#so now im screaming it into the void

[givemewallywestorgivemedeath]

Guys I need you to know about my weird ass dream:

Bart and Wally were hanging out. Everything was a pinkish-purple and slightly distorted, like I was watching them through a wall of rock candy.

Wally leaned over to Bart and said "I like men, I think. I'm bi. I always have been, I've just never said it out loud. It changes nothing in my life and it changes nothing about me but I think it's good to be myself. It's good to be honest about myself."

Now at this point I was shocked. Elated but completely bamboozled. I wasn't aware that this was a dream so I was F R E A K I N G out. I remember thinking "Holy shit, did DC just say that Wally is bi??? And have it just be a casual thing that changes nothing??? Without it disrupting his relationship with his wife or family?!?!"

My mind was running wild, which is why it took me a few minutes to process when Bart said "Oh cool. Me too."

Guys.

People.

I was ready to explode.

Then the pinkish-purple crystal wall they were in changed from sorta bi colors to just straight up the bi flag.

Which was weird because neither one had acknowledged the strange setting before this but suddenly Bart seemed to notice and he was incredibly confused.

Wally laughed. Like a cartoony villain laugh. And said "I knew it!"

Then he turned into Mirror Master.

I was sent reeling as I realized a) Goddammit, Wally isn't canonically bi, that was just Mirror Master apparently b) Oh holy, shit they've been inside a crystal/crystal dimension this entire time and c) Mirror Master's evil plan was apparently tricking Bart into coming out??

Anyway, I woke up after that but... what.

What the fuck.

#i don't... i don't even think Bart is bisexual #biromantic maybe #definitely ace in some capacity #could see him as aroace panromantic biromantic or something else idk #honestly even heteromantic ace #hes just ace. that is what he is #uhm #wally idk #wally i think could be bi if dc wanted him to be. but dc doesn't like bi characters in 'hetero' relationships #incredibly biphobic of them #so probably wouldn't happen with wally #also definitely wouldn't happen in adams run because hes... very christian... and sends off those low-key conservative vibes #which... not a fan of *that* #not sure why mirror master wanted to out bart but if it makes people feel better i didn't get the vibe that bart was like... in the closet #more so just no one had broached the topic with him and bart didn't realize that it was a big deal #Bart: I never told people that i beat dark souls either? do i suddenly need to tell people ever little thing about my life... ? #which good for him tbh. you go Bart #anyway im still reeling about this. i have no fucking clue why my brain inflicted this on me. #so now im screaming it into the void #im not even tagging this with identifying tags because... i do not want this to be findable lmao #i am inflicting this onto as few people as possible

[stranger-draws]

*visibly shaking* guys hey guys can you tell I finally watched dragons rising

#nearly a year overdue BUT I HAVE ACCEPTED THAT CHANGE IS NECCESARY AND A PART OF LIFE #i just finished the final episode and omg #i've missed this so much #WE'RE SO BACK #IM FEELING SO MANY THING RIGHT NOW #I NEED TO SCREAM INTO THE VOID #I NEED TO RANT ABOUT THIS TO SOMEONE RIGHT NOW #ninjago #dragons rising #ninjago dragons rising

[a-wondering-thought]

something something, i'll always be enchanted by people gathering through the blur of the crowd to watch that someone playing their music in the city as the music echos through the streets with the sound of their craft, whether its a young teen trying out on their guitar trying to share what they can do with the world, or older folk reliving the dreams of their youth through the flow of the instrument, they are under the tunnel in the dim flickering street lamps, the young creating memories of their first days as a musician playing for a crowd whose faces they cant recognise or the old coming back to the roots where they first began and made those very memories under the tunnel with the dim street lamp, it wasn't flickering back then, but the moonlight still shines down just past the entrance to the tunnel, and the older joins younger because one day the young will become the old playing the sweet tunes of their youth

#did i write this at eleven at night because im filled with nostalgia for a place i've never known and people i've never met?? yes. #so that is why this is not coherent #i apologise profusely #however i just *had* to get this down or i'd lose it #haha isnt this so funny because i disappear for a day and then i come back with this?? #okay im going to bed now #i'll post this tomorrow #wait no i'll schedule it #sam screams into the void #O'wonderings of writing #musician #this was also me playing Ella Fitzgerald on loop #phshshshhshs #and laufey #dark acadamia aesthetic #poetry

[noose-lion]

If Dazai is the book (I mean like the fanon theory) would that make Sigma his son?

Edit: Would it be male pregnancy, asexual reproduction, or a spontaneous manifestation situation?

#my thoughts are scrambled #failing speech right now so im freaking out #my stuff #screaming into the void #and the void screams back #bsd #bungou stray dogs #soukoku #bungou gay dogs #bsd dazai #dazai osamu #bsd sigma #sigma #bsd theory #bsd analysis #dazai is the book #dazai is the book au #bsd headcanon #bsd headcanons #bsd chuuya #jester thinks

[livelovecaliforniadreams]

Ya'll I'm so pissed off tonight I don't even feel like giffing. Wow. That has never happened before.

#i can take a breakup and angst if its done properly and this just aint it #it was just for a plot device and you can tell #SCREAMING INTO THE VOID WRITERS YOU NEED TO DO BETTER!!!! #chenford #tim x lucy #maybe ill gif eventually but right now im fuming so we will see #i need to calm down and settle for awhile

[whatthefuckisasweep]

sighing and putting my head in my hands and crying and throwing up as i think about stanley uris and how he was the most terrified loser.

how he was deathly scared of being dirty, of not knowing where he was, of not being able to predict the world around him. how he was more scared of his world order being offended than anything else. how knowing that pennywise is real sent him down this spiral of 'what else can be real' and it broke him. but he STILL was the one who cut everyone's hand and made the oath. how bill constantly reminds him of his bird book and how it saved him. how he is more mentally fragile than eddie. how he's one of the only Losers who ever says "i can't do this", but he still gets to his feet and makes jokes right after he cries. stan uris, who, after Mike is like, "i just saw a killer bird!" goes, "what kind of bird?"

thinking about how we really don't know how his death went down so we don't know what he was thinking in those last moments. how he threw away his whole picturesque life because of a promise he made, and because he couldn't honor it. how he's such a private person, a quiet one, but he's so so so sharp and graceful. i wish they showed more of his fear in the movies, how much it fucked him up in the end.

stanley uris i think about you a lot.

#it #it book #stanley uris #stan uris #i love him. #i literally am so emotional about him. #i usually don't have two favorites #but stan is like. he's really good. the it fandom is challenging my 'i dont change my selected favourites' view #im usually so decisive about these things and i know without doubt what im going to like and not like #but this media keeps surprising me. at first i even like. did not care about stan at all #the movies made me confused about him. i was like. who tf is this guy #but now hes arguably my favorite #and i just REALLY love his character. like i love. him. so. bad #i need to rant about him rn #and i need to just scream about this into the void or else ill just like. have unfettered energy #its literally 4am. im crying. im crying. IM CRYING I LOVE HIM. #it movie #losers club #the losers club #somenoe just yell about him with me rn

[metatronhateblog]

Okay I usually try not to make posts back to back but have we considered that if ducks are spies of some sort (if of course, that's a big if) and demons can turn into their designated animal (eg. Crowley into a snake.) Then whose to say there isn't a demon whose associated animal isn't a duck? Whose to say that the ducks aren't spies because a demon is a duck????

#good omens #good omens 2 #good omens season 2 #good omens meta #accordion ducks #i know i know #im so stuck on the ducks #pleaaaaase #what if that's why crowley says ducks have ears #they know theyre always being watched #in favt we've seen crowley tell Aziraphale no one is looking #screeeeeeee #sorry for my incoherent mumblings of a post #i dont even have any evidence to back this idea up right now #i just #need to scream into the void

[skyllion-uwu]

How to go to sleep ?

#sky screams into the void #its late as fuck but i had a hard day so its hard to sleep now even though im tired #and im too tired to write and draw but not enough to pass out asleep!

[feministjane]

You ever watch the most gut wrenching episode of television and feel so devastated and also so fulfilled because like the acting and cinematography was so good that now you're devastated but you're also like now I get to analyze the hurt for 49+ hours

#why yes i did just watch #red rover red rover #the mentalist 4x23 #the mentalist #and i am mentally UNWELL #simons acting in this episode is just so beyond #ugh this man UNDERSTOOD the assignment and beyond #the assignment was to emotionally destroy me #that ending scene i have so many thoughts and i hust have so much to process #but like to yall just remember every now and then like how fucking powerful patrick jane is #like we are all just lil marionettes #well not everyone but oof its just soooo good #slaps shows hood “this boy can hold so much trauma” #anyway im off to scream into the void #or just stare i havent decided #Patrick jane

[snowychicken]

MEET ME IN THE TIME OF HARMONY

SIP ON SUNBEAMS 'TILL THE NEW MOON

I'M NOT SURE OF ANYTHING I'M NOT SURE IF THAT'S TRUE

I KNOW THE GLOW YOUR ESSENCE TENDED IS THE ME I CHOOSE

#barts bike #bears in trees #screaming lyrics into the void #AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA #guys i think bears in trees are trying to kill me with this new era #oh and also i dont wanna make this another post bc its obvious so im gonna drop these thoughts here: #ik BiT said this was the end of an era and a love letter to everything so far or whatever their exact wording was #but i forgot about that when i listened to it #so i got so fucking excited over 'find heaven sent in brooklyns streets' #and 'i know you meant embody when you looked to the mountains towering above us' #those are just the most obvious references but still #and really i got so fucking excited over the whole song #anyway 'how to stay shining' is gonna be my favorite BiT era as soon as the album drops i can feel it in every ounce of my body #okay ill shut up now

[mx-mind]

If I added Siffrin or Sif as a name temporarily would anyone use it

#sky screams into the void #i know it wont stick as a long term game but im kinning him so hard right now

[somecunttookmyurl]

this is what i get for trying to go to a small business instead of amazon

#i did in fact have to go to amazon #because now there isn't enough time for anybody else to do it #and if i dont get the thing tomorrow so i can finish what im doing before saturday #i lose out on £60 for another week #i am in the void in which i scream come join me

[a-wondering-thought]

tw vent

i love my mum but my god sometimes she makes me want to tear my hair out because she didnt know how to raise me and made me believe i was even more of a fuck up then the world already did

#shes better now #but i wish she had been like that to 8 year old me instead of screaming at me #because i feel horrible for this but anytime she gets even a little irritated or angry i tense up and get so scared #which is stupid because most of the time its nothing to do with me #besides what kind of monster is scared of their own mother? #its just that what if i did something? what if shes gonna shout at me again? what if shes gonna tell me i ruined her life again? #because im sorry #i promise #i didnt mean to #besides shes a better mum now #so why am i scared? #vi screams into the void #tw vent

[thehecklingmouse]

none of you understand what kaveh has done to me. he has altered my brain chemistry. i have to play the event in sections because his mere presence is overloading my brain with so much dopamine that i physically can’t handle it. 

#im playing the event right now and i have to pause to calm down #thank god he came home idk what i would have done if he hadnt #hoyoverse made kaveh specifically for me #little blonde boy who is an artist and has mommy issues <3 #im going to make him suffer so much. he is a comfort character. my babygirl. my blorbo #genshin kaveh #Kaveh #genshin impact #Bones screams into the void

[anxiously-going]

New mantras: "My intelligence is not based on people's (perceived) assumptions of my knowledge." And "I have value beyond my intellect."

#screaming into the void #every so often i'm confronted with the knowledge that the adults in my childhood hung my self-worth on my intelligence for me #i was taught that i was naturally smart and given very little to no support beyond #empty encouraging statements and urges to try harder #which has led to an ongoing identity crisis because i'm not actually the hyper intelligent person i was promised id be #learning has become scary because im a failure and a disappointment if its not easy or if i cant 'prove' i know a thing #i wasnt supported beyond being called smart so now i dont know how to support myself in learning #and not feeling smart is inherently triggering #messy thoughts #im struggling to maintian a line of thought just ignore me

[meowthiroth]

how does one go about reaching out to old friends you haven't spoken to in years when you've effectively Ship of Theseus-ed yourself over the course of your long absence & barely resemble the same person they once knew at all anymore?? asking for a friend

#jesus christ i am TERRIBLE at long term communication #to all of my longtime online friends: I AM SO FUCKING SORRY HOLY SHIT #I STILL THINK INCREDIBLY HIGHLY OF ALL OF YOU I JUST FORGOR 💀💀💀💀 #AND NOW IM PROBABLY TOO ANXIOUS TO SAY ANYTHING #ace screams into the void #vent//