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allmysticwords · 4 years

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Please Don’t Leave Again

Genre: Angst ; Fluff

Pairing: Namjoon ✖️ Reader (f)

Summary: Airplanes and hotel rooms - a remedy for growing distances?

Request tags: @prisczero ; please find the requests in Bold

No. 8. “I swear, I’m not crazy!”

No. 61. “You’re mine.”

No. 68. “Please don’t leave again.”

Warning: none

Word Count: 1.2k

Tags: idol life; angst; fluff; request

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A/N: Sorry, it took me a while to post this. Also, thankyou for requesting it, I hope you like it. Since this was the first ever request I’ve gotten I really want this to be good. 🙈

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You were always very happy whenever Bangtan went on tour because that meant your boyfriend Namjoon could do something that he really loved. He liked being on stage, performing for a crowd of thousands of people was something he really excelled at and loved doing. He loved the adrenaline rush and looking at all the happy faces even if he was tired at the end of the day. You on the other hand loved seeing him happy. So, you were always happy whenever Bangtan Boys went on tour.

However, you were also always sad. Them going on tour meant that you couldn’t see Namjoon for weeks sometimes months if he didn’t get a chance to sneak back to Korea or you didn’t get a chance to fly to wherever in the world he would be at that time. This meant that inevitably there would always be some distance between the two of you after the tour ended. Throughout his absence you would watch his life on screen. Through twitter posts and fan videos, late night skype sessions, text messages and so on so forth. He would also live a part of your life through long phone calls and funny texts. But by the middle of the tour, you missed him too much and he gets too tired to keep up with the regular calls and texts. So, you go days with minimal communication. You understand his situation, but it would be a lie to say that this doesn’t takes a toll on both of you and your relationship suffers.

But Namjoon always tries to make up for the lack of communication and conversation after the tour ends. He’s always by your side as much as he can. He plans little dates; gets you gifts and always makes sure you know that he stills loves you and cares about you as much as he did before he left.

But Bangtan is getting more famous day by day and the tour is getting longer and longer, and you don’t know how much of his absence you can take. You miss him too much. His laugh, his smell, the way he looked at you after a long day and the way he held you as you both laid on the couch talking about your day.

One of these days, you called Namjoon calculating the time difference between Korea and Paris. He was in France this week, and by now the show must have ended which means he should’ve texted you telling you how it went but he hasn’t yet. You don’t generally disturb him because you know that he must be busy, so you patiently wait for him to contact always leaving encouraging messages. But you missed him. So you decided to give him a call.

“Hey joonie, are you busy? I missed you so I thought we could talk for a while.” you softly spoke when he picked his cellphone. “y/n-ah I miss you too love but this is not a good time to talk, can I call you again later?” you could hear the regret in his voice.

However, later he did not call you back. You were up, waiting, scrolling through twitter and saw a video posted today of Namjoon and the rest of the boys at some bar in Paris. The realization dawned that it was not a good time to call because he was out partying while you sat here missing him like crazy.

You decided that this wouldn’t do. You can’t let the distance between the two of you both literal and metaphorical destroy the one thing you treasure the most. So here you were 4 hours later at the Seoul International airport with a ticket to Paris in your left hand and a small nightaway bag in your right.

Throughout the flight you were jittery, wondering whether Namjoon would be happy to see you or not or would he be upset that you came and disturbed his schedule. You’ve never done something this impromptu or spontaneous. Whenever you visited Namjoon before you both discussed the timing at length. But now that you were in the airplane there wasn’t much you could do but get through your plan. You understand now why people said never make decisions in the middle of the night.

You landed in Paris and took a cab straight to his hotel. You knew where he stayed but you didn’t know his room number and you obviously couldn’t ask the receptionist to just tell you his room number. You didn’t want to call him because you wanted it to be a surprise. You tried calling his manager, however he didn’t pick your call. You were wondering what to do when you heard your name being called.

“Y/n, what are you doing here,” you recognized the owner of the voice to be Hoseok. You warmly smiled at him as he gave you a quick hug. “I swear, I’m not crazy to fly to Paris to just surprise Namjoon” you hurried to say this. Hobi laughed, not at you but at the way you said this. “I think you’re a little crazy y/n-ah.” Hobi teased you, “But, I don’t think Namjoon will think so, he misses you too much to think you’re crazy.” This time it was your turn to laugh nervously.

Hoseok then told you Namjoon’s room number as he was walking towards the hotel gym and you made your way to Namjoon’s room on the 10th floor. Once in front of the room your hands were shaking a little as you rang the doorbell. You were excited but also nervous. A sleepy Namjoon opened the door and his eyes widened to see you standing before him. You smiled warmly at him, your eyes tearing a bit seeing him after such a long time.

“Hi joonie.” You breathed.

Namjoon instantly wrapped his arms around you, kissing your forehead, he held your face in his hands and kept peppering your face with kisses. Your cheeks, your nose and your lips. You pushed him inside the room and closed the door.

“Y/n-ah I can’t believe you’re here. You’re actually here. You’re here.” Namjoon kept repeating it and you both stood there and hugged each other.

“Y/n-ah, I was having such a hard time being away from you. You’re my bestfriend, I just wanted to see you and hold you and talk to you.” Namjoon said as you both cuddled on the bed.

“And you’re my bestfriend Namjoon, I missed you too much so I flew here.” Namjoon sighed.

“You’re mine y/n-ah”.

“and you’re mine Joon.”

You both looked at each other for a long time as Namjoon stroked your hair occasionally talking about all that you both missed while being away from each other.

Suddenly the doorbell rang and as Namjoon got up to see who’s at the door, you whispered quietly, “Please don’t leave again.” Namjoon turned around to see tears in your eyes. He knew you meant not to leave you again and not leave to open the door.

“You know I can’t promise that babe.” Namjoon whispered walking towards you, standing on the edge of the bed and holding your hand. He was upset. You could see that. You didn’t mean for him to hear this. But it was out in the open now. The air in the room heavy.

“I know Namjoon.” You held his hand back and gave him a small smile.

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