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#the chances of finding someone you mesh with and are attracted to and can communicate with. are so slim.
skunkes · 9 months
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what they dont tell you about being incredibly introspective is that you'll think you're done making realizations and then you'll just make more realizations always all the time forever
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What Do Men Really Think About Women?
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What Do Men Think About Women? ‍Men can be fickle creatures. They go from falling head over heels in love to completely forgetting your birthday and everything in between. It’s not exactly the most predictable of social interactions, but it is one that will continue to persist until the end of time…or until we all become a blissfully sexless race of humanoid aliens. Women and men are two very different creatures with different needs, wants, and expectations. While most men are happy to settle down with one partner, they are also open to dating as many people as they find attractive. For men, this can leave them balancing their desire for intimacy with an appreciation for variety. How do you keep a man interested without applying every trick in the book? Keep reading to learn more about what men think about women and relationships so that you’ll be ready when things get serious—or if things don’t go further than being friends. Have a Sense of Self When you’re dating someone, you’re dating that person as an individual and not as an extension of yourself. That person has their own interests, dislikes, and quirks that have nothing to do with you. If you can’t separate yourself from the other person, you’re setting yourself up for a future of resentment and disappointment. The most important part of this equation is having a sense of self. You have to know who you are, what you want, and what you need out of life. This way, when you are dating someone, you can determine whether or not that person meshes with your lifestyle and values. If not, you don’t have to break off the relationship, but you do have to be honest about any red flags that show up as a result of your date’s personality. Be an Independent Woman Men want to date someone who is their own person. Someone who isn’t constantly soaking up your attention and is confident enough to make their own decisions. This isn’t to say that you should ignore his needs or desires, but it is important to make sure you’re not leaning on him too heavily. Unfortunately, a lot of men end up dating clingy women who are constantly asking them what they think and what they want to do. This can make him feel smothered and overwhelmed, which is a surefire way to end your relationship before it’s even had a chance to get off the ground. If you have a strong sense of independence, you can avoid the pitfalls that come with a needy and clingy personality. This will ensure that he has room to breathe and doesn’t feel as if he’s dating a carbon copy of himself. Don’t Play Games Men hate games. They hate the fact that you’re trying to manipulate them into pursuing you with false praise or compliments. This is especially common in women who think that they need to be “hard to get” in order to entice their date. On the contrary, this is an excellent way to get him to lose interest and turn him off. Men are natural hunters and are used to tracking down food and mates before killing them and eating them. If you make him work for the date and you, he’ll be absolutely thrilled with the challenge. If you throw him a few false compliments and then act uninterested when he asks you out, he’ll be annoyed by the misleading lead-in. Be Confident and Communicate Openly Communicate openly and honestly with your dates. If you have a strong desire to go on a certain type of date or to do certain types of activities, don’t be shy about letting him know. Being confident in your desires is an excellent way to ensure that you don’t get stuck doing something that you don’t really enjoy. Men appreciate women who are honest with them and are confident enough to speak their minds. Don’t be a loudmouth, but don’t be afraid to speak up when something is on your mind. This will ensure that you don’t end up getting stuck on a date that you don’t enjoy and that you don’t accidentally make him feel as if he has to always make the choices. Don’t expect him to read your mind and be clear about what you want and need. This is the best way to end up with a date you don’t want or a bad date experience because you didn’t speak up about what you wanted and needed. Get to Know His Family and Friends Men love their family and friends, and they want you to love them too. If you get to know his family and friends, it will give you a chance to see how he interacts with his loved ones and will let them get to know you a little bit better as well. This gives you a chance to see if you really want to be in a relationship with the person. If you like his family, you know that there’s a good chance that you’ll like his future children. If you like his friends, you know that you’ll probably get along with his future partner. This will let you know whether or not you two are compatible. This is a big step for any relationship and should not be taken lightly. Getting to know his family and friends will let you know if he is someone that you want to be in a long-term relationship with. Don’t just do it because you think that you have to, but do it because you really want to get to know him better and see what kind of person he is outside of the dating scene. Don’t Be Afraid to Speak Up If a relationship is moving quickly or if he is asking you out on a date, don’t be afraid to speak up if you aren’t ready for it. This doesn’t mean that you have to put up with bad treatment or dates that you don’t want to go on, but it does mean that you don’t have to be a jerk about it. If he asks you out on a date or wants to take you to a specific event, be honest with him about whether or not you are ready for it. If he is moving too quickly in the relationship, let him know that you aren’t ready for a physical relationship or for a long-term commitment. Letting him know that you aren’t ready without hurting his feelings or making him feel like you are rejecting him is important. You don’t want to come across as mean or heartless, so be sure to be honest and open with him while still being respectful and genuine. The Bottom Line Men have been thinking about dating and marriage for thousands of years. Some guys will want to settle down right away, while others might take their time and be content with casual dating. Some men will want to date traditional women, while others will want to date more alternative folks. No matter what type of man you’re dating, you want to make sure that he is happy and that you are compatible with him. Don’t try to be someone that you’re not. Don’t try to fit in with the image that he wants. Find out what he wants, but be yourself. Communicate your feelings and desires openly and honestly, and you’ll make a great partner for any man. Originally Published On: InterestArticles.com Read the full article
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Synastry House Overlays-Moon in the houses
First House-
There is safe environment feeling for someone’s moon when in another person’s first house. Moon person feels a sense of security, like they are able to put their guard down around the house partner. A sense that house partner really gets them and they assume they feel the same. Moon person openness helps house partner with their sensitive side and feels moved by the Moon person. Both partners are able to pick up on each other’s moods easily as they are sensitive to each other as well and most of the time can affect each other. The house person’s self-expression can strongly have an affect on the moon partner. 
Second House-
Second house synastry brings a value feeling of emotional satisfaction for the Moon person when in someone’s second house rather a romantic one. House person senses that there is something that the Moon partner wants, making them feel a little anxious and in a reaction will act out. The Moon wants to provide security and the house partner tries to be helpful an generous. There is a chance of jealousy and possessiveness occurring with this overlay as Venus naturally rules the second house. This is best for a business related relationship and not the best romantic synastry but can be managed as both partner can see that there is tangible value. 
Third House-
Someone’s moon in the third house brings an atmosphere of cooperation and friendliness or sibling like feel. The Moon person sees and admires how the house partner goes about their life, handling things a certain way, and to the Moon it just feels right. Emotional reactions of the Moon person however can have a huge influence on the house partner. House person enjoys the Moon partner’s company and admires their intelligence and feels like they can chat about anything and can often find themselves thinking about the Moon partner. There is good communication between the two, even similar ways of thinking, to the point where it feels like there is a psychic connection. 
Fourth House-
Having someone’s Moon in the fourth house can bring a love/hate type of relationship. Even though there can be a deep bond between the two, there is also a competitive nature to them. A feeling of being home with each other here for these people, house partner may be able to nurture Moon person and be able to provide a warm environment. Moon person feels the need to establish some sort of authority over the house partner. There is an intensity that comes with this synastry that most people cannot handle as the two may want to spend a lot of time together, if this is a romantic connection the two may move in quickly together. Some believe this is a past life connection.
Fifth House-
Moon in the fifth house brings a fun, loving, pleasureful type of energy to any relationship. The house person arouses something in the Moon partner strongly, making the Moon partner feel like the house person is truly an amazing human being and be comfortable enough to put down their guard. This give the house partner a flattered feeling and a boost in pride when receiving attention from Moon person, giving back warmth and love. House person may also find themselves enjoying even the emotional parts of this relationship along with the happier parts. Both partner stimulates the creativity in each other, if a romantic there may be even lots of talks of having children or if one is already a parent, the other partner may get along very well with the children.
Sixth House-
There is a constant need to always try and help one another with Moon sixth house overlay, which would make this a good overlay for work relationships or service type. Moon person may have a strange feeling about the house partner, feelings of either they are obligated to always be helping the house partner or that the house partner is a burden to the Moon person. The house person may have a slight sense of this but continues on with their life anyways, they may even want to help the Moon partner help organize their life in a better way somehow. There is a risk of Moon person becoming a martyr type in this overlay.
Seventh House-
A sense of acceptance and balance can be felt by the Moon person in this house synastry. The Moon person feels secure around the house partner and also feels like there is no judgement coming from them. House person just enjoys all the eccentric things about the Moon partner and loves to be there for them in some form of support. For both, being together just feels natural like all things are balanced and can feel like you two really mesh well together and probably spend all their free time with each other. There can be a romantic attraction, especially if the moon is conjunct with the house person’s DC, but this can also be great for a business partnership.
Eighth House-
There is a deep reach into the Moon person’s psyche when it lands in someone’s eighth house, a reach so far that the house partner can stir up the most dark and hidden part of the Moon person’s subconscious, Moon person may even crave things that most people won’t put up with. Along with being able to arouse something in the Moon partner, the house person senses the intensiveness and willing to go down into the depths with the Moon partner no matter what comes for them. There is a deep attraction and an intense urge that’s almost like a hunger for each other, this synastry could make intense closet lovers or worse enemies. 
Ninth House-
An expansive feeling in this synastry for both people, being able to learn from each other in so many different ways. Both the house person and Moon partner have similar views on many subjects and an appreciation for each other on a integral level. The Moon person idealizes the house partner, seeing them as brilliant or an inspiration for life putting them on this pedestal. There may even be a feeling like the house partner is out of the league, and that can be stretched to the idea of out of reach as in long-distance, traveling may play a part in this relationship. House person is inspired by Moon partner to become a better person, so much that it may come to a point where the house person absolutely needs the Moon partner and becomes emotionally dependent on them. 
Tenth House-
When someone’s Moon lands in another’s tenth house, a great amount of admiration occurs. House person helps provide security and a sense of status for the Moon partner. Moon person may in some way promote the house partner and help them feel confident and help with their career. There isn’t a lot of emotional closeness here, if badly aspected, Moon person may get this uneasy feeling about the house partner as if they are too pompous and it doesn’t sit well with the Moon person. This synastry is great for work related relationships rather than a romantic one but not impossible as there is a want for one or the other to have their partner as a Trophy Wife/Husband.
Eleventh House-
One of the best synastry to have for friends, love, or both. Both people here can feel like their true self when with each other and be able to share their feelings safely, they can almost feel like they have known each other forever. There is support and chances are there are several mutual friends between the two. An instinctive at ease feeling for the Moon person happens when they are around the house partner. Moon can see the house partner as maybe their ‘dream’ guy or girl, feeling like the house person is the answer to all their hopes and dreams. House partner will help Moon person expand their social horizons and may be the one who always has a place to hang or have get togethers. This house overlay is a pretty calm one and can calm down negative aspects in charts. 
Twelfth House-
There is a mutual compassion for each other when it comes to twelfth house, this overlay can bring these people to feel like there is a psychic connection and they are soulmates. There is a feeling for one or both that the two were fated with each other, almost karmic. House person may find themselves dreaming about Moon partner, while the Moon helps identify things that lie hidden to the house person that may be highly beneficial. But there needs to be some cautiousness when it comes to the twelfth house, if badly aspected there can be a lack of trust between them with no real purpose. Moon person feels like they cannot figure out the house partner, like they are hiding something, even if the house partner isn’t. This makes the house person suspicious and wonders why the Moon partner acts like that and in result may end up playing games with each other and turn into enemies. This is not a simple or easy synastry.
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The Word Of Your Body Duet (Roland x Rin Davies)
Andante, Andante
Word Count: 2500
Warnings: angst, bit of fluff mixed in with smut, one outdated word,
A/N: Everyone has their secrets, but sometimes we need someone to share them with. Roland just chooses his last night to let Rin in on his. This is a follow-up to Songbird
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Roland sat on the edge of Rin's bed while she paced back and forth anxiously in front of him. Since he came over earlier in the evening, they only managed to kiss until their lips swelled. Rin had taken her gloves off, but refused to touch Roland anywhere with bare skin.
“I don't understand. You said I do nothing to ye?”
“You-you don't,” Rin stuttered. “At least not normally. This isn’t normal, Roland. We've known each other for over a year, and until yesterday neither of us have given any inkling that we are attracted to each other. I mean who wouldn't be attracted to you? Look at you, you're terribly handsome.”
Roland cocked an eyebrow, “Handsome in a terrible way. I'll admit t’the terrible part. I can be a bit..”
“Of a twat?”
“Much. It's the handsome part I don't know I’d agree with. There's not exactly a line around the block.”
“I just don't like surprises. I've had things happen.. To me. I can't take that again.”
Roland reached out and hooked his fingers in the belt loops of Rin’s jeans. He drew her down into his lap, his arms held her in place.
“First you’re giving me motion sickness watching all that back and forth. Second will ye just bloody touch me?! Anywhere, you'll see something I've never told anyone at this school. Not that I have friends besides you.”
Rin’s heart fell. That really couldn't be the truth? Roland wasn't all that bad, he was just a little.. blunt. Not that she had friends, present company aside. It was difficult for Rin to get close with anyone in case their true personalities showed through. She had a knack for telling people their feelings before they were even ready.
“What if I don't like what I see?”
“It's nothing that salacious. Just a wee bit I suppose,” there was a shrug in his shoulder. “If ye don't like it, ye never have t’see me again.”
“Why do you keep saying that like another semester won't roll around?”
“I'm moving to Perth,” he said matter of fact.
“AUSTRALIA?!” Rin was gobsmacked.
“Jupiter!” Roland gave a mock surprised face that teased the girl on his lap.
Rin shoved Roland somewhere between serious and playful. “Oh don't be a bastard!”
“I can't be one! My parents were married!” his brows furrowed in fake consternation. “As far as I know at least?” He stroked his chin in deep thought.
“Can you ever talk without sarcasm or snark?!”
“I'm like Tinkerbell, but I must be acerbic to live!”
Rin’s eyes nearly rolled back in her head. The banter was so natural between them. In that weird way you never notice how much you want or need someone until they won't be there tomorrow. She became instantly pained. Rin had never felt as at-ease with anyone, sharing her secrets and her songs as openly as she did with Roland.
Now her voice was soft and sad, “What's in Oz you can't find here?”
“They offered me a place at their sister conservancy. I've got family over there too. What's left of them.”
Roland nudged his nose against Rin’s. He nuzzled downwards and along her cheek. Taking a chance in kissing her once more where his nose had been. He let his lips linger on her skin, so she knew he would be an open book if she wanted. Even if it was just a day or so before he left her.
Rin draped her arms around Roland’s shoulders before kissing him again. There was a heat, that taste of smoke. Of trailers and RVs all parked together around campfires and music. Then a spice of peppers as his tongue overpowered hers. His kisses taste like Travellers, once called Gypsy.
Roland’s mouth was hungry for her as he awkwardly reached for the hem of her shirt. Desperate to feel Rin, she could tell. All of her. There was nothing sinister about his intentions. Just fiddles and drums and whiskey.
In a blur of laughter and limbs, Rin and Roland clambered to their feet to strip down to their underwear. She flattened her scarred hands on his chest. For someone who could see into someone's mind or emotions, how did Rin miss his olive skin? Those subtle differences that would've given him such grief if others knew.
Rin said it out loud in the sudden quiet. only Roland’s wild heartbeat under her fingers and heavy breath that builds. “You're a gypsy.”
Her eyes focused on his body. An ache between her thighs as she glanced down at the erection inside of his boxers. He wasn't embarrassed. In fact, he was quite confident for Roland at this moment.
Roland’s hands were in Rin’s hair. Entangled so that they tugged her head upwards with a pleasurable pain. She was forced to meet his eyes as he leaned down to mesh his mouth with hers again. His tongue darted in swiftly before she reciprocated. He let his hands stray down over her body to the hook of her bra where he fumbled but only briefly before it came free.
“Not anymore,” Roland’s voice thick.
“I'm sorry. Traveller?” Rin was apologetic.
Her hips involuntarily pushed into his as she lightly brushed her fingers down his body. They traced around his waist to the small of his back. That dip just above the band of his boxers.
“No, I mean I'm not a Traveller or a gypsy anymore. Best assimilate with the other gorja. Being “normal” has made everything easier.”
There was a sadness now in Roland's flesh. It flowed just underneath the surface as Rin embraced him. Her experience with tents and churches and people “speaking in tongues” as her parents forced her to perform “miracles” on blind faith punters bubbled over her surface and spread to Roland’s.
“Wren. It wasn't like that. I'm sad because I miss them. I'm ashamed of turning my back on the people who raised me. That's where I fell in love with music. C’mon you’re ruining our last night!”
Roland let go and laid on the bed with his back to the wall. He propped himself up on his elbow and tapped the bed a few times. “Let me take care of you?” An eyebrow arched suggestively.
“You know what you're doing?”
Still, Rin laid down beside Roland on her back. He bent forward with a hand on her neck and pecked her lips softly. Once. Twice, before she opened her mouth and welcomed his tongue. They mingled and danced with each other as Rin slipped her hand inside the fly of Roland’s boxers so she could trace her fingers along his erection.
There was a sharp intake of breath as Roland’s stomach contracted at her touch. Rin knew it was more of a delighted surprise as her hand now curled around the shaft and began to stroke back and forth. Her fingertips worked up a friction as he finally exhaled heavily into her. Then, with just a moment’s hesitation, palmed her between the legs.
Rin’s turn to gasp in pleasure as he rubbed swift circles on her underwear. Teased her until a wetness formed that he pushed the fabric aside to get to. His fingers easily slid in and out of her until they almost started to play. Hooked and curved like she was guitar strings. Rin clenched her eyes shut in ecstasy as she broke the kiss to bury her hand at a pillow. With their guard down, Roland began to play.
Rin got lost in the way his fingers moved inside of her. They searched and learned as they went. She felt Roland’s eyes on her as he darted in over her G-Spot, but Rin thought that to be accidental. Still he forged on; only stopping when her body started to jerk just slightly. He kept at it once he realized that was her clit.
Roland craned again to cover Rin’s mouth with a kiss. His hand never ended manipulating her as he opened a door to her gifts. She was at her most vulnerable, and welcomed him in.
Roland stood just outside the caravan his family spent their summers. He and his Dá had their rows over the enrollment at the conservancy. How had he saved that much money, and why had he disobeyed the rules of the family? Every penny earned went to them, the community. Not some gorja school in Cork.
Roland knew if he left he would be excommunicated from them. He couldn't return, they would make sure he wouldn't be able to find them. Still, with his kit and guitar he looked ahead and never back. He wouldn't always blend in; when he hit it big, Roland would pay them their respect.
By first year's end, gifted students like him were set up with mentors. Someone who had been around the program for a few years. She was pretty with soul piercing blue eyes and jet black hair. Roland was smitten.
Unused to outsiders who moved kind of slow compared to Traveller girls who weren't afforded time. They married by 17 or 18; his own mother was only 33 years old while Roland was 18. Yet in his culture, sex before marriage was unheard of. They dated in large chaperoned groups, and being alone with a woman was forbidden until marriage. His mentor took advantage of that. Of him.
It started the way some flings do, innocent flirting. Then one day as they sat side by side on the piano bench, she stopped playing and made a pattern of nothing on Roland’s thigh. She lightly scratched the denim material before passing over his crotch. Roland played faster to match his breathing as she started to tighten her grip on his noticeable erection. She unzipped his jeans, delved inside his boxers to take his naked cock in her hand. His improvised playing matched the way she began to jerk him off. Frenzied. Clandestine. Wanton. His music and the way he felt were both.. Perfect.
That's the way she did it. Told him it was more fun to keep it hidden. Just between them when it was their time in the practice suites. How powerful it made Roland feel to have a secret like that. How she went down on him some days. Or when they finally fucked (Roland was convinced it was more) on the piano bench. She rode him while he admitted he loved her. He always said he loved her. She would ignore him.
His scores faltered a bit, but his teachers agreed it was probably the adjustment to conservancy life. He was still better than nearly everyone, which made his head grow. Until one afternoon when they were in the room. A surprise.
Roland laid on top of Rin, her legs bent around him. He dug through the pockets of his jeans almost frantically. He was pressed hard into her thigh, but Rin urged him inside of her.
“What are you doing?”
“I forgot a condom.”
“Doesn't matter”
“Do ye really want t’have a baby with someone like me?”
“I can't have them,” Rin was matter of fact.
“Oh.. I'm sorry?” Roland pushed up on one arm to get a better look at her.
“I don't know if you should be. I'm not exactly chuffed with myself half days, imagine me as a mum. With my,” she held her hands aloft. Roland kissed them.
“Then you're meant for so much more.” It was a whisper as he sunk inside of his friend.
Rin’s breath caught in her throat for the hundredth time that evening. She held Roland as he moved in her the same way his fingers had. Her hands splayed along his shoulders as they found a cadence; silent except for their breathing. Roland’s heavy. Rin's airy as she realized a little more about him.
She was married. With a little girl about 7 or 8. Roland knew her husband as the head of the classical music department. Roland’s department. He listened as they talked about him like an art exhibit instead of a human. technique not passion.
But the husband found out, and Roland was placed in the folk music program. It just made him heart sick for Ireland and caravans and Sunday night cèilidh. How he couldn't go back, but she had stopped him from moving forward. Folk music, HIS music, required love and emotion and Roland had been told he was only good for the technical.
Then he did something he hadn't done since he was 3 or 4, Roland just stopped. He'd play something that was mechanical and cold and hard like he would become. Even if Rin had changed his view these past few months.
Rin loved Roland in that moment as he rocked harder and faster. And he loved her. It wasn't the romantic kind; that was ok too. Sometimes you just need a partner to play music with.
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Hey can I have a haikyuu matchup pls? Im 5'6 girl, INTJ, Sagi, short brown hair and gray eyes. Im a passionate and self-confident person. I can be impulsive and childish around my friends but they know I am very serious abt my ambitions. Im very realistic and blunt and I love deep insightful conversations on serious issues. I love parties, horror movies, gaming, studying, and music. I believe in taking every chance to do smth new and always moving forward. I've had traumas but I love life.
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thank you so much for your request!
we match you with: miya atsumu
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→ atsumu was drawn to your self-confidence and finds it to be one of the many attractive qualities you possess.
→ someone like atsumu needs a blunt person to balance him out. he’s usually only blunt or direct when it comes to spikers in volleyball, so he needs someone who’s able to snap through his oodles of confidence and get through to him.
→ atsumu puts up a tough front when the two of you are watching horror movies together. he’ll swear at the tv and yell at the characters for making stupid decisions. also, if there’s a jump scare he will scream.
→ although it will take a bit of work, you can get the impulsive side of atsumu to come out if you want to constantly do something new. H=he himself hates having regrets so getting him out of his perfectionist volleyball habits and one-track mind will do him some good.
→ you and atsumu often go to parties together, if you separate from each other at any point he’ll make sure to keep an eye on you to make sure you’re safe.
→ attending atsumu’s games is the quickest way to get closer to him which is somewhat ironic since the two of you wouldn’t communicate until after the games. understanding how atsumu plays helps with understanding him as a person. his passion for the game meshes will with your passionate personality as the two of you both have things you care deeply for, but the common denominator is that you both are also passionate for each other.
→ atsumu isn’t the best at studying so he’ll ask you to help him whenever he has tests coming up.
admin rose’s second choice: komori motoya
admin camellia’s second choice: kuroo tetsurou
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Critical Role: Beau
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“Click “keep reading” for more photos and a description of my Beau magic box! :)
Over the course of CR2, I was totally blindsided by how much I grew to love Beau, so I was both excited and nervous to make a box for her. I actually made the whole box on paper first (which I have never done before). I think that on some level, I was procrastinating because if I never started, I couldn’t screw it up. After having numerous Beau conversations with some amazing people (special thank you to @alemongrenade​, who helped me to turn my Beau feelings into real words), I was able to pin down some themes for her, but it took a while to flesh them out and really get to a point where I was comfortable with them. I ended up focusing on the difference between Beau’s perception of herself and how others perceive her, the way that perception influences her actions, and how that perception was developed.
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I have a bad habit where I always feel the need to one-up myself, especially since I’m always learning new techniques and ways to do things, so I tend to want to incorporate all the things I learn into everything. With Beau, though, I wanted to keep it simple. “I’m a simple girl, simple needs,” to quote her introduction. I think Beau is very simple, on the outside, and I wanted the physical box to reflect that veneer of simplicity. Everyone always underestimates her, thinks there isn’t much more to her than a girl who has a problem with authority. So the box is plain, only decorated on the outside with the Cobalt Soul symbol, and yet the contents are varied and complex. (I love a good extended metaphor haha)
One of the reasons I struggled with Beau was her lack of concrete imagery at the beginning of the campaign. While I appreciated her simplicity from a fan standpoint, it was tough to come up with motifs to fit the box. I really wanted to reference her frustration with not being able to see in the dark and how much of a game-changer her Goggles of Night were. My first thought was a glow-in-the-dark message since I was having a hard time finding something more concrete, and even though I eventually did find a perfect pair of miniature silver goggles, I still wanted to include a glow-in-the-dark element, which ended up meshing perfectly with her jade All-Seeing Eye tattoo.
I painted the tattoo in the inside lid and added a clear, matte glow-in-the-dark paint over the top. You can see in the photo below how it looks in the light and in the dark! It’s one of my favorite parts of the box :)
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Stones:
I wanted to stick to the Cobalt Soul color scheme of blues and greys as much as possible, so I wanted to use as many blue stones as I could. For a focus stone, I picked a gorgeous electric blue apatite tower. Apatite clears away guilt, confusion, apathy or negativity and helps expand one’s intellect and desire for knowledge and truth. It also represents positive use of personal power to achieve goals, encouraging you to accept yourself as you really are, and to gain greater self confidence. What I thought was interesting about this stone is that the meaning of the word Apatite relates to the Greek word 'apatao', which means 'to deceive'. Now, that’s probably due to the stone being mistaken for other minerals, but I thought it fit well with Beau not being easy to read, people thinking she’s shifty or lying even when she’s being honest, and her troubles with outwardly showing genuine emotions.
I also included a tiny Jade owl to represent wisdom, balance, perspective, and learning to be comfortable with showing your true self (and because I, too, wish Professor Thaddeus could have been Beau’s awesome owl sidekick).
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The rest of the stones in the box are:
Fluorite- focus, intelligence, aids in meditation and helps with finding peace with oneself
Labradorite- transformation, becoming, being more true to who you are, help banishing fears/insecurities while enhancing faith and reliance in oneself;
Aquamarine - courage, freedom, and communication
Honey Calcite- clarity of insight/action, confidence, intellectual power
Rose quartz - forgiving oneself, learning to accept love, alleviating fear and sorrow/resentment
Blue aventurine - moving past trauma/letting go of emotional baggage, endurance, help saying what you mean, inner strength, passion/determination, gaining  control of anger and emotion, using it to help you
Hematite- grounding, cooperation (fighting in cooperation with spellcasters), fighting up close and personal (associated with martial artists), help talking your way out of situations
Tourmalated Quartz- hardness/tough exterior, help when feeling trapped/cornered. provides security when there is fear of failure, courage and self-acceptance in the learning process. Help with self sabotaging. Good for discipline and meditation. Help dealing with anger/self loathing/bitterness
Sodalite-help being less critical of oneself and help calming internal conflict
Celestite- clarity, intuition, and openness to things out of your comfort zone (also divine energy as a reference to Caduceus’ Holy Weapon spell)
And that’s it for stones!
Potions:
There are 6 potions, each labeled with a number on the bottom. The first three are in the photo below, in order from left to right:
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The first potion is centered around Beau’s perception of herself, and how that’s been influenced by her interactions with others. Inside the bottle are lemon balm and basil for self hatred, peony for shame and anger, yellow carnation for disdain, heather for solitude and only being able to rely on herself/carry burdens herself, marigold for feeling like she has to constantly fight to prove herself worthy of love (“love you have to fight for”), nettle for insecurity and perceived insincerity, pine for low self worth, lotus for rebelling against authority, purple hyacinth for guilt/feeling like she has to apologize for being herself, and yellow hyacinth for comparing yourself to others/not thinking you’re special. Sealed with silver wax and a lotus flower stamp with blue pigment.
The second potion is a direct contrast to the first, dealing with other people’s perception of Beau and how she really is. There’s acorn for wisdom despite youth, sunflower for wisdom/loyalty, nutmeg for intelligence/wit, cedar for resilience and strength, pansy for thoughtfulness, thyme for loyalty, affection, attracting the good opinion of others, and courage in the face of adversity, gladiolus for strength of character, faithfulness, and honor, and dogwood for deep devotion and keeping confidence. Sealed with silver wax and a sunflower stamp with blue pigment.
The third potion represents the Cobalt Soul and what it means to Beau at different points in the campaign. At the beginning, the Soul is just another cage, someone else trying to impose their will on Beau, but as the story goes on, her goals and theirs start to line up. Dairon is the first authority figure we see give Beau a real chance while also managing to earn her respect, making the Cobalt Soul something that Beau can be a part of instead of something she’s trying to run from. In this potion we have tarragon for struggling to regain independence, chamomile for shedding outside influence, anise for using knowledge as power/to protect yourself/to get what you want, gum arabic for meditation, lilac for wisdom/memory/unlocking potential, rosemary for mental alertness/perception, violet for guarding against deception, lily for freedom and no longer feeling trapped, green tourmaline for calming the mind and increasing abilities/confidence, chrysocolla chips for empowerment and adaptability, and jasmine for appreciation, calming, and developing confidence. Sealed with silver wax and a Cobalt Soul stamp with blue pigment.
The next photo shows potions four through six, in order from left to right.:
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Potion number four represents Beau’s past and how it affects her life currently. Before meeting the Mighty Nein, Beau grew up with parents who constantly tried to make her into something she wasn’t; her criminal background was a direct result of Beau rebelling against that control, and we see throughout the campaign that her intense distrust of authority figures still follows her wherever she goes. As time goes on, she does do a lot of growing up and letting go, and yet the way she was treated in the past still informs many of her present decisions and actions. In this potion, there’s lavender for ingrained distrust and problems between parent & child, dandelion for overcoming hardship, sage & cypress for grief and loss, amaranth for help recovering from trauma, black salt for being controlled/told what to be, yellow rose for betrayal, yarrow for regaining agency, mint for trying to atone for the past (Specifically, her guilt and criminal background vs. adopting Molly’s philosophy of leaving places better than you find them after his death), and barberry for freeing oneself from the power/control of another. Sealed with silver wax and a rosemary with blue pigment.
The fifth potion centers around Beau’s fears and struggles (fear of people leaving her, of not being good enough, struggle with being friendly/charismatic, being soft, struggle with presentation). There’s rue for regrets and obsessing over past mistakes, poppy for carrying a traumatic period in your life with you and letting it affect your actions, hydrangea for apparent aggression and being “bad at people,” cinquefoil for desire to be eloquent/wise/self confident, snapdragon for feeling like she has to lie because that would be better than being herself, gardenia for difficulty trusting others/letting people in, violet for importance of outward appearance (being in control of your own presentation and aesthetic and how important that is for Beau), amethyst for fear of being abandoned, garnet for help shedding guilt/sharing burdens, redeeming oneself, and struggling with responsibility (taking so many of the M9’s failures as her own personal responsibility). Sealed with silver wax and a fists stamp with blue pigment.
The sixth and final potion deals with the people around Beau and how she grows by learning lessons from others, both members of the Mighty Nein and the people they cross paths with. Just as in all the rest of the M9 boxes I’ve done so far, there are cloves for camaraderie and being improved by friends, one for each member of the group. There’s also red carnation and basil for brother-sister bonds with Caleb and Fjord, skullcap for willful commitment (found family), zinnia for remembering absent friends (Molly), sweet pea for chaos and adventure (in particular the Jester-Nott-Beau “chaos crew”), magnolia for loyalty, rose quartz for learning to accept love, and bluebell for friendship and slowly growing to be comfortable with being more truthful/open with people. Sealed with silver wax and a rosemary stamp with blue pigment.
That’s it for the potions! Next are the rest of the box’s miscellaneous contents:
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So before I even got a box for Beau, I knew there had to be ball bearings in it. There are about a hundred, minus any that managed to escape while I took this picture :)
In the tiny blue pouch, there are gold coins for Beau’s role initial role as group treasurer, along with aforementioned ball bearings, a worn out old Circus flyer, and a set of  21 miniature Major Arcana tarot cards - the 22nd card, the Moon, is in my Jester box. Attached to the tie of the pouch are a silver pair of goggles with purple lenses to represent her Goggles of Night.
Also in the box are Beau’s staff, and her super secret book of important monk notes. Tucked into the book’s closure is a tiny hand-stamped coin with one of my favorite serious Beau quotes, “I don’t want us to drive each other away.”
Below are some close ups of the wax seals so you can see them better:
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Thanks so much for reading! That’s it for Beau. Below are some close ups of the whole box at different angles, plus the quote I engraved on the bottom: “You are a good friend to have and a terrible enemy to make.”
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I really had a great time working on Beau and I hope you love her as much as I do!
You can check my “magic boxes” tag to see the rest of my M9 boxes, or you can see them on my website at unklarity (dot) com! 
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Vampire! Joshua
Genre/Warnings: fluff, historically incorrect probably, mentions of religion that are purely because of this supernatural au, cursing
Word Count: 2278
A/N: surprise :p i was kinda feeling inspired bc this is a superior concept sorry it’s not a request :( but i really hope you guys like this! it’s been a minute since i’ve written something, i hope i portrayed joshua correctly too - admin seri
1800s poster church boy
until he fell in love 
or so he thought 
he was strumming his guitar at choir practice 
sitting at the side while the nun yelled at the girls, a usual day at the church
and he looked up at the sound of the doors opening and saw her
immediately he’s fascinated by things he’s never cared about before 
it was like just the flutter of her lashes made him swoon
poor unsuspecting Joshua Hong, didn’t he know what compulsion was 
for a month after, people said he changed 
he quit choir and began chasing after this one girl 
as were many other men, as they were all too blinded by the compulsion to realize, him included 
but she liked him best, it was the only explanation, because why else would she
he remembers that night, dressed in a tux as her date to one of the many balls she was invited too
being pulled into one of the many secluded rooms by the tug of her nimble fingers on his tie 
feeling the soft touch of her lips 
feeling the pain of her teeth sinking into his bottom lip
she seemed to take great amusement in watching him pull back in horror 
she bit down on her own lip, hard
he watched, horrified as the blood dripped from her lips while she smirked
and she kissed him again in his frozen state
next thing he knew he was laying on his bed with a terribly sore neck 
left with only a short, vivid scene of her baring her fangs and wrapping her hands around his neck 
she was gone and so was the compulsion
he looked into the mirror, ran his hands over the puncture wounds on his neck, and hissed at the pain of a new set of teeth growing
it didn’t take long for him to realize he needed to escape town 
it also didn’t take long for him to meet another vampire
Choi Seungcheol offered him an understanding smile and handed him a ring 
from then on, he was with Seventeen 
becoming a vampire killed any belief Joshua had in god
he was even the ‘I've read the entire bible five’ type, but then again what else was there really to do
there wasn’t much he could say about the topic now, the evidence was clear 
however, his knowledge made him the absolute perfect candidate for his role in Seventeen
because where there’s a small, close-knit town, there’s a church
prominent members of the community reside in the church 
and they know all the dirty secrets
all he was to do was wiggle his way into the church slowly as the young, pleasant man offering to play the guitar during mass 
getting along with all the kids
become the major’s kid favorite 
shaking hands with the major as he grins ‘shyly’ when the major dotes on how much the kid loves him 
sly, sly Joshua 
his job, primarily, is to make sure none of the town leaders catch on to the recent rise in animal deaths 
and that no other vampires left any loose ends or some people suspicious
and especially make sure as hell there aren’t any vampire hunters
so he’s at choir practice with a guitar at his side, smiling softly at the nostalgic sight of the kids singing
til he smells a familiar scent in the air and turns to see Jun
“What are you going here?”
smiling brightly, Junhui points, “the kid my girl babysits gets to play this weekend” 
“she’s adorable” Joshua looks to the little girl standing next to the piano bouncing on the balls of her feet 
“yeah I am,” Jun’s girlfriend buts in cheekily, “thanks Josh” 
he hums nonchalantly, “no problem” 
while the three of them settle to watch the practice, Jun leans in and whispers, “so any updates?” 
“one lady, she’s on the council and is always asks me about our living situation whenever we talk. it’s obvious she’s skeptical. I overheard her talking about the deer Vernon forgot to bury last week too”
“are you going to compel her to stop?” 
he shakes his head, “no, she’s been so adamant, it’ll be too suspicious if she suddenly stops caring” 
“what are we going to do?” 
he shrugs and gives a reassuring smile, “I’ll figure it out” 
later that evening, he finds himself at a council member’s dinner party 
the amount of dinner parties Joshua has been to is astonishing, it really felt like they had nothing better to do with their lives 
so in his dress shirt and slacks, he greets everyone with a shake of the hand or a polite hug
secretly wanting to just down ten glasses of champagne because that’s how utterly unlikable the council members are
managing to escape, he finds himself in one of the many hallways of the mansion and spots a lone figure 
Joshua watches as you examine the picture frames in close detail, as if you were looking as to see what color shoes each person was wearing 
slowly, he takes light steps towards you, standing behind to take a look at the frames himself 
you feel a strange sensation, like that unexplainable feeling that you’re being watched
so you turn your head
“Jesus fuck!” 
you stumble a couple steps away from him
how could you not even hear his footsteps
despite your loud exclamation, he remains cool and only smirks 
“saying God’s name in vain?” he shakes his head mockingly 
you huff, gathering your composure, “I wouldn’t be if you weren’t being so creepy” 
seeing him simply shrug and turn back to the frames, you scowl
“who even cares about that anyways,” you mutter under your breath
“never said I did,” he smiles at you calmly
a very unmannerly snort rises from you, “geez you just keep getting creepier and creepier” 
he chuckles, “Joshua Hong, nice you meet you. you can call me Josh.”
how he hasn’t been the slightest put off by your unfriendliness, you don’t know
“Y/N L/N” 
for the first time, you take him in, finally noticing how insanely handsome he is
in fact, he seems perfect
seeing as you let a little bit of your guard down, Joshua asks, “so tell me about the pictures”
“if you really want to know, Joshua“ you tease, emphasizing the ‘ua’, “this is my family” 
he looks at your impassive expression, noticing the way your tone becomes lifeless when you talk about them 
“this is your house?” 
you smile bitterly, “yeah, it’s nice right?” 
shaking his head he exhales, “I don’t know seems kind of lonely” 
you eye him with a look of surprise and he laughs 
“I live with twelve other guys and I think that’s the only way you could fill a house like this” 
seeing you crack a smile, he grins triumphantly 
“twelve guys? that’s an odd arrangement” 
“it works” 
lifting his finger, Joshua points to one of the pictures, “where’s this at?” 
“the woods just outside of town, that’s my family and the major’s family camping, we go every year” 
finally getting to what he came here for, Joshua says, “you guys probably heard of all the animal deaths in the forest then huh” 
you sigh dramatically, “not you too, seems like the whole council is obsessed with it these days” 
“oh?” 
oh fuck
the chances of this town knowing about vampire seems very high
in a town where a couple families have been in control since forever, those families passed down the secrets
he’d have to ask Wonwoo for more history
“I can’t believe my parents are making me join the council, I don’t know what about turning twenty-one suddenly allows me to handle city politics” 
he makes a note of that and chuckles, “mmm yeah, seems more like a clubbing night instead of an inauguration”
you reach and nudge his arm naturally, “that’s what i’m saying!” 
“another thing also,” Joshua raises his brows amused and tilts his head towards the champagne glass in your hand
“what are you a saint,” you can’t help but smile, “okay holy one, take it from me” 
he almost bursts into laughter at the irony
simply just clinking your glass with his, his eyes sparkle with a playful gleam, “cheers” 
after getting your number, which you will never admit you happily gave him, you both start to talk
from daily conversations simply about each others day 
to both of you dying when the conversation leads somewhere completely random 
you honestly just think, like wow, when has your adult dating life ever been this successful 
but Joshua, when he first found out about you and your family, his only thought was how useful the information you had could be 
though he’s being honest with himself, you had him since that dinner party
not head over heels compulsion type of attraction
just your tough snarky demeanor, no doubt because of the way you were raised 
and the way it fell into a giggly mess meshed with sarcastic comebacks as if you weren’t just laughing your head off
and even if you pretend to be cold-hearted sometimes, you’re the first one to give someone directions or to pick up their fallen papers 
“clearly you like her” Jeonghan laughs, entertained by his close friend’s struggle
“I know that much” he chortles, “Y/n likes me too” 
“and you haven’t made a move because? there’s only so many coffee runs and choir practices you guys can use as an excuse” 
Joshua stares into the moon from his spot on the rooftop, realizing it must’ve past midnight by now 
“today is Y/n’s birthday, they’re going to tell her today” 
“well didn’t she invite you to her dinner party?” 
his lips twitch remembering you ranting about it to him, complaining about the formalities of it all, how you really didn’t want all the council members and their snotty kids, no matter how cute, at your twenty-first birthday
you had reached over and tapped his arm, letting your hand graze against him, “looks like it’s your job to make it worthwhile” 
arriving at your mansion, he’s dressed in his best suit and clutching a bouquet of flowers
he can smell your distinct perfume getting closer and closer to the door and smiles softly when you pause in front for a few moments
you’re feeling just as nervous as he is
“Josh” you greet, finally taken to calling him by his nickname
“you look lovely” he says warmly
he reaches for your hand, bringing it up his lips tenderly and presses a kiss
eyes never leaving his, you breathe deeply
“old-fashioned” you mumble, hoping your twenty-one year old self isn’t seriously blushing right now
“i prefer romantic but you’re the birthday girl” 
you glare at him playfully, “hey only i’m allowed to be cheeky today” 
he lets you lead him around the house, pointing out all the elaborate decorations your parents had set up
he really tries his best to pay attention, but the entire time all he can focus on is how he’s going to break the news of being a vampire to you
for a moment he even thought he could hear his heartbeat but stupid, his heart doesn’t beat
you ended up giving him a tour of the entire house with the pool as your last stop
grabbing his hand, successfully sending sparks up his arm, you lead him outside
he doesn’t let go 
“at least the weather is pretty today” you hum, purposely not talking about your hand in his
“looks like the guests are starting to come” 
you both can hear the sound of guests chattering and expensive cars beeping
“just let me be alone with someone a like for a moment” 
before he can show you any type of reaction you let out a tiny giggle, and use your intertwined hands to tug him closer to you
“do you like me too?” your eyes hold a teasing glint, already knowing the answer
“yes, i do like you” Joshua says firmly
you become serious at his sincere and determined expression 
“so what have we been waiting for?” 
Joshua sighs, unknowingly gripping your hand tighter
“I feel like I should tell you something first, and if it doesn’t work, I need you to forget it” 
“okay”
there were other ways where this could’ve gone smoother, but this information never is smooth anyways
“I’m a vampire”
he watches you cautiously, hoping he wouldn’t have to compel you to forget, because that would really mess with his heart
your serious expression falls into a blank one and he almost isn’t sure that it’s you gripping his hand tighter or the other way around
you let out a shaky laugh, “since when were you so dramatic” 
“what-” 
you cut him off, “that was a bit easier to process than i thought” 
 “than you thought?“ he questions incredulously
“Josh, I found out about vampires when I was 16. I was a pretty sneaky teen so do you know how funny it was for me to pretend this was new information this morning to my parents?” you grin mischievously, ignoring his dumbfounded expression
“so what about me?” 
“you Joshua Hong,” you tap him on the nose, “aren’t as subtle as you think, I’m just smarter than you I guess” 
recovering from his surprise he smirks, “all this time, I was worried about you feeling betrayed, but now I do” 
he pulls you closer, letting the hand not holding yours fall on your waist 
you roll your eyes and stare up at him, realizing how utterly smitten you are with him
“just kiss me already, and please no fangs” 
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The Seventeen Vampire AU Series:
| Mingyu | Junhui | Seungcheol | Joshua |
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Blog 7
During class we talked about relationships and why we form them. I am going to relate all my examples to my current boyfriend. The first reason we form relationships is because of appearance. I wouldn’t be with him if I didn’t find him attractive. I know that there are people out there that believe you don’t have to like how someone looks to be with them, and that personality is most important. I do believe that personality is incredibly important. However, if you look at your partners face or make eye contact and feel a spark of excitement, I don’t believe that the relationship can last. I would agree that as the relationship progresses that physical factors become less important. ZZ Top wonderfully and truthfully sings, “Every girl is crazy ‘bout a sharp dressed man.” The longer I am with someone, the less they and I feel obligated to dress up for on another, or in my case, put on less or no makeup. This doesn’t mean that I don’t like to do that anymore, we are just more comfortable with ourselves and don’t have to impress since we are together. The second reason we form relationships is because of similarity. My boyfriend and I have our differences in personality, but there are many similarities that are important to our connection. We are both talkative, outgoing, curious, adventurous, caring, and trustworthy. We may butt heads sometimes because we are both very opinionated, but I think that is one of the things that makes us able to grow and learn from each other. My ex-boyfriend had a struggle to communicate because I would always ask him how he was doing, but he wouldn’t ask me. I had to pull words out of his mouth and prompt questions for us to have conversations. It makes me feel good when my boyfriend wonders about how I am just doing just as much as I wonder about him. Other similarities between us include our career goals, friend group, and music taste. It is very convenient that we have the same major because we are able to have many classes together and get to work on homework together. Connected to this, we have our little study group with other friends in our class and we all hang out on the weekends. Music is incredibly important to me. I have been in choir since fifth grade, am in an a cappella group, and play the guitar, piano, and ukulele. Connecting with my partner through music is essential, and luckily, we listen to similar music, or are open to new types and genres. The third reason we form relationships is because of complementarity. I see us showing this trait because we have the “work to our strengths” mindset in our relationship. We are also very supportive of each other in all our work and activities, which helps. The fourth reason we form relationships is because of reciprocal attraction. My boyfriend and I present this concept through complimenting each other on how we look, or our work ethic. This boosts both of our self-esteems. The fifth reason we form relationships is because of competence. This kind of goes back to working at our strengths. My boyfriend may be much better at building computers compared to me, but I am much better at math than him. Then, with us being around each other we can teach these strengths to one another. The sixth reason we form relationships is because of disclosure. Through disclosure, my boyfriend and I have been able to get much closer. He has had some similar family experiences, and we were able to connect through sharing them. We also have similar opinions on certain politics, values, and ways to approach others. These deeper conversations help strengthen the relationship because we trust each other with the information we share, but also respect each other if we do come across some differences of thought. The seventh reason we form relationships is because of proximity. This makes sense in my relationship because we are always studying and have many classes together. He is one of the people I hang out with the most, so I have gotten to know him better than most. The eight reason we form relationships is because of rewards. Yes, my boyfriend and I each have our quirks. However, the costs are nowhere near the amount of rewards from our relationship, so there is a positive outcome. The important thing to remember is that I am in this relationship because I chose to be. We could account for all of the above, but ultimately if I had said no when he asked me out, there would be no romantic relationship. During class we also talked about maintaining interpersonal relationships, specifically what kinds of communication help keep relationships satisfying. The first type is positivity. We don’t exactly always try to avoid criticism, since we are trying to constantly better each other. However, our time is always upbeat, and we see the good as well. The second type is openness. I am not afraid to talk about anything with him, whether it be about our relationship or something personal. The third type is assurances. We are constantly reminding one another that we matter and are there when the other needs. The fourth is social networks. I have not had the chance to meet his parents yet, but he has met mine. Both of us are extremely family oriented. I have met his friends and he has met a few of mine. I love introducing him to everyone that means something to me, because he means a lot to me. The fifth type is sharing tasks. It is funny how well we mesh. Things that I am good at, he isn’t, and vice versa. This makes is easy to split chores or obligations equally amongst each other. Or, if we are both good at something, we work on it together to get the work done faster than if we did it ourselves. During class we also talked about social support. The first type is emotional support. I have shown emotional support to my boyfriend when I was there for him as he was very anxious and stressed about an internship interview for the summertime. I made sure to keep his outlook as positive as possible and calming him since there was so much riding on the internship. Another type is informational support. I gave my boyfriend informational support when recommending some birthday gifts for his younger sister. I also gave him informational support when giving him great websites that explained calculus concepts clearly. That class was the biggest struggle for him. The third type of is instrumental support. I expressed this support when my boyfriend had an important school meeting to go to, but also had to drive his sister to volleyball practice. I told him to take of the meeting business, and that I would drive his sister to practice. One more example of when I used instrumental support was just recently actually. He loves gardening and was looking to start getting his backyard ready to plant his sprouts that he had started in his kitchen outside. As he was cleaning up the dirt and weeds to be clean for planting, I went to the store and bought some supplies like twine, tomato cages, and some pest control products.
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embracetheshipping · 6 years
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Hired Part Three - Conflict of Interest
@erikalyafter requested the following prompt: Trained as a sexual weapon Steve hunts the world’s best detective
Chapters (1) (2) (3)
In Steve’s line of work, referrals were the key to finding clients.  One couldn’t very well put out a flyer advertising mercenary-type services wherein sex (or at least the promise of sex) might be used to extort information or carry out an assassination.  More importantly, however, referrals gave him a minor measure of security, in that there was a six-degrees-of-separation element to the identity of his customers.  He had begun his career by working for people he knew and trusted, and they in turn recommended him to others.  And because the initial sources of the recommendations were reliable, he could feel more or less at ease in taking on new jobs.
It was for that reason, along with a general bad feeling in his gut, that he was currently preoccupied with mapping out an exit strategy rather than engaging in formal pleasantries with the group of well-dressed men seated around the table.
“I’m sorry – but how did you hear of me again?” Steve asked.
The group’s apparent leader, a tall, fit man in his fifties who identified himself as Ian Markova, waved away the question.  “I should think that would hardly matter, considering what we’re offering you.”
Steve begrudgingly agreed.  Under most circumstances, he wouldn’t have consented to a meeting with guys like these – mafia types, by the look of it – but he could easily retire on the compensation they were proposing.
“Fair enough.  What’s the job?”
Markova nodded to the younger man sitting on his right.  Steve was handed a manila folder, which he opened to discover the photo and dossier of an Interpol agent.
“Daniel Williams,” Markova introduced.  “Graduated with a major in Criminal Justice at Seton Hall, top of his class at the police academy, and generally acknowledged as a rising star in the law enforcement community.  Over the years, he’s worked for a variety of government agencies as a top notch investigator.  Two years ago, he was recruited by Interpol, where – presumably – he is still currently employed.”
“Presumably?”
“The nature of his job requires him to be constantly on the move and on guard.  Much of his personal history has been expunged in order to protect anyone who might be affected by his work, and very few can confirm his current status.”  Markova fixed Steve with a haughty grin, and his dark eyes shone with malicious humor.  “I, of course, am one of those few.
Steve frowned and closed the file.  “And what exactly would you like me to do?”
Markova folded his hands on the table.  “From what little information we’ve been able to gather, Agent Williams’s propensity for switching jobs so often may have also been due to prejudice, aside from his obvious talent for solving difficult crimes.  He has been openly bisexual since his college days.  And you,” he gave Steve an admiring once-over, “have both the looks and the skills necessary to get close to him.”
“And you know all this – how?”
“Never you mind.  The situation is this: Agent Williams has been, shall we say, interfering in my business affairs.  I could have him eliminated, naturally, but I think he could prove very useful, given the right incentive.  What I would like from you, is to find me some leverage.  Seduce him into giving up something I can use to secure his cooperation.  Complete this small task for me, and I will pay you the sum we spoke of - half up front, and the rest after you deliver.
Markova extended his hand.  “Do we have a deal, Mister McGarrett?”
“McGarrett.  McGarrett!”
“Hmm, what?”  
Daniel Williams – Danny, as he preferred to be called – shook his head in exasperation.  “I said – what do you want in your coffee?”
“Oh.”  Steve glanced at the self-serving refreshment station in the hotel lobby, wondering if they had any organic butter on hand.  He doubted it.  “Surprise me.”
“Black it is, then.”  Danny handed Steve a plain coffee in a disposable cup and sat down on the opposite end of the couch, facing him.  He turned his attention to the papers he’d left laying between them, all of them written in various eastern European languages.
“So, what are we up to today?” Steve asked.
Danny shot him a half-hearted glare, and Steve fought a grin.
Over the past several weeks, Steve had arranged enough chance encounters with Williams, subtly experimenting with different personas and hitting on him, that Danny eventually gave up trying to ignore  him and instead began to invite him along whenever he went out to run errands or complete other daily activities associated with life.  But every so often, Danny would disappear for several days, or he’d receive a call during one of their “dates” and would instruct Steve to drive his rented Camaro to some out-of-the-way location for a covert meeting.  Steve would then be forced to wait in the car while Danny spoke with someone on a disposable cell phone (a new one every time) or talk to a thin figure who consistently kept his or her back to Steve at all times.
While Danny’s clandestine operations, not to mention Markova’s frequent and increasingly impatient demands for a status update, kept him on edge, Steve had to admit that he was actually enjoying himself for the first time since – he couldn’t even remember.
Danny had this strange way about him that made him equally infuriating and endearing.  He had strong opinions about everything under the sun, from what was an acceptable topping on pizza to music to the ocean, and he had no qualms about sharing them in a remarkable and highly entertaining fashion.  He had a sharp tongue and an even sharper mind, quick with a joke, but just as quick with his fists (a fact Steve discovered when he’d pushed Danny too far and was rewarded with a right cross to the jaw).  
But more than that, Danny was kind and compassionate.  Steve witnessed it first hand when he “accidently” stumbled upon the agent in the aftermath of a raid.  He had been in the crowd gathered around a police barricade, watching in horror as Williams and the local police breached an abandoned building, only to exit moments later with malnourished, dirty and obviously abused children (victims of human trafficking) in tow.  He’d watched as Danny brushed the frightened tears off a little boy’s cheek, and draped his jacket around the shoulders of a nearly-naked girl.  
And once the smoke had cleared and all of the kids had been taken to several area hospitals, he had tailed Williams to a gym and watched him wail on a punching bag until his knuckles bled.
“Well, for starters,” Danny answered, setting aside his files, “Maybe you’d finally like to tell me something about yourself, something other than just your name and a bullshit backstory.”
Steve put a hand to his chest.  “You wound me, Danny.  I’ve told you TONS of stuff about me.  Why do you keep calling it bullshit?”
Though they’d achieved something resembling a real friendship, neither of them had been forthcoming with anything significant.  Steve continued to repeat the cover story he’d designed to attract Danny, who in turn talked and ranted in circles while never actually revealing anything beyond superficial details.
“Because it is,” Danny said.  He made himself comfortable against the cushions and laid his arm across the back of the couch.  “I’ve learned a lot about you over the last few weeks, and none of it meshes with the crap you’ve been spouting.”  Strangely, he almost sounded hurt.
“Yeah?  Let me guess – you’re one of those cops who run background checks on all of his dates, am I right?  Pray, enlighten me, officer.  Did you find something to contradict everything I’ve told you so far?”  Naturally, Steve assumed that Agent Williams would do his homework, but he had plenty of useful connections, including a hacker capable of revising Steve’s history to match whatever narrative he required.
Danny shook his head.  “Okay; first of all – no.  I did not run a background check on you, though in my line of work, that’s well within my right.  And second, I am a detective – agent – whatever, and a damn good one.  It’s my job to read between the lines and sort out the truth.”
“Okay, detective.  You think you’re so smart?”  Steve scooted closer and stared him down, his lips curved in a challenging smirk.  “What have you learned about me?”
“Well, let’s see.”  Danny placed the tips of his fingers to his temples, mimicking a psychic about to perform a reading.  He took an over-exaggerated breath.  “You either grew up in, or spent a significant amount of time in Hawaii.”
Steve’s smirk faltered.
“Swimming is your preferred method for staying in shape.”
Steve willed himself not to fidget.
“You have a dog, even though you’re more of a cat person.”
The smirk vanished altogether.  “How…?”
“You’re ex-military, probably U.S. Navy; your father is no longer alive, and you have Post Traumatic Stress Disorder, which I’m guessing you haven’t sought any sort of help in addressing.”  Danny lowered his hands.  “How am I doing so far?”
To say that Steve was dumbfounded would be an understatement, so much so that he didn’t bother to contradict anything.  “I – how could you possibly know all that?”
Danny sighed and met his glare.  “I also know that you’re incredibly thoughtful and gentle.  Those who are lucky enough to call you ‘friend’ would describe you as deeply caring and loyal to a fault.  And, in spite of this playboy act, you’re a hopeless romantic who desperately wants a family of his own – one that will never forsake him.”
Steve crossed his arms and scowled.  “You don’t know what you’re talking about.”
Danny inclined his head slightly and lifted a shoulder.  “You can deny it all you want, but we both know I’m right.”
“You keep accusing me of being dishonest and cagey, but you haven’t exactly been forthcoming yourself.”
“Fair enough.”  Danny studied him in silence for a moment.  Then he nodded to himself, as though he’d made some sort of decision.  
He leaned to one side and reached into his pants pocket, pulling out a glossy piece of paper folded into a square.  He offered it to Steve.
“What’s this?”  Steve straightened the paper.  
It was a photograph of two children, a teenage girl with long, brown hair, and a young, blond-haired boy with a wide-toothy grin.
“My kids,” Danny said.  “Grace and Charlie.  They’re the only good thing to have come out of my failed marriage.”
“They’re beautiful,” Steve answered sincerely.  He returned the picture.
Danny gazed at it, a sad smile on his place.  “My ex got custody of them in the divorce.  Then she got remarried to this real estate developer who’s been constantly moving them around the United States.  The only way I could keep up was to study and work my ass off to become a good investigator so that I could qualify for a job with the FBI, and later Interpol, which gave me the freedom to relocate with them.”
He carefully placed the photo back in his pocket.  “What sucks is that my current case poses a significant risk.  I can only video chat with them over secured lines at random intervals.  I haven’t gotten to hold them in over six months.  And even before this whole debacle, my ex-wife has been fighting tooth and nail to bar me from visitation.  She thinks that if she distances them from me, it’ll hurt them less in the long run if I get killed in the line of duty.”
“That’s – I don’t even know what to say.  Sorry, I guess.”
Danny smiled a little in thanks.  “That’s why this will be my last case.  Once I wrap this up, I’m going to quit and find some place stable where I can put down roots.  I’ll retire from law enforcement; maybe open a restaurant or something.  And once I’m settled, I’m going to sue for shared custody.”
Steve could hardly believe what he was hearing.  On the one hand, he’d just been handed the exact type of leverage he’d been paid to uncover.  Clearly, Danny would do absolutely anything for his children; probably even cooperate with some less-than-savory characters to keep them safe.  All Steve had to do was excuse himself, call Markova, tell him about Grace and Charlie, and he could sail off into the sunset with a full bank account.  
On the other hand, Steve wasn’t the type of guy to put kids in danger under any circumstance.  More importantly, how could Steve betray Danny after such a massive display of trust?  If he was being perfectly honest with himself, he had grown to like Danny very much.  In spite of the lies, they had real chemistry, if not enough for a relationship, then at least they might form a good friendship.
Then again, that point was moot.  One way or another, Danny would learn the truth about Steve.  And when he did…
One of Danny’s phones rang, disturbing Steve’s introspection and Danny’s quiet observation.
“Yes?  Okay.  I’m on my way.”  Danny hung up and gathered his files.  “I need to go.  Duty calls.”
Steve stood up.  “And I suppose I’m not allowed to come along?”
“Sorry babe.”  Danny got to his feet and took a few steps closer to Steve.  “You busy on Friday?”
He mulled it over.  “I’m not sure yet.  I have some – uh – stuff to take care of.”
“Okay.  Well, I’ll check in with you later.”  Danny hesitated.  Then he leaned up and gave Steve a peck on the lips.
Steve blinked.  “What was that for?”
Danny grinned.  “Meh.  Just felt like it.”  He left without another world.
Steve raised a hand to touch his lips.  It was a hardly a real kiss, certainly nothing to blush about, and yet Steve could feel his neck growing warm.
Oh god; he was so screwed.
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March Forecast for Pisces
You’re back! The Sun is in Pisces until March 20, meaning it’s birthday season for you. Your annual solar return should rev up your energy and personal passions—and you’ll be glad to have this extra fuel to get through what promises to be another busy month. Like January, March is bookended by TWO full moons, both in the committed-partnership zones of your chart. This could bring potent turning points to your relationships. And two planets, Mercury and Jupiter, will slow down into retrograde motion, which could churn up chaos and send out mixed signals.
If you’ve been reeling from the eclipses on January 31 and February 15, March can help you start to make sense of it all. This year has sent most of us off to the races. And with these eclipses activating your houses of work, health and spirituality, you’ve probably got a lot of irons in the fire. There haven’t been many quiet moments to work through all the energy that’s gotten stirred up. You KNOW it’s time for a change…but what, how, when and where?
Fortunately, March should provide some windows to reflect and integrate. And no need to do it alone! On March 1, a full moon in Virgo illuminates your seventh house of one-on-one partnerships. A dynamic duo that’s been heating up over the past six months could become official. Or, since full moons can also signify endings, you might decide to amicably part ways. From colleagues to S.O.s to best friends, this is a perfect moment to take inventory of your most important ties and get back in sync with each other.
A high-flying idea could get called in by air traffic control between March 10 and July 8, when expansive Jupiter turns retrograde in your visionary ninth house of travel, risk-taking and entrepreneurship. Jupiter has been in Scorpio since October 10, 2017, which kicked off an adventurous 13-month cycle that inspired you to throw caution to the wind. After a tough couple of years, it’s been awesome to feel so optimistic and open-hearted again. The ninth house is all about the big picture, and with Jupiter right at home here, you might have a world-changing idea or project that you’re feeling extra excited about.
But have you bitten off more than you can chew? If you’ve scattered your energy a little TOO far and wide, even in the name of fun, Jupiter’s backspin gives you a chance to pull back a little. Give some of your starry-eyed ideas a reality check, putting them into timelines and budgets. Or work on them in phases—better to scale down and test a project out first, which will give you a chance to tweak and perfect your formula.
If you’ve been traveling a lot, you might touch down at home base a bit more often. This is also a productive time for writers and students to finish a manuscript, complete coursework or brush up on technical skills. Don’t worry—there’s plenty more adventure ahead. Jupiter will stick around in Scorpio until November 8, so you can launch into the stratosphere again, and this time with a more realistic plan of action.
The March 17 Pisces new moon marks your personal new year, a day to set powerful intentions that you can manifest over the coming six months. This same day, energizer Mars leaves Sagittarius and your career sector, where it’s been heating up the action but also piling on the pressure. Some work-related burdens could lift, clearing the way for some exciting collaborations when Mars enters Capricorn and your teamwork sector from March 17 until May 16. The eleventh house rules technology, which could make you a social media superstar or a viral vlogging sensation.
You’ll be ready to roll up your sleeves and get productive on March 20, the day the Sun starts a monthlong trek through Aries and your second house of work, money and security. Some of the wild-hearted ideas you had during Pisces season might be worth building out now. Or maybe you’re just ready to get back into a grounded groove with routines, especially as spring arrives. Painting, planting, seasonal cleaning and decluttering: There’s a lot to take care of, and you’ve got the gusto to do it. You could become preoccupied with a major work or life improvement project. Plan, prioritize and break big tasks down into small steps. Less is more during this sensible solar cycle.
But careful how much you pile on your plate, Pisces. From March 22 to April 15, Mercury, the planet of communication, technology and travel, will be retrograde, wreaking havoc in all of these areas. Be vigilant with your budgeting and bills, as errors are more likely than usual. You could lock horns with a client or coworker, or just feel totally misunderstood at every turn. This retrograde can also shake your confidence, and old insecurities might creep up. Do your best to stick to habits and practices that help you feel grounded, even if you can only devote a few minutes each day to them.
March 31 brings a moment of intensity to polish off the month. The Libra full moon beams into your eighth house of intimacy, joint ventures, sex and power. Whew! Some deeply buried emotions might come rushing out today. La luna could drop your guard and inspired you to get vulnerable with one special person. Can they handle the truth—and can YOU deal with being so transparent? Jealousy, trust issues and an all-around sense of intrigue could permeate the air under these penetrating moonbeams.
A simmering, soulmate-level attraction could consummate. This full moon could be a shedding of metaphorical skins, a moment of transformation when you release any energies that are holding you back. But you may crave privacy now as you go into the cocoon—it could take until next month’s full moon, at the end of April, before you fully emerge a butterfly.
Love & Romance
March dangles a pair of delicious carrots, since the month is bookended with two full moons—illuminating your two relationship houses! On March 1, the lunar light powers up your seventh house of committed partnership. If you’ve been wondering “where is this going?” you could get a VERY clear answer in the coming two weeks. Of course, you don’t have to sit around passively waiting for a clue. Take the bull by the horns and initiate a talk—not with tears or ultimatums, but with a warm heart and a soft demeanor that encourage candid conversation.
Also on March 1, affectionate Venus in your sign glides into a harmonious angle with your co-ruler, magnanimous Jupiter, in fellow water sign Scorpio and your ninth house. If you’re unattached, you could meet someone when you’re a bit off the beaten path—or perhaps a person who themselves is from someplace far, far away. Or just get outdoors and do something active, like a trail hike or spring bike ride, where other interesting people might stop for small talk. Couples might take (or at least plan) a romantic vacation—half the fun is the fantasizing about it. The ninth house is a place of candor, so if there are some things that need to come out from under the carpet, grab a broom and make a clean sweep.
Venus stays in Pisces for the first six days of the month, churning up the warm-fuzzies. You’ll be magnetic and irresistible and TBH you’ll enjoy the attention. Then, from March 6 to 31, the love planet will sail through Aries and your grounded, productive second house. And since Mars is jetting through Sagittarius and your long-term plans zone until March 17, you could feel inspired to talk about a future together, or to set some lofty visions with your S.O.
You may feel the pull between stability and adventure on March 11, when Mars forms a supportive angle with wild-card Uranus in hot-blooded fire signs. But rather than impulsively do something you might regret—or not take ANY action—try to find a happy medium. Could you, for instance, have some flirty fun without crossing a line? Look at your own motivation, Pisces: That might help you stay in control of your behavior. (And definitely watch the drinking. Nothing makes a slope slipperier than alcohol.) Under this edgy energy, a work attraction could heat up. Pursue with caution, and make sure you can recite company policy chapter and verse before you go there.
The second full moon—in romantic Libra—lands in your erotic and seductive eighth house on March 31. This could bring big changes, including a turning point in a relationship. Lusty thoughts may crowd out reason, so before you get moonstruck, make sure you know what your heart truly desires!
Key Dates
March 13: Venus-Saturn Square It’s time to slip on the noise-reducing headphones and tune out what those so-called friends are saying. Isn’t this YOUR love life, Pisces? And where is it written that your entire crew and your love interest have to mesh? They just have to get along with YOU.
Money & Career
To the top! Go-getter Mars is in Sagittarius and your ambitious tenth house of career, success and professional acclaim until March 17. Since the red planet only visits every two years (it’s been here since January 26), you’ll want to lean all the way in during the first three weeks of March. A day that you’re totally on fire arrives March 11, when Mars forms an opportune trine to innovator Uranus in Aries and your second house of work and money. An out-of-the-box idea could be a surprising winner—and you may get the backing of a heavy-hitting decision maker today.
If you’re wondering “Should I share this out loud?” the answer is a resounding yes! While you might surprise a few of the stuffier types, even they might be impressed by your trailblazing ideas. But prepare in advance by having a solid plan, facts and figures to back it all up. While you may never need to whip out that Powerpoint pitch deck, it’s better to be safe. Searching for new income sources? Look beyond the familiar, Pisces. Opportunity could arrive out of left field, AND when you least expect it. Uranus rules technology, and one of your online connections could lead to a hot new client or business offer.
Look no further than your personal network from March 17 to May 16, when Mars blazes into Capricorn and your eleventh house of groups, friends and technology. Collaborations heat up, and your social media game is on-point. Word-of-mouth marketing could help spread your message and offerings like wildfire. Ask your people to tell their people, and be generous with your own reposts, giving props to online influencers YOU admire. No shame in being a fan—or reaching out with a well-crafted email or DM. But the best strategy is to do it the LinkedIn-style way, having mutual friends introduce you with a glowing testimonial.
Be proactive earlier in the month and back up your data, contacts and important work. Mercury, the ruler of technology, communication and travel, will turn retrograde in Aries and your work sector from March 22 to April 15. If you’re looking into a new laptop, printer or home office equipment, hold off until the second half of April—or purchase that extended warranty. Thanks to Mercury retrograde, that “refurbished iPhone” could turn out to be a lemon. With the quicksilver planet in your budgeting zone, this is a good time to pay off lingering bills, organize your finances and get your spending and saving plans in tiptop shape.
Key Dates
March 2: Mercury-Jupiter Trine Voice your truth! Take the filters off and speak from the heart. You’ll inspire people with your big ideas and grand vision.
Love Days: 25, 1 Money Days: 9, 19 Luck Days: 6, 17 Off Days: 27, 31
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Horoscopes for November 24th, 2019 to December 1st, 2019
Horoscopes for November 24th, 2019 to December 1st, 2019
By Nadia Gilchrist
Overview
November 25th sees Venus moving into Capricorn and making a painful square to Chiron RX in Aries until November 27th. Defined values, finances or relationships can have some awkward moments as dissatisfaction or rejection is triggered. But Venus’ trine to Uranus Rx in Taurus (until November 28th) encourages you to keep rolling forward by embracing new values and rules. 
The November 26th Sagittarius New Moon conjoins Pallas (strategies) which can introduce expansive new solutions and patterns. Excellent for tackling a problem or viewing a situation in a new way.
November 27th features Neptune stationing direct, making a smooth trine with Mercury in Scorpio on November 28th. This is the third and final trine (due to Mercury’s previous RX). Neptune direct indicates that the current is flowing forward, and pulling a conversation or idea with it. 
Aries
Venus into your career sector square Chiron in your sign suggests that a professional relationship or your professional image may be undermined by insecurities. Allowing vulnerabilities to undermine your status can cause you some grief. Too, this relationship could expose some of your vulnerabilities. However, Venus’ trine to Uranus indicates that if you tap into changes around earned money or the update of your personal values, there can be promising developments that will boost your self -esteem and security. Watch for new financial potentials. 
The New Moon in your sector of opportunities suggests a promising strategy that can be applied to travel, education, legal matters, publishing or matters of faith. Watch for a new perspective that allows you to connect the dots in a broader context.
Neptune direct in your hidden sector, and the trine to Mercury in your sector of shared resources, wraps up an issue that you’ve been dealing with since October 15th. The investigation of secrets, tapping into psychological or intuitive information can help you move forward in the areas of shared finances, intimacy or buried issues. An uncomfortable conversation can also progress smoothly.
Taurus
Venus into your opportunities sector square Chiron suggests that intriguing new developments in the areas of long -distance romance, education, travel, legal matters, publishing or faith can trigger hidden wounds. The potential for what you want is defined, so don’t allow unacknowledged or secret pain to undermine these developments. Venus trine Uranus in your sign encourages you to move forward and explore what’s new along the most natural path. Meaning, don’t force it but do take advantage of this new potential.
The New Moon in your sector of shared resources sees you developing optimistic new strategies for debts, taxes, loans, your partner’s finances, intimacy or psychological issues. Excellent for tackling what’s hidden or uncomfortable with bold, new solutions.
Neptune direct in your social sector, and the trine to Mercury in your partnership sector, wraps up a relationship conversation that’s been ongoing since October 15th. Whether you’re dealing with a partner from the past, for working your way through a current relationship discussion, the reviews or intensive questions are now over. This can also help you manage a smooth integration between one-on-one and social connections. 
Gemini
Venus into your sector of shared resources square Chiron can raise painful situations involving shared finances, intimacy, trust or deep psychological issues. The wounds will be external or social, but the root will be very private. Be aware that your public image or group activities could be impacted. Venus trine Uranus indicates that you can tap into background sources of liberation or change to improve things behind the scenes-habits and how you relate to others on a deep level will improve if you’re willing to make some updates. 
The New Moon in your relationship sector suggests that fresh strategies involving a partner may be in play. This could be about your new approach to one-on-one relationships, or your partner’s newly expanded view of things. Either way, you can benefit from a broader perspective in how you relate to others.
Neptune direct in your career sector, and the trine to Mercury in your sector of routine, signals the conclusion and resulting forward movement of an issue from October 15th. You may have uncovered a solution or the necessary corrections to integrate your day- to -day methodologies with professional dreams. Now is the time to move forward with an idea and allow improvements to fall naturally into place.
Cancer
Venus into your relationship sector square Chiron suggests that a partner or competitor could trigger professional insecurities due to their rigid or defined values. They may have some very set desires involving status or traditional expressions of affection, and this will trigger your doubts about your ability to succeed. Too, there could be something about this relationship that does not mesh with your future goals. But Venus trine Uranus indicates that you can find relief if you tap into the ongoing changes and updates in your social life. New groups, friends or a new social identity can encourage smooth compromise and the forward movement of this relationship.
The New Moon in your sector of routine can you introduce a new health regime or approach to daily organization/work methodologies/coworker relationships. The key will be identifying new patterns in your daily life and incorporating more open-minded strategies.
Neptune direct in your opportunities sector trine Mercury in your sector self-expression can present an encouraging conclusion to an issue from October 15th. Your attempts to make your words public or increase the reach of your creative voice can now flow forward smoothly after reviews and delays. Don’t hesitate to follow through with the deepest ideas that express your desires or dreams.
Leo
Venus into your sector of routine square Chiron can introduce painful health or work situations that involved an imbalance (you’re not getting enough help/appreciation) or the realization that things will not be working out the way you want. External vulnerabilities involving education, travel, legal matters or questions of faith can make you aware of what’s lacking in your daily life. But Venus trine Uranus encourages you to connect with bigger changes that are happening in your career or future goals, and integrate these with what you want in your daily life. 
The New Moon in your sector of self -expression can introduce optimistic and savvy new strategies around an attraction, creative work or children/pregnancy. This is about looking beyond what you want for yourself and connecting that pattern to your personal desires or talents.
Neptune direct in your sector of shared resources trine Mercury in your domestic sector indicates forward movement in a family conversation or investigation into the past that has been going on since October 15th. Delays, questions or in- depth exploration has now uncovered all the information you need. Follow the path of least resistance; the words or realizations that makes sense in an intuitive way. This also applies to domestic finances.
Virgo
Venus into your sector of self-expression square Chiron can trigger insecurities or rejections involving a new attraction, creative work or efforts to put yourself out there. Wounds will be rooted in intimacy, lack of trust or psychological issues but the results will be external-you may not get what you want, or the attention you attract may not be what you had in mind. But Venus trine Uranus encourages you to keep reaching forward despite the painful moments. Changes or liberation involving foreign issues, education, travel ,legal matters or publishing can be capitalized on.
The New Moon in your domestic sector introduces a broader and more optimistic strategy for family issues, a home business, or buying/selling your home. This is your chance for a fresh perspective on patterns that are based in the past. 
Neptune direct in your partnership sector trine Mercury in your communication sector concludes a conversation that began around October 15th. Discussions with a partner can finally move forward. If you reconnected with someone from the past, you can conclude or gain clarity on that issue. Either way, the process will be unforced and should involve compassion or forgiveness.
Libra
Venus into your domestic sector square Chiron can trigger some painful moments with a domestic partner, or some wounds from the past can be brought up via projection. Not great for family harmony, but Venus’ trine to Uranus encourages you to dig even deeper into the past or uncomfortable subjects such as shared finances, inherited issues or intimacy. Tap into changes that liberate you from entrenched and traditional habits-you’ll experience a natural flow of freedom and cooperation.
The New Moon in your communication sector can open your eyes to valuable new strategies and patterns. Watch for an optimistic new solution or discussion that involves your awareness of bigger patterns-you may be able to make sense of the big picture as you translate it into a language that you can understand.
Neptune direct in your sector of routine trine Mercury in your sector of personal resources can conclude research or discussions that began around October 15th, regarding earned money or personal values. A shift in your health or work methodologies can be smoothly integrated in a way that contributes to financial or emotional security. The key will be tapping into a deeper understanding of how you can work with these changes and smoothly communicate those understandings. Healing, empathy and support are emphasized.
Scorpio
Venus into your communication sectors square Chiron suggests conversations about defined relationships, values or money can bring up painful issues related to health, service to others or daily routines. Inequality could be a problem, or attempts to say the “right” thing can bring up painful reminders. Venus trine Uranus asks you to connect to changes in a one-on-one relationship: go with the flow that’s moving towards the future, and you’ll find cooperation and harmony if you accept the new rules. 
The New Moon in your sector of personal resources introduces unusual new strategies pertaining to earned money, values or self-esteem. A new source of income or a new way of expressing your self -worth can be accessed if you step back and see how the bigger pattern relates to your subjective concerns. 
Neptune direct in your sector of self -expression trine Mercury in your sign brings you to the conclusion of an issue that you’ve been dealing with since October 15th. Delays or questions about creative/romantic/soulful statements are now over; you have the freedom and the information to speak from the heart, expressing your most authentic dreams. 
Sagittarius
Venus into your sector of personal resources square Chiron can raise some doubts about money, personal values or self-esteem. Worries about not having enough, not being attractive enough or not being worthy can be painful, but Venus trine Uranus is a reminder to tap into the radical changes that are happening in your health or daily routine. You can liberate yourself and redefine what makes you happy and secure if you accept these changes.
The New Moon in your sign introduces a new beginning that opens your eyes to solutions or patterns that point the way forward. Watch for a hopeful new strategy that helps you deal with relationship or lifestyle issues.
Neptune direct in your domestic sector trine Mercury in your hidden sector concludes an issue that you’ve been dealing with since October 15th. Family secrets, family history or issues that have been in the background regarding illness, addiction or weakness can now be fully understood and integrated. Watch for a smooth flow of relief or healing as your intuition clarifies what was previously obscured. 
Capricorn
Venus into your sign square Chiron can trigger painful moments or insecurities based on family wounds. Efforts to express affection or define your values can leave you feeling vulnerable or uncertain. But Venus trine Uranus encourages you to express yourself nonetheless-it may be time to move in a slightly different direction and free yourself from certain traditions.
The New Moon in your hidden sector can introduce secret or intuitive strategies. A solution or pattern may not be logical, but follow the path anyway and see where it leads. Dreams, hints or undeveloped plans can grow into something more.
Neptune direct in your communication sector trine Mercury in your social sector signals progress on a conversation or information that has been developing since October 15th. Discussions with friends or a public announcement can flow easily as your creative or compassionate ideas resonate with others. 
Aquarius
Venus into your hidden sector square Chiron indicates that a secret attraction, undisclosed want or unacknowledged value can stir up some painful insecurities about not being heard or having your voice discounted. But Venus trine Uranus suggest that you can tap into the bigger changes that are happening at home/with family in order to develop what’s in the background. This encourages you to explore a newly emerging freedom about what you really want.
The New Moon in your social sector can reveal an expansive public pattern or new development with your public image. This is a “connect the dots” moment where big- picture issues involving others make sense, or new social connections can emerge.
Neptune direct in your sector of personal resources trine Mercury in your career sector indicates progress around career discussions or financial plans that have been in the works since October 15th. Watch for an easy progression between newly emerging sources of income and your intensive thoughts about future goals. Too, there can be forward movement involving discussions with those in authority. The key is for you to continue to release old values and definitions of security.
Pisces
Venus into your social sector square Chiron can indicate vulnerable or embarrassing  moments with friends or your public image. Insecurities can be based on financial worries or low self-esteem. Status and tradition can also be difficult issues, but Venus trine Uranus encourages you to move forward in a new direction defined by your changing ideas. New information or a desire to liberate yourself from outdated social traditions can help you express updated social values. 
The New Moon in your career sector can introduce an opportunity that has room for plenty of growth. Pay attention to fresh strategies or plans, because they can point to expansive developments on the horizon. Excellent for starting a new job, new business or making changes to your professional image.
Neptune direct in your sign trine Mercury in your sector of opportunities indicates progress on a dream or the expansion of your public voice. What  began around October 15th can now roll forward after delays and second-guessing. This is about putting your creative vision or beliefs into words. Travel, education, legal matters, publishing or spirituality/religion are all areas where you can experience a natural flow of ideas. 
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Furia & Eli: 2, 7, 13, 24, 26, 31, 40; Cinq & Shaundi: 4, 6, 11, 20, 36, 38, 43; Ravi & Co: 8, 11, 16, 22, 28, 30, 44; Remy & Matt: 5, 10, 18, 24, 32, 35, 45; Wei Sheng & Lin: 3, 13, 19, 23, 33, 39, 42
The Big Ship Question List
Furia & Eli
2. How’s their team work? Do they share well?Furia shares very well. In the domestic AU, Eli can still kind of be on the self-absorbed side and doesn’t always see his own selfishness. Mind you he’s also quite giving, but there are moments. Overall, their teamwork is above average. There are things they could still work on, but it’s good.
7. What annoys them the most about their partner? Would they change it if they could?For Furia, it might be the playing with the food and talking with his mouthful, but even so I don’t think she’d change that about him. I think the thing that might make Eli crazy is that she tends to not be as forth coming as he might prefer. Sometimes she beats around the bush and tries to come at a thing through metaphor and figures of speech. And that I think might just irk him.
13. What do they do for fun? Do they have a favorite activity or do they like to switch things up?Dancing, singing, going out to clubs, dinner, and amusement park/street fairs. These two like to switch things up. Neither of them are particularly scheduled and they both are on the spontaneous side.
24. Any doubts about the relationship?In the beginning, maybe. I think Furia remembers the thought that Eli was a great lay. And she still finds herself surprised every once and a while that he’s become so much more. But I think the doubt faded once Eli admitted how he felt, perhaps up to that point she probably felt foolish feeling more than just a tingle between her thighs for a musician--let alone a musician with his reputation.
26. How do their friends feel about their relationship? Their families?I think initially Furia’s friends and family thought it was just going to end in a bonfire (of all his shit). They figured Eli would hurt her. Once he became famous they were more certain of it. I think of everyone her friends and family are the most surprised, and it take them the longest to come around and realize he’s not a total cad. 
31. Do they finish each other’s sentences? Pick up any phrases or habits from each other? Know when the other is hiding something?Oh, yes. On all counts. I think Eli’s picked up some choice phrases in Spanish that just thrill the censors in television interviews. Furia’s picked up some of his words and sayings as well. She’s more likely to finish his sentences, than he is hers. But they both know how to read one another, especially well enough to know when something is being hidden.
40. Any special memories? Do they have a special place they like to go to?I think the way Eli proposed is a memory they’ll share. He’ll never forget how nervous she was when she found out about their first child--he still has the ultrasound picture in his wallet. Their special place to be with each other might sound boring to most, but they just like being home together, because for them it is a rarity. 
Cinq & Shaundi
4. First impression of each other? Was it love at first sight?Not necessarily love, but there was probably some lust at first sight. Cinq always appreciates a well-built woman, which Shaundi was, and I think Shaundi was attracted to him as well. 
6. Any tasks that are always left to one person?Cinq tend to let her handle the electronics, and to a point he tries to keep her out of the line of fire--but only in part because she’s important to him. He also knows that Shaundi is one of the Saints most valuable resources and he doesn’t want to squander her talents on some dust up.
11. Do they celebrate holidays? Anniversaries?Yes, all of the above. Even stupid little holidays like cherry cheesecake and grilled cheese day. 
20. What does their home look like? Their room?Once they start sharing a space, it is a mix of his sleek style and her more comfortable one. The leather bed and slick black furniture is set off by plush chairs in a deep shade of purple. So there is a mix of decadence and opulence in their bedroom. And it’s surprisingly neat and free from clutter.
36. What’s their greatest strength as a couple? Their weakness?I think their greatest strength as a couple is the fact that they fill in the places where the other is lacking. Cinq can be smooth, but he doesn’t always leave a good impression. Somehow, Shaundi can manage that and more. Their weakness is probably based on the fact that he’s a little over protective and she’s headstrong. The two traits don’t mesh well and it create friction.
38. What are they like in the bedroom? Any kinks/fetishes/turn-ons? Anything they won’t do?Even with as much as he trusts Shaundi, Cinq won’t allow her to completely restrain her and he’s not into abusive talk--that actually will rile him and ruin the mood. Other than that, these two are pretty open to just about anything. Shaundi loves to be teased, which Cinq indulges in. Cinq is a bit of a voyeur--he likes watching Shaundi on her own, and loves to watch her when they are together. Luckily, she seems pretty keen on the save a horse, ride a cowboy idea.
43. Do they talk often? What about?They do talk a lot. While most of their conversations in a day are about “work,” in the bedroom that topic becomes off limits. They talk about little things there--the last game of skeeball she played, the band at the club the night before, the fact that some idiot threw up on his brand new loafers. It’s just things and stuff, nothing weighty. 
Ravi & Co.
8. What do the like best about their partner?I think one thing they all have in common that they like a great deal about one another is their openness.
11. Do they celebrate holidays? Anniversaries?Holidays not so much, but they do celebrate anniversaries.
16. Do they keep secrets? Lie? Cheat?Johnny is keeping a secret from both of them, and several from Matt. None of them cheat on one another. But I do think all of them lie to some degree, even to one another.
22. Does their work ever interfere with the relationship?Occasionally. Though they don’t really bring their alien overlord fighting into the bedroom so to speak. Their relationship is usually a place of relaxation, release, and solace from the stress of fighting for their lives.
30. Could they manage a long distance relationship?Oh, no. I don’t think they could. I’m pretty sure that would be more than any of them could stand, except maybe Johnny and he’d only probably work that hard for Ravi. He loves Matt, but I’m not sure he’d get into the whole cyber thing, though he could pull off and deal with phone sex, I think.
44. Are the comfortable with each other? Anything they have to have their privacy for?They are all very comfortable with one another. Johnny would be the one to say far too much so, because according to him, a man needs to be able to take a shit in peace.
Remy & Matt
5. Nicknames? Pet names? Any in-jokes?Oh, there’s kind of a joke centered around Matt trying to convince her to give him five minutes. There are nicknames Matt would like to be called, but that only happens rarely, if at all. And Remy is a nickname. 
10. Who drives? Cooks? Does the handiwork? Cleans? Pays the bills? Handles the public?Driving: RemyCooking: Neither--though they can both make a few thingsHandiwork: Both--depending on the type of work neededCleans: RemyPays the bills: Matt--I’m sure he wrote a bot for thatHandles the public: Remy
18. What are their dates like? How long do/did they date? Do they ever feel the need to take a break from each other?They didn’t date prior to the Zin invasion, so a lot of their “dates” tend to center on cuddle time or sex in one or the other of their quarters, and occasionally, elsewhere. They haven’t really gotten to a point of needing a break from one another, unless Remy drags Matt into the sim, then there are moments where he just wants to leave because he doesn’t get the same thrill she does from combat situations.
As for the how long? I don’t honestly know how long they are together overall.
24. Any doubts about the relationship?Remy has more doubts than Matt and all stem around her lack of experience with relationships. She’s only been in one other and it was a horrid one. That one didn’t offer a chance to learn anything more than not to be in a relationship like that again. She actually took the lesson to the extreme until Matt and never really had an actual relationship.
Matt’s doubts spring from Remy’s in a way. He’s had a few and knows that communication is key, but Remy tends to keep her own council which leaves the pair of them scrambling sometimes because she’s not always immediately forthcoming about things. It can sometimes leave Matt wondering where he stands in terms of their relationship.
32. Do they ever get into trouble? Is it serious, or are they just mischievous?Yes. Both. Sometimes there are pranks and silliness. But they’ve been stranded on new planets together. Nearly been killed more times than I can count. And their relationship goes through some rocky points due to silly misunderstandings, as well as some deeper concerns.
35. Do they bring out the best in each other, or the worst? Do they have a fatal flaw?I think Matt brings out some better and more hidden parts of Remy’s character. She can be kind of gruff, but she tries not to be that way with him. I’m not sure if it is a fatal flaw, but their age difference is a little strange for both of them from time to time. If I had to say, I think the only fatal flaw in the relationship, at least in the boss’ opinion, is Remy, herself. She really does think she’s all wrong for him, and that he deserves someone more like him, and someone who’s not so much trouble.
45. Any special dreams or goals they have as a couple? Any heartbreaks? Regrets?Matt regrets that he didn’t have the gall before the Earth ended to attempt something with Remy. I also think Matt might just be harboring pipe dreams of a family with Remy, though I don’t think he’s brought it up to her.
Wei Sheng & Lin
3. Are they open about their relationship? How do they feel about public displays of affection?At first, no, and that trend continued through the move to Steelport. Then it became more open-ish. But Lin wanted it to be known that she was her own woman. She never wanted anyone questioning her or her place at the head of the Triad in Stilwater (yes, that’s what happens after she survives the Rollerz attempt on her life). She has no doubts about Wei Sheng’s opinions of her, but it is the others that concern her, given the cultural expectations that are pervasive in the Triad. While she proved herself, like any man in the organization has, her place isn’t as solid as her uncle’s had been. 
Before the Saints there was no issue with PDA. Once she was infiltrating the Rollerz, their relationship went underground, and there it has stayed since. It does place a limit on public displays of affection, but they deal with it.
13. What do they do for fun? Do they have a favorite activity or do they like to switch things up?Given the fact that their relationship has been sequestered, they are big fans of ordering in something extravagant and watching a movie together. Sometimes it’s curled up on the couch, sometimes it’s more upscale. But that’s their main thing.
19. What do they fight about? What are their arguments like? How do they make up?One thing they fought about was just how far Lin was willing go and just how hard she was pushing to get information on the Rollerz. Wei thought she was going a little hard at it, tried to convince her not to rush the job. It’s a bit of lecturing and raised voices, perhaps a little yelling in Chinese. 
When it comes to making up it can range from heated kisses because Wei won’t leave without a kiss even if she’s pissed at him, and that usually can diffuse the situation. Other times it’s a little more tender--cuddling, nuzzling, whispers, and soft kisses.
23. How do they hug? Kiss? Tease? Flirt? Comfort?They hug like it’s a goodbye, even when it’s hello--like they might never see one another again and they don’t want the last embrace they shared to be lacking in anyway. Wei always loops one arm tight around her waist, and pulls her tight against him. 
Wei Sheng showers Lin with kisses--her shoulder, the back of her neck, her eyelids. I’m certain that at one point or another he’s kissed every inch of her body. Outside of sex, Lin limits her kisses to his mouth or cheek/temple.
Lin’s flirtations are mostly in her gestures--touching her neck, tracing her collar, running her fingers down his arms. Wei’s are generally in the looks he gives her, the things he whispers in her ear.
33. What kind of presents do they get each other? Do they only do it on special occasions?Wei likes to lavish surprises on her--everything from tools to unique and custom jewelry. Sometimes they are things she needs. But more often than not they are the things he happens across incidentally, the ones that remind him of her that he ends up picking up. He’ll do it whenever he sees something, though it’s just as possible that he’ll forget the holiday coming up and just give it to her the day he purchases it.
Lin is a little different. Her gift giving is more structured--holidays, birthdays, anniversaries. And she usually buys him a weapon of some sort--swords, guns, knives, things of that nature. It helps that he is a connoisseur and collects them.
39. Who initiated the relationship? Who kissed who first?  When did they realize they were in love?Wei Sheng initiated the relationship. He thought she was beautiful from the start. She rebuffed him because he approached her like he might any other girl. They finally got to know one another, and it was only then that his interest was returned at all. 
The way their relationship started set Wei up to follow Lin’s lead, which is why she kissed him first. Wei Sheng realized he was in love first. Lin took much longer, in fact I think it’s possible that she didn’t realize quite how she felt about him for certain until the grief of losing him struck her.
42. Do they let each other get away with things that would normally bother them?No, not in the least. Wei will grump at her when she gets grease on his jacket and she nearly shot him once for stealing one of her cars. He called it borrowing. She did not see it that way.
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hi! sorry if this is random or if it's a sensitive thing, but do you no longer ship aoka? id on't know if you already explained it somewhere already and i understand it was because of the reposters. i guess i just feel a bit sad since you have always been my favorite aoka artist... but you like something else now and draw more of that than aoka. i'm really sorry, i am glad that you are happy, just a little sad you have left us ..but! i understand you put priority in your own interests.
Hi!! Don’t worry about it; it’s just a slight sore spot but it has more to do with something personal than the community or the pairing itself. I’m really honored to hear that aaa;;
I’m sorry if I disappointed you; it wasn’t my intention. T__T;; Err, in a way to explain myself: when it comes to shipping, I become attracted to pairings that reflect what I’m seeking at the moment. When I was in aoka, it was that desire for companionship but friendly competition. But now, my situation has become a lot more stressful, so I find comfort in the niji/aka dynamic now. _(:3
tldr: I’m sorry if I disappointed you; I still love aoka but I’m a tunnel-vision artist; I’d be really honored if you keep on following and supporting me, but I understand if you don’t. ^0^!! Do what makes you happy! //claps
So…yeah, I got some asks like this here and there wanting to know the full-full story, so I guess I’ll just c/p what I told someone else. I mean it’s not really exciting just dramaaaaaaalallama.
“what did you mean when you said you were in a weird place with ao-kaga?”
It’s a complicated subject since it has been a few years, but I’ll do my best to simplify it! It mostly had to do with the community less than it had to do with the pair themselves!
To start, I always had trouble integrating with tumblr fandoms. I had always drawn in small communities so it was overwhelming when suddenly a lot of eyes turned on me. ^_T!! I wasn’t used to getting more than 20 notes on my art, and then I was left with things in its hundreds.
That is to say, my ego was fed and grew too big. I became stubborn about certain things (like topping preferences and character portrayals; tho now I’ve become more flexible w/ it*) and I had bad encounters with several people from the fandom. (Both parties were at fault haha;; Though objectively looking at it, it was more because of my big head;; orz)
I also felt that because of my past actions, and not to mention several family tragedies caused me to be on the edge more than usual, the rift b/w me and the community has grown farther.
The people who I used to fangirl about aoka with eventually left; some of them started being aggressive and unhealthily competitive with me (in terms of art);; There were huge misunderstandings, yada yada, yeah.;
so…^_T I guess those bad experiences made it hard for me to integrate into another aoka circle. And there was only so much I could have drawn on my own;. Since I sort of lose that close circle of friends and feedback, I drifted I guess. (coughs at tsubasa.)
I don’t regret aoka! I loved it so much; it was just unfortunate I wasn’t able to mesh well into the fandom because of my immaturity and some other unfortunate incidences. ;v;“” I think I will always be passionate about them, but aah, I think for now a break is in order. But, honestly, it’s really easy for me to fall in love with them again.
Here’s something of a secret, I was going through my aoka doujinshi collection with the intent on selling them off. After reading several I got sucked back in lol, and I couldn’t bear to sell away my beloved doujinshis. (I also still collect several artists’ works.) I always wander, but there’s always a 70% chance I’d be coming back ww.
and yea, reiterating with the ships and what I’m attracted to; I like this new ship bc I see myself in Akashi; so many expectations shoved on me, reprieve is really nice in those cases. orz;;;
Yeah;; just don’t mind me skjfh;; I really just do what I like orz… even I can’t predict myself…
But I really appreciate everyone’s patience with me.;; _(:3 
I’ve been trying to grow as a better person, but sometimes my life situation just really affects my fandom interactions. and it’s just been really stressful lately orz;; so I’m sorry if I’m not as open or talkative or very prickly as of late….;;;; 
EDIT:*: someone asked me to clarify what I meant by: “like topping preferences and character portrayals; tho now I’ve become more flexible w/ it“
I guess I should've made it clear that I mostly meant fanfics when I said that. I just didn't read what I didn't like. While I'm chill with people who liked aoka as a switchship or as a ka/ao, I just didn't read the fics. I started aoka with pixiv comics, so when I journeyed into fics for a while, I backed out of it quickly when I didn't agree with the characterization. It was mostly me not reading people's stuff. (Which, for some reason, someone called me out on it and said that I was a hypocrite?? for writing fics but not reading other people's stuff.) I guess you can call me a hypocrite or someone who was too proud I guess.... _(:3;; I just kind of saw how it wasn’t my cuppa;
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