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#prove it to me
craycraybluejay · 29 days
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If I wanted to, I could, and worse, you would let me
#and my delusions and aches need healing#and i need you#to love me enough for me not to want to force my love on you#and my rational mind wherever it is knows you do it knows it does#it knows#but. the irrational mind wants some kind of Proof#it wants to force to feed to get inside and look around#nothings ever enough for me i want inside#soft and warm like the womb#you know it#the sick me wants you to somehow prove everything ever#proof of love. proof that im not the only monster. proof of protection of care of empathy of trust of acceptance#its never enough but to be fair you and i both know who made me this way#of course there were many but there are catalysts and then there are nothing-people#prove it to me#i look at you and i feel like youre slipping away someone else has their guts on you someone else has convinced you they are worth your tim#but theyre pathetic and not poetic about it. weak and spineless. they USE YOU to make themselves look strong they USE YOU to talk shit at t#they are useless so they use you like me. and i know i cannot rush it cannot learn your lessons for you#i can't convince you of whats dangrous or cruel until you live it until it breaks your golden heart#but i wish i could protect you from all that somehow#and too i wish a million years would pass and you were as dark as me and as kind as you#its selfish but i hate to see you truly hurt i hate it. it makes me so violently angry. my brain turns off i cant help it#you hurt so Easy you're so very soft but every tiny cruelty that hurts you i want to completely erase off this earth#i dont care if its alive if its helpless if it doesnt know better i dont care if it didnt mean to all i want to do is prove to you show you#keep you safe and cared for#its irrational. i'd put away honour and hurt someone weaker than me if it made you happy if it made you feel safe#i wish i could eliminate the real threat but i cant im trying#you make me crazy and you make me feel normal and simple and human. i know everything about you-- i want to know more#my irrational brain doesn't even register accepted right and wrong only what it considers significant and important. my rational brain read#it like a million page rulebook. be normal be good don't hurt anyone don't get dead don't act before you think
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iammissingautumn · 1 year
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Why do gay people have to be what *you* categorize as non-stereotypical in order to have stories written about them. Is there some surplus of GNC Jewish gay men in media that I’m not aware about? Are Jewish gay men only allowed to be masculine? Are masculine queer men perpetuating stereotypes simply by having preferences? Help me understand here. “Jock” is a shorthand, not a catch-all. “Jock” Stan likers (or whatever) do not do what you describe, and you are strawman-ing your entire argument.
bro. i just don’t like reductive stories. That often go into fetishistic stories. If you want me to like it like you obviously can prove me wrong. Show me the complex fic and art that talks about their gender. I’m speaking to my experience of almost a decade of being in the South Park fandom. I’m talking about stuff I’ve seen eight years ago. I’m talking about stuff i’ve seen five years ago. I’m talking about how I haven’t seen anything better.
If jock Stan fans aren’t what I’m saying they are, show me the artists and writers you love. That’s what I’m saying. Why do you have to stone me because I don’t like One dynamic because it makes me uncomfortable via it portrayal. I think Kyle is rlly rlly GNC via just being himself.
Please bestie I need u to understand that “Strawman-ing” is misrepresenting what someone is saying and attacking an non argument. Which is what that last anon did. Brought up a bunch of things I don’t agree with. And I responded via saying that’s not what I meant nor what I said. It’s not misrepresentation to show how I said none of what they pointed out. That’s grasping for straws.
Honestly I don’t wish to help you understand, and it’s not unreasonable to say I don’t like something because I’ve only seen people be weird about it. If you love this so much, please show me that love, don’t pinch my nose and shove down my throat why Im Wrong Actually for not liking smth. Stop making this some political statement. I’m not here to say anything about this random ass shit you bring up. I’m saying all I see is people making content stripping these characters of their genuine personality for the sake of gender roles. And people aren’t holy for liking this interpretation. You obviously have your head too far up your own ass to understand that.
I never said this ship needs to adhere to me. I just said I didn’t like something bc it has made me uncomfortable. Why do I have to like your “Jewish gay GNC” dynamic. bc it’s valuable to you? Because you think that makes the dynamic more valid? are ships just coins to you to get more diversity points? that’s just so basically not how this stuff works
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spyglassrealms · 1 year
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had a fucking hilarious dream that tumblr replaced the "block" function with the far funnier "glock" function, which did the exact same thing except whenever anyone blocked you a random bullet hole, like a png of a bullet hole, would appear on your blog. discourse blogs were unreadable bc you'd go to the page and the sheer amount of bullet hole pngs stacked over the blogs obscured everything. I woke myself up laughing
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prokopetz · 4 months
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I think people sometimes misunderstand why we come up with such elaborate justifications for shipping two characters together. I don't justify my ships because I feel that I need to; I justify my ships because squinting at the published canon with furrowed brow and asking myself "okay, how exactly would this work?" is my idea of a good time.
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I rlly like the emphasis that live action one piece is putting on the fact that literally nobody else think about piracy the way luffy does. "Being a pirate is about being free and having friends :3" while every other pirate is doing legitimate career criminal shit around him.
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stil-lindigo · 11 months
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mumbattan's one and only pavitr prabhakar!!
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robinsversion · 5 months
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How I sleep knowing I always cite my sources:
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(First image from the film Drip Dippy Donald (1948); second image from season 4, episode 3 of the Simpsons, “Homer the Heretic” (1992).)
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artjipson · 6 months
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Heather Redman & The Reputation: A Funky Soulful-Blues Infused Rock Odyssey
In the ever-evolving kaleidoscope of rock and blues, it’s rare to come across a band that can channel the raw essence of classic genres while injecting a fresh and exhilarating spirit into their music. Enter Heather Redman & The Reputation, a group of fantastic Dayton, Ohio musicians whose debut album is nothing short of a revelation in the world of contemporary rock and roll. If you’re craving…
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lilysaus · 3 months
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reblog if you consider the people youve befriended on this website (and other websites) to be real friends, even if youve never met them irl before
trying to prove something to my dad
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muggle-born-princess · 6 months
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Reblog if you're LGBT and are against MAPS/Child Groomers
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minzart · 29 days
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People who experience romantic and/or sexual attraction are so funny sometimes
They will ask "who's your crush?" And you will answer "i don't have one" and then it starts
"Why are you liying?", "you can trust me", "don't hide", "i don't belive you", "what?! Everyone has one come on", "hmhu it's [name] isn't it?".
in the extreme cases (mine once) they won't let you even leave the conversation and place it started
And so you lie
And when if "confession" comes from "name" and you reject it every single persson who made you lie will be angry.
Honey. Why the fuck are you angry? You decided a lie is more realistic than reality
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catastrxblues · 7 months
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egophiliac · 1 month
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roll out the red carpet guys we're going to the SHAFTLANDS
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toast-the-unknowing · 16 days
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Had a debate with a friend and now I gotta know
please reblog for larger sample size, my friend bet me no one would say Gimli and I wanna prove her wrong
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cuubism · 3 months
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you guys know about the hobby lobby smuggling scandal right
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regonold · 3 months
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The new wayne sibling concerns his family danny the new sibling can get anything you just have to ask the thing is no one can figure out how like it started small like tim saying god I'd kill for [hyper specific coffee brand he got one time 2 years ago from a coffee shop on a mission] and the next day danny places the coffee down infront of tim
Now danny refuses to answer how or where he got it from but the others of course have to experiment and so they start experimenting like they mention more and more obscure until eventually damian asks for a legendary magical sword and danny doesn't doesn't have it in the the usual 2-3 days they think it's bust but Don't mention anything
(Can't exactly reveal you were doing experiments our new brother and taking advantage of him as well)
Until a week later daimian wakes to a gleaming sword of legends on his bed
Meanwhile danny who is freshly traumatised is going if i prove myself useful they won't throw me out right?
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