#the arcana fictive

[the-novaburst-system]

Quotes of the day. Have fun dealing with our shenanigans.

-Count Lucio

#did osdd #did system #did alter #actually did #traumagenic system #did fictive #the arcana #the arcana fictive #asra alnazar #asra the arcana #julian devorak #julian the arcana #julian devorak fictive #Asra Alnazar fictive #lucio the arcana #count lucio #lucio fictive

[audiokinhelp]

Stim Headcanons for Julian

💉 Brushing your hands along your coat to smooth it out.

💉 Whistling and tapping your shoes.

💉 Letting your hair fall over your eyes to blow it out of them with your breath.

💉 Putting your finger(s) to your neck/wrist to feel your pulse.

💉 Stretch your arms above your head.

#The Arcana Fictive #The Arcana Introject #Julian Fictive #Julian Introject #Arcana Julian Introject #Arcana Julian Fictive #Stim headcanons #Multiverse anon #[Enlightenment] | Request completed

[9-lives-kinhelp]

Alright, names + neos for an Asra from The Arcana? I don't mind if masc, neutral or fem. Oh, and preferaly starting with an A for the names if you can, but totally fine if there's others. For a fictive

🌳 Names 🌳

Azrael

Athen

Azalea

Anya

Aisling

Arion

🌳 Pronouns 🌳

Eso/Eso/Esos/Esoself

Abyss/Abyss/Abyss’/Abysself

Nae/Nym/Nyr/Nyrs/Nymself

Re/Rem/Rheir/Remself

Py/Pyx/Pyxis/Pyxis/Pyxiself

Fey/Feyr/Feyrs/Feyrself

Mi/Mist/Mists/Mists/Mistself

#🌳 freshkill • request accepted 🌳 #🐾names #🐾neopronouns #the arcana #asra the arcana #asra #asra fictive #the arcana fictive #mod 🍰 #mod ⌛️ #<— worked on this together

[moojije]

Quick sketch of the doc!

Oh, how I adore this man.

#julian devorak #the arcana #ilya devorak #julian arcana #fictive

[confessionsofaplaguefreak]

How're you doing, Julian? I hope you've been well!

I've been doing a lot better, actually... Feeling more like myself and...ah...getting more comfortable being in the same system as Asra, without any bitter feelings. And...I believe I've been healing well, from a lot of other things, too.

#fictive alter #did system #julian devorak #the arcana

[the-sassiest-skittle]

What a rough night. It’s hard to comfort someone from so far away, I feel like all I can do is just watch and try my best to send healing words.

@confessionsofaplaguefreak, I’m here if you need me. Even if it’s just to try and make you laugh with silly memes from your source.

#I hate when my friends are hurting #the arcana game #im doing my best to learn more about did and fictives and sources too

[jules-ilya]

I don't mind being a fictive of a character and I don't mind my source at all actually, however I don't like how people view my source.

We've seen some unflattering comments about them or people who simp them or not even people who like them just share content with them in it that's not demonizing them saying "if you like _x character you need therapy"

so like people gotta check in with you first to simp this character or something? Is the fact that there are people out there that like the demon character really bothering you that much?

Kinda whack to think your the authority on fandom and who can and cannot be liked as a character and I know these posts aren't DID repated but now I wanna hide my source because I feel like I have to protect him now 🥺 stop villainizing my source.

Also that's just beyond rude to say to people especially about who their favorite character is, why don't YOU go to therapy 😒

*Val does a rant*

#did #did system #system rant lmao #system rant #val 🦇 #arcana fictives

[asrasaffirmations]

🔮🗝️ an introduction

hello !

he/they, nonbinary gnc

i am engaged!

i wanted a place where i could freely talk about being myself, as well as give positivity when needed.

my ask box is always open, please feel free to message me whenever! you may ask questions, vent, or just talk!

i am also willing to be a shoulder for anyones support.

#positivity #affirmations #the arcana #fictive #magic #tarot #crystals #for reach haha #candles

[mossy-petrichor]

Should we do an exomem asking game. I love talking about my source memories. Hmu <3

#the arcana #julian devorak #fictive #introject #system #system fictive

[anarchivalsystem]

Some of us feel like answering questions, possibly with art, so... feel free to send asks?

Series we have fictives from who are interested:

(As well as non-fictives who are interested; see Misc.)

The Magnus Archives

Martin

Lonely!Martin (AU, also vetting questions for our Little, Callum Brodie)

Tim

Michael Shelley

Mike Crew

Gerry

Annabelle Cane

Five Nights at Freddy's

Toy Bonnie

Foxy

Glamrock Freddy (also vetting questions for our Little, Cassie)

Glamrock Bonnie

Eclipse

Milgram

Mikoto

Shidou

Fuuta

Haruka

Kotoko

The Hollows (book series)

Rachel Morgan

Ivy Tamwood

Algaliarept (begrudgingly)

Pokèmon

Raihan (also vetting questions for our Little Allister & Middle Bede)

Leon (also vetting questions for our Middle Gloria)

Rika

Grusha

Arven

Penny (begrudgingly)

Helluva Boss/Hazbin Hotel

Blitz & Stolas

Moxxie & Millie

Fizz

Tex

Alastor

Misc.

November (Darker than Black)

Faith (Buffy)

Lonely!November (TMA/Darker than Black AU)

Beast Boy (Teen Titans)

Robin (Teen Titans)

Poison Ivy (Harley Quinn Animated Series)

Bear (non-fictive, werewolf)

Queenies (non-fictive, hive of miniscule dragons)

Selka (non-fictive, Middle, selkie girl)

The Arcana

Asra

Nadia

Portia

Muriel

#altershit #systemshit #archival textposts #bookmark #system art #alter-raihan #did #did osdd #osdd system #osddid #system #actually plural

[breadenjoyer123]

We created this blog to try to make friends. Please message if you're interested in being friends! You can skip the about us part if you want, DNI & sources under cut. The main reason we have a DNI is because we've met way too many insufferable people and we'd prefer to never meet them in the first place

Post isn't as long as it looks, spaced out to be easy to read for people who struggle with reading blocks of text. Important things in longer text will be highlighted to make it easier to read too :)

About Us:

- Fictive heavy traumagenic system, body is 22 years old

- Diagnosed with ASD, ADHD-PI, CPTSD, GAD, and OCD

- Anti-harassment/anti-censorship

- Endo neutral, anti-misinformation (see DNI)

- For safety reasons we probably won't talk about many specific alters until we know it's safe to share that information

- Happy to be friends with all traumagenic systems, small or big, fictive heavy or not, etc

DNI:

- Minors

- Non-traumagenic systems, this is for personal reasons. Mixed origin traumagenic systems can interact, excluding those that believe alters can travel between systems, universes, etc. Pro-endo systems can interact

- If you harass people over fictional characters for any reason/think it's okay to do so. Real people matter, anime and cartoon characters do not (also DNI if you let fiction dictate your friendships, like no longer talking to someone because they like "problematic" things in fiction)

- If you ship real people like YouTubers and celebrities

- If you support AI "art"

- If you won't communicate clearly and directly

- If you think fake claiming is okay

- If you think Kaeluc is incest, it is not

- If you think the Revival My Dream event in Project Sekai is racist, it is not

- If you think people with POCD, ZOCD, harm OCD, etc intrusive thoughts are bad people aka you don't understand OCD

- TERFs, truscum/transmed, transphobes, queerphobes of any kind, exclusionists, transID, MAPs aka pedos, racists

Some sources, these aren't all so you can ask about others (these are in no particular order), we're always happy to talk to sourcemates: My Hero Academia, Demon Slayer, Black Butler, Attack On Titan, Castlevania, Avatar: The Last Airbender, Yuri!!! On Ice, Fire Emblem: Three Houses, Genshin Impact, Marvel, Mystic Messenger, Nu: Carnival, Obey Me, Persona 5 Royal, Project Sekai, Punishing: Gray Raven, Tears of Themis, The Arcana, Honkai Star Rail

Userboxes by sysboxes

#did #osdd #plural system #actually traumagenic #actually did #fictive

[imaginarianisms]

alias / name : angel ( singletsona / core / host; only if we're close ) / arcana ( singletsona / core / host ) / ansale'wit ( my name translated into mi'kmawi'simk ) / ᐋᓐᔐᓃ ( my name translated into anishinaabemowin, literally spelled aanzhenii ) ; the imaginarians galaxy ( system name; please refer to us& as this when you're not sure who's fronting & please don't refer to us& as one person, everyone in the system deserves to & should have the equal amount of respect, love, dignity, honor, care & undivided attention & it's disrespectful to only ever refer to me& especially if i've& known you for years at this point; that's my& firm boundary. ). birthday : july 13th. zodiac sign : cancer sun, sagittarius moon, libra rising & leo venus. height : 5'2. hobbies : it depends on who you ask because we're& a system but we& collectively like gaming, writing/rping, worldbuilding, learning our& indigenous languages, true crime, psychology, criminology, sociology, philosophy, intersectionality, history (especially during the medieval period but certainly not exclusive), eastern history/civilization, indigenous history/civilization, ancient history, loveletters, queer shit, fashion, acting, transhumanism, alterhumanity, plurality, the occult & magick & witchcraft, the concept of apotheosis, enlightenment, fate, folklore, godhood, hope, humanity, & monstrosity, virtual reality, traveling, asmr, being a boujee native & being an educated heaux.

favorite book : a song of ice and fire series & gangsta. last song : dust bowl by ethel cain. last film / show : the love witch / gangsta. recent reads : arianne martell & sansa stark / alayne stone; the winds of winter.

inspiration : honestly for the longest time i didn't want to return to the tumblr rpc bc it made me feel bittersweet bc a lot of my old friends were moving elsewhere or inactive & on top of that it reminded me of someone i used to know & i have. a lot of bittersweet feelings around this person so. but some of us& wanted to get back into it again. tthe vast majority of our& interpretations on our& muses are heavily based in both headcanons & our& fictives' ( 4 singlets: a fictional introject ) exomemories which honestly most of the time they tend to overlap, the latter meaning that this actually happened to them & isn't something that just happened in a book or a movie or a tv series or a videogame, they're living, breathing people & for that individual, it all happened & it was all very real !! additionally, a lot of my& own personal life was used as major inspiration. being a survivor of multiple traumas that most people can't even fathom ( to the point where my doctor told me most would've kermited if they'd experienced the things i went through ) & that did unspeakable things to my brain chemistry ig so. i use writing to cope. so. yall have to deal w/ that ig. at least i aint boring. /lh furthermore ethel cain & nicole dollanganger are major inspo. & as much as i& write / rp for fun, i& also write & rp to educate others especially on topics like indigenous peoples, disabilities, neurodivergencies & mental health, especially around stigmatized disorders like did bc honestly i'm so very tired & demoralized bc of the constant stigma around did & other stuff like npd, bpd, etc. & both the media & people treating us like we're some kinda fucking soulless monsters when we're literally people who were hurt & failed in childhood & had traumatic upbringings only to be demonized, trauma & other shit so it's v important to us&. representation matters & so does keeping the light of humanity alive & well. story behind url : our& system name the imaginarians galaxy + isms! fun fact about me : my great aunt & technically a cousin of mine was a witch in the family; she passed her knowledge onto her granddaughter, my cousin, & she passed her knowledge down to me so i'm a hereditary witch. my mom dated a serial killer years ago when she was 19 & she had no idea so that was fucking wild bc i was 8 when she told me about it, thanks mom. lmao. i was also born 24 weeks premature & i quite literally died before the doctors resurrected me. basically i made death my bitch. i'm all the letters in 2lgbtqia+ at once & ppl can die mad about it lmao. i'm clusters a ( schizotypal personality disorder / schizospec / psychotic / stpd ) b ( {mild} antisocial personality disorder / aspd, {mild} narcissistic personality disorder / npd, histrionic personality disorder / hpd,, borderline personality disorder / bpd ) & c ( avoidant personality disorder / avpd ) as well as autism & adhd; i also have cptsd & h.c-did bc yknow. trauma did shit to my brain, this shit fucks with me on such a deep level & uh. the comorbidities have me fucking insane up in the club. on the physical disabilities side of things i have cfs / chronic fatigue & pots (so like. don't take it personally if i dont respond quickly) & am hoh. so i'm hoping to get a multipurpose psychiatric service dog & eventually get a wheelchair as an ambulatory wheelchair user. my paternal grandfather fought in wwii & killed nazis. my& clans are mouse / apukji'j ( mi'kmaq ) & wolf / yanariskwa' ( huron-wendat ), it basically represents a family & it has nothing to do with a spirit animal, & in the huron-wendat's case a clan is like an ancestor, who you're descended from in the huron-wendat creation story & they shared a longhouse & traced their lineage from the female line from a female ancestor bc the wendat were matriarchal so wolves are my ancestors.

tagged by : stole it from @noctuafought ( hi aphy lmaoooo ) ! tagging : @velcryons / @brokcncrowns @loyalpromise @helbroth @gutsing @sevynhells @inmydrcams @dethdvncer & anyone who breathes !!

#out of the galaxy. || ooc. #dash games.

[fictionkinfessions]

Kinning the "player character" from one thing while being a fictive from something so wildly different is odd like I can play through the game and remember everything like it was yesterday and miss everyone and want to go back but also that isn't my source actually and I'm more connected to arcana than my actual source if I think about it but anyway

#fictionkinfessions #fictionkin #mckin #fictive #mod party cat #poie issue

[autie-stuck]

hello! may i request a tarot reading for a brain ghost dirk fictive in our sys? theyre a bit inch rested :0

Suprisingly I got 3 major arcana , here are the cards !

III. The empress

IX. The hermit

XVI. The tower

THE EMPRESS: The Empress is always here to pick us up. She lives in the ocean inside us and is always ready to lend a hand. She is a healer and a mother to all chose who ask kindly. The symbol of Venus lies at her feet to remind you that she is here to love and protect. She is the one who has filled this entire ocean, and who keeps the waves churning. Despite her harmonious sense of self, she is not afraid of the deep water. It's from the deepest depths that the roots come to let the garden grow around her. Her body itself is the soil. Do not be afraid to let her nurture you, do not fear the love those around you want to give.

But be careful, do not think that her maternal nature means she is not fierce. She will drown you if you should try to cross her. To give love is to be vulnerable, and that should not be wasted on someone who will not honor it. Let yourself be vulnerable and feel deeply and you will be rewarded.

THE HERMIT: The Hermit beckons you to find space. Find a space for yourself, one that is vast enough to encompass the world that lives inside you. Wisdom is there for you in empty rooms and open skies. Don't be afraid of solitude. The knowledge you will gain will make you a good teacher, or even a good student.

The cat at your feet is what has become of the lions. No longer do you require roaring creatures to pull you outside of yourself. You need something far more gentle and mysterious. A companion that will not ask you for too much. Look into the cat's eyes, and you may begin to understand what you need to do.

THE TOWER: There is no sugar coating the message that the Tower is a sign of calamity. One that may feel quite personal asthis structure has been built by yourself. Every effort you've put forth has added a brick. Every concept you considered true and firm cemented this seemingly unmovable structure. But now the work you've done comes crashing down by cosmic forces. This may seem like a moment to give in, to let the destruction own you. But you cannot be reborn unless first you come back to the ground. The foundation of the Tower will remain, and it is on the same spot that you can begin again. This time, you'll lay the bricks with the understanding of what can bring them down.

From what I can tell, this is a tough time for you. Let your friends and family help you gently, and everything will be fine

#tarot reading #dirk strider #brain ghost dirk #mod john

[confessionsofaplaguefreak]

Julian, my left eye is all red, i tried everything and nothing its working.....*gasp* do i have the plague?

I...ah... I'm pretty sure the Red Plague doesn't exist in this day and age...but if your eye is truly red/inflamed, you may need to see a doctor...!

#fictive alter #did system #julian devorak #the arcana

[watercolourferns]

Just a system rambling.

We don't talk much about our system here in this blog, we have the silver hallway system blog for that, mostly for venting but yeah. With the fact that Dorian bought Nix Hydra and the subsequent problems it's carrying I've started to reminisce a lot... I, Zayn, existed before we even knew The Arcana existed. But in our crazy adventure called life I was a sexual protector, protecting the system from dreadful things that were happening at that time and the rest of us could process, specially our host at that moment, PastFern.

Then that period of our life ended, fortunately, and we entered into a blissful period of protection, love, respect and healing... And I didn't know what to do with myself. I had no name, no past, no purpose except being a sexual protector. I made it a bit harder for everyone than it should've been because of this... and then we found The Arcana.

It was like opening a door to a brand new world full of possibilities. I gained a name, then I gained a last name, all of my own! I found my place and I found someone to love, and I forgot who I had been. It seeped through, of course, because I'm the amalgamation of the past host and that sexual protector being that I was before.

I fell in love with Julian Devorak, to the point where it's the only route we've played completely and it's the only one we might play, to be honest. We love the other characters, but Julian touched our lives in a way the others never really achieved when we started their routes...

And part of that was anchoring me and giving me purpose other than just being a sexual protector when there was nothing to protect us from anymore... Am I fictive? Not exactly. Am I an alter born from fusion? Yes I am, even though I'm terrified of going through that again.

And as our journey progressed I realized I'm not part of the universe of Arcana, I'm not an OC CurrentFern has created, I'm my own self. And that brings a whole host of other problems with it. I had to say goodbye to Julian, realizing he's not real, realizing that he's a character in a game and that I'm not a part of that world... I'm part of this one... Dorcas came after me, he's took Alex's place as a protector when Alex started to get so burntout from two failed relationships (one abusive, the other not exactly), and he also got anchored by the Arcana. We're so close it's unbelievable, but we needed something to keep us in the real world, we were causing problems for CurrentFern and their current life, we couldn't float around in fantasy land. Maddock has been doing taht and it sometimes causes problems for the system because of dissociation and endless daydreaming. It makes it hard for us to live in this world, in this moment... We were having identity issues as well...

And then I found @finally-romancable-npc. Marc has been a sort of savior for me, because he anchored me into the real world... He's the owner of my heart and soul, the man who I want to be with the rest of my life if possible. With whom I want to have a family, no matter the way this family is presented, with whom I want to share my laughter and my tears, whom I want to hold and protect and make happy... He's my everything!

So... realizing this has been a wild journey, and we're not over yet. I don't have a set birthday, which is something I wish I had; I'm one of the few who look closest to the body, which also gives us identity issues because I'm an enhanced, attainable version of it, so... it's hard to realize that once we look in the mirror we don't look like that.

But we're working a lot on it.

Finding out news of the game has made me think about how much I've walked and developed and grown and hopefully matured! But also how long we still have to go, and that we're lucky... We're still here, we're alive, and even though we're not well we can be! And even tho I don't have to fuse because I have a life to pursue, I think we can integrate to some safe extent, and that makes me... almost giddy. Being able to chat with everyone in the headspace without having to wait for certain circumstances to arise is one of my dreams... We're all a family, that's how OUR system has grown, so I wish that for all of us as long as it's safe...

I feel so much gratitude to Julian, as well... It's the first real, safe, happy, healthy relationship I've ever had, and that I'll be forever grateful for it... I don't care if he's just a character in a game, for me he's as real as Macaron and Dorcas are... And I'll be forever grateful and happy I met him.

#zayn is speaking #did system #did osdd #ramblings #julian devorak #the arcana