#the delusion is too strong

[jaratedeguadalupe]

national pipe day guys

#canon interaction you will not convince me otherwise #the delusion is too strong #sorry not sorry for posting shitty shitpost instead of art #i've changed my career path #tf2 #team fortress two #team fortress 2 #teamfortress2 #speeding bullet #sniper x scout #sniperscout #sniper tf2 #tf2 sniper #scout tf2 #tf2 scout

[oh-wow-im-still-here]

Shen Yuan is totally the type of guy who would make Luo Binghe in the sims and then freak the fuck out and never play it again after the Luo Binghe sim keeps trying to flirt with all the male Sims in the neighborhood when he's idling. Shen Yuan thinks about this a normal amount.

#“google: how to stop male sims from becoming gay.” #sy's delusions and self denial are too strong not even the gayness of the sims can help him question himself #svsss #shen yuan #shen qingqiu #scum villains self saving system

[callilemon]

Hey everyone! One of my closest friend's birthday is coming up! So, I decided to be delusional and make a week all about them! 😌🎂

Happy @bookdragonwrites week!! 📖🐲

Today, I drew the two of us being delusional about vanoé because that is what brought us together, and of course, by request by BookDragonWrites themselves!

I love how silly this turned out 🫰😌

#happy bookdragonwrites week #i love you so much #you make me even more delusional than i already am #you mean so much too much to me! #i hope this week is fantastic for you! #and that the delusions continue to be strong #we look so cute as vanoé #vanitas no carte #the case study of vanitas #vnc #fanart #doodles #anime #vanitas #noé archiviste #manga #vanoé #delusional fanart for my friend #📖🐲

[dimensionzero]

reading don quixote for university and i was not expecting to be so mercilessly called out

#i feel a strong sense of kinship with don quixote #i too am powered exclusively by delusion and the goal of stealing the personalities of my favourite characters #(i am about to start chapter 2. wish me luck)

[johnskleats]

sometimes, you may be inadvertently sucked into an anti-zuko, katara-neutral, pro-mai, pro-a@ng discourse forum on the avatar fandom wiki after reading several articles that claim to be unbiased but Are Not, and find yourself struggling to understand what you're reading.

this is your sign to stop :^)

return to the bubble of zutara peace and community

#embrace the delusion reject bad conclusions #zutara #don't be like me friends #we all know better #but at times the flesh is weak and the self-flagellation is stronger #we all watched the same show and had WILDLY different takeaways obviously but listen #zuko has the best arc of all time and katara is a bad bitch and they deserve each other #mai and [email protected] deserve each other too :)) #stay strong out there besties

[wombrion]

the true end for chilchik va is that he gets the deepest voice in the party

marcille keeps treating him like a 5 yr old even if he sounds Like That

#she still gets shocked when hearing abt his daughters like in the manga #her delusion is too strong #asks

[craycraybluejay]

If I wanted to, I could, and worse, you would let me

#and my delusions and aches need healing #and i need you #to love me enough for me not to want to force my love on you #and my rational mind wherever it is knows you do it knows it does #it knows #but. the irrational mind wants some kind of Proof #it wants to force to feed to get inside and look around #nothings ever enough for me i want inside #soft and warm like the womb #you know it #the sick me wants you to somehow prove everything ever #proof of love. proof that im not the only monster. proof of protection of care of empathy of trust of acceptance #its never enough but to be fair you and i both know who made me this way #of course there were many but there are catalysts and then there are nothing-people #prove it to me #i look at you and i feel like youre slipping away someone else has their guts on you someone else has convinced you they are worth your tim #but theyre pathetic and not poetic about it. weak and spineless. they USE YOU to make themselves look strong they USE YOU to talk shit at t #they are useless so they use you like me. and i know i cannot rush it cannot learn your lessons for you #i can't convince you of whats dangrous or cruel until you live it until it breaks your golden heart #but i wish i could protect you from all that somehow #and too i wish a million years would pass and you were as dark as me and as kind as you #its selfish but i hate to see you truly hurt i hate it. it makes me so violently angry. my brain turns off i cant help it #you hurt so Easy you're so very soft but every tiny cruelty that hurts you i want to completely erase off this earth #i dont care if its alive if its helpless if it doesnt know better i dont care if it didnt mean to all i want to do is prove to you show you #keep you safe and cared for #its irrational. i'd put away honour and hurt someone weaker than me if it made you happy if it made you feel safe #i wish i could eliminate the real threat but i cant im trying #you make me crazy and you make me feel normal and simple and human. i know everything about you-- i want to know more #my irrational brain doesn't even register accepted right and wrong only what it considers significant and important. my rational brain read #it like a million page rulebook. be normal be good don't hurt anyone don't get dead don't act before you think

[nulfaga]

i LOVE deanna just taking worf's grumpiness in stride. i know there's gonna be some naked time emotional pollen thing going on but i love that she's not the slightest bit fazed. you're pissed off and hangry? ok me too. move over let's eat. (they are pissed off and hangry in companionable togetherness)

#continuing my delusion of tasha in the later seasons i think she's the only bridge squad member who worf has to be careful not to snap at #bc they're like ride or die besties & revel in their performative butch bro-ing (eating and drinking big. working out and sparring. etc) #but they both have little tissue paper hearts. so like they will rib each other til the cows come home but #if either of them gets genuinely snippy w/ the other it's like. dagger thru the heart. alas poor yorick #tngposting #also re: the love square the only two that would never get together are tasha & worf. i live by tht. #it's like when dudes say sasunaru is too strong a warrior's bond to be corrupted by gay sex. that's them to me

[moonfurthetemmie]

did Dream ever wear the necklace? bcuz he sounds like he didn't even put it on-

Oh he did. Just don't bother asking him about it, he'll just change the subject.

#H!DS Delusion #H!DS Rahni #Horror!DS #Horror!DreamSwap #H!DS Questions #Also if you're wondering; Gouge and Rahni know of each other #too. they REALLY don't get along. #tbh Delusion hiring Gouge as his assistant *and* Information Acquisition Via Torture has...somewhat reversed the effects of his aura on the #That's a bad way of saying it but. Rahni's moral compass is strong enough that no amount of feel-good aura #will make them be ok with torture #Good for them <333

[pyrriax]

yk what i just realized?

i accidentally wrote pandora with a slightly altered version of my issues pvnjkdml

i noticed it but not All of it

#haunted ecosystem #i forget sometimes that the way *i* think it's the norm and thusly i'll write characters that follow my thought patterns and well. #you wind up with a lot of paranoia lol #like i knew i unintentionally made pandora autistic-coded but yeah i also mightve given him the paranoia & delusions & hallucinations too #though the latter was partially influenced it was still like. organic ig? thats terrible phrasing. #unrelated but why is it so hard to find more. non-specific paranoia positivity posts #like i know its a symptom but cmon. #anyways what if i wrote a fic and actually posted it anon. what if i wrote the fic ive been itching to write since the thought came to me #its not even like. questionable. im just afraid of opinions bc it involves a lot of projecting onto a typically 'strong' character #sigh. i probably will write it. probably wont post it. #maybe i'll finish that one fic thats rotting in my docs from the year before last when i last hit rock bottom lol #okay anyways enough talking to myself in the tags #ily whoever reads this i hope you have a good day and please remember its okay to ask for help when you need it. dont be like me

[todayisafridaynight]

'im gonna sleep' he lied

#snap chats #i love making the main text Bullshit and then putting the actual post below. ive said this before but idc its my art #its like... the main text is the title and the tags is the actual article.... does that make sense #i should sleep my eyes are heavy but im being tormented by concepts i want to execute #gotta apologize for all the arasawa posting as of late but ive been enabled #tbh on the lowest of keys i did post bout them on occasion in the past but. but now it's feel-speed ahead #twt has been driving me insane so i just need to hop aboard me other boat yk what im saying... please say you do i refuse to elaborate #for the sake of the people i wont but man if you know you know #anyways. the actual meat of this text post See All That Preamble Shit is meant to deter people. it is a warning #'i am bring cringe down here do not look. wait for it to be art so it's harder to ignore' #'snap i thought you didnt like sharing things if you were gonna do something with it' ok well the delusions are strong tonight #and im too tired to do anything and ill prob be too brain dead to do anything tomorrow LET ME SPEAK #ok cringe time. i just think jo gradually accepting physical affection can be something so personal and good SUE. me. #and when i say 'gradually' it will be ten years before he accepts it and even so it'll be quietly #i think by his 20's hes beyond flinching/wincing at random contact- or at the very least he's very good at suppressing the reflex to #more so if its not something like a handshake- like just casual contact- i imagine he's more confused than anything #i had friends who were obsessed with like. hugs and holding hands and those things always had me like ??? #i imagine Same Shit for him ☠️ 'this isnt a bad thing but this isnt something im familiar with What Is???? this feels weird.' #im gonna make myself throw up thinking anymore about this. i be making these hardened yakuza men sweet and sentimental #twitter really is decaying my brain.... #let me be worse. cause i hope arakawa introducing that sort of physical affection rubs off on jo. no where near the same level as arakawa #but itd be SOO funny if like.. jo starts walking close enough to occasionally bump shoulders with him #i hope when arakawa starts nodding off in the car and ''''accidentally''' lays his head on his shoulder he stops tensing up #heaven forbid jo even rests his cheek against arakawa. id be ill #Let Me Clutch My Pearls For This One i hope when they hold hands jo starts to hold arakawa's a lil tighter than he used to #just very /very/ little things like that. very little things that'll still make me insane I'M DELU-LU TONIGHT SORRRYYYYY #expect more of this bullshit but. in art form in the future. whether it writing or drawing idk i just need it #i need it injected right into my veins its my weakness your honor TAKE ME AWAY i AM guilty for making the scary gangsters cute #ok im pissing off fr now bye.

[huggingtentacles]

when its 12-1 my time, my tumblr feed turns into just malenia pictures, its become a part of my routine

I would be slightly worried about the consistency but if anything I am incredibly impressed (plus malenia is super cool!)

Actually it's been like that for me since childhood, it's super weird (HuggingTentacles lore incoming)

When I wake up, in this half-sleeping state, the border between dream and reality is the thinnest, and my body literally physically reacts to my love fantasies. And I got so hooked on this so every morning I just think about love and touching and things you know. it's super fun. And now my most recent obsession is malenia blade of miquella :>

#uhm i feel like some clarification is due #some would say I'm a bit too normal about fictional characters and fantasies #i just wanna say that I'm completely self-aware about it. there are no delusions or anything like that i just fantasise for fun #i have healthy relationships irl I'm fine #it's just a fun thing i do #so yeah malenia blade of miquella is so cool and hot and strong and awesome #jdhskahrmqhdksdhsisgakdhishad

[toadstool32]

>someone reblogs my self insert art

Nice, good, even i love sharing my delusions n feel welcomed and encouraged.

>QUIET IRL SHARES IT ON THEIR INSTAGRAM STORY

WOKE UP AND CHOOSE VIOLENCE???? U WANT ME DEAD??¿?

#YES IT WAS MY FAULT FOR SHARING IT ON MY INSTAGRAM #BUT MY DELUSIONS WERE TOO STRONG I FELT ON TOP OF THE WORLD #IM MORTIFIEEDDDDD #AAAAAAAAA #ac

[themthistles]

gotta say i think cutting out the part where ellie and david fight the infected together was a mistake

#could've replaced scenes with his cult community since they didn't add much anyway #'i'm afraid of you' why tho #'you're a dangerous person you've proven that' has she #all show david's seen is ellie killing a deer then shooting a couple times into the air and falling off a horse #i feel like they relied too much on people's preexisting knowledge of the game #where david actually witnesses ellie killing many of his people and fights off the infected together with her #so he knows for a fact that she's strong and capable #and has delusions that they're some destined duo (literally says they make a good team) #idk

[bluerosety-blog]

Look how cute are these mini figures! 🥰💕

#stranger things #byler #mike x will #So cute I needed to buy them! #too cute #Still believe in Byler #The delusion is strong in me

[david-watts]

here's the thing........(about your ocd post)

in the least wierd wey possible: you just are one of those people who i wouldn't be surprised if they actually had ocd

like the hoarding (for me at least) was a really big giveaway

and also ocd can manifest is some wierd weys (at least other that the need to have everything super organized) like intrusive thoughts

hope this wasn't invasive or wierd that's just what i had to sey as someone with diagnosed ocd

yeah that's fair. I did what I'm Not Meant To Do and looked up the symptoms and while I do have a few of the traits I don't think it's like. anything more than that. I think my intrusive thoughts are more schizophrenic in origin just judging by How they manifest, y'know??

but yeah your input is appreciated very much that's good information to know about myself

#like. I'm not trying to deny that it's possible. it's just I look at the line in my family where it IS present #and I can see where I got some of my traits from. like the hoarding. but I don't think I'm in the exact same category as them #hoarding Is a problem and I'm not immune to it but. the older I get the more I can separate myself from those actions and thoughts #so I reckon it's just. learnt behaviour. my dad hoards shit too and he doesn't have ocd #anyway the evidence I have schizophrenia plus other mood disorders is far stronger. the hat man has NOTHING on the sheet man #and the fact that I had strong delusions that the school principal was gonna turn us into animals when I was ten isn't just #because that toad of a bitch (being rude to bitches AND toads there) was actively abusing me my family and my teacher #I mean. it probably didn't help. but I don't think that's JUST trauma lmao #so yeah. thanks. insight into how someone else perceives me is very helpful #whether I do or don't I don't want my m*ther to mention it to everyone tomorrow lmao