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goldkirk · 11 months
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it is SUCH a good day to no longer be in a cult 😭🌈✨💖
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xxnghtclls · 2 months
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Flickering Lights
Chapter 1: Flickering Lights
Chapter (2)
True Form Sukuna x fem!reader
Warning: Graphic Depiction Of Violence!
Tags under the cut and will be updated over the course of writing!
Summary: On a sad friday night, you’re finishing your last email for your job, as suddenly The King of Curses appears through a rip of space in time in your office. A change of everyday life perhaps?
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Welcome to Flickering Lights!
I hope you will enjoy <3
The -play- cues or underlined texts are linked to the specific songs she’s listening to, however I didn’t time the songs with reading time, since everyone of us reads at a different pace. I hope you’ll have fun anyway. :)
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clack clack clack clack
The harsh sound of your fingers hitting against the keys on your keyboard is reaching your ears, as you’re finishing the last email for the day.
The day, which will end in about 10 minutes. 
It’s friday, 11:50 p.m. and you’re still in the office tower you work in. 
Alone. An odd occasion, since this situation is not unusual in your field of work. Harsh deadlines require overtime. 
Often.
Too often.
But today, your co-workers must have had something better to do. It’s friday after all.
And you wish you had the guts to do that, too.
Flickering lights from the illuminated advertisements from outside the streets are dancing in the corners of your eye. Your only company tonight.
And you blink. With a sigh, you look to the window to your right, having Tokyo looking right back at you.
Sometimes, you wish you would have the time to flee this place, your office, your life. To actually enjoy those lights, to experience something. To not give your life up for your job.
To feel not as lonely. Lonely in this city of millions.
A longing deep in your heart.
But-
I gotta pay my fucking bills, you think, as you sigh another time, before turning back to your computer. The light on your desk makes your eyes tired and before you finish your email, you go into your music library on your phone and put on your headphones. A ritual you almost do on every overtime night. It gives you energy. Almost a prayer to whoever listens. Someday something must happen. 
Right?
-play-
How can you see into my eyes like open doors? 
Leading you down into my core 
Where I've become so numb …
Your blood starts pumping and the hairs on your body stand up, as the song crawls through your veins. 
Without a soul, my spirit's sleeping somewhere cold
Until you find it there and lead it back home …
Your body starts moving on its own, you move your head and lips in sync to the song. It gives you energy to finish this last fucking email before the chorus hits. 
And you slam your middle finger on enter.
Send!
(Wake me up) wake me up inside (I can′t wake up), wake me up inside
(Save me) call my name and save me from the dark
Oh my god.
You feel it. The song hits your core so deep and you turn the volume even louder. Singing both parts at the same time in your head, you let yourself go.
(Wake me up) bid my blood to run (I can't wake up) before I come undone
(Save me) save me from the nothing I've become
Flickering lights hit the corners of your eyes, bass in your heart, as you lip sync quietly, but passionately, while you close all your remaining applications on your desktop. 
You would not want to risk someone, anyone, to actually hear you singing.
Suddenly the bass gets unusual heavy, but you love it. You feel the song even harder.
Adios Bitchatchos. See you on monday, you think to yourself, as you notice a glitch on your desktop. 
Another one. 
And another one. 
The light on your desk flickers as well. You frown in confusion, but brush it off as a “monday me” problem and shut down your computer. Standing up, still moving and lipsynching to the song, you lean forward to turn off the monitors, as the bass grows even heavier.
Weird. Those headphones only cost me like 5000 yen-
Wrrrrmmmm!
Suddenly the ground vibrates and your knees give in. You grab yourself onto the desk, as an energy pulls you down. Pulls you down to your knees and almost cuts the air off your lungs and nose. You gasp, as the ground starts to vibrate and jitter even harder. Bring Me To Life still pounds into your ears, so dramatically, as you feel your vision blurring and glitching, as the light on your desk finally says goodbye, leaving you in total darkness of the office space. Looking around you don’t see anyone, start to get scared.
What’s happening?? An earthquake?
The vibrations are sent through your whole body, your blood tingles in your veins, just in time for your favourite part of the song.
Frozen (frozen) inside without your touch, without your love
Darling, only (only) you are the life among the dead …
Just in this moment, the technology of your cheap ass headphones gives in and sends an incredibly loud beep to your ears, distorting the wonderful voice of Amy Lee.
Fuck!
You yell in pain and yank the headphones off your head, just before a loud grunge noise echoes through the room, makes it vibrate even more, makes you push your hands over your ears. All the other monitors are shutting on and off and on and off and glitching and blinking. 
Zschhhh!
Suddenly a blue glowing light crawls into the air in the split of a second, like a lightning strike and it starts to tear apart. A gap ripped into the air of the office space, just a few desks next to yours.
What the fuck?
You don’t believe your eyes, as a tall shadow starts to appear in the gap that just opened, before it steps forward, red eyes glowing through the dark, while the rap part starts to roar through the headphones in the background.
All this time, I can't believe I couldn't see
Kept in the dark, but you were there in front of me
I′ve been sleeping a thousand years, it seems
Got to open my eyes to everything
Without a thought, without a voice, without a soul
Don′t let me die here, there must be something more
Br-riing m-m-me t-tt-to l-lifeeee-…
And with this your headphones die, leaving you alone with… 
Who is this?
Tap. 
Tap. Tap.
Feet step into your office and you slide beneath your desk. The vibrations grow harder, the energy heavier, as the gap seems to close back up, almost pulling you completely to the ground.
Whoom!
And suddenly-
it’s all silent.
Quiet.
Calm.
You don’t know what to do. 
Hide? Say something? 
Still on the ground, you let your hands leave your ears and watch below the desks. Two massive feet, covered in tabi socks and wearing ancient looking sandals, quietly walk into your direction. 
Flickering lights dance upon the ground and onto the moving clothes. Your heart is racing and you put your hand upon your mouth to be as silent as possible, as the person walks closer and closer. Another step and they will pass your desk, will see you sitting there like a little baby, not knowing what the fuck just happened. 
And finally he walks into your vision, not even offering you a glance. A tall man, a black cloak around his shoulders, covering his upper arms and parts of his chest. A white hakama sitting on his waist. Pink hair, four red eyes, simple tattooed lines on his face and wrists and chest. A mask is covering the right side of his face. 
Why does he look like a villain? 
Your eyes widen at the man in front of you.
He’s built like a tank.
With a smug smirk, he steps in front of the window facade, looking down onto the streets of Tokyo. 
“Keh Keh Keh.” he giggles.
Such a devious voice.
You watch him suspiciously, watch how the lights illuminate his face, unsure if he’s seen you yet or knows that you’re here.
His eyes roam around the streets and his expression grows excited. So excited.
“What a view.” he quietly smiles, before he taps against the window with his nail.
Tap. Tap.
The glass sounds firm.
He looks up, musters the framing and cocks his eyebrow and pouts his lips. 
You frown at him. Confused, because he looks like he’s never seen a proper window before. 
“It’s shatterproof glass.” you suddenly say quietly, still curled up beneath your desk. He freezes, as his left ear twitches, before his eyes and finally his head slowly move and turn to look at you and your eyes meet.
Silence.
Shit.
He glares at you, looking like an evil villain indeed. His red eyes glow in the dark and pierce right at you, as you feel his demon-like energy reach you, looking right at your soul, so deep and intimidating, as if your eyes are truly only a window to your mind. 
And you’re about to pee your pants.
“You uhm.” you point your trembling finger at the glass. “You can’t fall through it… b-because it’s. You know… shatterproof.” you stumble quietly, before you crawl out from beneath your desk and grab your jacket, phone and dead headphones. “It… doesn’t sh-shatter.” 
He stays silent, so silent, as suddenly a second pair of arms reveal themselves from under his cloak and cross in front of his torso.
And you can’t help but to stare in shock and confusion at his arms, tattooed chest and his flexing muscles, as you’re being hit by his degrading energy at the very same time. You are so overwhelmed by anything and everything, that you can’t help but to think that-
It’s almost as if-
He rolls his eyes and turns his face back to the window. The silence crushes you and the look on his face is still so intimidating, as he suddenly flicks the finger, that previously tapped against the glass.
BrrshhZschinnggg! 
The glass of a window shatters into a thousand pieces and with an incredible force, like an invisible blade, the energy cuts through everything in it’s way, leaving a track of loud destruction and cuts a furrow into the floor, your computer and the wall a few yards behind you. 
Bamm!
So close to you, that you even think you lost some hair. You feel the impact shatter in your bones.
“Is that so?” he grumbles in a deep, unimpressed voice, with his left bottom eye watching you. Your heart almost stops- waiting for the alarm to go off…
but it doesn’t. 
Yup, out we go.
Before he can do anything more your body moves on its own. 
A breeze from outside and the sounds of the street are blowing in through the broken window. You twitch a forced smile at him, before you tipple your way between the desks and out of the office space.
With a racing heart you run to the staircase, as the lights in the dark hallway flicker above your head, fighting to get back on. But they don’t. They die down again, leaving you in utter darkness. With a hitching breath, you pull out your phone and turn on the flashlight, as you tipple your way to take the stairs. Not just because the elevator is probably down as well, but to calm down. No elevator ride could soothe the adrenaline in your body right now. 
Tap.Tap.Tap.Tap.Tap.Tap.Tap.Tap
Down the stairs, five stories, until you arrive at the entry hall, seeing the security guard at the reception table in the dark. Cursing under his breath, his face is illuminated by a flashlight on his desk, while he’s being busy to tap onto his monitors and to smash on the keyboard to get the cameras back on screen.
That creature must’ve caused a total blackout. 
The security guard doesn’t mind or even notice you walking by, so you take the chance to quickly walk to the front door with no air in your lungs and sweat in your armpits. You catch a look onto the still busy streets. 
Did someone from outside notice?
People are walking, no one is looking. 
Sigh. 
Thank god.
You carefully slip through the front door and see a few broken glass pieces onto your left. Quickly, you cross the street, melting into the groups of people, vanishing behind many faces, looking down to your feet and hoping nobody from outside caught you leaving the building. To calm your panic, you first buy yourself a coke on the next vending machine. 
Psssshh.
Sip. Sip. Sip.
Sigh.
Better.
You inhale, before you slowly turn around, looking up to your office on the fifth floor, where you were a few minutes ago, curious what the fuck just happened there. 
Flickering lights and advertisements mirror themselves on the remaining not-so-shatterproof glass, leaving a black hole on the one that indeed shattered. You can’t see him. 
He might be gone. 
But… it wasn’t a dream, was it? 
You put on your headphones and try to connect them back to your phone.
Maybe the building got struck by a lightning, while I was knee deep into feeling Amy Lee’s voice.
No. Nothing.
Dead.
Shit, you think to yourself as another rush of adrenaline flows through your veins. 
That was exciting… 
You bite your lip.
Maybe my prayers were heard.
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almightyellie · 2 years
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all your'n
in which you both know that he loves you. of course, you do.
word count is 1.6k
author says i simply love jake seresin, but not as much as i love a wedding date fic <3
title inspo is all your'n by tyler childers
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“you two are a beautiful couple.”
an hour and a half ago, you might have corrected jake’s aunt (cousin?), but how many times can you smile politely and say, oh, just friends, actually and face that expression, half confused and half disappointed? now, you and jake just smile, and jake squeezes your waist while you say, “that’s so sweet, thank you.”
a wedding had seemed like an easy favor, but now you wonder how it ever could be. a room full of seresins, a little boozy and high off a joining of two souls. they’re as southern as southern comes, and the thrill of love and alcohol only further emphasizes this. jake laughs softly in your ear, squeezing you close. 
he should have known that this would happen—you have a sneaking suspicion that maybe he did—but he had a little extra faith in his family, hoping they would be focused only on his baby sister on her day. you can tell she kind of loves it, though, because every time you catch her eye with a silent plea for help, she giggles and claps. she’s almost as bad as her brother.
neither of them are half as bad as their mother.
“isn’t it wonderful?” she croons, holding the two of you together. “i’ve been telling them to get together for years. they finally listened.” she finishes with a wink in your direction and a knowing smile. she truly had been telling you two to get together as long as she’s known you, but she’s taking this opportunity to really play it up.
you pinch jake’s side, sharing a knowing look with him. his tux offsets his tanned skin beautifully despite his complaints. beth had insisted he not wear his uniform (“don’t steal my limelight, asshole!”) to her civilian wedding, and though you loved a chance to see him in his uniform, it had been years since you’d seen him in any non-military formal wear. oh, was it a sight. 
with a soft smile, he nods once. “c’mon, sweetheart,” he goads. “i think you’ve earned a drink.”
it’s almost a struggle to get to the bar unscathed, but it’s oh so worth it when you do and jake pays for your drink. “you shouldn’t have, babe,” you giggle. 
he laughs good-naturedly. “you’re annoying. sit down.”
jake’s feeling like a real big man with you on his arm, looking so right and pretty. he’s been looking forward to this for weeks; any excuse to spend a few hours with you making him look better. he has to admit, his family is right. the two of you are a damn fine couple, and the ache he’s gotten so used to hurts a little more than normal.
you’ve known one another for years. somedays, jake thinks you know him better than he knows himself. most days, though, he knows that couldn’t possibly be true. if you knew him better than he knew himself, you would know that sometimes you smile at him and he gets a head rush. you would know that he lies awake at night just in case you text him something ridiculous about your cat or your job. you can’t know that just the sight of you makes his heart pound and his mouth dry because if you did, you would never look at him the same. you could never treat him like he’s just jake ever again, because you would know that you weren’t, and never had been, just you. you had always been everything.
you know a little more than you let on, but you won’t ever bring it up. he hadn’t always been so obvious, but since his return from top gun, he’s been just slightly different. you can’t know the specifics, but you know that he’s had a change of heart; he’s a little more open, a little more apologetic. a little less subtle. your best friend has such an ego, he might never survive if you told him that his jealousy, that his almost-yearning has been clear as day for the last few months.
he doesn’t realize that he’s been staring until you tilt your head at him with the sweetest smile he’s ever seen. “what?” you ask, taking a long pull from your water.
“i like this,” he answers honestly, brushing his knuckles softly against your hairline. 
you smile disbelievingly at him, slightly incredulous. “like what?”
his cheeks pinken up and his smile, though still trying to pull off that smug act, can’t fool you. he’s bashful. “i just mean…that i like when we’re together.”
with a quiet laugh, you say, “well, i should hope so. we’ve spent the last ten years glued together.” the song changes and he loses what little nerve he managed to scrape together, so he finishes your water and nods when you insist, “come dance with me.”
“the road cones blur like memories of the miles we shared between,” he sings easily, wrapping one of his arms around your waist and grabbing your hand with the other. it’s one of his favorites, one you know far too well, and you’re happy to let him hum in your ear. he’s only a little tone-deaf—he struggles with the higher notes, and it’s such a familiar sound that you melt into his chest.
with his mouth against your ear and his thumb stroking circles against the back of your hand, you two sway on the dance floor. you like this, too. you like the way he holds you, how he smiles at you like you’re the only person he can see. you like when he sings to you even though you always jeer him, even though there are people around, even though he doesn’t need to. 
the lights strung across the venue ceiling reflect in your eyes when you pull back to look at him. he’s entranced, especially when the corner of your lip turns up. “now what’s that look?”
he shakes his head with a growing grin, pulling you a little closer. “just thinking,” he answers.
your brows pinch in faux concern. “careful, seresin. you’ve been doing a lot of that tonight; don’t hurt yourself.”
with a roll of his eyes, he pinches your side. “watch it,” he warns, the smile evident in his voice, and you giggle. 
“i think i smell smoke.”
jake heaves a long sigh, still swaying with you as you muffle your giggles in his suit jacket. “you think you’re cute, huh?”
you beam at him, tilting your head. “i think we both know that i’m adorable.”
“and you’re lucky you are, honey,” he murmurs, warm hand stroking up your spine. he’s looking at you unflinchingly, that twitch of his lips giving away his thoughts. It’s the first time all night that he isn’t shying away from openly adoring you.
you shiver under his gaze; he looks better than ever, under the soft lighting in his fancy suit. it’s the low rumble of his words, your chests pressed together, and the way he looks at you. you’ve always seen that little glimmer of adoration in him; you know him too well not to. part of you was waiting on him to make a move, but something about this moment—the warmth of his body and the way his eyes flicker to your lips, the unconscious way he pulls you closer. 
jake feels faint at the sober way you look at him, like you’re looking right through him into his very soul. he almost shivers against you, but you don’t notice. you’re too busy leaning into him, resting your weight against his chest and nudging your nose against his. you’re sure his mother is staring, but you can’t find it in yourself to pull away; the thought of being watched doesn’t even cross jakes mind. he’s too wrapped up in you, eagerly awaiting your next move.
featherlight, your lips brush his. it’s hesitant, a little bashful, and he doesn’t want to startle you away but he can’t help himself. he makes the final leap and presses his lips to yours. a large, warm hand fills the dip of the small of your back, and you take in a deep breath as he kisses you earnestly. you stroke his cheek tenderly, allowing him more access. a little shiver trembles down your spine, goosebumps blooming across your arms; you hadn’t realized how desperate you had been to break the contract of your friendship until you had. years of waving off his mother and sister, years of waiting for him to make the first move, and you could have had him like this the entire time.
you pull away to suck in a soft breath, keeping him close when you press your forehead against his shoulder. his nose buries itself in your hair, breathing you in while you take a moment to consider him. over the speakers, the emcee—jake’s little brother showing off his seresin charm, naturally—begins to calling for the bouquet toss. “single ladies,” he croons, arching a suggestive brow. “what are y’all waiting for? get up here.” jake chuckles, rolling his eyes, and you can’t help your own laugh, muffled against your best friend’s chest.
“he’s such a showboat,” you scoff.
you lean back to look at him, and those green eyes look back at you so tenderly. his hand lifts, fingertips brushing your cheekbone, and in that soft tone that you love so much, he asks, “you gonna go up there?”
as if it were possible, you lean even closer and give him another soft kiss. “no. think i’m going to stay with you.”
he beams.
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wordsonamission · 4 months
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hi! can I request Icemav 7 of 14 for the kiss prompts please?
Thanks so much! Sorry for the delay, these ran away with me and got a lot longer than I had originally planned. I hope you like what I ended up writing!
7 – Forehead against forehead
Ice usually found these sorts of places vaguely claustrophobic. A bit rich, coming from someone who made a career out of living with thousands in a floating sardine can, but there was a difference between carrier living and the way that a club’s atmosphere affected every one of his senses. The throb of the music’s bass reverberated in his stomach, the strobing lights gave him a headache, and the endless crush of bodies touching and sweating and writhing together was sensory overload hell.
He retreated out to the patio. His fingers itched to reach for the pack of cigarettes that he no longer carried. A promise was a promise, and he couldn’t go back on a pinkie promise to someone as doe eyed as seven-year-old Bradley Bradshaw. The boy was right, it was a dangerous and disgusting habit, but Ice had always needed something to fiddle between his fingers and the nicotine took a nice edge off of situations like this. Thankfully there were only a couple of smokers on the patio to tempt him with the scent.
“Wolf said I’d find you out here.”
Ice rolled his eyes but didn’t turn. He hoped the night sky would hide the flush on his cheeks that bloomed every time Maverick tucked himself into Ice’s personal space so confidently.
“There’s a bit too much going on in there,” Ice admitted finally. “And it’s not like I want to watch Wolf and Wood go at it in public like that. They have no decency.”
Maverick snorted. “That’s fair. But they’re really happy.” Ice pretended not to hear the wistfulness in his tone.
 “Of all of us, I’m surprised that they’re the first to get out,” Ice said as Maverick stayed silent.
“Wood said he didn’t think he’d pass the sight test anymore.” Mav’s voice was down to nearly a whisper. “But while I guess that could be true, it’s gonna be a lot easier for both of them if they aren’t living with threat of dishonorable discharge dangling over their head every day.”
Ice wet his suddenly dry lips. Now he was the one scanning to make sure they weren’t being overheard. The four other people on the patio weren’t paying any attention, three were chatting with each other and the fourth was heading back inside. Still, his jaw ticked. “There’s always risk.”
“They can actually live together,” Maverick breathed, watching Ice’s face closely.
Ice squirmed under the attention, twisting his lips downward bitterly. “Just because they’re out of the military, that doesn’t mean they’re safe. You know that as well as I do.”
“Still,” Maverick shrugged, “it’s a chance.” He wet his lips, looking up at Ice through his lashes. “D’you think we’ll ever get a chance?”
Ice’s heart lurched. The words were right on the tip of his tongue – no, they wouldn’t ever get to live the way they wanted. Unless a lot of things changed about society, their love would always have to be a dirty little secret, the ticking time bomb that threatened their security and happiness. But Maverick was a dreamer and lived so fearlessly. He was more uncomfortable living a lie than he was afraid of the consequences of being caught. Ice envied his courage and didn’t have the strength to deny his hopes.
“I don’t know, Mav. Maybe someday.”
Pain flashed across Maverick’s face but he hid it well. He nodded to himself as much as to Ice, dropping his gaze to the concrete. He kicked at a couple of cigarette butts with the toe of his boot and hunched his shoulders as if he was suddenly cold.
Grumbling a curse, Ice stepped forward and grabbed Maverick’s elbow. Mav startled, off-balance, and looked up in shock. Ice knocked their foreheads together gently, lingering a bit too long as warmth seeped between their skin. The contact was as sweet as any kiss and carried just as much heady promise. Maverick inhaled on a shuddering breath and clutched at Ice’s sleeve to hold him close.
“I hope so,” Ice confessed, his voice raw and ragged. “God, I hope so.”
Ice bunted his jaw against Maverick’s temple before he stepped away. One last point of searing contact. If anyone had been watching them closely, they might have seen how Ice’s lips briefly connected with Maverick’s hairline. Or they might have seen how Maverick squeezed Ice’s arm before releasing his white-knuckle grip. But no one was paying attention, so they were safe for another day.
14 – Kissing under the stars
 The waves rushed in and out over the sand, their ebb and flow as predictable and soothing as a cat’s purr. Maverick lost himself to the sound and let himself float. Everything hurt, despite the painkillers he had been forced to take, lest he be forced to endure the wrath of Ice’s infamous Disappointed Eyebrow. The meds gave him a floaty head and slowed his reflexes in exchange for turning down the brightness of the agony along his spine.
The canvas beach lounger next to him creaked. Ice made as few concessions to his age as possible, but conceding that it was easier to stand up from an actual chair than directly from the sand was one of them. He retaliated by keeping one foot off of the lounger, his toes buried in the sand, as he turned the pages of his book.
“Light's going,” Maverick said into the comfortable quiet between them. The sunset was faded to its final orange and pink blush. He watched as the color danced across the water’s surface. Maybe the pills were stronger than he thought.
Ice hummed thoughtfully but didn’t look up. Maverick knew from experience that he could read with very little light. And no, that was not the reason for his glasses, though they’d had that argument before. Maverick didn’t want to hear about how white pages reflected light and knew that Ice wouldn’t bear any repeating of the electronic reader discussion, so he just laughed and watched the water glitter while listening to Ice’s steady breathing.
There had been a while when it didn’t seem like they’d get to have these quiet moments ever again. Cancer was a bitch, treatment for it was somehow worse, and Maverick couldn’t help but throw himself into dangerous situations just to feel some sort of control. But now Ice was firmly into remission and Maverick was home. He tried not to think about the fact that they would both be retired within the year. Ice had earned the rest and the proper send-off. It was Maverick who didn’t feel ready.
Time slipped away like the grains is sand that he carded between his fingers. The temperature dropped precipitously without the sun, reminding him that it was November. Even sunny San Diego conceded that it was best to spend a few months of the year with cooler weather. Maverick found the edge of coolness exhilarating, but the night air would make Ice cough.
Ice, in tune to Maverick’s moods as usual, sighed and put down his book. His face tipped up to the sky, watching as a few stars poked through the purply dark of the urban night sky.
 “Light pollution ruins the view,” Ice grumbled.
“We should spend some time at the hangar,” Maverick agreed. “You’d love the sky out there.”
Ice hummed again. Maverick laughed softly. Dragging a beach creature like Ice that far away from water always took some extra special coaxing.
Maverick pushed up off the sand and straddled Ice’s lap, pressing his sandy palms against Ice’s cheeks. Ice raised an eyebrow and smirked but didn’t complain. His hands rose automatically to Maverick’s hips, absently sneaking up under his shirt to press on bare skin.
 “Wanna head in?”
 Ice shook his head. “The view’s too pretty to leave yet,” he purred, smirk deepening as Maverick blushed. More than thirty years together and his flattery still went straight to Maverick’s heart.
“Surely you don’t mean this,” Maverick said, gesturing to his face. “I’ve been called out for being an old man more in the last couple of weeks than I’ve heard in the last couple of years. It’s starting to get to my head.”
“You’re not old, you’re experienced. Those hotshot children haven’t lived long enough to know the difference.”
Maverick grinned. “Look at you. Mr. Iceman, gone all soft and sweet.” He rubbed his sandy thumbs into Ice’s stubble, just to make him complain about the itch.
“Still incorrigible, I see,” Ice snorted. He seized the back of Maverick’s neck and drew him down to kiss. Maverick leaned into the embrace, relishing their easy give and take. Ice kissed confidently and touched Maverick in exactly the right way to have them both panting in no time.
“We’d better go in,” Maverick said regretfully, “or someone’s gonna complain.”
 “Who?” asked Ice, gesturing to the empty beach. “It’s just us.”
“It’s getting cold. And we have much more comfortable furniture in the house.”
 “That’s true.” Ice pretended to consider the options with all the gravity of his four-star status. “I suppose the suggestion has merit.”
The only warning Maverick got was a playful glimmer in Ice’s eyes before he pinched Maverick’s waist, making him squawk and fall off of Ice’s lap back into the sand.
“I can’t believe you actually did that!” Maverick complained, feigning displeasure. Ice just laughed, heaving himself out of the chair.
“The fastest way to get you moving is to give you the right motivation,” Ice deadpanned gravely. “Now come on, let’s take this discussion inside.”
Maverick leered and made a great show of snapping his beach towel against Ice’s butt in retaliation, even though he knew that the heavy put-upon sigh was going to be the only response he got. Sobering fast, his step faltered as he followed Ice up the beach with their stuff to the house.
Their house, where they shared the same bed every night. Friends visited them there openly and the address was listed on their Navy paperwork. It was no secret that they were in love and that they were married.  There were some benefits to the passage of time, and Maverick would take some aches and pains if it meant that he no longer had to hide how much he loved Ice.
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witchersoldier · 7 months
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Blonde Sun
jj maybank x latina!reader
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SUMMARY: sharing songs in a hammock leads to a confession from you.
WARNINGS: none, just fluff. and my rushed/not proofread writing.
WORD COUNT: 0.8k
AUTHORS NOTE: I just finished writing this. It's just a little fic/blurb based on a song (I linked it in the fic if you want to listen), but I still don't know how to feel about it. Hope you like this, either way.
The cool late afternoon breeze hits my skin, soothing the heat from the first part of the day. Soothing the heat from where his skin touches mine, so absentmindedly.
Spending time laying in John B’s hammock with JJ quickly became my favorite thing to do on summer days. We talked about anything that came to mind, or we didn’t talk at all, just enjoying each other’s company. Being around him was calming, even with his unending energy and hotheadedness. So, yes, I always looked forwards to our hammock days.
Today we decided sharing songs from our playlists would be the hammock activity, as he decided to call. As his song was finishing, I looked for one from my playlist -which is mainly made up of Taylor Swift’s and 5 Seconds of Summer’s songs.
“Your turn,” JJ reminded me, “but enough with the Taylor Swift. You’re not showing me your playlist, you’re showing me her discography.” He said with his eyes closed, but a lightheartedly judging facial expression.
“You’re one to talk, I’ve been listening to Chase Atlantic all day.” I pointed out, still scrolling through my playlists, searching for something different. He muttered some incoherent defeat phrase that I didn’t bother to pay attention to. “Ok, I think I found just the one. This song is from my birthplace, different enough for you, right?” JJ opened his ocean eyes, even more beautiful now in the fading sunlight. Having him look at me, his attention undivided, felt like a blessing.
I was so head over hills for the blonde man in front of me, for as long as I can remember. But, as cliché as it sounds, I was afraid of saying something and that leading to our falling apart. And I’d rather have him as a friend for the rest of my life, than not having him at all. There were times I almost told him about my feelings, but something, or someone -whose name started with a J and ended with N-, always interrupted the moment.
“What are you waiting for? Hit me with it.” Right, the song sharing.
“This song is called ‘Sol Loiro’ by Armandinho”
As the song went on, I couldn’t help but hum to the calm rhythm, all the while looking at JJ for his reaction. It was stupid of me to feel a need of approval for this song. But it reminded me of him and the way I felt for him. It was important to me and I hoped, someday, it could be important for him too.
“Nice rhythm, it’s calming. I’m curious: what’s this song about?” there. He asked the question I was hoping he wouldn’t. Why couldn’t he just say he liked it and move on? I know I would talk with my heart about this song, and I’m not sure if I’m ready for this just yet. Or maybe, just maybe, like in the song, this is fate. “It’s a love song.” I said simply. The last simple thing I’d be saying for the next minutes. It seems to have caught his attention enough that he stopped caressing my calf, looking at me with slightly tilted head.
“He’s singing about how he needs to be close to his other half, says they’re his island, like a safe place in the storm that life is. He realizes he’s made mistakes in the past, and tries to right his wrongs. Says that everything that’s ever happened lead to them being together, that they’re meant to be. That they’re his fate. But most importantly, he calls their partner the source of light and joy of his life. That’s why it’s called ‘Sol Loiro’, it means Blonde Sun.” I ended, nervously fidgeting with my fingers. I don’t remember moving in the middle of explaining, but now we were sitting criss cross, closer than before, like we just gravitated towards each other.
“It reminds me of you.”
Silence. I glanced up just for a second to read his face, and decided to come all out to him because right now, looking into his soft eyes, it simply felt right.
“JJ,” I grabbed his hand in mine. I needed to feel his touch, just in case it was the last time. “You’re my Blonde Sun. You bring light to me even on the darkest of my days. It’s you I see lighting the path. When I look at you, at your eternal blue ocean eyes, I feel like you’re the final destination, like you’re it. My fate. And I love you, JJ Maybank. I love you even if you don’t feel the same.” I felt my eyes tearing up, so I blink the tears away so I can see him clearly. His ocean eyes were teary as well.
JJ’s lips opened and closed a dozen of times. His warm hand gripping mine, as if he let go, I’d vanish into nothingness. Looking down at our hands intertwined, I began to worry. And when his hands left mine, I felt frozen in place, until he cradled my face and kissed me.
His lips captured mine in a sweet kiss, an action that spoke the words he couldn’t say. And this kiss was everything I have ever dreamed of.
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needfantasticstories · 4 months
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Here Now (4954 words) by SkipBreaker
Art by @hiimgin. Beta reading by @hotcheetohatredwastaken. Additional info at the bottom.
Summary: Sky, Twilight, and Hyrule go on patrol, and grapple with Hyrule's past.
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HERE NOW
 
Part 1: CAMP
Logs crackled pleasantly in the fire pit Hyrule and Legend had built.
Hyrule sat on the end of his bedroll and stared at the orange flames that kept the chill evening air at bay. Fire was a luxury back home, but common while traveling with the eight other heroes.
They’d come through a portal to a new era at midday. Not mine , he’d realized with relief. The grass was too green, and the sky too clear. None of the others recognized it either.
With no sign of black-blooded monsters, or nearby settlements, Wild had insisted they camp and restock on elixirs for the coming fights.
The sun glowed a white-gold as it settled into a shroud of clouds above the horizon. Time stopped searching the trees and settled into cleaning his armor. Sky sat on the opposite side of the fire and began tuning his harp. Wind dragged Four to sit with him, complaining about his dull knife. Twilight and Warrior joined Wild by the fire to chat. 
The trees slowly darkened into silhouettes, narrowing the world down to the glow of their campfire.  
Legend huffed as he sat and leaned heavily on Hyrule and pulled out a ripped tunic and a small, fabric lined box of needles and threads. 
“Hey, I’m not your furniture,” Hyrule protested.
“Fine. I’ll keep my Roc cloak for myself tonight,” Legend replied coolly.
“Oh fine, go on then. Ravio has been rubbing off on you.” Hyrule laughed and braced his legs to his chest to support Legend’s weight. With a smile, he continued to watch the fire and his brothers. 
Savory aromas of beef and herbs filled the clearing as Wild stood by the fire, working his subtle magic that, despite Hyrule’s assurance, he firmly insisted wasn’t magic at all.   
The sky grew pink and purple as the sun dropped below the hills. The shing , shing of Four guiding Wind through how to sharpen his knife made a steady, musical rhythm to Sky’s soft harp strums. Twilight and Wild bantered as the cook served bowls for Warrior to pass around. 
Wind held up his blade and tested the edge with a bit of rope. It cut the strands cleanly. “I can work so much faster with this! Can I take you home with me, Smithy?” 
Four smiled proudly. “You can pay me back with a copy of your star charts sometime.” 
Wind let his hands fall to his lap, and frowned. “Do you ever think about what will happen with us after all this? After we stop Shadow?” 
The camp grew quiet. 
Sky broke the silence, gazing fondly at his harp. “I imagine we’ll find our way back to our own times. At least, I hope so.” 
“Same, though I think Wild might try to rope me into his world if I let him,” Twilight laughed and clapped Wild on the back.
“I’d miss your old muzzle too much to leave you alone,” Wild snorted in answer. “I suspect you’ll find a way back to my world someday, one way or another.”
“I hadn’t thought it possible we could stay long in each other’s worlds. What about you, Legend? What are your plans?” Hyrule asked. It would have been a miracle if the Hero of Legend could visit him in his own time, somehow. If only his time wasn’t still suffering from famine and the lingering armies of Ganon hunting him to resurrect the king of evil. But even Wild’s era had a few pools of Malice here and there, right? Still, it was healthy. Who would ever want to come to his era? It was a death wish.
“Well, as much as I love roughing it with you lot in the mud and rain, I can’t wait to sleep in my own bed, in my own home. In peace.”
A cold breeze found its way through the trees and coursed up Hyrule’s spine. He stared at the fire in thought while Legend continued to gush about his orchard. 
“What about you, Traveler? What do you look forward to when this is over?” Four asked, digging into the soup Warrior was passing out.
Hyrule mulled over their various homes. Time had a ranch with Malon. Sky had his floating village, Wind had Outset Island. Twilight longed for Ordon, Four his forge, Warrior his fiancee and her castle. Even Wild had purchased a house, though he admitted he barely used it. 
Hyrule missed the castle, but he couldn’t go back until the monster stopped hunting him. His cave? Perhaps, but it didn’t feel like home anymore. Not like this. This was home. Among friends, traveling the world, helping protect people and discovering more about fighting and magic and history than he could ever have dreamed. He’d seen islands floating in the sky! Forests more full of fairies than trees! With Wild’s Zora armor, he’d even swam up a waterfall, and used his glider to soar back down to earth! He’d never be able to do that in the polluted rivers back home! And snow! Twilight still held the record for shield surfing, but he was catching up. 
Hylia, the goddess he’d never known existed before this journey, had truly blessed him with a refuge from the storm of his homeland. 
“Traveler?” 
“I don’t know. I suppose… I’m already happy.”
“Aw!” Warrior set Hyrule’s soup down and plopped beside him. He put an arm around him and rubbed his hair roughly with his other hand. “This kid! I’m actually gonna miss you. Not like that one.” He pointed to Legend. 
“Tch, that’s a lie,” Hyrule scoffed and shoved Warrior away with his shoulder. The Captain fell sideways but held onto Hyrule, pulling them both down. 
“Watch it, Wars!” Legend yelled. 
Hyrule tried to pull free of the Captain’s arm, but the knight held fast. Hyrule put all his might behind it, his arms burning from the strain, and by inches he loosened the Captain’s grip. 
“You’re getting stronger, but not there yet!” The Captain groaned.
“I nearly stabbed my thumb, thank you very much!” Legend yelled at Warrior. 
“Hey now! Hyrule’s the one who shoved!” 
“He was defending my honor, so it’s your fault.”
Hyrule and Warrior both broke into laughter—Hyrule in proud victory and Warrior in admitted defeat—and the Captain finally let go and collapsed on the ground. 
Hyrule offered his hand. 
The Captain grabbed it and tried to pull him down, but Hyrule was ready and hauled him upward. 
“Fine, Collector, keep your blindspot. Thanks, Rulie. Here’s dinner.” Warriors passed them their bowls, which had mercifully survived the scuffle. 
Hyrule savored the stew, letting steam warm his face before taking a bite of the creamy, savory broth. He looked around as he ate, and watched the others quickly finishing their own meals.
Let these days last, he thought. He knew it was selfish. It would have to end, as everything did. But he didn’t want to imagine a future without them in it anymore than a future living on the run, without Dawn and Aurora. He knew, logically, that they would all part someday. 
But not today. 
He watched as Wild set aside the cooking pot and pulled out an older exclusively for making elixirs. Hyrule turned away and instead watched Legend resume his careful, methodical stitching; but the Champion lingered in his thoughts. He didn’t like knowing where the Champion’s elixirs came from. He pitied the beetles, butterflies and lizards, and the monster parts smelled awful. Then again, at least Wild found a way to channel the evil remnants of Ganon’s power into something useful. How strange. How was it possible? Could Dawn, proficient as she was with magic and rebirth, find a way to change the poison in their land into a blessing, somehow? What sort of ingredients like the beetles and butterflies would it require— He stopped the thought dead; he didn’t like where it was going at all, and he focused instead on Legend’s stitching while the spike in his heartbeat settled. 
Time broke the comfortable silence that had settled over them after dinner. “We should scout one more time before settling in for the night. Sky, Twilight, Hyrule, it’s your turn to run a perimeter check.”
With a hum of grumbled complaints about being half-asleep already, the trio yawned, and stretched.
Time clapped Twilight’s shoulder as he left, then Sky’s, nodding in unspoken but clear appreciation to both.
“We can work on your footwork for the landing before breakfast, if you’re up for it, Hyrule,” Time whispered to him at his turn. Hyrule smiled and nodded, then hurried to follow after Sky and Twilight into the woods. 
None of them saw the storm until sheets of rain descended.
 
Part 2: SHELTER
Hyrule braced his shield over his head. A torrent of rain driven by a wall of wind pelted Hyrule and Sky. Drops struck like tiny arrows, stinging Hyrule’s legs through his trousers. They clung to the steep hillside that exposed them to the storm, inching back the way they’d come. Before the rains veiled the land, the campfire was easy to see, but in the gale Hyrule had lost his sense of direction. Several trees above them thrashed and groaned, threatening to break and roll down over them.  
“I still can’t find the trail!” Twilight shouted over the storm.  
“There’s got to be something we can do,” Sky looked around, his hair plastered to his face where it stuck out from under his sailcloth.
Hyrule looked around too, and in a flash of lightning, he found what he needed. 
“There’s a gap in the rocks up there! Let’s go there until the storm passes!” Hyrule yelled over the rumble of thunder.
The gap in the steep hillside turned out to be a deep cave. While the gently rising path blocked wind and rain, they radiated the cold back to them, and the three shivered as they explored the length of the narrow room. Twilight led the way in with his lantern. 
The stone entrance slammed shut behind them.
“It’s a dungeon,” Twilight pointed out the obvious. 
Sky let out a long-suffering sigh, pulled out a torch, and once alight he raised it high.  
The cave opened into a massive hall lined with brick. Triangle symbols adorned the upper reaches in a band of simple geometric patterns. Only the back wall remained in a more natural state, save for the massive relief carving. 
Stone steps led up to a dais before the rock wall where stood a massive stone beast that seemed trapped in the rock, leaning forward in an effort to free itself. It sat on a cracked throne three time’s Hyrule’s height with a door hiding in the shadows between its feet. 
Roughly cut features, gouges still evident from the tools used to carve it, cast dancing shadows all over its bulbous, misshapen body. Two massive tusks jutted from the wall, possibly added later. One had broken off and its shattered remains littered the dais. The wide face had a grotesque, triangular nose and gaping holes for eyes. The movement of Twilight’s lamp made the eyes seem to shift back and forth between them. 
It wasn’t just the statue that made Hyrule panic.
Seeing the rough boar carving in this unfamiliar dungeon, a massive homage to beast Ganon. 
What lay before him, at its feet, chilled his blood.
Sky and Twilight stopped on either side of him.
“What in the clouds is that?” Sky asked, moving closer to the enormous carving. 
“Remember how we all faced a being named Ganon? That’s him.” Twilight spat at the statue’s feet. 
Sky frowned at the hideous thing,running his hand along one carved leg. He sneered at the jagged, artless edges. The statue barely resembles the beast, but somehow captured all of his malevolence.
“Hyrule, are you okay?”
Not really, he thought, but he dared not say it. They had a dungeon to escape.
“I’m fine.” He forced himself to borrow a smile and look forward to the dark hallway under the beast’s legs. He refused to think about the bowl-shaped altar at its feet, or how the groove from the center to the edge would pour any liquid inside out of the bowl. 
Into the waiting ashes of Ganon.
He pushed onward. This wasn’t his era. It couldn’t be. Too green, too clean, too clear-skied.
Sky moved ahead of him, taking the lead as his torch burned brighter than Twilight’s lantern. Soon, he stopped. 
“I see two doors ahead, left, right, and forward. Any guesses on where to start?”
“Left,” Twilight and Hyrule said.
“I was going to say right. I guess I’m outvoted.” Sky shrugged.
 
Part 3: LEFT
It took all of Hyrule’s Thunder spell, or “Hyrule’s Fury” as Wild insisted on calling it, to clear the horde of skeleton soldiers that rose over and over from the floor in the left room. By the time Twilight revealed the hidden wizzrobe with his ghost lantern and Sky blasted it with a skyward strike, the trio had used up most of their supplies.
“There’s a chest!” Hyrule called out, and ran to the back of the room.
The lid creaked open, and after brushing aside cobwebs he found a large iron key.
“Looks like we might have a way out.”
“Door on the right?” Sky asked, with a mocking grin, hands on his hips.
“Door on the right,” Twilight said with a sigh, marched ahead. 
Hyrule hurried to follow after the taller hero. 
Part 4: RIGHT
Twilight pushed open the other door and led the way inside. 
Unlike the brick walls of the earlier rooms, this one remained untamed. Stalactites and stalagmites reached for one another, and the largest ones had joined into eight massive pillars around the room. Luminous crystals, like the stones Wild had shown them, lit the ceiling and walls in a cold, eerie glow. Water dripped from the spiked ceiling.
In the shadows at the far end of the room, between pillars of stalagmites, a monster stirred. 
Hyrule gasped in surprise. He knew this beast! 
In the dim crystal light, Hyrule could see the blue lynel pace, turn, and stare them down. 
Black eyes glittered as it studied them. It cantered closer. The lion-face glowered and bared its knife-sharp teeth. Its human-like chest raised up a massive longsword in both hands. Iron-shod hooves stomped, reverberating through the stone floor.  
Then it looked directly at Hyrule, and its eyes narrowed. The grimace flipped into a feral grin.
“Sacrifice!” it roared.
Hyrule gripped his sword and stepped forward. He wouldn’t let his brothers suffer for his curse. He could handle a lynel. He just had to keep it from burning them all, and himself from bleeding, or else—
Sky held up his blade. “What under heaven is it?”
Hyrule pulled out his magic shield. “Go back to the entrance. Both of you need to bomb that statue into rubble,” he ordered. “I can deal with him.”
“Alone?” Twilight asked incredulously. 
“I killed dozens of them before Wind’s age.”
“No. It’s too dangerous for any of us to go alone. We stay together,” Twilight barked. 
“Fine! Shields up! It breathes fire.”
“At least we’ll finally dry off , ” Sky grumbled, adjusting his shield. 
They prepared just in time. The lynel stopped his approach and roared, blasting fire at them.
Hyrule blocked it with his shield, and the fire quickly faded. Twice more it hurled the flames with the same result. 
Roaring with fury, the lynel charged, galloping louder than a thunderstorm. 
Hrulle’s world shrank down to the fury in the lynel’s eyes. His friends could not suffer from his monsters. He would not let his horrors become theirs, nor would he let it take them away from him.
Hyrule yelled at the monster, and ran. 
The lynel turned away from the other two heroes, nearly tripping over its own legs to chase him. 
Hyrule dodged between dripping pillars, twisting and weaving through the narrowest gaps he could find, the beast on his tail. He led it to a far corner of the deep cavern. He turned with his shield high, planted his feet, raised his sword, and braced himself for the impact. 
It grinned as it charged, seeing him cornered. 
Time had warned him. He still needed to master the landing. 
But he could not risk waiting now.
The lynel’s snarling face held his gaze as the broadsword slammed into his shield with a terrible wrenching sound.  It cut through the shield! A pulse, like lightning, shot up his right arm. His vision swam as the blow threatened to shove him down. 
But the lynel staggered back. It stared blankly at him, stunned. 
It worked! Now, for the rest!
Hyrule jumped with every ounce of strength he could muster in his legs, and not with the aid of magic but purely his own strength. Let the momentum carry you, The memory of Time’s deep voice calmed him. 
His body rose into the air in a dense, forceful way so different from his Fairy form—raw, propulsive momentum in place of delicate wings gently riding the air. The world curved gracefully as he somersaulted higher, his sword at the ready. 
Helm splitter. 
His blade slammed into the beast’s skull. 
Dark ooze clung to the edge of his blade as he rolled forward. 
Black blood? 
For a moment, he remained weightless, then panic set in as he began to descend. If he had enough magic, he’d have cast his fairy spell to save himself, but none remained. 
Remember, don’t try any of this until you can stick the landing.
The ceiling and the floor spun and merged into a smear of light and dark, His stomach swooped and churned as gravity grabbed him. He catapulted downward, and tried in vain to grab something, anything.
Far beyond the lynel, his legs slammed onto merciless stone, but his body continued forward until his head cracked against the cold stone. He lay in a blinding haze of numbness and confusion.
Through the ringing in his ear, he heard a muffled yell. 
Someone was shouting, the sound reverberating painfully in his skull. The words slowly pieced together. It was …the kingdom? No, his name . 
“Hyrule! Wake up!” 
He tried to sit up, but he couldn’t! Couldn’t see! Couldn’t breathe! 
A familiar hand grabbed his shoulder as he gaped like a fish, trying to pull in the intangible substance all around him, but his lungs refused to draw the air in. 
At last, his lungs opened, and he gasped, painfully loud to his aching ears. His vision returned. The ringing sound finally stopped.
“Hyrule? You with us? Thank Hylia!”
He tried to make sense of what he saw. Sky’s worried face. Twilight’s frown. 
“‘Rulie, are you alright?” The ranch hand asked gruffly. 
Hyrule winced as he sat up. Too much happened all at once. 
His head. His arm. His brothers. Where was the lynel?
Sky moved closer so Hyrule could lean on his shoulder. Hyrule appreciated the rest, and collapsed onto him. The pressure in his head and on his arm grew stronger, sharper. 
“Nice back slice.” Sky nodded to Twilight.
“Good timing with that skyward strike,” Twilight panted in reply, clapping Sky on the back. “And you, that looked familiar.”
Hyrule didn’t have the energy to respond, only nodding with a faint smile. 
“Rulie?” Twilight asked, and moved closer.
Sky carefully pulled up Hyrule's arm, but Hyrule gasped in pain and refused to look, not yet, watching Sky’s reaction instead. 
Sky’s worried eyes told Hyrule enough. He had already felt warm liquid trickling down the side of his face and down his arm. Pressure built unbearably in his head, and worse in his shield arm. The rush of adrenaline was hiding the worst of his injuries, but he knew it was bad.
He had to know. He had to fix it.  
Carefully, Hyrule touched his temple and looked down at his hands.
Blood. 
Hyrule’s throat tightened. The pressure in his right arm built into a searing pain. Hyrule winced and finally looked down at it. The lynel’s blade had easily sliced through his leather bracer and cut deep into his arm. More blood. He clapped his hand over the gash, but struggled to keep any more of the cursed liquid from spilling out. One thought raced over and over in his mind: make it stop or they’ll come! And he muttered, “I can’t stop it. I can’t… I have to stop this…or they won’t stop coming…” He pressed his hand desperately to the wound, but still it spilled out. “They can’t know I’m here!” He curled over his arm as if that might somehow stop the bleeding. 
“Rulie, it’s okay! I promise,” Twilight chided gently, “I don’t have potions, but I can bandage these up for you until we get back.” 
“Let me see what I’ve got,” Sky offered, and he began rummaging through his pack. 
Hyrule had not bled this much, for this long, in months. Frantic memories and nightmares jumbled together in his mind, but he resisted them, trying to hold on to the presence of his friends. I’m here. Safe. No cult. No ashes! Just the stupid altar , he tried to reassure himself. But he could not stop shaking. They can smell it. They’ll come.
He let go and searched frantically for a potion he knew he didn’t have. Still, he rummaged, hoping he’d miscounted or had another secret secret backup. Nothing. Blood slipped out from under his fingers. He could not keep it closed! He had to do something .
“Sky, did you happen to get any from Wild before we left?” Twilight asked.
“No, but I—”
“I have to stop this! Now! Stand back!” Hyrule yelled at them. They didn’t understand, and he didn’t have time to explain. He groaned as the throbbing pain in his arm compounded. He didn’t look forward to the flames. He had barely enough magic built up for it. He reached for his sword and let it blaze, the rubies and silver hilt enhancing the red light. He held out his gored arm and lowered the flames toward the wound. He winced at the heat, but it had to be done. He’d spilled too much already, but if they washed it away fast enough–
“Stop!” Sky and Twilight shouted in tandem. 
“I’ve got plenty of potions,” Sky lied, and sat beside Hyrule, holding out a quarter-full glass. 
Hyrule tossed his sword aside and drained the bottle. The warm, clean rush of healing spread across his whole body. He was relieved by the familiar tickle of skin growing and knitting closed. Only exhaustion remained.
Hyrule handed the bottle back to Sky. “I’m sorry. I didn't mean to drink it all.”
“Don’t apologize. You needed it. We’ll give you more once we return to the camp.”
Still shaking more than he expected, he let Sky wipe the blood from his arm and hands while he caught his breath. 
“Is…is all this something we should know about?” Sky murmured to Hyrule.
Twilight crouched at his side, looking calm and relaxed but for a small frown that betrayed his anxious concern. “What’s the story, Rulie? Why are you so worried about closing up your arm?” 
They had to know. He just never wanted to… actually tell them. He felt dizzy.
Don’t overthink, just say it. Am I a Hero of Courage or not?   
“If my blood touches Ganon’s ashes… he’ll come back. He cursed me as he died. Monsters from my era can track the smell of my blood for miles.” 
Sky’s electric-blue eyes widened in shock. “As he died? He cursed you?”
Twilight sat down beside him and wrapped an arm around him. 
Sky sat down heavily and did the same.
“The statue back there? That altar at his feet is for me. For my blood to… I think we’re in an era after mine. They’ll never give up.” He looked at his hands, still stained between his fingers with blood. “People have died to help me before so I could escape the ritual. They didn’t deserve to die just for me, but we can’t let Ganon come back.” 
Twilight’s eyes shone bright with shock, anger, and sorrow. The pity hurt worst of all. 
“I…I’ve been able to take them on for a long time! Usually it’s no trouble to face them, especially if I’m alone and don’t have to worry about anyone else getting hurt. But, there’ve been… I just like being with you, with our group.”
“Faron’s light, ‘Rule,” Twilight sighed, “I’m sorry. Being hunted? I’ve seen what that’s like.” He hugged Hyrule tighter. 
The two held him closer between them. 
It felt so good to talk about it at last. Hyrule let his thoughts spill out. “And I know it won’t last, but I don’t want to go back. Not with Ganon’s monsters chasing me, keeping me away from everyone I care about, waiting for one wrong move too many. I just hope someone can stop him quickly when it happens. Maybe you all can come to my era, and stop him after I’m g–” 
“Rulie!” Sky growled, “Don’t say that! You’re not going to slip up. We won’t let that happen. I swear it. We’ll always have your back.”
Twilight jumped in too. “There’s no way they’ll win. You’re too tough, Traveler.”
“But it’s only a matter of time! I’m going to slip up again! And this time there won’t be a spell or a rescue or a portal to escape.” Hyrule took a shuddering breath and clutched Twilight’s arm. “I can’t keep running forever.”
“Rulie, we’ll always have your back, curse or not,” Sky said quietly. 
“We can figure this out. I’ve broken curses before.” Twilight’s deep voice reverberated in his hair. “It wasn’t easy, but you’ve got a lot of us on your side. Din, I’d bet a hundred rupees Four figures something out within a week. The kid’s got quite a mind.”
Hyrule relaxed and smiled a little at the flood of ideas. Maybe. Just maybe. Four took puzzles personally . Could he really find a way to break the curse?
Sky squeezed his shoulder. “And we can ask all our Zeldas too. You know, I dont think it’s just the Shadow that brought us together. I believe Hylia is guiding us. She wants us to work together. Perhaps this is one more reason. And we’ll do everything we can, here and now, while we’re together.”
“And long after.” Twilight’s whisper was barely audible, but he’d curled his head down closer, burying his face in the Traveler’s hair. 
“Thank you,” Hyrule whispered back. A smile warmed his cheeks. Finally sharing his curse felt like dropping a heavy pack at the end of a long trek, and he breathed deeply. What chance did Ganon’s spell have against the will of such heroes? For this moment, the curse didn’t matter at all. He was safe, and surrounded by the best family he’d ever known. For the first time in ages, he felt a clear spring of hope in his spirit.  
They sat a long time, resting together in the light of Twilight’s lantern, keeping each other warm in the cold room.  
“Alright, unless we plan to stay the night here and keep everyone else worried sick, we’d better find out where this key goes.” Twilight said. Clouds of dust filled the air and he brushed off and collected his items.
Hyrule and Sky joined him. 
Part 3: CLEAR 
The third door looked simple, and when they stepped through, nothing stirred in the light of Twilight’s lantern. No treasure gleamed. Only a stone stairway far ahead leading up to a door. 
“No treasure?” Twilight looked around. 
“There!” Sky and Hyrule pointed in the same direction.
Cracks riddled the wall to the left. Twilight barked a laugh and held out a hand to Sky. The knight passed him a bomb, and soon the wall burst into rubble, tiny stones rolling past their feet. 
They ran through the dust to see.
“By Hylia,” Sky gasped.
The room sparkled as the lantern’s humble glow reflected a thousand different directions over the gold and jewels piled on the ground. Gems snatched the faint lamplight and reflected it back tenfold in their brilliant hues.  
“They’re going to be so jealous,” Hyrule said breathlessly. “How much do you think we can fit in our pouches?”
“Let’s find out,” Twilight answered.
Once the large key opened the last door, they passed from the cramped cave stairway and hurried out into the fresh night air. Stars filled the sky, the storm just a dark line on the horizon.  They stood near the top of the same steep hill they’d entered. 
Not far beyond the base of the hill, the campfire glowed between the trees. They must have saved or restarted the fire somehow. 
Sky looked thoughtfully at the small light below.
“Hyrule, do any of them know? I only ask because I can keep a secret here and there, but I’m not the best at keeping track of who knows and who doesn’t.” Sky smiled a little self-consciously, and palmed the hair at the nape of his neck.
“I haven’t told anyone, but Legend probably figured out some of it. He always slips me extra potions.”
“We can sit on this for a while, if you need time. Nothing new for me,” Twilight barked a laugh. 
“No, I want to tell them.” Hyrule said. I won’t keep running alone. “Let’s get it over with. We’ve got a lot to explain, hopefully before Time gives us his stink-eye.” 
Twilight laughed before turning into his wolf form. Hyrule followed him down the hill toward the light ahead.
THE END-ish
Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: The Legend of Zelda & Related Fandoms Rating: Teen And Up Audiences Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Hyrule & Sky (Linked Universe), Hyrule & Twilight (Linked Universe), Hyrule & Time (Linked Universe), Hyrule & Warriors (Linked Universe), Hyrule & Legend (Linked Universe), Four & Wind (Linked Universe) Characters: Hyrule (Linked Universe), Twilight (Linked Universe), Sky (Linked Universe), Time (Linked Universe), Legend (Linked Universe), Warriors (Linked Universe), Wind (Linked Universe), Four (Linked Universe), Wild (Linked Universe) Additional Tags: Canon-Typical Violence, Angst and Hurt/Comfort, Fluff and Angst, Hyrule (Linked Universe) Has a Blood Curse, Blood and Injury, Human Sacrifice
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angst idea: bau!reader and hotch have a secret relationship but he breaks it up (bonus: he regrets it but thinks she's now dating morgan or reid because they're always together when truly he is just trying to cheer her up after noticing how sad she has been lately) just regret, jealousy and P A I N (hahaha sorry)
-> hi lovely! not sure if I did this amazing idea any justice but it was fun to write ♡ 
cw: none really, just angst, both reader and hotch are toxic
Aaron Hotchner x fem!reader
No Second Chances
Your relationship with Aaron was short-lived, you had loved and admired your unit chief for years. You cared about him and found him to be an incredible agent and a strikingly handsome man. 
Aaron was surprised at your interest in him. He adored you and felt warm on the inside with every kind gesture you made toward him. On a professional level, he respected you greatly, in fact, he sought you out to join his team, and your reputation preceded you. He knew he wanted, no needed, you on the team. Your skills, work ethic and professionalism were unmatched. But he was slowly drawn to the other side of you, the sweet and caring side
But looking at the optics, it didn't look good, Aaron sought you out, and now he was sleeping with you. He didn't want that stain on either of your reputations. His fear of being vulnerable and allowing someone to love him again was another contributing factor. Ultimately, he decided it was too messy, too hectic, and simply not worth the headache.
You just returned from a 72-hour-long case, and the two of you had a special date night planned. His tense body language and nervous behaviour throughout the evening gave you goosebumps. You let your tired mind run wild, thinking he might finally want to take your relationship to the next level. So far, the two of you were unlabelled, and Aaron insisted on keeping everything hush-hush. Anyone would think you were just friends with benefits. You were hopeful that Aaron would man up and officially ask you to be his girlfriend.
He cleared his throat, leaning forward and resting both arms on the table.
“Y/N, I care about you, but I don’t think this is going to work out.”
You look at him, startled, “what are you talking about Aaron?”
He sighs, “ It doesn't look right, I don't want us to regret this someday.”
“So what have we been doing for the past 5 months, Aaron? First, you want to keep me a secret, and now you're dumping me for optics?” 
Your heart is thumping wildly in your chest, and you can feel the burn of tears forming in your eyes.
“Y/N, one of us has to operate with a clear mind. This is what's best for both of us.” 
The rest of the night was a painful blur. You felt like a toy he grew bored of, and it was time to put you away. 
After a weekend of moping, your toxic side comes in full force, and you were going to make him regret his decision. 
The next day, you come into work looking your absolute best and pay him dust.
“Damn momma, what's the occasion?” Morgan smirked, sending you a flirty smile. 
“Nothing Derek, just the usual, y’know” you giggle and offer him a wink.
Truthfully, Derek has been your rock for the past few days. He had no idea who broke your heart, but he was there for you regardless. Knowing how vulnerable you were at the moment, Derek was attached to your hip. He made it a point to constantly check in on you and crack jokes to distract your wandering mind.
Aaron felt betrayed and angry to see you so close to Derek. When you first joined the BAU, Derek had been the biggest flirt towards you and now, in Aaron’s mind, he finally had his shot. Although he was the one that initiated the breakup, Aaron’s ego was bruised at the thought that you moved on so quickly. From his perspective, you hadn’t even mourned the relationship.
Aaron decided to bring a date to the next BAU dinner to patch up his ego, a bubbly brunette named Beth who had the hots for him for nearly a year. Aaron brought her along solely to get a reaction out of you, to see you flinch, but to no avail. You were very pleasant towards Beth but did not show any further emotion or interest in their relationship. In your mind, she was not a threat by any means. You saw right through his pitiful attempt to make you jealous. You enjoyed yourself, laughing and looking stunning all the while. 
“I’m here to apologize for taking you for granted. I’m sorry for how things ended, I want to make it right.” Aaron was at your doorstep looking like a wounded puppy holding a bouquet of your favourite flowers.
And for a moment, you considered it because your love for this man ran so deep. But he disrespected you and broke your heart without a care in the world. He reaped the benefits of having you buy his side but was unwilling to make a single sacrifice to make you happy. He broke up with you claiming it for the greater good, then had the nerve to parade his new arm candy in your face. His cruel actions were a stark contrast to the sweet gentleman you initially fell for. 
“Sorry Aaron, but I don’t believe in second chances.”
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dreamofmetoday · 10 months
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YEONJUN REPUTATION IN THE INDUSTRY READING
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this reading was a paid request, a big thank you to the buyer!
how female idols view yeonjun overall:
they see him as someone who is super arrogant (if you don’t know how successful his group is you don’t have to worry because he’ll be sure to let you know) but they also think he was forced into this life and pity him - so they think he is sort of weird for this reason. it’s the energy of a child star, or of someone with a really long trainee period but also of someone who was begging to get out because they didn’t enjoy it but their parents said no. for this reason, a lot of women see him as coping badly when he acts super arrogant. he seems to also have a tendency to remind people his group is above other kpop groups, that it’s bigger than kpop in general and that other groups are for children but his isn’t - this doesn’t annoy women as much as it just seems weird, they really do think he’s just a bit odd. they think he is under-socialised in some ways and it’s affected how he interacts with everyone else - sort of the vibes of how a lot home schooled kids are but in this case it seems just more he was forced to train a lot at the expense of being a kid. they think he is really childish and acts younger than his age (viewing him as essentially stunted in his personal or emotional growth). even with all this, he does elicit a lot of sympathy from a lot of women. they feel bad about how he doesn’t even seem to want this life or know who he is and hope things change for him, seeing him as a hard worker who doesn’t want to be defined by his past anymore. they see him as someone who has random moments of self-awareness and is overall giving. they think he is too forward yet clumsy with his intentions when it comes to approaching women for sexual reasons and that he is not someone that dates seriously (they think he doesn’t know what genuine love is or how to seek it). at the same time, they still view him as rather successful in this department. they think he has a bad relationship with his mother.
how male idols view yeonjun overall:
they think he is awkward and childish, that he acts younger than his age - that he tries really hard to act grown and manly, but then he just seems clumsy and try-hard. they think he wants to be someone with a bad boy persona but he can’t just can’t do it correctly. they also think there’s really basic things he didn’t or doesn’t know. just an example: yeonjun could witness someone dipping their fries into their thickshake and he’s like, “why would you do that???” but everyone it just looking at him baffled since everyone has done that before - he’s done things such as this often and it’s given the impression that he’s just a bit odd. they think he is cutthroat and harsh, that he is selfish even when he doesn’t need to be (e.g he could still take music show wins really seriously when everyone else is like, “i don’t get why he’s still so concerned when your pay rate for appearances only really goes up after the first one”) - instances such as this make them think he is scared about losing his success unnecessarily. they feel a bit sorry for him overall, viewing him as childlike but also hardened by the industry. they think he is not cut out for this life at the end of the day and most hope he can find true happiness someday. they worry about his mental health and feel inclined to nice to him or even baby him a little. they also know about his bad relationship with his mother.
how staff view yeonjun overall:
they see him as easily upset but strong at the same time, that he’s confident but can be one of those people that gets put in an obviously bad mood if he makes a mistake on stage - they don’t really know what to do in these moments so it just feels a little awkward. they also view him as someone who lost his childhood and has a problematic relationship with his mother (or parents). they think he’s hard to reassure and can be really hopeless at times (e.g if they try to tell him he’s lucky, he just gets more upset). they think he is closed off and doesn’t really know what true love and support is. overall, it seems not many staff have problems with him. he is seen as a hard worker who can be trusted to do what he needs to, but he is also just not friendly. he doesn’t really talk to many staff a lot, even casually - so he’s not “rude” but he could also just not even greet you at all, depending on the day and how much he sees you. they think he has an active dating life and can be jealous of other people, even with really specific things - e.g he could show a stylist another idol’s outfit and be like, “can you do anything like this for me?”. they see him as someone who cares about status.
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demigod-of-the-agni · 6 months
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any cool desi books/media to recommend??
Okay to be fair I am not the biggest consumer of desi media HOWEVER. I have a few niche favourites (some of them come from my research for my Major Work in my final year in high school but here's a quick list):
The Namesake by Jhumpa Lahiri - god this entire book changed me fundamentally. It was like watching my own life play in fast-forward and getting hit in places I didn't want to be hit. if you are a first-generation desi in a western country, you will be on the ground sobbing
If You See Me, Don't Say Hi by Neel Patel - a collection of short stories that methodically break down some of the most subtle and pervasive stereotypes within desi cultures. I've only ever had time to read the first two stories but I'm hoping to get the full book someday
Unaccustomed Earth by Jhump Lahiri - an anthology I read for my senior year as well. Another one of this heart-wrenching pieces that just resonate with me like damn.
The Aru Shah series by Roshani Chokshi - it's Percy Jackson But Make It Desi and honestly such a fun read!! Reading about the Potatoes (this is what the reincarnated Pandavas call themselves not joking) is always bound to make my day
The Age of Kalki series by Vishwas Mudagal - I read this purely for inspiration on my own original novel, and it was fun to use for comparisons for research and my writing. Also, spy stuff and action and all that
The Spider-Man: India comics - hey, desi stuff is desi stuff, and I enjoy anything that has my boy Pavitr in it (I'll enjoy it even more when @/marvelentertainment hires me to write him a book)
The Ms. Marvel show and comics - in Iman Vellani we trust 🙏 also my girl has such a wonderful variety of comics like. she's so cool. i love her. hoping that Iman does a masterful job as she writes Kamala's newest comic
18 Days by Grant Morrison - listen. there is a 2015 graphic novel and there is a 2010 artbook for the 2015 book. They are both the same thing: a retelling of the Mahabharata but make it electronic/futuristic. Read the graphic novel for the story, but I HIGHLY HIGHLY recommend the 2010 artbook as well because my god the ART is just gorgeous. It obviously provides insight on the creation of Morrison's 2015 book but god it is just. so so sooooo good. Mukesh Singh is a beautiful artist I need to have his art tattooed on me
Any desi movies from the 90s-00s - my experience with tamil movies in that time period have always been good ones!! They're chill, they're funny, they're silly, they're romantic, they're thrilling. literally all of my favourite song come from this period (don't disregard movies from later periods either, I watched Brahmastra a few months back and it was lit as fuck).
English translations of popular desi stories - and these stories can be anything. from ye old prevailing Ramayana and Mahabharata to anything written by contemporary desi authors. They've got a lot to share
On a side note me complaining to my desi friends that I want good tamil representation in western media often led to me getting smacked in the face with Never Have I Ever (by my DESI friends! who say it is very good!!) and i just want to say no. don't watch that. as a tamil person living in a western country, i apologise for who Devi Vishwakumar is as a person. i will personally pay for your therapy (has only watched two episodes and was immediately turned off)
I'm giving y'all a whole day to ask me whatever
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I love what amai did this chapter it kind of shows Amai Mask abandoning his idea of a pillar of justice and instead kind of adopting Saitama's view of heroes, where everyone who tries to be a hero is valid and trying to inspire new ones. It's such a great development of his character.
Something quite moving/miraculous/extraordinary happened here, for sure. :') Cause here's the same character, now doing a very humble, Saitama-like heroic gesture for a kid in his own unique, heartfelt, pay-it-forward kind of way:
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The last time we saw him, Sweet Mask believed himself to be 'too late' (monsterized) past the point of no return before, that he requested Saitama to kill him right there in front of the crowd as the perfect opportunity to take up that 'ideal hero' mantle in his place...only for Saitama to save him (from getting stoned), appeal to his humanity (by telling him he's a 'really cool guy' for the lengths he went thru to genuinely save everyone), and assure him things are only getting started for him instead, cause despite everything, nothing's 'over.' Saitama helps him escape and encourages him that he can still go on to become that ideal hero he seeks, himself.
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That was Saitama's last line to him before Sweet Mask's whereabouts were mysteriously left on a cliffhanger. But now?
It seems Sweet Mask really took Saitama's words to heart. :') Cause instead of embracing his fate (to die as a monster), permanently going into hiding, or ceasing his hero activities (what he wants to be! and always has been at his core) altogether, the very first thing we see of him is going out of his way to save a kid and his grandma by embodying that kid's personal ideal image of a hero (becoming his toy come to life) and inspiring him in turn to become the real deal someday too. Like. :')) From then to now!!!!!
The group of neos watching the scene claimed he was only mimicking to trick the kid, but no, SM's actions - choosing to anonymously help people during a literal crisis with no other personal gain to fame, read entirely genuine to me.
The same way he made the fateful decision to sacrifice his entire established identity to save the ungrateful crowd (who could only stone him back in return), because...if he personally sees himself a hero, as human at all (the way Saitama encouraged), then leaving everyone to die just to save his own skin/reputation back then would've been completely unacceptable. Despite everything, despite his monstrous true form and the disastrous personal risks to reveal it, he still chose the selfless path of a hero. Cause at his core, that was something he could not abandon. :'))
And now, after Saitama's help, it's hard to say (without further ch followup) how much his core - his ongoing struggle with monsterization/bloodlust, has safely stabilized, but it's clear in the interim he's found an ingenious way he can still use his powers to continue and actively become more of that 'ideal hero' of his dreams... As someone who chooses to help empower the weak (kids/elderly) with validation and encouragement, inspiring them with hope and reassurance, etc? Cause before, Sweet Mask was motivated by a sense of terminal urgency in his need to find/produce someone else to become that heroic pillar in his place, as his fastest solution to the problem, but without that looming threat (to his own mind and waning humanity alleviated) perhaps this - the services we see of him in the current ch, is more of what he's honestly always wanted to be all along...? (Again, it's hard to say for sure how much comes from his own reformed ideas or a mix inspired/adopted from Saitama's influence without more followup. Cause we never saw how they parted or what else Saitama may have said to help him get back on his feet, which even Genos notes.) But we've seen from ONE how it doesn't matter what's on the outside, or how others perceive/label/judge you, because if you genuinely want to be something (at the core, with your heart in the right place), and choose to take those necessary steps to become it, then you simply are that - a hero. (which Garou's story showed in a similar way.) And in this case, we see how Sweet Mask, a monsterized human struggling thru his own personal demons, can still fully be a hero at heart too. :')
Anyway tl;dr: Sweet Mask, aka Beauto, is one of the wc's best characters.
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randomfoggytiger · 9 months
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X-Files Collector's Fic: IVF Successes (Poll Results 3rd)
This list was inspired by this poll, sharing 3rd place with post-Tithonus Mother Hen Mulder.
Successful IVF fics are my life's blood (...okay, all of these Poll Result Fics are my favorites, but--); and there are, fortunately, so many good ones that I love to reread over and over.
I could go on and on about each and every detail I love about each and every one of these fics; but it would take eons. Instead, let's go!
Loose chronological order below~
**Note**: Will ghost edit later~.
@o6666666's (Ao3) Untitled
""Which room tonight?”
She smiles, eyes closed. “Living room.”
He starts, slowly, to scratch her back. “The older kids have a soccer tournament this weekend,” he begins, speaking in the soft monotone that feels like a back scratch in itself. “They came in with their cleats on and tracked mud everywhere and you got mad.”
He feels her grin and gathers her closer.""
Mulder weaves bedtime stories about their Imaginary House filled with kids, a dog, filling food, and a skylight window on the first floor of a two story-house.
@sunflowerseedsandscience’s (Ao3)
2016 Fictober Drabbles - Chapter 8 (Ao3)
""The first time, Mulder had stayed in their basement office during the procedure, and later, when she’d learned that it hadn’t taken, she’d informed him by phone.  The second time, he’d driven her to the doctor’s and waited in the car.  He’d offered to come in with her,  but she’d turned him down.  There had still been no discussion regarding what they’ll do if the procedure works- she hadn’t seen any point in making any decisions when they didn’t even know if it would be necessary- and with his potential involvement still undecided, she’s not completely comfortable having him there.""
Mulder prevents Scully from giving in to despair, asking to pay for her third IVF attempt and opening up their relationship to more.
Someday Your Child May Cry
""Mulder blows straight past Dr. Parenti’s receptionist, with Scully doing her best to ignore the sharp pains in her gut and keep up. In his fury, he’s forgotten her still-healing injury, and from the look he’d had on his face when he’d gotten out of the car, he’s not likely to remember it anytime soon.
She’s never seen him this furious.
Inside Parenti’s office, Mulder doesn’t pause before grabbing the doctor, lifting him bodily from his desk chair, and slamming him against the wall. He brandishes the test results in the terrified man’s face.
“Who do you work for?” Mulder demands. “Whose orders were you following when you did this to my partner? To our child?""
A S6 chapter by chapter epic where Mulder and Scully battle their way through their failing IVF attempts and loss of the X-Files; but what almost breaks them is when Mulder slips up to Diana, who then sells this information to her Consortium higher-ups. (The Tithonus and Sixth Extinction chapters left an imprint on my mind forever. Stunning work, @sunflowerseedsandscience-- you left a mark on my mind forever~.)
AweburnPhoenix's Every Monday
""Two large, thank you," Scully ordered once they reached the end of the line. "Oh, make one decaf," she added. 
Mulder smiled for a second. It would be hard for her to adjust, that was for sure. Probably even more difficult for him. Cranky, no-caffeine, morning Scully was not something he was looking forward to. But they would manage. It was for a good cause.""
Post Monday Mulder is certain that the IVF took, not letting Scully's nerves dimmer their hope. Pam's legacy lives on.
@crossedbeams/CrossedBeams's Pink (Ao3)
""Look inside.’
Mulder had forgotten about the bag, and in the minute he’s been holding it has managed to reduce to top to a sweaty, balled-up mess. It takes him thirty seconds to open it and another thirty to process what’s inside. As he fumbles, Scully’s agitation grows. He can feel her gaze boring into him as he reaches into the paper sack and pulls out the contents.
‘Well?!’ Scully’s voice is as crumpled as the paper. ‘What does it say?’
Mulder looks down at the three pregnancy tests in his hands. He’d thought she was going to the doctors on Monday. He’d been dreading it. The last judgement on a last chance.""
Scully BANGS her way into Mulder's apartment, hyperventilating on his floor and begging him to look at the test results for her.
@frogsmulder/Brynstein's The Day That Never Came (Ao3)
""He bursts through the door, and sees Scully on her knees, leaning against the bath. She looks pale, frightfully so, and although she is staring down, he can see the tears streaking down her face. It's obvious she collapsed in that position and his immediate thought is that the cancer has returned. Kneeling down beside her, Mulder cautiously raises her chin with his finger, ready to catch the blood dripping from her nose with his thumb.
But her nose is clean and she looks up at him with shock and wonder in her eyes, a smile poking through like sunshine through cloud cover.""
Scully terrifies Mulder by yelling for him from the next room.
@atths–twice‘s (Ao3, Alt. Ao3, FFN) Successful Undertakings
""Pacing the room, he waited for her to return, rubbing his hand across his face. Finally, he heard the door open and she walked over to him.
“This is it,” she said quietly and he saw tears in her eyes. “Whatever happens, Mulder, thank you. Thank you for…”
“My contribution?’ he joked, clenching his jaw.
“Yes,” she said seriously, touching his arm. “There is no one else I would have even considered asking.”
“Not even Skinner?” He tried another joke needing to break the heavy seriousness.
“Mulder,” she whispered, shaking her head and wrapping her arms around him, burying into his chest. She sighed as he held her tightly, his eyes closed. “A baby with Skinner would have always been bald."" 
Mulder and Scully are a bundle of nerves at this their last chance; and are both elated when the nurse tells them the good new.
@sisterspooky1013/SisterSpooky1013/Sister Spooky's Everything
""I love you” he whispered so quietly she wasn’t sure if she’d imagined it. She tucked her face back into his chest to conceal a yawn.
“Am I boring you?” He joked, and she chuckled, facing him again while she shook her head.
“I’m just suddenly exhausted” she remarked. How much had her life changed in the past couple hours? It’s was a lot to absorb.
“Wanna take a nap?!” He proposed with the same level of excitement he might normally ask “wanna go to Kentucky?!” Except this time, what he was offering actually sounded good.""
Scully is awed at Mulder's reactions each step of their IVF journey: being struck dumb at her request, scooping her up and comforting her when he thinks the IVF has failed, and alternating between tenderness at her "go big or go home" confession and keen interest in their baby's development. She leaves no doubts regarding "them."
@baronessblixen​‘s (Ao3) 
Against the Odds (Ao3)
""It didn’t take, did it?”
Mulder has spent hours trying to come up with the right words for each outcome. He walked through her kitchen as if taking inventory. As if the fact that she owned three sizes of coffee cups meant anything at all, made any kind of difference. The last hour he spent here, on her couch. A familiar spot. The lumps and indentions fitting his body perfectly as if he belonged there. So he stayed. Stayed and let his thoughts run wild. There were only two outcomes. Two. It’s either one or the other; success or failure. Whatever news she carried with her, though, he knew he needed to be prepared. He fell asleep halfway through thinking up his speech for when it didn’t take. He didn’t even get the chance to consider the idea that it might have worked."" 
Mulder is so overjoyed at the news that he shifts their relationship immediately; and further surprises Scully with a celebratory alien onesie.
Five Minutes
Part 1 Part 2 Part 3
""He’s been hovering, lately. In a case of worst timing ever, Scully started having morning sickness right after their first tentative step towards a more intimate relationship on New Year’s Eve. When he walked into his bathroom hours later, hair sticking into every direction, his eyes wide as saucers, she could see in his face that he blamed himself for her sitting there on the cold tiles, hunched over his toilet. As if his shy, careful kiss had caused this. Only her Mulder could conclude something as inane as that. But since that night, he’s become a shadow at her side, making sure she’s fine. Most of the time, she is.
The morning sickness has since passed and has been replaced by this giddiness. Scully glances at Mulder again. Perfectly still, like a statue. Not a peep out of him about how he wants to go home, why this is taking so long and isn’t there a way to speed this up? All these questions run through her mind, though. It’s as though this particular trait of his has been transferred to her, along with a good chunk of his genetic material, currently growing a baby inside of her.
Scully can't wait, buying a pregnancy test early; and, as if reading her mind, Mulder drops in just in time to read the results. She ruminates on this new restlessness of hers after The Goldberg Variation, baffled that their normal rates of patience have swapped; but this is all resolved when she finally, finally, spells out what she wants for their relationship. (One of my all-time favorite IVF pieces is Chapter 2. Can't rave about it enough.)
@ghostbustermelanieking/skuls’s
Successful IVF miniseries
Part 1 Part 2 Part 3
I love every. single. line. from Part 2. The best part, to me, was too long to pull out one single quote (the section about holding Matthew and almost getting caught by Bill), so I made do.
""The Christmas tree is unplugged, dark, and she can see Mulder on his side on the couch bed. She isn’t sure that he’s even awake until she draws close to the edge of the cot, and Mulder immediately turns over. “Scully, hey,” he says, his voice somewhere between sweet and worried. “Are you okay? Is it morning sickness?”
Scully chuckles quietly, sitting down on the bed gingerly, one leg folded under her. “Oh, no, Mulder. That’s still a few weeks away, fortunately.”
“Oh.” He extracts an arm out from under the blanket and reaches up to cup her cheek. “What’s up?”
“Oh...” She is suddenly embarrassed.... “I dunno,” she says quietly. “I guess I just got...”
“Cold?” Mulder tugs the sleeve of her sweatshirt between two fingers. 
She nods gratefully. "Cold.""
My all-time favorite IVF success series. Mulder and Scully become a thing the MINUTE that they get their successful news. Slowly, he nudges his way into her apartment, true; but they're an undoubted fixture in each other's life throughout the whole experience. (Part 2 is my all-time favorite IVF fic: it can never be topped, and it was what started my XF fic cataloguing and filing journey. My love for it is boundless; and it is perfection.)
under the star (Ao3)
""Scully, I want this, he says. I wouldn’t have said yes if I didn’t.
She smiles again, eyes welling up, and buries her head in his shoulder.""
AUs where Mulder and Scully might have been happy-- IVF success is one of them. (Love these little vignettes~.)
effywho's Astra Inclinant
""He doesn't know what that means. She removes her jacket, and he peers at her, trying to make out her expression as nonchalantly as he manage. Happy, heartbroken? She is indecipherable. Mulder tries to still his bouncing leg and bites his nails into his palms in an effort to keep them to himself, though they want her magnetically.
"Hey?" he whispers. Scully is almost upon him, her blue eyes are swimming with tears. He touches her cheek softly, afraid to break this spell, afraid to know. "Is it...is it bad news?" Scully blinks, and a fat tear falls down her face that has inexplicably broken into a dizzying smile. She clutches his biceps, hanging onto him as though she might fall. "No," she chokes out the word.
The breath is knocked swiftly from his lungs, he gapes at her in shock. "No?""
Mulder is speechless with delight at the IVF success; and follows it up with an "I love you." Scully, of course, takes the reigns.
amorfati3215/Amorfati32’s (FFN)
AU headcanons: the IVF works (Alt. link, alt. link)
""Aha, you said “he!” You know it’s a boy!”
“I have no idea Mulder, it’s too early to tell. We can findout the sex next time if we want to.”
Mulder likes the sound of “we”. They’re not a couple, but they’re already embracing co-parenting. He has no idea how it’s going to work when the baby’s born but they have six months to figure it out.""
Mulder is overjoyed when Scully tells him their successful news; and, all told, they have a conversation about everything at least in the first trimester. Bill even cools down enough to let them be happy.
Donna’s (Gossamer, mulderscreek) 
Per Manum Interruptus (Site)
""He thought he had this whole thing thought out. He'd certainly told himself he had. He hadn't just agreed to something like this blind . . . had he?
They hadn't discussed anything in reality. No logistics at all.
"I know I'm babbling, Mulder. There're just so many things going through my mind."
He was able to nod at that.""
The IVF is successful... and Mulder immediately panics. His inner near-hysteria coupled with Scully's serene happiness is a beautiful conversation. Their relationship is a whirlwind before the baby is born... but it all melts away in a washed-up dream (or doesn't if you skip the ending.) The humor in this is spectacular.
Destiny (Site)
""He started to speak when they both heard Katy scream.
He was on his feet and racing for her before Scully had time to process the sound. Katy had gotten herself caught behind the toy basket and didn't have the concept of backing out firmly in her head. Her tears dried magically in his arms.
He turned to look at Scully, still a little shaky. "Am I good to her?""
AU-- Mulder is shot into a future where he and Scully married, the IVF worked, and they have a daughter. He spends the day acclimating, falling in love with this life, and shaking up his own life to help achieve that future.
@blackcoffeeandteardrops's (Ao3) An AU where the IVF works?
""I like it better than the dandelion. I don’t want something too yellow,” she muses. “Which do you like?”
“The green is good,” he says, resting a hand at the small of her back.. She ropes an arm around his waist and it nearly makes him jump, but he quickly settles into it. There’s an invigorated feeling about being close to her, an energy brought forward by the new physical closeness of their relationship, that makes him nearly giddy, “It’s good for a girl or a boy, you know.”
“We don’t need to find out,” she replies, shaking her head, knowing he was trying to goad her into telling him her suspicions.""
This fic covers a little of everything: elation at their success, nervousness while getting ready to tell Maggie, tense anticipation at the "next step" talk, banter over wall swatch colors, and a rewarding little ten-finger-and-toed baby at the end.
@sigritandtheelves/DarlaBlack's Unnamed
""He didn’t come with her because they weren’t… well, they weren’t doing this kind of thing together yet. They were Figuring Things Out, and he’d touched her belly several times (still mostly flat but for bloating, though she let herself pretend it was the swell of life already) and he’d kissed just the corner of her mouth, and his eyes had looked so needy. But. He was buying no “Proud Dad” sweatshirts, nor was he asking her for daily updates or buying onesies. Watching, though. He was always watching her.
And he did seem proud. He’d have come if she’d asked.""
Scully breaks the successful IVF news to Maggie, who immediately reads between the lines.
@sixhours/6hoursgirl's (FFN)
A Boy and His Fox (FFN)
""He squints, tilts his head again. “What I don’t get is how you can look at twenty photos of genuine paranormal phenomena and dub them fakes, then present me with a picture that looks like it was taken by a drunk with a broken camera and claim it’s a baby.”
She raises an eyebrow. “Chronic morning sickness isn’t proof enough?”
“I’m just saying, how do we know this isn’t an elaborate hoax perpetuated by government officials who don’t want the public to know the truth?”
“The truth about what?” she asks, folding her arms over her chest in mock skepticism.
“The scam that is the medical ultrasound industry. Seriously, Scully,” he says, gesturing to the photo. “I saw something like this during a Rorschach test once.""
Mulder is a detached but interested party to Scully's successful IVF journey; and is even swept in as Maggie's replacement when it's go-time. Slow, slooooooow burn into an actual relationship. (I love to pause just after the baby is born; but I reread fics patchily.)
Lucidity (FFN)
""Kids?” he asks, pressing his eyes shut against the inevitable answer.
She softens, stroking the baby’s cheek with the back of her fingers as he coos and wiggles against her. “Emma and Will.”
Good names, he thinks, fixating on the ring around his finger. He slips it off, passing it from one hand to the other.
“You’re saying you don’t remember anything. Not even our children.”
“It’s like I’ve stepped into another life.”
She makes a disapproving sound in the back of her throat. The expression on her face reminds him of a much younger version of his partner—one who stood in the rain and laughed at his theories, who followed him as he chased lights in the sky.""
AU-- Post Triangle? Mulder is stressing out over Scully's IVF request; but bigger problems come his way when he dreams himself into an alternate universe as a family man: baby son, suspicious older daughter, disbelieving wife, and doting boss-father-in-law in tow.
TeaGirl42's Born to Be My Baby
""We want you to understand that if it were anyone else, I mean if you were anyone else we wouldn't even be having this conversation," Mulder said cryptically.
"Well no..." Skinner replied dryly. "If I were anyone else we wouldn't be..."
Scully rolled her eyes and smiled at their boss patiently, "We're asking you to keep this confidential…for now at least."
"Is this…?" Skinner started to say and looked cautiously around the room signalling to the possibility that someone could be listening in.
"No, nothing like that," Scully assured. "This is all available to anyone who has access to my medical records…this isn't business, this is personal.""
The IVF works; and Mulder and Scully are launched into a soft famfic: admitting their love, telling Skinner (because), first dates at planetariums, having a daughter, getting married, and all the et cetera's of a happier life.
FatCat's Eggnog
""Scully is tired and sore from all the work of labor, but nothing is bothering her too much. I once again have feeling in my fingers on my left hand. I am drowsy, happy, and ready to join my family in sleep when I hear Scully muttering.
"What? Scully? What did you say?"
" ... didn't get any."
"What, Baby? What didn't you get?"
"Eggnog. I still didn't get any Eggnog. What's a New Year's Eve without eggnog?" she mumbles.""
Mulder and Scully are stuck in a stickup at the end of her third trimester; but it gives them time to ruminate on their glaring lack of communication. Both decide that Scully tearing her brothers to bits in Mulder's defense (and dropping the "love" word) is enough to, at least, open the conversation. Their relationship is thwarted, however, just as it begins-- but in a good way.
WildwingSuz/Suzanne Feld's Fruition (Ao3)
""Mulder…” I half-whimpered, not sure who I was angrier with more, the annoyingly cheerful doctor or the man who’d done this to me. So I had asked my partner to be the father, but that was beside the point at the moment....
I gathered my flagging strength as much as I could, feeling Mulder tense behind me. “This is it, Kate, one good push and it’s over,” Dr. Towhees said in that all-too-cheerful voice. “Let’s get this over with; you’re almost done.”
I swore I would strangle him when this was over.""
Post Millennium Mulder and Scully have to go into hiding after their IVF is successful; but both don't care as long as they're together with their son. In noncommunicative fashion, they only say these things after he's born, of course.
Enjoy!
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Summary: On a world of so many villains and heroes, its hard to pay attention on what everyone is doing. There are many goods and many evils that are overshadowed.
One of these evils is a corrupt organization called the Green Light Lab. The press knows little to nothing about them, and they take advantage of that. Besides having the most advanced technology on the whole world, all their experiments are cruel and immoral.
Kids that were genetically modified to grow animal parts, others who had their body parts replaced by machines. 
They decided to take their nefarious plan a step further, and now, they are after the gems of virtues! Powerful artifacts that can grant many powers.
Unfortunately for them, a group made of 5 heroes (well, technically 3, because the other 2 only join officially on season 2, but they help from time to time, and I love them!).
The team is formed by Harry (A Rebel Traumatized Scientist), Zak (A Traumatized Demigod Jock, that deep down has a heart of gold), Amber (A half-fairy and half-human princess, that has a lot of inspirations on Disney movies), and our beloved Charlie and Kitty Nex (half-cosmic entities with the powers of controlling time and space).
Will they be able of defeating the lab? Will Harry’s secrets break them apart? Will the Justice League allow them to handle this situation on their own?
Follow their journeys, see them develop bonds, fight against evil, and heal from past traumas.
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Ladies and Gentlemen, the cover of Season 1 is here.
As said earlier, this is a DC project, but also involves characters from Clarence and some other smaller cameos.
I am not exactly satisfied, and will probably redo it someday, but, for now, I think it will suffice.
The story will be published weekly, but not in complete chapters. The chapters would have the length of a cartoon episode. So, to help you all read, I will divide the chapters in 5 to 6 parts and publish them.
My schedule:
New Art: Monday, Wednesday, Friday.
Chapters: Every Monday (For now).
DC reblogs to help me understand more of the lore (or just because it gives me ideas, lol): All days.
Miscellaneous (Chapter Lists, Headcanons, and such): No specific date.
Asks are always open.
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Chapter List
Season 1
Season 1
Chapter 1: The Green Light Lab.
Chapter 2: The Scape.
Chapter 3: The Thunder.
Chapter 4: The Fairy Princess.
Chapter 5: Back at Aberdale.
Chapter 6: The Nexus Twins.
Chapter 7: Regular Day.
Chapter 8: Library of Laments.
Chapter 9: Aquattack.
Chapter 10: Swan Desert.
Chapter 11: Monstruous Exhibition.
Chapter 12: One's Hope Is Another's Injustice.
Chapter 13: What was Missing?
Chapter 14: Full Disclosure.
Chapter 15: Everything Happening at Once.
Chapter 16: A Hopeful Future.
Chapter 17: 1 Step Forward.
Chapter 18: 3 Steps Back. 
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Characters:
Harry Wayne Indigo
Zak Miller
Amber Charm
Charlie Nex
Kitty Nex
Soundblast
Chimera
Lime
Teal
Moss
Pine
Chelsea, Breenh and Percy
Bianca Silver/Tulpa
Daffodil
Impact
Salamagma
Rust Controller
Queen Outunna
Mayor Finn
Felicia Garcia
Juan Garcia
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"Truly, ma'am, I appreciate your hospitality," Maria murmurs, her eyes downcast at the mug of hot cocoa she holds.
...Honestly, it feels almost cold to the touch, despite the fact that it certainly is anything but that. Another thing to thank Ho-oh for, she supposes.
"Oh, it's nothing, dear, really!" The old woman's shoulders shake as she sips from her own mug. "I remember when I was off on my own journey. Least I can do now is pay it forward!"
"Still," Maria presses. "Thank you."
"Then you're quite welcome." Her warm smile lessens a little as she, too, looks rather more interested in the contents of her drink than at anything else. "You almost remind me of... ah, don't mind an old woman's ramblings."
Maria, it seems, is very much inclined to mind this old woman's ramblings. "I almost remind you of... who, exactly?"
"No one you'd know. Just..." She sighs. "My daughter."
It seems pretty clear that something happened to this woman's daughter, something she isn't much inclined to talk about. Anyone reading the room could tell that.
For better or for worse, Maria doesn't seem to read the room at all. She asks, "Did something happen to her?"
"...I honestly don't know," the old woman says, quieter now. "She left on her own journey at the usual age, said her goodbyes and promised she'd come home once she was Champion, and spent the first month of her journey calling me nearly every night. I didn't think anything of it when she missed a couple of nights, but when I'd gone an entire week without hearing from her at all..."
"Something happened to her." Maria allows her gaze to wander, simply so that she doesn't have to look at this poor old woman any longer. There are several pictures of a Lapras on one wall, this woman standing next to them, a little girl with the same dark hair and eyes grinning madly in a few. "I apologize."
"You didn't know," the old woman says, waving a hand dismissively. "I only hope that she's still out there somewhere... that, someday, the knock on my door won't be from a traveling trainer but from my baby girl finding her way home at last."
"I hope so too," Maria replies, her voice unexpectedly thick. "With a mother like you..."
"Oh, please, I'm far from perfect. But I tried." The old woman sighs. "Oh, I tried. I hope Lory knew that. That she still knows that I'll always love her, no matter what. Wherever she might be now."
Maria nods, sips at her drink, and says nothing more. How can she?
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writer-loogi2 · 2 years
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♡︎[𝚁𝚎𝚖𝚊𝚔𝚎] 𝚂𝚎𝚛𝚘 𝙷𝚊𝚗𝚝𝚊 𝚡 𝙲𝚑𝚞𝚋𝚋𝚢!𝚂/𝙾 ( 𝙶𝙽 )♡︎
A/N: Here we go! I'm finally doing a remake of my first ever post on this blog! I know, I already mentioned it here, but a little refresher won't hurt, right? Anyway, I hope you enjoy this new and improved headcanon post! ( It's much more detailed and has more content! )
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♡︎𝙲𝚘𝚗𝚝𝚎𝚗𝚝: Sero Hanta with a chubby reader! ( gender neutral )
♡︎𝚆𝚊𝚛𝚗𝚒𝚗𝚐!! Fluff, lovesick!Sero, body positivity! :)
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( ♡︎𝙲𝚘𝚗𝚝𝚎𝚗𝚝 𝚞𝚗𝚍𝚎𝚛 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚌𝚞𝚝!♡︎ )
• Alright, so y'all can't argue with me but Hanta Sero is easily the biggest chubby chaser to ever exists in the MHA universe. ( As if the other characters aren't chubby chasers too, but this man is on top of the list )
• Like I tell you this man is a SIMP for anyone who's chubby-
• But to be honest, he only has eyes for you, the new transfer student, who just so happens to be a chubby cutie that caught his attention..
• He loves absolutely everything about you!
• The way your chubby cheeks looks so kissable.. It makes him just wanna kiss you all the damn time ( maybe even bite.. )
• The way your tummy looks so squishy, so soft and warm, he just can't help but want to wrap his arms around your waist and squeeze you and pull you closer to his body. He wants to feel your warm body against his own..
• The way your thighs look when you sit down.. If it were him, he'd lay his head on your lap any day ( or use your thighs as earmuffs if you know what I mean.. )
• Oh and don't get me started on how badly Sero wants to cook meals for you-
• This man radiates feeder vibes I swear-
• I know he's not the best at cooking, but I like to think that he'll ask Bakugou for help, or just order your favorite food and well.. Feed it to you.
• He's definitely the best hype man you could ever get as well!
• You don't even have to ask him, he'll just complement you all the time. He doesn't care what others think, his main priority is to make you feel like the most amazing person in the world! ( which to him you already are 👉🏼👈🏼 )
• He also tries his best not to be very forward with you but he just can't help it! It's not his fault that you're so tempting!
• Of course, he won't do anything that'll make you uncomfortable, he's not that kind of person.
• Just a couple quick touches here and there. Mostly he'll just place his arm around your shoulder, or playfully pull you in close with his tape.
• And let's not forget that this man, is flirtatious by default. There's no way you can escape Sero's flirting, it just comes out naturally to him.
• You thought Sero complementing you was bad? Well his flirting is way worse-
• There isn't a day where this man won't flirt with you- of course, sometimes he just does it to fluster you, but even then there are times when he's just feeling a bit silly and will casually throw up a cheesy pick-up line. ( Blame Denki for that one- )
• But that's besides the point. In other words, Sero's OBSESSED with you.
• Oh and if you think this ends here, you're wrong-
• Because aside from Sero being a romantic bastard, he's also quite the show off sometimes. However he only likes to show off to you, so that you'll pay attention to him and no one else.. ( yeah he's a little possessive like that. )
• He'll often comment on how strong he is, and how he totally lifts weights. And despite his lanky appearance, he actually is pretty strong.
• And just to prove a point, he WILL carry you. He won't hesitate to lift you up and put you on his shoulders. So don't bother telling him 'you're too heavy' because he will disagree fully, and will prove to you that he can take it.
• I truly believe that Sero just loves the contrast he has with you. That's why I can imagine him longing for your touch.
• ( y'all may not agree with me on this but Sero's love languages are words of affirmation and physical touch. )
• Sure, as I mentioned before, he'll merely do a couple quick touches with you, but he always wishes that someday you'll finally love him and offer him the warm comfort of your embrace. He's THAT hopelessly in love with you.
• The day you admit your love to Sero is the day he'll cherish for years to come. And he promises that he'll treat you the way you deserve to be treated.
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A/N: Alright so, I wasn't sure how to finish this post, I had a lot of trouble thinking of how to end it but I somehow managed to get something at least!
Anyway I hope you guys like this one more, as the original post wasn't as loved as others.
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♡︎𝙼𝚊𝚜𝚝𝚎𝚛𝚕𝚒𝚜𝚝♡︎
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Sunny Day Jack Transcript - PSYCHE - 72782
You know, writing Sunshine in Hell and all these headcanons has me going over a lot of lore bits for Something’s Wrong With Sunny Day Jack. I realized that the partial-transcript I wrote up for one of the audio files might be useful for other people as well. So, I went back and completed the transcript as best I can.
Disclaimer - I suffer from auditory processing disorder. This means that I struggle to translate sounds into words. As such, my transcript might not be completely accurate. (One word in particular is marked as one that I struggled with.) Please let me know if I got anything wrong so that I can fix it.
I’ll put the transcript below a cut for those who still haven’t played the demo and don’t want spoilers. I hope you find this useful!
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Consultant: Hi there, Mr… uh… Mr. Haberdae.
[Redacted]: Yeah. Yeah, that’s it.
Consultant: Mr. Haberdae, so nice to meet you. My name is Joseph… Joseph Kinley. I’m sure the directors told you a bit about me beforehand, but I’m the psyche and development consultant for the show.
[Redacted]: (nervous laughter) Uh... W-well they might have? Um… I really don’t know that much about… production? I-I just try to stay out of the way when I can.
Consultant: And that’s perfectly fine. There’s nothing wrong with that. They don’t pay you to fuss over those details, I imagine?
[Redacted]: (nervous laughter) If only, right? (chuckles)
(rustling)
Consultant: So… my job here is to help the writers make sure that, um… that we’re sending the right messages out there. I make sure that the words you act out are mentally and psychologically nourishing for the children watching at home.
[Redacted]: Yeah, that makes sense.
Consultant: Now… you have a very important job as the face of our program. You’re the candy coating for the broccoli of information that we’re feeding them every day. You’re comforting, you’re kind, you’re caring… They have to trust you and like you.
Consultant: Tell me, Mr. Haberdae… um... have you ever considered having a child of your own?
[Redacted]: Um… well… well I guess… maybe. Someday. (chuckle) If I can afford one… Yeah, probably, yeah.
Consultant: Someday you might have your own, but the job you’re going to be taking, the role you’ll be playing, will be significant in the raising of children all over the nation.
Consultant: You’re going to be their parent when their parents are away… their babysitter when their parents are busy… You’re going to be their friend, their counselor, their brother… maybe even their dad when they don’t necessarily have one.
[Redacted]: Shit. Uh… (sigh) I don’t know if I can do all that… What… what if I mess up?
Consultant: That’s why I’m here to help you. We’re going to be putting you through a few psychology classes, some basic childcare and handling classes… the whole works, really.
Consultant: D-do you like children?
[Redacted]: Of course! But… (sigh) I know that… (sigh) I-I mean I… I just don’t want them to, you know… (sigh) I don’t want to put them in a bad position, or…
Consultant: Judging by your, um… a-are those tattoos?
[Redacted]: Y… (sigh) Y-Yeah… I-I can cover them up. Makeup told me that it was fine though…? They said it wouldn’t be an issue… I was in high school… I-I didn’t know any-
Consultant: I’m willing to bet that you had a very hard life growing up. For someone so young to be so defined(?) in themselves and to lash out like that, making permanent adjustments to their bodies in order to stand out… You wanted attention, didn’t you? You wanted to be seen and heard and felt and loved…
Consultant: I-I’m not here to judge, I might even be wrong, um… but I want you to really think about why you want what's best for these children.
Consultant: That’s going to be our starting point moving forward. You’re going to be wiping a lot of faces, holding little hands, and giving lots of hugs over the next coming years… with any luck, of course. (chuckle) By the time we’re finished, you’re going to be better at it than most mothers in America.
[Redacted]: Got it, got it, got it… Um, but… How do you know I’ll do it right?
Consultant: You want to know the truth? It’s all in the psychology, Mr. Haberdae. The child’s mind isn’t that hard a puzzle to figure out. Think of it like, um… like a secret code. It might seem like nonsense, but when you look at it in the right light, it all comes together and tells you everything that you need to know.
Consultant: If you love the kids enough, we’ll take care of the rest. Just keep that motivation and the enthusiasm sincere.
Consultant: We can teach you how to de-escalate situations and teach you how to navigate them, but children aren’t stupid, Mr. Haberdae. They can tell when you’re faking it.
Consultant: I’m sure you especially understand what it’s like to, say… have a parent or guardian tell you that they love you, right? But, maybe even as young as, say… six, you could tell that they didn’t really mean what they were saying.
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Flowers in Storms
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A/N: Another entry for @the-slumberparty​‘s Bingo, again mixing three squares: Friends with benefits, Trapped together, and Flowershop AU. Reader is female.
Warnings: Mentions of the death of a character. Storms and storm damage. Angst.
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The bell above your door jingles and you know who it is without even looking up. “Good afternoon, Sheriff. I’ve got your order right here.”
“How do you do that, Y/N?” Lee walks up to the counter, shaking his head. In the years he’s been visiting your flower shop he still hasn’t figured out your secret to knowing he’s the one walking through the door. He’s tried showing up on different days, at different times, in different weather patterns, and you still know it’s him. “One of these days you’ll have to tell me your secret.”
“Maybe someday,” you tease. “In the meantime, here’s your order. Make sure to give her my love while you’re out there.”
Lee nods his thanks and heads on out, pausing to turn back and ask, “are we still on for Tuesday night?”
“Yeah,” you smile. “Unless that storm we’re supposed to get gets worse. Then you’ll likely be on call.”
“Thank you, Darlin’” he tips his hat and heads out, flowers in hand. 
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It’s been several years since Juanita, Lee’s wife and your best friend, passed on. You were both in a lot of pain at the loss and, after a year, ended up finding comfort in each other. Not a relationship, Lee couldn’t risk looking like he was moving on too quickly, lest he lose his next election. Friends with benefits and it worked for the two of you. 
You both became workaholics when Juanita was buried, burying yourselves in your jobs. It wasn’t healthy and it came to a head when Lee came in to buy flowers on what would’ve been their anniversary. You had told him he needed to take better care of himself and he threw that right back at you. Soon after you both agreed to start meeting up, as friends, just to make sure you each took some time off work. 
Your relationship grew from there but neither of you felt it was right to actually be dating. So you made arrangements, trysts, and other fun things but neither of you asked the other for more. Tuesday would be your next “not-a-date” and you were looking forward to it.
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Business was painfully slow Tuesday but that didn’t surprise you. That storm was building and people were prepping for the worst. Lee had called and told you he was on call for the night and you reassured him you’d be home by the time the really bad winds hit.
Unfortunately you weren’t paying as much attention to the windows as you probably should, too busy making sure that your flowers would survive the likely loss of power. The next time you looked out the window it was hailing pellets the size of golf balls and you decided it was safest to just stay in the shop. You’d been through a few twisters by now and knew how to handle yourself but you still found yourself shaking and nervous as you plotted out the safest spots in the store. 
Your nerves got worse when the power cut out. The scream of the wind and the hail against the roof were the only sounds you could hear. You lit one of your emergency candles. It wasn’t much but there was something comforting about the little source of light and heat. You let yourself relax, watching that little flame, until some red and blue lights distracted you.
You heard the front door slam open followed by Lee shouting your name. You ran to the front of the shop and hugged him tight before yelling, “what the hell are you doing here, Lee?!”
“I could ask you the same thing, Y/N! You promised me you’d be home before this storm got rough. I tried callin' your home, which still has power by the way, and got no answer, so I ran out here hoping, praying you weren’t stuck in a ditch or worse!”
“I can look after myself and you shouldn’t worry about me like that,” you protest. 
Before Lee could yell back you both heard a loud boom as lightning struck a nearby tree. You pulled Lee away from the front door and windows as the tree started falling. Much to both of your dismay it landed on your cars. 
“Fuck,” he whispered. “That’s gonna be a lot of paperwork.”
“For both of us,” you agreed, grateful you were caught up on your insurance. “In the meantime, looks like we’re trapped together here. Come on back, it’s a bit safer there. You got your radio? Let the other officers know?”
“Yeah, yeah. You get on back and I’ll radio. But we’re not done talkin’ about you lyin’ to me!” Lee turns away and radios the station letting them know his car is done for, “happened while rescuing a citizen trapped in a store but now we’re both here. We’ll be alright but I’m out for most any calls.”
“Roger that, Sheriff” you hear as Lee walks to join you. 
“Now,” he says as he crosses his arms and glares, “you wanna tell me what the hell you’re doin’ puttin’ yourself in danger like this?” You’ve noticed over the years how his accent gets stronger the angrier he is. It’s cute when it’s not directed at you.
“I genuinely lost track of time, Lee. I swear it was a legitimate accident. But you didn’t have to come out and save me. I’ve been through these things before and know how to take care of myself.”
“You’d be better at takin’ care o’ yourself if you were at home. Why’d ya even bother openin’ the damn store today? Coulda saved me a heap of trouble and a car!”
“That’s on you,” you countered. “I didn’t ask you to come get me, so you do not get to hold that over my head. And the store was closed most of the day but I had to be here to make sure I’d still have a store to come back to. I got caught up in the preparation and lost track of the time. You know that happens to me.”
“Why the hell couldn’t you just stay home where I…” Lee falters. “Where I’d know you were with your neighbors, lookin’ out for each other?”
“What were you about to say?” Lee shakes his head but you press him further. “You were gonna say something else just now. What was it?”
Lee lets out an exasperated sigh. He knows you well enough to know he’s not getting out of this one. His tone is quiet as he admits “I was going to say, ‘stay home where I could keep you safe.’ It’s…it’s what I say every time I visit Juanita. I just…I don’t want to lose someone else because I couldn’t be there.”
Not knowing what to say you opt to wrap Lee in as big a hug as you can. He gives you a gentle hug back and you stay like that for a long time. Long enough to notice the wind dying down and the pounding of the hail soften to the patter of just rain. 
The hug finally breaks when Lee’s radio chimes in, specifically calling for him. He walks out the front to respond leaving you in the back room. All by yourself in the dark with just a candle. You take the time to clear your head and, by the time Lee walks back in, you’ve made your decision.
“Deputy is drivin’ out here to give us a lift,” Lee tells you. “We’ll drop you off at home and I’ll get back to work.”
“Sounds good, Sheriff.”
Lee freezes. You only call him Sheriff when there are other people around. “What’s goin' on, Y/N?”
“We should probably stop hooking up,” you admit, not meeting his eyes. “I know we agreed on no romance, dating or whatever but…this whole thing was supposed to be temporary anyways. A way to stave off the worst of the grief as we healed. But I don’t think it’s working. I’m the last person to tell you to move on but if you’re still blaming yourself, blaming her, for her death, you need something more than I can offer.”
Lee focuses his attention on the floor, even though it’s too dark to see anything. When he doesn’t respond you continue, “I’ll still happily be your friend, that sure as hell won’t change. But I’m not gonna keep up the rest. It’s been fun, don’t get me wrong, but I think it’s keeping us from healing like we should be.”
He continues to stare at the spot on the floor until you hear the deputy’s car horn. You walk out in silence and get in the back of the car while Lee and the Deputy discuss all the damage and ongoing situations. They drop you off in front of your home, Lee never once acknowledging you. 
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Over the next week you and your neighbors set to picking up the pieces, helping each other out, finding missing pets and more. Happily there weren’t any fatalities. Lee was purposefully keeping his distance from you, sending other officers to areas he knew were helping. The rumor mill was buzzing, of course, but you made sure to not feed the fire. 
When you finally got back to your shop the power had come back and you started salvaging what flowers you could. There were phone calls to suppliers and insurance companies to be made and you settled in for a long day on the phone. 
The front door jingled around noon and, without looking up, you call out, “mornin’ Sheriff.”
Lee lets out an exasperated sigh, “one of these days, Y/N.”
You look at him and ask, “do you actually want to know or do you want to keep it a friendly mystery?”
“You know what, I do wanna know. How the hell do you always know it’s me?”
“You’re always wearing the cologne Juanita would buy for you. That stuff she had to order special from the catalogs. You would’ve run out of it by now but I’m guessing you keep buying it because it makes you think of her.”
He purses his lips and nods, “the smell makes me think of her. My complaints about the cost when she first bought it for me were tempered by her assurances it would help me stand out while campaigning. It just kinda became another thing we would laugh and kid about.”
Lee takes his hat off and walks towards you, “I do need to apologize for bein’ so short with you. I’ve had some time to think and, you’re right. I don’t know that I’ll ever heal from losin’ Juanita, but I need to try and I can’t do that if I’m treating you like I would her. If I keep seein’ her in your place. If I keep wishin’ it was her laying next to me instead of you.” The confession hurts but you take it in stride.
“I’d still love to have ya as a friend,” Lee looks at you sheepishly. “I ain’t been much of a friend but I’m hopeful you’ll let me work at being better at that.”
You give Lee a soft smile and walk towards him with open arms. He welcomes the embrace and you feel his shoulders relax. It takes a while but you finally break the hug, tears in your eyes but a smile on your face. You both needed this.
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It’s been a couple years since the storm but you and Lee are still good friends. So much so that he considers it his duty to keep an eye on your new suitor, a war veteran who came home missing an arm. When you asked Lee why he was stalking your date he looked offended, “I’m the Sheriff and your friend. I have to make sure this new guy isn’t takin’ advantage of our town’s sweet florist.”
You’re working on paperwork when you hear the front door bell jingle. Without looking up you say, “welcome to the Bouquet Boutique! Let me know if you need help with anything.”
“So that’s what you tell your customers,” Lee says with a smile on his face. His smile grows when he sees your look of confusion. “I’m tryin’ to go without the cologne for a while. See how that works.”
“I’m proud of you,” you say as you give him a big hug. “I’ve got your order right here, Lee. Make sure to give Juanita my love.”
“Will do, Darlin’. Will do.”
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