acting more like a besotted, handsy husband with Charles than he ever did with Lando yet no one thinks they're secretly married. why didn't he do like Daniel and stick it out with McLaren even during bad times to stay with Lando if real life couple

and straight up they're not only disregarding everything that Oscar has brought to McLaren and promises for the future ! they're deciding that Pato is disposable too. I say this as a semi fake fan but even I wouldn't base my predictions about contract negotiations on rpf.

<3 thankfully it isn't all of us car|ando people who go too far but it feels like the other side are getting louder and louder

honestly I can boil my two main issues with the car|andoisreal brigade to three points:

misogyny and publicly targeted hate toward their real life girlfriends who they actually do have sex with/have romantic feelings for and who they openly choose to be around at the exclusion of their sports bromance friend

this particular brand of car|ando revolving entirely around Lando being conveniently stripped of a personality apart from giggling so he can be handy insert for women desperate to have Carlos for themselves

bringing 1D shipping into yet another new fandom and basically rinse and repeat with Carlos and Lando's names inserted in the [namexname] box

I know that a lot of us car|ando folks are nothing to do w this garbage and the good thing is that usually these people take themselves out either by pissing off the men involved in the ship or getting bored waiting for their fake ship to "become canon" finding a new rpf ship to latch onto.

oh and I do know that the person who made the office meme about Lando saying the podium thing intended it solely as a joke but it found the Other Side real fast and they genuinely put it in their dossiers of car|ando vs |andoscar. which I don't get for many reasons but also if they think Carlos and Lando are in a secret gay relationship and Lando doesn't even like Oscar then why the need to keep going seeee seeeeee he loves Carlos not Oscarrrrr aslfhsalfhslahf jesus christ why am I even trying to rationalize this

thing is I don't want any more of this on my blog or in our part of fandom so I'm going to limit how much of any asks I'll answer about it. I don't at all mind if people need to vent but jsyk I might not always post it publicly.

I'd recommend blocking and not engaging with it to everyone else too. I might curb how much car|ando is on my blog for a while just because it's so embarrassing to be associated with the grown ass women stalking Rebecca/Carlos content and flooding it with car|ando comments.

#inchreplies #vent asks

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My ask wasn't even about being recognized by her, I'm not that type of fan who thinks celebrities are my friends just because I admire them or have something in common with them, like the other anon said about being disappointed in them and not to waste time on them, that's what I do, like I used to spend a lot of time on Tumblr and on kaylors blogs, mostly just reading everything because it used to be fun, I don't spend that much time here anymore but I lurk occasionally and I often see people only discussing the same thing over and over again, and almost nobody talking about her disappointing behavior, and I think it's a bit hypocritical to criticize the beard exhaustively but never Taylor, I remember that people used to criticize toe over the stupidest little things and there's always thousand of those types os asks that we're answered, their relationship was basically through likes on Instagram he was a ghost compared to this current, he wasn't problematic at all, so my ask came out of this parallel. You're right that anyone should only share what they're comfortable with in their space but when you analyse everything that's discussed it doesn't make sense that being the reason, no offense to anyone, and I just wanted to clarify because it seems some got the impression that I want Taylor to recognize us and I'm mad because she isn't.

I wasn’t referring to you personally —I was saying something that I learned over the years is that I can not think I’m one of Taylor’s special secret tumblr snowflakes that she’s always secretly winking at in the dark because 1)that’s very unlikely and 2) because she may never actually reward us for our unending loyalty to her truth and love story. I had to come to that conclusion for myself to allow myself to openly discuss when her behavior makes me say Girl what the fuck

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What do you think can happen if let's say Wakana exit Space Craft? I want to see Wakana appear on YK events, but I have doubts about their relation. Maybe you have more insights about Wakana and YK's relationship. From my amateur observation I see that YK doesn't follow Wakana on Twitter, so I think they are not on good terms. The thing is, YK follows people like Lisa, Aimer, Junna etc who she just recently work with. She doesn't follow Wakana who she had been working since forever, why is that?

Hello there anon! I am afraid you've hit a sore spot with your ask...I really don't mean to come off as rude but I am so tired of these specific questions. Why is it that I keep getting them on a regular basis? Have you all been living under a freaking rock for the past five years? Are you on my blog for the first time? Is no one bothering to check out my extensive coverage of this topic? Don't get me wrong, I am always happy to answer questions and to help fellow fans out but I'd appreciate it if people actually invested some time to do a tiny bit of research. I've talked ad nauseam about the whole situation with Space Craft/Wakana vs. YK so there is more than enough reading material to satisfy your curiosity. For example, you can go HERE, HERE and HERE to check out my most recent posts about it.

I will still try to give you an overview〈(•ˇ‿ˇ•)-→

I’ve said it before and I will say it again, it all boils down to Japanese society being very non-confrontational. Instead of dealing with conflicts like sensible adults, issues are simply swept under the rug and everyone just pretends they do not exist. It’s all about keeping up appearances and not losing face. The fragile sensibilities of old men with outdated mindsets are put above everything else because those men continue to hold power and make decisions in Japan. The infamous herd-mentality forces everyone else involved to just ignore common sense and roll with it.

Basically, this all started with a bunch of old dudes in Space Craft’s management being butt-hurt about stupid stuff. One of those old guys (Yasunori Mori - who happened to be in charge of YK’s and Kalafina’s management) decided to abandon the agency and out of loyalty, YK left with him to join him at his new agency. The rest is history as they say. You have to take into account that lifetime loyalty is still very much a common thing in Japan. So when people decide to leave, it can easily be seen as a form of treachery, especially if it isn’t a consensual agreement. We don’t know any of the details of course but it is obvious that some sort of incident has resulted in a rift between Space Craft and Mori/YK.

Seeing as Wakana is still signed up with Space Craft, it would be beyond improper for her to publicly associate with anyone from the YK family and vice versa. I would assume there is some sort of non-interaction clause in Wakana’s contract, or at the very least, some unwritten rule to not openly engage with any of them. I know from an outsider’s point of view, this might come across as grade-school level pettiness but this is literally the reality in Japan. As I said, it’s all about not losing face and protecting fragile sensibilities. For this exact reason, it was possible for Haruna Luna to publicly attend YKs live as soon as her departure from Space Craft had been announced.

Now, we must not conflate public displays with actual relationships. What is being presented to us via official channels is merely a contrived act to keep up appearances. None of this reflects how Wakana and the YK family really feel about each other. It’s true, they don’t follow each other on social media accounts, they don’t openly support each other, there are no pictures of them together, etc...But if you follow any of them closely or just check my blog on a regular basis, you will realise that you can’t just take everything at face value. You have to pay attention to their less official interviews, posts and appearances! You will quickly notice that they still refer to each other with fondness and respect. There is no doubt in my mind that when Wakana finally decides to leave Space Craft behind, she would be welcomed back with open arms into the YK family. Not that she would actually have to be “welcomed back” because let’s be real here, in everyone’s mind she is most definitely still considered an important member. But you know, as far as public appearance is concerned, it would seem like Wakana was the lost daughter returning. On a side note, YK has made no secret of the fact that Wakana has always been one of her biggest muses so I am sure she would be thrilled to work with her again (in whatever capacity).

I hope this shed some light on the matter. I would encourage you and everyone else to read up on my other posts about this. Most of them can be found under the following tags: #reply, #yuki kajiura and #space craft; You will have to browse through quite a lot of stuff but I think it will help you get a better understanding of the situation.

#kalafina #wakana #reply #yuki kajiura #space craft

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Abe no Yasuchika Main Story — Chapter 15

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He pushed my shoulder, causing me to stumble backwards and my back hit the door.

I ducked my head in fear when I realized I couldn't escape.

Yasuchika: You naughty girl.

Yasuchika: Since you're so desperate to find out more about me, why don't I personally share about myself with you?

Yasuchika: After all, you might never be able to return to the Shogunate.

(Does he know… what I was investigating?)

(Relax, Yuno. Don't panic.)

I took a deep breath and smiled.

Yuno: I have not the slightest idea what you're talking about. Is something wrong, Yasuchika?

Yasuchika: …

(Lord Yoritomo, this is fine… right?)

I recalled a conversation I had with Yoritomo.

== Flashback Start ==

It was on the day I met up with Yoritomo to report to him about my investigations in the mansion…

Yoritomo: Listen carefully. There is a high chance that Yasuchika is already suspicious of us.

Yuno: Um… that doesn't sound good.

Yoritomo: Whether good or bad, there has been a lot going on in the Imperial Court.

Yoritomo: As long as we don’t openly confront them about those, they will keep quiet in order to avoid causing a scene.

Yuno: Is that so…

Yoritomo: If they're up to no good, it means that they could be planning something that involves the war between the Shogunate and the Rebels.

Yoritomo: But since you’re part of the Shogunate, you can’t interfere with that either. So you can just take it easy.

Yuno: That's a relief to hear… although it's impossible for me to take things easy.

Yoritomo: We will pretend to behave as we usually do, but in our hearts we know that we are fooling them.

Yuno: Fool them… can I do that?

Yoritomo: Absolutely not.

(He didn't even hesitate!)

Yuno: Can you at least pretend to hesitate a little before straight up rejecting me…

Yoritomo: Letting you deal with Yasuchika directly without a solid plan is too dangerous.

Yoritomo: I only want you to remember one thing.

Yuno: What is it…?

Yoritomo: Smile.

(... Smile?)

Yoritomo: Basically, it means… “I’m not going to surrender to your threats, but I don't want to hurt you either.”

Yoritomo: He will know what your smile means if he reads between the lines.

Yoritomo: At this moment, the Imperial Court has yet to reach the point where they can simply get rid of you. So that should be enough to keep you out of trouble.

== Flashback End ==

Yasuchika: … Right. If you’re clueless, that means I was just overthinking.

(... I think I can go with the excuse that it was a coincidence that I witnessed what happened just now.)

Yasuchika: Well then, did it surprise you to see something like that?

Yuno: Yeah… it did.

Yuno: I always thought that the art of yin-yang magic was a graceful power used to help people. So, why?

Yasuchika: You want to know why I’m using it to do evil deeds?

Yuno: … Yes.

Yasuchika: I receive countless requests from court nobles to help them defeat their political opponents using black magic.

Yasuchika: Usually, I’d turn them all down. But recently… I just thought it's not a bad idea.

Yasuchika: Ayakashi want to harm humans. Humans want to harm one another. They're the same thing, don't you think?

Yuno: What about the victim…?

Yasuchika: I’ll interfere if things get too messy.

Yasuchika: But I don't really see why I should involve myself in a fight between people who take advantage of their political positions to fill their pockets and the spirits of the mountains and rivers.

I couldn't tell what I was feeling at that moment. Was it anger? Or sorrow?

I clenched my fists tightly and forced back my tears.

(I don't know whether black magic has anything to do with the Imperial Court’s plan, but I can’t keep silent about this.)

Yuno: … Then, what about you? Personally, what do you think about all this?

Yasuchika: Hm?

Yuno: Back in the garden at the castle in Kamakura, you showed me your yin-yang powers.

Yuno: You told me that you invented that spell when you were a child to make it look like there were stars glowing everywhere in the dark night sky…

Yuno: Do you really want to use black magic to hurt people?

Yasuchika: …

Yuno: You’re capable of such beautiful things.

Yasuchika: Pretty things are of no use.

After a stifling moment of silence, Yasuchika lifted a corner of his lips.

Yasuchika: Yin-yang magic is the work of human beings, it’s no miracle.

Yasuchika: Unlike the kind of powers Ayakashi have, we have many restrictions. The more powerful we become, the greater the price we have to pay.

Those words were like poison to my heart.

Yasuchika: We could sacrifice a bone, a piece of flesh… or more than that.

Yasuchika: But for a goal we’re willing to even go down on our hands and knees for… it's only a tiny price to pay.

(What’s making him want to go to such extremes?)

Yuno: What is your goal…?

Yasuchika: Well.

Yuno: Is it for Lord Akihito?

Even though I stepped closer to him, I couldn't see any hints of discomposure in his face.

Yasuchika: If you want to go that deep into my heart, you’re going to have to pay for it.

Yuno: What’s the price?

Yasuchika: For example, I could get in the way of your plans.

Yasuchika: How about I stop you from participating in the war and helping the Shogunate?

Yuno: … No way.

Yasuchika: You can't do that?

Yasuchika: Then I’m done talking.

(— He’s cornering me.)

Yasuchika: The two of us live in completely different worlds, and see different things.

Yasuchika: Don’t you think it's better for you to avoid dealing with people like me?

Yuno: I…

Yuno: I’m going to be your assistant until the day I return to Kamakura.

(Even though you’re on the enemy’s side, my desire to understand you is genuine.)

Yuno: Is it wrong for me to look up to someone who lives in a different world from mine, and want to understand him?

Yasuchika: … Yuno.

Overwhelmed by emotions, my voice grew hoarse.

Yuno: Despite spending so much time with you already, I still don't know a lot about you.

Yuno: But… just because I don't understand someone, it doesn't mean that I can't like them.

Yasuchika: …

(I’m well aware that what I’m saying right now could be dangerous.)

I bravely looked straight into Yasuchika's eyes.

Yuno: — Please excuse me.

Yasuchika didn't stop me when I opened the door and left.

After Yuno left…

Yasuchika: …

After standing still for a while, Yasuchika placed a hand over his chest.

Yasuchika: It's all in my head.

Ibuki: What's all in your head?

Yasuchika: …!

Yasuchika frowned at Ibuki, who entered the room through the open door.

Yasuchika: What are you talking about?

Ibuki: I was surprised to hear that. I just happened to be passing through the corridor when I came across a crying Yuno, it made me hesitate to mess with her.

Ibuki: It was worth my effort coming in here to see that stupid look you have on your face.

Yasuchika: I wonder how the hell have you been alive for 1200 years but still have nothing better to do for entertainment apart from mocking others.

Ibuki: People like you are the ones keeping me entertained.

Ibuki: So— what’s the matter, Yasuchika?

Ibuki gleefully directed his gaze toward Yasuchika's hand.

Ibuki: I’m going to laugh my ass off if you tell me Yuno stabbed you in the chest because you went overboard.

Yasuchika: Like hell I’ll do such a thing.

Yasuchika: But…

Ibuki: But…?

Yasuchika mumbled reluctantly.

Yasuchika: I don't know what it is… it's like there's something in here… and it hurts.

Ibuki: …

Yasuchika: What's with that face?

Ibuki: — Nevermind.

Ibuki shrugged. He seemed to have changed his mind after wanting to say something.

Ibuki: Maybe it’s an eel bone that got stuck again.

Yasuchika: Huh? What the hell are you saying?

Ibuki: When you were a kid, I was kind enough to feed you the best eels I could find. But you made a fuss about it, remember?

Yasuchika: You knew I hated them, and yet you kept using them to pester me.

Ibuki: Even a man who would break his own fingers without a second thought can say such weak things just because he choked on an eel’s bone one time.

Yasuchika: Those are two completely unrelated things. This is why you demons don't get human emotions.

Ibuki: — At least I have a more “human” interpretation of what could be happening to your heart than you can ever come up with.

Yasuchika: …? Come what now?

Ibuki: Nothing.

Ibuki pretended he didn't mutter those words under his breath.

The day before the meeting Doman mentioned…

(Yoritomo mentioned that Yasuchika could be trying to forcefully gain control of the Imperial Court’s internal affairs.)

I had already reported to Yoritomo regarding Yasuchika’s usage of black magic.

As I was strolling through the garden in between my errands, I recalled a past conversation.

(By providing the court noble with black magic, he will defeat all his political opponents. Then Yasuchika will take advantage of it and force that court noble to join his side, and change the balance of power in the Imperial Court in his favor…)

(Is that what Yasuchika is trying to do?

(If that is the method that will give him results in the shortest amount of time… I can see why he chose to do it.)

Ibuki: Got something on your mind?

Yuno: Oh, Ibuki.

Ever since then— I had been spending time with Yasuchika and the others as usual, although that was what it looked like on the surface.

I looked down at the baggage he was carrying.

Yuno: Are you headed somewhere?

Ibuki: There's going to be a festival tonight, so I thought I’d stay outside Kyoto.

Yuno: During the festival, all the Onmyoji will be working together to perform a ritual to reinstall the magic barriers surrounding Kyoto, right?

Yuno: Considering it’s a large-scale ritual, I thought you would stay behind to help Yasuchika.

Ibuki: Unfortunately, my presence will only get in their way.

(Get in their way?)

Akihito: Yuno. Ibuki.

Yuno: Lord Akihito!

I bowed when I saw Akihito walking towards us.

Ibuki: Oh, Akihito. Are you going to tonight's festival?

Akihito: I won’t get in its way, but I won’t be of much help either.

Akihito: I have some business to attend to outside Kyoto, so I won’t be going to the festival.

(I see…)

(If Yasuchika were to make use of the Imperial Court to backstab the Shogunate, what roles would the two of them play?)

(Of course, they’d be involved in the planning process.)

— The Shogunate has been looking into the backgrounds of Akihito and Ibuki, but they haven't found anything so far.

Akihito: Yuno, are you going to assist Yasuchika?

Yuno: I’ll help out a little with the preparations for the ritual.

Yuno: Since I can’t help him with the ritual itself, I guess I’ll just stick around to watch what happens.

Akihito: It’s a grand-scale festival, you should take the chance to enjoy the beauty of Kyoto.

Ibuki: Don’t get lost, yeah?

Yuno: I’m a grown woman!

(How I wish… all suspicions will be cleared up and we can laugh together like this again.)

My heart ached because I truly enjoyed our friendly chats.

As night fell, the festive lights in town lit up.

(The festival is so lively!)

After walking around the night market for a while, I moved away from the crowd to take a break…

Woman: Excuse me! By any chance, have you seen a lonely little boy around?

Woman: His kimono has green dye patterns on it.

Yuno: I don't think so… is he missing?

Woman: Yes, he vanished the moment I took my eyes off him… I wonder where he went.

Watching the mother panic made me feel bad for her.

Yuno: If you want, I can help you look for him. I’ll take him to you if I find him.

Woman: Oh, um… will that really be okay with you?

Yuno: It's dangerous for young children to wander off by themselves.

I made an appointment with the mother to meet up in a few hours, and left to search elsewhere for the missing boy.

…

Yuno: Hm… it's so hard to look for someone here.

(I ended up in a place where there's not a single person in sight.)

Suddenly, a fog surrounded me and made me feel uneasy.

(Yasuchika should be in the middle of performing the ritual now, right?)

I couldn't help but smile wryly at the way Yasuchika was the first person I thought of in such a situation.

At that moment —

I heard the faint jingling of bells amidst the thick fog.

(There’s something up ahead… oh!)

An old makeshift shrine came into view.

A group of people dressed in white and carrying parasols were walking around it in a procession.

(That shrine looks kind of strange. And why are they dressed in white when there's a festival going on?)

(I had a bad feeling about going somewhere outside the main town like this…)

I got the creeps and hid in the shadows when…

A strong gust of wind blew away one of the parasols in the procession.

(Ah.)

Ayakashi 1: This is useless.

The face that was previously hidden by the parasol had only one eye.

Yuno: …. Ggh…

I crouched down and tried to stop myself from screaming.

(Could it be that… everyone in that procession… is an Ayakashi!?)

Ayakashi 2: I’m hungry.

Ayakashi 3: Master Doman, you told us that we would have humans to feed on.

Ayakashi 4: Eat. Eat. Eat.

(Those Ayakashi are the work of Ashiya Doman!?)

(There's too many of them… I need to hide.)

Ayakashi 5: It is just as you said, Master Doman. All the Onmyoji in the capital, with the exception of one, are a bunch of idiots.

(That “one” is referring to Yasuchika, right? And Doman is involved again…?)

Ayakashi 6: It was so easy to fool them all.

Ayakashi 7: After tonight, Kyoto will belong to the Ayakashi.

Ayakashi 8: That's right, there’s even a festival tonight.

Ayakashi 9: Our festival!

Ayakashi 10: Hold on.

The procession that had been going on as they spoke, suddenly stopped.

(Eh?)

Ayakashi 10: I smell a human being nearby.

Yuno: …!

(Was I discovered!? What should I do—)

Right when I was about to run for my life…

Child: Uwaaaaaahhhh…!

(A child…?)

One of the Ayakashi picked up a small child from behind the bushes.

Child: Let go of me! Mommy…!

(A kimono with green dye patterns! This is the little boy I’m looking for…)

Ayakashi 10: It’s a human child. Let’s eat him.

Ayakashi 11: Count me in! I want to eat too!

Ayakashi 12: Give me one of those pretty little eyeballs.

Child: Ueee… someone… save me…

(... Darn it, I can't just leave him alone.)

Ignoring my fear, I sprinted towards them.

Yuno: Take your filthy hands off that child!

All Ayakashi: …!

I snatched the little boy away and held him tightly.

Ayakashi 13: This woman…! That's my prey!

Child: B-Big sis… who are you…?

Yuno: Run!

I pulled his little hand and started running.

All Ayakashi: Hey!

(Kyaa!?)

My body was shoved from behind by an invisible force, causing me to fall forward.

Child: Big sis!

Yuno: Don't stop! Run!

I pushed the little boy’s back to urge him to run, then turned around and raised my palm at the Ayakashi.

Yuno: Powers of the Nine Tailed Fox — take away their powers!

An invisible attack from one of the Ayakashi sliced through the air.

But a golden mist rose from the ground and absorbed its powers with every attack.

Ayakashi 14: What the hell!? Who is this woman—

(That child must escape to safety. I need to hold them back…!)

I scolded my legs for trembling.

Yuno: Just a little more…

(... Fortunately, I have some experience in dealing with Ayakashi. Thanks to Yasuchika.)

I felt the burning in my palm and stared straight ahead.

(If only Yasuchika were here.)

But I knew that was too much to wish for.

(I'm suspicious of Yasuchika, and he’s aware of that… we don't have the kind of relationship whereby I can call him for help.)

Ayakashi 15: This lowly human being is so arrogant!

Ayakashi 16: We can get rid of her fast if all of us attack her at once.

(... Uh oh.)

Tossing aside their parasols, all the Ayakashi approached me at the same time.

(Is this the end of me?)

I was beginning to lose all hope, but then—

Yasuchika: — Looks like it's not only humans who tend to get too carried away during festivals.

Yuno: Yasuchika!

A revoltingly reassuring voice sounded out. Yasuchika was standing right next to me.

(Why is he here…?)

Yasuchika: … You need to quit being so reckless.

Yasuchika: I seriously can’t take my eyes off you for even a second.

Yuno: You really came to save me…

I felt a warm hand on my head when I was about to burst into tears.

Yasuchika: You did a good job hanging on by yourself so far. Good girl.

#ikemen genjiden #ikegen #ikemen series #cybird ikemen #cybird otome #otome #ikemen yasuchika #ikegen main story #yasuchika main story

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ladynicte · 1 year

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Never read TSATS or anything related to it(it’s part of Percy Jackson right?) but I still wouldn’t mind hearing your opinion on it if you have any to share. From what I’ve seen, the new book doesn’t sit well with most folks it seems. :x

Oh Anonnie, if you know me you know I love to talk non-stop about everything and anything so here I go

Putting this whole rant under read more so nobody who doesn't wanna see it has to

That makes two of us I haven't read the full book either and I don't really want to, but yes, it is a sorta side story I suppose that belongs in the Percy Jackson saga

If you are only seeing the opinions from my blog and my adjacents then I will confess a bit of bias because I don't like Will Solace or Solangelo as a whole, so yeah, maybe it sits well with actual Solangelo shippers (?) Who knows I don't go there

But yeah I have seen from the people I interact with that it wasn't exactly stellar writing

Take it with a grain of salt that I already didn't like the premise of the book and I'm not planning on ever reading it full but my opinion is that from everything I have seen it is so bland

Like Solangelo to me have always had the issue that their relationship feels like so sanitized, the whole time they speak to each other like they are trying to get a good grade on couples therapy and it's so grating

Second I don't like Will because he almost had no character whatsoever before the book and a bit on Trails of Apollo, and then now that he does have a character he just gets on my nerves, like for a kid dating the literal prince of the underworld he sure loves to complain about it. I think I dislike how much Will doesn't seem to actually like Nico as much as he seems to only like the potential of what Nico could be

Plus calling him a liar who just didn't try to be liked enough before they got together isn't exactly the best move in my opinion but I digress

Beyond that I have such an issue with all the continuity errors, like that's always an issue with me, even with the original author making mistakes and then proudly exclaiming that he just didn't care and didn't remember, but at least with Riordan I can confidently say that he cares about the world and stories he's built over the years.

With this new author I just don't think they really care all that much about the Riordanverse as a general, and specifically I don't think they care much for Nico either.

He's super ooc basically the whole way through, coming out in front of everybody like he didn't hella struggle with his sexuality and the fact that everybody openly hated him a few months prior.

On that note I feel like all the pop culture references and weird jokes were just stretched so unnecessarily long and missing the charm of the original sagas.

Just as well I do know the author said he re read all the books before finishing the first draft but like honestly with how he just didn't care at all about any of Nico's prior relationships didn't touch on anything beyond what was happening on the book itself and didn't even mention his other most important people by more than name.

Yeah it's bad.

My issue is that besides all the corny writing that feels like it's purposely trying to teach you something all the out of time and context jokes and the characters and whatever I don't like

I really just feel like the person who wrote it doesn't care about Nico Di Angelo and his story on the Riordanverse and that really upsets me.

#i liked the bit about having children with nyx tho that was really fun #i wrote all this while getting my hair done in one sitting and its completely stream of thought so im sorry if some of it doesnt make much #sense #Luna's annonies #tsats spoilers

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jules-hoard-of-stuff · 2 years

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Hey so, I know getting back into public(with as much safety as possible) and especially in the new semester of college EVERYWHERE in the US, there's a bunch of excitement and new people to meet! And you might feel the urge to blurt out everything in order to bond with someone in person. It's understandable, you're starved for attention.

But.

I'm asking this as a very, very tired autistic, adhd sophomore in college, who has social issues and issues with cues. I'm saying this because it's important, not as a thing to yell at yall, but a very important thing.

Please do not traumadump people when you first meet them unless they are a licensed therapist and you are paying them for that specific service.

I've had this happen 7 times(7!!!) Over the course of my freshman year and sophomore year so far. I'll be making polite small talk with someone and then suddenly, they will start talking about their traumas, deepest fears, and triggers.

And I've known them since lunch.

This is DANGEROUS to do! Trauma bonding is not a good way to meet people I'll, and actually makes them very, VERY uncomfortable!!!

I know that online it might be more socially acceptable to post openly about triggering, traumatic experiences you have in your own online space. And that is fine! That's just how the internet goes.

But consider this akin to basically telling someone your traumas in the replies of a post about puppies, or a random series, or traumadumping to a cat blog. You're not just saying those things in an open journal people can read. You're saying them TO someone you don't know, who doesn't know you, who now has to decipher how they will respond without sounding like an asshat to be like, "Hey, this makes me WILDLY uncomfortable."

That, but in real life.

Please please please at the very least, get to know someone FIRST. For a WHILE. Then ask to vent, and ask if they're OK with the topics you're gonna talk about.

Sincerely, someone who had someone traumadump to them their ENTIRE mental health history from middleschool onward today after meeting class for 15 minutes, in the span of an hour and a half without stopping.

#social interaction #please please please read this if you are in college and are having trouble socializing #im asking very nicely as someone who is tired of being treated like a therapist 15 minutes after ive met someone for the 7th time #large text #college student

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thenightlymartini · 2 years

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Do you happen to have any head canons for if the other found old photographs/paintings of the other? Or say they were going through the other's storage room and got to learn about old memories/moments from the other's past. I hope that made sense. Hope you're having a wonderful day, this blog always helps me when I'm down!

First thing I immediately thought of was America's storage room, so I know exactly what you mean! I'm just going to do this for if one of them went through the other's old stuff, otherwise this would be way too long, even by my standards.

Kimchiburger: America was helping South Korea clean up an old house he owned in the middle of Seoul that the Korean was going to give to a local historical society for preservation. He constantly asked questions about everything in the house, since South had lived in it for hundreds of years prior to the Japanese Occupation. He was fascinated by practically everything, and was able to pick up some of the stuff South pointed out, as long as they weren't too delicate.

However, when they got to the main bedroom of the house, South got very defensive over one particular side of the room and didn't allow America to touch anything, saying he would "deal with them himself later". America was curious; there were various weapons and musical instruments as well as stacks of scrolls and books. There was a little box on a desk or dresser type furniture that appeared to have ribbons and basic looking ornaments, perhaps types of jewelry, though he didn't know and South wasn't giving much detail on anything over on that half. It was then he spotted two beds in the room, and that is when it hit him that that half was probably North Korea's side.

He knew better than to directly talk about that particular issue with South, so he probed with round-about, indirect questions, like what he was planning to do with the stuff. He could see the torn, pained, and unsure look in the Korean's eyes as he thought about it and eventually replied he didn't quite know. America suggested that he should have a storage unit, since the items couldn't stay, and keep them there "until he knew what to do". He purposefully worded it like that as subtle support for whatever South eventually decided to do. South took a long, hard look at the items across the room before sighing and agreed with America.

America never pressed South on the items after that. He may not know if South had bittersweet memories attached to them, wanted to keep them for nostalgia purposes, or planned on giving them back to North, regardless of if they were separated or if they ever reunited, but he knew they were still important to him, and that he needed time to wade through all the emotions in his own time.

Rusnk: Russia and North Korea both have silent agreements that certain parts of their histories don't get talked about, whether for political reasons or because certain times are too personal or hurt too much to think about. North learned this when he found an old painting of the last Tsar's children and Russia when he helped the Slavic nation clean out the attic. He knew how close he was to those children, especially Anastasia and Alexei, and that this one of those moments of history that Russia would probably never be able to move on from or openly talk about.

Russia learned that North kept a lot of old pictures and paintings made by South Korea from when he and his twin were little. Some of the pictures had some words on them, some in Korean and others in old Chinese. What he could make out on a few were mostly wishes of "get well soon" or simply just describing the illustration. The "get well soon" caught him off guard, and North explained that he got really sick for a week long ago, like restricted to bed and isolated from the rest of the house, and South used to make tons of pictures for him during those times and slip them under the door to cheer him up.

Russia continued looking through the pictures until he got to a very old photo that had the date March 1, 1919 written in the lower corner. It was a picture of the twins in civilian clothes with a bunch of other young Koreans at what looks like the beginning of a protest. There was a handwritten note next to the date that translated to, "Let us win our freedom together". All Russia had to do was look at North to know that this was a darker moment for the other, as he gave vague details about it. What he understood was that this was the first major protest for Korean independence from Japan, and that it ended poorly for the Korean protestors at the hands of Japanese police brutality. He tried asking questions about the other people in the picture and he only learned two things: they were all students and they left the protest in body bags. Russia didn't probe any further after that.

Commieburger: So, North Korea offers to help America with decluttering because America seems to put it off a lot and he was getting sick and tired of hearing America saying he really needed to work on his storage room. America adamantly turns down North every single time, saying he really doesn't want to force him to work when it is one of the few times they can hang out.

One day, America is called away for some sort of business with the President and leaves North alone for a few hours. NK decided that would be a great time to just take care of the storage room himself, or at least organize it so America could clearly see what was in there and if needed or wanted to keep anything. He begins by dusting the place out and organizing the items in distinct sections; lots of empty picture frames, cleaned up the bigger pieces of furniture, etc. He then decided to go through each box and label them with their contents because this boy does not know how to label apparently.

Of course what is the very first thing he pulls out of the box? The toy soldier set. At first he's curious as to why America would have one of these to begin with, perhaps even thinking maybe this was the previous owner's. However, he reads the neatly painted date on the bottom of the set, and realizes it is from the 18th century; definitely had to be America's. It takes a minute, embarrassingly on his end, to realize that it must have been a gift from England or a toy from his colonial days considering the soldiers were British Royal Guards. He sets them back and pulls out the suit. At first he wondered why these were together until he realized the styling of the coat certainly didn't match today's fashion trends. Considering it was with a bunch of smaller items from the 18th century, he figured it must have been from then, too. It was a little too small for America now.

Next to box he saw the musket. It looked perfectly good, a little worn in some parts and clearly had seen some action, but otherwise nothing appeared to be off. Until he saw the long, jagged scratch. NK had been around long enough to know what bayonet strikes looked like. He pieced together this must have been from America's revolutionary days, and it didn't take long for him to realize, from the fact that these particular items were placed far in the back of the room, why America procrastinated with cleaning this room. Further investigations led to his discovery of Civil War items behind the revolutionary ones, covered by a dusty, moth eaten cloth. Uniforms, weapons, documents, sabers; they were all there.

Then he found two boxes of old medals. This peaked his interest, considering America wore most of his medals with great pride the majority of the time, regardless of what era they were from. Until he realized each was named for their respective wars, the Korean and Vietnam Wars. The medals clearly hadn't seen the light of day since America first had to wear them; some even were rusty or fragile to the touch, or paint was chipping and the varnish on a few were long since gone. This served as reinforcement in NK's mind that America really did regret those wars. He knew of what was roughly going on in America during the Vietnam War, but clearly both wars still weighed heavily on the American's mind.

It was then that he left the storage room and decided not to say anything about it to America. He could tell that that room clearly harbored a lot of his demons from his past that he wasn't quite ready to face yet.

#hetalia #kimchiburger #rusnk #commieburger #aph america #hws america #aph russia #hws russia #aph south korea #hws south korea #aph north korea #hws north korea #im sang kyu #im yong soo #alfred f jones #ivan braginsky

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jung-koook · 2 years

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what the honest heck were those messages,? if you had stalker behavior (you totally don't in my opinion) you'd literally know everything and anything he or any of them does? instead you posted for a month about missing him. i'm pretty sure stalkers don't have to miss him cause guess what they're doing. and if it's things like sharing jungkooks brothers posts? he used to be okay with it idk if he still is i've never followed their siblings? but hoseok sister said don't and people still did. it's all about boundaries too. and from my point of you you seem to have a lot of them. and if you mess up like that ONE time. it quickly gets fixed and deleted. and yes stalking online is a thing and very bad and i don't agree with it. but then maybe you (general you not you you but like a you as general) should also discuss this openly with update accounts because how exactly do they have that info. idk i don't follow or look at update accounts.

stealing things from twitter usually only applies to photos and gifs or copying and pasting word for word and claiming it as your own. (and? not celebrities posting that doesn't count, (if it does almost everyone is guilty you've saved at least ONE photo of some celebrity you like has posted at some point.) the everyday fan account does and only if they say you can't share anything they post) and screenshots with usernames do not count as "stealing"copying and pasting and claiming it as yours does but you don't do that. although.. stealing is what happens with most tumblr content creators in all fandoms. their gifs get taken and posted elsewhere no credit or anything (i don't do that though). but i guess we're not having that convo huh. stealing is doing things intentionally knowing you shouldn't or didn't check if it was okay before sharing. not screenshots with usernames and credit and checking before if it's okay to even do.

people need to leave you alone you're the least problematic person here. and it's always you they go for. i'm sorry. i do hope your day gets better. i'm sorry people are mean to you. and sorry this message is probably long.

being accused of stealing from twitter was nothing new for me. a few months ago an anon sent a message to a friend of mine talking about me stealing from twitter. do you see how dangerous these anons are? my friend defended me because she follows me and is my friend. but imagine these anons send these messages to blogs that dont even know me and follow me. this is extremely dangerous :/ someone can ruin you by making up lies about you to other people and since they dont know you they can believe it and it can turn into something big and dangerous. these people dont think, they dont have empathy and dont care about anything. they just want to ruin someone on the internet. in almost 10 years here this hasnt happened to me but this year is really bad.. theres always someone trying to make up lies about me and without any proof and I'm extremely tired of this! I came to tumblr to make gifs and have fun. I never thought that this here could be something that could also bring me so much sadness. I really dont know how to deal with it, I dont know how to just ignore it. so I feel like I have to keep explaining myself even if I dont need to. then I get nervous and start to forget english and then I feel like I cant explain myself in a way that everyone understands.

I never stole anything from anyone. if i post any translation from korean to english without credits its because i translated it. i watch and listen to kdrama and korean music literally since i was born. I know the basics of korean because I learned by watching kdramas, kmovies and listening to their songs. my first language is japanese and i usually also translate from japanese but because my english is not fluent i ask sometimes my friends help to correct my translations, and they help me with that. I really always give credit for the videos and photos I post from twitter. as well as for the translations and even the news.

thank you so much. I want you to know that your message means a lot to me. please have a nice day/night! ♡

#reply #anonymous

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nolantalks · 19 days

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HAVE YOU SEEN THE STALKER FREAK OUT?

Yep and it’s hilarious. Been given permission to state this as well. It’s known that the stalker fan spread how that rpc home truths blog was Nolan and how they ‘wrote just like Nolan’ and how ‘Nolan has a very distinctive writing style’. What always made this laughable was that the three people that ran that blog were using ai to write the posts. Originally, they would write posts themselves then people freaked out when one of them told off someone for trivializing people with suicidal ideology. So as they stated, they would make a post then run it in ChatGPT telling it to rewrite it in the style of a 20 year old with slight attitude. And after posting what it gave they would freak out how ‘OMG THATS JUST LIKE HOW NOLAN WRITES ITS SO DISTINCTIVE!!!!’

Unless you think Nolan has always been ChatGPT now that would be an interesting theory.

HAVE YOU OR ANYONE TROLLS WITH THE ALIAS?

Oh big time. The original Nolan themselves has a server that’s basically the hub for his groups and ‘linked’ groups that friends and such make of the same genres and they all share members and all that. They are more popular on jcink sites than tumblr groups. Anyway, there is a section of it you can opt into viewing that is devoted to the drama these Karen’s make.

In it, he gives access to a ‘premium’ ChatGPT account that has 6 or so chats in it. All the chats are basically the same. Analyzing and break down such and such writing style, remember these details, and analyze future messages in this chat to compare them to the writing style and give an example to make it more accurate if needed. And to leave out the flowery poetic language ai tends to always use.

After that each of them are different versions of how he writes, his rants, his ‘business like talk’ and how he takes OOC. The other two are dedicated to how he writes two specific characters and the other to another person’s writing style.

And he says to go ahead and use it to write whatever be it applications, anons, posts, as someone on discords etc etc. out of everyone that does this for the lulz, maybe like 1/8 of them have been ‘omg my god this is Nolan’ and the rest have literally been told how people love their writing and have used it to write entire applications, all their posts, all the messages they send on the OOC discords. And no one has caught on that it’s ai or artificial Nolan.

It’s so much fun.

Which is something I don’t think the stalker fans understand. You had a guy who was just being themselves and 99% of a group liked them and the 1% on a few groups that didn’t went crazy on them. Then they went quiet and just would post and stick to talking one or two people and that’s it. They did nothing to make drama or seek it, when it hit they even would just let it roll of their back and let it hopefully die. Now he’s done with it and arranged for a server filled with people that range from 20 - 40 where a small number of us love pranks and will troll when bored if we think you earned it. And they provided us with an ai that will do everything but send the text for us. And they go off in the sunset enjoying themselves without needing to worry someone might freak out on them.

It’s likely some might have used it maliciously, it’s discouraged but you can’t control something that’s openly given out. Especially when the person that provided it has spent the last 4 months living as another alias and doing what they can to muddle the ‘it’s Nolan’ waters and being his normal self whose nothing like what the stalker fans wanna claim.

WHAT ABOUT THE STALKER BLOGS?

What about them? I’m sorry, you’re irrelevant if you have to hate view this blog. You guys got blacked and still freak out within an hour of a post going up here but are blocked. If you gotta sign out then sign in to another account or keep a different account logged on in another device on a different blog to view this one. Then you’re doing too much and already lost.

Loser.

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