#stair machine

[alfazoings]

little doodles i drew after listening to the new ep to keep myself from biting into cement and then flopping around the floor like a fish

#malevolent #malevolent podcast #arthur lester #jarthur #john doe #privateeyes #i had to sit in school for 8 hours and all i did was think about Him #my oogly boogly #my scringlo rat #im so proud of my adopted pathetic man noise machine #as a reward he wont be getting thrown down the stairs affectionately tonight #legit feel like those parents w toddlers when they bring their child to the playground #and the kid just starts staring at anothef kid and im like awewewwww theyre best friends now #except instead of a kid its a grown ass man with deepseated trauma and a kill count #anyways as you can see im completely Normal #i am sane #i promise #(lie)

[crystalmagpie447]

AARGGGRRRRGRGBHYRz

writhing

twisting in pain

PFFOJIHNUJDS not the0 b e st but oh well @venomous-qwille im beating him up IJRH*DUJS yippeeyippee!!

#PUSHING HIM DOWN A FLIGHT OF STAIRS #<3 #myart #gitm #ghost in the machine #gitm sol #ejkortjiudn #ERUHEWJHBFHE #JUMPS AROUND #id in alt

[vodkaaa]

Name: Dylan vodka or v

Age: 17

Tkn

Interests: NIN, KMFDM, natural born killers, duck 1999, doom, South Park, nirvana, Pearl jam, the smashing pumpkins, Alex g, tv girl, Taylor swift, candles, MSI, splatoon, ghostbusters, witchcraft and reading

Feel free to interact!!

I'm also happy to talk to other alters that share the same source as me (like, Eric's, Brooks's etc)

#eric #eric and dylan #tcc fandom #tcc columbine #tcc tumblr #tccblr #Tcc #Eric harris #Dylan klebold #academy maniacs #nikita lytkin #artyom anoufriev #randy stair #adamlanza #sandy hook #Nine inch nails #trent reznor #pretty hate machine #the downward spiral #kmfdm #columbine school shooting #school shooters #zero day #zero day 2003 #cal gabriel #calvin gabriel #andre kriegman #andre #cal #calvin

[athenaismdb]

#architecture #japan #tokyo #building #street #house #street photography #light #shadows #stairs #shop #restaurant #home #houses #vending machine #signage #typography #art #design #street art #urban #urban photography #city #photographers on tumblr #cityscape #buildings #lights #東京 #日本 #photo

[scourgewins]

Can't stop thinking about Sammy doing the Wilhelm Scream. It is occupying my mind constantly. Please imagine this with a very, very clear Wilhelm Scream in your head. I swear I have a few non-Sammy BatDR ideas...

#drawing entity #batim #bendy and the ink machine #sammy lawrence #wally franks #batdr #bendy and the dark revival #he was literally in the game the least out of any character yet i still can't stop using him. #and wally definitely just left the keys on the stairs and was going to find them just now. #'oh you already found them sammy! thanks!'

[hajihiko]

I interpret Kaz's relationship with his dad a little differently from that one convo. He says something like 'he knew better than anyone that we didn't have the money' and I took that as his dad wanted him to go and have fun like a normal kid and not worry about the money. Of course, I don't justify physical discipline and it is abuse, even if the parent is well intentioned. I think that Kaz does love his dad and they're relationship might be more complicated. But you know that's just one of the many things he needs to work out in therapy.

(Again this is just my interpretation and I'm not saying yours is wrong. I do love the art.)

Just gonna use this as a little jumping point to talk about this bc why not, warnings for obviously sensitive topics

I dont think you're wrong, I actually probably agree, but one thing;

It's not uncommon for public perception to weigh more than actual actions or intent. In the example given, I see it like so; yeah, Souda sr. wanted his son to go on a field trip that they couldn't really afford. Yeah, Kaz wanted to help the household by not going on the trip and saving the money. Both have good intent here. It's not about that, though, because in Souda sr.'s eyes, refusing to go on the trip is like admitting that they're poor, which is like saying the father can't provide for his family, which is like public humiliation- in his eyes. In a fit of rage (and insecurity, if it's something that's already weighing on his mind, as these things often go) the assumption isnt that his son was trying to help, just that he did something that makes the father look bad. Which is a bigger trigger than most things, often, for patriarchal authority figures.

And it not an excuse for physical harm, no, nothing is. Probably, Souda sr. knows that, and didn't mean to snap- doesnt think he committed an act of child abuse- but he's been under a lot of stress, and his son was talking back, and, well.

I think they do usually get along alright, and Souda sr. does his best to provide for himself and his son and keep their relationship good, and Kazuichi is genuinely grateful for everything his dad's done for him? But in the end, it's another person Kazuichi trusted teaching him the lesson that people will let him down and hurt him, in some way at some point. If your parent whom you trust has made you genuinely afraid of them, it's hard to come back from it, and someone as anxious and emotionally sensitive as Kazuichi will hold onto that forever, probably, even as he might internalized some of it as his own fault.

It's a lot more complicated than just "bad father, sad son" (but again, not excusable, you don't hit your kids period). It's father and son who love each other and might be the only family they both have, but they clash horribly on occasion, make up (or don't talk about it at all), things die down, stay good for a while, then there's another clash- so it goes, even if the bad times are only occasional. The biggest Thing about these kind of relationships, to me, is that it's so easy to fall into a routine and let things stagnate, and before you know it, it's just How Things Are and it's easier to just deal than start rocking the boat.

#Not an art #Talky talky #Dysfunctional relationships and toxic family is always something I have Thoughts on #cw child abuse #This is also just me blabbing with little evidence so dont come for my throat ok I'm just pondering #I could talk about the kuzuryu family too I think there's a lot more context stuff there #But that's a diff post #I also hc that Kaz started thinking about the death machines before Junko #Not in a serious manner but as a malcontent kid who felt bitter and insecure and wanted to let it out somehow #Who hasnt fantasised about pushing someone down the stairs or sth right? That's where it started for him #Blah blah the 'anyone is capable of evil' theme #But also the 'that entire class was full of kids at risk and no one noticed or helped them and that sure didnt stop them from seeking- #-release and control and company from bad people who in turn affected them'

[anonyhun]

Dear Amnesia Tumblr

I would like to let you know that I had a dream last night and the next Amnesia game was called Amnesia: Women at Work.

Do with this information what you will.

#amnesia game #amnesia a machine for pigs #amnesia tdd #amnesia justine #amnesia the dark descent #amnesia the bunker #I saw game environments and mechanics too but I don't remember those details super clearly #It was hyped enough that it had one of those big cutouts stores use to advertise stuff #The main character looked like an in between of Liberty from that one painting by Eugène Delacroix and Rosie the Riveter #And like #I remember an infinite stair bit I THINK #ANYWAYS #I thought it was funny waking up #Amnesia Rebirth #I'M SORRY I FORGOT TO TAG YOU GUYS

[toruvi]

Do u guys have workout routines/ideas for someone who doesn't particularly like exercising :( I'm trying to get myself to exercise again 😭😭😭

#no running pls #ive considered the stair machine thingy and weightlifting.... #my form of exercise used to just be my job bc i was on my feet all day #but since getting a wfh position im kinda #..very sedintary NSFJCJDK

[lunaticpebble]

WHEN

#bendy and the ink machine #batim #joey drew #gone too far to say doodle #too rough to say finished #ah yes #he's my comfort character <3 #*KICKS HIM DOWN THE STAIRS*

[snekthedemonnoodle]

🎶✨when you get this, put 5 songs you actually listen to, then publish.🎶✨

uhhhhhhh idk guys i like music

time machine by autoheart

grapevine fires by death cab for cutie

spkothdvl by idkhow

always always by royel otis

overcompensate by twenty one pilots

#time machine #autoheart #hellbent #grapevine fires #death cab for cutie #narrow stairs #spkothdvl #idkhow #gloom division #always always #royel otis #pratts & pain #overcompensate #twenty one pilots #clancy #snek talks too much #sneks asks #sorry for the tag spam lol

[avephelis]

igneous and chip on the brain... love their bromance that will never be a romance because that man is way to good for chip. fistbump.

#i know the main reason his ass got rejected is igneous is like 30 or something and just wasnt interested but. come on. it's a little funny. #chip bitchless. but yeah i love those two theyre soo. rrgah. #“even without it you've got more heart than anyone in here” <- falls down a flight of stairs #dude i cant wait for igneous to officially join the crew he's so important to me. I LOVE NORMALISH GUYS!! #I LOVE JUST SOME GUYS SURROUNDED BY PROPHETIC HEROES AND PRODIGIES AND THEN THEY'RE JUST GUYS WITH A SWORD. #jrwi #jrwi igneous #not tagging chip he's in the washing machine rn

[vtimbertiger]

JRWI: RIPTIDE EP.114

STILL NOT FERIN WELL

Edit 4: if there ever was an episode to think about animating

#jrwi riptide spoilers #GILLION WHAT THE FUCK #IM SO CONFUSED RN #IM NOT EVEN ALL THE WAY THROUGH THE EPISODE #IM AT THE REVEAL #AND NOW BEFORE I CAN CONTINUE I FEEL I HAVE TO GO BACK TO THE MEAT LOCKER TO UNDERSTAND WTF JUST HAPPENED TO GILLION #RAAAHHHAHAAAHHHH #EDIT: SO THERE WERE 2 SETS OF WET SOUNDS FROM THE STAIRS #THE WET BREATHING BEING ON A LOWER FLOOR #AND IT WOULD MAKE SENSE THAT GILLION WOULD HAVE JOTHING ON HIS PERSON #BUT SOMEHOW THE SOLDIER CLONE GOT FURTHER AHEAD?!? #BROTHER WTF OS HAPPENING #WAIT WAIT WAIT WAIT so fake Gillion has the memories (?) of real gillion after waking up in meat cooler #AAAAAAHHHHHH #EDIT 3: WAIT WAIT WAIT IS JASON FERIN ALSO A DOPPELGÄNGER?? #GRAMMA FERIN SAID HE WAS STABLE JUST LIKE THE MACHINE #OR IS JASON THE MACHINE #GRIZZLY SAID IT IN A WAY THAT WOULD IMPLY THEY ARE ONE AND THE SAME #FUCK DUDE

[jon-withnoh]

I feel so foolish putting physical books on my Christmas list knowing that I’m moving again next summer and it’ll be so annoying to carry boxes upon boxes of books, but at the same time I’ll be going home on the train so I have to ask for things that are physically small and transportable.

#life stuff #tbf #the books were actually the least horrible part of the move #the sofa that’s older than me was much worse #so was the washing machine #plus my job is surprisingly physically demanding #so maybe I’ll just be buff by next summer #I run up and down the stairs so much it’s wild

[urfavtwat]

#anthem for tonights 30m stair machine #the rest of the session was pretty upbeat but now im getting SAD and in the tank #see you on the other side #Spotify

[butchvoid]

laundry my enemy

#I am. so envious of people who have in unit laundry or at least laundry machines on their floor #this building is. god. #I fucking hate this place sometimes. #the amount of spoons I burn doing laundry is insane because I have to go up and down two flights of stairs 3x to do a single load!

[archduke-enver-gortash]

this 🤏 close to sticking toothpicks or something between my eyelids i have to stay awake

#i feel like i‘m metaphorically rolling down a massive flight of stairs #anyways #who up thinking about gort as the father creator god and machine