#thank you everyone who helped already

[sparkly-angell]

A thank you for everyone who's helping me with the donations 🏳️‍⚧️❤️

You can help me with my top surgery donating here ☕

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“Hey, Angel.”

“Yes?” Aziraphale turned his face towards Crowley, but his eyes didn’t leave the pages in front of him.

“Can I ask you something?”

“Ask away.” A page turned.

Crowley paused.

“Are you sure you won’t get uncomfortable with my question?”

“I can’t know that until you ask, can I, love?” Aziraphale patted Crowley’s shoulders and hugged him closer to his chest. “What’s bothering you?”

“Oh, it’s nothing,” Crowley got comfortable against Aziraphale’s chest, and since they were both naked (and what were clothes to beings as old as them) his eyes fell on the scars. They stayed there. “Just curiosity.”

And wasn’t that just what he was about? To move his shifty eyes, observe from afar and be curious? Wasn’t that why he fell in the first place? Curiosity killed the cat, but it also branded Crowley for eternity.

So he couldn’t really help himself, and by the way Aziraphale chuckled and smiled fondly, his angel knew it as well.

“Then ask away.” Another page turned.

“So,” Crowley started. “We’re both ethereal creatures, and we’ve been living on this planet for six thousand years.” Aziraphale nodded absentmindedly. “How many times have you discorporated?”

“I couldn’t tell. And I dare say you haven’t got a clue, either.”

“Yeah, exactly. I can’t. And it never occurred to me to count, honestly. Because what does it matter? If we can just get a new body with a snap of a finger.”

“The paperwork, for instance. Heaven and Hell’s resources should be used for other reasons, I should think.”

“Whatever. Yeah, maybe, but that’s a discussion for another time. The paperwork. Yes. That’s a bother–but in the end, we’ve pulled it off so many times that whatever we tell our higher ups doesn’t really matter.” Aziraphale conceded, and a frown grew on his face as he lost interest in the book.

He watched as Aziraphale memorised the page number, and closed the book. His eyes finally fell on Crowley.

“What’s all this, darling?”

“My point is that bodies, to us, don’t have the same meaning as to humans, do they?” Before Aziraphale could open his mouth and object, Crowley continued. “I’m not saying we’re not fond of them, of our forms and our looks, but they are discardable.” 

“I suppose.”

“So why, knowing all this, knowing we can have the body we want, whenever we want. Why did you get top surgery?”

The chest scars were a soft pink and weird to the touch, as Crowley caressed them with his fingers. They weren’t like the rest of Aziraphale’s skin, they were smoother, and seemed to stick out more.

“Oh, well.” Aziraphale shifted his arm upwards, finding Crowley's hair. He stayed quiet for a bit, caressing Crowley as he thought.

And how did he think. Crowley was starting to get anxious when finally Aziraphale spoke.

“Do you remember when we first met? At the supernova?”

Crowley nodded and held back an instinctive hiss. It was a bittersweet memory.

“I had just done my grand part of God’s plan. While yours had been in the universe department creating novas, I helped on Earth.”

“You created the humans, I recall.”

And how could he not? His first time expressing dooming curiosity.

“Indeed. Architecturing humans was part of my job assignment.” 

“I always thought that was what made you so soft towards them.”

“You’re not at all wrong.” Aziraphale smiled softly. “That feeling you get when you look at novas, or think about all the galaxies out there. The ones you made, with your own hands. Crafted them out of nothing creating something breathtaking and exquisite–that’s how I feel about humans.”

Crowley hummed but said nothing. He already knew all that. It was as simple as looking Aziraphale in the eye. His angel wore his heart on his sleeve.

“Back then, while crafting them, I couldn’t have fathomed how they would never stop amazing me. They are so… intricate. So plural. So different. They grew, they evolved from what I had first imagined. But still, somehow. Despite everything that has happened to them. Despite time changing them into something new– they are the same creatures I’ve created.” Crowley could see Aziraphale’s blue eyes getting glossy. “They love, they grieve, they get angry, happy, hungry, tired– they still got it all. And more.”

Crowley nodded, enchanted by Aziraphale’s passion.

“But… what does it have to do with this?” He kissed one of the scars.

Patiently, Aziraphale answered. “How could I not try to learn how they feel? Aren’t they my children, even if in a weird, kind of godly way? Aren’t I to love them all equally and unconditionally? Yet, how can I, if I don’t experience what it feels to be in their place?”

Crowley fell silent in amazement.

“The human experience is far from what it had been when I once made them. It’s shifting constantly. And I follow it dutifully.”

“Out of…love,” Crowley added.

“Out of love.”

#top surgery #trans man #nonbinary #good omens #ineffable husbands #aziraphale #crowley #aziraphale means so much to me actually #thank you everyone who helped already #it means the world to me

[hanzajesthanza]

geralt "i will NEVER deadname my best friend" of rivia

"he will ALWAYS be dandelion to ME"

#also 'including milva in male costume' goes SOOO HARDDD #everyone say thank you regis for citing a dozen precedents to pull that off. the effect of knowing your herstory <3 #c: geralt #s: i want to be by your side #geralt is like the reverse situation of a transphobe who 'has known you for 20 years so he can't call you something else now' #it's that he has known dandelion for so long that he can't call him anything else but his STAGE / CHOSEN NAME :') #the 'viscount dandelion' is so funny to me #i can accept that he's a viscount but I DRAW THE LINE at calling him by his birth name #milva: 'you can accept that he's a viscount??' #also it's lost in english but that his stage name and birth name begin with the same letter & thus sound. jaskier... julian... #not the 'chosen name starts with the same letter as the birth name' stereotype. and swag #the witcher books #book: lady of the lake #excerpt #one thousand million years ago in posada: #dandelion: 'don't you want to know my name' | geralt: 'but i already know your name. it's dandelion' #dandelion: 'but it's not my real name. don't you want to know my real and famous name' | geralt: 'not particularly' #geralt has the same relationship to dandelion's birth name and viscount status as dandelion has to kaer morhen 💀 #geralt and dandelion are like i don't care who you were back then i cannot comprehend your sad backstory all i care is about who you are no #i think this kind of friendship helped them both slightly detach from their exaggerated levels of perceived self-importance #geralt from his 'woe is me i will never be seen as a normal man' and dandelion from 'im the most interesting man in this tavern' #only SLIGHTLY detach. when they're around each other they temper expectations. but when they're apart it grows back

[plulp]

hey guys. remy design

#remy the farmer #dol #my art #sorry it took so long for me to make this #im watching live shows for one of my favorite music projects in the corner and i have to pause drawing to scream every 5 seconds #if i were in that crowd id be yelling. id faint. only but a dream to attend one of these #to the people that sent me another personality swap request also. i promise im not ignoring you but the one that said #''avery and eden swap would be a nightmare'' #youre completely right. it is a nightmare. i cant think of anything #so if either of you have any more ideas or anyone else does then PLEASE help me im begging you all i can think of is ??? i dont know #i hope you guys like this remy though #i was worried about if it was good enough but special thanks to the people on my side account that told me it was fine #i posted fem remy there too if you want to see it #i think when i do fem vers of them all ill group them up because itll take me less time to make it since ill already have the design basis #and also i feel bad for spamming you guys #actually would you prefer i keep posting them one by one or should i post them all at once? for these designs #i feel bad posting separately because that means the people who rb my posts reblog like 10 separate design posts in a row :( #and i dont want them to spam their blogs because of me #but i do really really appreciate it when i see someone do that in my notifs :) so thank you a lot if you do #and also thank you to everyone who leaves tags i read each and every one of them obsessively like a freak #this is getting too long im going to hit the tag limit at this rate #ill try to work on the avery eden thing again #see you all later :)

[goldkirk]

it is SUCH a good day to no longer be in a cult 😭🌈✨💖

#GOD I LOVE FREEDOM #look at my clothes!!!! look at my cubbies with rainbow paint and dnd stuff and forbidden books in them! #I fucking love life!!!!!! #even though it’s hard! even though I’ve still got a lot of legal and financial problems! #I am so fucking grateful I’m alive and I stayed alive long enough for this! #I’ve got trauma and body issues and financial hell and a genetic disorder and family problems but MY LIFE IS SO MUCH BETTER ALREADY #thank you to everyone who helped catch me when I had to jump #you’re all responsible for changing and saving my life #I love you and I hope I can pay it forward someday #personal #Katie has a face #also stream shiny happy people if you can #cult survivor #ex cult #ex homeschool #ex Catholic #cult escapee

[xkzy8]

I wanna make more of these guys!? There's so many characters to choose from tho, so you guys pick !! In an ideal world I'll end up doing everyone anyway, it's just a matter of when >:P

& remember that each one sold helps me fund more ! Even if your fav isn't up yet, consider getting one anyway to help me out !! ok ty love you all, & remember to reblog for a bigger sample size!!

#BIG thanks to everyone who's bought one already btw I see you guys 👀 #some of you have gotten so exci t ed I'm so happy to deliver >:3333 hope they each arrived safe and sound #💖‼ #kuroshitsuji #black butler #keychain #acrylic charms #黒執事 #and to everyone whose blorbo is yet to be dangled I'M HERE TO HELP..... even the small characters I wanna get to eventually #I love them all so much.....

[sergle]

not to be like i told you so but WE GOT YOUR BACK, SIS!! LITERALLY IN THIS CASE 💕💕💕

#LITERALLY... Idk what is going on #i was sort of expecting people to coyly look away once the gfm was actually up #thank you for everyone who is helping out. good god #i know it's not even close to the goal but it broke 1k and that's already insane #sergle answers

[flickeringflame216]

I want to gather my 11 year old self into a hug and say look. Look at all the love waiting for you. Look at all the friends who care about you unconditionally and love you tenderly and unironically. They text you good morning and good night and say hey I saw this and it made me think of you and ask do you want to take a walk with me this week? Look at how God hears you and knows you need this. Don't listen to the lie that you're not worth it.

#crying with joy and I just remembered that little girl and how lonely she was #It gets better dear heart! #I was away for like 5 days this week and so many of my loved ones missed me. I never expected to have that #I always thought I'd forever be missing people who forgot about me #But no! That's not the end of the story! #To everyone who was praying for me also: thank you so much. God's got me I know. I just need to trust him. #Looking at what he's done already helps with that! #thankfulness hours #on love

[savage-rhi]

💙

#I am not gonna let what happened take away my passion and innate desire to help people because I can't ignore that #if I learned to trust humans before I can re-learn and give people a chance again #Just because I've had a bad streak of dealing with people who see me as less than were abusive or otherwise #doesn't mean that everyone is a heartless bastard wanting to set me up to fail or want to personally hurt me #I am not gonna stoop to the level of those who have hurt me #whether they fucking like it or not I'm gonna be a therapist #I'm already a PSS they can't take that from me #I'm gonna be my authentic self I am not going to change my mold for anybody not for these dated policies and archaic fucking beliefs #that are designed to keep people sick and trapped #I can't save everyone I can't click with everybody but damn it I'm gonna fucking try and be present for people that don't have support #even if people hate me for whatever damn reasons they have cause everybody deserves a shot #may everything that has already been done to me be given back to by those that dealt it #I'm gonna wrap up my finals for this week and then open up my kofi shop for business #i still don't know wtf im gonna do to survive but im laying out the stones #thank you to everyone that has and continues to check in on me i love you a lot

[ruru124]

I'm crying right now...

#how to stop crying? #danny phantom #danny phantom a glitch in time #meme #thanks to everyone who offers me help #but I've already read the comic thank you all very much!!

[sonofshu]

ㅤ

#Most of you don't know #I was talking about one particular person in my system #And I feel really bad about it #I needed to protect her #And I'm the one who's attacking her #Her name is cadence #And she's a fucking child #I'm so so sorry to her #But no matter how many sorries I say it's never going to make up #I shouldn't be trusted with her #I shouldn't be trusted with myself #But I'm the last person who can take care of her #So I'll apologize and we'll have a nice long talk #I'm an awful person for doing this #I fucking knew that I can't help people and that I only hurt #I'll try to not be a lost cause #I'm sorry to everyone who cares about us #You shouldn't've seen us like this #I'll be a good person I promise #I've already done too much #You all shouldn't worry #I'm so sorry to everyone #And especially sorry to my partners #You all have been too good to me #Thank you all #For everything #I'll protect her from now on #If I get a better grasp on what's happening in the system #It should be better #Thank you and I'm sorry

[pepprs]

halfway thru my first drivers ed session. idk if i can do this aftually lol

#purrs #there’s like 30+ ppl in the class and most of them are high schoolers who already have like at least 20-30 hrs and i have 3. also the #instructor is really nice and means well but she is also a little clueless and she embarrassed me in front of everyone (or maybe i #embarrassed myself) bc she had us all introduce ourselves and say what we like to do and i said play video games and she was like oh are you #a bit of a gamer 👀 have you been to any of those conventions. LIKE 💀😭 NO I JUST PLAY SILLY LITTLE PET GAMES….. #but ajyways um. i don’t have enough driving experience to start behind the wheel lessons yet 💀💀💀💀💀 and we r watching videos rn and it’s so s #scary like istill have such trouble even maneuvering the car around how am isupposed to develop situational awareness and be driving on high #hihways and shit. this is so overwhelming. it’s like ‘every moment ur behind the wheel u and the ppl around u are at risk’ well idont want t #to be at risk or risk others lives. but also i need to move out. help 💔💖 #anyways this class has INSANELY long breaks (like 15+ mins thank god) and we might be able to end early every day too so. fingers crossed it #wont be that bad and i’ll actually retain stuff and learn to drive fucking finally. but im so scared #also on thursday we are watching a video depicting a graphic c*r cr*sh so. that’s just fucking great #drivers ed tag

[luna-lovegreat]

I'm not anon but I think I understand where they're coming from. There are some people who refuse to put pronouns in their bio/pinned posts to make a statement that they shouldn't have to specify their pronouns because they are obviously male or female and that trans/gender-nonconforming identities are invalid and not real. Unfortunately this is more common with blogs that are openly religious, which might be why anon asked you that.

It sounds like your lack of listed pronouns is more so because you didn't know it is preferred to list them and not because you have any queerphobic intentions.

In your bio, which is the space under your blog title where you can add extra notes, people usually list their preferred name, pronouns, whether they're an adult or a minor, any extra key info they feel it is essential for people to know in order understand their blog (such as English is a second language, person is a system or autistic, blog includes nsfw, religion, continent of residence etc.), main fandoms (like LoZ/LU), and role in fandom (writer, artist, analysis post maker, meme maker etc.). Any and all of these things are optional, but at a minimum, I recommend listing your preferred name and pronouns.

Pinned posts are optional. People use them to add extra info (like do-not-interact lists, switch friend codes, other fandoms, etc.) and to list/link fandom contributions such as fanfics written or popular posts.

What you should not put in your bio or pinned post are your exact age, birthday, real name, real names of relatives, city where you live (even including state/province is not recommended), health info that isn't relevant, is excessive, or is TMI.

Look at your mutuals/friends bios and pinned posts for inspiration/examples and create your own bio/pinned post however you want.

Oooo thank you!

Yayyyy advice :)

You are correct, I don't know these things. I'm glad it was brought to my awareness in a nice way :D

I overreact and talk too much- I hope I didn't scare my anon off just from such a long response /j

I definitely do not want to be saying I don't think pronoun clarification is needed, or invalidating my trans friends. That's so awful??? I did not know, and never intended any such implications

Thank you for the advice it's appreciated <333

#asks #thank you guys for the help :))) #original anon I'm here for you and I promise I'm not scary. thank you for pointing it out so I can change it :) #love to everyone :D #and if I have said anything offensive let me know as usual #again I normally take a long time on responses- my peeps who have already sent asks I'll respond soon #sorry I get stressed about stuff sometimes #I want to be kind and make you feel loved :) #still got anxiety tho :(

[revenantghost]

I may have a beyond-ridiculous migraine today, but last night was so fun slapping out memes that I have no regrets uwu hank you guys!!! I also have so many more memes I didn't use yet, I mean it when I say I have a problem lmao

#I knew the price considering I was already run down #The beginning of yesterday was hell #I HAVE NO REGRETS #I don't have much time or room for joy atm #And it was definitely worth it uwu #So thank you to everyone who visited my strange doorstep! <3 #Yadda yadda #Anyway time to try and control this bugger #The snow this morning definitely didn't help ough

[naranjapetrificada]

I never expected to write more than 2000 words in this or any other fandom. Here's more than 6000, in the first chapter of many.

Rating: Mature

Archive Warning: No Archive Warnings Apply

Relationship: Blackbeard | Edward Teach/Stede Bonnet

Tags: Alternate Universe - Arranged Marriage, Alternate Universe - Fantasy, Alternate Universe - Ancient Rome, or at least inspired by it, Post-War, Trauma, Childhood Trauma, Cultural Differences, Imperialism, Canon-Typical Racism, Political Alliances, Roman Attitudes Toward Divorce, Happy Ending, Mutual Pining, Not Actually Unrequited Love, David Jenkins School of Historical Inaccuracy

#continuing with the self-promotion #i'm sorry I just really want to share this one with people #i know people are rightfully cautious about WIPs so maybe I just need to be patient and keep writing #it just helps knowing people read it and have feelings about it #(thanks to everyone who already liked commented or shared) #if it makes you feel any better #i've already decided which academic blurb I'm starting chapter 2 with #arranged marriage au #ancient rome AU (sorta) #ofmd #our flag means death #writing process #fic writing #baby's second longfic #chapter 1

[disorganizedkitten]

"Oh you came from a nuclear family" I announce, squinting heavily at the bonding speenrun I clicked on expecting a slowburn

#Jaymeow speaks #is it rude? probably #but listen #some of you have not actually had to deal with sudden new siblings and it shows #“Apple you write the same things” #yeah but I recognize it's inaccurate #and also sometimes do it right #“oh babies aren't that bad” #mhm sure #and the sixteen year old with a drug abuse issue that no one can figure out how to help? #The 14yo who already struggled sharing her parent and now has to share with more people and is constantly breaking down because of it? #the 22yo who only comes by for family dinners and could hate everyone or love everyone and the rest of us wouldn't even know? #the 12yo? the 17yo? #maybe this is on the wrong blog but I write more family stuff here #A piece of paper declaring a relation doesn't do much #that takes WORK #ted talk over thank you

[iristhedeadflower]

the planets, op. 32 by siempre_musica (@assim-eu-sou) poster art <3

#THIS WAS SO FUN #thank you lauren for writing such a rich and creative and beautiful fic to draw a poster for <3 it was genuinely so fun #i might make this an actual series - so many fics i want to draw posters for (its a whole thing sorry im annoying) #you might never know who will be next (said threateningly) #for now i think ill call the series #fic posters collection #yeah thats good enough #anyway <3 EVERYONE GO READ PLANETS IF YOU HAVENT ALREADY SUCH A GREAT FIC MADE ME FALL SOOOOO HARD #mmmmmmm love my talented genius gf!!!! #dw theres nothing spoilery about this poster is there nah i think we're good #help #anyway! made my point! read! #violetta #my art #ludmila ferro #violetta castillo #naty vidal #diego hernandez #leon vargas