#the energy. i rest my case

[theinfinitedivides]

i will hear no slander about the Robin Hood train arc that sh*t is everything to me and then some

#film: jawan #jawan #shah rukh khan #srk #vijay sethupathi #nayanthara #sanya malhotra #priyamani #deepika padukone #bollywood #local gay watches Bollywood.txt #local gay watches Jawan (and spends the entire time filing the various SRK avatars into new DILF categories).txt #Kalki. f*cking Kalki and her scream of rage when she slammed that shovel into the bank representative's head in the rain #after he humiliated her father and assaulted her mother #when i say i had to restrain myself from screaming and then exiting the video to run off and take screenshots of THEE Rain #Scene in BE when Joo Won opens the car trunk grabs the golf club and heads off like he's about to commit patricide i mean it #do not get me started on their flawless escape from the train that requires another ten to twelve posts by itself #the energy. i rest my case

[mincedpeaches]

Commission I got at tfcon Orlando from Sara Pitre-Durocher of another IDW styled Heatwave ❤️

#maccadam #idw #rescue bots #transformers #heatwave #this is a real physical drawing I own and im obsessed with it. look at him. #*parks and recs meme voice* its beautiful. i've looked at this for five hours now #I LOVE. HEATWAVE. IN CASE ANYONE WAS NOT AWARE. #will i post the rest of my tfcon haul and some of the eight (literally eight) other heatwave drawings i got? maybe. if i find the energy. #but for now. please feast your eyes. i know i am. #heatwave tag #paid for with my own legal tender

[bypatia]

The bjp government introduced the ucc bill in Uttarakhand which has made it mandatory for live in couples to register with the government and a copy of the registration will be sent to respective families. It also added the father as a first class legal heir for inheritance of property, encroaching upon the the right of the mother, wife, daughter (the actual victims of patriarchy, who most likely did not have any social right to gain access to financial independence or inheritance from other family members) to accommodate the father, who more than likely than not already has financial freedom and ownership rights over land property. Moving on, they removed the Muslim personal law, which guaranteed the rights of the daughter in a fixed inheritance percentage. Not to mention the whole act is modelled after hindu personal laws and demanding other religions to bend according to it is inherently regressive no matter how progressive the law on paper looks to be. So should I just bang my head against the wall right now and be done with it or watch as the bjp government slowly sets fire to all our lives?

#guys is it play by play what the nazi party did or is it play by play what the iranian theocracy did or is it play by play what #every other fascist government did on the planet did? #hindutva #any Sanghi who sees this block me #I have no energy to fight you because you’re dumb as fuck #bjp is not protecting any rights #especially women’s #except for Adani’s or the Ambani’s #and you can lick their boots all you want #but you too will be grinded in the same mob-military industrial complex like the rest of us #you are not a special case #I don’t live in Uttarakhand don’t even try #fuck Modi #fuck bjp #in case I wasn’t clear #we told Sanghi women #you’re next on the chopping block #but sunta kon hai? #you will also find better essays than this online but I had to share my two cents

[goldkirk]

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#we're going to miss you so much ro. #i'm sure you know how much you were loved by all of us #but just in case #ro you were so loved. you were such a joy. i'm so glad I got to know you. #i'm gonna think about you every time i play mass effect and see rats and watch roller derby and play dnd #and i'm going to miss you and your stories and your energy for the rest of my life. #you were so loved ro. we already miss you. we're going to miss you so much #may your memory be a gift and treasure for all of us and keep influencing the world long after you passed out of it #2023 #personal #shh katie #mosswrites

[callaeidae3]

Whumptober2023 Day 30: Bridal carry

"You're free...though I bet that's probably pretty hard to believe right now."

#whumptober2023 #no.30 #bridal carry #kindall k series #OC #art #whump art #unconscious #the case of kindall k #kk1 #yuuki takahashi #kyle kindall #drawing with a very sketch-y style tonight because I'm tired x'D #and I need to divert the rest of my energy to my thesis which is due next week haha...ahh...

[kenmaiii]

do you care about them

#my art #obey me #obey me mammon #obey me mc #obey me barbatos #drawing but just in case i dont have the energy to finish the rest. enjoy the chibis

[yj-98]

hi everyone btw :) life update: did some BIG cleaning today after a long overdue breakdown and now my space is significantly more livable 👍

#depressions got hands........ etc. #its not perfectly clean still bc i didnt have the energy after 6 hours to do vacuuming + carpet cleaner thing but #took a shower.... washing my blanket and pillow case.....the rest can be another days project #rook.log

[beananium]

oh its all so painfully real

#vent #transphobia #fuck. #i can barely compose my thoughts. im so upset and pissed off at my family #my grandmother screams my deadname on top of her lungs to call for me when i need to do something for her #and idk tonight i just got set off by it and started crying #eventually i composed myself only to be met with 'thats your name. its what i gave you' by my dad and... #idk i feel like i'll never be fucking accepted for who i am at all #it feels like i'm wearing a heavy mask that just wants to snap my neck if i move wrong #like i'm in the wrong for wanting to change my name due to it not reflecting me anymore #like everyone sees me as a basket case just waiting to be 'fixed' or whatever #its so... ..... i can't stop crying #my grandmother also said she cant change her ways and its making me want to bash my head into a wall until my brain turns into paste #IMAGINE IF I CALLED YOU DENNIS FOR THE REST OF YOUR LIFE. WOULD YOU LIKE THAT? WOULD YOU FUCKING LIKE THAT??? #i'm so stressed and upset i don't want to do this anymore #im probably just going to listen to music to de-stress. don't have energy to do anything else

[fate-motif]

so can you imagine if it had been the other way around and hermann had been taken over

listen to me. listen to me. i know it had to be newt because he who studies monsters, but i just like to think about the hard-hitting devastation of newt realizing the only reason hermann was consumed by the hivemind and the precursors was because he insisted newt not drift on his own on victory day

and while we’re at it you do realize that newt would have confronted the possessed hermann over the years for ghosting him and then done irreparable damage to “their” relationship because he genuinely thinks hermann thinks he’s too good for him now and has outgrown him

#final argument: sharply dressed hermann also conveying massive SOMETHING’S WRONG energy #i rest my case #newton geiszler #newt geiszler #newmann #charlie day #burn gorman #hermann gottlieb #pacific rim #pacific rim uprising #pacrim #pacific rim 2013

[oldpotatoe]

little life update! 

i’m poor.

like, went to university to get out of abject poverty, poor.

like, grew up with my family struggling to choose between heating our home and filling our bellies, poor.

but i’ve done it! i’ve gone and gotten myself a stable corporate job that can pay my bills and help me and my family not be poor.

unfortunately, if you’ve been keeping up with the news, my country (the UK) is dealing with a shitshow on the horizon in the form of really super-duper inflated energy bills. our bills are expected to more than quadruple this coming winter, and while i may not be POOR poor anymore, i’m still not rich enough to escape that unscathed.

so i’ve been busting my ass, trying to pay my rent and also save and squirrel away enough money for the winter, which leaves me  e x h a u s t e d  for literally any other activity. like exercising or watching tv or writing. and trust me, the words want to EXPLODE out of my brain and through my fingers... i just don’t have enough energy to even think, some days.

it’s a real shitty situation all around, and i’m sorry. flwogb is on accidental hiatus, but soon as i get some room to breathe, i’ll be back.

#i hate existing under the ever-heavy fist of capitalism grinding me down #love that we keep voting for the 'fuck you i got mine' party #with MPs who get to CLAIM BACK THEIR ENERGY BILLS THE FUCK #on top of their 80k salaries. they get to. claim back. their energy bills. #while the rest of us have to struggle with putting the kettle on not too many times in case we accidentally go broke #i genuinely genuinely hate losing my twenties to late-stage capitalism #anyway rant over good day we'll return to your unregularly-scheduled angst train sometime in the near4 future :// #flwogb

[seariii]

The weird mix of being stressed out, happy and exhausted... Gonna have to organize once more to get all of this sorted

#the event was scheduled for tomorrow and friday.... shit i was gonna do something on friday ill have to #set up the date for monday... and i just noticed an email i tried to send didnt go through and had to re send it #so i lost time in that.... #okay look seari. i know this is good but worst case scenario is that it doesn't happen because of the paperwork #and if that happens look you already started it and will be helpful for something else okay? for now lets focus on tje matters at hand #drink water because its almost 1pm and you hadnt drink any- oh shit- rest because we really need to recover our energy #and lets think and see what we are missing for the stressful stuff #... sigh... after friday we will know my fate... #seari talks #i forgot to schedule the appointment for today... that's okay we still have time... i think... i feel my stomach turning upside down wheb #thinking about the times and how a lot of stuff is out of my control... sigh.... anxiety be damned hahaaha it's okay... lets ACTUALLY rest #because you said you'd take a nao and instead started to do something else #alr alr mimir or rest time

[indi-ice-cube]

So, like, imagine if Milo and Sam had a great-grand-child.

That's Agent Daniel Sousa from Season 7 of AoS.

(credit to Secrxts; not my video)

#come on #the sweetheart parallels with daisy breaking into his office to solve crime? #the “sweetheart” with accent in the club? #the soft NW accent in general? #the underdog people underestimate? #the puppy eyes? #the fact that he is already kind of dead #and trying to survive as an old soul in a new time? #how he wears his retro clothing (ahem plaid-shirt-Sam behavior) #how is always making sure Daisy is resting and healing? #how brave he is in the face of weirdass adventures way outside his comfort zone? #how damn dependable and helpful he is? #never letting his partner do their stupid shit on their own? #how he is so certain in knowing what kind of people he likes? such sam and milo energy. okay okay I rest my case #daniel sousa #daisy johnson #dousy #redacted sam #redacted milo #redacted asmr #redacted audio #agents of shield #season 7 you were weird but you gave us some beautiful moments so I will forgive you for the trench-coated-villain-bit #episode 9 was chef's kiss for me

[the-gayest-sky-kid]

would it like. kill my mother to have safe sex or smth. like is she allergic to condoms and birth control

#sorry im done i cant not complain abt it #i heard her talking to my sister this morning abt possibly being pregnant (again). because my sister was being very loud and excited #and i know the only reason she hasnt told me personally is because i got on her case about it last time #i dont want to have any knowledge of what shes doing ever for one either tell me when its confirmed or dont fucking bother me. because im so #done with having to read tests for her and her complaining to me abt her relationships for all my life #and two quite frankly i think shes a bitch who should not be having any more children #not only because shes a terrible mother but because we are NOT in any financial situation to support that #nor do we have the space to support that #or the time and energy #god forbid its true we'd all have to pitch in and its already bad enough she got the fucking dog and the fish #i dont want to keep playing mom number 2 #and not to mention the health complications #she almost DIED with my sister. and there were problems for the rest of us too. what if something goes wrong? #i just. god #aethers rants #cw vent #personal posts and stuff idk

[vvelegrin]

not sure how many long weekends off it's going to take to fix me, but so far it's more than two. <3

#'if you [REDACTED] you'd be able to rest for a while at least' #thanks my brain #shut the fuck up now #don't know how much longer this can last #not in a scary way but in a more concrete 'i simply cannot conceive of the logistics' kind of way #i am running out of fuel to brute force my way through every single day but i don't really have any reasonable alternatives to that #i think i'm gonna log off work for a bit and lie down #i cannot imagine the carnage if i did not have a very flexible remote job and yet it's still not enough #it's a classic case of 'i'm trying to look at the whole picture at once but i do not have the ability to do that without going insane' #'but i don't have the energy to organize the smaller pieces of information into the form it needs to be in order reasonably proceed' #and then i spiral #many such cases and all that #prattling about the self

[autisticcassandracain]

is it just me or is batman like. significantly more tolerable outside of gotham comics than in

#my laptop's still letting me use tumblr without major issues and i'll make that everyone else's problem #anyway. i'm not saying batman outside of gotham is never insufferable to read bc he absolutely can be #when they write him like a gary sue and pretend that he's the most powerful member of a justice league that includes you know #superman and wonder woman #but also from the admittedly limited justice league comics i've read so far as well as the cameos i've seen of bats in other comics #he's just like. 200% more likeable #this post is about wonder woman issue 293 btw #he's out there doing a group hug without major blackmail and not protesting when clark announces bats and he both love diana #he's also engaging in casual conversation and treating clark and diana as on equal footing with him #and he didn't even have to go through a 12 issue arc or have an emotional breakdown about any of it #it's like. gotham comics are almost 100% guaranteed to work their reality around him and make sure you know he's the bestest ever #and all the energy goes towards making him grim and serious and traumatized while also being cool in an action figure kinda way #meanwhile a lot of comics outside of gotham go more like. hey this is bruce. he's a cool superhero who's really smart and competent #he's also kind of a loser who takes himself way too seriously and like maybe two people in this building like him #and the rest are not afraid to make fun of him either to his face or the moment he turns around #i know this is not the case for all comics and there's still a very very good chunk of them that make him the Coolest Boy Ever #but like. even just. seeing him treat other people as being on equal footing with him or even better than him #just makes him SO much more tolerable #like tower of babel or whatever that arc was called had a bunch of rlly dumb takes on how bruce could 'outplay' the justice league #but like. bruce still treated the rest of the justice league as on his level or better. it's why he bothered to MAKE those plans #you just don't rlly get that in gotham. the closest we get is if nightwing shows up bc then we might get an 'oh he's the best of us' #inner monolgue about how proud bruce is of dick. sometimes we'll get an inner monolgue about the other heroes too #but those monologues are the exception not the rule and they are almost never said out loud to anyone #and if they ARE it's only after an arc of bruce being a fucking ass as an apology and it's. insufferable. #idk maybe it's just bc i read more batman comics than justice league comics but still. #bruce is usually just. SO much more likeable in basically any comic not set in gotham to me #i bet if you made him spend a few weeks in metropolis or something his mental health issues would go away actually #he's just vitamin d deficient and it's making him cranky #my posts #bruce wayne

[tortademaracuya]

I dont have anything good finished for class tomorrow and I feel terrible why cant i at least find my 'sunday night where i dont feel like killing myself' post 😥

#im starving...but the only food available requires way more preparation than i have the energy for #estoy manteniendome a base de 3 vainillas #im extremely tired because i had the worst night ever but i really dont have the time to rest rn 🙃 and the migraine is back #i cant bring myself to finish this shit and it should be so easy but everything is so tiring and complicated somehow aaaaaaaaa #i know logically its HIGHLY likely they wont have time to look at my stuff tomorrow #but i still cant bring myself to not have smth just in case. ihavent been able to work on this for 2 weeks or more :( #i wish i could get the absolute joy of working in the game again but the hopelessness that in wasting everyones time #trying to work on this when it clearly sucks is stronger #ughhhhh i dont wanna look at screens anymore everything hurts :( #haunted.txt